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trustfundkiller
04-17-2018, 06:29 PM
I have been craving seaweed so bad now ever since eating it yesterday. I've already eaten two bowls of miso soup today, rice with seaweed in it, and three packages of those little roasted seaweed snack packs. There must be some nutrients or vitamins in it that my body needs or maybe I'm turning into a mermaid :-P
I went through a phase where I was craving seaweed salad constantly, and it turns out I was iron deficient. A LOT of people are! It's especially important for women since our iron stores can easily become depleted during menstruation.
baer45
04-18-2018, 08:27 PM
Vaginal seeding...
random stripper
04-18-2018, 08:32 PM
I can't wait to move away from here lol
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-19-2018, 06:46 AM
Warning - link contains disturbing info
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vicki_Morgan
I stumbled upon this while searching for something else online. A sad tale & definitely a reminder for sex workers to get Sugar Daddy promises in writing....or something close to it.
I hate saying it because we live in the age of pre-nups but if you find a good enough SD you might as well marry him. It's the shortcut through a lot of potential bullshit.
JGB2009
04-21-2018, 06:58 AM
I have big plans today. Haha I'm going to Walmart!!! LOL yea that is not big plans!!!
ScarletKitten
04-21-2018, 02:40 PM
I went through a phase where I was craving seaweed salad constantly, and it turns out I was iron deficient. A LOT of people are! It's especially important for women since our iron stores can easily become depleted during menstruation.
Seaweed is so freakin delicious. I want to make a dish with roasted potatoes, tabbouleh, grilled shittake mushrooms, seaweed, spirulina, watercress, and cashew lemon basmati rice mixed with couscous and quinoa.
ScarletKitten
04-21-2018, 02:52 PM
I just realized that tabbouleh is like the Mediterranean version of pico de gallo. Both are refreshing in taste and use similar ingredients.
lilylilylily
04-21-2018, 08:38 PM
Went out for dinner tonight with my family to celebrate my brothers bday. I'm exhausted..dont know if it's from eating or from spending time with the fam. Had salmon tartar as an appetizer, never had that before and it wasn't bad. The best part of the meal was the waiter, he was so cute and he was nervous and stuttered a bit which made him even more cute
Glamourmilf
04-22-2018, 08:00 AM
I have big plans today. Haha I'm going to Walmart!!! LOL yea that is not big plans!!!
What did you buy? Wanting you to post your #WalmartHaul pretty please?
I hate that I LOVE shopping at Walmart.
WendiStarr
04-22-2018, 10:39 AM
I got curious to see where people advertise. I mean, I don't want to keep paying $5 to post my cleaning services under household services only for my ad to continually get flagged within 10 minutes. If your ads get flagged too many times you get banned from posting again on your account. I've seen quite a few ladies advertising gfe, massage, and dirty panties in the 'resumes/job wanted' and community-activity partner section. I just tried advertising my cleaning services in the 'resumes/job wanted' section and a pso ad in the activity partner section. I plan on giving whoever responds to my pso ad a link to my number and going to hope that they use it. Lets see how long both ads stay up. *fingers crossed*
Blovely
04-22-2018, 04:15 PM
I don't have cable anymore and don't pay attention to news so I am totally oblivious to whats going on or what new shows or movies are coming out. I was on Youtube today and saw a thumbnail for Westworld. I was like a little kid when I saw it...I was omg yessssss. I didn't know it was coming back on so soon. Perfect timing because I ran out of movies and shows to watch. I can't wait, I am so excited...
http://68.media.tumblr.com/208918173c1bf1a942d4b69675a06faa/tumblr_orkhxyI0NV1s9a9yjo1_500.gif
miss.a.p1600
04-22-2018, 04:26 PM
What did you buy? Wanting you to post your #WalmartHaul pretty please?
I hate that I LOVE shopping at Walmart.
I'm a fan too....I notice everyone who acts all uppity about shopping at Target over Walmart ......... secretly shops at walmart.
I do go morning hours to avoid the weird people, but overall I have zero shame in my game. Walmart all day baby!
miss.a.p1600
04-22-2018, 04:41 PM
Warning - link contains disturbing info
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vicki_Morgan
I stumbled upon this while searching for something else online. A sad tale & definitely a reminder for sex workers to get Sugar Daddy promises in writing....or something close to it.
I hate saying it because we live in the age of pre-nups but if you find a good enough SD you might as well marry him. It's the shortcut through a lot of potential bullshit.
Interesting story....
trustfundkiller
04-22-2018, 05:44 PM
Seaweed is so freakin delicious. I want to make a dish with roasted potatoes, tabbouleh, grilled shittake mushrooms, seaweed, spirulina, watercress, and cashew lemon basmati rice mixed with couscous and quinoa.
Ooooh that sounds amazing!! I'm taking notes so I can try something like this :P I've been getting my seaweed fix from a homemade miso soup w/ edamame, shiitake mushrooms, scallions and fresh spinach. Soooo good!
trustfundkiller
04-22-2018, 05:49 PM
Warning - link contains disturbing info
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vicki_Morgan
I stumbled upon this while searching for something else online. A sad tale & definitely a reminder for sex workers to get Sugar Daddy promises in writing....or something close to it.
I hate saying it because we live in the age of pre-nups but if you find a good enough SD you might as well marry him. It's the shortcut through a lot of potential bullshit.
Shit! That is a scary story. So many lessons to be learned from it. I found a documentary about it on YouTube and I'm going to make a cup of tea and watch it.
lynn2009
04-22-2018, 05:51 PM
Well I had an A- and A in my classes before my finals, and if I had kept those grades after the final I would have graduated with the GPA I wanted to finish with. But not only did my A drop to an A-, I ended up with a B+. No real use worrying much about the second one now.
JGB2009
04-22-2018, 06:00 PM
What did you buy? Wanting you to post your #WalmartHaul pretty please?
I hate that I LOVE shopping at Walmart.
LOL I went grocery shopping, but I buy pretty much anything there. They don't carry the food for my cat so I have to go to the pet store for that. The only complaint is that most times there isn't enough registers open.
miss.a.p1600
04-22-2018, 06:13 PM
^^^only time i've seen all gazillion registers open was Black Friday.....It was like being in twilight zone
I just zoom through that self checkout line or sneak over to customer service/electronics if no one is there (no line no wait - lol I love that saying)
Also seen that Sams Club app is set up like amazon stores --- you just put the items in your bag/scan with the app (I guess your card is linked)/then skip the checkout and just walk out
One of the main reasons I like walmart/sams - their tech and apps are more on the cutting edge than many other retail stores.
Selina M
04-23-2018, 03:46 AM
I just got the nastiest letter of my life via Facebook message. Well, it's intended to be nasty and to hurt my feelers but I really read it out loud to boyfriend & laughed my ass off.
Mormon friend got pushed into marrying a guy who turned out to be truly awful. We suspect he's on the spectrum & he exhibits some really bad anger issues and other psychotic behavior. They got divorced 2 years in. He spent the separation period posting these weird 'manifesto' things every 3 months like it's a magazine subscription, talking about their marriage. The most recent one was telling everyone she cheated on him & left him with mounds of debt & other blatant lies. He fully blames me for their marriage ending (she told him to stop harassing me on Facebook one night and he cites that day as when her "personality transplanted" and her "bad behavior began").
The bulk of this letter was:
a) a lot of creepy screenshots - he dug through my timeline like, 2 years back, and paintshopped his own captions onto them
b) the meant-to-be-shocking revelation that he knew we had an abortion - because he hacked into her Facebook & phone repeatedly and read her messages, though he claims she told him
c) that he had told a 'mental health expert that had diagnosed friend with a cocktail of mental disorders' that I was a stripper. "I told her everything. I left nothing out. Including the stripping." Again, like it was supposed to horrify me that a complete stranger knew. Oh, and he wrote that my friend joked about it and made up a mean stripper name (that was so crude I instantly knew it would never have come out of her mouth). He really thinks I'd believe that...
I knew 90% of this was going to involve me being a stripper but it cracked me up at how heavy hitting he clearly thought it was. Like dude... it's not like I did it once in college & hid the skeleton in my closet... this is my job I go to 3 nights a week... Pretty much everyone in my life knows outright & those that don't have probably figured it out by my lifestyle...
He closed it by saying I was a coward & trash and she was surrounding herself with people who are bigger screwups than she is to make herself feel better. Okay dude... you make $11/hour, work 10 hours a week & don't shower... Lord. The delusion is real with this guy.
:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-23-2018, 08:10 AM
I just got the nastiest letter of my life via Facebook message. Well, it's intended to be nasty and to hurt my feelers but I really read it out loud to boyfriend & laughed my ass off.
Mormon friend got pushed into marrying a guy who turned out to be truly awful. We suspect he's on the spectrum & he exhibits some really bad anger issues and other psychotic behavior. They got divorced 2 years in. He spent the separation period posting these weird 'manifesto' things every 3 months like it's a magazine subscription, talking about their marriage. The most recent one was telling everyone she cheated on him & left him with mounds of debt & other blatant lies. He fully blames me for their marriage ending (she told him to stop harassing me on Facebook one night and he cites that day as when her "personality transplanted" and her "bad behavior began").
The bulk of this letter was:
a) a lot of creepy screenshots - he dug through my timeline like, 2 years back, and paintshopped his own captions onto them
b) the meant-to-be-shocking revelation that he knew we had an abortion - because he hacked into her Facebook & phone repeatedly and read her messages, though he claims she told him
c) that he had told a 'mental health expert that had diagnosed friend with a cocktail of mental disorders' that I was a stripper. "I told her everything. I left nothing out. Including the stripping." Again, like it was supposed to horrify me that a complete stranger knew. Oh, and he wrote that my friend joked about it and made up a mean stripper name (that was so crude I instantly knew it would never have come out of her mouth). He really thinks I'd believe that...
I knew 90% of this was going to involve me being a stripper but it cracked me up at how heavy hitting he clearly thought it was. Like dude... it's not like I did it once in college & hid the skeleton in my closet... this is my job I go to 3 nights a week... Pretty much everyone in my life knows outright & those that don't have probably figured it out by my lifestyle...
He closed it by saying I was a coward & trash and she was surrounding herself with people who are bigger screwups than she is to make herself feel better. Okay dude... you make $11/hour, work 10 hours a week & don't shower... Lord. The delusion is real with this guy.
:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:
This guy sounds like a male version of Jodi Arias
Glamourmilf
04-23-2018, 08:17 AM
I'm a fan too....I notice everyone who acts all uppity about shopping at Target over Walmart ......... secretly shops at walmart.
I do go morning hours to avoid the weird people, but overall I have zero shame in my game. Walmart all day baby!
LOL I went grocery shopping, but I buy pretty much anything there. They don't carry the food for my cat so I have to go to the pet store for that. The only complaint is that most times there isn't enough registers open.
Ikr? I went to Target yesterday because I thought they'd have an item Walmart doesn't carry. They didn't have it. I found myself wandering through the store, and being quite bored, actually. I did find a placement for $1.99, and a string of paper lanterns for my patio.
I'm so happy and grateful for the super fast food pick up service at Walmart, because for some reason food shopping gives me anxiety.
My sister and her live in bf both work at Walmart. If she wasn't dead to me, I'd get her discount too.
* The day they have food delivery to my house, will be the day I never shop anywhere else.
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Selina M
04-23-2018, 11:24 AM
This guy sounds like a male version of Jodi Arias
Yeahhh. I've seriously wondered if he was dangerous but judging by that he's been doing all this via Facebook and won't even answer the phone if she calls... nah.
WendiStarr
04-23-2018, 01:45 PM
Why the heck do strangers always like to ask what you are? They look at you, come up to you, and go,"Arabic?", "Korean?", "Russian?", "Italian?" or whatever other nationality. It cracks me up sometimes. What's the purpose of asking? I've started just saying yes to everything because whenever I say no, they're like,"You sure you're not _____(whatever nationality)? Your eyes (or whatever feature) looks like x nationality?"
lilylilylily
04-23-2018, 07:39 PM
My mother told me I looked glamorous today because my hair was down and I was wearing mascara lol. Every time she sees me I'm in sweats and hair in a bun... but glamorous? She's really exaggerating there
carmen_b
04-23-2018, 07:47 PM
I so severely regret going affordable with my living space sometimes. I know why we did it ( financial recovery from a very expensive area ) but I'm just having one of those regret days. There is no bathtub which I could desperately use .
My business trip has one in the room photos ( starting Thurs.) but it made me realize I should call in advance and double check. I'll just be so upset if there isn't one.
I am having some anger issues again and my self care routine is really important.
Glamourmilf
04-24-2018, 07:57 AM
I so severely regret going affordable with my living space sometimes. I know why we did it ( financial recovery from a very expensive area ) but I'm just having one of those regret days. There is no bathtub which I could desperately use .
My business trip has one in the room photos ( starting Thurs.) but it made me realize I should call in advance and double check. I'll just be so upset if there isn't one.
I am having some anger issues again and my self care routine is really important.
I know what you mean about the tub.
I didn't have one in the last 2 roommate situations I lived in. AND the Airbnb.
It seriously made me depressed.
Now that I have one again, I feel complete.
I love buying things for it. Just bought a new shower curtain The other day.
Fingers crossed that you have one on your trip.:crossfing
If not, Walmart sells this.
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Aurora_Sunset
04-24-2018, 11:57 AM
If I'm going to move out of my current apartment, I have to give them notice by tomorrow. I know I need to leave. Even if the rent was staying the same, it would still be best to move somewhere cheaper, but they're raising it significantly so I really cannot stay... But I absolutely DREAD the thought of moving again. I don't want to pack, move, unpack... I don't want to go through all my stuff and throw a bunch of it away because I know it won't fit in a new smaller place. Every time I sit down to even call other apartment complexes to make an appointment to see them, I stop myself. I've had it on my to-do list for over 2 weeks now and I can't bring myself to pick up the phone.
I think what bothers me the most is that it's not just about going through the process of moving out of here... it's that I know that wherever I go, I'll just end up moving out of there within a year or two again anyway. The last 5+ years of my life, even when I moved, I was always upgrading in some way, especially the last 3 years. I love having a two-bedroom apartment now. Anywhere I move now will be a downgrade, which is crushing enough after how hard I've worked to upgrade my lifestyle, but I also know that wherever I go next will not be a conceivable long-term home in anyway, so I can't get excited about it, I won't care about it while I'm there, and I can already feel the extra anxiety of knowing that I'll just have to pack it up and move AGAIN in the near future.
LetsGetHazey
04-24-2018, 09:15 PM
I feel really guilty for not listening to escorts about FOSTA/SESTA because I thought as an exclusively internet cam whore I'd be unaffected. I want to pay some girls reparations I feel I owe them for ignoring their early cries on social media, but now I can barely find them and quite honestly need to save what I have:
I just spent 6 hours in front of the computer pixelating porn preview photos for ONE SITE and deleting nudes off of Twitter and feel like a bad girlfriend but I also feel so behind on work that I feel more bitchy and want to ditch Netflix n Chill to pixelate more porn.
That's the crappy thing about setting our own schedules, I've read an awful lot of articles of the self employed over working to compensate for the lack of 9-5 structure and I'm feeling it hard today...
Just want to throw out there: Blur app is a lifesaver and I'm really mad I didn't know how girls were pixelating penises before
miss.a.p1600
04-24-2018, 09:27 PM
Am I asexual or have I just not met enough good lovers?
xStacey
04-25-2018, 06:10 AM
I really want a little kitten now that I'm almost finished with school !!!!!
JGB2009
04-25-2018, 07:22 AM
This morning when I came back home my gate to my yard was closed. Any who when I went to open it, the gate came off the hinges, and I fell on the ground on top of the gate. Luckily I am ok and only have scraped up knees. Haha hopefully my neighbor was not watching.
lynn2009
04-25-2018, 02:05 PM
Well I had an A- and A in my classes before my finals, and if I had kept those grades after the final I would have graduated with the GPA I wanted to finish with. But not only did my A drop to an A-, I ended up with a B+. No real use worrying much about the second one now.
Oh FFS she just changed my participation grade so now I'm getting an A-.
WendiStarr
04-25-2018, 02:17 PM
I just found out that a former vanilla co-worker died of a brain tumor, didn't even know he had cancer. He was one of the nicest men ever. Sad.
JGB2009
04-26-2018, 05:03 PM
I wonder what you thought about my dream of you last night? If I am lucky you might tell me lol!!!
Aurora_Sunset
04-26-2018, 05:28 PM
I've been really burned out, but I don't feel like I can quit the adult industry until I'm out of debt and through school with a better-paying job. I went through all my old photoshoots today to try to get myself to fall back in love with my job. It's working, and also inspiring me to really get back on track with losing weight because damn, I was hot when I was 20 lbs lighter lol
Unfortunately, it's also making me want to go back to being blonde with fake nails, even though the entire reason I don't do any of that anymore is because I can't stand the maintenance. It's also making me really sad that touring is basically an impossibility now. I always told myself I could retire happy if I checked certain things off my "escort bucket list" and taking a few months just to tour around was one of them. Now I'm pretty much just stuck here where I have a reputation and regulars. I suppose I could travel-dance instead. But then I would really have to lose the weight...
xStacey
04-27-2018, 05:23 PM
Wow the second season of Jessica Jones is so bad.
SnuffleUffleGrass
04-27-2018, 06:26 PM
I've been really burned out, but I don't feel like I can quit the adult industry until I'm out of debt and through school with a better-paying job. I went through all my old photoshoots today to try to get myself to fall back in love with my job. It's working, and also inspiring me to really get back on track with losing weight because damn, I was hot when I was 20 lbs lighter lol
Unfortunately, it's also making me want to go back to being blonde with fake nails, even though the entire reason I don't do any of that anymore is because I can't stand the maintenance. It's also making me really sad that touring is basically an impossibility now. I always told myself I could retire happy if I checked certain things off my "escort bucket list" and taking a few months just to tour around was one of them. Now I'm pretty much just stuck here where I have a reputation and regulars. I suppose I could travel-dance instead. But then I would really have to lose the weight...
Lose the weight for health reasons. I need to shed 10 lbs & I'm looking forward to it.
JGB2009
04-28-2018, 08:10 PM
LOL I just made a dating profile for myself!!! My profile has pics (not my usual where I sign up and do nothing with my profile) This is so funny to me because I have not done none of this since 2008. That's the year I met my daughters dad. LOL wow this is so weird!!!!
Glamourmilf
04-29-2018, 10:39 AM
LOL I just made a dating profile for myself!!! My profile has pics (not my usual where I sign up and do nothing with my profile) This is so funny to me because I have not done none of this since 2008. That's the year I met my daughters dad. LOL wow this is so weird!!!!
Waiting with bated breath to see how this works out for you.
Are you taking bets?
WendiStarr
04-29-2018, 11:22 AM
Super awkward when you're having a phone convo with your mom and all of a sudden she goes way off topic and starts complaining about men with tiny dicks. She then proceeds to tell me that she needs to find a man who has both a "long and girthy" dick in order to satisfy her because she's tired of being fisted instead of sex. I was just like,"Woa, mom! What the hell? Tmi!". I told her that she'd have better luck finding that at the nearest adult toy store. That was one of the most awkward conversations that I've ever had with my mom and just..no. *face palm*
xStacey
04-30-2018, 06:31 AM
I'm so glad I cut my two exes off last year, one of the best decisions ever. One is still on my Facebook and he's so not my type anymore lol. He grew a moustache and it doesn't look good at all lol
WendiStarr
04-30-2018, 11:58 AM
I went to Victoria's Secret to get sexy lingerie for my sister's surprise bachelorette party(the invitation said to bring sexy lingerie for her to add to her collection..more like start it since she's such an uptight prude type). I picked something out, stood at the check out line forever. When I went to pay suddenly the credit card machine went down(according to the cashier). I had seen several other ladies before me using the credit card machine. I don't know why it picked me to quit working for. The cashier said that I could only pay with cash or check unless I wanted to open an Angel's credit card. That didn't make sense to me because if the credit card machine is down, wouldn't that not work either? I had to dig around in my purse but I didn't have enough cash and I don't carry checks with me because I rarely use them. I felt like such an idiot having to leave the lingerie behind and walk out but maybe there was a good reason that that happened. I ended up finding a cute lingerie set elsewhere for much cheaper.
Also, I had another flaky guy who used to be my platonic lunch and movie buddy send me a "Hi, how are you?" text out of nowhere. I responded back with a,"Hi. Good, and you?" No response. What was the point of even texting me?
lynn2009
05-01-2018, 01:51 PM
Well I had an A- and A in my classes before my finals, and if I had kept those grades after the final I would have graduated with the GPA I wanted to finish with. But not only did my A drop to an A-, I ended up with a B+. No real use worrying much about the second one now.
In my first class that finished, my B+ became an A- and then in my last class, my A- changed to an A after the final, so I am going to finish with exactly the GPA I wanted to graduate with! Which is nothing crazy, only a 3.5, but a hell of a lot better than my undergrad.
chanzep
05-01-2018, 07:44 PM
Told myself I would actually go to the store today, Instead woke up at 12:00 which is fine because I work late now, but of course I ordered my groceries and told myself I would do 100 things while I waited. Instead I did like 2 things and waited for my stuff then cooked. Im so glad I work evenings and less days now, I feel more like my normal self.
SnuffleUffleGrass
05-01-2018, 07:47 PM
trigger warning- mortality
I just read about the details of DJ Aviccii's death. The first thing that came to mind is someone can have a charmed blessed life like his and still struggle with depression. I'm also guessing his drinking and drug use didn't help. I know this thought is going to sound judgemental but it's not. The older I get the more kind I want to be. However in this life we can't see what is going on in someone else's mind.
SimoneGray
05-01-2018, 08:38 PM
All I want to do at this point in my life is go to a shelter and get the cat that has been there the longest, and give it a loving home with me, but I can't. Being a renter in a generally pet unfriendly city sucks ass.
JGB2009
05-01-2018, 11:20 PM
LMFAO....ic u blocked me......well Boo Hoo!!!! Probably all Butt hurt cause I would not give you my new number!!!! All I have to say is the right people have my number and deserve to be in my life!!! Sorry you did not make the cut!!!!
WendiStarr
05-02-2018, 08:41 AM
An 81 year old millionaire who likes to shoot paper straw wrappers at random people. He smiles about it like a mischievous 5 year old child. I sure meet some interesting characters in my daily life. Also, there's been a loud, creepy noise coming from the sky since my bike ride at 10am. I've looked up and not seen anything there though. It's still going on and it's so bizarre. It's sunny and windy out today but we have a thunderstorm supposed to be coming later in the evening. Weird.
JGB2009
05-02-2018, 05:51 PM
On this dating site, everyone from mega young to old hits you up. Ummm wow!!!! I guess no one bothers to look at your age.
WendiStarr
05-02-2018, 08:00 PM
So, pretty sure I just seen a ghost. I was sitting here on my computer. My bedroom door opened on its own and I seen someone peek in at me and then quickly shut the door. No one is here but me. It's freaking me out and it doesn't help that it's thunderstorming outside. Frick! I'm sleeping with the lights on tonight! Oh, and I do not drink, don't do drugs of any type, and not on any medications so I don't think that it could've been some hallucination.