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Miss_ShaSha
03-27-2019, 07:46 AM
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Just got back on. I logged in earlier this AM and got two exclusive shows right away and I'm halfway to high goal. I decided to nap for a couple hours and just meditated on abundance. It's part of a 21 day meditation challenge. I'm trying to place in the SM contest or at least get a bonus for streaming 25+ hours.

I plan to cam for 8 hours today. I'm currently at 2 hrs. Just 6 more. My intention is to stay positive all day, hydrate optimally, and stay below 1500 calories.

Gotta STFO!!!

Anastazia
03-27-2019, 06:42 PM
Been on Vacation for a week...plan on getting back to work tomorrow. Hoping the absence will allow me more patients with all the free loaders. ARGGGGGG
~AD

PixiieGirl
03-28-2019, 05:12 AM
Putting on makeup, don’t wanna get on after 2 days off but it must be dobe

Miss_ShaSha
03-28-2019, 06:01 AM
Must get on and stay on. I was on vacation for a week and need to make at least old weekly goal. I met my new weekly goal just before vacation.

The SM contest is still on and I want a bonus, so I must cam the rest of this week. I've had my coffee, a nice hot shower, binaural beats playing, so I must get on.

Miss_ShaSha
03-28-2019, 08:45 AM
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I just took a quick break to make a power protein meal, drink 20 ounces of water, and meditate on abundance. In two hours I've had just one 3 minute exclusive and although I'm on page one of Foot Fetish on SM there is hardly any traffic at all. It's slow, but I'm staying positive no matter what.

Gotta get back on and make this money.

PixiieGirl
03-28-2019, 09:19 AM
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I just took a quick break to make a power protein meal, drink 20 ounces of water, and meditate on abundance. In two hours I've had just one 3 minute exclusive and although I'm on page one of Foot Fetish on SM there is hardly any traffic at all. It's slow, but I'm staying positive no matter what.

Gotta get back on and make this money.
Slow here to - I’ve decided to STFO one more hour then get some filming done - my partner is home so me streaming means he can’t use any internet at all so it’s a compromise for us lol

Miss_ShaSha
03-28-2019, 10:23 AM
Slow here to - I’ve decided to STFO one more hour then get some filming done - my partner is home so me streaming means he can’t use any internet at all so it’s a compromise for us lol

I thought it was just me. It's so fuckin slow I'm going out of my mind. Oh man, sharing has to be tough. Do you two flip a coin? LOL Here's to hoping traffic picks up for you.

PixiieGirl
03-28-2019, 10:42 AM
I thought it was just me. It's so fuckin slow I'm going out of my mind. Oh man, sharing has to be tough. Do you two flip a coin? LOL Here's to hoping traffic picks up for you.

He works out of the house 4-5 days a week tbh so I tend to just work when he’s out lol

Picked up my last hour but I’m relying on getting a Skype show now to hit goal

Miss_ShaSha
03-28-2019, 01:15 PM
^^Oh, that works out well then. It's kind of you to think of him when he's home. I live alone so I don't have to share, but I really do miss having a SO to share with.

I hope you hit goal. SM is still so very slow. I've logged 5 hours (took a couple hour long breaks) and I've not even made half of high goal. I'm going to stay on for 5 more hours to log 10 today...but God help me please: I'm going mad LOL.

Good luck doll.

Miss_ShaSha
03-28-2019, 01:19 PM
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Had to take another break to meditate. I'm still on page 1 of Foot Fetish, and like other ladies...there is no traffic. I'll go sometimes 10 minutes without anyone entering, check my stream, then just sigh.

I'm meeting my intention however which was to stay positive. I've kept my calories below 1500 so far, had 64 ounces of water, and have enjoyed green tea. I'm keeping my head up.

PixiieGirl
03-28-2019, 02:02 PM
keep at it lovely! Ive not made goal yet (still just need one skype show to hit it tho so theres hope!) but I did film a custom and two clips, which Im pleased with cause the idea of filming has just seemed so hard recently - weirdly so seen as I used to produce a new clip each day lol

Miss_ShaSha
03-28-2019, 03:14 PM
I'm hanging in there. Thanks! I've got 1 more hour then I'm having wine while I watch a feel good movie.

I hear you. I have a C4S store that used to be in the top 10 of the top 50 where I was shooting and uploading a clip a day. I fall off sometimes and parts of life just take priority. I need to start shooting and uploading again.

Sounds like you've been real productive which is really good use of your time. Right on!!!

Here's to hoping you get that Skype show. Sending positive vibes your way <3

Miss_ShaSha
03-29-2019, 04:42 AM
I had to get on 25 minutes ago because I didn't make even low goal yesterday, but I slept 7 hrs well, had a nice hot shower, have my caramel macchiato coffee, binaural beats on, and a positive attitude.

I'm on page 1 of Foot Fetish and I hope there aren't any technical issues on SM so I can make goal.

I don't wanna be on, but fuck I GOTTA BE ON!

Miss_ShaSha
03-29-2019, 08:17 AM
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Took a long break to drink 40 ounces of water and meditate on abundance. I've gotten 3 shows with decent traffic. I'm on page 1 of Foot Fetish and today seems better than yesterday. I'm making a positive energy cup of tea while listening to binaural beats.

Gonna get back on and try to kill this 10 hour day. Gotta get on and STFO!!!

PixiieGirl
03-29-2019, 09:30 AM
just got on, instantly got a short CMD show and a custom I did got accepted so Im over half way to goal

I need to make close to high goal to make my weekly goal as Im away tomorrow, but Im nearly half way there and Ive not even logged onto SM yet

GTFO and STFO till I do it :D

Miss_ShaSha
03-29-2019, 11:41 AM
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I took my hour long break to rest my back. I decided to do a long negative energy clearing method meditation. It's been about a month since I've done one. Gee, my heart was really reacting to the attention I paid to the mantras. I used a serenity gong track that usually chills me right the fuck out...but I was far from chill according to my HR stats.

I'm going to get back on. I'd like to hit weekly goal today so tomorrow will just be extra cash in my account.

Gonna GTFO and STFO to see the rest of these hours through.

Miss_ShaSha
03-29-2019, 12:51 PM
just got on, instantly got a short CMD show and a custom I did got accepted so Im over half way to goal

I need to make close to high goal to make my weekly goal as Im away tomorrow, but Im nearly half way there and Ive not even logged onto SM yet

GTFO and STFO till I do it :D

Hey girl! Do you have a short, blonde pixie cut? If so, I peeked in your room. If that was you: you're gorgeous! Sending positive vibes.

PixiieGirl
03-29-2019, 01:05 PM
Hey girl! Do you have a short, blonde pixie cut? If so, I peeked in your room. If that was you: you're gorgeous! Sending positive vibes.
I do! thanks lovely! probably me lol - my names not the same as on here cause I had a different name when I started lol but similar

hope your shifts going well, Im just taking a break for dinner, SM is deaddd but skype and a custom brought me to low goal :D

Miss_ShaSha
03-29-2019, 01:24 PM
I do! thanks lovely! probably me lol - my names not the same as on here cause I had a different name when I started lol but similar

hope your shifts going well, Im just taking a break for dinner, SM is deaddd but skype and a custom brought me to low goal :D

Haha right on! Happy to hear you met a goal!!! It's really slowed down & SMConnect keeps kicking men from my shows. Glad I made goal. I need to post in the SM thread. It's gotten bad.

I'm about to give up & just start dinner, have wine, & watch a movie LOL It's a sign :)

Miss_ShaSha
03-30-2019, 09:18 AM
Procrastinating bad. I need to get on cam. I slept 9 hrs but it was poor quality sleep and I woke in a funky mood feeling a bit anxious and slow. I tried to attempt my morning routine and have had my coffee, hot shower, and practiced abundance affirmations, but I don't feel like camming or at least I'm not enthusiastic about it.

I will get on however as I'd like to complete my 25 hours to get the SM bonus during this contest.

Here goes: gonna GTFO and STFO for at least 3 hrs.

DahliaSimone
03-30-2019, 09:24 AM
Procrastinating bad. I need to get on cam. I slept 9 hrs but it was poor quality sleep and I woke in a funky mood feeling a bit anxious and slow. I tried to attempt my morning routine and have had my coffee, hot shower, and practiced abundance affirmations, but I don't feel like camming or at least I'm not enthusiastic about it.

I will get on however as I'd like to complete my 25 hours to get the SM bonus during this contest.

Here goes: gonna GTFO and STFO for at least 3 hrs.

Same here. I slept like shit and I am so not in the mood for today.....and I was right, because traffic has been nonexistant for the last 3 hours. Saturday, being the last day of the week, always gets me in the zone that I just want to take off and have a lazy day. I dont know why, but i just never like camming on Saturdays (Sat. is always either feast or famine for me and today im starving), and its exacerbated by this stupid contest and no traffic....probs gonna make it an early day, do a few more hours and see what i can pull in.....but im stupidly far from my weekly goal that im not even worried about it at this point...just gotta get on and try.

Miss_ShaSha
03-30-2019, 01:14 PM
^^You've got that patience, girl. Right on. Off days bum me out. Glad I'm not alone. I've gotta give it up to you as I threw in the towel after an hr and a half of trying to cam through the issues I'm having on Flash and SMConnect. Audio issues and my stream lagging and freezing caused frustration so much so (my grades for ranking were tanking too) that I logged off just 2.5 hrs shy of the 25 hour goal.

Kudos! I hear you on today as it's the end of the work week and really with how unimpressive it's been the week drug on. I'm sending positive vibes your way (I'm listening to binaural beats right now) :)

PixiieGirl
04-02-2019, 04:53 AM
Incredibly tired today but I need to GTFO anyway - start my camming week strong

Miss_ShaSha
04-02-2019, 07:01 AM
^^Girl, my vibes are way up. Sending you energy.

Procrastinating bad. I've slept 10 hrs, had my coffee, & currently repeating abundance affirmations. GTFO in 5 minutes.

My intention today is to stay positive & get positive feedback after each show. I want my comments section to BLOW the fuck up LOL

PixiieGirl
04-02-2019, 07:14 AM
Been on two hours and nothing yet, I’m starting to feel more and more rough so those vibes are needed lol

Miss_ShaSha
04-02-2019, 07:53 AM
^^Sent and still sending. I'm page 1 of foot fetish, and in 34 minutes two "yes, sure" followed by leaving LOL. It's been pretty slow here. I might make some dandelion detox tea with raw honey. I've had enough caffeine.

You drink tea too, right? What type? I need to go grocery shopping and want to try some new tea. I usually have green, but I'd like a variety.

PixiieGirl
04-02-2019, 08:01 AM
^^Sent and still sending. I'm page 1 of foot fetish, and in 34 minutes two "yes, sure" followed by leaving LOL. It's been pretty slow here. I might make some dandelion detox tea with raw honey. I've had enough caffeine.

You drink tea too, right? What type? I need to go grocery shopping and want to try some new tea. I usually have green, but I'd like a variety.

Yeah I do! Yorkshire tea or green tea generally

Miss_ShaSha
04-02-2019, 09:01 AM
^^Thanks. I'll see if I can get some at the grocery store. The last one I tried was a tangerine positive energy tea, and it was tasty.

Miss_ShaSha
04-02-2019, 11:08 AM
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Going to get back on. It's real slow & I needed that meditation session. GTFO & STFO!

PixiieGirl
04-02-2019, 11:20 AM
i only lasted two hours before I had to go and nap, I wouldnt mind if I had the kind of cold I could film and make clips with but its not it's one of those achy body fatigue ones, made a bit on skype so Ill probably hop back on there later once my painkillers kick in

hope your shift goes better than mine! haha

Miss_ShaSha
04-02-2019, 11:52 AM
^^I have a good friend who is ill with what sounds like the same thing. No wonder you're so tired. Good for you for even logging on LOL.

Oh girl, it's dead over here. I've had 3 shows, but 2 of those were like 3 min a piece haha. I almost lost it after the last one which was a footjob show. He lasted a few minutes and I felt like my time was utterly wasted: takes time to set up for a show like that and I used a lot of lube. Trying to be compassionate & failing.

Hope this cold of yours clears up fast.

Miss_ShaSha
04-02-2019, 02:33 PM
It's very slow on SM today and in an attempt to stay on I'm going to read through this thread cause I am starting to feel like I want to log off. Must STFO!!!

Klafae
04-02-2019, 03:22 PM
Need to make $3558 in the next 9 days which is about $400 a night. Gonna STFO for 12-15 hours a night for tgr next 9 days.....

Do you think its reasonablreasonably possible to make that on SM if I put in that many hours? I rank on page 1 of main and top spot in the bbw category when I'm on. Ive just never stayed on that long and was curious on if my goal is possible.

xxxGothBarbie
04-02-2019, 06:41 PM
What are things I can do on cam to pass the time without taking much focus off the room when it's slow? If it's super slow, it's really hard for me to focus on the screen & I end up scrolling on my phone, online window shopping, etc.

Miss_ShaSha
04-03-2019, 06:13 AM
Having my coffee while repeating abundance affirmations. I slept 8 hrs & feel refreshed. Going to GTFO in 10 min.

Miss_ShaSha
04-03-2019, 10:26 AM
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I STFO and so glad I did. I made high goal towards the end of the day because I stayed on. I posted that I need to STFO and I'd read through the thread for motivation. Well, it worked AND I got THAT show with a super sweet foot guy that just made my day. He was so respectful and obedient. The show felt right, and according to his feedback it was right.

I'm so grateful for this thread and all of the admissions of strength and sticktuitiveness.

STFO ladies...it works!!!

Miss_ShaSha
04-03-2019, 12:08 PM
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I need to GTFO. After an hour break to meditate & hydrate I feel refreshed. I'm going to grab a cutie & green tea then get on.

Genoveve
04-03-2019, 01:24 PM
Need to make $3558 in the next 9 days which is about $400 a night. Gonna STFO for 12-15 hours a night for tgr next 9 days.....

Do you think its reasonablreasonably possible to make that on SM if I put in that many hours? I rank on page 1 of main and top spot in the bbw category when I'm on. Ive just never stayed on that long and was curious on if my goal is possible.

We have no idea what high goals are possible for you, it depends on what you generally average.

charlie61
04-04-2019, 09:56 PM
^good to see you post, girlie! Feels like i haven't seen you on here in a while!♡

Miss_ShaSha
04-06-2019, 06:43 AM
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I am procrastinating. I'm currently listening to and repeating abundance affirmations while having my coffee. I'm 45 min late. Eeek! I'll shower soon then GTFO.

PixiieGirl
04-06-2019, 07:02 AM
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I am procrastinating. I'm currently listening to and repeating abundance affirmations while having my coffee. I'm 45 min late. Eeek! I'll shower soon then GTFO.

Sending good vibes! I had a nightmare this morning, laptop fan just totally stopped working - tried to cam anyway but it was way too laggy, it’s randomly
Just started spinning again so finally got the fuck on lol

Miss_ShaSha
04-06-2019, 07:25 AM
^^Yikes! That would have stressed me out. Thanks for the vibes! I'll check back with you later as I hope all is well with the fan. xoxo

Miss_ShaSha
04-06-2019, 08:56 AM
Sending good vibes! I had a nightmare this morning, laptop fan just totally stopped working - tried to cam anyway but it was way too laggy, it’s randomly
Just started spinning again so finally got the fuck on lol

Hey doll! Issue resolved itself? I'm having C2C issues on SMConnect web encoder. You using it too?

PixiieGirl
04-06-2019, 09:05 AM
Hey doll! Issue resolved itself? I'm having C2C issues on SMConnect web encoder. You using it too?

Yeah the fan seems fine now weird! I’ve not done any shows on SM yet let alone C2C lol
I’ll let you know if I do tho

Miss_ShaSha
04-06-2019, 09:31 AM
^^Good to hear! You must be so relieved. KK I'm having so many issues. C2C and ranking scores tanking. I had to restart laptop and restart router. I hope these issues resolve themselves soon. I am, however, just $30 from high goal which is a huge relief.

Because I have to resort to classic Flash my placement drops bad and when I switch back to SMConnect I don't get traffic for about 15 minutes. There's a storm here too and I HOPE my internet doesn't go down. I'd like to make some real money today. And if I just STFO I know I can.

PixiieGirl
04-06-2019, 09:45 AM
^^Good to hear! You must be so relieved. KK I'm having so many issues. C2C and ranking scores tanking. I had to restart laptop and restart router. I hope these issues resolve themselves soon. I am, however, just $30 from high goal which is a huge relief.

Because I have to resort to classic Flash my placement drops bad and when I switch back to SMConnect I don't get traffic for about 15 minutes. There's a storm here too and I HOPE my internet doesn't go down. I'd like to make some real money today. And if I just STFO I know I can.

Hope it resolved itself! Got a nice Skype show myself so I’m near low goal, but with how much time I had off this week I need to make high goal lol

Miss_ShaSha
04-06-2019, 10:04 AM
^^Yes! Girl, I'm sending you good vibes. I feel really good today despite the slow start. I've listened to binaural beats for 2 hours. I got you in my thoughts.

My issues with ranking scores have resolved. It usually helps when I restart the router. Thanks! Now C2C? Not sure. I'll see soon I'm sure.

Miss_ShaSha
04-06-2019, 11:40 AM
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Taken a break to stretch & meditate. Need to GTFO.

PixiieGirl
04-06-2019, 12:49 PM
Just finished a nice filling dinner - getting the fuck back on to see if I can get to high goal

PixiieGirl
04-07-2019, 04:37 AM
not feeling that positive about today with it being contest week on SM, but gonna drink my tea, put on some makeup and GTFO