BarbieNYC
05-14-2015, 09:33 AM
^^oh God Dorien I had a concave, saggy ass for a little bit. worst couple of months of my life.
I did ballet intensively growing up so even when I was slim I had a great butt. well I gained a lot of weight, but thanks to years of ballet, I gained weight in all the right places. I had a DONK. And a slight tummy.
Well I lost a ton of weight doing cardio and looked amazing from the front. Flat stomach, my face had great visible bone structure, and my arms were so slim. But omg I couldn't look at myself when I turned to the side. My ass actually concaved in!
It felt great to be able to wear anything off the rack but the fact that my jeans were baggy in the back and my boyfriend couldn't cup my ass anymore was so low to my self esteem. I worked hard with him at the gym doing weight training until he tore both his knees playing sports. It helped build up my butt but it still wasn't the ass I wanted.
Well anyways I've gained a little weight since then and am happy to report the ass is back! It's not really a DONK but it's big booty status. I never wanna live without it again.
***FUNNY STORY
when my ass was still sort of concaved, my earnings at my urban club dipped down dramatically! I started working more shifts at my mixed club and made so much money off of white and Asian guys. It was so funny. Had never had that happen to me before. I mean i'll occasionally get a white guy or an Asian guy when I'm thick, but they usually are the ones that have a thing for big butts. But I thought it was hilarious when they would take me to the back and be like "omg your butt is amazing" whereas my Spanish and black regulars were like "O_o what happened?!?!" LOL
I did ballet intensively growing up so even when I was slim I had a great butt. well I gained a lot of weight, but thanks to years of ballet, I gained weight in all the right places. I had a DONK. And a slight tummy.
Well I lost a ton of weight doing cardio and looked amazing from the front. Flat stomach, my face had great visible bone structure, and my arms were so slim. But omg I couldn't look at myself when I turned to the side. My ass actually concaved in!
It felt great to be able to wear anything off the rack but the fact that my jeans were baggy in the back and my boyfriend couldn't cup my ass anymore was so low to my self esteem. I worked hard with him at the gym doing weight training until he tore both his knees playing sports. It helped build up my butt but it still wasn't the ass I wanted.
Well anyways I've gained a little weight since then and am happy to report the ass is back! It's not really a DONK but it's big booty status. I never wanna live without it again.
***FUNNY STORY
when my ass was still sort of concaved, my earnings at my urban club dipped down dramatically! I started working more shifts at my mixed club and made so much money off of white and Asian guys. It was so funny. Had never had that happen to me before. I mean i'll occasionally get a white guy or an Asian guy when I'm thick, but they usually are the ones that have a thing for big butts. But I thought it was hilarious when they would take me to the back and be like "omg your butt is amazing" whereas my Spanish and black regulars were like "O_o what happened?!?!" LOL