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carmen_b
09-11-2019, 05:36 PM
I had a horrible experience today.

I drove back from an adventure in the forest ..... no dog in the car.

I panicked for an hour while immediately turning back / had myself convinced someone took him . I got back and he was standing by a water line I had to hook up to get water to the property where I was. I had unhooked it to leave, he jumped out thinking our adventure was continuing , I drove back to the city over an hour. My back was only turned 7-8 seconds. ;(

So thrilled he was ok ( just cold ) . He did what you are supposed to do in a lost in the forest situation ..... he stayed. Brilliant dude. That's the first time in three years I've even had a close call with him ( he sticks really close to my side following me ). He stayed in the spot for two hours where he saw me last.

I missed a really nice family dinner to freak out and then go back and search for him but who even cares.

Glamourmilf
09-12-2019, 05:34 AM
I call it, The Murphy's Law of camming.
I sit in a dead cam room.
As SOON as I'm in an exclusive session, someone knocks at my front door.
And the front door is next to where I'm camming.>:(
Random strangers too. I'm never expecting anyone.
Nobody even knows where I live. Lol!
I'm actually getting kicked out of my apt because of it, if you can believe it.
I had a loud knock at my door one night.
I was camming, and not expecting anyone. So, I didn't answer.
Turns out, it was the electric company, who was there to fix my neighbors power outage.
Their meter is in my yard.
Nobody told me that they were coming.
Now my landlord thinks I'm too AFRAID​ to live here, so she's not renewing my lease.
I explained to her that I get random strangers knocking at my door, and was even just broken into.
That I'm NOT afraid to live here.
But, to no avail.
Out on the street I go.
Bitch!!:toldoff:

I went to visit a galpal yesterday.
She's getting kicked out of her apt too!
Same scenario. Crotchety old landlady picking on all the older folks, who are barely making enough money to survive.
Throwing everyone on the street, just so she can upgrade the property to get more rent.
She actually asked if she can pitch a tent in my yard.:O
No, darling. No.:no::no: Take your 5 cats and drug drama somewhere else. I'm not a flop house.
Shameful.

Edit to add another random thought.
I wonder if 2 people can ever just hang out?
Without wanting something.
Every female I've ever tried to be friends with, just tries to use me for what I can do for them.
It's probably why I like to hang out with gay men.
Straight men are impossible to hang out with too.
Cause they just want to use me for sex.
Ah, it is what it is.
Such as life.

WendiStarr
09-12-2019, 07:51 AM
^ Same here! That's why my friends that I hang out with are gay men, with the exception of 1 straight, older guy friend who is asexual. Every straight male either tries to sleep with me or wants to use me for a place to stay and females either want to borrow money, borrow clothes, or ask ridiculous stuff like if I will put a car for them in my name, take out loans for them in my name, etc. I have no true female friends.

Glamourmilf
09-12-2019, 08:32 PM
^ Same here! That's why my friends that I hang out with are gay men, with the exception of 1 straight, older guy friend who is asexual. Every straight male either tries to sleep with me or wants to use me for a place to stay and females either want to borrow money, borrow clothes, or ask ridiculous stuff like if I will put a car for them in my name, take out loans for them in my name, etc. I have no true female friends.
Yeah, it's really crazy, isn't it?
Sad, and crazy.
*Remember that gay guy who wouldn't let me stay at his house when I was homeless (and recently asked if he could stay with me)?
I'm not answering his calls anymore.
So.... today he sent me a photo meme of homeless Barbie. With a big lol attached to it.
Wow.
No words.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-13-2019, 06:07 AM
^ Same here! That's why my friends that I hang out with are gay men, with the exception of 1 straight, older guy friend who is asexual. Every straight male either tries to sleep with me or wants to use me for a place to stay and females either want to borrow money, borrow clothes, or ask ridiculous stuff like if I will put a car for them in my name, take out loans for them in my name, etc. I have no true female friends.

Girl I sooo feel you on this. My longest normal friendship with a man was with an older guy who was in real estate & we'd basically go out to breakfast (he paid) and talk smack about life. No sex but people would just assume we were fucking. LOL....naw, just "fuckin" with more money!

I honestly think most non-career women are not capable of having functional friendships with other woman unless they have some sort of basic need in common (childcare, getting wasted at Happy Hour, etc.) Most of the single moms in my city are beaten down waitresses. It's so sad. I always tip them well.

Glamourmilf
09-13-2019, 08:08 AM
Yeah, it's really crazy, isn't it?
Sad, and crazy.
*Remember that gay guy who wouldn't let me stay at his house when I was homeless (and recently asked if he could stay with me)?
I'm not answering his calls anymore.
So.... today he sent me a photo meme of homeless Barbie. With a big lol attached to it.
Wow.
No words.
51907 This was the photo he sent. He doesn't even have a computer, OR internet service.
He probably just used his phone to search for this.
Cruel. So cruel.
How would HE like it if I sent a picture of an aids riddled gay guy? With the caption, " Boys who get aids from getting fucked in their asses, shouldn't make passes."
I blocked him.
I probably should have never let him back in my life after he ghosted me when I was homeless. But, eh, better late than never.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-13-2019, 09:03 AM
51907 This was the photo he sent. He doesn't even have a computer, OR internet service.
He probably just used his phone to search for this.
Cruel. So cruel.
How would HE like it if I sent a picture of an aids riddled gay guy? With the caption, " Boys who get aids from getting fucked in their asses, shouldn't make passes."
I blocked him.
I probably should have never let him back in my life after he ghosted me when I was homeless. But, eh, better late than never.

He might be losing his mind. We're dealing with an in-law right now who keeps threatening suicide and doing/saying other weird shit. It's like the world's longest coke induced meltdown.

Glamourmilf
09-13-2019, 09:11 AM
He might be losing his mind. We're dealing with an in-law right now who keeps threatening suicide and doing/saying other weird shit. It's like the world's longest coke induced meltdown.
He's not losing his mind.
He's just a bitter old 'queen'.
He sees in me, everything that he's not, and it's eating him up inside.
*He's a prison guard. So, being cold and callous comes easy for him (them).
But hey, I'm not the one who chose to risk my life having unprotected sex with strangers.
The cruelest part?
He's refusing to tell all the guys he's had sex with about having aids.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-13-2019, 09:30 AM
He's not losing his mind.
He's just a bitter old 'queen'.
He sees in me, everything that he's not, and it's eating him up inside.
*He's a prison guard. So, being cold and callous comes easy for him (them).
But hey, I'm not the one who chose to risk my life having unprotected sex with strangers.
The cruelest part?
He's refusing to tell all the guys he's had sex with about having aids.

He doesn't want to lose his job. Or get sued (civil court.)



Random Thought- thank God for the Berklee School of Music. Also. L'Chaim!!!!!!!

Glamourmilf
09-13-2019, 12:55 PM
He doesn't want to lose his job. Or get sued (civil court.)



Random Thought- thank God for the Berklee School of Music. Also. L'Chaim!!!!!!!

How would he get sued? Nobody knew what he does for a living. Just like the prison doesn't know that he's sick.
Lying like that is HIS karma. He has to live with that.
I'm sure that's part of why he's being passive aggressive.
It's all good.
I'm free of him.

Aurora_Sunset
09-13-2019, 01:22 PM
A good friend is "moving back to Germany" - again. We hung out with him last night as a going-away thing, but I doubt he'll stay gone. He's "moved to Germany," saying he's never coming back, 4 times before, but he never stays there for various reasons.

He is a lot more financially stable now though, so now I wonder if this is gonna be the random time that sticks, and I totally didn't take it seriously.

WendiStarr
09-13-2019, 06:25 PM
As I was walking to the porch after coming home from the grocery store, it was starting to rain, and I saw something green on the porch. At first I thought it was a leaf so I was about to just throw it in the grass, until I realized that it was a small bird, laying dead on the porch. It had to have been someone's pet because I've never seen a bird like that in the wild. It was a small green and yellow bird. I felt bad for it even though I couldn't do anything for it so I had my boyfriend bury it by a tree in the yard.

Glamourmilf
09-14-2019, 04:49 AM
Girl I sooo feel you on this. My longest normal friendship with a man was with an older guy who was in real estate & we'd basically go out to breakfast (he paid) and talk smack about life. No sex but people would just assume we were fucking. LOL....naw, just "fuckin" with more money!

I honestly think most non-career women are not capable of having functional friendships with other woman unless they have some sort of basic need in common (childcare, getting wasted at Happy Hour, etc.) Most of the single moms in my city are beaten down waitresses. It's so sad. I always tip them well.
I think you might be on to something there.
I have a newish civie girlfriend that I met at one of my grief groups. She works a corporate 9-5 job. Well 7:30-5 job.
She's always posting pictures on her Facebook page of her out with her work galpals at various happy hours, concerts, etc.
I miss my strip club days, if only for the friendships that I made.
Lots of nights we would be a group of 5, even 8 that would go to some after party, or at the very least breakfast at Denny's, etc.
The good ole days. :D

JGB2009
09-14-2019, 06:12 AM
Sometimes I think people in real life don't appreciate me. That's why I have not been on FB in almost a week. I went on this awesome trip out of state this week and usually I would tell everybody about it etc, but not this time. Oh well let people wonder about me!!!!

WendiStarr
09-14-2019, 10:33 AM
I just saw some weirdness. There were a bunch of men and women standing outside in front of the hospital near me, all dressed in white jumpsuits each with a big red circle on their crotch area, holding signs. I guess they're protesting circumcision from what I could tell from the signs. I almost took a picture of them but I figured that's what they want so I didn't. Besides I would've had to get out of the car to take a picture of them and I didn't feel like dealing with them seeing my baby bump and harassing me about it. I have a female baby in my belly anyways.

carmen_b
09-14-2019, 12:58 PM
Is 4 dicks in 8 months too much ?
I'm asking for a friend. Lol.

( she doesn't regret any of them really ..... so maybe not ? )

Elle:)
09-14-2019, 01:02 PM
I've been waiting on few places to call me back for completely different things and I haven't heard from anybody for the most part. I feel like I am invisible. I hate that feeling.

NitaBaby
09-14-2019, 01:41 PM
Is 4 dicks in 8 months too much ?
I'm asking for a friend. Lol.

( she doesn't regret any of them really ..... so maybe not ? )

Nope. There are seven days in a week. She's behind.

NitaBaby
09-14-2019, 01:43 PM
I finally got my mod on Sims 4 to work again after that stupid update ruined everything. I am so ready for the hours to blur by.

Glamourmilf
09-15-2019, 10:03 AM
I'm so glad that my landlady has moved on to harrasing the next neighbor, and has taken her focus off of me.
My neighbor texted me saying that she paid 6 months rent up front a few months ago.
Landlady said that there's no record of it.:O
Good Lord lady.
Give it up, will ya? You're on your deathbed. Shouldn't you be dying with SOME grace and dignity?
STOP BOTHERING ALL OF US!!!!!!:beat:

NitaBaby
09-15-2019, 10:29 AM
I'm so glad that my landlady has moved on to harrasing the next neighbor, and has taken her focus off of me.
My neighbor texted me saying that she paid 6 months rent up front a few months ago.
Landlady said that there's no record of it.:O
Good Lord lady.
Give it up, will ya? You're on your deathbed. Shouldn't you be dying with SOME grace and dignity?
STOP BOTHERING ALL OF US!!!!!!:beat:

I hope your neighbor has proof. There's no way in hell I'd pay that much without something to back me up. Jesus Christ.

JGB2009
09-15-2019, 10:58 AM
Last month the guy I broke up with injured his leg and accused me of casting a bad spell on him. I don't know how to cast spells but its funny to think he thought that about me. Evil Grin....

Elektra Luxx
09-15-2019, 01:01 PM
^^^
My dad tells me that my Great, Great Grandmother was a powerful curandera. Translation: a shaman, faith healer. People would come to her for love potions or to curse people. Rumor has it that my aunt, my dad's sister had my Great, Great grandmother cursed my uncle and turned him into an obedient zombie. For years my aunt would go off for weeks at a time with other men and party and do drugs and he'd stay home with the kids and never complained.

Maybe?

Elektra Luxx
09-15-2019, 01:01 PM
^^^
My mom was always afraid of my Great, Great grandmother for those reasons.

JGB2009
09-15-2019, 02:06 PM
^^^
My dad tells me that my Great, Great Grandmother was a powerful curandera. Translation: a shaman, faith healer. People would come to her for love potions or to curse people. Rumor has it that my aunt, my dad's sister had my Great, Great grandmother cursed my uncle and turned him into an obedient zombie. For years my aunt would go off for weeks at a time with other men and party and do drugs and he'd stay home with the kids and never complained.

Maybe?

LOL maybe...interesting though

carmen_b
09-15-2019, 02:20 PM
NOT that I would keep track lol but it’s been 5 days since cuddles and 7 since sex!
The last 4 days were my fault ( out of town ).
WHY do we have to have a social commitment ? I want to stay home.
M better be ready to #^ck today.

WendiStarr
09-15-2019, 05:04 PM
I can't seem to get enough sleep today. I've felt so drained today that I feel like I need to recharge.

baer45
09-16-2019, 07:06 AM
https://content.kaotic.com/pictures/user/previews/21533/FRwpzMql_20191006075453/oo9vsycz_20191006075456.jpeg

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-16-2019, 07:14 AM
^^^
My dad tells me that my Great, Great Grandmother was a powerful curandera. Translation: a shaman, faith healer. People would come to her for love potions or to curse people. Rumor has it that my aunt, my dad's sister had my Great, Great grandmother cursed my uncle and turned him into an obedient zombie. For years my aunt would go off for weeks at a time with other men and party and do drugs and he'd stay home with the kids and never complained.

Maybe?

My great grandfather had a similar reputation but it was b/c he was blunt as f*ck.

He was also a midwife/ folk doctor. He was a hippie before hippies even existed.

//Cool story Elektra Luxx

Glamourmilf
09-16-2019, 08:25 AM
I hope your neighbor has proof. There's no way in hell I'd pay that much without something to back me up. Jesus Christ.
Yes, she has all the receipts.
I asked why she paid upfront.
She said it's because she's smuggling in 14 rescued cats that the landlady doesn't know about.
:shhh:
Lol!
I didn't tell her, but the landlady is no dummy.
The first time I met her, she had just taken ownership of the property, and was doing inspections.
She walked into my place, from having just been to my neighbors.
She said, "That woman is hiding something. She has incense burning all over the house."
Ha ha!
If she only knew.

WendiStarr
09-16-2019, 09:41 AM
^ Omg! 14 cats? That would be hard to hide, based on the smell alone. My grandpa married a crazy cat lady and they had 10 cats living in their house. Cats are territorial critters, especially when there's a lot of them, and love to mark stuff as theirs by peeing on it. Every room smelled so badly of cat piss. I remember I set my purse down for a couple minutes and in that time, a cat managed to spray pee on it. I love cats but dang, the pee thing when there's a lot of them in one home.

baer45
09-16-2019, 06:01 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzNY6HZ9edo

Why would he give her both eyes?

lynn2009
09-16-2019, 06:09 PM
I've never seen my dog bolt faster than when he wants to get away from the dog dna test kit swab that cost 80 dollars.

Elektra Luxx
09-16-2019, 07:49 PM
I've never seen my dog bolt faster than when he wants to get away from the dog dna test kit swab that cost 80 dollars.

That's funny!! I can totally see that!

Glamourmilf
09-16-2019, 08:36 PM
^ Omg! 14 cats? That would be hard to hide, based on the smell alone. My grandpa married a crazy cat lady and they had 10 cats living in their house. Cats are territorial critters, especially when there's a lot of them, and love to mark stuff as theirs by peeing on it. Every room smelled so badly of cat piss. I remember I set my purse down for a couple minutes and in that time, a cat managed to spray pee on it. I love cats but dang, the pee thing when there's a lot of them in one home.
And the kicker? My neighbor is allergic to cats! She had an animal sanctuary that closed down because of the last recession. Nobody wants these cats, because they are all sick.
This is the same neighbor who took me in when I was homeless. Those cats peed on everything I brought in there. The smell is nauseating. She also rescued a dog too.
So, you can see why she pays that much rent upfront.

carmen_b
09-16-2019, 08:56 PM
Do I really have to leave town again out of BOREDOM ? Yesterday I felt totally fine about staying here 8-14 days ( whatever the schedule shakes out of there ).

Now I'm just sitting here like " I'm DYING or boredom already " . Just pack and go travel dance .

Ugh !

xxxGothBarbie
09-17-2019, 01:13 AM
I dunno why airbnbs can't be capped at $20 a night for fuck's sake ugh . Where on earth can I move to outside of California that the rent won't eat me alive & I won't be bored to tears?????

Glamourmilf
09-17-2019, 05:52 AM
I dunno why airbnbs can't be capped at $20 a night for fuck's sake ugh . Where on earth can I move to outside of California that the rent won't eat me alive & I won't be bored to tears?????
Vegas?

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-17-2019, 09:38 AM
I dunno why airbnbs can't be capped at $20 a night for fuck's sake ugh . Where on earth can I move to outside of California that the rent won't eat me alive & I won't be bored to tears?????

Washington State or rural Oregon. PM for more specific info.

carmen_b
09-17-2019, 11:08 AM
Really just driving out of California in ANY direction will get your costs lowered by at least 30-40% . I enjoyed my time there but it stresses me out even going back.

I dunno why airbnbs can't be capped at $20 a night for fuck's sake ugh . Where on earth can I move to outside of California that the rent won't eat me alive & I won't be bored to tears?????

WendiStarr
09-17-2019, 12:58 PM
I love when I can feel the baby move but she doesn't like to move around much until nighttime when I'm laying down in bed or whenever I eat or drink something sweet. I was worried earlier because I hadn't felt her move all day until I drank some raspberry lemonade.

carmen_b
09-17-2019, 01:02 PM
This amazon order is so me. A cowboy hat for my WY trips, an art project , a vibrator.

Elektra Luxx
09-17-2019, 01:35 PM
This amazon order is so me. A cowboy hat for my WY trips, an art project , a vibrator.

I wonder what the person putting the order together was thinking. Lol!

xxxGothBarbie
09-17-2019, 02:05 PM
Thanks yall :) I hate Vegas, place depresses me, Oregon & Washington do to blah. I think I might head to Texas bc at least there are nightclubs I can go play at when I'm not working. Also thinking of heading up to NJ for a convention next month & might just stop along the way bc I agree that it does get cheaper the further out I go from here. Hell even gas is like almost $2 less in certain states lol

I always come back here but lately I'm just bored with Ca sadly. I keep having that nonstop thought of how I'm wasting my life here bc I want a new adventure that won't eat me alive in day to day living. I think I'm gonna take a break from here for once.

carmen_b
09-17-2019, 05:18 PM
^ I wish thinking maybe AZ or TX ! Great weather coming up.

xxxGothBarbie
09-17-2019, 05:45 PM
^ I wish thinking maybe AZ or TX ! Great weather coming up.

Ya I agree :) It would only be long enough so I could save a good lump sum of $ to return out here if & when I wish and have enough put back to not worry about having to shell out $300 a week on airbnbs. When I was a stripper, I hit hard times bc I never saved any money & when the tough got going, I was screwed. Had to move in with family for awhile & I hated it so much I vowed not to ever let it happen like that again LOL
I lived in Tx about 10 yrs ago for 3 months & I liked it. Airbnb wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the cleaning fees, service fees, and stupid occupancy taxes. Blah. end rant LOL

carmen_b
09-17-2019, 06:26 PM
Well look at that.
Mr pouty face got it together and we are going for drinks. ;)

I'm going to have the most relaxed attitude on the whole physical attention thing.
If he doesn't suggest moving somewhere private by 10-10:30p.m. I'll simply let him know I'll uber in 20-30 min. due to sleeping at midnight M-F.

carmen_b
09-17-2019, 08:16 PM
It was a lovely couple of hours but he left at 9:30 hahaha.
Very nice beers , fireplace , perfect temperature.
It's " dad day " tomorrow at school for his niece a nephew.
He left early to sleep early . Currently not finding it cute.

I did stop at the adult store for battery powered assistance thank goodness.

5.5 weeks seems TOO early for such a slow down. I think the last time he really pursued sex with me was over a week ago .... maybe 9 days ago.

I will do the classy thing too. Give it a few days and then break it off if needed.
People act like such shit heads these days and I will not even though it's a *little* tempting to just hit an app and rustle up something else for tonight . ;/
Not going to give in to temptation here. We said we were monogamous. I want to do the right thing.

He doesn't even seem like the same person who a month ago would have me lay back for an hour and eat my pussy until I couldn't take it.
I think if we hang one more time with no sexual moves on his part I will end it .
Thoughts?

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-18-2019, 01:04 AM
Ya I agree :) It would only be long enough so I could save a good lump sum of $ to return out here if & when I wish and have enough put back to not worry about having to shell out $300 a week on airbnbs. When I was a stripper, I hit hard times bc I never saved any money & when the tough got going, I was screwed. Had to move in with family for awhile & I hated it so much I vowed not to ever let it happen like that again LOL
I lived in Tx about 10 yrs ago for 3 months & I liked it. Airbnb wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the cleaning fees, service fees, and stupid occupancy taxes. Blah. end rant LOL

I know it's an older site for looking for sublets/places to crash but would you consider using www couchsurfing dot com? The do require gov. info for registration, for legal reasons.

Glamourmilf
09-18-2019, 05:45 AM
Thanks yall :) I hate Vegas, place depresses me, Oregon & Washington do to blah. I think I might head to Texas bc at least there are nightclubs I can go play at when I'm not working. Also thinking of heading up to NJ for a convention next month & might just stop along the way bc I agree that it does get cheaper the further out I go from here. Hell even gas is like almost $2 less in certain states lol

I always come back here but lately I'm just bored with Ca sadly. I keep having that nonstop thought of how I'm wasting my life here bc I want a new adventure that won't eat me alive in day to day living. I think I'm gonna take a break from here for once.

I hate Vegas too. It depresses me also. ( Didn't know you felt the same way).
Plus, it's illegal to cam from your home there too. Fuck that!
I, personally, love California.
There's so much of it I haven't even seen, even though I've lived here for 36 years.
*Everyone where I live leaves in August, because they say it's the hottest month.
So, now I'm hearing their vacation stories.
How, Hawaii was too humid, and Montana was too cold, and rainy.
No thanks.
I'm good.
If you do find someplace better, please share.
I'd love to know where that is.
*I need sunshine, or I get super depressed.
I have that 360 days where I now live. I'm good.