Aniela
01-14-2015, 12:22 PM
I am absolutely not trolling. I am sorry I have given anyone that impression. I wish this was just a joke, but unfortunately it's not.
Deepthoughts I did send Vanessa a message here. I am scared to email her because I don't want to give away my IP address and have it traced back to my model account.
Also I am not so much worried about Vanessa terminating my account, but what if the command comes from a superior and she has no say in the termination any longer?
I am waiting for her to message me back here.
Is there any way I can email her without giving away my IP address? I am not sure I want to out my model account before talking to her.
I hope you all understand, this is my life were talking about. I already messed up and I don't want to again. This is the only income I will have to survive and I cannot afford to lose it.
Sounds like YOU need to sit up & realise that this is YOUR LIFE we're talking abt. The fact that so many have replied to your threads, offering help in the form of advice, links & phone/shelter resources shows that the girls here understand what's at stake. You, OTOH, have listed nothing but excuse after excuse after excuse for why you're still in the same spot you were in 2mo ago when you started your previous thread.
If your description of your relationship/living situation is accurate -- believe me, I get that you're scared. I have been in a similar spot. The ex who did those things to me, literally did everything you can think of, except hit me, & it got to where that was just a matter of time. He developped a nasty drug problem, cleaned out both my bank accts (we're talking triple-digit negatives), tried to pimp me out to his coworkers(they needed hospital treatment when I was done) & threatened to put me out on the street. I get being so scared that the safest thing feels like just cowering in the corner & hoping for the best, rather than taking any steps to remedy the situation. But you need to swallow that fear & get your ass in gear.
Bf monitors your computer usage? Guess what, if he really wants to, he might be able to access this site & see what you've already written. Kinda negates the 'But my bf might see!' excuse, since you've already put your stuff out in the street so to speak. Vanessa from SM has already read your threads & offered to help you out. I'm gonna go out on a limb here & guess that Vanessa has better things to do w/ her time & energy than troll Stripperweb trying to bust models who broke a rule ages ago & aren't looking to repeat the mistake. Vanessa is offering to help you out here, are you waiting for an engraved invitation?? Or do you just prefer to tempt the bf's temper & wait for him to make a move that will cause further dmg to you?
Make your 911/shelter call first. Get yourself removed from the situation. Go in the loo & run the shower to mask the noise, as was suggested above. Bf can't hurt you if you're not there to get hurt. Once you're in a safe spot, contact Vanessa. Let her help you sort out your Streamate mess while the legal system helps sort out your bf mess. There's nothing more any of us can do to help you until you're willing to get over your shit & take action to change it.
Deepthoughts I did send Vanessa a message here. I am scared to email her because I don't want to give away my IP address and have it traced back to my model account.
Also I am not so much worried about Vanessa terminating my account, but what if the command comes from a superior and she has no say in the termination any longer?
I am waiting for her to message me back here.
Is there any way I can email her without giving away my IP address? I am not sure I want to out my model account before talking to her.
I hope you all understand, this is my life were talking about. I already messed up and I don't want to again. This is the only income I will have to survive and I cannot afford to lose it.
Sounds like YOU need to sit up & realise that this is YOUR LIFE we're talking abt. The fact that so many have replied to your threads, offering help in the form of advice, links & phone/shelter resources shows that the girls here understand what's at stake. You, OTOH, have listed nothing but excuse after excuse after excuse for why you're still in the same spot you were in 2mo ago when you started your previous thread.
If your description of your relationship/living situation is accurate -- believe me, I get that you're scared. I have been in a similar spot. The ex who did those things to me, literally did everything you can think of, except hit me, & it got to where that was just a matter of time. He developped a nasty drug problem, cleaned out both my bank accts (we're talking triple-digit negatives), tried to pimp me out to his coworkers(they needed hospital treatment when I was done) & threatened to put me out on the street. I get being so scared that the safest thing feels like just cowering in the corner & hoping for the best, rather than taking any steps to remedy the situation. But you need to swallow that fear & get your ass in gear.
Bf monitors your computer usage? Guess what, if he really wants to, he might be able to access this site & see what you've already written. Kinda negates the 'But my bf might see!' excuse, since you've already put your stuff out in the street so to speak. Vanessa from SM has already read your threads & offered to help you out. I'm gonna go out on a limb here & guess that Vanessa has better things to do w/ her time & energy than troll Stripperweb trying to bust models who broke a rule ages ago & aren't looking to repeat the mistake. Vanessa is offering to help you out here, are you waiting for an engraved invitation?? Or do you just prefer to tempt the bf's temper & wait for him to make a move that will cause further dmg to you?
Make your 911/shelter call first. Get yourself removed from the situation. Go in the loo & run the shower to mask the noise, as was suggested above. Bf can't hurt you if you're not there to get hurt. Once you're in a safe spot, contact Vanessa. Let her help you sort out your Streamate mess while the legal system helps sort out your bf mess. There's nothing more any of us can do to help you until you're willing to get over your shit & take action to change it.