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baer45
05-24-2019, 07:55 AM
When you create a new design or product in the workshop/office of Tesla/Apple/Microsoft/Pfizer/(etc), your creation belongs to the company. And you don't have any control of the product. Intellectual property! I am sure all the senators understand that.

So, when a man sticks his penis in my private part and creates a human being INSIDE MY BODY. Somehow, I don't have any saying of it? GTFO!

baer45
05-24-2019, 07:57 AM
Sorry!, I'll figure it out myself, Sheesh! jk

"Last night I told you numerous times I loved you.....I just didn't say it out loud." - JGB2009

Elektra Luxx
05-24-2019, 02:32 PM
"Last night I told you numerous times I loved you.....I just didn't say it out loud." - JGB2009

I love you too, but I'm saying it out loud!

JGB2009
05-24-2019, 04:35 PM
I love you too, but I'm saying it out loud!

I always thought so but now you confirmed it. Well I love you more!

miss.a.p1600
05-24-2019, 07:23 PM
So, when a man sticks his penis in my private part and creates a human being INSIDE MY BODY. Somehow, I don't have any saying of it? GTFO!

Welcome to America! The country of male privilege

whirlerz
05-24-2019, 08:57 PM
I still wanna fuck my (former) insurance guy:-[ Why does he pop in my thoughts?
That was 2 freakin' yrs ago:( Btw, I have his #}:D

A guy @ my storage pl is bouncer, he said tomorrow nite a DJ for a sports team is coming in to the bar..
Maybe I'll stop in?:-\

You know, I might have..Fun?? actual fun?:D:D

Instead of just meeting up w/the sd, who btw dresses like a homeless person, sits there in restaurant & just has COFFEE:-[
The other day, I'm sitting wating & he text me sayin he's car probs...right @ the time we're to meet.::)

So, sure, ass, you're an hr away, & you just now have car probs? You couldn't have let me know a little bit sooner? We'll see. Maybe, cause you were too cheap to buy a decent car, when you can, but chose not to./:O
Btw, the cashier/mgr @ restaurant was a TOTAL BITCH to me, for no fucking good reason..

I was upset, cause I nearly hit crazy bitch neighbor's car, but, sure, cunt, I need YOUR shit rn.

There I said all that, so kill me.

whirlerz
05-24-2019, 09:00 PM
Also, I want the new Balmain hair straightener, cordless, multi currents $360.00

Elektra Luxx
05-24-2019, 09:27 PM
I always thought so but now you confirmed it. Well I love you more!

Oh don't even go there girl! I love YOU more!

miss.a.p1600
05-24-2019, 11:09 PM
When you create a new design or product in the workshop/office of Tesla/Apple/Microsoft/Pfizer/(etc), your creation belongs to the company. And you don't have any control of the product. Intellectual property! I am sure all the senators understand that.

So, when a man sticks his penis in my private part and creates a human being INSIDE MY BODY. Somehow, I don't have any saying of it? GTFO!

1. Exactly what happens when you work for the man - corporate “slavery” aka they own you which includes your ideas you give them

2. I hope those legislators who put those laws in place pay increased taxes for possible welfare of forced births or since they want to force births on people they should be forced to adopt, raise, financially provide for the repercussions of a forced pregnancy. The worst part is being forced into pregnancy by a rapist or incest. A rapist dream come true. Thank goodness I don’t live in Alabama....it’s a sad state of affairs for women there

whirlerz
05-24-2019, 11:17 PM
I feel like the whole political climate has gone misogynistic..

Rapist are set free, given light sentence, women are getting they're rights taken away, so they can make us into involuntary servitude.

JessaJade
05-25-2019, 01:32 PM
Has someone tried acupuncture? Can you feel the needles going in?

It's just a very quick stinging pain usually... It's less painful than a blood test - the needles are tiny. Some areas are more painful than others depending on the person, but overall it's really quite minor pain (and I'm not good with pain).
Sometimes you get a dull ache or tingling around the area which also tends to fade quite soon.

Elektra Luxx
05-25-2019, 02:12 PM
Has anyone ever wore something in public for your guy because he thinks it's really sexy but you feel absolutely ridiculous wearing it? I mean it rides up on you when you're walking and you're pulling it down every few steps. And you feel people staring at you.

Umm...me neither, I was just asking for a friend of mine.

baer45
05-25-2019, 02:42 PM
Oh don't even go there girl! I love YOU more!

Nobody loves you the way I do.

WendiStarr
05-25-2019, 03:06 PM
I love broccoli but my tummy does not. I feel like I could probably power a small aircraft right about now.

Elektra Luxx
05-25-2019, 03:10 PM
Nobody loves you the way I do.

Aww, thank you! I really love you too!!

miss.a.p1600
05-25-2019, 10:19 PM
When you create a new design or product in the workshop/office of Tesla/Apple/Microsoft/Pfizer/(etc), your creation belongs to the company. And you don't have any control of the product. Intellectual property! I am sure all the senators understand that.

So, when a man sticks his penis in my private part and creates a human being INSIDE MY BODY. Somehow, I don't have any saying of it? GTFO!

I’m wondering now do those politicians have deals with pharmaceutical companies like plan b - or do they consider that a form of abortion as well?

baer45
05-26-2019, 07:58 AM
I’m wondering now do those politicians have deals with pharmaceutical companies like plan b - or do they consider that a form of abortion as well?

Plan B is pregnancy prevention. It won't do anything if you are already pregnant. At least that's how pharmaceutical companies say to avoid getting in "trouble".

carmen_b
05-26-2019, 11:08 AM
I'd better get back to therapy.
Anger is my go to setting. I thought I did a lot to address it ( I really tried ).
I wake up this way every day. I think I carry it over from my separation 9 months ago and also another punch of the person I wanted to persue things with not really trying hard enough ( in my opinion ) with me. Logically I know there is no shortage of men.

I'm honestly so unhappy celibate / without companionship .
It doesn't seem to matter the alternates I come up with.
Successful dancer trip = anger.
Successful run at day job = anger .
^ I keep alternating weeks at both and technically having success.

I do have phases where I'm busy and " less " angry ...... but it's always there.

Booking therapy.

miss.a.p1600
05-26-2019, 12:13 PM
Plan B is pregnancy prevention. It won't do anything if you are already pregnant. At least that's how pharmaceutical companies say to avoid getting in "trouble".

Right I know what you mean like it’s not an “abortion pill” per say it prevents pregnancy in the very early stages but I was thinking about those people who consider hormonal contraceptives, i guess this includes plan B, to be abortion. Like a small percentage the extra religious people? https://www.debate.org/opinions/is-birth-control-a-form-of-abortion

I’m just thinking what a weird society we’d have if men decided there were no abortions female contraceptives were restricted and only men had open easy access to contraceptives which their cave man brains would never use

carmen_b
05-26-2019, 02:45 PM
I think maybe now after 5 months of stripping out of a 4 year retirement maybe I'll re-invest a little in gear. Haha.

No joke, I did this with a $19 pair of Ross shoes , a $10 three pack of thongs , $2 walmart rhinestones, and random lingerie left over from 2011-2017. Sometimes I'm impressed with my ingenuity and sometimes I'm like " everyone is going to think I am so creepy ".

I wasn't really sure I'd keep it up so I wanted a minimal investment.

carmen_b
05-26-2019, 04:20 PM
Damn. Dancer brain is weird. After a good trip , I'm sitting here looking at my day job schedule ( it'll take a full week ) like WHY ? ! ?

Instead of being grateful for the balance of vanilla work blended in / giving me a chance to rest physically ........ I feel so meh. Give me the immediate money and thrillz. Lol

I think it's a gamblers high I'm craving. I know that trip could have gone either way ( could have been ultra dissapointing too ) but because I had a win I just want to stay at the machine !!

miss.a.p1600
05-26-2019, 11:12 PM
I think maybe now after 5 months of stripping out of a 4 year retirement maybe I'll re-invest a little in gear. Haha.

No joke, I did this with a $19 pair of Ross shoes , a $10 three pack of thongs , $2 walmart rhinestones, and random lingerie left over from 2011-2017. Sometimes I'm impressed with my ingenuity and sometimes I'm like " everyone is going to think I am so creepy ".

I wasn't really sure I'd keep it up so I wanted a minimal investment.

That’s super clever.

And budget friendly

WendiStarr
05-27-2019, 09:45 AM
I'm really liking the idea of a rental house, but then part of me starts freaking. I've never rented a house before. Houses are a lot of work. The electric, water, heat, lawn maintenance, etc. Then again, I pay $1400 a month total(rent, bills, food) in living costs right now, renting a crappy "upscale" 2 bedroom apartment. I wonder if a house would be much more expensive than that or if I'm not thinking realistically in renting a house. I have about 3 months to find a place.

AChildOfBoredom
05-27-2019, 11:43 AM
I feel like the whole political climate has gone misogynistic..

Rapist are set free, given light sentence, women are getting they're rights taken away, so they can make us into involuntary servitude.

I was going to say “welcome to a new dark age”, but there’s really nothing new about it. This isn’t something which just cropped up suddenly - it’s a manifestation of a mindset which was always there. Welcome to Saudi America.


I love broccoli but my tummy does not. I feel like I could probably power a small aircraft right about now.

When I moved to N.C., I developed a fondness for Mexican (or more appropriate to say Tex Mex), and it was brutal. My male roommate always ended up getting blamed for the horrors I unleashed, and I think he just willingly took the blame for my sake, because I’m pretty sure who the guilty party was.

carmen_b
05-27-2019, 12:02 PM
Wendi : I guess my perspective is a house is just so much work.
You'll usually be expected to do the yard work and snow removal . Think about what they things are worth before committing ( I hate having chores after work hours so to me it's probably worth $150 a month at least to not need to deal with those things ). Just some perspective to keep in mind thinking about real costs ( including time ) too. . Sorry the upscale living thing wasn't exactly as seamless as you thought. ;/

carmen_b
05-27-2019, 12:08 PM
I think maybe I identified a big cause of the anger.
It's B.
Who wouldn't be angry when they haven't seen their lover in 4 weeks and DON'T KNOW when they will ? It's not even the time. I could stand going another week or two celibate if the tickets were booked and we had a plan. He clearly did this on purpose because he was too much of a pussy to tell me he wasn't willing to create a plan with me in June. Baby!!!

I've been pretending the last 24 hours " what if he were just completely gone ? " and I feel more calm and settled.
I think I just have to put it in the " mistakes I have made " category and accept I am not going to have this handsome Australian boyfriend on my arm ( despite him saying every few days he will come back to me ). Sometimes when you take a risk, it doesn't work out.

It's hard because logically I just don't get it. We seem to genuinely get along. I have a free place to stay the entire summer , a car for him , steady sex . I'm so well set up it's hard to see how he could turn down my offer . My " package deal " is so good I don't even disclose it until after I know someone really well.

carmen_b
05-27-2019, 07:19 PM
Since he couldn't even be bothered to get near wi-fi to get a call yesterday, I have him the 2 day " notice " via text.

I just said the truth ..... that I felt it was best to say goodbye in a couple days if we didn't have a plan for June.
I said I was very unhappy without companionship and sex ( more to it , but that's the overall gist ) .
I might be in the wrong here but I feel like I have waited long enough considering I saw him last on April 29 and he left on May 4.

carmen_b
05-28-2019, 12:53 PM
I've got a sauna session and massage booked today.

I'll research some spa options in 3-5 days in my day job town along with the meditations / hikes I have planned. I neglected self care after promising myself I wouldn't.

indiegirl
05-28-2019, 01:27 PM
I’m on day 1 work of a normal job...and I’m seriously bummed. I’m only 2 hours into being here and I’m thinking “what have I done!? This job is just as bad as dancing. There’s people here.” I seriously should consider being a gold digger because I hate all jobs other than being a professional couch potato lol. Oh man I’m going to stick with the vanilla route for now but I have to find something else too that I want to do.

carmen_b
05-28-2019, 02:13 PM
Hahaha ! I thought I was bad with my attitude problems this week ( 7 days of vanilla work ahead and no time for the club ).
Omg , I know what you mean though.
I have my phases where I'm just like " whats the minimum effort / money it will take to survive the week " ?

JGB2009
05-28-2019, 02:44 PM
Breath in....breath out!!!!

WendiStarr
05-28-2019, 03:46 PM
It's not even 7pm and already I feel like I could fall asleep. If I take a nap this late in the day, I'll be up all night.

JGB2009
05-30-2019, 09:21 AM
I know I know....I started my mouth with u first thing this morning. I know that all comes with the territory.

seashell
05-30-2019, 12:23 PM
I've been bingeing the Office, and I am so obsessed with Jim & Pam. It's been like 10 years since I first watched this show! So many feels

carmen_b
05-30-2019, 12:33 PM
OMG I feel so lost in life. It's almost refreshing that I need to be somewhere in the next two days and then again June 16-20 for my day job.

Without those plans, I have NOTHING on my June agenda . I mean NOTHING . Haha. No romantic excursions . No friends trips or anything planned. I guess I should just look at it like June is a month I can really do whatever I want - NOW TO DECIDE.

WendiStarr
05-30-2019, 03:32 PM
Bf unexpectedly came over. I was heading home from shopping when he texted me that he was waiting for me, naked in my bed. I've spent most of the day looking at townhouses and houses with him. Apparently they decided that they are going to live separate but stay legally married for insurance purposes(she has MS and is no longer working) but she will be staying in their old home. I'm not sure what the hell to make of this. I love this man and he says that he loves me and wants to be with me but wtf?! This is all so confusing. I guess I have to hope that she finds another man, falls in love with the other man, and decides to marry him. They never had any kids together. I don't really get why people would stay married only for insurance reasons but what do I know.

lynn2009
05-30-2019, 05:13 PM
I have enough money to ride out the rest of my lease (until January) without working at all. It's been so nice not working and I can feel myself being nicer and more patient this week. Three whole more days to enjoy it! Unless I quit...which I in all likelihood will never do anyway but a girl can dream.

Aurora_Sunset
05-30-2019, 06:29 PM
I've noticed in my time driving for Uber and Lyft, that I get the most Lyft passengers in lower-income areas, where people are obviously using it as daily transportation because they don't have a car; and Uber tends to skew more toward wealthier townships and people just using it to go out and drink/get to or from the airport/etc. The thing is... from my experience on the other side of the equation, I've always found comparable Lyft rides to cost more than Uber rides as a passenger - by several dollars. Hmmm....

lynn2009
05-30-2019, 07:05 PM
I've always found comparable Lyft rides to cost more than Uber rides as a passenger - by several dollars. Hmmm....

Same. Each time I compare, the difference is substantial and Uber is always cheaper. And if I'm not in a rush Uber pool is a great feature.

SnuffleUffleGrass
05-31-2019, 03:21 PM
I'm really liking the idea of a rental house, but then part of me starts freaking. I've never rented a house before. Houses are a lot of work. The electric, water, heat, lawn maintenance, etc. Then again, I pay $1400 a month total(rent, bills, food) in living costs right now, renting a crappy "upscale" 2 bedroom apartment. I wonder if a house would be much more expensive than that or if I'm not thinking realistically in renting a house. I have about 3 months to find a place.

From everything you shared about your place, I assumed the rent was lower. In some states you would have had leverage to break the lease.

Random- my dog is making noises. This is his way of getting attention without being direct. Ah hahah ha puppers.

baer45
05-31-2019, 10:17 PM
Same. Each time I compare, the difference is substantial and Uber is always cheaper. And if I'm not in a rush Uber pool is a great feature.

Uber pool is not very safe though. Everybody is either looking at his/her cellphone or looking for trouble. The worst, Imagine someone put his drunk friend right next to you.

JGB2009
06-01-2019, 08:59 AM
My friend took a trip out of state and I will be glad when he gets back!!!!! I am so bored!!!!

NitaBaby
06-01-2019, 09:19 AM
i really hate laundry day.

miss.a.p1600
06-01-2019, 11:48 AM
I'm really liking the idea of a rental house, but then part of me starts freaking. I've never rented a house before. Houses are a lot of work. The electric, water, heat, lawn maintenance, etc. Then again, I pay $1400 a month total(rent, bills, food) in living costs right now, renting a crappy "upscale" 2 bedroom apartment. I wonder if a house would be much more expensive than that or if I'm not thinking realistically in renting a house. I have about 3 months to find a place.

Same boat.

I reluctantly renewed my lease but I made a firm commitment to myself this is the last year at this place.

carmen_b
06-01-2019, 02:10 PM
I've been " homeless " in the city all day waiting for work to start ( attempting not to rent a hotel tonight and just drive back instead ). Lets see .... two coffee shops ...... one lunch ........ a movie. It all sounds awesome ( if I was home I would have been thrilled ). All that stuff filled in for what I really wanted ( to sleep all day until a day job gig ).

OH , bonus though - this site showed up on the coffee shop wifi . It can never access this at coffee houses .

WendiStarr
06-01-2019, 03:46 PM
Is it really that odd for people to not be into drinking alcohol? I only did twice this year. One was so watered down in a smoothie that it seemed like mostly smoothie with a little bit of alcohol. I had some peach schnapps today and got heart burn afterwards. This is probably a good thing. I have enough alcoholics in my family.

lynn2009
06-01-2019, 05:27 PM
I got invited to my first class action lawsuit! I know these get a bad rap, but I support them at least in theory. I'm going to stay out of it though. Good luck ladies!

miss.a.p1600
06-01-2019, 07:08 PM
Is it really that odd for people to not be into drinking alcohol? I only did twice this year. One was so watered down in a smoothie that it seemed like mostly smoothie with a little bit of alcohol. I had some peach schnapps today and got heart burn afterwards. This is probably a good thing. I have enough alcoholics in my family.

Me either! Bad hangovers from just a little alcohol.

charlie61
06-02-2019, 03:33 PM
Is it really that odd for people to not be into drinking alcohol? I only did twice this year. One was so watered down in a smoothie that it seemed like mostly smoothie with a little bit of alcohol. I had some peach schnapps today and got heart burn afterwards. This is probably a good thing. I have enough alcoholics in my family.

I have a serious aversion to alcohol that i thought would dissipate over time, but it hasn't. It tastes like poison to me! I do like how it makes me feel temporarily, but even a small portion gives me aftereffects that make it clear how my body feels about the situation. I've stopped drinking completely aside from the occasional special event... and i've found that I'm getting more and more sensitive to it as i cut it out. I had three glasses of white wine at a family wedding last weekend, and it just made me feel shitty for hours afterwards. I'm not sure it's worth it to me anymore. I might go down to allowing myself one drink at special occasions. And the less i drink, the less i ever think about drinking. When i first cut it out, i was afraid I'd be so bored on the weekends without an evening cocktail to look forward to. But instead, i buy myself a special kombucha from Trader Joe's, or a nice green tea or golden milk. I treat myself to something that nourishes me.

I'm thankful for my aversion, like you, because alcoholism runs in my family, too. And i think it'd be way too easy for me to go in that direction considering my issues with depression and anxiety. By way of contrast, my younger sister has always loved the taste of alcohol and really has to keep an eye on her consumption.

I like reading through articles that support my direction, like this one:
https://www.byrdie.com/giving-up-alcohol

miss.a.p1600
06-02-2019, 04:04 PM
^ also depending on your heritage, some people have difficulty/lack the ability genetically to process and metabolize the contents of liquor

Last time I drank liquor I start feeling flushed and get an alert that my heart rate is elevated.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alcohol_flush_reaction