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anoncamgirl
09-12-2014, 10:19 PM
I'm sorry you had to endure all of that pain and misery. I am also so happy to hear you are in a much better place. I really do think what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger is so true.


That's what I believe, too. :)

Glamourmilf
09-15-2014, 05:40 PM
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anonymous camgirl
09-15-2014, 06:12 PM
That's one thing I am glad I don't know about!.. magnesium I hear is your friend.


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Glamourmilf
09-15-2014, 06:16 PM
^^ I hear that also. I'm going to try it. it's so frustrating because I can go days, weeks, without a migraine, then... Bam... wake up with one. I do basically the same thing every day (eating/sleeping, exercise schedule), so idk why I get them.

anonymous camgirl
09-16-2014, 07:26 AM
I am still recovering from the 13 hour cam stint on Friday.. WTF?? since then I have hardly worked.. I only worked til noon yesterday for maybe 2 hours if that.. it has been super weird to me as this is just not me.. Usually I work extra hours over the weekend... I ran out of Superfood for 2 or 3 days and my health has not recovered.. How do you guys live WITHOUT it.. I cannot.. I rapidly started going downhill....Just started taking my superfood again last nite and back on my liver tonic as well.... I still don't have any gray hair .. I think it's because of drinking this stuff since I was 32 yrs old.. all the antioxidants keep your hair from getting gray.. it's funny to me.. almost 42 now.

justanothercamgirl
09-16-2014, 07:29 AM
That's one thing I am glad I don't know about!.. magnesium I hear is your friend.

On a side note: I've been taking magnesium lately for anxiety and bad sleep. :)

anonymous camgirl
09-16-2014, 07:34 AM
yea that stuff is pretty good.. the nerve tonic works really awesome for anxiety.. I much prefer it to alcohol.. LOL


On a side note: I've been taking magnesium lately for anxiety and bad sleep. :)

Glamourmilf
09-16-2014, 09:40 AM
^^ I hear Those 13 hr stints on cam are brutal!! I have done them sooo many times for one reason or another. Every time I do, I feel like my body just shuts down afterwards, and I can barely get out of bed the next day.
It seems like camming is so much different than other jobs I've had where even 8 hours ever day, plus overtime is not as hard on the body.
Camming is an entirely different breed of work, for sure. I've found that each hour on cam, is like 5 hours in a vanilla job.

anonymous camgirl
09-16-2014, 09:46 AM
Yea!.. I don't like doing long hours.. I don't know why it ever even happens.. I think sometimes I just lose track of time and I keep going and if there is lots of people to talk to...lol... but I am not into it because I am to old and I need balance in my life in every way possible, the more I stick to my schedule and caring for myself the more I am successful.. I try to keep everything pretty routine.. Like if I am not in bed laying down by 10 pm then my day will be off haha..etc etc..

justanothercamgirl
09-16-2014, 10:19 AM
^^ I hear Those 13 hr stints on cam are brutal!! I have done them sooo many times for one reason or another. Every time I do, I feel like my body just shuts down afterwards, and I can barely get out of bed the next day.
It seems like camming is so much different than other jobs I've had where even 8 hours ever day, plus overtime is not as hard on the body.
Camming is an entirely different breed of work, for sure. I've found that each hour on cam, is like 5 hours in a vanilla job.

I think it is because of the intense mental attention that camming takes. You can't really tune out when you are camming since you are forced to pay attention to your free chat.

I've noticed a trend that it is the girls that do free chat that seem to get burned out the easiest.

Glamourmilf
09-16-2014, 10:27 AM
^^ Def.! I read a thread here a while back that compared camming to being a performer on stage.There is no way they could do it for 4-10 hrs, on stage, yet alone every day!
Most performers I have met go into hermit mode the second the performance is over.:sleep:
I never understood why, ...until I started to cam.

SoloDesire
09-16-2014, 10:30 AM
Most performers I have met go into hermit mode the second the performance is over.:sleep:
I never understood why, ...until I started to cam.

Ohhhh yeah! Once I'm finished my 4 hour shift in the morning, I'm done for the whole day! All I wanna do is curl up and watch tv the rest of the day. It's exhausting and takes everything out of me mentally that I just want to shut down for the rest of the day.

anonymous camgirl
09-16-2014, 11:00 AM
Well?? back before free live video it was ALOT more relaxing..LOL.. I would slouch down and surf the net, read emails .. lay down and watch a movie til someone went prvt .. When I worked on imlive we had them trained to go straight to pvt don't free chat haha.. those were the days!... sitting on cam hours and hours acting all the time even if you are not getting paid??... tiring... when I was done camming and my kids were younger I used to tell them don't bother me til I regroup and switch gears.. as soon as I logged off I had to lay down for a few mins and then go back to being mommy...LOL


^^ Def.! I read a thread here a while back that compared camming to being a performer on stage.There is no way they could do it for 4-10 hrs, on stage, yet alone every day!
Most performers I have met go into hermit mode the second the performance is over.:sleep:
I never understood why, ...until I started to cam.

Glamourmilf
09-16-2014, 11:41 AM
^^ I give You more kudos for camming as long as You have, more than will ever come across with my words on here.
The changes in camming, just the 4 years that I have been on, makes me worn out, and frustrated.
Realistically, I get it, because IMO, vanilla jobs suck.
Especially now, and since 2008 (recession).
I filled in as a hostess at my friend's new upscale restaurant last weekend, and it was pure heaven. I sometimes forget what a 'people' person I used to be, and how I actually like being around humans.... It was awesome to interact with adults who had more to say to me than..."Nice tits', show me your ass. do u swallow, etc., etc.
I know working on sex sites, that's the lingo, but it does get to me often, because I am also a human being, not just a 'pump and dump':(

anonymous camgirl
09-16-2014, 01:18 PM
Oh! what I can't stand is Hi how are you?? " I'm Horny".. fucking duh asshole.. that's not the way people act in the real world!... drives me crazy.. Yea I am a people person too, but I am hardly ever let out of my cage!.. Soon though I think I will have more opportunity to get out of jail, Maybe volunteer and I am pretty close to real estate investing so I can meet some normal people possibly?? people who don't talk about their latest fetish and how horny they are.. yea that would be GREAT!
Well?? the worst case scenario is I could work til I Retire...LOL.. the oldest lady on SM I saw was 67 yrs old.. do I want to?? Uh NO .. do I want to get a new career at my age.. Not really.. so it's this and real estate and franchises and whatever else I can do.. NOT interested in having a "JOB" ever again...




^^ I give You more kudos for camming as long as You have, more than will ever come across with my words on here.
The changes in camming, just the 4 years that I have been on, makes me worn out, and frustrated.
Realistically, I get it, because IMO, vanilla jobs suck.
Especially now, and since 2008 (recession).
I filled in as a hostess at my friend's new upscale restaurant last weekend, and it was pure heaven. I sometimes forget what a 'people' person I used to be, and how I actually like being around humans.... It was awesome to interact with adults who had more to say to me than..."Nice tits', show me your ass. do u swallow, etc., etc.
I know working on sex sites, that's the lingo, but it does get to me often, because I am also a human being, not just a 'pump and dump':(

AliceFun
09-16-2014, 08:14 PM
I really need to start loosing weight again, every time i go out to places where i have to walk more (no car here) it feels like a real challenge, my back hurts soo bad, so do my feet, it's getting scary by now. My lower spine looks/ feels curved to inside, when i walk it feels like my body 'shifts' forward somehow, my belly comes out and my spine goes 'inside' like. I remember 1.5/2 yrs ago i lost weight & it felt easier to walk, some family events happened in between & i just gave up on diet/ exercise so since then i put all back. now i reached the critical point again, is not the weight itself but the way it's affecting & hurting my damaged back.

anoncamgirl
09-16-2014, 09:36 PM
^^ Def.! I read a thread here a while back that compared camming to being a performer on stage.There is no way they could do it for 4-10 hrs, on stage, yet alone every day!
Most performers I have met go into hermit mode the second the performance is over.:sleep:
I never understood why, ...until I started to cam.

Wow, this really brightened my day. I've been down on myself because I have not been able to handle days longer than 4 hours, especially when I'm splitcamming on three sites and trying to remember to record every session. It's a lot to do at once, and it's pretty stressful! When I did strictly indie I was easily able to do 12 hour days without a problem. Now that I've added free chat back into my schedule, I cannot handle more than four hours without taking a break. I never thought about it like that, but I think you are right. It's so much easier to burn out when you've spent a while in free chat. You have to stay in character and it can be petty tough at times. Thanks for the perspective!

I've been thinking about taking up a side job for when I'm not camming. I feel bad when I'm not spending time working outside of those four hour time shifts. I think doing something with the rest of my time would be a good idea. Does anyone else do this?

JaneBurgess
09-16-2014, 10:55 PM
The customers had better personalities back than too. They actually were polite and talked about a lot of different issues. They didn't say "bb" or show me this and that. The sites usually had admins that monitored free chat to see what was going on. I miss it



Well?? back before free live video it was ALOT more relaxing..LOL.. I would slouch down and surf the net, read emails .. lay down and watch a movie til someone went prvt .. When I worked on imlive we had them trained to go straight to pvt don't free chat haha.. those were the days!... sitting on cam hours and hours acting all the time even if you are not getting paid??... tiring... when I was done camming and my kids were younger I used to tell them don't bother me til I regroup and switch gears.. as soon as I logged off I had to lay down for a few mins and then go back to being mommy...LOL

anonymous camgirl
09-17-2014, 06:03 AM
Yea, I wonder why the culture changed so much, Sheesh what will it be like in 10 yrs? It seems they treat real live camgirls like free porn tube sites but you have to pay something .. that's the way camming seems to be now.. sort of like a dehumanizing process... Even I have changed because of it. I do not want to small talk or any of the sort.. Just hi how are you and that's it.. what you into? because things have changed.


The customers had better personalities back than too. They actually were polite and talked about a lot of different issues. They didn't say "bb" or show me this and that. The sites usually had admins that monitored free chat to see what was going on. I miss it

SweetJulia
09-17-2014, 09:32 AM
Awesome, the migraine I've had off and on since Friday is back.

AliceFun
09-17-2014, 09:40 AM
^^^ Right & even then after the intro small questions/ answers u find out they dont have money to spend on u but used a dummy card to sign up with, i am always baffled to read this, SM accepts memberships from countries where the members have no possibility to pay for shows, many guys told me this and said the card they used to sign up with was taken as an age verification tool. Not happy to be treated like a piece of meat on the shelf, 13 years ago it was DIFFERENT! And back then girls did not have to shove their entire collection of toys inside them all at once to make money, believe me.

anonymous camgirl
09-17-2014, 09:51 AM
^^ That reminds me Alice.. this one guy who I know never spends more than 10 bucks (my cut) on a show.. well? he was ridiculous!.. this morning he wanted me to combine 5 different roleplays for a 3 min show .. is all it turned out to be.. WTF?? you tell me how I can do SPH and fuck myself and go ooh ahh I want your dick.. oh no I don't .. it's so fucking small no one wants your dick.. oh yes I want it fuck me harder.. I mean like?? pick ONE FUCKING roleplay per fucking show please.
Oh and he also wanted JOI and He didn't like that I called it a cock so he said can you use the word dick instead.. my head was spinning, I got all confused and just couldn't even hardly do anything at all.. to many rules for me.

anonymous camgirl
09-17-2014, 11:05 AM
Alice remember you said you were getting dizzy?? I have been feeling that way the last few days myself.. I think I might have maybe got some kinda head cold or something but it's so slight I can barely tell if something is wrong with me.. but I feel just "OFF"

AliceFun
09-17-2014, 11:40 AM
^^^ I feel the same lately anon, pretty weak and off power, also my back hurts soo bad, weather is changing here & i feel it, i just took a pain killer for my back & did dishes, is painful even to stand or walk. The weather change it's affecting me a lot, humidity and cold are bad for my back & my muscle condition (painful muscle syndrome), i feel better when is warm outside but the heat i cant stand, no extreme temps for me pls! I want it sunny & warm, i feel best then, on the european continent means for me May & June before heat starts then September after the heat is gone. I heard New Zeeland has a great weather, i wish to live there :). Hugs!

anonymous camgirl
09-18-2014, 08:58 AM
Just did a liver flush with coconut oil and pink lemonade and my liver/gb drops.. haha.. Let's see if it works.. it tasted good at least!...I haven't done a flush since 2007.. so this was Flush #18 if we are counting!..
Hopefully it will start jumpstarting my weight loss... I haven't been able to lose a pound and I am tired a lot.. and just shitty feeling! try it.. if you don't have liver/ gallbladder tonic..
You do it with ginger and garlic which I had none of... so I improvised...
Also you can use almost any pure clean oil and citrus.... start off with a tablespoon of oil.. you can read about the drink on www.herbdocblog.com.. in the book section.. liver detox

LaughinDiva
09-18-2014, 03:38 PM
I have Crohns so bathroom breaks! you gotta take stuff hours in advance and pay attention to when its wearing off.... bathroom breaks arent sexy lol

SweetJulia
09-18-2014, 03:44 PM
^^^A friend of mine has that, you have my sympathy. BTW, I never tell customers I'm taking a bathroom break. I figure, they're just as clueless about a womans' gut as they are about her vagina lol. So I just say I have to run downstairs to the mail box or move my car to the side of the street I won't be towed from.

SimoneGray
09-18-2014, 03:44 PM
I feel so drained this week...I think its the changing of the seasons or something, but whole body is just like noooo to everything I do...to the point where I almost passed out on cam. Not sexy haha

SweetJulia
09-18-2014, 03:46 PM
^Are you taking vitamins? It makes a difference in energy levels, especially b12.

SimoneGray
09-18-2014, 03:54 PM
^^ I'm actually not...just tryna eat well etc, but you are so right, I should start taking them asap, don't wanna burn out.

SweetJulia
09-18-2014, 04:08 PM
Ok, I have a pap smear scheduled for tomorrow and am freaking out cuz it's been a while since I've had one. Someone wanna calm me down and tell me if something's wrong it's a good thing that I'm going to find out?

JaneBurgess
09-18-2014, 06:59 PM
It will be fine. I've had cervical cancer twice, both found in early stages because I went and had a pap done. You really don't want to skip it, it's your life you're dealing with. You want to find out if there is anything wrong and handle it early on.



Ok, I have a pap smear scheduled for tomorrow and am freaking out cuz it's been a while since I've had one. Someone wanna calm me down and tell me if something's wrong it's a good thing that I'm going to find out?

tomasiello
09-19-2014, 10:00 AM
I am no in the mood to work.Nervous for my procedure tomorrow!:-\

anonymous camgirl
09-19-2014, 10:30 AM
I haven't had one in 12 years since I became a camgirl without health insurance.. I know bad really bad.. but when you make choices of surviving or a pap smear .. surviving day to day is more important than a checkup but then again it's not.. that's why I cleanse all the time and eat good food and drink mah superfood religiously!


Ok, I have a pap smear scheduled for tomorrow and am freaking out cuz it's been a while since I've had one. Someone wanna calm me down and tell me if something's wrong it's a good thing that I'm going to find out?

SoloDesire
09-19-2014, 11:10 AM
I haven't had one in 12 years since I became a camgirl without health insurance.. I know bad really bad.. but when you make choices of surviving or a pap smear .. surviving day to day is more important than a checkup but then again it's not.. that's why I cleanse all the time and eat good food and drink mah superfood religiously!

What is Superfood? I see you talking about that a lot. I'm interested because I'm really into this health stuff!

anonymous camgirl
09-19-2014, 11:14 AM
Dr Schulze superfood it's the only one I have used for over a decade.. the proof is in the pudding.. no gray hair at almost 42... that's why I RAVE about it all the time.. and OMG the energy!.. definitely recommend it.. www.herbdoc.com
I seriously could not raise 2 kids by myself and work 7 days a week without it .. I would be dead by now.



What is Superfood? I see you talking about that a lot. I'm interested because I'm really into this health stuff!

SoloDesire
09-19-2014, 11:25 AM
Thanks for the info! I'll definitely check it out! You look great at 42 btw :)

anonymous camgirl
09-20-2014, 09:09 PM
Well this is good!.. everyone is healthy and well. No one has posted here lately.. sorry but I love this and the camming sucks thread the most..LOL.. what's wrong with me?

justanothercamgirl
09-20-2014, 09:35 PM
Well this is good!.. everyone is healthy and well. No one has posted here lately.. sorry but I love this and the camming sucks thread the most..LOL.. what's wrong with me?

Nothing is wrong with you......I love those threads too. :D

funismymiddlename
09-21-2014, 05:21 AM
i ate a ton of popcorn last night then went to sleep too soon afterwards now I have acid reflux I thought I had it under control my face is all swollen and my head hurts it sucks that I can't eat what I want without getting sick and losing out on cam money.

Glamourmilf
09-21-2014, 10:12 AM
39040 After spending 45 minutes on HOLD with the pharmacy, just to see if they had a particular over-the-counter pain remedy I take,,,, then driving down there late at night, (night driving is not my favorite thing to do), especially in pain, and tired from camming all week,,,,I'm going to look into these remedies instead.

anonymous camgirl
09-21-2014, 11:05 AM
Third liver flush down.. this time I used 3 tablespoons of coconut oil.. gettin' brave!.. .. I do notice a huge difference in energy, kinda like I bounce back quicker and my weight is completely stable for 3 days (EXACTLY THE SAME) now which is weird for me these days.. even though I am on my period.. so something is happening.. Just so you girls know .. cleansing your liver in any kind of way you want to try gives you more energy. The liver controls pretty much EVERY hormone in your body.. it all starts in there.. and that's where your metabolism is processed as well and it controls your blood sugar and builds muscle etc etc.

justanothercamgirl
09-22-2014, 08:19 AM
I don't want to work, I don't want to put my makeup on.

I just want to back to bed and sleep and sleep and sleep.

http://media.giphy.com/media/hP3jU85zpjhN6/giphy.gif

ExoticBeauty4U
09-22-2014, 08:57 AM
^^^^ I so feel that way plus my period is on I have no energy, but gotta make that money.

Whoregeous
09-22-2014, 09:03 AM
I feel you, sis! I have a cold, sore throat and running nose. Can't stop coughing every few minutes!

I don't want to work, I don't want to put my makeup on.

I just want to back to bed and sleep and sleep and sleep.

http://media.giphy.com/media/hP3jU85zpjhN6/giphy.gif

SimoneGray
09-23-2014, 05:33 AM
I have been so off my A-game recently and its annoying the hell out of me. I am just tired, nothing more, but each week is seriously hard in terms of pulling great numbers :( urgh.

reversecowgirl
09-23-2014, 06:36 AM
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justanothercamgirl
09-24-2014, 09:30 AM
A Secret Weapon in Preventing Anxiety and Depression

"Read the groundbreaking research by Dr. Steven Hayes, Kelly Wilson, and others on psychological flexibility, and you will discover one important fact: the cultural message that "you should feel good and try not to feel bad" is among one of the most toxic processes known to psychology."

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/curious/201409/secret-weapon-in-preventing-anxiety-and-depression

^^^ This is a really good article so I figured I'd pass it on.

anonymous camgirl
09-24-2014, 04:24 PM
Who here has PTSD?? god it's so hard trying to do cam shows or even talk to men when you have PTSD due to men.. .. yes I was officially diagnosed by a psychiatrist to appease the masses .. lol... but yea.. I think that's the hardest thing for me to do this.. every lil nuance and bullshit triggers me.. maybe I should dance around and tell them I don't like chitchat like you do JAC....lol... cuz they bring me to tears most days.

justanothercamgirl
09-24-2014, 05:54 PM
Who here has PTSD?? god it's so hard trying to do cam shows or even talk to men when you have PTSD due to men.. .. yes I was officially diagnosed by a psychiatrist to appease the masses .. lol... but yea.. I think that's the hardest thing for me to do this.. every lil nuance and bullshit triggers me.. maybe I should dance around and tell them I don't like chitchat like you do JAC....lol... cuz they bring me to tears most days.

I totally would encourage it, it works for me. I'd go insane if I had to chit-chat with people in my free chat all day.

I also have PTSD too. <3