View Full Version : The "Just stay the fuck on" thread.
CopperColoredLips
12-05-2021, 11:03 AM
Got covid and was off for 2 weeks buuuuut better now and ready for a cammathon on Streamate....can't wait to get faster internet so I can split cam in the future but counting my blessings
DeliveryLadyx
12-05-2021, 12:22 PM
You go girl! Good luck! I have made nearly medium goal only because i got suddenly row 3 and got shit ton of traffic in my room and made my 80% in past one hour something. i'm out for dinner and chill. by the way, my bitrate stayed very stable in past 2 hours and i used firefox. if you see girls chrome or edge doesn't work, firefox is better with bitrate usually.
xStellaBlue
12-05-2021, 02:44 PM
literally only slept 4 hours but still forced myself to get up at 4:30 AM to GTFO and STFO (with TONS OF BREAKS lol) and I'm over $250 and still STFO. :)
Cutie101
12-05-2021, 07:42 PM
Yesterday was a complete failure, I gave up 1 hour before my shift ended. I had a shitty half of the week. I started great and ended real bad. Considering I am putting 10 hours on 4 sites, making under $100 is REAL bad.
But I am looking to complete my 200 hours goal and that's it. I need to remind myself that camming is a rollercoaster and there are good days where I meet goal, real good days when I bank and real bad days like these. That's because all of my regs are vanished for now and it's visible. It's been 2 slow months but I earned so much because I had regs, new members who came spending a few times in a row, etc. Now it's a slow time.
I also have to remind myself that it's been only 2 months since I started putting 200 hours and that's a drop in the ocean, in camming times. I need to be patient and wait, for at least 6 months, to be able to consistently make my goal every single day, rise on placement on sites and so on.
Patience and discipline. Wheeeeew!!
Anyway, new day, new shift. I'll be off for 3 days during the weekend (my worst period days), so I am gonna push hard this week to complete my hours goals.
EDIT: Speaking of my post and patience, this is what's on my desktop right now
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Edit: It finally picked up, after 4 real bad days. YASSSSSS!
Miss_ShaSha
12-06-2021, 01:15 AM
You go girl! Good luck! I have made nearly medium goal only because i got suddenly row 3 and got shit ton of traffic in my room and made my 80% in past one hour something. i'm out for dinner and chill. by the way, my bitrate stayed very stable in past 2 hours and i used firefox. if you see girls chrome or edge doesn't work, firefox is better with bitrate usually.
So glad to see! Well done!!!
literally only slept 4 hours but still forced myself to get up at 4:30 AM to GTFO and STFO (with TONS OF BREAKS lol) and I'm over $250 and still STFO. :)
Oohhhh Yessss! That's it sister!
Yesterday was a complete failure, I gave up 1 hour before my shift ended. I had a shitty half of the week. I started great and ended real bad. Considering I am putting 10 hours on 4 sites, making under $100 is REAL bad.
But I am looking to complete my 200 hours goal and that's it. I need to remind myself that camming is a rollercoaster and there are good days where I meet goal, real good days when I bank and real bad days like these. That's because all of my regs are vanished for now and it's visible. It's been 2 slow months but I earned so much because I had regs, new members who came spending a few times in a row, etc. Now it's a slow time.
I also have to remind myself that it's been only 2 months since I started putting 200 hours and that's a drop in the ocean, in camming times. I need to be patient and wait, for at least 6 months, to be able to consistently make my goal every single day, rise on placement on sites and so on.
Patience and discipline. Wheeeeew!!
Anyway, new day, new shift. I'll be off for 3 days during the weekend (my worst period days), so I am gonna push hard this week to complete my hours goals.
EDIT: Speaking of my post and patience, this is what's on my desktop right now
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Edit: It finally picked up, after 4 real bad days. YASSSSSS!
OMG you are STFO Queen! Really glad it picked up!!!
Miss_ShaSha
12-06-2021, 06:37 AM
3 hrs STFO and $8. Damn, lolollll. Yeah, this week gonna make a woman outta me. :D Gotta do the hours tho. I don't have a choice. STFO, grin, and bear it.
6 more hours and no excuses!!!
UPDATE:
4+ hrs and I'm gonna break for food, meditation, and a nap lololll. I'll be back for the other 4 later.
Best ladies! Get it :D
emkato
12-06-2021, 11:10 AM
I decided to try and find some new threads I don't frequent and I am so happy I found this one! I love reading through it, ty for the much needed motivation <3
Miss_ShaSha
12-06-2021, 01:09 PM
Ate good, meditated, napped, had a rad lucid dream & I'm in a good mood. No way am I gonna get back on & possibly have it ruined. Instead of taking tomorrow off I'll attempt hours.
Best ladies. Knock em dead!
Vlodina
12-06-2021, 05:11 PM
I aimed to do 20 hours last week but only did 18.29. Bloody hopeless so I am. Lets try again...
Took Sunday off and did 5.2 hours today on Monday, at $378. That's good shit.
Genoveve
12-06-2021, 06:34 PM
Welp, just logged on for ten minutes and again.....dead. $0, I bounced. I literally have had ONE time in like a month where I logged on at night and it was busy(ish). I'm officially switching to days; not only have they been more lucrative, but even if they're not it's easier to deal with slowness during the day because then I'm more able to stick it out. I hate doing nights so if it's not pretty busy quickly it's nearly impossible for me to try and stick it out. I would love to be able to wake up early enough to where I could be online at 10am. Tomorrow I aim to do 12-4.
Cutie101
12-06-2021, 08:10 PM
Yesterday I finally had a good day, after the 3 days shit streak. Tomorow the Jasmin Bonus is starting and one of the requirements is to put 120 hours to get 50% bonus, sooooo... let the shit show begin for the rest of the month, allll up to january!!
Anyway, new day, new shift. I am trying to manifest all to best and abundance for this shift!
xStellaBlue
12-07-2021, 11:24 AM
ooooooo i'm only at $14.06 across 6 sites - absolutely dead everywhere. not sure if STFO is worth it today D:
update: stfo'ing and its getting a little better
Genoveve
12-07-2021, 02:09 PM
Tomorrow I aim to do 12-4.
Ended up logging on at 1:30, 37 min down 3 hours and 23 min to go.
Vlodina
12-07-2021, 04:49 PM
This morning's 3 hours were good, tonight's 2 hours were definitely not! But that's me at 10 hours for the week so far and I'm pleased so far.
Genoveve
12-07-2021, 06:02 PM
I left six minutes short of my 4 hour goal, but I consider that close enough. Was annoying though because I was doing really good; at 3 hours I had $373 so I was like with another hour left I'll probably hit $450-500 but nope. It died and in my last 54 minutes I only made $31.53 which means my total was $405. I'm not going to complain though because it's been a while since I hit the 400s. Tomorrow I aim for another 4 hours and logging earlier than today, even if it's only 15 minutes earlier.
Cutie101
12-07-2021, 08:38 PM
Yesterday was amazing, I even logged in 1.5 hours earlier, because I wanted to be naughty :)))))). Today, the hell starts. I am trying to catch the 50% bonus on Jasmin so I have to stream 120 hours this pay period (December 8-21). So long with my 3 days off on period, I will only take one :)))
And if I am lucky enough to get the 50% bonus, it does apply on the NEXT pay period (december 22- jan 4), so I'll have to jump in the hamster wheel to make as much as I can, to get 50% bonus from it. Only 2 days off on xmas and 2 days off on NYE.
Phew. Let'z g-hoe.
whirlerz
12-07-2021, 09:37 PM
I've only been on a short time
bylkabylka666
12-08-2021, 02:35 AM
Hi!I am sorry, can I ask you on what website is it?
Because SM is dead for me
DeliveryLadyx
12-08-2021, 02:41 AM
I didn't post those days here because i am on the discord stripperweb. Ysterday it was decent for me, an abnormality. Already close to minimumgoal to the week and at 18h. Friday off (maybe work in th evening, dunno, i shall see) as will be my bday. I feel pretty awful for working last evening till 1 am uk time and ermmm, i prefer doing morning to early evening, is same money and more traffic for me. so, soon i will have a shower, eat and go back online and do my goal if possible. Good luck ladies xxx
Miss_ShaSha
12-08-2021, 03:24 AM
I didn't post those days here because i am on the discord stripperweb. Ysterday it was decent for me, an abnormality. Already close to minimumgoal to the week and at 18h. Friday off (maybe work in th evening, dunno, i shall see) as will be my bday. I feel pretty awful for working last evening till 1 am uk time and ermmm, i prefer doing morning to early evening, is same money and more traffic for me. so, soon i will have a shower, eat and go back online and do my goal if possible. Good luck ladies xxx
Damn, 18 hrs already? Good shit! I'm on now and will be til 8:15am so 4 more hrs. Been on 1 hr now and $49 so not too bad. Congrats on your days so far. Close to goal already is ace.
Happy early Bday :D
DeliveryLadyx
12-08-2021, 03:29 AM
Thank you Sha! If you see chrome is glitchy, bitrate fluctuating, do firefix instead. I regret not doing last week the firefox since the first day I saw is fluctuating in chrome and as such i had 3 days of minium goal only.
Btw, of course, is easy to do the hours if i am busy, if i am having a show or 2 per hour keeps me going. And i have a superstition, if i dont start wokring Sunday even 4h i feel the week is doomed and feel i will earn only the minimum. Is a psychological thing of course :) Good luck babe, you will make it!
Miss_ShaSha
12-08-2021, 03:55 AM
Thank you Sha! If you see chrome is glitchy, bitrate fluctuating, do firefix instead. I regret not doing last week the firefox since the first day I saw is fluctuating in chrome and as such i had 3 days of minium goal only.
Btw, of course, is easy to do the hours if i am busy, if i am having a show or 2 per hour keeps me going. And i have a superstition, if i dont start wokring Sunday even 4h i feel the week is doomed and feel i will earn only the minimum. Is a psychological thing of course :) Good luck babe, you will make it!
I have the feeling that if Sun is slow and I don't hit $300+ the week will be bad haha. Thanks!
Vlodina
12-08-2021, 04:09 AM
Yup, generally if I don't get online on a Sunday and make at least some headway that I might as well not bother with the rest of the week. lol
Miss_ShaSha
12-08-2021, 06:14 AM
STFO 2 hrs then HAD to go to the gym. I just had so much good energy and it was soooo slow...got in a 30 min cardio session and i'm back on. Gonna go til 11am. It's a little after 7am CST.
2.5 hrs now. Let's GOOOOOOOO!!!
Seductive_Brit
12-08-2021, 09:24 AM
Here is a story about beeing so anxious that you almost have a panick attack, you can feel it BUT getting the fuck on and staying the fuck on helps. Yesterday I was feeling like that, I have very big health anxiety and whenever I feel something is off my anxiety makes it 100 times worse (thinking i will die and other catastrophizing toughts). I said to myself I must face my fears, what i am thinking is irrational and I should just log on and stay as much as I can. I did it, I only managed to do 4 h (i had to be somewhere but also felt like i did ok for the day). In those 4 hours I managed to do my goal (the one i usually do in 8 h of beeing online) and it was fairly easy. Idk if it was luck BUT it was a lesson to me. Today I am feeling much better just because i had the courage to just log in yesterday.
Breathe in. Breathe out. First step: just log in !
Just catching up with this thread, thanks for sharing your story and sorry you suffer with this natty. A lot of us ladies it seems suffer with anxiety and as everyone's said the important thing is to feel the emotions. I agree that staying the fuck on forces you to focus on something that is actually real and in front of us, then can feel wonderful looking back on the time we spent because we feel we achieved something. Glad to hear you didn't suffer too badly with your booster Marina and sorry to hear about your persistent anxiety and depression, glad to hear that STFO is helping you!
To the other girls expressing frustration through the slow times, so proud of you for staying on. We're an inspiring bunch and we will get through this. Glad to have this support group. Sending all the biggest wealth, health and happiness vibes to you all.
Personally, I was really annoyed with myself for overstaying at a guys house and missing crucial days work after being out on the weekend. He's like why can't you work here? (he doesn't know what I do). I just can't, I need, equipment lol. Oh well, even if I do less hours this week, some hours is better than none as long as I stick to my daily target, I'll put in as much as I can! Cue anime fist bump determined pose.
Seductive_Brit
12-08-2021, 09:44 AM
Feeling a bit achy and tired today from booster yesterday.
Not feeling getting or staying the fuck on.
Will see how I'm feeling next few hours but I'm absolutely not pushing it.
Ah sorry Marina, was just catching up with the thread. Sorry to hear you were feeling achy, I hope you've had a full recovery!
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LOA legit! Thankful AF for horny foot fiends haha and GTFO. Barely 2 hrs and $125 plus I donated plasma today so that's another $125 and saving lives :D.
Coming out with $250 today and I'm done I think.
THANK YOU Universe!!! I am a money magnet. I am conquering my money goals.
So happy to hear about your successes Sha, you brilliant magnet you!
Vlodina
12-08-2021, 01:21 PM
4 of the most painful hours in my life today for $80. Now it's pizza time.
im trying to stay the fuck on...and it is so difficult! =) camgod save me haha, but i will stay my hours no matter what.at least to have a good feeling from myself.we have to be strong !
Vlodina
12-08-2021, 01:32 PM
I'll share something with you. I use a bullet journal to organise my life. If I'm good and do at least 4 hours in a day, I get a gold star. Lol
Did you create your bullet journal by yourself?Or you bought ? Some time ago i was trying to find,but most of journals were boring and unoriginal. It is great idea btw. I found similar system in app named "rabit" where you grow your plant,but results are not as fast - like when you put a gold star in journal and see satisfaction
immediately. Im trying to work with my head, ideas like this are helpful,thank you. 2 hours more till 6 hour shift....
Vlodina
12-08-2021, 02:47 PM
Did you create your bullet journal by yourself?Or you bought ? Some time ago i was trying to find,but most of journals were boring and unoriginal. It is great idea btw. I found similar system in app named "rabit" where you grow your plant,but results are not as fast - like when you put a gold star in journal and see satisfaction
immediately. Im trying to work with my head, ideas like this are helpful,thank you. 2 hours more till 6 hour shift....
I like to use an empty dotted journal and fill it myself. Works as a diary with things I need to do and appointments, also also have various lists, birthdays, work plans, christmas planning, when my bins get emptied etc etc..
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3 gold stars this week and feeling good haha. I still enjoy them as much as I did when I was 7. I've done 14 hours this week so far, pretty good for me.
Genoveve
12-08-2021, 02:58 PM
Tomorrow I aim for another 4 hours and logging earlier than today, even if it's only 15 minutes earlier.
Well I ended up logging on 30 minutes LATER than yesterday, but I don't care because it's still a lot earlier than usual for me. Goal is still 4 hours, 1 down 3 more to go.
It look so cute Vlodina! i like your creativity..i will try to find some store with stickers, ideally it should have a form of green dollar lol!!
Marina Starr
12-08-2021, 03:50 PM
Thank you, you're so sweet. I was back to my normal next the second day :)
Ah sorry Marina, was just catching up with the thread. Sorry to hear you were feeling achy, I hope you've had a full recovery!
Genoveve
12-08-2021, 05:51 PM
Why does the last hour always die????? I have 43 minutes left and I haven't done a pvt or exclu in like 30 minutes and so AGAIN, even though I was doing really good and was on track for a really good shift I'm probably going to end up doing below average. I'm giving it ten more minutes and if nothing happens I'm just cutting it down to a 3.5 hour shift since lately every time I stick it out it doesn't pay off.
ETA I did give it ten more minutes; $0. Which means it was like 40 minutes since my last pvt or exclu. So I did 3.5 hours and made $342 which I am still happy about, I just don't understand why I literally cannot seem to make money after 5pm for weeks now.
Cutie101
12-08-2021, 07:21 PM
Why does the last hour always die????? I have 43 minutes left and I haven't done a pvt or exclu in like 30 minutes and so AGAIN, even though I was doing really good and was on track for a really good shift I'm probably going to end up doing below average. I'm giving it ten more minutes and if nothing happens I'm just cutting it down to a 3.5 hour shift since lately every time I stick it out it doesn't pay off.
ETA I did give it ten more minutes; $0. Which means it was like 40 minutes since my last pvt or exclu. So I did 3.5 hours and made $342 which I am still happy about, I just don't understand why I literally cannot seem to make money after 5pm for weeks now.
Those are really good amounts for just 3 hours! I usually work 10 hours for that :))) I need to manifest like you, higher amounts to worth the stay hahahaha! (Ok, truth be told, lately I did make way more than that, but I wanna keep the streak, you know? to not be just a few real good days, I want this to be a normality lololol). I did read your post in the LOA thread and it was like a light bulb to me :)))
When I read "omg it's been 30 min and no pvt" I am like "shiet, in 30 min i barely get to open my eyes, post on forum, catch up with messages, etc". I don't even feel the first 30 minutes on cam :))) The problem of putting long hours is that 30 mins without activity is like 5 minutes to me lol. If it's more than 2 hours, I start to notice the slowness LOOOOOOOOL!!! Damn I need to set up my manifestation game to be busy every second of the shift.
Cutie101
12-08-2021, 07:27 PM
Ladies I did read your posts, I am not quoting you beceause it's a lot of, but I just wanna say I am proud of you! More or less progress, it's still progress and we take 1 more step into actually treating this job seriously, making serious money and eventually like what we dooo lololol :))) And if golden starts work, then Golden Stars it is!!
I personally gonna reward myself with a pair of designer boots, if I reach my 200 hours this month haha!
New shift and I am also 1 hour earlier, wooooot! Me champ! Anyway, I noticed that if I take shorter breaks and only 1 big 30 min break, I can fit a 10 streamed hours in just a 11 hours window. Which is GREAT!. I tested this in the past days and yes, in 12,5 hours I manage to stream 10 hours and even get done with my workout! WOOOOOOOOOOOT!
Miss_ShaSha
12-08-2021, 11:28 PM
Why does the last hour always die????? I have 43 minutes left and I haven't done a pvt or exclu in like 30 minutes and so AGAIN, even though I was doing really good and was on track for a really good shift I'm probably going to end up doing below average. I'm giving it ten more minutes and if nothing happens I'm just cutting it down to a 3.5 hour shift since lately every time I stick it out it doesn't pay off.
ETA I did give it ten more minutes; $0. Which means it was like 40 minutes since my last pvt or exclu. So I did 3.5 hours and made $342 which I am still happy about, I just don't understand why I literally cannot seem to make money after 5pm for weeks now.
Damn, good shit!
Ah sorry Marina, was just catching up with the thread. Sorry to hear you were feeling achy, I hope you've had a full recovery!
So happy to hear about your successes Sha, you brilliant magnet you!
Haha, thanks!
Miss_ShaSha
12-08-2021, 11:31 PM
Well, yesterday just 5 hrs & $51. This week is a NO lolollll. Oh well. I'll just do what I can. Gonna try 4 hrs from 1-5am CST, gym, meditation, then 4 hrs from 8-12pm.
Just try my best. Here goes nothing...
Cutie101
12-08-2021, 11:33 PM
Well, yesterday just 5 hrs & $51. This week is a NO lolollll. Oh well. I'll just do what I can. Gonna try 4 hrs from 1-5am CST, gym, meditation, then 4 hrs from 8-12pm.
Just try my best. Here goes nothing...
I swear I am coming over and spank your thicc ass!!!! sisssterrrrrrr!!!
Miss_ShaSha
12-08-2021, 11:36 PM
I swear I am coming over and spank your thicc ass!!!! sisssterrrrrrr!!!
Lolollll I'm caught hahahaaaa
~Carmen~
12-09-2021, 02:22 AM
Well, yesterday just 5 hrs & $51. This week is a NO lolollll. Oh well. I'll just do what I can. Gonna try 4 hrs from 1-5am CST, gym, meditation, then 4 hrs from 8-12pm.
Just try my best. Here goes nothing...
Goodness, that bites! Your perseverance will pay off, guaranfuckingteed;D
Vlodina
12-09-2021, 05:04 AM
My two hours last night were rubbish. But I got back on again this morning and was greeted with more of the same on SM. Then, I had a guy silently lurking in freechat. But I left him to it and I didn't get annoyed with him. He eventually went private, still said nothing, immediately dropped a $400 tip and left, without a word. He didn't even stay for a reaction or thanks. Nice.
Miss_ShaSha
12-09-2021, 06:06 AM
Goodness, that bites! Your perseverance will pay off, guaranfuckingteed;D
Thanks, but after 3 hrs $6 & sissy whore whale stopping by just to say hi & NOT tipping I was so pissed I logged off. I am NOT doing hours. I'm gonna donate Plasma, save some lives & get $125.
Fuck this deadness BS!!!
My two hours last night were rubbish. But I got back on again this morning and was greeted with more of the same on SM. Then, I had a guy silently lurking in freechat. But I left him to it and I didn't get annoyed with him. He eventually went private, still said nothing, immediately dropped a $400 tip and left, without a word. He didn't even stay for a reaction or thanks. Nice.
HOLY FUCK! Yessssss!
~Carmen~
12-09-2021, 12:45 PM
Thanks, but after 3 hrs $6 & sissy whore whale stopping by just to say hi & NOT tipping I was so pissed I logged off. I am NOT doing hours. I'm gonna donate Plasma, save some lives & get $125.
Fuck this deadness BS!!!
I hate when they do that! It's like going to an expensive restaurant, dropping a bunch of cash, then going back the next day to say "hi". Would the restaurant be happy?
Genoveve
12-09-2021, 04:22 PM
I don't really have a goal today, was thinking 2-3 hours. My first hour was slow, I made $51 and I made most of that within the last 20 minutes of it. Second hour starting out slow too. Only like 27 more min to hit 2 hours, if it's still dead by then I think I will just peace out.
Vlodina
12-09-2021, 05:03 PM
I've given myself 4 gold stars this week for staying on at least 4 hours lol
$355 today in a little over 4.5 hours. Good times.
Bet it's shit next week when it's 50% bonus week...
Genoveve
12-09-2021, 10:42 PM
I don't really have a goal today, was thinking 2-3 hours. My first hour was slow, I made $51 and I made most of that within the last 20 minutes of it. Second hour starting out slow too. Only like 27 more min to hit 2 hours, if it's still dead by then I think I will just peace out.
Well I ended up leaving after an hour and 45 minutes because I was too bored and I had a reg that wanted me to come back at night anyway, so I did come back tonight and ended up streaming for another hour and 15 minutes so I did hit a total of 3 hours. $253 total and mostly because of that regular because my earlier effort sucked. Tomorrow I aim for 4 hours earlier, I'm finally starting to wake up before my alarm.
Miss_ShaSha
12-10-2021, 09:43 AM
I've given myself 4 gold stars this week for staying on at least 4 hours lol
$355 today in a little over 4.5 hours. Good times.
Bet it's shit next week when it's 50% bonus week...
I did 42 hrs last year, that week, bonus & made good money. Dead AF tho.
I'm aiming for more of the same. I'm gonna prepare by cleansing the fuck outta my chakras cause I have a feeling I'm gonna need to to STFO 40+ hrs on SM.
Congrats BTW. Well done!
ravenskyy
12-10-2021, 11:23 AM
I haven't been on long today, but it's deadsville. I'm try to be kind and patient with myself today, because tomorrow night starts the longest week that I've ever had. Double shifts, every day. Thank goodness I don't have a social life lol :tilted: