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MadisonBenz
09-07-2019, 04:18 PM
Glad I STFO. Had an amazing block excl with a sissy boy that wanted to perform for me. I just say enjoyed the show & LOVED every moment of it!

STFO dolls, it pays off & sometimes you hit with a fun & amazing show for you!!! :)

Charlotteslut
09-07-2019, 04:36 PM
30 more lol god. this is my own fault for having to camathon at the last second but its still hard

Charlotteslut
09-07-2019, 04:58 PM
I made it literally in the last 2 minutes lol. }:D staying on always works

MadisonBenz
09-07-2019, 05:20 PM
^^ YASSSS!!! I had someone grab me the 5 min before the cut off & the 20 min model clothes session rolled over for the new week. GREAT way to start off!!!

Miss_ShaSha
09-08-2019, 09:36 AM
I need this thread to keep me accountable. I only have today and tomorrow to meet weekly goal as I'm leaving to visit family for 5 days. That means 8 hrs today and 8-10 hrs tomorrow so I don't have to stream 40 hrs when I get back.

Just logged on. Universe, if you can hear me...I need $300 today. Aiming for high goal and respectful customers.

Let's goooooo Sha!

Miss_ShaSha
09-08-2019, 10:51 AM
I need this thread to keep me accountable. I only have today and tomorrow to meet weekly goal as I'm leaving to visit family for 5 days. That means 8 hrs today and 8-10 hrs tomorrow so I don't have to stream 40 hrs when I get back.

Just logged on. Universe, if you can hear me...I need $300 today. Aiming for high goal and respectful customers.

Let's goooooo Sha!

Hr 1 done $88/$300 fuck...so damn grateful to have gotten a 32 min private to see my feet. I'm just blown away. He was so damn quiet I had to keep checking he was still in private LOL.

Miss_ShaSha
09-08-2019, 12:29 PM
Hr 1 done $88/$300 fuck...so damn grateful to have gotten a 32 min private to see my feet. I'm just blown away. He was so damn quiet I had to keep checking he was still in private LOL.

2.75 hrs and crawling $111.63/$300 I'm starting to get tired already LOL. MUST. STAY. ON!

I've had vegetable spaghetti with power greens and 65 oz water. I know I can do this if I just stay positive. Keeping vibration high and willing high goal.

You got this Sha!!!

Miss_ShaSha
09-08-2019, 02:21 PM
2.75 hrs and crawling $111.63/$300 I'm starting to get tired already LOL. MUST. STAY. ON!

I've had vegetable spaghetti with power greens and 65 oz water. I know I can do this if I just stay positive. Keeping vibration high and willing high goal.

You got this Sha!!!

4.3 hrs and I was so frustrated with sales. Currently at $115.36/$300. I had to take a long break to meditate. I'm no good angry as this will repel any chances I have at a really good show. So I did a 20 min meditation session on abundance. I feel calm and ready. Will stream 3 more hrs with confidence. Intention is to just keep vibration high. Still willing high goal, but will not beat myself up if it doesn't happen this shift. I am grateful I have made as much as I have already. Namaste <3

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MissAliss515xx
09-09-2019, 12:03 PM
STFO for another hour. Almost made low goal.

Or STFO for 30 then shoot a video. I'll see.

izshadow
09-09-2019, 12:06 PM
Hour in, no sales made, back is screaming and I need to stay on. I'm so over being on page 5 and 0 dollar days. I want to get to page 2 at least but holy hell no one is finding me way the freak back here! So I have to stay on but I dont want to. *crys*

MissAliss515xx
09-09-2019, 01:02 PM
Yeah I had little to none traffic. So I stopped at low goal.

izshadow
09-09-2019, 01:07 PM
Moved to the living room and sat my ass on the couch so I could save my back and the air flows more freely out here anyways. Also just learned my boy shorts can hold a dildo pretty well to make it seem like I have a strap. Ha! Easy $30 bucks in 16 mins from NF. Please keep them coming! Signed back on to SM and now we wait....... *crickets*

NitaBaby
09-15-2019, 05:56 PM
I'm $12 dollars away from goal :banghead: not $1 dollar. Not $2 dollars. $Twelve$....and I feel like it's going to cost my emergency reserve of patience just to make it :irked:. It's like the closer you get to goal the shorter the pvts get.

I almost wish I were Christian because prayer might be needed.

BubblyBlonde
09-15-2019, 06:02 PM
I'm $12 dollars away from goal :banghead: not $1 dollar. Not $2 dollars. $Twelve$....and I feel like it's going to cost my emergency reserve of patience just to make it :irked:. It's like the closer you get to goal the shorter the pvts get.

I almost wish I were Christian because prayer might be needed.

I was $20 short of my goal today, but I just didn’t have it in me to stay on another second!

NitaBaby
09-15-2019, 06:59 PM
Yeeeeessssss. One dollar over goal and it only took a cheap asf, sell-my-soul-for chump-change Gold Show in order to do it. GOD!! They were so cheap that I even had to cancel the first time because we only reached 5 dollars. The goal was just 20! Fuck, I'm glad I got this shit over with.

izshadow
09-16-2019, 08:47 AM
Late start but I'm here. Set my alarm for 8am but couldnt get out of bed till 10am. No matter how hard I try, I cant. Sigh. Time to camathon. Page 5 is where I'm at. Ugh. Out in the living room to start. Once the sun goes down though, I'll have to move to the bedroom and get the photography lights on. I having to keep reminding myself, it doesnt matter if I'm sitting on the couch or sitting on the bed, you should technically still be able to get shows. Other girls do haha

NitaBaby
09-16-2019, 11:49 AM
I having to keep reminding myself, it doesnt matter if I'm sitting on the couch or sitting on the bed, you should technically still be able to get shows. Other girls do haha

I know you're just brain dumping but the room literally makes all the difference. I don't know why tf that is.

I can't cam in my bedroom during the day or I'll make no money. But my bedroom is the perfect place for night camming. My new living room arrangement has freed up soo much walking space but I don't make 3 cents in there now. If I cam from my closet and stuff all of my lights, extension cords, and sex toys in there then I bank. It's dumb.

izshadow
09-16-2019, 12:02 PM
I know you're just brain dumping but the room literally makes all the difference. I don't know why tf that is.

I can't cam in my bedroom during the day or I'll make no money. But my bedroom is the perfect place for night camming. My new living room arrangement has freed up soo much walking space but I don't make 3 cents in there now. If I cam from my closet and stuff all of my lights, extension cords, and sex toys in there then I bank. It's dumb.

Ugh. Lovely. I have no idea what to do anymore.

Miss_ShaSha
09-16-2019, 02:28 PM
3.6 hrs on and $51.65 While I really wanna complain, if I'm gonna be successful with the LOA I need to be grateful I've made that much. My high goal is $166 a day for this week. I'm trying to visualize making high goal.

I planned 6 hrs today, but I might need to stream 10 hrs to make goal.

MUST. STAY. THE. FUCK. ON!!!

DigiLuv
09-16-2019, 02:42 PM
yes gratitude is so important. I been reading a lot on LOA but I said for now on I'm going to actually practice all the information I have been consuming for years. I really don't want to cam anymore but I said I'm going to be positive while I cam while working on starting a business on the side until I can stop. I won't complain even though its hard at times lol. Just gonna do my hours and hope for the best. I also meditate twice a day now and listen to binural beats while on cam seems to help.

Miss_ShaSha
09-16-2019, 03:05 PM
^^Really good to hear! I listen to binaural beats every evening and meditate during the day also. Meditation literally cured me of asthma. I had a severe case of asthma needing a corticosteroid daily and a rescue inhaler daily.

15 to 30 min a day for 1.5 years and I'm literally cured. Also my compassion levels have increased exponentially. I have nothing but good things to say about meditation.

How long have you been meditating? I record all my sessions on the Polar fitness device I wear daily. It's interesting to see heart rate stats. I post them in Cammodels: managing stress and selfcare.

I might need to stop here soon and meditate again. My vibe is dropping. What is your side business?

DigiLuv
09-16-2019, 03:36 PM
That's so good meditation cured you. I always hear countless stories of meditation curing people. I listen to Dr. Joe Dispenza and he always talks about the effect meditation has on the brain and the healing powers of it along with visualization. I've been meditating for about a year on and off but I just started to be consistent with meditating twice a day 20 minutes each time at least. I'm just trying to be consistent because I've heard the saying so much change the inner and you'll change the outer and I need change lol. I'm going to start a home decor online store so I have to get serious on being consistent with my hours because that will take money for marketing ect so I have to make over what I make now beyond paying bills. I'm also interested in doing something in the self-development niche since that's all I do anyway outside of camming lol.

Miss_ShaSha
09-16-2019, 04:43 PM
^^Your business sounds legit! I think you can excel in that area. Many people take pride in their homes.

OMG, I love Dr Joe. He's in the Secret, What the Bleep do we Know, and E-Motion2. He's incredible. I have one of his books. I'm trying to change my mind and personality to become my best self.

How is your shift going?

DigiLuv
09-16-2019, 05:02 PM
Thanks. I have the breaking the habit of being yourself book on audio. I listen to that I seen what the bleep too and lots of youtube. I go between him and Abraham Hicks. Its just hard on cam sometimes to not react when it gets slow lol. I'm working on it. Trying to keep my vibe high as possible I drink a gallon of water a day. I workout atleast 5 days and am starting to get into yoga more to stay centered. I'm thinking camming pushed me to find some inner peace because it can be draining without self care. I experienced a lot of burnout over the years when I wasn't taking my mental and physical health serious. I would just overwork on cam before that was my main focus not good. I also noticed me working all those long hours did not necessarily equal more money and I finally figured it out it was my bad mood I think the customers could sense that lol.

caramelcraze
09-16-2019, 06:21 PM
gotta get my streamate placement up so I'm getting the eff on cam early tonight!

izshadow
09-16-2019, 08:50 PM
Its midnight. I'm back on. Sigh. Page 5... lets see how long I can hold out for.

NotANewGyal
09-16-2019, 11:59 PM
Well I am probably crazy for trying this but I havent cammed in months and I am burnt out from being in the club so I figure I can experiment this week with staying the fuck on.

My plan is to be online whenever I'm not physically at work in the club, I'm giving myself 7 days to make a few hundred dollars so I'm not overwhelmed.

Starting...now! Starting off with a 4 hour shift until tomorrow night, build up from there.

My vibration is high let's see if I can maintain it on my first night back.

izshadow
09-17-2019, 12:58 AM
Stay the fuck on is working. I almost signed out after three hours and $7 dollars. Then a couple guys came in, one was super talkative and actually was being sincere so we started chatting. Ladies careful of kicking the guys who are lurking. He had been sitting in the background silent for a good 20 mins and I literally had my finger on the kick button out of annoyance when he then tossed me $5 bucks. So I pretended I had a tip vibe go off and that is when he got talkative. He said he loves to watch women squirm. Bam another $30 gold so I squirmed some more. Then we started talking about BDSM. About another 20 mins go by and I'm chatting it up with these two and then the tipper guy says has to go but not without tossing me another $50 gold. I would have missed out on that had I given up like I usually do!

NitaBaby
09-17-2019, 03:27 AM
YES!! ^^ exactly this. i know some girls might have a crab up their ass about faking it for $1 tips but 70% of the time they just want to "test" if your vibe is in and your reaction could turn that guy into a regular tipper, or at the very least a decent tipper. OR a whale will silently watch you react to other guys and just change your life with his tip before leaving. I have only ever gotten big tips once I was already putting on a show over smaller tips. So keep those fake moans up!! lol

caramelcraze
09-17-2019, 04:29 AM
hit my low goal but i'm staying tf on for another 2.5 hours and making more!

Miss_ShaSha
09-17-2019, 05:13 AM
Thanks. I have the breaking the habit of being yourself book on audio. I listen to that I seen what the bleep too and lots of youtube. I go between him and Abraham Hicks. Its just hard on cam sometimes to not react when it gets slow lol. I'm working on it. Trying to keep my vibe high as possible I drink a gallon of water a day. I workout atleast 5 days and am starting to get into yoga more to stay centered. I'm thinking camming pushed me to find some inner peace because it can be draining without self care. I experienced a lot of burnout over the years when I wasn't taking my mental and physical health serious. I would just overwork on cam before that was my main focus not good. I also noticed me working all those long hours did not necessarily equal more money and I finally figured it out it was my bad mood I think the customers could sense that lol.

That's the book I have! I got it almost a year ago. Read a couple chapters then put it down & just recently picked it back up! Small world.

Yeah, you are on top of self care.

What advice can you give me? I'm nearing one year full time in a few months.

izshadow
09-17-2019, 12:55 PM
OMG OMG OMG!!!!! STAY THE FUCK ON IS FINALLY WORKING FOR ME!!!!! I posted last night about staying on and not giving up and some random lurker tossed $85 gold at me. Then just now, I've been sitting in a dead room for 3.5 hours and some random dude just came in, tossed gold at me numerous times, watched me squirm and left.....

I want to cry I'm so happy. I've been fighting so hard to stay on. I've been fighting so hard to be seen. I pray this is the start of something good and the universe telling me I'm going to be okay. I made the right job choice cause of my health, I need this! I need to work from home! I need to stay the fuck on!!!!

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Miss_ShaSha
09-17-2019, 01:22 PM
^^Hot MF damn!!! That just gave me all kinds of good energy.

I'm at 4 hrs 45 min streamed and I'm losing steam. Already meditated once and took a 30 min break. I wanna log off, but I gotta STFO LOL.

Have to say I'm grateful I've even made anything today. Tuesdays are usually real bad for me, but I've already made 66% of high goal. Yesterday was bad: 6.5 hrs and only 42% of high goal.

I'm trying to stay positive :)

xxxGothBarbie
09-17-2019, 02:00 PM
I came back to this thread & am took yall's advice :) I made myself available after I logged off cam for another 2 hours & I made todays goal yay :) I also experimented with something I read on here & that worked too which made me laugh. It was crickets & ppl popping in & out so finally to the one creep I started talking shit to him about how he was a useless lurker & a timewaster then he took me exclusive LOL but only for a few mins nothing amazing. Just funny how that worked out.

NitaBaby
09-17-2019, 02:10 PM
OMG OMG OMG!!!!! STAY THE FUCK ON IS FINALLY WORKING FOR ME!!!!! I posted last night about staying on and not giving up and some random lurker tossed $85 gold at me. Then just now, I've been sitting in a dead room for 3.5 hours and some random dude just came in, tossed gold at me numerous times, watched me squirm and left.....

I want to cry I'm so happy. I've been fighting so hard to stay on. I've been fighting so hard to be seen. I pray this is the start of something good and the universe telling me I'm going to be okay. I made the right job choice cause of my health, I need this! I need to work from home! I need to stay the fuck on!!!!

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YESS!!

YES
YES
YES!!

YOU did that shit

DigiLuv
09-17-2019, 02:27 PM
That's the book I have! I got it almost a year ago. Read a couple chapters then put it down & just recently picked it back up! Small world.

Yeah, you are on top of self care.

What advice can you give me? I'm nearing one year full time in a few months.



Your doing great meditating for a year and curing your asthma that's amazing. The only advice I would say is consistency. I'm going to try to be more consistent with that Breaking the habit book and continue to read it and implement what he's saying. I'm going to try to not let camming trigger me as much. That's going to be hard but I know that reacting is only going to create the same experience.

Ladybuggie
09-17-2019, 02:36 PM
2 hours left on this 8 hour shift and dear lord is it slow. HALP.

Miss_ShaSha
09-18-2019, 03:15 PM
4 hrs in and sitting at 53% of high goal. Man, I'm really losing steam. I've taken a break to meditate and to eat plus take a short walk. I have 2 more hrs. My vibe is up and I'm hoping a reg comes in and saves the GD day.

MUST. STAY. ON!!!

Miss_ShaSha
09-18-2019, 04:13 PM
4 hrs in and sitting at 53% of high goal. Man, I'm really losing steam. I've taken a break to meditate and to eat plus take a short walk. I have 2 more hrs. My vibe is up and I'm hoping a reg comes in and saves the GD day.

MUST. STAY. ON!!!

5 hrs in and 78% of high goal. I don't even know how I've stayed on 5 hrs. It's been a graveyard since hr 2. I feel like I'm going delirious. IDK if I can do one more hr.

MUST. STAY. ON!!!

Miss_ShaSha
09-19-2019, 08:15 AM
OK, I gotta turn this shit around. Sales have been bad my last 3 shifts. In an attempt to make things up I'm logging in an hr earlier then streaming for 8 hrs today. I got 10 hrs rest last night and fell asleep to positive affirmations of self-confidence, health, wealth, and abundance...so I feel positive.

Since anger has plagued me for 4 weeks, my plan of breaking every hr to meditate is still in effect. Yesterday I saw a glimmer of hope as I was chill and anger wasn't out of control so I made low goal. I think the only reason I made low goal was because I didn't get livid or furious and I took plenty of breaks which made me more desirable.

Finishing up my second cup of coffee then I'll shower and GTFO.

Intentions are to keep vibe up, eat clean, and drink a total of 80 oz water plus smile. I think I can do this.

Please send your good vibes. I need them. TIA <3

golddiggerAF
09-20-2019, 03:13 AM
I need to get in on this thread too. I logged off NF around 3:15am, intending to go to sleep. Well here I am at 6:15am, after scrolling my life away on SW and FB. I should've just stayed on...

Miss_ShaSha
09-20-2019, 11:34 AM
This is my 5th 6 hr shift this week. I cannot give up. I am no MF quitter, and although I feel like throwing in the towel...I'm gonna complete this week like I planned so if it continues like shit at least I know it isn't because I gave up.

1.5 hrs streamed. $0. Meditated. Can do this.

MUST. STAY. ON.

MissAliss515xx
09-20-2019, 12:09 PM
Lets do this MissShasha,

I streamed around 5 hours today and made 8$. This is a joke. I'm trying for one more hour, then will do my chores, study a bit, relax and call it a day.

Miss_ShaSha
09-20-2019, 12:24 PM
^^Well fucking done!!! You are putting in effort and it will not go unnoticed. When we do what we can we cannot fail. You go girl! You have the right stuff and it's just a tough shift. I'm running into a tough week. IT WILL GET BETTER!

I'm here girl sending you good vibes. I'm about to meditate again. We gonna get through this together <3

Miss_ShaSha
09-20-2019, 12:26 PM
2.5 hrs. 35% of high goal. Going to meditate. I AM NOT giving up. I WILL see this shift through and with a GD smile.

Miss_ShaSha
09-20-2019, 01:51 PM
2.5 hrs. 35% of high goal. Going to meditate. I AM NOT giving up. I WILL see this shift through and with a GD smile.


3.5 hrs and holy fuck!!! My reg came by for a sultry story that included NO nudity. God bless him!!!

83% of high goal. I have wine and I feel fine. Gonna smile, eat veggie spaghetti, and chill. I am NOT giving up. 2.5 hrs left. I can do this!!!

Miss_ShaSha
09-20-2019, 04:45 PM
3.5 hrs and holy fuck!!! My reg came by for a sultry story that included NO nudity. God bless him!!!

83% of high goal. I have wine and I feel fine. Gonna smile, eat veggie spaghetti, and chill. I am NOT giving up. 2.5 hrs left. I can do this!!!

Logged out at 5.5 hrs & 159% high goal. Just amazed. I was so sad this AM, but I got on and smiled anyway. Fuck, ladies... Don't give up! Good shit can happen when you try your best.

#grateful

euro_princess
09-20-2019, 06:57 PM
I need to make $750 until this week cuts off. May lord help me! I got no patience and I want to be done with it tonight, so I can finally sleep tomorrow.

STAY THE FUCK ON AND TAKE THAT MONEY! ��

caramelcraze
09-21-2019, 06:13 AM
I want to go to bed but I got a late start (again) so I'm keeping my ass on for another 2 hours

samuimoon
09-21-2019, 07:03 AM
Logged out at 5.5 hrs & 159% high goal. Just amazed. I was so sad this AM, but I got on and smiled anyway. Fuck, ladies... Don't give up! Good shit can happen when you try your best.

#grateful
Well done Miss Shasha, well deserved, hard work and positivity even when all looks hopeless, stuck to your routine, proven it works, more abundance awaits you, YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION. Thank you.