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Mare
10-02-2016, 03:05 PM
Joining sick girls club. I'm def. sick but I still don't know what is wrong with me. I'm having anxiety, sometimes depression, can't sleep right, can't gain weight although I eat a lot plus whey protein, I'm tired of life, my skin has breakouts, I feel mt gut has issues and my hands and feet are cold, also I get heated up a lot if it's only a little hotter than usual, like I'm in the fucking menopause, my hair and nails are weaker than before. This is my state for a 2 years and I was sure it's something about thyroid gland, but my checks were fine and tomorrow i'm gonna check it again. I have health insurance but it's a joke, doctors are idiots that don't care at all. I'm gonna pay from my pocket to check it out, but shit, this life... So tired of fighting symptoms without knowing the cause. Someone said to me it due to stress, but is stress so powerful that can make my body suffer that much? I tried so much stuff, I take care of myself as much as I can, I read all scientific and medical articles about thyroid and I'm sure something is going on there. I hope I'll have luck tomorrow and my new doctor is serious.
And regarding this thread, I cam and I fake it a lot. Money makes my stress levels low and puts smile on my face. But I'm imagining that if I was healthy my work would be so much more productive and profitable. Being sexy while you feel ugly and shitty is hard. I have pretty face but with breakouts I need a lot of make up and I still don't feel fully comfortable when my face is on cam bcs when I look in the mirror I wanna cry how bad my skin is.
You and I sound like we're in the same boat. My thyroid came back ok too, but I feel like shit many days. Same with the face. I hope you get some answers!

Solsikke
10-03-2016, 04:12 PM
Joining in here - this thread has been great for helping me feel not so alone and frustrated, thank you ladies! Right now struggling with fatigue and pain from endo and anxiety on top of it. Went for a walk and wiped myself out x.x Trying to stay motivated and find the energy to work and also take care of my body, but it really is hard.

NorthernClaire
10-05-2016, 08:38 AM
I have Sjögren's, Lupus and rheumatoid arthritis. Even though I finally finished my studies now, I am not able to do a full time job. I am pretty much disabled in the morning because my fingers and wrists are stiff and pailful. So I start camming around lunchtime. Sometimes it's easy business, sometimes it's really hard and sometimes impossible because of recurring tendosynovitis. I still love that I can work from home. It is a lot less stressful than most other jobs :)

heavymetalgirl
10-18-2016, 11:02 AM
^I also have rheumatoid arthritis, and the added problem of type 1 diabetes. I'm looking into better times of the day/evening to cam because morning are impossible. Trying to work around insulin doses and meal times are a bit of a challenge, but I still refuse to give up. My biggest fear is having an insulin reaction in the middle of a cam show! Hopefully, I can come up with healthier snack ideas in between shows.

anonymous camgirl
10-18-2016, 12:22 PM
Hey!.. My son has Type 1 Diabetes he has had it for 10 yrs now he is 20 yrs old.. and we are working with an HTMA Practitioner who says it's caused from heavy metals blocking the beta cells that make insulin.. so I am hopeful.. tried a lot of things willy nilly over the years... he has been on a custom protocol for almost 2 weeks now.. and his blood sugars are mostly in the normal range or lower ..so I am hoping!.. but it hasn't been very long now though.. he said this can happen from heavy metals your mother passes down to you at birth or vaccines or just about anything there is heavy metals.. I believe it.. that's the same reason why we see Autism....


^I also have rheumatoid arthritis, and the added problem of type 1 diabetes. I'm looking into better times of the day/evening to cam because morning are impossible. Trying to work around insulin doses and meal times are a bit of a challenge, but I still refuse to give up. My biggest fear is having an insulin reaction in the middle of a cam show! Hopefully, I can come up with healthier snack ideas in between shows.

JaneBurgess
10-18-2016, 12:36 PM
Joining sick girls club. I'm def. sick but I still don't know what is wrong with me. I'm having anxiety, sometimes depression, can't sleep right, can't gain weight although I eat a lot plus whey protein, I'm tired of life, my skin has breakouts, I feel mt gut has issues and my hands and feet are cold, also I get heated up a lot if it's only a little hotter than usual, like I'm in the fucking menopause, my hair and nails are weaker than before. This is my state for a 2 years and I was sure it's something about thyroid gland, but my checks were fine and tomorrow i'm gonna check it again. I have health insurance but it's a joke, doctors are idiots that don't care at all. I'm gonna pay from my pocket to check it out, but shit, this life... So tired of fighting symptoms without knowing the cause. Someone said to me it due to stress, but is stress so powerful that can make my body suffer that much? I tried so much stuff, I take care of myself as much as I can, I read all scientific and medical articles about thyroid and I'm sure something is going on there. I hope I'll have luck tomorrow and my new doctor is serious.
And regarding this thread, I cam and I fake it a lot. Money makes my stress levels low and puts smile on my face. But I'm imagining that if I was healthy my work would be so much more productive and profitable. Being sexy while you feel ugly and shitty is hard. I have pretty face but with breakouts I need a lot of make up and I still don't feel fully comfortable when my face is on cam bcs when I look in the mirror I wanna cry how bad my skin is.

See a specialist. The blood tests my GP did always came back fine for thyroid. When I saw an endocrinologist he did a bunch of tests and it turns out I have Hashimotos Disease. Sometimes you have to keep searching hard until you get a diagnosis.

Snowy0Star
10-18-2016, 01:31 PM
Hello lovelies,

After what feels like a lifetime away I am finally starting to get myself organized again so I can return to camming.

I am going to have to take it super slow so I don't get overwhelmed because I have been away so long and I now lack a good set of coping skills. I am pretty much starting over again and to tell you the truth it is kind of scary. :O

I wanted to ask you all about self-care and camming habits so I could make sure I had list of ideas to put in my mental toolbox.

So, how do you keep yourself mentally healthy while camming? Do you have a set of rituals or do you set goals in a certain way? What sorts of things as a sick girl do you need to do to help keep you to stay consistent on cam?

Considering this post is about 3 weeks old hopefully u found ur grove but if not - about 2 months ago i got back into camming after about a year absence. I kinda eased myself back into just going on one day here and there testing times and stuff until i found something that worked and i plan my day to be on cam at that time tuesday thru saturday. SM is not my main egg so i dont plan on making a certain amount that day nor do i have an hourly goal. i just log on do my thing and log off when i dont feel like being on anymore because it slowed down or my body starts to hurt . My weight has gotten WAY out of control during the past year i lived with my now x from stress and overeating and eating shitty foods i went from being 230 to 300 :< so im a little less nimble then i use to me and my stamina for cam has down significantly i normally stop after 3-4 hours. I'm in a lot better mood when im on now. I recently realized that i probably had a serotonin and dopamine deficiency witch explained a lot of the problems i have in my personal life an work life . i was always tired and had no energy i had brain fog - i always felt a part of my mind wasnt really "here" if that makes sense. I had no motivation and focus to the things i wanted to do or at the least do the things that i needed to do to do what i wanted to do and nothing really excited me . Taking MDMA really helped all of these issues but I dont think its healthy for my body or bank account to take it once a week so Ive been on 5 htp and L Tryosine for about a week now and I'm noticing a dramatic improvement. 5 HTP is what gets converted into serotonin in the body and l tyrosine convers into l dopa witch converts into dopamine but l dopa has a lot of nasty side effects so i was scared to take it and my friend who helped me out with all this suggested i take the l tyrosine . I'm in ALOT better mood im more productive im less jittery and anxious all the time. I'm hopeful about my feature and im more creative and i feel my brains a bit sharper.

avalon_rose
10-18-2016, 06:51 PM
I'm having some issues. I feel so guilty, but I'm sticking with PSO right now and not camming for a little bit. I'm in a bad way mentally, in spite of having my meds back, and I've finally given in. I'm looking to speak with a lawyer about appealing my declined disability case. I apparently can't handle life and, honestly, I'm devastated by it.

Snowy0Star
10-18-2016, 07:43 PM
I'm having some issues. I feel so guilty, but I'm sticking with PSO right now and not camming for a little bit. I'm in a bad way mentally, in spite of having my meds back, and I've finally given in. I'm looking to speak with a lawyer about appealing my declined disability case. I apparently can't handle life and, honestly, I'm devastated by it.

I know what you mean ive been there before . I'm very sociably awkward simply because i honestly dont know how to act in normal social settings for the most part due to my upbringing witch also gave me mental and emotional issues too. I've come a long in the past 3.5 years since i left my hometown and got away for a bit. I think I've gotten to the point now where i've just accepted the fact im a bit of a weirdo and very aloof. I like the person i am now tho it took me 29 years but better late then never right ? have you tired counselling ? i'm guessing ur situation is a lot like mine - dramatic/shitting upbraiding and now you just dont know how to cope and "adult" as they say ?

JaneBurgess
10-18-2016, 07:55 PM
I'm having some issues. I feel so guilty, but I'm sticking with PSO right now and not camming for a little bit. I'm in a bad way mentally, in spite of having my meds back, and I've finally given in. I'm looking to speak with a lawyer about appealing my declined disability case. I apparently can't handle life and, honestly, I'm devastated by it.

Im so sorry to read this. Its really hard to deal with any kind of mental issues. Im having some issues right now with my Hashimotos and its making my anxiety and panic attacks insane. You can get through this, sometimes all we have is hope. Please let me know if you ever want to talk, I would love to listen

JaneBurgess
10-18-2016, 07:57 PM
Does anyone else on here have a thyroid issue or Hashimotos? It would be nice to get some advice on it since its somewhat new to me.

Melyssax
10-18-2016, 08:04 PM
I'm feeling really nauseated for some ;/

Snowy0Star
10-18-2016, 08:10 PM
Does anyone else on here have a thyroid issue or Hashimotos? It would be nice to get some advice on it since its somewhat new to me.

im pretty sure i have an under active thyroid and or a severe intolerance to gluten only real advice ive read for both is try to eat cleaner/ more natural and cut as many processed foods ESPECIALLY PROCESSED CARBS out of ur normal diet exercise on the reg (witch i assume you do now anyway) Taichi yoga mediation something to help you cope and manage the anxiety. I suffered anxiety and PTSD for many years until about a year ago its a vicious hamster wheel of coping and reacting and making stupid choices under stress witch causes more problems more stress ......

heavymetalgirl
10-18-2016, 08:52 PM
Hey!.. My son has Type 1 Diabetes he has had it for 10 yrs now he is 20 yrs old.. and we are working with an HTMA Practitioner who says it's caused from heavy metals blocking the beta cells that make insulin.. so I am hopeful.. tried a lot of things willy nilly over the years... he has been on a custom protocol for almost 2 weeks now.. and his blood sugars are mostly in the normal range or lower ..so I am hoping!.. but it hasn't been very long now though.. he said this can happen from heavy metals your mother passes down to you at birth or vaccines or just about anything there is heavy metals.. I believe it.. that's the same reason why we see Autism....

That's awesome to hear; I'm glad things are looking better for your son. I never thought about seeking help from an HTMA practitioner, but it's certainly a very interesting concept and something I'm willing to try at this point.

For Avalon_Rose: So sorry you're going through this. I don't know you, but can relate to your mental pain. Been through a couple of breakdowns in the past and I'm not ashamed to admit it. A lot of days I'll wake up still feeling hopeless even with medication. If you ever feel like talking, I'll be glad to listen.

avalon_rose
10-18-2016, 09:52 PM
Thank you for the replies.

@ Sn0wy, the only 'bad' part about my upbringing was I was teased pretty mercilessly as a child and into High School. I have a good family and didn't really experience 'trauma' as a kid ... this compounds my guilt because, for all intents and purposes, I should really be 'just fine' and have no problems whatsoever.

@Jane, thank you for your kind words, I appreciate the offer. I'm holding on to something, but I don't know what it is right now.

@heavymetal, thank you - I know that meds aren't a total game changer all the time, I'm still constantly surprised how miserable you can still feel while on them. So I try to incorporate therapy, too.

I dunno if I've just slipped so far that I'm having a hard time managing by myself or what. So taking little baby steps to get that help and hope I end up coming out on the other side. :)

Thanks for the kind words, they're really appreciated.

caramelcraze
10-18-2016, 11:32 PM
Hello lovelies,

After what feels like a lifetime away I am finally starting to get myself organized again so I can return to camming.

I am going to have to take it super slow so I don't get overwhelmed because I have been away so long and I now lack a good set of coping skills. I am pretty much starting over again and to tell you the truth it is kind of scary. :O

I wanted to ask you all about self-care and camming habits so I could make sure I had list of ideas to put in my mental toolbox.

So, how do you keep yourself mentally healthy while camming? Do you have a set of rituals or do you set goals in a certain way? What sorts of things as a sick girl do you need to do to help keep you to stay consistent on cam?

I definitely find a routine helps and even getting out once a day. whether it's going to a park or walking 3 or 4 blocks, being even slightly active helps a lot for me. I also try to make a list of things I need to do other than cam and break them up throughout the day. be it do laundry, get dinner in the crock pot, make some tea, get groceries, watch the news, read a couple chapters of a book before bed, ect. I just try to have as normal a life as I can for being a semi shut in due to the job.

Oh and vitamins! take all of your vitamins.

Glamourmilf
11-13-2016, 08:18 AM
Bump bump

anonymous camgirl
11-13-2016, 01:00 PM
I just started going through a copper dump again.. since yesterday.. I just feel so bla today.. and down and depressed and I don't want to do some of these shows these guys are asking for today.. uggh.. I have been just logging out when I get sick of it.. I know it's sunday and I need this money .. it's a good day.. but it's very difficult for me today.. I did a coffee enema which gave me a boost of feeling good cuz I was starting to want to cry.. uggh..

KatM
11-13-2016, 01:15 PM
Ladies, if anyone can relate pls, any of u have issues with painful arms? Like from the elbow down my lower arm and hands hurt soo much sometimes, i am not sure if it's the rheuma issue or is from typing, it hurts especially in the cold season and sometimes is soo bad it wakes me up from sleep.
Might be a combination of the two but i am curious if ur hands/lower arm hurts for some of you too. Ty!

anonymous camgirl
11-13-2016, 01:36 PM
What do you mean painful arms? burning? muscle aches like you lifted something heavy? I have been experiencing that and my elbow hurts in one arm.. I cannot turn my arm out when you hold straight out.. I think it has something to do with my TSH ..(thyroid) being 4.79 which is higher than normal.. I am back on my thyroid glandular til the pain goes away.. I am doing Mineral balancing so I am not exactly supposed to be taking glandulars but being in pain aint happening.. and yesterday my wrist was hurting.. can't work being so miserable... Have you checked your thyroid? ..

Try taking some calcium/magnesium.. extra doses til it goes away.. all these lil issues are from mineral deficiencies.. .. My mineral practitioner told me my TSH went up a lot because I am mineral balancing and it will go back down and maybe even go higher .. uggh.. it sucks.. I have been mineral balancing for over 7 months now and not cured yet.. lmao


Ladies, if anyone can relate pls, any of u have issues with painful arms? Like from the elbow down my lower arm and hands hurt soo much sometimes, i am not sure if it's the rheuma issue or is from typing, it hurts especially in the cold season and sometimes is soo bad it wakes me up from sleep.
Might be a combination of the two but i am curious if ur hands/lower arm hurts for some of you too. Ty!

KatM
11-13-2016, 01:53 PM
Ty for answering A.C xx

Not burning but hurting 'deep inside', maybe u read in my posts i have arthritis in my spine and i bet it's developing on other bones too, i also have tyro issues and am under treatment for 2 years now, i take eutyrox, calcium, vitamin D & iron as i deal with anemia too cause of very heavy flows.
I dont want more pills than i take already but i wish to treat this pain on my hands with a creme or gel or something, to treat it locally and not put too much stress on my liver to process even more pills. I always forget to ask my doctor what to do about my arms/hands but i also type a lot so typing might aggravate the issue...

Genoveve
11-13-2016, 02:22 PM
Ladies, if anyone can relate pls, any of u have issues with painful arms? Like from the elbow down my lower arm and hands hurt soo much sometimes, i am not sure if it's the rheuma issue or is from typing, it hurts especially in the cold season and sometimes is soo bad it wakes me up from sleep.
Might be a combination of the two but i am curious if ur hands/lower arm hurts for some of you too. Ty!

Are you taking any calcium supplements? Once I was taking a magnesium supplement that had calcium added to it and out of nowhere I started getting really painful aches from my elbows down. I thought it was from my dysfunctional computer habits because they can give me wrist cramps but this was BAD. I actually ended up calling the supplement company's customer service and asked if my symptoms could be from what I was taking(which was this: https://www.amazon.com/Natural-Vitality-Calcium-Magnesium-Raspbery/dp/B003I4P3JS/ref=sr_1_1_a_it?ie=UTF8&qid=1479071994&sr=8-1&keywords=magnesium+plus+calcium) and they said yes. Apparently if you are supplementing with too much calcium it can end up in your bloodstream or something and cause what I was experiencing. I stopped taking it and my issues completely disappeared.

KatM
11-14-2016, 06:26 AM
^^^ Sorry for my late comment here, i missed to read ur answer, thank you for input xx, yes i take calcium for a few months now but i cant tell if my issue is calcium related cause my hands hurt for years now when i was not taking calcium; but it does not hurt all the time, now & then i get a severe pain episode and then it's going away for a while and returns by surprise and not sure what causes the next episode. Maybe weather change + Rheuma + typing?! Too many variables here that's why i am confused. ty xx

winnipeg
11-14-2016, 09:28 AM
^^^ Sorry for my late comment here, i missed to read ur answer, thank you for input xx, yes i take calcium for a few months now but i cant tell if my issue is calcium related cause my hands hurt for years now when i was not taking calcium; but it does not hurt all the time, now & then i get a severe pain episode and then it's going away for a while and returns by surprise and not sure what causes the next episode. Maybe weather change + Rheuma + typing?! Too many variables here that's why i am confused. ty xx

Sounds like inflammation is causing joint pain. Try cutting dairy, gluten and alcohol and see if that changes anything?

TheOutlier
11-15-2016, 04:26 PM
http://erikalynae.com/2016/10/21/sex-toys-disability/

Saw this elsewhere and thought it might be helpful for some of y'all. It's a guide and video on disability and sex toys.

KarinaGiselle
11-15-2016, 07:32 PM
Been feeling sick these last two days and weak as hell. I went to my Dr. a few hours ago and it turns out I have early stages of pneumonia :(

But thankfully he already gave me meds for it and if it all goes well I'll be back on track ASAP! :D

Chellyinparadise
11-15-2016, 10:11 PM
Sorry to hear hope you start feeling better real soon.

MsJess
12-10-2016, 01:46 PM
been 2 days with cystitis :( idk what is going on and the cold makes it terrible.

heavymetalgirl
12-20-2016, 02:16 PM
Has anyone here cammed after receiving a cancer diagnosis? If so, how did you do it? I received some really bad news this week and it's been difficult to smile and fake happiness on cam with this new diagnosis. I feel like I've reached the lowest point in my life right now....ever. However, I must find a way to keep camming despite this so that I can pay for medicine and co-payments. Feels like the weight of the world is crushing me.

Marina Starr
12-20-2016, 03:02 PM
I'm sorry to hear. I just want to send some love and prayers your way! BIG HUGS!

Has anyone here cammed after receiving a cancer diagnosis? If so, how did you do it? I received some really bad news this week and it's been difficult to smile and fake happiness on cam with this new diagnosis. I feel like I've reached the lowest point in my life right now....ever. However, I must find a way to keep camming despite this so that I can pay for medicine and co-payments. Feels like the weight of the world is crushing me.

Chellyinparadise
12-20-2016, 04:44 PM
Has anyone here cammed after receiving a cancer diagnosis? If so, how did you do it? I received some really bad news this week and it's been difficult to smile and fake happiness on cam with this new diagnosis. I feel like I've reached the lowest point in my life right now....ever. However, I must find a way to keep camming despite this so that I can pay for medicine and co-payments. Feels like the weight of the world is crushing me.

Im so sorry to hear, wishing the best for you through this tough time. Hugs to you.

anonymous camgirl
12-20-2016, 04:46 PM
Finally had my amalgam filling removed.. I couldn't be more thrilled.. no more being poisoned by that thing.. Now I am just poisoned by silicone implants haha... thats' next on my hit list if it's possible to get rid of implants and get fat transfers and not look like a freak... I am on my way to better health . slowly but surely.. long way to go.

anonymous camgirl
12-20-2016, 04:48 PM
I have known camgirls in the past that did have cancer and cammed.. but that was before this free live video insanity.. I don't think I could do it.. it's to stressful.. I hope you will be able to make it on cam.. this is the toughest thing ever you are going through.. wish you didn't have to do it....


Has anyone here cammed after receiving a cancer diagnosis? If so, how did you do it? I received some really bad news this week and it's been difficult to smile and fake happiness on cam with this new diagnosis. I feel like I've reached the lowest point in my life right now....ever. However, I must find a way to keep camming despite this so that I can pay for medicine and co-payments. Feels like the weight of the world is crushing me.

heavymetalgirl
12-20-2016, 05:28 PM
Thanks for the kind support, ladies. I think once the shock wears off, I'll be able to push through and keep working. My mom had the same type of cancer and she got through it, so I have to just keep reminding myself of this.

Anonymous, what you said about free live chat is so true! I find this to be the most stressful/draining part of camming by far. I feel that I can perform relatively stress-free in pvt/exclusive and indy, but the freeloaders and bullshit artists really zap my energy, as I'm sure they do to a lot of us here.

anonymous camgirl
12-20-2016, 07:20 PM
Yea in the old days if I was logged on crying they couldn't see me til they went to private!.. lmao.. which I did ALOT it's been a rough time for me... Well good luck for a speedy recovery.. Are you doing some healthy things to help you? I don't know what kind of treatment you are going for but you need a strong immune system to beat it for good..


Thanks for the kind support, ladies. I think once the shock wears off, I'll be able to push through and keep working. My mom had the same type of cancer and she got through it, so I have to just keep reminding myself of this.

Anonymous, what you said about free live chat is so true! I find this to be the most stressful/draining part of camming by far. I feel that I can perform relatively stress-free in pvt/exclusive and indy, but the freeloaders and bullshit artists really zap my energy, as I'm sure they do to a lot of us here.

heavymetalgirl
12-20-2016, 09:44 PM
Yea in the old days if I was logged on crying they couldn't see me til they went to private!.. lmao.. which I did ALOT it's been a rough time for me... Well good luck for a speedy recovery.. Are you doing some healthy things to help you? I don't know what kind of treatment you are going for but you need a strong immune system to beat it for good..

Thanks! I'm doing some light yoga, meditation, and eating organic foods. This was a major wake-up call that I need to take better care of myself. Had a biopsy done 2 weeks ago and obviously that was positive. The good news is it doesn't seem to have spread according to the scans, but they will do more surgery and a course of chemo/radiation. I'm just going to put on wigs and use plenty of Dermablend, and maybe even break up shifts in smaller increments.

Btw, the old days of camming sound a lot better to me. I like to do things the old fashioned way, lol.

anonymous camgirl
12-22-2016, 09:01 AM
Well? Don't think I can work today.. pulled a muscle in my back around my shoulder blade stretching awkwardly in the bathroom before my shower.. oh so much fricken pain doing anything!.. I massaged it and put magnesium oil on it and iced it.. now I am just sitting here. uggh.. this sucks!

heavymetalgirl
12-22-2016, 09:12 AM
Well? Don't think I can work today.. pulled a muscle in my back around my shoulder blade stretching awkwardly in the bathroom before my shower.. oh so much fricken pain doing anything!.. I massaged it and put magnesium oil on it and iced it.. now I am just sitting here. uggh.. this sucks!

That really sucks! Hope the pain goes away soon.

JGB2009
12-22-2016, 11:17 AM
Everyone at my house was sick...now I am sick. I am hurting and cant fall asleep. I just want it over with so bad. Its a stomach bug and one minute I'm hot or next minute I'm freezing. The thought of food just grosses me out. Anyways just wanted to vent....feel better everyone.

Chellyinparadise
12-22-2016, 01:55 PM
Everyone at my house was sick...now I am sick. I am hurting and cant fall asleep. I just want it over with so bad. Its a stomach bug and one minute I'm hot or next minute I'm freezing. The thought of food just grosses me out. Anyways just wanted to vent....feel better everyone.

Sorry youre feeling sick hope you feel better soon. That is the worst feeling. Hope the bug goes away and your stomach starts to feel better.

Chellyinparadise
12-22-2016, 02:02 PM
Well? Don't think I can work today.. pulled a muscle in my back around my shoulder blade stretching awkwardly in the bathroom before my shower.. oh so much fricken pain doing anything!.. I massaged it and put magnesium oil on it and iced it.. now I am just sitting here. uggh.. this sucks!

Sorry you pulled a muscle thats very painful. Moving hurts so bad even though drs say to keep moving so it dont stiffen up its hard to do. Hope it heals quickly.

anonymous camgirl
12-22-2016, 03:20 PM
yes it hurts so bad I cannot even carry a glass of water, I have been pretty much staying still in bed all day while my son plays nurse to me.. .. the only thing that made me feel better was 2 shot glass of Canadian whiskey.. and now it's gone it was just a mini hotel bottle.. that and the ice pack was the only relief I had today.. the pain is like on a level that makes you want to vomit..so I am trying not to move.. but I am not the type of person who can sit still much so I am just hurting myself all day long...almost as painful when I had the broken shoulder but I think this is even worse because of where it's located.. but lesss time healing than a broken bone....


Sorry you pulled a muscle thats very painful. Moving hurts so bad even though drs say to keep moving so it dont stiffen up its hard to do. Hope it heals quickly.

Glamourmilf
12-22-2016, 03:40 PM
Well? Don't think I can work today.. pulled a muscle in my back around my shoulder blade stretching awkwardly in the bathroom before my shower.. oh so much fricken pain doing anything!.. I massaged it and put magnesium oil on it and iced it.. now I am just sitting here. uggh.. this sucks!

Have you ever tried Lidocaine patches?

Chellyinparadise
12-22-2016, 05:44 PM
yes it hurts so bad I cannot even carry a glass of water, I have been pretty much staying still in bed all day while my son plays nurse to me.. .. the only thing that made me feel better was 2 shot glass of Canadian whiskey.. and now it's gone it was just a mini hotel bottle.. that and the ice pack was the only relief I had today.. the pain is like on a level that makes you want to vomit..so I am trying not to move.. but I am not the type of person who can sit still much so I am just hurting myself all day long...almost as painful when I had the broken shoulder but I think this is even worse because of where it's located.. but lesss time healing than a broken bone....

Im glad someone is helping you out during this time. I know it will get better in time as it heals but the wait for it is awful.Hope it doesnt take too long to heal for you. Hope you find a way to relieve the pain somewhat sucks it happened to you. Hope you start feeling better real soon.

anonymous camgirl
12-22-2016, 07:22 PM
Thanks Chelly, Well it's already starting to feel a bit better.. I have more range of motion already!.. in less than 12 hours.. I hope I can work tomorrow.. somewhat.. still hurts like a bitch though.. I took a TON of my special calcium mag pills and all my the minerals I take daily.. and iced it about 3 times so far.. not to mention about 1600 mg of motrin and 2 shots of Canadian whiskey..lol



Im glad someone is helping you out during this time. I know it will get better in time as it heals but the wait for it is awful.Hope it doesnt take too long to heal for you. Hope you find a way to relieve the pain somewhat sucks it happened to you. Hope you start feeling better real soon.

anonymous camgirl
12-22-2016, 07:23 PM
NO! are those OTC?


Have you ever tried Lidocaine patches?

Glamourmilf
12-23-2016, 04:43 AM
NO! are those OTC?

Both over the counter, and prescription.
Of course prescription are stronger .
When it comes to back pain, just ask me.
I deal with it most every day.

Chellyinparadise
12-23-2016, 10:42 AM
Thanks Chelly, Well it's already starting to feel a bit better.. I have more range of motion already!.. in less than 12 hours.. I hope I can work tomorrow.. somewhat.. still hurts like a bitch though.. I took a TON of my special calcium mag pills and all my the minerals I take daily.. and iced it about 3 times so far.. not to mention about 1600 mg of motrin and 2 shots of Canadian whiskey..lol

Good im glad to hear its getting better and hope you can get back to work soon. Atleast you are getting some movement back, thats a good sign.

anonymous camgirl
12-29-2016, 07:47 AM
Ok I tried those lidocaine patches and cream and broke out in hives/rash and all red.. itchy like crazy.. none of these chemical things ever work for me.. so now I made a concoction of coconut oil, baking soda and vinegar to relieve it somewhat.. uggh.. I just go from one hell to the other.. My shoulder is almost better in just 7 days thanks to my Mineral practitioner.. he told me to take Aspirin 500 mg 3 times per day, k2 and glucosamine chondroitin.. I think that's it.. the next day I woke up not in pain.. now just a dull ache.. but so miserable from just trying 1 patch.. oh god I hope it clears soon!... thanks for the suggestion though.. I just gotta stay away from chemicals



Both over the counter, and prescription.
Of course prescription are stronger .
When it comes to back pain, just ask me.
I deal with it most every day.

heyho
12-29-2016, 04:32 PM
Ugh hives are the worst, I'm sorry you have to deal with all that on top of your pains ac! Hope they die down soon

I don't know what the hell happened, but I've been able to get online 3 days in a row, and I'm starting to see through my mental blocks and regain some of that old fire I had for camming. My brain chemistry is having a nice smooth period of balance right now, and it feels really really good. I'm in control of my time again. If I can make it through a week, 7 days in a row, I can start setting up my weekly goals and feel like a successful adult again!

Now to make it 4 days in row.

3/7

Edit: 4/7 now!