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Esixxx
11-08-2019, 06:55 PM
Back online. Face fed. Hydrated. Did another session of EFT. Intention is to get another 4 hours in or longer as long as my energy can hold up

Carmel57
11-09-2019, 09:08 AM
Got on today because I haven’t done anything all week with one thing and another (families). And thought I better give it ago, it’s wet and windy out anyway. So glad I did, $117 in three and a half hours. Will try again tomorrow.

Cutie101
11-10-2019, 11:28 AM
Getting ready now , planning a 8 hr shift.

Miss_ShaSha
11-11-2019, 03:09 PM
Got my Chakras unblocked and have been chill all day, but I'm tired and just want to sleep. I forced myself on. I'm just going to take it hour by hour.

Miss_ShaSha
11-13-2019, 03:35 PM
Man, totally paid to STFO. I was starting to feel tired which makes no sense as I took a nap. I was on hr 2 of my second 4 hr shift and was ready to log off when a little voice said "stay".

5 min later one of my favorite regs shows up and we do 15 min exclusive where he tipped 80 GOLD.

Thank you UNIVERSE! High goal and I needed it. This week has been brutal.

Esixxx
11-13-2019, 04:03 PM
Man, totally paid to STFO. I was starting to feel tired which makes no sense as I took a nap. I was on hr 2 of my second 4 hr shift and was ready to log off when a little voice said "stay".

5 min later one of my favorite regs shows up and we do 15 min exclusive where he tipped 80 GOLD.

Thank you UNIVERSE! High goal and I needed it. This week has been brutal.
Go Sis!!!

See I told you :)

Miss_ShaSha
11-13-2019, 04:06 PM
^^Haha! You were right, sis!!! Sending you good vibes <3

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 01:57 PM
Hr 3 and I'm about to go for a little walk to the corner store for a snack and possibly some wine.

I have 10 hrs planned today. I slept 10 hrs, meditated, ate good, and have had 60 oz water. Gonna do some EFT tapping for abundance then STFO!!!

NitaBaby
11-21-2019, 02:01 PM
I need $100 by Monday.

I already know how BM does their payout; if I work tonight then my payment will be "sent" tomorrow but deposited on Monday. I completely forgot about this, so there is still hope.

Soon as I get my kids from school I'm getting tf on and staying on.

AlexiaJacobs
11-21-2019, 02:26 PM
I need $100 by Monday.

I already know how BM does their payout; if I work tonight then my payment will be "sent" tomorrow but deposited on Monday. I completely forgot about this, so there is still hope.

Soon as I get my kids from school I'm getting tf on and staying on.

Man I wish I could stay on but I have to wait til my kid goes to bed. He's old enough to ask questions and put shit together. And hes like me...nosy as all hell. He already looks at me a little weird when he gets off the bus and I'm in full drag makeup. But yea, I wish there was a way to stfo through the afternoon. Cuz by 8pm when he goes to bed the last thing I wanna do is get my ass back on after being off for like five hours lol

NitaBaby
11-21-2019, 02:55 PM
Man I wish I could stay on but I have to wait til my kid goes to bed. He's old enough to ask questions and put shit together. And hes like me...nosy as all hell. He already looks at me a little weird when he gets off the bus and I'm in full drag makeup. But yea, I wish there was a way to stfo through the afternoon. Cuz by 8pm when he goes to bed the last thing I wanna do is get my ass back on after being off for like five hours lol


i knowwwwwwwww *ugly cry*. I swear to you, tonight would be a "My 600 lb Life" night if I didn't need to keep my lights on. I literally make the money for every bill in my life but then spend it on something else :banghead: so my dumbass pays for everything twice.

it's funny you mentioned your kid. I have three and they make a point of saying "oh! you look pretty mommy!" when they catch me trying to take a mad dash to the bathroom. but i'm hoping i can quit camming before they start asking me "but WHY do you look pretty?"

i dress like a homeless man half the time so to all of a sudden have lashes on, a bra, and clothes that match......tf is mommy doing?

AlexiaJacobs
11-21-2019, 03:06 PM
i knowwwwwwwww *ugly cry*. I swear to you, tonight would be a "My 600 lb Life" night if I didn't need to keep my lights on. I literally make the money for every bill in my life but then spend it on something else :banghead: so my dumbass pays for everything twice.

it's funny you mentioned your kid. I have three and they make a point of saying "oh! you look pretty mommy!" when they catch me trying to take a mad dash to the bathroom. but i'm hoping i can quit camming before they start asking me "but WHY do you look pretty?"

i dress like a homeless man half the time so to all of a sudden have lashes on, a bra, and clothes that match......tf is mommy doing?

hahaha Im so glad Im not the only one! I remember the very first time I cammed... Just before he got off the bus I put everything away, threw on my sweats, and jumped on the couch just as he was walkin in the house. He comes into the living room and was like "Oh you look nice today. You go anywhere?" and I go "Yea just ran a few errands and whatever" and then he says this:

"Hmm usually when you leave the house, the kitchen light is on and it wasn't on when I came in. Weird."

I swear to god this kid makes me feel like a bad boyfriend gettin' busted on an episode of Cheaters.

And I hear ya on the money thing. I been trying to behave myself as much as possible since we're in the middle of a damn cam famine :/

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 03:12 PM
4.5 hrs and I had to do some EFT tapping for frustration. I CANNOT think about how fast I made money on Tuesday anymore. I am fucking my own self up.

Today is different. It can be just as good.

Gonna change my mindset and STAY. THE. FUCK. ON!!!

NitaBaby
11-21-2019, 03:17 PM
omfg loool. that level of observation kind of scares me lol.




And I hear ya on the money thing. I been trying to behave myself as much as possible since we're in the middle of a damn cam famine :/

I've already given up on trying to save this month. I never buy anything for Black Friday and I made a pact with bf that we would try to treat ourselves for the first time this year. I'm sorry but the money is basically already gone.

AlexiaJacobs
11-21-2019, 03:23 PM
^I hear ya. I would die to do Black Friday this year. Fuck, maybe I will. Get my kid something expensive so he'll stop investigating me.

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 06:25 PM
Damn, so glad I STFO!!! Low goal plus on this dead ass day. Dude, I was legit like :10 more minutes Sha. Log off at 7. It was 3 min til 7 and a reg with a serious foot fetish strolls in. 24 min exclusive and he tipped during the show.

Dude, I was so disgruntled in camming sucks...but I stayed and thank fuck for that!!!

STFO on ladies. These men want YOU.

Esixxx
11-21-2019, 06:47 PM
Damn, so glad I STFO!!! Low goal plus on this dead ass day. Dude, I was legit like :10 more minutes Sha. Log off at 7. It was 3 min til 7 and a reg with a serious foot fetish strolls in. 24 min exclusive and he tipped during the show.

Dude, I was so disgruntled in camming sucks...but I stayed and thank fuck for that!!!

STFO on ladies. These men want YOU.

Way to go!!!!

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 06:55 PM
Way to go!!!!


Thank you Sister! I'm still on. I'll be logging off in 6 min tho. Sending you good vibrational energy for your shift. You are just kicking ass on this hour goal for real!!!

Esixxx
11-21-2019, 07:15 PM
Thank you Sister! I'm still on. I'll be logging off in 6 min tho. Sending you good vibrational energy for your shift. You are just kicking ass on this hour goal for real!!!

Thank you!!! You have actual been the inspiration and lit the fire under my ass to do it!

Been on a little over an hour taking a smoke break. I am $25 away from the $50 bonus (obviously I want to make more than that tonight.) Tonight's goal is for my daughter's birthday and towards bills this upcoming week. I can stay up late tonight so I am staying on until I get tired. Shooting until 2 am tonight

Miss_ShaSha
11-21-2019, 07:19 PM
^^Fuck, I may have sparked some inspiration, but you have put in the WORK!!! You are gettin it Sister!!!

izshadow
11-21-2019, 09:55 PM
I'm back on and here with ya.

Esixxx
11-21-2019, 10:01 PM
I'm 3 hours in... I am taking a break every hour to give my eyes a break.

Traffic is periods of deadsville, then regular room visitors that tip gold every now and again, then the occasional dumbass that attempts to suck my will to live.

Must STFO

Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 01:10 PM
3 hrs into a 10 hr shift. By STFO yesterday I hit high goal. Jesus...it seemed impossible for a while, but a super fun foot fetish reg did two long shows that saved my ass.

I just meditated to cleanse my aura and feel positive. 7 more hrs. I think I can do this. Super glad I've already made more than last week in just 13.5 hrs. Last week I streamed 27 hrs for peanuts. This week is a whole lot better.

It's a contest on SM and it's usually so terrible, but this week is different. I might try to stream all 25 hrs to get a bonus. Either way I'm just plenty relieved I've made more than last week.

Gonna STAY. THE. FUCK. ON!

Esixxx
11-22-2019, 01:22 PM
You got this in the bag!!!! Get them hooked and drain those wallets :)

This week on SM has better for me as well, despite the contest. I believe that this week has been my best week on SM this year so far (and it ain't over yet.)

Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 01:51 PM
^^Sister, SISTER!!! You have taken good care of yourself and put in the fucking work. I am not surprised this is your best week yet...and during a contest? FUCK...you have manifested this and I couldn't be happier!!!

Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 04:06 PM
4.5 hrs left. Exceeded low goal. Feeling good.

MUST. STAY. ON!!!

Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 04:12 PM
That is what happened to me this week. I pushed so hard I got so mentally and physically exhausted that I just could not get on and work. Sometimes I forget I'm not 18 any more. I finally just gave in to the exhaustion and rested.

Wasn't worth losing nearly a week's pay over pushing myself that hard, not going to do that again.

I'm going to try to work more reasonable hours this week. I just cannot do the 12 hour days at all without ruining my health.


How are you doing now? I hope since this you've replenished your energy.

Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 06:11 PM
Just calculated time and I'm about at 9 hrs. Must have calculated wrong. Damn...it's been so dead. I dunno how I've even done these hours and with a smile.

Fuck...gonna get that bonus on SM tomorrow and that's prolly the only thing that's kept me sane.

Let's do this Sha!!! C'moooooonnnnnn!!!

Esixxx
11-22-2019, 06:21 PM
You got this! Major props to you- that's a long time to stream!

Sending you some good ass energy- that bonus money is already yours :)

Miss_ShaSha
11-22-2019, 06:34 PM
^^Sister!!! That just gave me goosebumps. Thanks! Just 30 more min. A whale could drop in.

With that nap you took you just might have the energy to rape these MFers on steroids hahahaaaa. Get it Sis!!!

Esixxx
11-22-2019, 06:43 PM
I LOVE IT! I LOVE IT!!! I LOVE IT!!!!

Girl that just made me laugh so MFing hard :)

minibagel
11-23-2019, 05:28 PM
I was on CB for 5 minutes and my nerves got to me so I peaced the fuck outta there. I'm going to have a pizza and then I swear to god I will make myself STAY ON for at least 30 minutes!

Miss_ShaSha
11-24-2019, 01:45 PM
5 hrs into 10 and exceeded low goal. Shit, for a while there it was just nothing which was a bit upsetting as Sundays are usually so fast paced. I took 2 breaks. After a second meditation to raise vibration and clear out negative energy I got a 15 min exclusive block that went 23 min and thank fuck for that.

Will STFO and remain as positive as possible.

Cutie101
11-24-2019, 02:52 PM
Gonna STFO . Kinda slow for a Sunday, but hey, got 9 more hours!! :))

Miss_ShaSha
11-24-2019, 03:44 PM
6.5 hrs and 85% of high goal. Man, it's been real slow going. I'm used to being in shows back to back. This is taking a lot of patience and positive self talk.

I'm still here tho on SM doing my thang. Must stay on. I got this!!!

Miss_ShaSha
11-24-2019, 05:10 PM
8 hrs 92% high goal. My back hurts & I'm exhausted. Throwing in the towel. STFO really helped today & I'm ok with earnings.

Good vibrational energy for those streaming.

Cutie101
11-24-2019, 05:40 PM
8 hrs 92% high goal. My back hurts & I'm exhausted. Throwing in the towel. STFO really helped today & I'm ok with earnings.

Good vibrational energy for those streaming.

Congrats, girl!!! You did it!!!

Cutie101
11-24-2019, 09:15 PM
Gonna STFO . Kinda slow for a Sunday, but hey, got 9 more hours!! :))

Later edit, reached my goal after 8 hours. 3 more hours to make something extra.

Another later edit: Doubled my goal.

So, basically, made my low goal in 8 hours. 2 hours later, I doubled it. What the fuck.
Staying the fuck on helped. Oh and splitting. If I was working on only 1 site I would have made pennies.

Got 1 hour left. Who knows what can happen!

Joijoijoi
11-25-2019, 02:40 AM
Hey Ladies!

Just found this thread and I reckon it will help me. I definitely need to STFO I have a bad habit if things are slow it tempts me to just call it quits and this isn't good! How many hours do you ladies usually work in a day and do you split the shifts etc?

Also what do you do to keep yourself occupied when it is so quiet on a long shift for example. I get so bored if its quiet and I think this is why I end up logging off.

Miss_ShaSha
11-25-2019, 04:08 AM
Later edit, reached my goal after 8 hours. 3 more hours to make something extra.

Another later edit: Doubled my goal.

So, basically, made my low goal in 8 hours. 2 hours later, I doubled it. What the fuck.
Staying the fuck on helped. Oh and splitting. If I was working on only 1 site I would have made pennies.

Got 1 hour left. Who knows what can happen!

Dayum, Cutie! You make hrs your bitch! Yesssss :)



Hey Ladies!

Just found this thread and I reckon it will help me. I definitely need to STFO I have a bad habit if things are slow it tempts me to just call it quits and this isn't good! How many hours do you ladies usually work in a day and do you split the shifts etc?

Also what do you do to keep yourself occupied when it is so quiet on a long shift for example. I get so bored if its quiet and I think this is why I end up logging off.

I usually do 4 hrs with two small breaks to meditate, then 1 hr break. I'll do 4 more hrs afterwards with a couple 10 min breaks to do EFT tapping for frustration & abundance.

When it's slow I watch something on Prime Video or YouTube with subtitles on.

Esixxx
11-25-2019, 08:26 AM
Hey Ladies!

Just found this thread and I reckon it will help me. I definitely need to STFO I have a bad habit if things are slow it tempts me to just call it quits and this isn't good! How many hours do you ladies usually work in a day and do you split the shifts etc?

Also what do you do to keep yourself occupied when it is so quiet on a long shift for example. I get so bored if its quiet and I think this is why I end up logging off.

Things that help me pass the time when it gets slow and quiet are reading Kindle Books, researching something, or working on a side project- website, keyword research, organizing my records on spreadsheets. I keep the sound notification on when someone enters my room so I know that it is time to engage my room.

Miss_ShaSha
11-25-2019, 01:25 PM
Man, I'm on hr 2 of 10 hrs. I do NOT want to be on cam. I had a panic attack this morning that I got through with EFT tapping for fear and anxiety, but it took all my energy.

I really just want to lay in bed and self care all day, but the last 4 weeks have been brutal and I cannot afford to just lay around and self care.

I am trying to put good vibes out in the Universe so a whale swims on by and saves me. I'd really like just one good show in the next couple of hours so that I can watch GAIA and veg.

Universe, if you can hear me...I been good and shit. Please send someone to worship my strap-on so I can chill :D

Miss_ShaSha
11-25-2019, 04:07 PM
4 hrs in and low goal. Dude, the guy that got me there was super cool too. So damn grateful he stopped in. I have the energy for 1 more hour then I'm taking Benadryl and sleeping 12 hrs LOL.

STFO worked. Phew!

Cutie101
11-25-2019, 04:09 PM
Logged in 30 min ago. Planning 11 hours today.
So far it's slow but... I'll stay the fuck on.
I need one more monitor, for entertainment, while it's slow lol.

Miss_ShaSha
11-25-2019, 04:28 PM
Logged in 30 min ago. Planning 11 hours today.
So far it's slow but... I'll stay the fuck on.
I need one more monitor, for entertainment, while it's slow lol.

You always amaze me with your discipline to STFO. Sister #Respect

Cutie101
11-25-2019, 05:04 PM
You always amaze me with your discipline to STFO. Sister #Respect

Thanks girl!!! But I am disciplined once in a blue moon. I allowed myself to only work 5-6 hours per day in the last 2 weeks. I can't be continuously disciplined. It's a shame, because now I am non nude and nothing stops me to rot in front of the webcam, as I've seen many succesful non nude girls do.
But I'm getting there :))

WendiStarr
11-25-2019, 07:35 PM
I need to stay the fuck on tonight and tomorrow night because I will be occupied for the rest of the week due to Thanksgiving and family stuff. I'm only 34 minutes in and sitting in a silent room. 7 people came in but they're just premiums with zero tokens, lurking. Fingers crossed that a whale comes in here soon.

Cutie101
11-25-2019, 07:51 PM
I need to stay the fuck on tonight and tomorrow night because I will be occupied for the rest of the week due to Thanksgiving and family stuff. I'm only 34 minutes in and sitting in a silent room. 7 people came in but they're just premiums with zero tokens, lurking. Fingers crossed that a whale comes in here soon.

Oooh, I totally forgot about Thanksgiving! Since I am not american, we don't celebrate such a thing. But I know this holiday is bigger than Xmas :)) Now I see why it's dead suddenly :))

Esixxx
11-25-2019, 09:04 PM
My aim tonight is 5 hours. Energetically I feel really good. Reiki is really working. Not sure if I will make it that long as I woke up at 8 am, but I am giving it my best.

Forcefield is up and activated. I am scaring away the freeloaders tonight and I feel amazing :D

izshadow
11-26-2019, 12:20 AM
Trying to pull an all niter since I dont have to be anywhere till Wednesday. Its so easy to get discouraged. Especially at 2.5 hours in and sitting at $4.50........ barely anyone, anything. Even potential viewers drops to 0. Sigh.