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golddiggerAF
09-21-2019, 10:39 PM
Logged out at 5.5 hrs & 159% high goal. Just amazed. I was so sad this AM, but I got on and smiled anyway. Fuck, ladies... Don't give up! Good shit can happen when you try your best.

#grateful

Major inspiration for this late shift I just started. Congratulations lady!

golddiggerAF
09-22-2019, 01:41 AM
Well.. I had my first guy to try and squeeze free Skype chat out of me "to see if we had a connection before calling." I got six minutes out of Him though before I blocked him on both NF and Skype. Not really concerned with feedback. Just glad to have had you ladies to teach me the signs of a freeloader trying to run game. MANY endless thanks to all you super women in here. ��

Just logged off. Had to stop by and share that.

caramelcraze
09-22-2019, 04:44 AM
slamming this redbull and putting in some serious live streaming time.

Miss_ShaSha
09-22-2019, 02:15 PM
Dude, if I had not GTFbackO and STFO I woulda missed this:

17 min exclusive plus this GOLD:

51969

Super grateful! God bless my regs. Just 3 more hrs. I can do this. Ladies, take a break, meditate, eat healthy, drink tea...but GTFO and STFO. Good shit happens.

55% high goal. 100% Sha, ONE HUNDRED PERCENT!

seicento
09-22-2019, 05:06 PM
Dude, if I had not GTFbackO and STFO I woulda missed this:

17 min exclusive plus this GOLD:

51969

Super grateful! God bless my regs. Just 3 more hrs. I can do this. Ladies, take a break, meditate, eat healthy, drink tea...but GTFO and STFO. Good shit happens.

55% high goal. 100% Sha, ONE HUNDRED PERCENT!

Well done, yay!

I STFO for the 6 hours I had planned and made my goal. I'm not as proud for the goal as I am for doing those damn hours because I NEED to do longer shifts again.

Miss_ShaSha
09-22-2019, 05:20 PM
Well done, yay!

I STFO for the 6 hours I had planned and made my goal. I'm not as proud for the goal as I am for doing those damn hours because I NEED to do longer shifts again.

Damn good shit!!! You said you would & you did. Awesome!!!

Miss_ShaSha
09-23-2019, 06:21 AM
Dude, if I had not GTFbackO and STFO I woulda missed this:

17 min exclusive plus this GOLD:

51969

Super grateful! God bless my regs. Just 3 more hrs. I can do this. Ladies, take a break, meditate, eat healthy, drink tea...but GTFO and STFO. Good shit happens.

55% high goal. 100% Sha, ONE HUNDRED PERCENT!

STFO 4.5 hrs & made 98% high goal. Feeling really relieved <3

golddiggerAF
09-23-2019, 07:30 AM
Got on early this morning.. revised my NF phone listings to add in long tail keywords and a voice sample PTV button.
Got a call at my newly hiked rate of $2.29.
THEN MY F**KING PHONE FROZE! I'm sitting there listening to the phone ring in my ear, ready and willing to take the call. But my screen was unresponsive.
Ooouu, I wanted to throw that damn phone so bad lol.

Time for an upgrade. (It's a Galaxy s6. Still looks brand new, the reason I never upgraded.)

On a positive note, the caller's name made me a bit suspicious. It literally said "fakeuser" with some additional numbers at the end. Maybe it was God's protection keeping me from answering that call. I'd like to think I avoided a fraud to make me feel better about my phone freezing up lol

golddiggerAF
09-23-2019, 11:24 PM
Well, I was on for five hours today and got one call on NF. That call didn't go through because my phone froze right when the guy called.
I was bummed about it, but everything happens for a reason and I know everything is always working for my good. So maybe he wasn't someone I needed to speak to at that time. *shrug*
I'm still hopeful about my earnings going up because I'm editing my listings to add PTV buttons, organizing my customer lists, creating a content schedule and mail marketing system. So I know STFO will pay off soon.

Just an update.

I appreciate SW being so active with helpful and experienced women. I'm liking the feeling of being an active member of this site. :)

NitaBaby
09-24-2019, 08:10 AM
I treat this shit like it's going to the dentist or something. Getting tf on.

seicento
09-24-2019, 11:47 AM
OMG! I'm having a hard time staying online today. I just wanna log out and sleep. I want to work evenings here but I can't adjust, no matter the coffee amount.

caramelcraze
09-24-2019, 11:55 AM
been on for 11.5 hours, 9 of which has been the same call! score

Miss_ShaSha
09-24-2019, 12:42 PM
OMG! I'm having a hard time staying online today. I just wanna log out and sleep. I want to work evenings here but I can't adjust, no matter the coffee amount.

Take a break, find a quick 10 min yoga vid on YouTube, & do it. Some poses can energize. Hang in there. You got this.

seicento
09-24-2019, 01:16 PM
Take a break, find a quick 10 min yoga vid on YouTube, & do it. Some poses can energize. Hang in there. You got this.

Thanks for recommendation girl. I can't get into yoga to save my life, not even for a quickie. I know would be good for my back. Anyway, might have been my last meal, I'm not used to eating late anymore (like 8pm). Better now and STFO until I crash, around 2 am lol.

Miss_ShaSha
09-24-2019, 01:42 PM
^^Haha, carb loaded meals put me to sleep. I feel you. Ya, you got this. Sending good vibes.

NitaBaby
09-24-2019, 08:25 PM
Alright. Either i stay on tonight or my bf is gonna pay my light bill and for some reason i can't let that happen. I just need $100 bruh. Surely someone browsing this site has that much

NitaBaby
09-24-2019, 09:34 PM
Welp that didn't last long. I was making money but I'm tired. And trying not to sound sick. I doubt I'm fooling anybody tho. Is there a headache and runny fetish because i need that guy in my room this week.

Tomorrow morning is going to have to save the day.

NotANewGyal
09-25-2019, 09:37 AM
Okay so my first night back I cleared half my goal in under an hour. Didn't stick to the schedule I originally wanted to *cries* but the show must go on!

Plus if I start now I can fix it, SO, I will be doing a 10 hour shift today starting...now.

I feel super motivated due to the blessing of making any money so quick after being gone for a few months. Hope abounds!

MissAliss515xx
09-25-2019, 10:15 AM
Slow AF.

Will try to stay on another 2 hours then I'm done.

Miss_ShaSha
09-25-2019, 11:16 AM
Okay so my first night back I cleared half my goal in under an hour. Didn't stick to the schedule I originally wanted to *cries* but the show must go on!

Plus if I start now I can fix it, SO, I will be doing a 10 hour shift today starting...now.

I feel super motivated due to the blessing of making any money so quick after being gone for a few months. Hope abounds!

Giiiiirl good vibes your way. Rooting for you!

Miss_ShaSha
09-25-2019, 01:53 PM
OOOooohhhh, goodness! Gotta STFO!!! It's slower than a turtle on Xanax for me. 3.5 hrs and my vibe is up, but GD I'm hangin on by a thread. Already took a break to clear negative energy. LAWD, give me strength!!!

MUST. STAY. THE. FUCK. ON!!!!!!

Esixxx
09-25-2019, 02:06 PM
Last night wasn't "feeling" it- logged off early.

Got my happy ass online.

Miss_ShaSha
09-25-2019, 02:23 PM
^^Girl, gooooooo! Pulling for you!!!

Miss_ShaSha
09-25-2019, 04:28 PM
OOOooohhhh, goodness! Gotta STFO!!! It's slower than a turtle on Xanax for me. 3.5 hrs and my vibe is up, but GD I'm hangin on by a thread. Already took a break to clear negative energy. LAWD, give me strength!!!

MUST. STAY. THE. FUCK. ON!!!!!!

5.5 hrs streamed and nothing is working. My vibe is up, but these members come in then go right back out.

I've sat in front of my BBC, I've shaked my ass, I've put my whole damn ass in the cam...nothing.

I'm doing my time: 6 hrs. Then I'm getting the fuck off to eat veggie spaghetti and drink wine.

Sometimes you can do all the right shit but not get shit. Oh well. I tried my best and that's enough. Just a bad day.

Miss_ShaSha
09-26-2019, 04:47 AM
GTFO way early to try my hand at a 10 hr shift as I didn't even get close to goal yesterday. I listened to a super sales success audio file and have some new techniques to try.

Intentions are to eat clean, drink 80 oz water, meditate, and keep vibration high.

OK Sha, let's do this!!!

seicento
09-26-2019, 05:15 AM
GTFO way early to try my hand at a 10 hr shift as I didn't even get close to goal yesterday. I listened to a super sales success audio file and have some new techniques to try.

Intentions are to eat clean, drink 80 oz water, meditate, and keep vibration high.

OK Sha, let's do this!!!

10 hours. Impressive. My last shift was 3 hours yesterday lol, I was craving some night sleep so I decided to get it and logged off at 11pm. Wish u good luck, may cam gods reward you with lots of gold today. Go girl!

Miss_ShaSha
09-26-2019, 05:33 AM
^^Good call. Rest is so vital. I only got 7.5, but I feel energized. I'm trying my hand at 10 only if my mood stays up. If I start to drop and meditation doesn't help I'm going to log off.

Yesterday should have crushed me. 6 hrs and only 42% high goal. Sister, it's been brutal. 3-4 hrs is tough the way it's been with this contest.

I've been on an hr and $0. Gonna take 10 to make tea and stretch.

Thanks! (((hugs)))

seicento
09-26-2019, 06:03 AM
^^Good call. Rest is so vital. I only got 7.5, but I feel energized. I'm trying my hand at 10 only if my mood stays up. If I start to drop and meditation doesn't help I'm going to log off.

Yesterday should have crushed me. 6 hrs and only 42% high goal. Sister, it's been brutal. 3-4 hrs is tough the way it's been with this contest.

I've been on an hr and $0. Gonna take 10 to make tea and stretch.

Thanks! (((hugs)))

I felt the pain of yesterday. To reach my low goal I had to accept a demanding customer. I think he was the most abusive customer I have ever had, calling me slut and pushing my limits, he was asking me every 2 mins to insert the Hitachi in. Hell no, bitch, can't u see how wide that shit is? It wasn't even designed to be inserted. He kept pushing and I kept bringing in different toys until he reach his limit so in the end I was proud of me for keeping him in pvt and for having the patience to deal with such a dickhead, maybe for the first time. I ll get on later for a bit, still have some things to do, hoping for better customers today.

Miss_ShaSha
09-26-2019, 06:10 AM
^^That's the worst especially when you're a Domme. Man, you stood your ground. Well done. I once had a really abusive guy demand in exclusive while I was giving a BJ that I choke and force my head on the dildo which is 9 in and thick. I was like, no I don't do that. He just kept at it like a broken record. I didn't do as he demanded and he gave me 3 stars and a rude comment.

I was pissed! I'm a sensual Domme. I call the shots. So disrespectful.

Sending all kinds of good vibes for your shift later :)

seicento
09-26-2019, 06:25 AM
^^That's the worst especially when you're a Domme. Man, you stood your ground. Well done. I once had a really abusive guy demand in exclusive while I was giving a BJ that I choke and force my head on the dildo which is 9 in and thick. I was like, no I don't do that. He just kept at it like a broken record. I didn't do as he demanded and he gave me 3 stars and a rude comment.

I was pissed! I'm a sensual Domme. I call the shots. So disrespectful.

Sending all kinds of good vibes for your shift later :)

Fortunately he didn't rate and no comment yet. I guess if he left a comment should have shown by now. Same here, sensual domination is my thing but doing vanilla shows too, just not submitting. I'm naturally dominant and I can't stand demanding customers but right now, in order to make some money, I had to bite my tongue lol.

Good vibes your way too, xo.

crazylilly
09-26-2019, 08:36 AM
OMG I took a break for a few days and I am getting stage fright...lol. I've sat here for 30 minutes just staring at the go live button. WTF is wrong with me haha?! Anyway, attempting to get on now. Gotta loose them damn nerves!

Miss_ShaSha
09-26-2019, 09:21 AM
^^I was a lil nervous when I got on myself, but it went away shortly there after :)

Miss_ShaSha
09-26-2019, 09:48 AM
Streamed 3 hrs on SM then took a very long break to clear negative energy. 52 min meditation session like WHAT? Man, I feel fucking invincible haha. And thank god, I've gotta STFO for 7 more hrs today.

51981


I got this shit.

MUST. STAY. THE. FUCK. ON!!!

BustyLark
09-26-2019, 01:04 PM
OMG I took a break for a few days and I am getting stage fright...lol. I've sat here for 30 minutes just staring at the go live button. WTF is wrong with me haha?! Anyway, attempting to get on now. Gotta loose them damn nerves!

I get this all the time. What I tell myself is that I have to sit online for an hour, but only for an hour. I find I end up staying on longer but a couple times I have totally logged out after the hour and it was nice giving myself permission to do that.

Miss_ShaSha
09-26-2019, 02:03 PM
I don't even know what to fuckin say! FUCK...6.5 hrs and $31.88

I'm still in a good mood too. I don't even see how I'm ok and I've made shit for this long. FUCK, I need a goddamn medal after today.

Staying on for 3.5 more hrs on SM cause FUCK THEM that's why. I'm gonna get saved today LEGIT. I believe someone is gonna swim on by.

STAY SHA STAY!!! Tits of goddamn steel bitches!!!

DahliaSimone
09-26-2019, 03:54 PM
I don't even know what to fuckin say! FUCK...6.5 hrs and $31.88

I'm still in a good mood too. I don't even see how I'm ok and I've made shit for this long. FUCK, I need a goddamn medal after today.

Staying on for 3.5 more hrs on SM cause FUCK THEM that's why. I'm gonna get saved today LEGIT. I believe someone is gonna swim on by.

STAY SHA STAY!!! Tits of goddamn steel bitches!!!

Tits of goddamn steel just killed me lmao.

Miss_ShaSha
09-26-2019, 04:29 PM
^^Hahahaaa, I should say nips of steel hehe. Girl...I love you!!!

Miss_ShaSha
09-26-2019, 04:40 PM
This time it paid off to STFO. Here I am at 9 hrs on SM during a fucked up contest and this happened with a super sweet reg of mine. He tipped this during a 13 min exclusive:

51983

Then a new foot guy rolled in and we did a 10 min private and he tipped this:

51984

Ladies...I was good all day. Took breaks, ate good, drank water, meditated, and kept the thought of someone being generous...and fuck, nice shit happened.

I'm so grateful and I'm gonna go out and celebrate STFO. Hang in there ladies. These guys are out there and want YOU. STFO xoxox

LullaBelle
09-26-2019, 09:25 PM
This time it paid off to STFO. Here I am at 9 hrs on SM during a fucked up contest and this happened with a super sweet reg of mine. He tipped this during a 13 min exclusive:

51983

Then a new foot guy rolled in and we did a 10 min private and he tipped this:

51984

Ladies...I was good all day. Took breaks, ate good, drank water, meditated, and kept the thought of someone being generous...and fuck, nice shit happened.

I'm so grateful and I'm gonna go out and celebrate STFO. Hang in there ladies. These guys are out there and want YOU. STFO xoxox

Miss_ShaSha I gotta say, you are such a positive light. I need to post more on here but I wanted to say that on the bad days and I come on here, you are so positive and it gives me hope for my camming hours.

Miss_ShaSha
09-27-2019, 05:44 AM
Miss_ShaSha I gotta say, you are such a positive light. I need to post more on here but I wanted to say that on the bad days and I come on here, you are so positive and it gives me hope for my camming hours.

Girl :) I really appreciate you saying that. I'm glad I even do that. SW is the best place for comfort, encouragement, & support. I too lean in here when I'm having a tough day. I'm honored to be a part of this community. <3

Miss_ShaSha
09-28-2019, 11:30 AM
2.5 hrs and $6.09 an hr? OOoohhhh LORD LOL. I've met hrs goal (31 hrs) and $500+ for SM $50 reward, but I really wanna prove to myself that I can still hang in there when it's a really shitty week.

Good things happened this week when I stayed on despite hardly getting any interaction for hrs in my room. I have will power. I CAN do this. It's possible a whale will swim on into my room.

MUST. STAY. THE. FUCK. ON!!!

LoraDoll
09-28-2019, 01:59 PM
Anyone else is scared to stream tonight? I am. I experienced really bad slow down during summer months. Even September was BRUTAL , but I managed to push longer hours to make the money I needed - wich is just some low goal stuff anyway... Except 3 days, when I had my period, I was on cam every day 10+ hours, or whatever took to reach my goal. Yesterday I had an emotional breakdown and I took it out on my boyfriend. Now, basically i crying two days ago.

I wonder, if it ll really pick up soon. Or not. Camming in these days , is just too nasty and ugly to me. I make enough to pay bills, get what I need, I can even save some, but I have no desire to do it anymore, not really with cam. Even if i reach goal, or high goal maybe, these people make me suffer for it, and whatever I make, I m just never satisfied anymore. Maybe I should be thankful that I make anything at all. On the other hand I feel like, I cant put more effort in really now, and I struggle bad, no matter what.

Getting ready to start in 30 min. God help me.

laurielegs
09-28-2019, 06:48 PM
Anyone else is scared to stream tonight? I am. I experienced really bad slow down during summer months. Even September was BRUTAL , but I managed to push longer hours to make the money I needed - wich is just some low goal stuff anyway... Except 3 days, when I had my period, I was on cam every day 10+ hours, or whatever took to reach my goal. Yesterday I had an emotional breakdown and I took it out on my boyfriend. Now, basically i crying two days ago.

I wonder, if it ll really pick up soon. Or not. Camming in these days , is just too nasty and ugly to me. I make enough to pay bills, get what I need, I can even save some, but I have no desire to do it anymore, not really with cam. Even if i reach goal, or high goal maybe, these people make me suffer for it, and whatever I make, I m just never satisfied anymore. Maybe I should be thankful that I make anything at all. On the other hand I feel like, I cant put more effort in really now, and I struggle bad, no matter what.

Getting ready to start in 30 min. God help me.


I can relate to every word of this! I'm sitting here in full makeup and don't want to even bother logging in but here goes. Got bills to pay, too disabled to work another type of job so hope it goes well and traffic picks up soon.

LoraDoll
09-28-2019, 07:08 PM
I can relate to every word of this! I'm sitting here in full makeup and don't want to even bother logging in but here goes. Got bills to pay, too disabled to work another type of job so hope it goes well and traffic picks up soon.

Wish u luck than. My room is just a piece of shit again. I see other models struggle too. I dont know when it ll pick up, or ll it ever pick up.. I hope too it ll, coz this shit is getting old now, to deal with.

izshadow
09-28-2019, 10:31 PM
I'd rather be sleeping......

BustyLark
09-28-2019, 10:44 PM
I'd rather be sleeping......

I feel like that always!

LaraLee
09-29-2019, 05:35 AM
Anyone else is scared to stream tonight? I am. I experienced really bad slow down during summer months. Even September was BRUTAL , but I managed to push longer hours to make the money I needed - wich is just some low goal stuff anyway... Except 3 days, when I had my period, I was on cam every day 10+ hours, or whatever took to reach my goal. Yesterday I had an emotional breakdown and I took it out on my boyfriend. Now, basically i crying two days ago.

I wonder, if it ll really pick up soon. Or not. Camming in these days , is just too nasty and ugly to me. I make enough to pay bills, get what I need, I can even save some, but I have no desire to do it anymore, not really with cam. Even if i reach goal, or high goal maybe, these people make me suffer for it, and whatever I make, I m just never satisfied anymore. Maybe I should be thankful that I make anything at all. On the other hand I feel like, I cant put more effort in really now, and I struggle bad, no matter what.

Getting ready to start in 30 min. God help me.

Its ok to feel this way. I think we all do. Camming takes its toll on everyone girl after a while. I started giving myself two days off in a row each week and it has helped. I hope you start to feel better soon

Miss_ShaSha
09-29-2019, 07:38 AM
Anyone else is scared to stream tonight? I am. I experienced really bad slow down during summer months. Even September was BRUTAL , but I managed to push longer hours to make the money I needed - wich is just some low goal stuff anyway... Except 3 days, when I had my period, I was on cam every day 10+ hours, or whatever took to reach my goal. Yesterday I had an emotional breakdown and I took it out on my boyfriend. Now, basically i crying two days ago.

I wonder, if it ll really pick up soon. Or not. Camming in these days , is just too nasty and ugly to me. I make enough to pay bills, get what I need, I can even save some, but I have no desire to do it anymore, not really with cam. Even if i reach goal, or high goal maybe, these people make me suffer for it, and whatever I make, I m just never satisfied anymore. Maybe I should be thankful that I make anything at all. On the other hand I feel like, I cant put more effort in really now, and I struggle bad, no matter what.

Getting ready to start in 30 min. God help me.

I started feeling this & created a new goal of only engaging in shows with respectful customers. It has helped. & I keep my vibe up so I'm attracting positive energy. I rarely have to block on SM.

I hope it gets better for you soon.

Xoxo

Miss_ShaSha
09-29-2019, 08:15 AM
GTFO 2 hrs earlier than schedule to try and stream an 8 hr shift to pull in something good. I'm starting the day off right: 9 hrs rest, yummy coffee, 40 oz water, a cutie, and a damn good mood.

I feel positive about this week. I'm still in a killer mood since getting my Chakras unblocked and cleansed.

Intentions are to eat clean, drink a total of 80 oz water, meditate, and keep vibration high.

Here we go. Let's do this Sha!!!

NitaBaby
09-29-2019, 08:21 AM
alright, alright. gimme 15 minutes.