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Cutie101
04-24-2019, 03:03 PM
Time to STFO. In the past month I have been in a down spiral, regarding earnings. I forced myself to login almost everyday and I was only working 4-5 hours and it was pure torture to me. Earnings been low, my mood been low and everything. I had to take 3 days off and it's the best decision ever. Also, I did miss my workouts too, because I was lazy and didn't feel like, thanks to the depressing cam times and that made me feel even worse because I did have a shit ton of time to workout and i prefered to sleep 10 hours a day. However, I shook the dust and I just worked out one day, I felt better and from there I decided to take 3 days off camming. I also cleaned my apartament. I have been working every day ever since and now I feel awesome and prepared for work.
Now I am ready to face long shifts and ready to work 10 days in a row, for 12 hours a day. Because I have been kind to myself and FORCED myself to not look back at the shit month and the things i could have done and i didn't. Guilt is what killed me more than anything else. Those wasted days.
I have decided to look forward and not cry for the spilled milk. Plan my days again, make sure i do my workout and at least 10 hours on cam. Those 2 things. And I promised myself to take 2 days off, again. Every 10 days, maybe. But work the shit out of those 10 days, to not feel guilty for the days off hahaaha.

Miss_ShaSha
04-24-2019, 03:25 PM
^^Sister! SISTER!!! You inspire me with your vulnerability & know how. GET IT! Rooting for you!

Namaste <3

Cutie101
04-24-2019, 04:25 PM
^^Sister! SISTER!!! You inspire me with your vulnerability & know how. GET IT! Rooting for you!

Namaste <3

Girl, you inspire me a lot with your meditation. I really must make a habvit to meditate, i swear it inspires me a lot. My problem is that i am an overthyinker, my mind won't stop running,e evn when i am meditating and doing guided meditation. But i must do it, because practice makes it better!

Miss_ShaSha
04-24-2019, 04:47 PM
^^Girl, my first 4 weeks were a train wreck: kept losing focus, wanted to stop after 5 min, & would even fall asleep. You said it right: practice. But most important is self compassion. Be kind to yourself when your mind wanders. It's meant to do that. Just keep being nice to yourself.

Metta <3

Cutie101
04-24-2019, 05:00 PM
^^Girl, my first 4 weeks were a train wreck: kept losing focus, wanted to stop after 5 min, & would even fall asleep. You said it right: practice. But most important is self compassion. Be kind to yourself when your mind wanders. It's meant to do that. Just keep being nice to yourself.

Metta <3

Oh, thanks for letting me know, I thought you figured way faster. 1 month seems like the right amount of time for me to get used to it too hahaha :))) I remember I was paying subscription on the Calm app. Was a pretty good one. I'll renew my subscription tonight.

Miss_ShaSha
04-24-2019, 05:17 PM
^^Girl, I still have to gently guide myself back to focused attention & I've been meditating daily for more than a year. You got this!

caramelcraze
04-25-2019, 06:39 AM
going to try for an 11 hr day today. uff

brittanybitch
04-25-2019, 07:43 AM
My post got lost on the other pages lol so how do you girls do your 8 hour days ? Also do any of you just work 30 hours a week etc .. just wondering what times and days you girls do your schedules and how many hours you work etc and if any of u don’t work weekends etc thanks need motivation !!

Miss_ShaSha
04-25-2019, 07:50 AM
^^If you scroll through this thread for the month of April you'll get a feel for how I tackle 8 hr days. I cam Sat & Sun. I cam a day schedule. I usually cam 30-40 hrs. At the least, 30 hrs keeps me on page 1 of Foot Fetish on Streamate. More hours, for me, translates to more earnings.

caramelcraze
04-25-2019, 08:55 AM
My post got lost on the other pages lol so how do you girls do your 8 hour days ? Also do any of you just work 30 hours a week etc .. just wondering what times and days you girls do your schedules and how many hours you work etc and if any of u don’t work weekends etc thanks need motivation !!

if your goal is 30hrs, maybe test out different schedules for a week at a time over the course of a month. No two sites have the same traffic at the same time, so you can try a straight through 8hrs, or two 4hr shifts, or four 2 hour shifts. some people work weekends, others don't. it's all about figuring out what works well for you! Personally my live stream goal is 25hrs per week, but I easily spend around twice that on indie sites. It works well for me

PixiieGirl
04-25-2019, 12:50 PM
My post got lost on the other pages lol so how do you girls do your 8 hour days ? Also do any of you just work 30 hours a week etc .. just wondering what times and days you girls do your schedules and how many hours you work etc and if any of u don’t work weekends etc thanks need motivation !!

I work 20-25 hours on streamate, and about 30-40 on skype. I only stream on SM and make between $250-450 a week - I also have really shit internet and lighting. Personally my work hours change week to week as I work around when my boyfriend is, but I tend to work at least 5 days a week. Ill do an hour, take a ten min break to walk round, then get back on.

AnnieSimon
04-25-2019, 02:16 PM
Hi dear co-workers :P
I am going to follow this thread and write in it. I am very much in financial hole but have to change that VERY quickly, so here I am ;)
Staying the fuck on!! It's been 15 minutes online. I will write in the end of the shift how it went and how long I stayed. Wish luck to all.

MsJess
04-25-2019, 02:24 PM
Basically i didn't end up posting about my shift but was succesful! made my goal, and today it's been very quiet but i'm staying the fuck ON until i complete 4 hours

Cutie101
04-25-2019, 04:22 PM
Staying the fuck on too!!! We celebrate easter this weekend, but me and my bf decided to work and take days off after easter., we just have the lunch with the family and that's it. He's not a cam model, he has a vanilla job, services industry and during holidays, he makes in one day, the money he makes in a week, usually. Simmilar to camming, during holidays the earnings potential is higher.
So yeah, i'll be here for the next 8 days hustliiiinnnnnn!

AnnieSimon
04-25-2019, 04:39 PM
I hope working during holidays will be good for all of us ;)
I am in grief from the loss of my mother at the beggining of the year and basically not in holiday mood anyway, so I am not celebrating. But I will use this time to make myself good money for a nice place to live in. I really need to get out of the hole I am at the moment.
So the update so far - 2.30 hours - not big money, but better than nothing. My goal is to stay until morning (now is 2.40 AM).

Cutie101
04-25-2019, 04:47 PM
I hope working during holidays will be good for all of us ;)
I am in grief from the loss of my mother at the beggining of the year and basically not in holiday mood anyway, so I am not celebrating. But I will use this time to make myself good money for a nice place to live in. I really need to get out of the hole I am at the moment.
So the update so far - 2.30 hours - not big money, but better than nothing. My goal is to stay until morning (now is 2.40 AM).

Girl, I'm sorry for your loss, it's the most terrible thing to lose a parent :( I wish you strenght and yeah, you're obviously not in the holiday mood. Who would be? Grrr...
I keep you the fingers crossed, living in a better place will do so well to you and will help you ease the pain. You have this!

AnnieSimon
04-25-2019, 05:14 PM
Thank you for your kind words, Cutie101. Yeah, it's heartbreaking I lost her, she was too young to go - just 52. I always knew we never f*cking know when is our last day here, but after this my eyes are now wide open how this world works and that I don't want to live day by day like before. I am camming since 2013 and don't have any money. How stupid was I. I didn't use my youth and time properly. But I have this now. I have 8 days to make more than 600 $, which is more than I usually do per month, because those money are a lot for my country. But I won't give up, I want to live in a luxurity flat, eating healthy food, take driver license and car, dog, start going to gym, living the life my mother would be proud to know I am living. I stopped pay attention to the guys who comes in my room for chit-chat anymore (and most of them have the nerve to tell me I have changed, I want just their money blah-blah haha what bastards, probably think we are online to entartain them for free).
Well, this post was relieve - to tell my thoughts haha, sorry for talking about myself that much. This was actually and my break from cam few minutes..now back to work. :)) I hope I will update good news in the morning about doing nice bucks. Good luck again all ;)

Cutie101
04-25-2019, 05:17 PM
I am camming since 2013 and don't have any money. How stupid was I. I didn't use my youth and time properly. But I have this now.

I'm not far from you. I have been camming for 7 years and a half years now and I started to take camming seriously recently. Just like you, I was living pretty well with $1-$2000 per month, actually SUPER well. I thought it's ok that i bought an apartament and a car, but now. My car is going 5 years since I have it and I already dream about a new one, I already want a bigger apartament and so on.
Then I realise how stupid I am, others make 6 figures a month!!!!. Now I am trying to work harder and harder, sometimes I fail and i take it easy and sometimes I work hard. The thing is that to not let pass more than 1-2 months of taking it easy. My goal is to not let a week pass :)) Let's make those money and never look back!!!

Miss_ShaSha
04-25-2019, 05:20 PM
^^Oh dear, Annie you have such strength so soon. How admirable. I too am sorry you lost her so soon, but some tragedies spur true growth & your desire to climb is a flame. I keep you in my thoughts & hope your flame turns into a roaring fire.

Good vibes on this journey! I want to see you in the camming rocks soon. I'm pulling for you!

Namaste <3

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 08:45 AM
Getting on late. Took a couple days off as my skin broke out due to an essential oils bath I took. My skin still looks bad, but I'm only going to do foot shows so it shouldn't be a problem.

I trained indoor bike today and feel good. GTFO and will STFO.

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 10:21 AM
51282

Took a much needed 20 min break to meditate on abundance. It's severely slow on SM. I'm page 1 Foot Fetish & nothing. Will GTFO & STFO.

MsJess
04-26-2019, 11:56 AM
I hope working during holidays will be good for all of us ;)
I am in grief from the loss of my mother at the beggining of the year and basically not in holiday mood anyway, so I am not celebrating. But I will use this time to make myself good money for a nice place to live in. I really need to get out of the hole I am at the moment.
So the update so far - 2.30 hours - not big money, but better than nothing. My goal is to stay until morning (now is 2.40 AM).

ugh I'm very sorry for your loss - you got this! stay strong!

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 12:24 PM
Took my lunch to rest my back and have veggie spaghetti with asparagus. Man, that was tasty. GTFO and intend to STFO til my 8 hr shift is up.

I've had 3 shows today on SM with one long exclusive. If I hadn't GTFO I wouldn't have made anything.

MsJess
04-26-2019, 01:33 PM
I'm gonna jump online! i was online earlier but i failed, my room was dead, but this time... i'll STFO

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 01:43 PM
^^No doll, I'm on SM and it's been dead all day. I've just been blessed I keep logging the fuck on and get shows. Glad you're on. Sending you good vibes. I have 3.5 more hours.

LETS DO THIS!!!

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 01:48 PM
3.5 more in this 8 hr shift. OOhh it's been slow, but because I keep logging back on after a short break and stay on I've made a few sales. Gonna STFO!!!

MsJess
04-26-2019, 01:49 PM
YASS!!! i need to do 4 hours! you know a few years a go when i was online i didn't even have time to write here! now i do... but oh well! let's do this
Hugs xoxo


^^No doll, I'm on SM and it's been dead all day. I've just been blessed I keep logging the fuck on and get shows. Glad you're on. Sending you good vibes. I have 3.5 more hours.

LETS DO THIS!!!

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 01:52 PM
^^You know the slow times happen, but the strong survive. Yessssss! We gonna do this!!!

MsJess
04-26-2019, 02:19 PM
i'M Here! hang in there haha

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 02:25 PM
It's like some weird Cam Factor show. Fuck Fear Factor...CAM FACTOR. I'm braving SM and tryna keep my sanity. I got that long exclusive a while ago and I'm like:

"Where you fellas at? I'm hot and ready like Little Caesars. Pick me UP!!!"

Haha, gonna STFO to show myself I surely can.

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 03:51 PM
Taking my last 10 minute break. By GTFO today and STFO I've made high goal. It was NOT busy and at times I felt like just loggin off and calling it a day, but I kept GTFO.

Ladies...be persistent. Keep your vibration high. Meditate, eat healthy, drink enough water, talk positively to yourself...as these men want to spend time with you and if you're not on then you miss out.

DON'T let slow times get your down. Keep GTFO and you'll do either 2 good things: make money and get your hours goal met...OR you'll do one: get your hours goal met and bet...men are watching and will come back to see you to tip or get a show.

PERSIST!!! GTFO and STFO!!!

Halo88
04-26-2019, 05:36 PM
Taking my last 10 minute break. By GTFO today and STFO I've made high goal. It was NOT busy and at times I felt like just loggin off and calling it a day, but I kept GTFO.

Ladies...be persistent. Keep your vibration high. Meditate, eat healthy, drink enough water, talk positively to yourself...as these men want to spend time with you and if you're not on then you miss out.

DON'T let slow times get your down. Keep GTFO and you'll do either 2 good things: make money and get your hours goal met...OR you'll do one: get your hours goal met and bet...men are watching and will come back to see you to tip or get a show.

PERSIST!!! GTFO and STFO!!!

I love this post, and you are killin it!! These tips are so true.

Miss_ShaSha
04-26-2019, 06:15 PM
^^Thanks! Your support means a lot. I just read camming sucks & STFO & learned from it that persisting does pay off.

I hope your shift is prosperous. Sending good vibes.

~Carmen~
04-26-2019, 10:43 PM
Taking a little break and walk around the neighborhood saved my sanity tonight and helped me to STFO

MsJess
04-27-2019, 03:24 AM
Ugh this so much!
Thank you for this words, i needed them, sometimes you just have your head full of problems but if you talk positively and see the pros on staying online it will pay off for sure, hard work pays off and i'm seeing that.
Now i'm gonna get ready to GTFO. Gonna prep some nice snacks and beverages and STFO until i met my high goal for the day :)


Taking my last 10 minute break. By GTFO today and STFO I've made high goal. It was NOT busy and at times I felt like just loggin off and calling it a day, but I kept GTFO.

Ladies...be persistent. Keep your vibration high. Meditate, eat healthy, drink enough water, talk positively to yourself...as these men want to spend time with you and if you're not on then you miss out.

DON'T let slow times get your down. Keep GTFO and you'll do either 2 good things: make money and get your hours goal met...OR you'll do one: get your hours goal met and bet...men are watching and will come back to see you to tip or get a show.

PERSIST!!! GTFO and STFO!!!

Miss_ShaSha
04-27-2019, 06:12 AM
^^Girl, you got this! I'm sending all kinds of good vibes <3

Cutie101
04-27-2019, 03:16 PM
Camming is so boring right now, that I literally want to do a 2 hour workout session than sit trough this deadness.

And I hate working out.

SimoneGray
04-27-2019, 05:25 PM
SM has another contest, and I am going to STFO for most of it. Told my partner that I'll be relatively unavailable til cutoff on Monday and he was fine with it, so with nothing standing in my way, let the hours begin.

PixiieGirl
04-28-2019, 06:10 AM
Had a week off cause my health was in the gutter - back now and ready to hit some goals :D

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 06:50 AM
^^Yesssss! That's gettin it!

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 07:20 AM
51304

I've repeated abundance affirmations, had my coffee, and meditated on abundance.

Just need a shower then will GTFO.

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 08:47 AM
Took 10 to fuel up. Made a super quick asparagus, power greens, and egg mini meal plus peach detox tea.

I've had one short exclusive and feeling positive.

GTFO and STFO.

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 12:02 PM
51308

Taking lunch to rest my back, eat right, hydrate, then GTFO.

Cleared negative energy & feel new. Since keeping my vibration up, meditating, & GTFO I'm at low goal. I still have 4 more hrs to stream.

Will keep vibration up.

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 02:00 PM
By STFO I've met high goal. 3 hrs ago I was tired & fantasized about getting wine & logging off for the day. I was at low goal, but instead I made a high protein meal & GTFO.

Because I STFO today I've met my goal, but I intended to exceed it...so I'm STFO for 2 more hours.

SimoneGray
04-28-2019, 03:48 PM
Logging on shortly to STFO for the remainder of the SM contest and just get this really big, annoying bill that I have, out of the way. May the camgodesses be with me.

Marina Starr
04-28-2019, 04:04 PM
I survived 6 hours today which feels like 12 hours when there's a contest, LMAO. #tiredhoe #wornouthoe

Miss_ShaSha
04-28-2019, 04:18 PM
Logging on shortly to STFO for the remainder of the SM contest and just get this really big, annoying bill that I have, out of the way. May the camgodesses be with me.

Girl, I'm sending you all kinds of good vibes!

whirlerz
04-28-2019, 04:20 PM
I hope working during holidays will be good for all of us ;)
I am in grief from the loss of my mother at the beggining of the year and basically not in holiday mood anyway, so I am not celebrating. But I will use this time to make myself good money for a nice place to live in. I really need to get out of the hole I am at the moment.
So the update so far - 2.30 hours - not big money, but better than nothing. My goal is to stay until morning (now is 2.40 AM).

So sorry for your loss!
Hugs.
Good luck with your goals, hon

AnnieSimon
04-29-2019, 06:55 AM
Back to the thread. I will confess - I had two drinking days - I just needed to cry and embarrass myself hahah thank god just alone, i didn't want people around. I had just one show with regular who wanted to drink together and just little sexy time at the end hah. But after the big hangover I am back on track - staying more hours than I usually do, making more money than I usually do. When I need a break - only for sleep, eat or when my eyes are burnt from the screen - I am listening to possitive affirmations and trying to visualize my goals. I have 3 days to do it! I am doing it and I will live in nice home by the end of the week!!!
I hope you are doing well as well, ladies. By the way thank you again for your kind words, it means a lot to me.

Miss_ShaSha
04-29-2019, 08:21 AM
^^Yesssss! Giiiiirl, those positive affirmations are LEGIT. You got this. Sending more positivity your way!