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WendiStarr
01-29-2019, 07:26 PM
Pretty sure I seen ghosts sitting in chairs in the Assembly Room of Independence Hall while a tour guy dude was talking. There were three of them, just sitting there in the chairs. Two were sitting next to each other close by and one was sitting at the head table at the front, by himself and then they faded away. At first I was thinking,"This place has holograms? Wow, cool!" I could've swore one of them looked like Ben Franklin. That was bizarre.
queenelayliah
01-29-2019, 07:37 PM
When you want to go buy groceries but you cant afford it but you realize all the “little bit of money” your spending on fast food will add up to you being able to buy groceries. Fuck my life. I guess im not eating for a few days
Glamourmilf
01-31-2019, 09:26 AM
Gay guys have the most sex of anyone I've ever met, omg! Lol!
I ran into a young gay guy I met once before, at our photography Meetup.
He's married to a much older man, but fucks around constantly.
He works for the airlines, and is currently stationed in Dallas.
He whips out photos of him with all these tall, strapping hunky Texas men.
Their penises, etc.
He says that all the guys he meets there are married to women, and are on the down low.:O
One of them is whisking him away to Cancun today for the weekend.
I started thinking how I never hear about this kind of stuff happening to all of my horny women friends.
If anything, it's the opposite.
Myself included.
No man even calls us, or takes us out. Nevermind any trips.
He said it's because wives won't suck or fuck their husbands.
Well, I did. Even used a strap on with both of my husband's. ( The ole 'Prostate Tickle')
And they BOTH cheated!
What it boils down to, is that men will fuck anything. Anytime. Anywhere.
It is what it is.:-\
carmen_b
01-31-2019, 12:07 PM
^ You'd like to think that at least *some* men are not creepy but then you see evidence like this.
Basically, this is why I allow a "spectrum" of not 100% monogamy. In both my long term relationships I loved being monogamous for 4-5 years but then I kind of offered " free passes " here and there ( I'm not sure if either used them ). Monogamy is hard honestly .
It's a weird thing ( the decline of sexuality in relationships ) . I used to feel HIGH for 2-3 years anytime I was around my former partner ( or especially sexing him at the start ). Like so many , time and taking each other for granted ( I guess ) got us.
At least as sex workers, I guess we are making this " work " for us.
SnuffleUffleGrass
01-31-2019, 12:16 PM
Pretty sure I seen ghosts sitting in chairs in the Assembly Room of Independence Hall while a tour guy dude was talking. There were three of them, just sitting there in the chairs. Two were sitting next to each other close by and one was sitting at the head table at the front, by himself and then they faded away. At first I was thinking,"This place has holograms? Wow, cool!" I could've swore one of them looked like Ben Franklin. That was bizarre.
I had a similar experience at a historic Southern Civil War Battlefield site. (Not seeing something but a very specifically timed dizzy spell while in a room of a mansion.)
carmen_b
01-31-2019, 01:48 PM
Damn. I need to decide what to do ( with where to live ). I should probably get OUT of this space ( I shared this place with the ex and he lives in the next building over now ).
I paid a premium to only do a three month extension on the lease ( extra $100 a month ) and it ends March 1 .
I feel like they are such dicks lately ( this is an organization in my city I've supported for years .... unique spaces for artists to live / work and somewhat rent controlled ). They should just let me go month to month after 2.5 years. So stupid. Ugh.
I feel so unsure what to do. The home I pay a mortgage on is so much larger than this and that would be nice but it's in a suburb and I just don't know if I can stomach that. My renters there are such fully automated wonderful renters.
carmen_b
01-31-2019, 01:53 PM
( unrelated to above )
I don't dig grey hair on men in their 40's. They should really use that just for men product and get the salt and pepper look. It looks so much younger.
Elektra Luxx
01-31-2019, 02:59 PM
When I'm explaining something to my grandma and she doesn't quite get it, she'll cock her head to one side and say "Ehh?!". So now I do the same to bf when he's trying to explain something to me.
AChildOfBoredom
01-31-2019, 03:18 PM
I feel like my friends are in conspiracy here. Lately, they've doubled down on their attempts to reconfigure my wardrobe.
"You're hot.. you should dress more sexy", etc., etc. I really have a hard time explaining to them why I simply cannot do that. Besides, is how I dress really so bad? At least it's not like back when I had zero fashion sense, and just followed the lead of my roommate and his friends, and had a wardrobe consisting largely of heavy metal band shirts, Realtree print, and... I'm gonna be honest here and say I'm a little ashamed to continue on.
Typically, outside of work, I'll wear a dress... more often than not, a jumper. Is that really so bad?
On my "don't give a fuck days", then it could be whatever.. maybe a skirt, maybe leggings with a tunic or oversized t-shirt over it. Which, that's not a regular thing unless I'm sick or going to a concert, or it's one of those rare occasions I'm willing to set foot inside a Walmart.
Funnily enough, I get less judgment from the dancers at the club. They tell me, "that's a cute outfit" and also about how they get a kick out of how I'll often leave the club looking like I'm going to church.
Maybe stripping is a part of it... I do feel a complete lack of interest in putting myself on display for those who aren't paying.
WendiStarr
01-31-2019, 04:07 PM
My birthday is still a couple months away but I really want to stay at either Sybaris or Belamere, even if only for a night. Both places look so nice but Mr. Dilf isn't getting the hint. I came right out and told him that I want to spend my birthday there. He didn't bite. In reality I'll probably end up getting a room at a normal hotel, for that weekend with an indoor pool and hang out there with my mini me.
baer45
01-31-2019, 10:09 PM
I got invited to a very expensive sushi restaurant tomorrow. Usually it costs $200+ per person. I am glad that I won稚 be paying the bill. :hungry:
Selina M
01-31-2019, 11:34 PM
I think I'm turning into my mom, cause now I'm an adult and I *totally get it*.
She used to get upset every time my dad would bring home (or allow me to bring home) another pet. I didn't understand how someone could *not* want another dog or gerbil or whatever.
Now my SO keeps trying to collect animals. The man works 60 hours a week, he doesn't have TIME to contribute to pet care. I relented and agreed to a kitten a few months ago (on top of the existing 2 dogs, cat and python)... Jesus Christ, she's cute but she's ruining my sleep and destroying the house... She just pulled over a lamp I've had <24 hours and it stopped working >:(
Soooo, yep. I hear my mother's words come out of my mouth often now... She wasn't anti cute animals, but she was sick of all the extra work that somehow got dumped on her. I get it now... Sorry mom!
Elektra Luxx
02-01-2019, 08:02 AM
Speaking of kitty cats, my little "killy" like my niece calls her, is so darn cute! She brings her cat toy to our bed to play with it. And during the night she sleeps between my legs or cuddles right up next to the small of my back. Soooooo cute!
AChildOfBoredom
02-01-2019, 02:31 PM
My cat has been giving me the cold shoulder ever since I came home with a Beagle puppy. Now she stays with the Irish woman, which kinda upsets my sister. I had another cat who used to stay with her, but had to be put down last year. I think she was hoping this cat would.
WendiStarr
02-01-2019, 03:15 PM
I want to order a pizza so bad but I already ordered food delivery this week. I need to cook more homemade meals.
queenelayliah
02-01-2019, 03:29 PM
I brought fish! For the first time in years. I was really really craving it.
JGB2009
02-01-2019, 07:46 PM
I snoozed one person on FB because all she ever does is talk about Trump. Please I don't wanna hear about him. Then I snoozed someone else because he keeps posting pictures of him and his man looking girlfriend. Ummmmm I don't wanna look at you two either!!! Glad FB has the snooze feature.
baer45
02-01-2019, 08:44 PM
update: I do not like the restaurant, I don't think the food is any special. I will not go back, free food or not.
WendiStarr
02-02-2019, 06:25 AM
My sense of smell is outrageous today. When I peed this morning I could smell a maple syrup scent coming from my hooha. I checked blood sugar level and it was normal though. I can still smell it through my pajamas. I am disturbed by this and can't say I've ever experienced it before. Yesterday I upped my protein intake and ate no sweets, not even fruit so I don't understand. I've already freaked myself out Googling.
Aurora_Sunset
02-02-2019, 08:08 AM
An old coworker, who turned into a major bitch. Snapchat chatted me yesterday. I refused to check it so far cuz I have no desire to talk to her. But I am really curious what she could possibly want.
AChildOfBoredom
02-02-2019, 08:14 AM
Open house at the equestrian center today, and I’m one of the people giving tours. So I get to wear the formal boots, breeches, and jacket. Damn, I feel fancy!
JGB2009
02-02-2019, 10:48 AM
I woke up with a terrible panic attack last night!!!! It scared me so badly that I got up and went on the sofa to sleep.
chanzep
02-02-2019, 01:59 PM
I was out under anesthesia today. When I woke up I could not stop crying. Cried for like 2 hours.
PuppyBrat22
02-02-2019, 02:23 PM
I made the mistake of buying junk food while dieting. Is it possible to be haunted by the thought of a Honeybun? Because I feel like it is.
lilylilylily
02-02-2019, 04:08 PM
My jaw has been sore for the last few days, have no idea why.
carmen_b
02-02-2019, 04:46 PM
So proud of myself. I was ON IT packing this time for this stripper trip. I'm SO much more comfy than last time.
The last hotel in this town was SO gross - it could have won a gross hotel award. This one is better , I just got in.
I've got my kitchen box ( two meals a day done ), my little massage set up in case I get a massage customer ( lotions , wrap style covers for the extra bed, and my salt lamp ).
I'm even looking like a real stripper this time. New shoes and Lashes.
Last time I was such a scrub ( just went through my regular life underwear drawer and bought heels on the way haha ).
Aurora_Sunset
02-02-2019, 05:26 PM
An old coworker, who turned into a major bitch. Snapchat chatted me yesterday. I refused to check it so far cuz I have no desire to talk to her. But I am really curious what she could possibly want.
She wants a reference for a new job. Of course... only when she needs something ::) lol
In other news, I致e been making really good money on Uber and Lyft. I知 so relieved to have something better than OT at the vanilla job. I知 so over it. I like my industry but I hate this company. I知 dying being at the mercy of a boss and set schedule. I知 throwing myself into some freelance writing and also trying to monetize a blog in the near future. I知 hoping by mid-summer, all that plus continuing driving will allow me to go part-time/PRN.
AChildOfBoredom
02-02-2019, 06:40 PM
No stripping for me tonight.. unless I get really drunk and lose my inhibitions. My younger refugee turned 17 today, so it's her day. We're out and about, having a good time... I'm actually drinking, because I have three under 21s in this house with drivers licenses, so fuck it. She didn't get a "super duper sweet 16" last year, because what the fuck would I know about being a teenage girl? Growing up Mennonite, I never really had a chance to be one myself. So it was a simple matter last year, trying to take a wild guess at what kind of cake to make for her, because when I asked her favorite kind, she just shrugged her shoulders and said it had always come from Walmart. Well, that wasn't happening on my watch. So, with the help of some friends, we decided to go a little more all-out this year.
I hope she's happy. I really had no fucking idea what I was doing when I took her in. I really have no idea now. I like to think I did something good for her, but I'm fucking terrified at the idea that I'm doing something horribly wrong which could end up impeding her in life.
lynn2009
02-02-2019, 07:59 PM
So my date with Derek's parents was this evening, and they had been so insistent I was really starting to wonder if they are going to give me part of the estate. But no, just the usual chit chat, then the seriously you haven't met anyone else yet, don't you ever leave your house, and derek was so perfect wasn't he, are you sure it's not your fault, etc. Just a lovely evening.
Glamourmilf
02-03-2019, 08:45 AM
I woke up with a terrible panic attack last night!!!! It scared me so badly that I got up and went on the sofa to sleep.
Have you ever tried Gaba?
It's great for panic and anxiety.
AChildOfBoredom
02-03-2019, 09:52 AM
Well, the birthday party seemed to have gone well. We came back here for the afterparty, where the young'uns could drink if they wished, which they apparently did (but the three under 21s who live here were the only ones - the rest were over 21.. typically friends of mine or others who live here and who know the birthday girl by extension). I passed out pretty early... I'm a horrible lightweight. Woke up snuggled up to the same dancer who made a pass at me... she's the one who stayed here for a few days waiting for the move-in date for her new place, and they wanted to invite her, so she also gave up a night of stripping to be in attendance. I trust her, we were both clothed, so I just went back to sleep. Didn't realize at the time my bed had apparently become the crash out spot, because I was the first to 'wake up' wake up, and there were six other people there. Aside from feeling like shit - which was my own doing - I can't complain. They didn't trash the place, what little there was to be cleaned up, they jumped right on it without prompting from me, the other girls made breakfast, and I'm just relaxing today.
It was fun, but I could only do that once in a very rare while.
seashell
02-03-2019, 05:45 PM
My puppy is losing her puppy teeth, and I keep finding them everywhere. I love her, but it's honestly really gross. They keep showing up in my bedsheets!
JGB2009
02-03-2019, 11:34 PM
Its 1:33am and I cant sleep. I have so much to do tomorrow...uhgggg I need to sleep.
Glamourmilf
02-04-2019, 06:50 AM
Random thought: I noticed that my gay husband never tells me that I'm pretty, or ever compliments what I'm wearing. Hmm.
We went to church together yesterday. If it wasn't for all the women gushing over my outfit/jewelry/hair, I'd always think I'm ugly when I go out with him.:-\
We had plans later in the day to go to a wild gay dance bar a few towns over.
From the moment I picked him up, until the moment we got there, he kept complimenting me on how I looked, and how he loved what I was wearing.
Let me break it down.
Whenever we get together, I'm usually wearing something conservative.
But, last night I pulled out my LA clothes, which I never do.
All black. Black t-shirt with my tits up and out. Black leggings, black boots, and a black leather jacket.
He's going on and on about how much he loves how I did my makeup (it was the same makeup I had on for church).
I know he's a ' bottom', but I never realized how much.
He must have been turned on by the leather.
He used every excuse to keep hugging me, ( he's never even so much as shaken my hand).
Interesting how the mind works.
How we all have our secret ' kinks'/fetishes that turn us on.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-04-2019, 01:38 PM
My new driver's license pic is a bit eerie since I wore all black and my hair looks jet black in the photo. Honestly I think that's great.
AChildOfBoredom
02-04-2019, 02:38 PM
My new driver's license pic is a bit eerie since I wore all black and my hair looks jet black in the photo. Honestly I think that's great.
They got me pretty good with the ‘crazy eyes’ effect on mine. My hair looked a little messy, but it’s kinda hard to see just how much so because my hair actually is that dark. But they must’ve done something to bring out my eyes, because it looks like I’m wearing those blue contacts (I have blue eyes, but not that blue, and a blood vessel was popped in one eye, so they REALLY brought that out.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-04-2019, 03:37 PM
They got me pretty good with the ‘crazy eyes’ effect on mine. My hair looked a little messy, but it’s kinda hard to see just how much so because my hair actually is that dark. But they must’ve done something to bring out my eyes, because it looks like I’m wearing those blue contacts (I have blue eyes, but not that blue, and a blood vessel was popped in one eye, so they REALLY brought that out.
LOL!!!!!!!
Yeah I refuse to smile for Driver's License pics because I figure when I get pulled over it helps my case to look as solemn as possible (both on the license and in front of the cop.)
I might get to re-take the pic for my Real ID ID...which would be nice.
lynn2009
02-04-2019, 07:38 PM
I must have some stripper charm left in me cause my boss wants me to start being, in her words, the face of the department more and more. She says I present well and like I know what I'm talking about. She didn't mention this, but I'm sure having a cute face doesn't hurt either.
lilylilylily
02-04-2019, 08:26 PM
I found a bunch of my old regs phone numbers and business cards in old wallet. Keeping them as a souvenir forever
carmen_b
02-05-2019, 01:01 AM
I am noticing today that a couple things on my little sex work road trip are not sitting well ( relating to a couple of people and their spending v.s. grabbing at me ).
Maybe I'm just tired. I'll sleep on it and come back later.
Glamourmilf
02-05-2019, 04:46 AM
I was in line at the 99 cents store, and noticed that they're now selling pepper spray. I didn't know that was legal here.
Very timely, because I'm starting to 'prep' for a SHTF ( Shit hits the fan) event.
I've been watching YouTube videos non stop about the subject matter.
I'm also going to buy a gun, and learn how to use it.
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WendiStarr
02-05-2019, 07:50 AM
If any ladies are in Michigan or touring, avoid booking at any hotels in the cities of Madison Heights and Troy right now. A client with an LE relative warned me that both cities made a new ordinance that is geared towards stopping escorting and just had funding increased for their undercover operations aimed at sex workers. Any hotels or motels in these cities can be shut down for looking the other way when "illicit activity" is taking place. This has given hotel management, staff, and housekeeping incentive to report anyone that they think may be engaging in escorting. They will be closely monitoring any female guest who checks in alone, keeping track of garbage content, towel usage(if they check in alone but go through an "unusual" amount of towels), etc. This has been significant because one of the cities has previously been notorious for "looking the other way" and so it brought a lot of local and touring providers to that area. Be careful out there.
xStacey
02-05-2019, 03:51 PM
I know I'm very late to this but after seeing so many beautiful pictures on Instagram I just made my first smoothie bowl ever with tons of delicious toppings and it's sooo goodd and healthy :drool: Never tried any at a restaurant before as they are not as common here.
Elektra Luxx
02-06-2019, 10:55 AM
I've been seeing some blood in my urine for about a couple months. Not all the time, but I haven't really seen a pattern. I've seen it after exercising mostly, but sometimes it just happens. I went to see the doctor today and I weigh 114 pounds. I've lost 4 pounds and I haven't been doing anything differently. I'm scheduled for some kind abdominal scan next week to see what's going on. It's kind of scary.
WendiStarr
02-06-2019, 11:07 AM
^ Elektra, that is scary! I hope everything turns out to be ok or that they can fix whatever it is asap.
JGB2009
02-06-2019, 12:55 PM
I've been seeing some blood in my urine for about a couple months. Not all the time, but I haven't really seen a pattern. I've seen it after exercising mostly, but sometimes it just happens. I went to see the doctor today and I weigh 114 pounds. I've lost 4 pounds and I haven't been doing anything differently. I'm scheduled for some kind abdominal scan next week to see what's going on. It's kind of scary.
I will be thinking of you....please let us know how it goes.
baer45
02-06-2019, 02:32 PM
I've been seeing some blood in my urine for about a couple months. Not all the time, but I haven't really seen a pattern. I've seen it after exercising mostly, but sometimes it just happens. I went to see the doctor today and I weigh 114 pounds. I've lost 4 pounds and I haven't been doing anything differently. I'm scheduled for some kind abdominal scan next week to see what's going on. It's kind of scary.
Did the doctor do an urine test for you? Did you excercise and eat as usual when you lost 4 lbs?
XOXO, it's too early to be afraid.
JGB2009
02-06-2019, 02:42 PM
I so badly wanted to see you tonight. Now I wont....sucks :(
queenelayliah
02-06-2019, 04:09 PM
I am so sick of low paying jobs when i have spent so much money on my education. I owe $50,000 in student loans but the jobs in my area willing to hire someone with a liberal arts major the pay starts at $11 an hour. I’m not looking to become a millionaire, I just want to make atleast $50,000 a year, before taxes!
Like seriously I could have skipped college and made the same amount of money. I seriously wonder how my life would be if I was super model gorgeous and thin. Like I swear I would be a sugar baby, stripper and trophy wife.
I try to keep my head up and be positive but damn it hard to do so. When everyone else around you is doing so much better then you. Where did I go wrong with my life. I don’t do drugs, I don’t have a criminal record, no kids, I stayed in school, was top of my class and what’s the results of my efforts. Student loans and horrible job prospectives. There’s people that do bad, horrible things with their lives (traffic people, hit man, ganagsters, etc.) and they make so more money than i do.
Sorry need to vent.
lynn2009
02-06-2019, 06:09 PM
I am so sick of low paying jobs when i have spent so much money on my education. I owe $50,000 in student loans but the jobs in my area willing to hire someone with a liberal arts major the pay starts at $11 an hour. I’m not looking to become a millionaire, I just want to make atleast $50,000 a year, before taxes!
Like seriously I could have skipped college and made the same amount of money. I seriously wonder how my life would be if I was super model gorgeous and thin. Like I swear I would be a sugar baby, stripper and trophy wife.
I try to keep my head up and be positive but damn it hard to do so. When everyone else around you is doing so much better then you. Where did I go wrong with my life. I don’t do drugs, I don’t have a criminal record, no kids, I stayed in school, was top of my class and what’s the results of my efforts. Student loans and horrible job prospectives. There’s people that do bad, horrible things with their lives (traffic people, hit man, ganagsters, etc.) and they make so more money than i do.
Sorry need to vent.
I know you're probably just venting and not interested in unsolicited advice, but have you ever thought about going back to school, to a community college for nursing? I've always thought if I could do everything all over again I would become a nurse. A nurse with an associates degree likely makes as much as I do, and I have a masters. And currently having a four year degree would still be an advantage when it comes to hiring and pay negotiations.
Another option is to get a secretary job, I know it's low paying but if you're smart and competent people do notice and you can likely move onto greener pastures in a couple years.