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Glamourmilf
02-23-2019, 03:09 PM
AW! Sorry hun..
Have your tried pure aloe (non alcohol)or a very mild aloe based lotion, such as Simple brand, Oatmeal lotion
webmd.com have anything?
I use Boiron brand arnica for arthritis pain, I get the cream not the gel, it's non scented, Idk bout cvs but we have Meijer (like a walmart & they have it.
Edit: it says on web md not to put the wet washcloth on, when using the lotions, just saying.:}
https://www.cdc.gov/shingles/about/index.html
For now that's all I can think of, get better soon, & much healing
Yes. I just recently got over a very mild case. My only symptom was a blistering rash on my neck which itched like crazy. My DR prescribed a steroid. I said "fuck no" & didn't take it.
6 weeks of regular washing then applying a thin layer of hydrocortisone 1% spelled relief.
You'll be fine. :)
My dad had it and it was on his head. Sending u get well soon wishes. Hope u find something that helps.
Thanks everyone for the swift replies.
Off I go to CVS.
@Whirl, I use an ice pack, not a wet washcloth. I did read that too on webmd. Thanks for the headsup.
JGB2009
02-23-2019, 05:26 PM
You are suppose to be single but you are not acting like you are. You only talk to me during the day while you are at work. Big change since you used to talk to me any time of day and was always blowing up my phone. Yea you and I know that you are lying to me. ASSHOLE!!!!
lynn2009
02-23-2019, 08:33 PM
I read the book last year and loved it but I just watched the movie for Hidden Figures. Their story is so inspirational.
miss.a.p1600
02-23-2019, 09:03 PM
The doctor diagnosed me with it years back. I think I was misdiagnosed but then again he claimed my immune system became compromised from being stressed at work. He had the gall to prescribe valtrex (since I had chicken pox and the virus - herpes zoster - reactivates) and some pain killers. I took the pain killers (they were mild) but not the valtrex. Only because if I did really have shingles it was very mild. I never had any visible rash just some slight pain/tingling in my mid to lower back.
AChildOfBoredom
02-24-2019, 02:14 AM
Some of my friends wound up with some serious fuckboys. But don't tell them they can do better for themselves - they'll just get pissed off with you.
And of course these boyfriends all have "single friends" that I just HAVE to meet. Maybe at the end of the barrel of my AR-15... I certainly have no interest in mingling with them. As they say, birds of a feather flock together. If the boyfriend is a fuckboy, I automatically assume the same holds true of their friends. But, what would I know? I'm the one who's been single for as long as I have.
And no matter how times I've had to bear witness to the conclusion of those 'love stories', they keep trying the same fucking thing and expecting a different result. But they wanna give me dating advice.
One friend recently went on vacation to Guyana with her boyfriend. Broke into her savings that she was building up to use as a down payment on a house. The Instagram photos were cool, certainly. Of course, she always winds up with the same type, and their relationship is already rocky, but I'd better keep quiet about it, lest I end up being the bitch because I accurately predict how it'll end. I've already seen enough friends and acquaintances fuck themselves up over guys with zero longevity... giving up careers, giving up their own aspirations, etc., and for what? Then they ask me for advice after it all goes to shit. Like, what? Am I supposed to tell them that it's no fault of their own, and surely the 30 year-old neckbeard who lived with his parents up until he shacked up with you surely seemed like he'd be "the one"?
I think my male acquaintances tend to be dumbasses in this regard, too. I'm half tempted to smack the shit out of one in particular for being so thick in the head whenever I make it out to Colorado.
queenelayliah
02-24-2019, 03:47 AM
^
Albert Einstein did say “the definition of insanity is to do the same thing over and over and expect different results”.
Glamourmilf
02-24-2019, 06:27 AM
Have any of you ladies ever dealt with Shingles?
Whether personally or someone you know?
I did a search on here, but nothing current came up.
I'm looking for something over the counter that will work. I'm not going to call a doctor if I can help it.
So far I've been using coconut oil, benedryl lotion, and baking soda. Cold compress helps too. Ibuprofen also.
I'm going to CVS later today, and would like to try something else.
The shingles is on one side of my waist, and lower back. Both the pain and itching are driving me mad!
Thanks in advance.
I got the hydrocortisone cream.
It burns, but I guess it's working? Not sure yet.
I'm in so much pain, I can't stand myself.:ouch:
I'm going to get some non stick bandages, because the pain is worse when my clothing rubs against it.
Even in bed. I've been tossing and turning all night, because my blankets were pressed against it.
whirlerz
02-24-2019, 08:13 AM
Aw. I'm sorry hon thinking of you, praying for you too! Take care rest as best as you can!
I'm going to make a suggestion, only, please don't get mad, is there any way you can go to a clinic & get a prescription for antiviral meds? A Dr. there may have a few samples, I've gotten samples for depression meds
I really think you need them
I have a retail Rx card, (it's not under my name or anyone's name) it has to be used on its own tho, can't be used w/any other types of insurance. It's sorta prepaid card
Again, just a suggestion
Here is customer service # for the card: 855 569 6337.
Let me know I have the ID, group, bin, & pcn #'s.
Anyway the pharmacy can fill it w/o Dr prescription?
I think they do that here for birth control
There's also another card for prescriptions
that's inexpensive, I don't know their info tho.
Good luck dear God Bless!
charlie61
02-24-2019, 11:17 AM
So Carli Bybel clearly got a BBL, right?
JGB2009
02-24-2019, 11:23 AM
So if your inner voice is telling you someone is attached then they probably are. This guy has been acting shady since Xmas day. Little by little he would disappear. Mind you we used to stay in touch 24/7. His excuses at first was oh I am with my friend before he goes to jail, oh I am sooooo tired and was sleeping, and I left my phone in the car (For 21 hours). It all happened in layers. I invested my time with a complete asshole. I am so angry right now. Time to move on....but still
charlie61
02-24-2019, 12:37 PM
So if your inner voice is telling you someone is attached then they probably are. This guy has been acting shady since Xmas day. Little by little he would disappear. Mind you we used to stay in touch 24/7. His excuses at first was oh I am with my friend before he goes to jail, oh I am sooooo tired and was sleeping, and I left my phone in the car (For 21 hours). It all happened in layers. I invested my time with a complete asshole. I am so angry right now. Time to move on....but still
Agreed, 100%. This is how it was with my ex - it turned out he'd been "cheating on me" with drugs for years, and i had no idea, because i was living in an insulated cave of denial. The most hurtful part was how i felt i couldn't trust my own judgment anymore due to years of gaslighting. (He wasn't abusive, but i mean gaslighting in terms of all of the lying, denial, and excuses that led to me questioning my intuition and sanity.)
When the truth is too horrifying to acknowledge, the mind can go to great lengths to protect itself.
AChildOfBoredom
02-24-2019, 02:23 PM
A girl I grew up with in the Mennonite community back in Wisconsin got a hold of me recently. Her husband had melanoma on his face treated. His next referral wasn’t for a follow up… it was for hospice. It had spread to his brain, there’s a large tumor, and it’s inoperable. He’s 29, and this thing is going to kill him. Estimates of maybe four months were given. His wife and children are going to lose him much too early, and it’s just such a feeling of powerlessness knowing there’s nothing I or anyone else can do about it.
indiegirl
02-24-2019, 03:00 PM
I thoroughly THOROUGHLY enjoy hitting on my past strip club manager. I've been texting him lately that we gon' have some babies so lets get to it! I totally mean it and would with him hahahaha. I prolly look nuts but hey a girl can dream!! I have entered baby fever as of recently. LOL.
I'm turning 30 in a few months. The time is NOW! lollll
trustfundkiller
02-24-2019, 03:48 PM
I kind of feel like going to the club tonight. Logically, getting your teeth pulled would probably be more fun than working that club on a Sunday, but for some reason I'm feeling lucky.
trustfundkiller
02-24-2019, 03:54 PM
Some of my friends wound up with some serious fuckboys. But don't tell them they can do better for themselves - they'll just get pissed off with you.
And of course these boyfriends all have "single friends" that I just HAVE to meet. Maybe at the end of the barrel of my AR-15... I certainly have no interest in mingling with them. As they say, birds of a feather flock together. If the boyfriend is a fuckboy, I automatically assume the same holds true of their friends. But, what would I know? I'm the one who's been single for as long as I have.
And no matter how times I've had to bear witness to the conclusion of those 'love stories', they keep trying the same fucking thing and expecting a different result. But they wanna give me dating advice.
One friend recently went on vacation to Guyana with her boyfriend. Broke into her savings that she was building up to use as a down payment on a house. The Instagram photos were cool, certainly. Of course, she always winds up with the same type, and their relationship is already rocky, but I'd better keep quiet about it, lest I end up being the bitch because I accurately predict how it'll end. I've already seen enough friends and acquaintances fuck themselves up over guys with zero longevity... giving up careers, giving up their own aspirations, etc., and for what? Then they ask me for advice after it all goes to shit. Like, what? Am I supposed to tell them that it's no fault of their own, and surely the 30 year-old neckbeard who lived with his parents up until he shacked up with you surely seemed like he'd be "the one"?
I think my male acquaintances tend to be dumbasses in this regard, too. I'm half tempted to smack the shit out of one in particular for being so thick in the head whenever I make it out to Colorado.
My cousin is with the exact kind of guy you just described and it's so frustrating to watch. They're on and off -- "off" when he's sick of her and wants to party and sleep around, and when he's ready to slink back to her she takes him back in a heartbeat. He's a loser photographer going nowhere, nearing 30-years-old and has 3 roommates. She even paid thousands of dollars for her own birthday trip in the Caribbean, including his airfare, the hotel, the food, the drinks, everything was on her ...for her own birthday! She buys plane tickets to fly out to see him. If he says "jump", she says "how high?". It's absolutely maddening. I wish I could slap some sense into her.
yaya_cash
02-24-2019, 04:06 PM
My cousin is with the exact kind of guy you just described and it's so frustrating to watch. They're on and off -- "off" when he's sick of her and wants to party and sleep around, and when he's ready to slink back to her she takes him back in a heartbeat. He's a loser photographer going nowhere, nearing 30-years-old and has 3 roommates. She even paid thousands of dollars for her own birthday trip in the Caribbean, including his airfare, the hotel, the food, the drinks, everything was on her ...for her own birthday! She buys plane tickets to fly out to see him. If he says "jump", she says "how high?". It's absolutely maddening. I wish I could slap some sense into her.
Hmm, is the reverse OK for a girl, to do?
trustfundkiller
02-24-2019, 04:10 PM
Hmm, is the reverse OK for a girl, to do?
It's not about gender, it's about her having no respect for herself and allowing someone to use her.
WendiStarr
02-24-2019, 04:37 PM
I thoroughly THOROUGHLY enjoy hitting on my past strip club manager. I've been texting him lately that we gon' have some babies so lets get to it! I totally mean it and would with him hahahaha. I prolly look nuts but hey a girl can dream!! I have entered baby fever as of recently. LOL.
I'm turning 30 in a few months. The time is NOW! lollll
Same here! Well, except I'm turning 32 next month and I already have a 9 year old kid who will be turning 10 this year. Baby fever has been hitting me again very hard lately.
chanzep
02-24-2019, 06:35 PM
I am trying to watch Sister Wives it's weird to me but interesting to see their lives.
miss.a.p1600
02-24-2019, 06:41 PM
I used to love watching that show because it was out of the ordinary and he was doing what damn near half the male population wish they could be doing but instead committed themselves to monogamous relationships where they cheat on their partners behind their backs.
I was was also surprised How dude to keep the wives happy (most the time) AND provide for them
plus their army of kids.......
lynn2009
02-24-2019, 08:36 PM
I was reading through one page of old gchats and saw around this time in 2017, I complained to a college friend that Derek slammed a door in my face at our cat clinic, and also didn't thank me for bringing back his e-cigarette. Adding that to my list of reasons I hate him...check. And yes, I do keep a running list. Thanks for listening.
AChildOfBoredom
02-25-2019, 04:12 AM
This whole thing with my friend and her husband really has me feeling down. Here I am at 28. I feel young, I feel vibrant, I live healthy. So do they, and yet, only one year older than I am, and he’s withering away. And people will tell me, “it almost happened to you”, but that was at least a result of a decision I made and followed through on. I’m sure they planned to live into old age, spoil their grandchildren as grandparents do, and now they’ll never get to do that together. Instead, she’ll bear witness as he just withers away. And I know her… she’ll be there with him until the bitter end.
The community elders tell her to keep her faith, but in every word she said to me, I could hear it waning, which is alarming when it’s pretty much all she has left at this point. After all, her whole life was about being subservient in the hopes that the fruit that life bore would be a just reward at the end of it all. How is this just? How can one continue to sing the praises of a supposed god who acts with such cruelty, sadism, and indifference? Maybe it’s death we should sing the praises of, instead. That would make more sense at this point.
And what is she to do? Both of her parents died in a car accident five years ago. His father is dead. Both her siblings and his mother are of extremely modest means. She has no job skills, whatsoever. I want to invite her down here. Maybe a change of venue will do her some good. But how will she react when she learns my full story? How will she feel about my sham marriage, given how seriously she takes it as an institution? I’m pretty sure if I explain her situation to my employer, he’ll let her and her kids stay in the bunkhouse, maybe even find a way to create a job opening for her.
This all just feels so wrong. I think about people who die through choices they made, and people talk about it being tragic. But maybe they’re the fortunate ones… they at least chose their poison. Her husband certainly didn’t.
And tomorrow, it could be any of us. Blessed be.
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-25-2019, 07:26 AM
A girl I grew up with in the Mennonite community back in Wisconsin got a hold of me recently. Her husband had melanoma on his face treated. His next referral wasn’t for a follow up… it was for hospice. It had spread to his brain, there’s a large tumor, and it’s inoperable. He’s 29, and this thing is going to kill him. Estimates of maybe four months were given. His wife and children are going to lose him much too early, and it’s just such a feeling of powerlessness knowing there’s nothing I or anyone else can do about it.
My late uncle served in the Navy with a guy who had this happen. (This was Vietnam era, before the public had an awareness of skin cancer risk from sun exposure.) The guy loved jumping off the carrier to swim in the ocean (sans sunscreen of course.) He had a mole get cancerous on his back where he couldn't see it and - done.
Life is really too short, any way you look at it....
Glamourmilf
02-25-2019, 09:13 AM
Aw. I'm sorry hon thinking of you, praying for you too! Take care rest as best as you can!
I'm going to make a suggestion, only, please don't get mad, is there any way you can go to a clinic & get a prescription for antiviral meds? A Dr. there may have a few samples, I've gotten samples for depression meds
I really think you need them
I have a retail Rx card, (it's not under my name or anyone's name) it has to be used on its own tho, can't be used w/any other types of insurance. It's sorta prepaid card
Again, just a suggestion
Here is customer service # for the card: 855 569 6337.
Let me know I have the ID, group, bin, & pcn #'s.
Anyway the pharmacy can fill it w/o Dr prescription?
I think they do that here for birth control
There's also another card for prescriptions
that's inexpensive, I don't know their info tho.
Good luck dear God Bless!
Thanks so much Whirl. I really appreciate you taking the time to give me that information.
Sadly, there aren't any clinics where I now live (wealthy area).
Random what happened to me while I was at CVS. I returned the hydrocortisone because it burns. ( I bought lidocaine patches, and calamine spray, which seem to work better).
When I was at the register getting ready to pay, some guy comes and puts his purchases RIGHT next to mine(beer, of course). He stands up against me! WTF!!
I tell him to go stand back in the line behind the ropes. Naturally he doesn't speak a word of English, ( or pretends not to).
I tell the checker to do something! She calls for another checker.
Omg! If he rubs against my shingles I'm going to scream!
This happens EVERY DAMN TIME I am standing in line!
It's always men who are the culprit too.
I've had enough!
I'm going to hire a bodyguard.
This is the main reason why I HATE going out! Omg!
So upset that I can't ever go anywhere without someone encroaching on my personal space.
I'm purposely NEVER dressed sexy, or have make-up on.
I just bought a red wig. Maybe if I wear it I won't be approched. Idk.
Blondes do NOT have more fun! Least I don't.
Miss_ShaSha
02-25-2019, 10:47 AM
^^Oh my, I'm sorry the suggestion just made things worse. Glad you found something that helps. And men can be creepy and harrassing. I'm so sorry.
whirlerz
02-25-2019, 12:26 PM
I'm so sorry as well, men are inconsiderate ASSHOLES..
I should know I live w'em, Ugh!
Anyway try not to stess, relax & get some rest.
Take care & (distance) Hugs!
miss.a.p1600
02-25-2019, 01:15 PM
I’ve noticed that too Glamour.... and it’s annoying af
Like when you’re in line and the mf behind you is so close they’re literally breathing down your neck. You move up to get away from them but their clueless ass moves up too.
Americans love their personal space EXCEPT when waiting in lines they seem to have zero concept of cotdamn personal space.
Maybe using a rolling cart as a buffer for the socially inept personal space encroachers
AChildOfBoredom
02-25-2019, 03:46 PM
My late uncle served in the Navy with a guy who had this happen. (This was Vietnam era, before the public had an awareness of skin cancer risk from sun exposure.) The guy loved jumping off the carrier to swim in the ocean (sans sunscreen of course.) He had a mole get cancerous on his back where he couldn't see it and - done.
Life is really too short, any way you look at it....
Yeah. I just really hate it for her. Anyhow, I told her we could accommodate her and her children if she needed a place to regroup after… you know.
Elektra Luxx
02-25-2019, 04:55 PM
Doctor scoped my bladder and it was very uncomfortable. It's a tumor. They're going to schedule me for surgery to remove the tumor and determine if it's cancer or not. Doctor told me not to worry and not lose any sleep over this. I'm on Klonopin right now. TBH, the doctor gave me the impression that I'm going to be okay. I came away from the appointment feeling hopeful. Of course, it could turn out to be cancer and I'm fucked.
I'm eating what ever I want. Exercise and dieting is out the window. Suddenly being skinny and sexy is not important anymore. If I'm going to die anyway might as well enjoy myself while I can,
WendiStarr
02-25-2019, 05:04 PM
^ I'm sorry to hear that it was uncomfortable. Try to feel hopeful that it's a non-cancerous tumor until you know for sure what it is. Go ahead and eat whatever you want right now if it gives you comfort. You don't need any added worries or stresses right now. I am hopeful that you will be alright. *hugs*
carmen_b
02-25-2019, 06:03 PM
Wishing you WELL with this !
Hoping for the best outcome obviously. Was going to PM but box may be getting full .
Doctor scoped my bladder and it was very uncomfortable. It's a tumor. They're going to schedule me for surgery to remove the tumor and determine if it's cancer or not. Doctor told me not to worry and not lose any sleep over this. I'm on Klonopin right now. TBH, the doctor gave me the impression that I'm going to be okay. I came away from the appointment feeling hopeful. Of course, it could turn out to be cancer and I'm fucked.
I'm eating what ever I want. Exercise and dieting is out the window. Suddenly being skinny and sexy is not important anymore. If I'm going to die anyway might as well enjoy myself while I can,
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-25-2019, 06:34 PM
Doctor scoped my bladder and it was very uncomfortable. It's a tumor. They're going to schedule me for surgery to remove the tumor and determine if it's cancer or not. Doctor told me not to worry and not lose any sleep over this. I'm on Klonopin right now. TBH, the doctor gave me the impression that I'm going to be okay. I came away from the appointment feeling hopeful. Of course, it could turn out to be cancer and I'm fucked.
I'm eating what ever I want. Exercise and dieting is out the window. Suddenly being skinny and sexy is not important anymore. If I'm going to die anyway might as well enjoy myself while I can,
My thoughts are with you. These kinds of situations are extremely emotionally difficult.
baer45
02-25-2019, 07:20 PM
Doctor scoped my bladder and it was very uncomfortable. It's a tumor. They're going to schedule me for surgery to remove the tumor and determine if it's cancer or not. Doctor told me not to worry and not lose any sleep over this. I'm on Klonopin right now. TBH, the doctor gave me the impression that I'm going to be okay. I came away from the appointment feeling hopeful. Of course, it could turn out to be cancer and I'm fucked.
I'm eating what ever I want. Exercise and dieting is out the window. Suddenly being skinny and sexy is not important anymore. If I'm going to die anyway might as well enjoy myself while I can,
I am still very positive about the tumor. It's going to be okay after they removing it. Usually, an experienced doctor can tell from a CT scan already.
indiegirl
02-26-2019, 12:10 AM
Doctor scoped my bladder and it was very uncomfortable. It's a tumor. They're going to schedule me for surgery to remove the tumor and determine if it's cancer or not. Doctor told me not to worry and not lose any sleep over this. I'm on Klonopin right now. TBH, the doctor gave me the impression that I'm going to be okay. I came away from the appointment feeling hopeful. Of course, it could turn out to be cancer and I'm fucked.
I'm eating what ever I want. Exercise and dieting is out the window. Suddenly being skinny and sexy is not important anymore. If I'm going to die anyway might as well enjoy myself while I can,
Know a girl who had a few tumors in her 20's and pulled through. You are pulling through this mess and positivity is key =). Hoping for the best with you =).
Glamourmilf
02-26-2019, 07:30 AM
Doctor scoped my bladder and it was very uncomfortable. It's a tumor. They're going to schedule me for surgery to remove the tumor and determine if it's cancer or not. Doctor told me not to worry and not lose any sleep over this. I'm on Klonopin right now. TBH, the doctor gave me the impression that I'm going to be okay. I came away from the appointment feeling hopeful. Of course, it could turn out to be cancer and I'm fucked.
I'm eating what ever I want. Exercise and dieting is out the window. Suddenly being skinny and sexy is not important anymore. If I'm going to die anyway might as well enjoy myself while I can,
Prayers all around.:pray:
Health is so important, isn't it? Health is truly wealth, as the saying goes.
As if we as women don't have enough to worry about, geesh.
I'm not going to tell you not to stress. Because as someone who is going through their own health challenges, that is easier said than done.
I do know that having a support system, and people around you that love you, is really the best thing you could have at a time like this.
Your family is there. And we're all here for you. :heartbeat
SnuffleUffleGrass
02-26-2019, 08:28 AM
...looks like I have to go to my old restaurant to get some contact info for someone I can't find any other way.
If "Karen" is there I am going to fuck with her so bad. Nothing is stopping me now lol...
miss.a.p1600
02-26-2019, 10:55 AM
Wondering if anyone ever watched that show Meet The Barkers with that Shanna lady and Travis Barker........
EastCoastDancer01
02-26-2019, 11:14 AM
^I used to watch Meet The Barkers! I didn’t get too into it though but yeah they were an interesting couple
Miss_ShaSha
02-26-2019, 01:50 PM
Doctor scoped my bladder and it was very uncomfortable. It's a tumor. They're going to schedule me for surgery to remove the tumor and determine if it's cancer or not. Doctor told me not to worry and not lose any sleep over this. I'm on Klonopin right now. TBH, the doctor gave me the impression that I'm going to be okay. I came away from the appointment feeling hopeful. Of course, it could turn out to be cancer and I'm fucked.
I'm eating what ever I want. Exercise and dieting is out the window. Suddenly being skinny and sexy is not important anymore. If I'm going to die anyway might as well enjoy myself while I can,
It's a challenge to stay positive when your life could possibly be at stake. I feel you, but like you I left my cancer surgeon hopeful. I didn't lose any sleep and just felt good about the surgery. Sure enough, like he said, it wasn't cancerous.
I try to keep my vibration up daily. I'll send you good vibes. I don't think you'll need them, but I'll send them anyway.
lynn2009
02-26-2019, 06:18 PM
I am formally applying for a job transfer today at work and holy crapppp it is going to be so embarassing if they end up turning me down.
indiegirl
02-26-2019, 07:25 PM
I thoroughly THOROUGHLY enjoy hitting on my past strip club manager. I've been texting him lately that we gon' have some babies so lets get to it! I totally mean it and would with him hahahaha. I prolly look nuts but hey a girl can dream!! I have entered baby fever as of recently. LOL.
I'm turning 30 in a few months. The time is NOW! lollll
*Squinty Eyes* I have named our possible never ever gon' happen child's name in text. Because I'm a crazy. Scaring men, is my goal it seems. He seems to deal with my craziness well. BUT in my defense, the man has a cute face. lol.
Glamourmilf
02-27-2019, 06:49 AM
I just ordered one of these portable bidets.
Has anyone else tried it?
I had a bidet when I was married to my first husband, and it was amazing!
I might get the one I attached to the toilet, because I'm renting ( so nothing permanent).
50996
This arrived in the mail last night.
Perfect timing, because I had just done my ' business', if you get my drift.
Omg, I'm in love with how well it works, and how easy it is to use!
This, ladies, is my new best friend.:D
baer45
02-27-2019, 08:24 AM
Orange is the new black confirms next season is the final season.
lilylilylily
02-27-2019, 11:15 AM
I love saying who's this? To guys I haven't heard from in a while lol
Meeting my friend for coffee today, shes always late, I wonder how late she will be...
Aurora_Sunset
02-27-2019, 01:23 PM
I don't even know what to do with myself right now. I'm so "done" and depressed with everything after the way my afternoon went so far. I'm home and don't want to do anything productive. I can't just wallow and drink here cuz the kids are coming over in a couple hours. And I'd feel like an ass leaving and going somewhere by myself, even though it's not technically my visitation time or anything. Even so, I'm not really in the mood to "wallow" or even drink, which is weird for me, but oh well, why make myself sick if I'm not even really wanting to? Idk... I feel like I need a good solid evening to do some LOA work or meditation or something, because shit is. not. working. for me right now. But I never have a night completely off and to myself.
Maybe it's time to hit Indeed and spend more mindless time applying to more new jobs that I don't really want and will probably blow off if they try to contact me. At least I'll look productive to the outside world.
carmen_b
02-27-2019, 02:01 PM
^ maybe chill there and then leave and go to a Movie. It's relaxing and you can chill / get absorbed in a story.
Is there a day spa in your town ? The kind of place you can chill all day ..... sounds like you need a deep self care restorative day . At least as a starting point. I need to take my own advice on that too. I need the same.
Miss_ShaSha
02-27-2019, 02:37 PM
This arrived in the mail last night.
Perfect timing, because I had just done my ' business', if you get my drift.
Omg, I'm in love with how well it works, and how easy it is to use!
This, ladies, is my new best friend.:D
I'm a huge fan of a really clean bottom...thanks for the review. I'll get one for my place too.
Miss_ShaSha
02-27-2019, 02:47 PM
I don't even know what to do with myself right now. I'm so "done" and depressed with everything after the way my afternoon went so far. I'm home and don't want to do anything productive. I can't just wallow and drink here cuz the kids are coming over in a couple hours. And I'd feel like an ass leaving and going somewhere by myself, even though it's not technically my visitation time or anything. Even so, I'm not really in the mood to "wallow" or even drink, which is weird for me, but oh well, why make myself sick if I'm not even really wanting to? Idk... I feel like I need a good solid evening to do some LOA work or meditation or something, because shit is. not. working. for me right now. But I never have a night completely off and to myself.
Maybe it's time to hit Indeed and spend more mindless time applying to more new jobs that I don't really want and will probably blow off if they try to contact me. At least I'll look productive to the outside world.
I hear you. I was feeling horrible about 3 months ago, just in a total rut and I was lightly depressed. I made engaging the LOA a priority. Part of my process was to listen to this track in the background for about 3-4 hrs a day.
https://youtu.be/rYxYlgdWAxE
I raise my vibration daily. I'll send you good vibes.
indiegirl
02-27-2019, 03:05 PM
I am now realizing the difference in quality between a 2 star and a 4 star hotel LOLLLL. I overslept and housekeeping pushed her way in the door even though I kept saying "NO THANK YOU!" politely and said "Checkout was 11am. You need to get out of the room" 4 stars will let you extend for late checkout and be all nice to you LOLLL.
Like I would rather just strip tonight but I dunno I keep getting fired "for my drinking behavior"....Nobody is dead. LOL. They wanted proof I went to rehab in order to come back. I was fired like 4 times at that club. One owner said my "physical attacks" on him and staff weren't okay along with the yelling at everyone but I still got rehired. I was not attacking him, I was just hitting him with my purse or phone because he was being handsy on me in public. I was an independent contractor and don't grope me in public and they kept throwing on stupid rules to follow. Plus being an employee isn't going to go well for me financially now in dancing in cali. "and you kept working like you were running your own business".....well I am, I am just doing it under your roof?? lolll. I'm such a headache to deal with sometimes. One manager had to wake me up because I was napping in a vip booth and ALLEGEDLY I woke up startled and tried to grab his dick because I didn't know where I was at. Bahaha oopsies! He thought it was funny. Well it was dead anyways might as well take a nap!! lollllllll. "Do not run out to the parking lot in your lingerie and heels" ......*squinty eyes* I needed to grab something from my car and nobody is looking. LOL. I'm THAT stripper. lolll sorry everybody.
queenelayliah
02-27-2019, 05:02 PM
So i decided to google my old cam name and one creppy site that tracks cam models and let customers know ALL of the models nicknames and cam sites she worked on and have videos and pictures up. Like wtf!!
Like this is really creppy. Its mostly by users and heres the kicker if you want your page about you completely removed “you have to longer be a cammodel”.!! Wtf!.
Has anyone ever seen this site besides me. Ill post a screenshot because only member can see attachments.
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