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BambiCutie
05-18-2016, 08:23 AM
In addition to starting my period, I accidentally picked up super ultra scented sport tampons that is literally caked with a layer of perfume. Fuuuuck! :banghead: :banghead:

lynn2009
05-18-2016, 12:14 PM
My coworker is straight up fucking lying about something I gave him to test and I'm going to start screaming soon.

baer45
05-18-2016, 12:40 PM
My client canceled on me today. I am a little upset since he told me about it at last minute. A regular is not easy to get, and I just have to let this one slide.

carmen_b
05-18-2016, 01:43 PM
I've been having exhaustion and anger issues again lately.
I'm trying to take the time to get a handle on it ( write out what's bothering me and look for solutions ).
I don't like WAKING UP angry.
I'm making $115 less on the job I quoted for my day job which is nothing really and just silly when I think about it logically. I think it's just more that I don't like doing this anymore and I need heavier compensation to continue .

Bleh, I need therapy again. The stuff that I'm dealing with just DOES NOT equal the anger / anxiety I feel. I feel like I can't even identify clearly how to fix things.

carmen_b
05-18-2016, 01:57 PM
In all my years stripping, I never got the " hidden vibe " guy .... hahahaha so gross .
Sorry you had to deal with it. I hate these kinds of situations because then you have to spend extra energy figuring out how to react to it ect. - ugh !

So this guy takes me vip for an hour telling me it's sto hot when dancers get off on the dances, and he's totally had some dancers that really got off on his dances. ( noted, do a little fake moaning) Get upstairs, sit down and .... Buzzzzz... Really? So fucking gross, bud you think your going to get a stripper of during a dance you are one sad disgusting human.

whirlerz
05-18-2016, 05:24 PM
Pool's broke, & very likely won't ever get fixed. Damn retrograde. :(

Aurora_Sunset
05-19-2016, 07:07 AM
One of my cats is shitting in the living room. He's done this only a handful of times before - when we move to a new place, or I go out of town for a long period of time. But nothing should be upsetting him this time... I don't know why he's being a pissy little douche cat.

Also, one of my friends seriously needs to calm down when we hang out. I don't mind him appreciating our time together - it's good to feel good when you hang out with friends - but jeezus, with the overkill. We generally don't do anything beyond grab dinner, drink a little, talk a little, and then watch Netflix. Solid enough evening, and that's how I prefer to hang out with friends. But every time, he goes home and proceeds to send me huge block texts, and then go to facebook and post huge, long statuses that both basically boil down to going on and on about how it had been the most amazing night he'd had in a long time. Like... I'm glad you had a good time and appreciate our friendship, but... chill, dude. EVERY time we order pizza and watch stupid movies on Netflix cannot possibly be the best night of your fucking life. It's a little... much.

Aurora_Sunset
05-19-2016, 09:16 AM
Ok, one more:

I purchased tickets to a big convention that's in August. Tickets went on sale a couple months ago, and you pretty much had to make a decision about what days you wanted tickets for... before they even released the event calendar. So there's no way to know which days will actually even have activities that you want. Then they had a day where they released the schedule online, but you couldn't purchase tickets to specific events. And then I wrote down the wrong day for when those tickets officially went on sale, and now half the stuff I wanted is sold out. At this point, I don't even need a ticket for 2 of the 4 days that I purchased. I know there's other stuff to do at a con, but I would've saved myself the general admission money for days when I have nothing else going on if I knew there was nothing I wanted to do/couldn't get tickets to.

It's really obnoxious that they make you purchase general admission tickets way before they even release the event calendar.

whirlerz
05-19-2016, 11:48 AM
That sounds way f'd up..^
Soo, warning sd rant..
This dude, who I've been w going on 3 yrs, & it my fucking B day coming up, gives me just BARELY enuf 2 cover the wk..despite the fact I've told him more than once I have several addt'l expenses..not to mention he PROMISES to give me more then goes right on cheapin out. He hans me a bunch of extra change & a 20.00 lotto scratch off ticket like wow, whoop dee do.
Ugh, then he tells me he lost service , again ..
Then I get to hear his ass whine about no phone/cable/internet (who TF uses land line & cable now? Right, him) Cheapass, drains my energy twice a wk. Well, that shit's about to cime to a screetching halt.
Next wk I hv dental appt for 2 cavities so..
Damn, now it sounds like my muffler went out

whirlerz
05-19-2016, 03:01 PM
Yea, & also, my hair dresser's trying to talk me into a shoulder length cut.. uh no, he knows better.
Just going to do my own trims from now on.

chanzep
05-19-2016, 03:38 PM
So annoyed my day off and it's stormin also I hate über , the way they charge my account is annoying and confusing just had to tally up journeys and charges, they charged me a stupid fee and are refunded it but I don't have to for this shit, also my hubby and I need to move out his uncles asap, I hate living with other people especially spoilt kids. I'm working retail now which is more draining than the club, I need my space not kids demanding my cupcakes grr my hormones are a mess and I can't deal right now. I rarely have time to come on here nowadays grr.

whirlerz
05-20-2016, 11:54 AM
Ugh, this hotel..now their key entry is fuckin' up, & it loves to do that when I'm coming in w/a bunch of heavy stuff, which I had today..
I had to go around to two different entrances, then drive to the main entrance..
Wondering if I should gtfo, but I've no place atm to go, & don't feel like moving all my accumulated stuff. Although I am going to start getting stuff out of here. Also, I have a dentist appt in exactly a wk for 2 cavaties t/b done.
The a/c's not on yet, it's kinda warm but I can't open the window yet cause of my allergies they're finally mowing the way overgrown field outside.

carmen_b
05-21-2016, 10:23 AM
I turned the google advertising for the business OFF again ! I had just had it.
I've made enough to be ok for the next couple weeks with what we already have booked.

I wish I WASN'T so burnt out that I could just keep GOING but I just need less on my plate. I just can't do anymore in the next couple of weeks.

SnuffleUffleGrass
05-21-2016, 02:16 PM
My nephew just lost one of my important possessions. Kids, so cutely annoying.

whirlerz
05-21-2016, 06:54 PM
So, I tripped & fell on the sidewalk, just before getting to the door of this cheapie clothes store I shop @. Immediately, 2 ppl nearby asked me if I was ok, & I said yea, but I stayed on the ground for a minute. This guy was watching me from a van nearby & was smirking..I said, "Well if your ugly ass falls, I guess I'll laugh". Jerk.
Glad @ least I didn't fall on my left side. Other than that it was a nice Bday day.

Aurora_Sunset
05-22-2016, 02:29 PM
I hate when people ask me a question and I start with "ummm" while I'm thinking of a response, and they're immediately like "What!?" And I have to awkwardly say "I just said 'um'." Not only is it weird, but why ask me a question if you pretty much immediately stop listening/paying attention? Because it's almost always from people who ask a question while walking away into another room or while doing something else - they're not even listening.

lynn2009
05-22-2016, 05:09 PM
I've been losing weight steadily without trying for a long time now. Yesterday I finally cracked and went shopping for jeans and now apparently I'm a size 0. Which I was kind of expecting tbh because my usual size 4 jeans fall off me the days. So this is not alarming per se but something I should start looking into because I really haven't been trying and I know I'm on the verge/potentially actually under weight right now. So I'm googling just 'size zero without trying' and ALL that comes up is ED related material.

Legz541
05-22-2016, 06:26 PM
The fact that I make more money when I act dumb. Acting like a ditz for hour upon hour becomes exhausting. I swear I'll slip up and say a 3 syllable word and BAM I've lost the sale. Heaven forbid that they find out I have a college degree. I don't even have the look that usually goes with that persona UGH.

whirlerz
05-22-2016, 06:38 PM
Yesterday, I went to buy a phone card for my cheapie phone I keep as a 2nd phone..I got my Android phone card @ a gas station, so I went back there..
The cards for the cheap phone doesn't work w/the new registers, well I heard this shit last month. I asked the guy, "Why not take those cards off the rack". Dumbass.

Aurora_Sunset
05-22-2016, 07:38 PM
The fact that I make more money when I act dumb. Acting like a ditz for hour upon hour becomes exhausting. I swear I'll slip up and say a 3 syllable word and BAM I've lost the sale. Heaven forbid that they find out I have a college degree. I don't even have the look that usually goes with that persona UGH.

Agreed. Escort clients specifically ask what else I do, if I have another job, am in school, "why aren't you available these days? What class are you in?" But god forbid I actually start talking about volunteer work, job training, or grad school... you can FEEL the instant shift in their interest. It makes them so uncomfortable. I have to instantly make some stupid joke and let them lead the conversation back to my drinking habits and dirty talk. Literally the only thing in my life that clients like to hear about is running - maybe because they can either relate to it or picture my "awesome runner thighs" when I'm talking about. Physical fitness is hot; education, "real" jobs, and being a philanthropic person is not. Why even ask about school or other jobs then?

whirlerz
05-23-2016, 08:31 AM
For the Love of God, whoever's stealing toliet paper from my storage place's b/rooms, STOP! Today I'm bringing 2 rolls frm the hotel..
& their door 'glitches' this poor couple, couldn't get in yesterday, I let them in. Luckily I was there, the office was closed. Then the poor lady that goes in the bathroom &..
Also, the lady w/2 young kids that lets them walk barefoot thru the entire place, & let the little boy (he's like 3) scream his head off by the pool for over an hr

whirlerz
05-23-2016, 12:52 PM
&, WTF's up w co.'s that can't track payments?? This's the 2nd time, (frm 2 diff places) I got a past due, WHEN I PAID already!
Luckily I had the m ord receipt, made a copy & sent it to their dumb asses

whirlerz
05-23-2016, 01:43 PM
Ok 1 more & Im done..
Stupid Ulta, despite the fact I called, emailed ,& went in person to the store, hasn't/ won't give me my due free B day gift,
also they didn't give me my samples w the last order, Im gonna ztay on their ass til they due.
Fuck them

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-23-2016, 02:31 PM
It's so creepy when other girls go on and on about whatever attribute you have not being attractive. Like fuck off I'd change it if it wasn't and I didn't like it, fucking duh lol

xStacey
05-24-2016, 02:55 AM
Hmm guys I slept with years ago who try to add me on Facebook (didn't have an account until recently), not interested in getting back in touch even if the sex was good and no matter how successful you are now lol... Flattered they still think about it though.

Glamourmilf
05-24-2016, 05:15 AM
It's so creepy when other girls go on and on about whatever attribute you have not being attractive. Like fuck off I'd change it if it wasn't and I didn't like it, fucking duh lol

Why do girls do this? Idk. jealousy?
When a first date cancelled plans, and I was bewildered by it, my gf said it's because of the way I look. Huh?
She said when he realized that he wasn't going to be able to just come to my house and fuck me, he blew me off.
She said that no man will ever take me seriously, because I have platinum blond hair, big lips, huge tits and ass. AND that my clothes are too colorful, not drab.
What? Why? I cover up when I go out.
Her theory is that it doesn't matter. I could wear a sack over my entire body, and they would still just want to use me for sex. Hmm......
Sooo the next day I did an experiment. I didn't try to cover anything up when I went out. I was on vacation in probably one of the most conservative towns in the U.S. You know, very Republican, lots of older, rich people. It was 90 degrees, so I had a flowery strappy top, with major cleavage,, tight leggings which highlighted my big ass, full makeup, especially glossy lipstick which made my lips look even bigger.
Wanna guess what happened? Doors opened, those old men used every excuse to follow me down every aisle
, And to talk to me. Even saleswomen were complementing me on my outfit. ( Others were side glancing me).
Ha ha! Oh, well.
Well, if I will never be good enough to for a man to date me, maybe a sugar daddy will have to do.
45014

SnuffleUffleGrass
05-24-2016, 05:51 AM
Why do girls do this? Idk. jealousy?
When a first date cancelled plans, and I was bewildered by it, my gf said it's because of the way I look. Huh?
She said when he realized that he wasn't going to be able to just come to my house and fuck me, he blew me off.
She said that no man will ever take me seriously, because I have platinum blond hair, big lips, huge tits and ass.
What? Why? I cover up when I go out.
Her theory is that it doesn't matter. I could wear a sack over my entire body, and they would still just want to use me for sex. Hmm......

This is true. I just had a guy disappear on me because he figured out I wasn't desperate enough to fuck his ugly old ass.

Thank God!

Glamourmilf
05-24-2016, 05:59 AM
This is true. I just had a guy disappear on me because he figured out I wasn't desperate enough to fuck his ugly old ass.

Thank God!

Yeah, that's what I say.. thank God.
Better to know my place in this world, and use it to my advantage, than being taken for granted, and led on because he just wants sex.

DonaDiabla
05-24-2016, 12:59 PM
Sorry, I was a little pissed off when I saw models on my site charging below 1.99. There were five girls and a couple charging 75 cent for a cam show....then they are always complaining about the site being slow in other models room. Sorry, but maybe if you charge above 2.99 or at least 2.50 than you will get more wonderful clients instead of cheapos and morons.

whirlerz
05-24-2016, 03:34 PM
Soo.. *warning, storage rm rant*
So I've 2 units, 1 large, 1 sm..the small one I use mostly to help me sort stuff. It's in a kinda awkward location, by a main hall, but it usually doesn't present a pro b.
Today, however this guy & sm crew come on & start massively moving stuff..keep in mind there's 6 of them, 1 of me, also I had a rolling rack of clothes, a cart (that belongs to the storage pl). I mean they practically walked all over me(literally & figuratively) with me scrambling to get out of the way, & w/o an excuse me or anything, then after several trips one of them goes "we have a lot of stuff", & I said so do I!
I told the mgr, she told me they had 1 more load, then proceeded to move 7 more loads
All they had to say was [email protected] the start
Bunch of fucking Pigs, they really did upset me. I'm getting out of the small rm, so I'm saving $ but what a bunch of b.s.!

Selina M
05-24-2016, 05:48 PM
This is what happens when I attempt to do something for a special occasion apparently. It was SO's 30th bday last week and this is his fancy bday dinner.

1) Expensive steakhouse calls to say they don't have the table I wanted by the pool. Fine, whatever, super minor.
2) Go to a (lower end, I might add) mall, both of us wearing shorts and t-shirts, bc SO wants a new dress shirt. Go into the nicer of the dept stores... looking for the mens dress clothes area, an employee looks at us and goes "Are you looking for the clearance section?"
... I waited until she was out of earshot and then went on a rant loud enough for the other employees to hear. How fucking rude.
3) Some little shit put FROSTING on my car the other night. Took it through the car wash today, all it did was smear it. Took it to an actual full-service place, and they said it would take 2 hours and $100 to get it off. As if that didn't piss me off enough, now we have to show up in the nice part of town where you have to valet your car, with smeared sticky shit all over the drivers side.

*screams off balcony*

Vyanka
05-24-2016, 06:21 PM
I'm a little bit annoyed my friend is going groupy goo goo ga ga over a musician who shamelessly flirted with both of us in our faces. Like, for real? Awkward.

It shouldn't bother me though. Idkw?

Aurora_Sunset
05-25-2016, 07:52 AM
A lot of my friends from when I was growing up, didn't like my mom. Fine, I get it. A lot of my friends were the "weird kids" and my mom can be superficially judgmental based on appearances. I understand why they didn't get along and like each other back then, but dear god - LET IT GO. I'm on really good terms with my family and love my mom to death. It is so annoying to have people bring up awkward situations from 10-15 fucking years ago and bitch about my mom to me... like, really? Are we still in high school? You know what? I didn't particularly like most of my friends' moms either because I could tell they didn't really like me. But god forbid I ever said anything about it, I got smacked down with "Nu-uh! Mrs. so-and-so is the BEST!" Ok, fine... And at this point, we're all adults and I'm just gonna forget about it. Why can't other people just let it go? It's basically parents' job to hate their kids' friends... at least that was my experience. Everybody's grown up and shit now. Can we just move on?

SnuffleUffleGrass
05-25-2016, 11:26 AM
I am feeling pretty ill today & realizing it's most probably my family's tendency towards autoimmune disease (on my mom's side.) When I have great health insurance I'll get the proper workups up right now I'm like ehhhhhh......Hope I feel better.

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-25-2016, 12:24 PM
Why do girls do this? Idk. jealousy?
When a first date cancelled plans, and I was bewildered by it, my gf said it's because of the way I look. Huh?
She said when he realized that he wasn't going to be able to just come to my house and fuck me, he blew me off.
She said that no man will ever take me seriously, because I have platinum blond hair, big lips, huge tits and ass. AND that my clothes are too colorful, not drab.
What? Why? I cover up when I go out.
Her theory is that it doesn't matter. I could wear a sack over my entire body, and they would still just want to use me for sex. Hmm......
Sooo the next day I did an experiment. I didn't try to cover anything up when I went out. I was on vacation in probably one of the most conservative towns in the U.S. You know, very Republican, lots of older, rich people. It was 90 degrees, so I had a flowery strappy top, with major cleavage,, tight leggings which highlighted my big ass, full makeup, especially glossy lipstick which made my lips look even bigger.
Wanna guess what happened? Doors opened, those old men used every excuse to follow me down every aisle
, And to talk to me. Even saleswomen were complementing me on my outfit. ( Others were side glancing me).
Ha ha! Oh, well.
Well, if I will never be good enough to for a man to date me, maybe a sugar daddy will have to do

I don't know if it's specifically always direct jealousy, but usually they are mad that you have something they don't. Whether tangible or intangible. General threat. So they make you feel bad.

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-25-2016, 12:25 PM
I am feeling pretty ill today & realizing it's most probably my family's tendency towards autoimmune disease (on my mom's side.) When I have great health insurance I'll get the proper workups up right now I'm like ehhhhhh......Hope I feel better.

This is the root of my issues and illnesses ever since I was a baby. It manifests as several different things and more pop up the older I get. You can manage a lot of it with herbs and diet, but a lot of external factors fuck with it too like water supply, weather, natural hormone cycle, stress, etc etc

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-25-2016, 12:28 PM
This is true. I just had a guy disappear on me because he figured out I wasn't desperate enough to fuck his ugly old ass.

Thank God!

I mean, that happens but that probably wasn't the case. There's no such thing as bad male attention for the most part. Women get harassed regardless. Some men purposely target women they think look sloppy or unkept because they think they're easy. I get hit on the most when I look the sloppiest/ugliest IMO. It's bizarre.

whirlerz
05-25-2016, 12:59 PM
Well, just found out what would been routine muffler job, is now a 3plus hr job, costing 300 - 400. :(

LilLadyLux
05-25-2016, 01:08 PM
Why do girls do this? Idk. jealousy?
When a first date cancelled plans, and I was bewildered by it, my gf said it's because of the way I look. Huh?
She said when he realized that he wasn't going to be able to just come to my house and fuck me, he blew me off.
She said that no man will ever take me seriously, because I have platinum blond hair, big lips, huge tits and ass. AND that my clothes are too colorful, not drab.
What? Why? I cover up when I go out.
Her theory is that it doesn't matter. I could wear a sack over my entire body, and they would still just want to use me for sex. Hmm......
Sooo the next day I did an experiment. I didn't try to cover anything up when I went out. I was on vacation in probably one of the most conservative towns in the U.S. You know, very Republican, lots of older, rich people. It was 90 degrees, so I had a flowery strappy top, with major cleavage,, tight leggings which highlighted my big ass, full makeup, especially glossy lipstick which made my lips look even bigger.
Wanna guess what happened? Doors opened, those old men used every excuse to follow me down every aisle
, And to talk to me. Even saleswomen were complementing me on my outfit. ( Others were side glancing me).
Ha ha! Oh, well.
Well, if I will never be good enough to for a man to date me, maybe a sugar daddy will have to do.
45014

I think it can be jealousy, but I also think women genuinely can care, but hold each other back with the societal bullshit they were ingrained with as a child. Like your friend may have been told over and over again that men can't help themselves sexually around pretty curvey blond girls, they are men's pinnacle fantasy, but men only marry drab conservative girls.

Glamourmilf
05-26-2016, 12:25 PM
I think it can be jealousy, but I also think women genuinely can care, but hold each other back with the societal bullshit they were ingrained with as a child. Like your friend may have been told over and over again that men can't help themselves sexually around pretty curvey blond girls, they are men's pinnacle fantasy, but men only marry drab conservative girls.

Yes, that's probably it. Or maybe it's a skewed view. She's 70 yrs old, and has been, and is currently an escort in L.A for over 30 years. And bulemic for most of it.
I always take what she says with a grain of salt, because I consider it's source.

chanzep
05-26-2016, 01:09 PM
There are no cookies in this house to go with my Tea!, the alone time is almost over people will be coming home soon grr, some day off.

Aurora_Sunset
05-27-2016, 06:14 PM
I am just overwhelmed right now. I don't know if I said anything about this before, but I started my EMT class late - I submitted my registration the day before class started (unbeknownst to me) and they didn't even call me until the morning of the second class. I went in already behind. I hadn't done my CPR certification, any of the online classes that I should have done before class started, I had already missed the first 4 hours, and I didn't have a textbook (which I didn't get until a week later because apparently my order didn't go through the first time I tried online so I had to call after not receiving it the day I was supposed to). I've been fighting to catch up since then among a bunch of friend crises and pre-planned family things, and was ALMOST there. I was just like "Sweet, I have most of today, a chunk in the afternoon tomorrow, and then a chunk on Sunday afternoon to get all caught up, and I'll finally be on top of shit and can calm down."

Well.... My first grad class started this week. It's primarily online with one week during July where I have to be there all week for 8 hours/day to do the bulk of in-person class time. The ONLY email I have ever received about that class was something telling me I had been added to the mailing list. Ok... No other emails from said mailing list so far. So even though the class "started" Monday, according to the schedule, I hadn't heard about anything I had to do, so I'm thinking "Ok, well, they said there would be stuff to do online but maybe it's mostly after the in-person class stuff, they're just behind on telling us to read some stuff, whatever, if I haven't heard anything in awhile, I'll ask."

Today... I'm dropping off some stuff for a friend and I get an email from the dean of my program who's like "Hey, the instructor for this course says he hasn't heard from you yet. I think the first assignment is due Sunday. Everything ok?" So I'm like wtf? And this friend just graduated, and she's like "Well, is everything through *system that all the campuses use*?" And I'm like "Yeah, but I've been checking *old online course system* and nothing has come up." She's like "Oh, they don't use that anymore. They use *new system*." I have NEVER FUCKING HEARD OF THIS and no one ever told me. She's like "Well, they probably assumed that since you did your undergrad at this school and all the campuses use the same system, that you knew about this." Well, I didn't. Because apparently it's changed sometime in the past 5 years when I wasn't a fucking student anymore. So I go to this stupid new system thing, and sure enough. I'm supposed to watch a 30 minute intro lecture, read about 100 pages, and write a 5 page paper by Sunday night....

I emailed the dean back and told her what happened and the only response I got back was "So sorry about that. Hope everything works out now." Yeah, thanks, bitch. You don't tell me crucial information for my class and now I just have to deal with it.

And it's just like.... does it never fucking end? Like, everything I'm doing right now, I realize it's a lot all at once, but it SHOULDN'T be inconceivable if I was just on goddam track. But I NEVER get on track and on top of shit, because I'm always coming in late to begin with and then frantically trying to catch up and then getting thrown something else, late as well, right as I'm about to be on top of thing #1. And it's so fucking frustrating because I truly have every fucking intention of being on schedule and learning properly. And it's not me being lazy, or having poor time management, or not caring - it's just literally every fucking time I'm sitting here thinking that I'm going to be on top of shit, something outside my control happens to throw me in already off-track and I can just never catch up. And I feel like shit and I feel like I'm making excuses, but swear to god, I have the best intentions to bust my ass and I can just never be on track due to bullshit, and it's driving me crazy.

Aurora_Sunset
05-27-2016, 06:14 PM
And I'm just overwhelmed and lonely. And most of the time I truly don't care about being alone. But when shit's just falling down around me and I don't have time for anything, it would be nice... just to have someone around to support me when I'm having a bad night, or to delegate any of the adult shit I have to do so I can focus on other things, or ya know, when it's late at night and I'm tired and trying to study and hungry and don't have any food in the house - I CAN drive my own ass to McDonalds, but... it would be NICE to have someone to send. Like, I don't want to be all weepy, "I need a man," and regardless of how busy I am, I can take care of myself, I obviously have to. But when it's a period of time like this... it would just be nice to have someone around who could take care of me for even a fucking moment.

Every friend I've tried talking to is like "You know you can call me." Yeah, sure, I can call you and listen to you say "Oh that sucks." But you're not here. You can't do my laundry for me when I have other shit to do or bring me food or hug me when I'm losing my shit. I appreciate the long-range support, but... it's not exactly what I mean.

Just... ugh... having a minor meltdown right now.

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-27-2016, 08:08 PM
And I'm just overwhelmed and lonely. And most of the time I truly don't care about being alone. But when shit's just falling down around me and I don't have time for anything, it would be nice... just to have someone around to support me when I'm having a bad night, or to delegate any of the adult shit I have to do so I can focus on other things, or ya know, when it's late at night and I'm tired and trying to study and hungry and don't have any food in the house - I CAN drive my own ass to McDonalds, but... it would be NICE to have someone to send. Like, I don't want to be all weepy, "I need a man," and regardless of how busy I am, I can take care of myself, I obviously have to. But when it's a period of time like this... it would just be nice to have someone around who could take care of me for even a fucking moment.

Every friend I've tried talking to is like "You know you can call me." Yeah, sure, I can call you and listen to you say "Oh that sucks." But you're not here. You can't do my laundry for me when I have other shit to do or bring me food or hug me when I'm losing my shit. I appreciate the long-range support, but... it's not exactly what I mean.

Just... ugh... having a minor meltdown right now.

Some people just do better as a pair. Like there are endless reasons why. But yeah that's hard with school and adult work because little time is left for the relationship. Not to mention finding a good one in the first place.

carmen_b
05-28-2016, 08:42 AM
^ Aurora : Hire it out ! I've had phases in my life where day job work was insane and pairing adult work with it was even more ridiculous so I'd set things up to help .... a deep clean for the house ..... a massage .... a personal shopper to get me groceries. Seriously, have these people on your phone ready to go and just take the edge off. :)
I rarely use the services now ( work a lot less than before ) but it helped my life a lot to have my " support " team on speed dial .

Aurora_Sunset
05-28-2016, 11:34 AM
Some people just do better as a pair. Like there are endless reasons why. But yeah that's hard with school and adult work because little time is left for the relationship. Not to mention finding a good one in the first place.

Yeah, the funny thing is, I usually do much better on my own. I have friends who are like "I'm only motivated when I'm in a relationship," and I'm the total opposite. I have a bad habit of allowing relationships to consume too much of my life, and the largest periods of growth and most productive times of my life were when I was out of a relationship and single again. When I'm on top of stuff, I'm fine. But when I want someone to take care of things for even a little while when everything's rolling downhill fast, I want the support and help.

Actually, shortly after writing all that yesterday, I came across this picture which pretty much sums it up lol!

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^ Aurora : Hire it out ! I've had phases in my life where day job work was insane and pairing adult work with it was even more ridiculous so I'd set things up to help .... a deep clean for the house ..... a massage .... a personal shopper to get me groceries. Seriously, have these people on your phone ready to go and just take the edge off. :)
I rarely use the services now ( work a lot less than before ) but it helped my life a lot to have my " support " team on speed dial .

Yeah, I used to have my groceries delivered and it was wonderful! I've cut back on these nice support things with all the expenses of school and stuff right now, plus my new schedule not allowing me to work my adult job whenever I need to now so, while I'm still doing well, I have to take that into consideration. :-\ But I should probably go back to at least the groceries because it really helped me eat better, and thus feel better.


Anyway, didn't mean to threadjack. I was just having a frikin' meltdown yesterday and needed to get it out. Keyboard vomit lol Thanks for the replies! Upon further inspection, it looks like I only need to do about 30 pages of reading in order to complete my paper, so.... I'll have to do the rest eventually, but just whenever I have the time.

lynn2009
05-28-2016, 11:36 AM
Upon further inspection, it looks like I only need to do about 30 pages of reading in order to complete my paper, so.... I'll have to do the rest eventually, but just whenever I have the time.

Good luck!

We had a rabbit like you
05-29-2016, 02:09 PM
Really sick of how rape is shown in movies, esp but not limited to older ones..like its some sexy titillating S&M shit that people want to watch like normal sex scenes. Um not its about power and disrespect and violence and considering how many rape victims there are out there it just fucking disgusts me. It's not sexy, and it shouldn't be exploited for voyeuristic creeps to boost your ticket sales. Really revolting

chanzep
05-29-2016, 02:28 PM
Hate working the holidays, I should be with my family right now

Velveteen.Rabbit
05-30-2016, 11:35 AM
I'm only motivated (like, seriously motivated) when I'm in a relationship, but I never like anyone. Or I like them for stupid reasons that don't scream compatibility. Lmao. Well luckily I'm motivated outside of a relationship, just moreso when I have the security of one.

What people don't tell you is that when you get older, you get picky as fuck and won't settle for mediocre. Like id rather be single than settle for mediocre. Lol. Oh life's paradoxes.