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Miss_ShaSha
03-07-2019, 08:48 AM
51050

Just took another quick break. It's really slow so I engaged in a 15 min abundance meditation. I gotta get the fuck on now.

SapphireXO
03-07-2019, 09:34 AM
51050

Just took another quick break. It's really slow so I engaged in a 15 min abundance meditation. I gotta get the fuck on now.

Nice! Yes it is utterly slow for me. 1.25 hours in and I've made $11.28. I'm working my hours and then bouncing. Sometimes it works out. Sometimes it doesn't. Def can't make any $$$ if I'm not logged in :)

Miss_ShaSha
03-07-2019, 09:41 AM
Nice! Yes it is utterly slow for me. 1.25 hours in and I've made $11.28. I'm working my hours and then bouncing. Sometimes it works out. Sometimes it doesn't. Def can't make any $$$ if I'm not logged in :)

Yes! Last week I logged 30 hours and made $320. That's not even my weekly goal which I can easily hit in 20 hours. I'm really glad to hear you say that sometimes it works out and sometimes not, but we still need to be logged on. I appreciate you chiming in.

I'm 3.5 hours in and still sitting at just two exclusive shows. But fuck, like you I'm staying logged in to be available.

I have happy hour tonight. I have that to look forward to. I hope it picks up for you soon.

PixiieGirl
03-07-2019, 10:12 AM
well Ive been on skype for a few hours but I guess its time to GTFO and brave SM even just for a little bit

Miss_ShaSha
03-07-2019, 12:17 PM
At 4 hours I took an hour long lunch break to get an hours worth of sunlight, eat veggie spaghetti, have 20 ounces of water, and rest my back. I got the fuck back on about 40 minutes ago and I'll take another break to meditate in 20 min. I have 8 hrs planned today. Just 3 more hours. Hardly made anything, but I'm proud I'm staying true to my hours goal.

Miss_ShaSha
03-07-2019, 12:51 PM
I am trying to remain positive & STFO. I'm at $34 for 6 hours. Last week was so tough & the SM contest hurts my traffic. However, I've kept my spirits up, meditated twice, repeated positive affirmations, eaten healthy & had 80 ounces of water today so far. Some great shit & I'm proud of that plus staying on for 6 hrs. 2 more hours then happy hour for me. Gonna STFO!

waogtrain
03-07-2019, 07:05 PM
Wow it is hard to STFO during this SM contest. Almost 2 hour and $0. I'm highly tempted to sign off for the night and come back tomorrow after the contest is over. I'm getting about 80% less traffic than I was getting earlier in the week. Cam gods, please recognize the struggle and bless me with a new regular tonight. I'm going to give it one more hour before retiring for the night. After that, I feel like I would need either alcohol or caffeine to stay online and that would likely mean missing the gym tomorrow.

kamiliam
03-07-2019, 07:19 PM
Wow it is hard to STFO during this SM contest. Almost 2 hour and $0. I'm highly tempted to sign off for the night and come back tomorrow after the contest is over. I'm getting about 80% less traffic than I was getting earlier in the week. Cam gods, please recognize the struggle and bless me with a new regular tonight. I'm going to give it one more hour before retiring for the night. After that, I feel like I would need either alcohol or caffeine to stay online and that would likely mean missing the gym tomorrow.
Dude I never drink on cam anymore but my last 3 hours last night drove me to break out the wine!

Miss_ShaSha
03-08-2019, 06:32 AM
Just got on. I listened to abundance binaural beats for an hour while getting ready. It's still SM contest, but I have to make something so I'll be on for 8 hrs today. Intent is to stay positive all day by keeping my vibration up.

PixiieGirl
03-08-2019, 06:45 AM
Got on an hour ago, got a fair amount of time to work today so hopeful I’ll make goal

Miss_ShaSha
03-08-2019, 07:54 AM
51053

Just got the fuck back on. It's been slow, but thankfully got two foot shows right away. I did take a quick break to meditate on abundance. I'm doing a 21 day abundance meditation series. Gotta stay the fuck on today. I'm gonna keep getting the fuck on to make this money.

Miss_ShaSha
03-08-2019, 07:55 AM
Got on an hour ago, got a fair amount of time to work today so hopeful I’ll make goal

Even with a contest on SM, I think it's possible. Sending good vibes.

DahliaSimone
03-08-2019, 07:59 AM
So fuckin tired today, but im getting the fuck on.....

Miss_ShaSha
03-08-2019, 08:10 AM
So glad I even got the fuck on!!! I've made low goal on SM even with a contest. I have an 8 hr shift today. I'm 1.5 hrs in. So very grateful!!!

Cutie101
03-08-2019, 10:45 AM
Going on earlier, because my current shift started to get crickets... uh oh!

Miss_ShaSha
03-09-2019, 12:32 PM
51054

Meditated on abundance then got on. I gotta try to make something good today. Keeping vibes up.

Miss_ShaSha
03-10-2019, 07:27 AM
I do NOT want to be on cam today. I slept horribly: feel like shit. I'm getting on and taking it hour by hour. Fuck, I hate this feeling.

MissAdriana
03-10-2019, 09:06 AM
I slept horribly: feel like shit.

I feel that. Clocks changing is rough

Ginnyyy
03-10-2019, 03:38 PM
Planned a 12hs shift yesterday, at 11hs and 30min got one new guy and then another one who kept me busy for another 3hs and a half. It's obvious that after yesterday, today am not doing a full shift, so I won't ruin my sleep schedule and am on for 8hs, 3more left yu-huu.

I plan on working as many days in a row I can until summer comes, with few days off and I might work 10hs or the second option, 12hs but in the last 2-4hs of my shift to stay only indie.

Miss_ShaSha
03-11-2019, 12:35 AM
^^Thanks. It was terrible. I couldn't even finish my shift. So I'm doing 6 hrs 6 days this week.

I just got on 37 min ago. I have been only sleeping 5 hrs and it's worrying me, but with the extra time I'm camming. I think I'll get a sleep med for tonight. Last thing I need is to go crazy from lack of sleep.

Miss_ShaSha
03-11-2019, 02:37 AM
Just took my small break. I ate sardines, baked beans, asparagus, and power greens. I've also had 40 ounces of water. I'm tryna make a shit ton of money today. So I gotta eat right and hydrate to keep my strength up.

Listening to money magnet binaural beats. I am a money magnet hahahaaaa.

Miss_ShaSha
03-11-2019, 05:36 AM
51063

Took my lunch break; ate fruit, made coffee, had a hot stress relief bath, meditated...now I'm back to finish 4 more hours.

Miss_ShaSha
03-11-2019, 01:52 PM
Gotta get the fuck back on. I'm seriously sitting on page 1 with all kinds of traffic. THIS is not normal. & I'm steady page 1 on Foot Fetish which makes me very happy as I'm a foot girl.

But I surpassed high goal a long time ago. I didn't even want to fucking cam. The last two weeks were such an emotionally rough time for me despite staying as positive as possible.

So I have already logged a 9 hour shift, and I'm gonna do 4 more as I took a nice long 2 hour nap, had a power protein meal, meditated on gratitude, and have hydrated the fuck out of my fuckin system LOL

I gotta get on to make up for the last two weeks. Lawd, give me strength hahahaaaaaa.

SapphireXO
03-11-2019, 02:04 PM
I've been feeling ultra demotivated as well. Just not into camming or my cam persona. I just want a long break but paranoia of me losing all my customers keep me on at least 15 hours a week.

anonymous camgirl
03-11-2019, 02:49 PM
I felt the same way, I cammed 12 hours yesterday so I didn't go to bed til 2 am and then I woke up at 10 am and almost blew off today but I logged on at 4pm because I promised myself I would work today.. so even though not a full day it's something!


I do NOT want to be on cam today. I slept horribly: feel like shit. I'm getting on and taking it hour by hour. Fuck, I hate this feeling.

Miss_ShaSha
03-11-2019, 10:47 PM
I felt the same way, I cammed 12 hours yesterday so I didn't go to bed til 2 am and then I woke up at 10 am and almost blew off today but I logged on at 4pm because I promised myself I would work today.. so even though not a full day it's something!

It is a matter of forcing oneself in order to either be successful or stay afloat. My first 13 was yesterday and it was brutal. I'm glad I took a nap.


I've been feeling ultra demotivated as well. Just not into camming or my cam persona. I just want a long break but paranoia of me losing all my customers keep me on at least 15 hours a week.

I hear you on keeping things fresh when you've been doing almost the same thing forever it seems. And it's hard to take a long break when you don't get vacation money to do it.

Miss_ShaSha
03-11-2019, 11:04 PM
My sleep schedule is all fucked up. I might end up paying for this soon, but until it resolves itself: I'm gonna fucking cam. I did 13 hrs yesterday and plan 8 today. My intent is to stay positive all day.

Miss_ShaSha
03-12-2019, 03:24 AM
51067

I read somewhere that page 1 ranking doesn't always translate to page 1 earnings. Well, I've been sitting on page 1 on both the main SM site and Foot Fetish with just one private sale for 3.8 hours. I will NOT give the fuck up tho.

You see that meditation session? It was a visualization meditation session where I saw my major intent. I'm using the LOA heavy which hasn't let me down yet. I am exceeding high goal today because I have to. And if that means another 12 shift...so fucking be it!!!

Miss_ShaSha
03-12-2019, 03:29 AM
I just finished taking a break. Had to meditate. I'm 3.8h in and there's all kinds of traffic but only one private. My intent is to remain positive and I am. I'm getting the fuck on and surpassing high goal today if it kills me hahahahaaaa.

Miss_ShaSha
03-12-2019, 06:43 AM
I'm pulling another 13 hour day. I just took a lunch break after 6 hrs on to meditate, eat fruit, hydrate, and soak in the tub. I'm ready to fuckin kill this damn day and make some major money.51068

Ginnyyy
03-12-2019, 11:27 AM
Stayed on cam and phone for 16hs straight yesterday, more than I planned and I fucking loved it. I don t enjoy staying that long, but I don t refuse someone asking for a longer show outside my regular hours, if I am already online and dolled up. =^_^=

Cutie101
03-12-2019, 02:01 PM
^^ Woaaah!! Champ!!!

Miss_ShaSha
03-12-2019, 10:59 PM
51073

Been on for 1.5 hrs. Yesterday I STFO for 10 hrs then gave up as I only made $26, but today is a new day & I'm already raising my vibration. Intent is to make $300 today & stay positive.

Miss_ShaSha
03-13-2019, 02:57 AM
Gotta get back on. Took a half hour break to cook a high protein mini meal, hydrate, and soak in the tub. I seriously need to make a grand this week cause the last two weeks were just dismal. I'm willing to do nothing but eat, sleep, and cam til the pay period ends.

With this new ISP all my scores are running excellent on SM ranking and there's so much traffic. This is not normal for me, but I was heavy on LOA the last two weeks and I think things are starting to manifest themselves.

I just gotta keep logging the fuck on even when I don't want to. I mean, I really wanna take a Spinning class everyday this week but that's nearly 3 hours I could be camming everyday. So I'm just going to double up on meditation for my brain exercise.

sweetandnaughty
03-13-2019, 06:29 AM
51073

Been on for 1.5 hrs. Yesterday I STFO for 10 hrs then gave up as I only made $26, but today is a new day & I'm already raising my vibration. Intent is to make $300 today & stay positive.

I'm with you today Sha. Pulling 24hr cam a thon. I'm moving out of Vegas Thursday and need all the cash to hit the road. Plan to drive and cam my way to NC! I'm with u babe! Good luck

PixiieGirl
03-13-2019, 06:46 AM
had to take a few days off - need to get back to it but I dont wanna, getting on after a break is hard

gonna eat a healthy lunch, do my makeup and GTFO

Miss_ShaSha
03-13-2019, 06:55 AM
I'm with you today Sha. Pulling 24hr cam a thon. I'm moving out of Vegas Thursday and need all the cash to hit the road. Plan to drive and cam my way to NC! I'm with u babe! Good luck

Doll, I'm sending you good vibes. I'm taking a quick nap then I'll be back on. I have a good feeling you'll do well. Get it girl! & thank you for the support!!!

Miss_ShaSha
03-13-2019, 08:42 AM
51078

Got to get back on. Took an hour break to eat healthy, hydrate, and meditate for 30 min on abundance. I've already logged 7 hours today. I'm close to high goal but not the intention I set for today. Gonna cam for 5 more hours today. I feel positive and productive.

sweetandnaughty
03-13-2019, 08:58 AM
Doll, I'm sending you good vibes. I'm taking a quick nap then I'll be back on. I have a good feeling you'll do well. Get it girl! & thank you for the support!!!

Thank u! Love your posts.

Miss_ShaSha
03-14-2019, 03:23 AM
Had to get on about 20 min ago. I'm camming 7 days this week to make up for the last two weeks that were a flop. I've had my coffee, a nice hot essential oils bath, and currently listening to binaural beats. I'm planning an 8 hour shift. My intention today is to stay positive, keep my calories under 1500, and drink 80 ounces of water.

I'll be taking a meditation break every two hours as being on cam lately is harder emotionally and mentally. While I'm happy I'm placed on page 1, the behavior from some men can be undesirable at times.

Miss_ShaSha
03-14-2019, 03:28 AM
Thank u! Love your posts.

Safe travels girl! Sending you good vibes.

Miss_ShaSha
03-14-2019, 08:02 AM
3.3 hrs in. I've had 40 ounces of water so far, a super clean high protein breakfast, and I'm starting a positive energy tangerine tea. I gotta get back on. I gotta hustle while I have the energy. I'll meditate in an hour.

Teddy_Bear
03-14-2019, 01:11 PM
I didn’t want to log on today as I’d had 3hrs sleep in 2 days due to stress, no that’s not a typo. I logged on regardless in no makeup and slumming it in my T-shirt and jeans, I earned $1k in 8 hours across 4 sites. Needless to say I’m soooo glad I caffeinated myself up and logged on to try again after a really rough start to the week!

Miss_ShaSha
03-14-2019, 02:22 PM
I didn’t want to log on today as I’d had 3hrs sleep in 2 days due to stress, no that’s not a typo. I logged on regardless in no makeup and slumming it in my T-shirt and jeans, I earned $1k in 8 hours across 4 sites. Needless to say I’m soooo glad I caffeinated myself up and logged on to try again after a really rough start to the week!

Inspiring! Reading that just made me smile. I hope you get a very much needed night of rest.

Miss_ShaSha
03-14-2019, 02:29 PM
I hit a spell of anxiety a few hours ago and found myself cleaning the apartment and putting off getting back on cam. I just logged on. I've got the binaural beats on and I'm taking a peek at the feedback I've gotten on my cam shows. If I just fuckin do what I really truly like to do...I fuckin do it well.

No time to feel self-conscious. It's really a waste of my energy.

Miss_ShaSha
03-15-2019, 06:15 AM
I got bad news last night and found it difficult to sleep. I woke this AM sad, but I took my stress relief bath, had coffee, played binaural beats, and logged on an hour ago. My anxiety is pretty bad, so I'm drinking detox tea with honey and trying to just breathe. I meditated for 10 minutes which was pretty difficult as my mind just wants to wander.

But I'm on and my intention is to stay as positive as possible, complete 6 hours, and then take yoga after my shift. Lawd, give me strength.

PixiieGirl
03-17-2019, 07:33 AM
Got the fuck on before 12 today, so far it’s slow but I have 3 hours left to stream then I’m gonna stay logged into indie - I’m willing goal

LaraLee
03-17-2019, 10:03 AM
I didn’t want to log on today as I’d had 3hrs sleep in 2 days due to stress, no that’s not a typo. I logged on regardless in no makeup and slumming it in my T-shirt and jeans, I earned $1k in 8 hours across 4 sites. Needless to say I’m soooo glad I caffeinated myself up and logged on to try again after a really rough start to the week!

Wow! That's awesome! Can I ask what 4 sites you work on? I only work on Streamate at the moment , but was looking to add another one. Any suggestions?

Teddy_Bear
03-21-2019, 03:37 PM
Thanks! I work lots of sites but most of that day came from Streamate, Adultwork and TalkToMe and it was far from a normal day for me I was just lucky.

Miss_ShaSha
03-26-2019, 07:21 AM
Back from vacation and ready to kill it even with a SM contest I'm gonna cam my ass off. Already had my coffee and I've got binaural beats on. My intention is to remain positive and cam 8 hrs a day for the rest of the pay period (5 days).

I did some work on abundance (daily meditation challenge) while on vacation and plan to get a bonus for camming 25+ hours.