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yaya_cash
10-05-2018, 01:26 AM
I like when a daddy shows me he ain't shit - I just spend more of his money and get smarter, more motivated with my life and MY wants.

yaya_cash
10-05-2018, 01:43 AM
I'm getting readily, excited to travel again. I want to try somewhere new/er, a new market to me.

I'm always looking to see what other cities offer.

Glamourmilf
10-05-2018, 07:10 AM
On my way home last night, I noticed that someone already has their Christmas decorations up.:O
Makes sense. Who doesn't think of Christmas at the beginning of October, when it's 90 degrees out? ::)
Ugh!

SimoneGray
10-05-2018, 09:49 AM
I fucking love taking my clothes off for money.

WendiStarr
10-05-2018, 03:53 PM
My kitty cat feels sore. I'm kind of glad I didnt see movie buddy again today. He ended up having some work meeting go overtime and couldn't get here before my daughter came home. Hopefully I'm not sore anymore by Monday because that's when I see him next.

whirlerz
10-06-2018, 11:55 AM
I need to practice more self-control when shopping at craft stores. I went there for 2 things and ended up buying stuff to make more headbands, a pop art ring making kit for my daughter, and Halloween crafts. Maybe I should reapply there as a vanilla job, that way I could get a discount on my art and craft supplies. I'm always making something.

I love craft/sew. stores
I want to make some Halloween decorations!
Also, there's a 1 block long costume store I want to visit, I've been on their site only..
Halloween week they're open 24/7!

queenelayliah
10-06-2018, 02:17 PM
When did you start feeling the CBD oil was working? It's only been 2 days and it's a low dose to start, but I don't feel a thing yet. I'm just asking. I'm seeing my doctor on Friday and I know he not going a like me using it, but I'm going to give it a chance to work.

Is your cbd oil working for you yet?

baer45
10-06-2018, 07:00 PM
My kitty cat feels sore. I'm kind of glad I didnt see movie buddy again today. He ended up having some work meeting go overtime and couldn't get here before my daughter came home. Hopefully I'm not sore anymore by Monday because that's when I see him next.

You two haven't seen any movie recently. Haha.

lynn2009
10-06-2018, 08:18 PM
Somebody please talk me out of quitting my job.

All I need to get by is 600/ week that's nothing...

Elektra Luxx
10-06-2018, 11:52 PM
Somebody please talk me out of quitting my job.

All I need to get by is 600/ week that's nothing...

https://www.thebalancecareers.com/reasons-not-to-quit-your-job-41147979

Quit your job, but you can't quit your current job unless you have another job lined up.

Elektra Luxx
10-07-2018, 10:10 AM
Is your cbd oil working for you yet?

My doctor scared me and I stopped after my appointment. He's very conservative and he gave me several reasons not to use it. The main one, he wasn't sure if I would test positive if I was to be drug tested. Also, he said that I would have to stop taking my Effexor and it's been working good for me lately. It was either I use the Effexor or the cbd oil, so I stopped the cbd oil. That may change later.

How is the cbd oil working for you?

WendiStarr
10-07-2018, 11:04 AM
I am an avid cbd user and have taken and passed two drug tests while using it. One of them I was especially nervous about because it was for a short term government job I had. I passed though. It depends on if the cbd oil is THC free or not. Some have THC in it but the levels are so low that it won't detect.

Elektra Luxx
10-07-2018, 11:19 AM
I'm disappointed with myself for not having my arguments prepared to defend using cbd oil. The doctor scared me and scolded me too.

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-07-2018, 01:15 PM
Saw something strange this morning & it probably has to do with a recent death. Not in the mood for metaphysics this weekend, I have a lot of mundane things to do.

queenelayliah
10-07-2018, 02:51 PM
My doctor scared me and I stopped after my appointment. He's very conservative and he gave me several reasons not to use it. The main one, he wasn't sure if I would test positive if I was to be drug tested. Also, he said that I would have to stop taking my Effexor and it's been working good for me lately. It was either I use the Effexor or the cbd oil, so I stopped the cbd oil. That may change later.

How is the cbd oil working for you?

Ah well i use thc free cbd oil so i should be able to pass a drug test if i ever need to pass one also i work from home so im not worried about it. My cbd oil is working great!!!!! I paid $51 for a little 1oz super concentrated hemp cbd oil that had rave reviews for anixety so at first i was skeptical. But im sooo damn happy i brought it and tried it. My anixety is sooo much better, for me its now damn near non existent!! Before cbd oil i would have a constant "on edge" feeling through out the day but not anymore. Thank god.

lilylilylily
10-07-2018, 03:10 PM
What is the difference between CBD oil and hemp oil? My health food store only sells hemp oil but they told me cbd oil is way better especially for anxiety..

yaya_cash
10-07-2018, 07:19 PM
He said I'm okay with being objectified [as your provider/to take care of you] as long as it's/you're not TOO expensive. :D :)

WendiStarr
10-07-2018, 07:48 PM
When my daughter said she was going to sleep, I thought I saw her head to her bedroom. Her bedroom door was closed so I figured she was in there sleeping. I stayed up watching tv in the living room. I came to my bedroom to find her asleep, taking up most of my bed, all bundled up like an adorable little burrito in my blanket, with her head on both my pillows stacked up one on top of the other. I guess this means that I have to use her fuzzy unicorn pillow and mermaid tail blanket lmao. Kids! :)

wish
10-07-2018, 08:11 PM
My nips have been hurting all day

carmen_b
10-07-2018, 08:26 PM
I had to make my ex squirm the last 10 minutes of a 3 hour pretty good conversation.
I am so tired of hearing why he thinks we are " unfixable " .
I said maybe the split was the right thing and that I was really lonely and wanting romance but having the hardest time because of this strong sense of loyalty I felt to him.

It's funny because even the slightest *hint* at being ready to date again seems to cause such a stir .
He was heated on the phone talking about how I was on a mission "to get dick" now.
I was thinking more like how would be nice to just sit across from someone nice looking and eat without the conversation turning gloom and doom.
This is a white collar 45 year old man ....... I guess these things just turn us all into 19 years olds. ;/

I had a friend who told me a few weeks ago that the thing to do would just get a nice looking guy on my arm quickly and it seemed too contrived.
I'm thinking maybe he was right!
All this self improvement work I did the last 5 weeks seemed to do nothing.

Elektra Luxx
10-07-2018, 09:06 PM
Ah well i use thc free cbd oil so i should be able to pass a drug test if i ever need to pass one also i work from home so im not worried about it. My cbd oil is working great!!!!! I paid $51 for a little 1oz super concentrated hemp cbd oil that had rave reviews for anixety so at first i was skeptical. But im sooo damn happy i brought it and tried it. My anixety is sooo much better, for me its now damn near non existent!! Before cbd oil i would have a constant "on edge" feeling through out the day but not anymore. Thank god.


Before cbd oil i would have a constant "on edge" feeling through out the day but not anymore. Thank god.

I'm glad the CBD oil is working for you, it makes me feel like I should start on it again. "On edge" is how I feel most of the time. If you don't mind me asking, which one do you use?

JGB2009
10-08-2018, 07:15 AM
I am always buying different kinds of tea bags and end up not really liking the taste. Should I keep trying or should I just accept I am not a tea person.....

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-08-2018, 09:02 AM
My nips have been hurting all day

Chapped?

carmen_b
10-08-2018, 09:29 AM
I highly recommend the off menu starbucks tea the " medicine ball " . Try it and you might be converted. ;)

Also, you can put a little lemonade and honey in your tea - makes them awesome if you have un-used tea you feel meh about.


I am always buying different kinds of tea bags and end up not really liking the taste. Should I keep trying or should I just accept I am not a tea person.....

Glamourmilf
10-08-2018, 09:36 AM
If you add the year you were born plus your age, it will equal 2018
Try it.:)

WendiStarr
10-08-2018, 10:12 AM
Movie buddy stopped by. We were going to see Bad times at the El Royale but it's not out yet until the end of this week. He said he didn't have a lot of free time today anyways. We didn't have sex either. We just sat and talked. He hugged me a lot, cuddled with me, gave me some cash and left. He thinks I'm still working at the vanilla job. I don't want to tell him that I'm not because I don't want him going into dad mode on me and giving me a lecture on quitting a job without having another one lined up first. I get the feeling he'd probably do that since he is a dilf with adult children around my age and can get into dad mode sometimes.

whirlerz
10-08-2018, 11:44 AM
I placed a beauty habit order yesterday, for 200.
I used after pay, they divide the payment
I ordered a Ayruvedic face tool, some sandalwood oil, cellulite cream & a mini size of highlighter

wish
10-08-2018, 11:48 AM
Chapped?

Nah. Just pain. They were just extremely sensitive yesterday. It happens sometimes.

carmen_b
10-08-2018, 11:49 AM
I really need some TLC. I was being cheap and booked a massage at the school near me but it's hit and miss. I am thinking of changing it to this other more expensive place and seeing the tall guy with the tattoo armed sleeves for my next session. Good one with him last time. Was templed to turn int that perv customer asking if he might have a secret menu haha.

whirlerz
10-08-2018, 11:53 AM
Lol, that actually happened w/me, a long time ago, met the guy doing lingerie show in a bar..
He was a great masusse, tho.
I lost contact w/him.

yaya_cash
10-08-2018, 02:09 PM
Okay. I can see how Wall Street guys and entertainers working in Manhattan with a lot of competition and demand, start using coke. 3-5 years in such a high-pressured environment can really, really tire you out - without anything to keep you moving in the game.

And the drugged up or drunk entertainers don't miss anything, they're sharp when they're high, or drunk--

Elektra Luxx
10-08-2018, 02:30 PM
I am always buying different kinds of tea bags and end up not really liking the taste. Should I keep trying or should I just accept I am not a tea person.....

Keep trying. I'm not really a tea person, but I like chamomile tea from time to time for relaxing.

WendiStarr
10-08-2018, 02:33 PM
^ I love chai tea. It's my all time favorite.

Elektra Luxx
10-08-2018, 02:35 PM
When my daughter said she was going to sleep, I thought I saw her head to her bedroom. Her bedroom door was closed so I figured she was in there sleeping. I stayed up watching tv in the living room. I came to my bedroom to find her asleep, taking up most of my bed, all bundled up like an adorable little burrito in my blanket, with her head on both my pillows stacked up one on top of the other. I guess this means that I have to use her fuzzy unicorn pillow and mermaid tail blanket lmao. Kids! :)

You're such a good mom. I can feel the love you have for your daughter through your posts.

lynn2009
10-08-2018, 03:39 PM
Why is putting apostrophes in EVERY WORD a fucking epidemic lately??

I got CVs to look at for hiring and one person wrote process's instead of processes and someone else wrote ' three years' experience in.... ', which is really stupid because that would be correct, because she's talking about more than one year, but the word itself was plural and years is a unit of time, not possessive!

People sometimes your words are plural! Stop this!!!

carmen_b
10-08-2018, 07:48 PM
I may make an exception for one of hot fire fighters ( I said I wasn't going to message any back ) .
6'4'' , late 20's ( 10 years my junior ). Haha. Specifically said he loves older women. Hmmmmm

JessaJade
10-08-2018, 11:29 PM
^Um, yes

queenelayliah
10-09-2018, 10:46 AM
I'm glad the CBD oil is working for you, it makes me feel like I should start on it again. "On edge" is how I feel most of the time. If you don't mind me asking, which one do you use?

Yeah i use purekana its like $50 and it had free shipping so just $50 for a 1oz bottle that suppose to last 41 servings so basically a month.

Is there any body else thats using a cheaper cbd oil? Though i love my oil after doing some math for a bottle a month thats going to be dang near $621 a year. So im looking for cheaper options but still a good product. Any recommendations and it has to help with anixety & be able to take the edge off.

queenelayliah
10-09-2018, 08:48 PM
Im feeling extremely lonely & depressed today., im just trying to figure whats the point of life, i just had the thought of why was my mom so selfish to bring me into this cruel world.

I dont have a significant other, im career less, super overweight, and living paycheck to paycheck. I want to come home to someone so bad im sick of being alone. I have no clue how to date, besides who would want me. These are the thoughts im having.

lilylilylily
10-09-2018, 09:04 PM
Just want to send you a virtual hug xx

carmen_b
10-09-2018, 09:41 PM
^ SAME. I have BEEN there ( feeling so awful ). Try to PUSH through. Hour by Hour. Take care of yourself !

Elektra Luxx
10-09-2018, 10:48 PM
^^^
I feel like you're feeling often too. I believe there's someone for everyone. I knew my bf for 10 years before I even considered dating him. Please don't be so hard on yourself try not to think negative thoughts. Hugs

WendiStarr
10-10-2018, 06:16 AM
queenelayliah, if I could hug you right now I would. I'll send you a virtual hug instead. I know how you feel as far as being sick of being lonely and wanting someone to come home to. I've been feeling depressed about that lately too. I cried about that last night actually. Try to focus on something that will make you feel better whether that's giving yourself a makeover, having a spa day, learning a new hobby, taking an art or dance class(or whichever kind of class), learn a new language, starting a new fitness routine, volunteer work, or anything that can help improve your mood and boost your confidence. Live life one day at a time for now. It will get better.

carmen_b
10-10-2018, 11:21 AM
OMG. What the actual f#*k is wrong with me ?

I rambled for days about how no one was setting up smooth dates / meetings with me and then yesterday I had a really nice looking guy ( and just generally nice , ZERO creepiness , well traveled, tall ) get in touch and ask me out 24 hours ahead.
Now I'm sitting here DREADING getting ready and going . All I want to do is watch shows in bed with tea.

I think it's the cold weather. It has turned terrible the last few days. I better pull it together by tonight.

WendiStarr
10-10-2018, 02:50 PM
I don't feel like going anywhere but movie buddy said he wants to take me out tonight. I went through the trouble of painting my nails, straightening my waist length hair, and putting on makeup so hopefully he doesn't cancel on me. Otherwise I'll be watching Netflix.

carmen_b
10-10-2018, 09:13 PM
^ I WENT ! I'm so glad I did ! More details to come. ;)

The DEETS :
Was not expecting a sexy spanish accent ! Great dresser. He brought me chocolates wrapped up with a bow on it. Great conversation. Definitely hoping to see again. From Uruguay. He had to take a call and listening to his Spanish on the phone was really adorable.
Oh, the internet and lying about height though. Definitely not 6'1'. Probably forgiveable though ( I'm thinking closer to 5'10 - 5' 11'' ).

;)

queenelayliah
10-10-2018, 11:45 PM
Just want to send you a virtual hug xx

Thank you for the hug. 🤗

queenelayliah
10-11-2018, 02:29 AM
queenelayliah, if I could hug you right now I would. I'll send you a virtual hug instead. I know how you feel as far as being sick of being lonely and wanting someone to come home to. I've been feeling depressed about that lately too. I cried about that last night actually. Try to focus on something that will make you feel better whether that's giving yourself a makeover, having a spa day, learning a new hobby, taking an art or dance class(or whichever kind of class), learn a new language, starting a new fitness routine, volunteer work, or anything that can help improve your mood and boost your confidence. Live life one day at a time for now. It will get better.

I want to thank Everyone who sent postive vibes and hugs. Thank you so much. It makes me happy to know im not the only one feeling like this.

Glamourmilf
10-11-2018, 06:32 AM
I received a letter from the electric company.
They said that my usage is so much lower than my neighbors, and they want me to fill out a survey telling them why.
The reason why is because all the gossipy yentas around me stay home 24/7, and run their TV, ac, and appliances.
I actually go OUT, and have a life!
Since I can't put that on the survey, I'm just going to throw it in the trash.
My random thought is that ALL the women I've met/ had as roommates who are over 60 years old, always stay home.
I'm worried about the same thing happening to me.
Bill Maher made a comment about being the only person over 60 that goes out in LA. That he never sees anyone his age or older anywhere.
Come to think of it, I only knew 1 lady in LA who was always out and took long walks everyday. She was 80. I didn't notice it, until I moved to 3 different suburbs.
Just a thought, because as much as I love staying in, I'd hate for it to be a full time thing.

carmen_b
10-11-2018, 09:07 AM
^ ( shudders at memories of many roommates who didn’t have a life and were home too much )