Sam38g
04-20-2015, 06:14 AM
The person who wants it open can be more jealous than the SO, so they just lie and say theyre "loyal" with "friends". Most guys would say a naked lady grinding lapdances or full service in a champagne room is certainly defined as "open" in a relationship. I know I know its "just for the money" theres no enjoyment whatsover. BS!
Found out she got caught this week having sex with another female inmate. Shes also hittin up other female inmates with her line of "I can make you climb the wall!" To "punish" her I was cut off from all communication with her for a couple weeks (which destroys her "rehabilitation" via torture), while leaving her alone with other naked female inmates several hours every day. Its like the sheriff just wants to turn her out and institutionalize her into a hardcore lesbian criminal. Now she only calls with another inmate doing the talking when she wants $$$ once or twice a week, wont call daily just to talk or say I love you. Yet still asks for me to hurry up and buy her a "Promise Ring" -- I know I know I hear you LOL.
Im lonely while shes off having wild stripper sex in jail every day and night. So I have to rely upon my other lady friends for "lovin", which includes such extreme things as talking on the phone, sending letters, email, webcam chats, dinners, normal dates, hugs, kisses, nude massages, showers n baths, and sleepovers cuddled up tight (still no sex Im "loyal" if you count a lady friend handin me lube n watchin me get myself off in the shower). When my "fiance" sends me a postcard from jail once a month she wont even say I love you. WTF? I understand how icecold superbitch she can be, then be perfectly warm and loving when we're together, but damn it pushes me away so hard that I have to do something with someone else just to survive, every day.
Yes she still says "we will be together in 2 weeks," in our Promised unwedded bliss, but am I gona have to keep playing this lonely game of "friends" if or when she moves in with me? Can I really never trust her when Im not there? Ive watched her run off with so many guys or grind on them when shes in lingere or nude I could throw up. BTW this does not get me off!
IDK how you handle lovin your SO, but theres so many ways to love him so he wont stray. Are you hittin all those bases? Basically all any woman has to do to keep "her" man happy and loyal is keep his belly full and balls empty. Are you doing that? Or are the other "friends" doing that for you?
You are mentally unstable & highly suggest you seek help.
Found out she got caught this week having sex with another female inmate. Shes also hittin up other female inmates with her line of "I can make you climb the wall!" To "punish" her I was cut off from all communication with her for a couple weeks (which destroys her "rehabilitation" via torture), while leaving her alone with other naked female inmates several hours every day. Its like the sheriff just wants to turn her out and institutionalize her into a hardcore lesbian criminal. Now she only calls with another inmate doing the talking when she wants $$$ once or twice a week, wont call daily just to talk or say I love you. Yet still asks for me to hurry up and buy her a "Promise Ring" -- I know I know I hear you LOL.
Im lonely while shes off having wild stripper sex in jail every day and night. So I have to rely upon my other lady friends for "lovin", which includes such extreme things as talking on the phone, sending letters, email, webcam chats, dinners, normal dates, hugs, kisses, nude massages, showers n baths, and sleepovers cuddled up tight (still no sex Im "loyal" if you count a lady friend handin me lube n watchin me get myself off in the shower). When my "fiance" sends me a postcard from jail once a month she wont even say I love you. WTF? I understand how icecold superbitch she can be, then be perfectly warm and loving when we're together, but damn it pushes me away so hard that I have to do something with someone else just to survive, every day.
Yes she still says "we will be together in 2 weeks," in our Promised unwedded bliss, but am I gona have to keep playing this lonely game of "friends" if or when she moves in with me? Can I really never trust her when Im not there? Ive watched her run off with so many guys or grind on them when shes in lingere or nude I could throw up. BTW this does not get me off!
IDK how you handle lovin your SO, but theres so many ways to love him so he wont stray. Are you hittin all those bases? Basically all any woman has to do to keep "her" man happy and loyal is keep his belly full and balls empty. Are you doing that? Or are the other "friends" doing that for you?
You are mentally unstable & highly suggest you seek help.