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AChildOfBoredom
03-04-2019, 03:00 PM
Every time I look at or think about myself and the others who live in this house with me, I keep thinking of that “island of misfit toys” from Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer

yaya_cash
03-04-2019, 03:09 PM
I fell back in to my despression. And I'm trying to get up, without much support. I feel defeated. Probably need to move because I might not finish my program or be very productive with this environment, being counterproductive.

lilylilylily
03-04-2019, 05:25 PM
I'm now on my second cold this winter, I know I've been extra stressed lately so I guess that's what caused it

I have an appointment to dye my hair back to blonde next week, I bought a bunch of dark wigs so I'll be able to go back and forth when I want lol

baer45
03-04-2019, 08:24 PM
Is there anyone who watched Leaving Netherland yet? I started part 1, 15 minutes in, I had to turn it off. It's just hard to watch it.

queenelayliah
03-04-2019, 08:48 PM
Do anyone else have this problem? So whnever im writing anything, for example like this post, my thoughts are going so fast that my fingers can’t keep up and the written word has like skip words in it. Then everyone thinks your uneducated because your writing has constant mistakes in it? Anyone else with this problem?

AChildOfBoredom
03-05-2019, 04:47 AM
My friend I grew up with in Wisconsin just called. She’s been up all night, she’s been so distraught. Her husband’s condition became much worse over the weekend, and it’s looking like the four month estimate was overly optimistic :(

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-05-2019, 07:39 AM
My friend I grew up with in Wisconsin just called. She’s been up all night, she’s been so distraught. Her husband’s condition became much worse over the weekend, and it’s looking like the four month estimate was overly optimistic :(

Ugh sorry to hear that.


Randomness- my dog has been waking up in the middle of the night to growl at …..nothing in the dark! I have insomnia sometimes so I know it's not him having a dog-nightmare- I saw him doing this. He only yips a bit and moves his paws when he's dreaming. This is really weird...

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-05-2019, 12:32 PM
Is there anyone who watched Leaving Netherland yet? I started part 1, 15 minutes in, I had to turn it off. It's just hard to watch it.

I'm boycotting the "Leaving Neverland" doc & I strongly feel MJ didn't molest kids.

I hate saying it but even reputable media outlets will air "hatchet job" TV specials or spread unfounded gossip for ratings. There is a dark side to the Media & it's not just the main weird stuff that you hear about....

On topic ABC did some pretty thorough investigative specials on Jackson while he was still alive. TBH most of the what they uncovered is still valid.

queenelayliah
03-05-2019, 01:42 PM
It truly baffles me how people can be social and have a social life. Becuase im in this industry, i have nothing but time but no one to spend it with. There’s 24 hours in a day, all 24 of those hours i am at home in the bed. Looking back on my life i have never, NEVER BEEN SOCIAL. Middle school/ high school i would go to school, come home do my homework, watch tv and go to sleep. I never hung out with friends before, i never went to there house, i never did normal social things. I didnt go on my first date or have my first kiss until college! Shit, I didnt have a friend untill i was in college and she was my roommate.

My family constantly tell me to get out the house and you will meet people. But im like how?! Hearing this is like telling me ‘if you strap wings on your back you can fly to the moon’. How?! What do people do when they leave the house?. I mean the typical person working will work 8 hours, sleep 5-8 hours and be stuck in traffic for 1 hour. So 14 -17 hours out of 24 is gone, they would then have 7- 10 hours to themeselves.

How do people have friends, how do people have hobbies. What do people do in their free time. Maybe its because i have no money and ALL of my money goes to my bills. So therefore i dont have the resources for hobbies, i hate drinking and the clubs won’t let me in.

I just truly dont understand how people have lifes. I dont.

seashell
03-05-2019, 05:23 PM
The Bachelor! Is anyone else watching this? I am completely obsessed with the drama. Colton is getting put through the ringer, I really feel bad for him, and at the same time I get why girls keep leaving the show. He seems like an immature goober. Lovable and probably a great guy, but a goober.

yaya_cash
03-06-2019, 02:40 AM
I fell back in to my despression. And I'm trying to get up, without much support. I feel defeated. Probably need to move because I might not finish my program or be very productive with this environment, being counterproductive.

I booked a flight to travel And entertain. And I feel like I don't have the energy to travel/be rejected anymore.

WendiStarr
03-06-2019, 11:47 AM
I'm craving citrus fruits.

amberlly
03-06-2019, 03:27 PM
I'm applying for jobs. So over it.

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-06-2019, 06:50 PM
This better be the end of Unexpected Stress in 2019. Grrrrrrr

lynn2009
03-06-2019, 09:00 PM
I used to drink beer at home occasionally. I bought white wine for myself for the first time potentially ever a couple weeks ago because someone told me it would help me sleep. And it's awesome, totally knocks me out. I've had one or two glasses a night since, which is not at all excessive or anything but pretty unusual for me. So tasty too though.

queenelayliah
03-07-2019, 09:22 AM
I'm applying for jobs. So over it.


Good luck in your job search.


I cant believe its march already, shit the new year just started! Slow down time please lol.

miss.a.p1600
03-07-2019, 10:16 AM
Dude asked me for a pic and I send him a pic of some artwork }:D

Miss_ShaSha
03-07-2019, 11:57 AM
Dude asked me for a pic and I send him a pic of some artwork }:D

Haha yesssss!

After a year of being super conscientious, quiet, and hardly seen...I've got my own place and I swear I feel like a freed inmate. I mean, freedom to do what I want, wear what I want (or not wear anything), cook whenever, and invite people over is so fucking awesome!!!

queenelayliah
03-07-2019, 02:56 PM
My cervix is swollen and the size of a little dick because i used the wrong size menstrual cup. Like as soon as i tried to insert tthe cup i could feel my cervix when i normally cant. Now im stuck using my new resuable pads until it fix it self. Well i hope it fix it self. Has anyone had this experience before?

amberlly
03-07-2019, 04:41 PM
Thank you!

amberlly
03-07-2019, 04:42 PM
I am going out to a painting class tonight.

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Panthera
03-07-2019, 04:44 PM
My cervix is swollen and the size of a little dick because i used the wrong size menstrual cup. Like as soon as i tried to insert tthe cup i could feel my cervix when i normally cant. Now im stuck using my new resuable pads until it fix it self. Well i hope it fix it self. Has anyone had this experience before?

I don't think it is because you tried to use a wrong size of cup. The cervix "travels" higher and lower during the menstrual cycle. Usually in the first day of bleeding it is lower and then gets upwards. I learned that myself while trying to use the menstrual cup for the first times. There is a wealth of information about that on putacupinit.com and also on their facebook group.

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-07-2019, 05:58 PM
My cervix is swollen and the size of a little dick because i used the wrong size menstrual cup. Like as soon as i tried to insert tthe cup i could feel my cervix when i normally cant. Now im stuck using my new resuable pads until it fix it self. Well i hope it fix it self. Has anyone had this experience before?

Yikes....you might want to see the OB/GYN.

I used Instead cups for years without this sort of scenario happening.

Elektra Luxx
03-07-2019, 08:46 PM
There's this one guy that I work with sometimes whose always smiling at me. But he has a really creepy smile. Like he wants to eat me or something. Everytime he see me, he approaches me and tries to start a conversation. Okay, he is friendly, but I get this creepy vibe from him. Just recently I heard he was in jail for 17 years for what I don't know. I told my boss and he said that he gives him that smile too and that he is a little weird,but just awkward.

Then there is this other guy that work with directly and he's nice and everything, but has bad habit of sneaking up on me when I'm alone and isolated. Like I'm in a file room or supply room concentrating on what ever I'm doing and he'll come behind me and startles the fuck out of me by moving something behind me or saying "excuse me, but I have a question about.... And does this all the time and everytime I have no idea he's there until he startles me.

Maybe I'm overreacting.

lynn2009
03-07-2019, 09:02 PM
There's this one guy that I work with sometimes whose always smiling at me. But he has a really creepy smile. Like he wants to eat me or something. Everytime he see me, he approaches me and tries to start a conversation. Okay, he is friendly, but I get this creepy vibe from him. Just recently I heard he was in jail for 17 years for what I don't know. I told my boss and he said that he gives him that smile too and that he is a little weird,but just awkward.

Then there is this other guy that work with directly and he's nice and everything, but has bad habit of sneaking up on me when I'm alone and isolated. Like I'm in a file room or supply room concentrating on what ever I'm doing and he'll come behind me and startles the fuck out of me by moving something behind me or saying "excuse me, but I have a question about.... And does this all the time and everytime I have no idea he's there until he startles me.

Maybe I'm overreacting.

You're not, they sound awful. Stand your ground with them and call them out on bad behavior if you need to. Men like that will push and push. Especially the second guy you talked about. Once an old creep ran his fingers through my hair while I was kneeling into a cabinet and it bothered the shit out of me but I never did anything about it. Because it's not overtly sexual you know? But the thing is, IT IS sexual. Touching is touching, it's creepy and inappropriate and you need to cut it off immediately.

AChildOfBoredom
03-08-2019, 12:57 AM
There's this one guy that I work with sometimes whose always smiling at me. But he has a really creepy smile. Like he wants to eat me or something. Everytime he see me, he approaches me and tries to start a conversation. Okay, he is friendly, but I get this creepy vibe from him. Just recently I heard he was in jail for 17 years for what I don't know. I told my boss and he said that he gives him that smile too and that he is a little weird,but just awkward.

Then there is this other guy that work with directly and he's nice and everything, but has bad habit of sneaking up on me when I'm alone and isolated. Like I'm in a file room or supply room concentrating on what ever I'm doing and he'll come behind me and startles the fuck out of me by moving something behind me or saying "excuse me, but I have a question about.... And does this all the time and everytime I have no idea he's there until he startles me.

Maybe I'm overreacting.

I'd say you're underreacting. There comes a point in time when you have to say to them, "cut the shit already". I've worked in predominantly male environments the entirety of my working life (and really before that, since I had to do tasks out of the ordinary for girls on the family farm). It may be just "in fun", but it's also used as an intimidation technique.

Aurora_Sunset
03-08-2019, 09:59 AM
My snake managed to escape his tank last night and I found him curled up in the back of the liquor cabinet this morning! Thank god that's where he went and knocked some bottles out on his way so I found him easily. I would have lost my mind if he had gone under the fridge or something and I couldn't find him or get to him.

queenelayliah
03-08-2019, 10:05 AM
You have a pet snake?! Really. How big? Whats his species mmm i mean like python etc. sorry if im asking that question incorrectly.

queenelayliah
03-08-2019, 10:07 AM
Thanks to both of you. So i think im okay.

Yeah my cervix was just low at the particular point when i checked. I never knew the cervix could be so hard and that size i always thought it was smaller like in the diagrams that show about the anatomy of the inner vagina. My dumb ass lol.




Yikes....you might want to see the OB/GYN.

I used Instead cups for years without this sort of scenario happening.


I don't think it is because you tried to use a wrong size of cup. The cervix "travels" higher and lower during the menstrual cycle. Usually in the first day of bleeding it is lower and then gets upwards. I learned that myself while trying to use the menstrual cup for the first times. There is a wealth of information about that on putacupinit.com and also on their facebook group.

lynn2009
03-08-2019, 11:36 AM
I put in an application for a little shih tzu who had been owner surrendered. But there is an application in front of me for him.

He went home with the family who got the first application in last night.

Miss_ShaSha
03-08-2019, 12:05 PM
You're not, they sound awful. Stand your ground with them and call them out on bad behavior if you need to. Men like that will push and push. Especially the second guy you talked about. Once an old creep ran his fingers through my hair while I was kneeling into a cabinet and it bothered the shit out of me but I never did anything about it. Because it's not overtly sexual you know? But the thing is, IT IS sexual. Touching is touching, it's creepy and inappropriate and you need to cut it off immediately.

Ditto.

Miss_ShaSha
03-08-2019, 12:09 PM
A good night's sleep is like gold. 8h 44m is incredible & I'm making this transition to living alone well. I thought it might take a couple weeks, but I'm fine in just 4 days.

Sleep is a blessing.

Aurora_Sunset
03-08-2019, 02:12 PM
You have a pet snake?! Really. How big? Whats his species mmm i mean like python etc. sorry if im asking that question incorrectly.

He's a ball python, about 3 feet long. He's not super big and he's very docile. But he's nosy, so I need to figure out a different setup for his tank, obviously! lol

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-08-2019, 04:17 PM
So....yeah. This caught my eye...…

https://www.sfgate.com/crime/article/san-jose-peeping-prowling-california-symphony-13674178.php

I'm guessing he was doing this as part of a humiliation/voyeur fetish.

I can honestly say there's a shortage of sex workers in parts of Northern California. This guy had no way to find a Domme or private dancer to aid him (to avoid arrest.)

Just...what the hell.....

lynn2009
03-08-2019, 07:36 PM
I know it's Friday night but my bedtime tonight is 9pm cause I had two classes of wine and took melatonin for good measure. Bye.

baer45
03-08-2019, 08:45 PM
There's this one guy that I work with sometimes whose always smiling at me. But he has a really creepy smile. Like he wants to eat me or something. Everytime he see me, he approaches me and tries to start a conversation. Okay, he is friendly, but I get this creepy vibe from him. Just recently I heard he was in jail for 17 years for what I don't know. I told my boss and he said that he gives him that smile too and that he is a little weird,but just awkward.

Then there is this other guy that work with directly and he's nice and everything, but has bad habit of sneaking up on me when I'm alone and isolated. Like I'm in a file room or supply room concentrating on what ever I'm doing and he'll come behind me and startles the fuck out of me by moving something behind me or saying "excuse me, but I have a question about.... And does this all the time and everytime I have no idea he's there until he startles me.

Maybe I'm overreacting.

One day the first guy will shoot up the whole office.

I had second guy too. I told him, next time you sneak up on me I will have to put a bell on you. He said... aww, you can hang that bell on my belt. I said, no I will use a nail gun and put it on your forehead/or somewhere I don't remember anymore.

baer45
03-08-2019, 08:53 PM
Today is International Women's Day.

Elektra Luxx
03-08-2019, 09:16 PM
One day the first guy will shoot up the whole office.

I had second guy too. I told him, next time you sneak up on me I will have to put a bell on you. He said... aww, you can hang that bell on my belt. I said, no I will use a nail gun and put it on your forehead/or somewhere I don't remember anymore.

You too?!! Why do guys do that? I swear it scares me everytime! Like out of nowhere and "BANG!" he's there!

Ladycaxe
03-09-2019, 02:06 PM
Any1 watch Leaving Neverland?
the mans a musical genius but....I believe he was molesting young boys. a true pedo...it's really sick ! :[ to think of how many supporters he has... fame makes people to do whatever tf they want (look at r Kelly bill Cosby..and of course many many more).......but on the parents part, the idea of fame and fortune definently clouded their judgement.... grooming them forsurely

yaya_cash
03-09-2019, 06:03 PM
Any1 watch Leaving Neverland?
the mans a musical genius but....I believe he was molesting young boys. a true pedo...it's really sick ! :[ to think of how many supporters he has... fame makes people to do whatever tf they want (look at r Kelly bill Cosby..and of course many many more).......but on the parents part, the idea of fame and fortune definently clouded their judgement.... grooming them forsurely

I don't think he was. Jackson didn't have a childhood and lived like he was a child because he didn't experience being one, before. And I believe he saw children as innocence people who would enjoy a Nederland without illl intentions. I'm sure he was very upset people thought otherwise about himm

Ladycaxe
03-09-2019, 06:20 PM
I don't think he was. Jackson didn't have a childhood and lived like he was a child because he didn't experience being one, before. And I believe he saw child as innocence people who would enjoy a Nederland without illl intentions. I'm sure he was very upset people thought otherwise about himm

I guess after watching the doc, I didn't think people were making accusations w/o some truth. yknow body language...we saw a lot of that w/ the Gayle and Kelly interview most of us came to the assumption he was lying. but the leaving Neverland, I didn't feel any1 was lying. they seemed real hurt

WendiStarr
03-09-2019, 07:07 PM
I went out to dinner with my daughter. As soon as she saw the word "steak" she put the menu down, and said,"Yep, that's what I'm having!". We went to the hibachi side and the look of awe on her face at the chef chopping everything up and flipping stuff into the air was hilarious.

baer45
03-09-2019, 08:06 PM
I guess after watching the doc, I didn't think people were making accusations w/o some truth. yknow body language...we saw a lot of that w/ the Gayle and Kelly interview most of us came to the assumption he was lying. but the leaving Neverland, I didn't feel any1 was lying. they seemed real hurt

Michael’s sister said in public that he’s sick in a pedophile way. Then she got kicked out of the family.

I believe the victims in the documentary were telling some truth, even a factual of it would be enough to get Michael charged for it. Those guys have nothing to gain to share those details. It’s really hard to watch.

baer45
03-09-2019, 08:12 PM
You too?!! Why do guys do that? I swear it scares me everytime! Like out of nowhere and "BANG!" he's there!

Predators like to stalk its prey. Being sneaky gives them some sort of feeling in control. That’s my theory.

yaya_cash
03-10-2019, 01:36 AM
I guess after watching the doc, I didn't think people were making accusations w/o some truth. yknow body language...we saw a lot of that w/ the Gayle and Kelly interview most of us came to the assumption he was lying. but the leaving Neverland, I didn't feel any1 was lying. they seemed real hurt

I haven't watched the Never land documentary. And I won't now. I already watched that R. Kelly documentary and seen other depressing stuff. I'm not about to make myself more depressed or desensitized to constant sadiness.

AChildOfBoredom
03-10-2019, 06:50 AM
Sometimes desensitizing yourself is a necessary survival mechanism.

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-10-2019, 08:42 AM
Sometimes desensitizing yourself is a necessary survival mechanism.

Very true.

JGB2009
03-10-2019, 08:54 AM
Why do people gotta fuck things up!!!!!!

queenelayliah
03-11-2019, 08:49 AM
Wondering where everyone is and why all the threads are empty and them I remember oh yeah its early morning on a monday.

WendiStarr
03-11-2019, 08:58 AM
I spent this past weekend celebrating my birthday and now that it's my actual birthday, it seems like just another mundane Monday. I've been hoping for someone to book a cuddle or body rub, so that I have something to do. My kid is at school and I feel like my life has no purpose today if I'm not working or taking care of a little person. Also, I started round 2 today.