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carmen_b
10-20-2019, 06:09 PM
Makes zero sense for any sex work to be illegal . ^

carmen_b
10-20-2019, 06:10 PM
I shouldn’t tell the fam I’m considering traveling.
My dad is stressed now even though I lived in Thailand two months already / kept him updated with next hotel / when I checked in ect.

lynn2009
10-20-2019, 06:48 PM
I am in Pennsylvania this weekend for Derek's sister in law's baby shower. It was today and I also visited our old cat clinic, then also went out for drinks with some cat clinic people after the shower. Everyone remembers him so positively, I almost forgot what an emotionally abusive piece of garbage he could be. I do miss him tonight, we had our good moments.

lynn2009
10-20-2019, 06:55 PM
Also,

Scene: the baby shower
Me: standing around being awkward, not knowing anyone
Nice, well meaning random person: how do you know the family?
Me: I was the dead brother's girlfriend. Basically. At least that's what he said even though he was still fucking his ex wife all the time.
N, wmrp: *immediately regrets their decision to talk to me* Oh.
Me: Yup.
Scene: commences being even more awkward.

WendiStarr
10-21-2019, 12:08 PM
My jacket and blouse both ripped open as soon as I walked into the grocery store. Luckily I had a cami on underneath. I guess this is a sign that I need to buy bigger shirts. Hormones are weird right now so I laughed hysterically about it and probably had people wondering what the heck was wrong with me.

carmen_b
10-21-2019, 02:03 PM
Well look at me just kicking ass haha .

I just COULDN'T do the math to finalize this project over the weekend.
I MADE myself do it today with the promise of 15 min. on SW and the early dinner special at Olive Garden . Lol.
The math is finally done on it unless the customer does a change ( NO ! crosses fingers ).

JGB2009
10-21-2019, 02:33 PM
On days I don't talk to you I get angry thinking about negative things you have done. Wish I could move past all of it. I wonder if I ever will?

lynn2009
10-21-2019, 07:54 PM
I'm off work until tomorrow to visit family. I ran into a public library earlier, in a very rural east coast town to print something for work, all in a hurry because in true fashion I was running later than I wanted to get to their house for dinner. Anyway they let me print and when I went to go pick up my page from the counter the librarian looks at me and starts saying "you look really" and I immediately thought she was going to say "frantic" but said "you look really pretty". It was so random from this total stranger, it cracked me up. I did say thanks and then left.

Elektra Luxx
10-22-2019, 09:19 PM
I'm off work until tomorrow to visit family. I ran into a public library earlier, in a very rural east coast town to print something for work, all in a hurry because in true fashion I was running later than I wanted to get to their house for dinner. Anyway they let me print and when I went to go pick up my page from the counter the librarian looks at me and starts saying "you look really" and I immediately thought she was going to say "frantic" but said "you look really pretty". It was so random from this total stranger, it cracked me up. I did say thanks and then left.

Of course! Don't be so surprised. You're fucking gorgeous! I'll bet people think it all the time, but just don't say it out loud.

WendiStarr
10-23-2019, 09:56 AM
I don't feel like going back out but I need some new bra's and shirts. My boobs are busting out of everything and I have an interview for a part-time vanilla gig on Friday. What the heck comes after DD? E? I think it's kind of comical how I used to be 34 barely A cup, 34D after breast implants, and now I'm busting out of a DD. I never had issues with my boobs busting out of stuff until now.

kimbe
10-23-2019, 11:54 AM
What the heck comes after DD? E?

Nope, after DD comes DDD/F ;)
(E equals DD)

NitaBaby
10-23-2019, 12:03 PM
Nope, after DD comes DDD/F ;)
(E equals DD)

And DDD is a hot, under-boob sweaty mess. I miss being a C so freakin bad. Literally went up a whole size per child.

miss.a.p1600
10-23-2019, 07:09 PM
My jacket and blouse both ripped open as soon as I walked into the grocery store. Luckily I had a cami on underneath. I guess this is a sign that I need to buy bigger shirts. Hormones are weird right now so I laughed hysterically about it and probably had people wondering what the heck was wrong with me.

If you posted this in the lounge Random Thoughts you know dudes would have been asking “were you in the freezer section?”

miss.a.p1600
10-23-2019, 07:12 PM
So weird when I see clubs I used to work at being shut down or close to it:
https://www.wxyz.com/news/2nd-detroit-strip-club-under-investigation-after-accusations-of-soliciting-prostitution

Also, wonder why they're finally bothering now when prostitution has been going on for years and is one of the world's oldest professions? Heck, even if they close all the clubs in Detroit down that's not going to stop anything. They don't realize that all the backpage shutdown did was push extras providers to the clubs and with the weather being cold, the street workers move to the clubs too. They need to just legalize prostitution and allow designated places for people to work at, separate from the strip clubs, that way people can't cry about illicit activities going on in the clubs.


Makes zero sense for any sex work to be illegal . ^

I think I made a thread about that issue

And the consensus was that America is highly puritanical society as a whole and the guys said no politician would be willing to open admit he/she is “for prostitution”

What I don’t understand is why is some small town in Nevada the only place in US where prostitution is legal. I’m believe if we had a legal brothels (that were operated professionally) in multiple states this could decrease street walking and club extras.

At least that would be a start.

AChildOfBoredom
10-24-2019, 02:22 PM
I found out some really disturbing shit today and I can’t get it out of my head.

NitaBaby
10-24-2019, 05:34 PM
Sometimes I really wish I believed in God.

I was a full-blown christian, raised in church from the moment of birth. I have baby pics of me sitting in my mom's lap in one of the pews, one strand of hair on my head. I used to "witness" to my classmates and remember praying with one of my friends as she got saved. Leaving church always made me feel like I'd just read the greatest love letter; it truly brought me such peace.

My beliefs have drastically changed.

So, correction: I believe God exists.

I also believe other higher powers exist, too. They all serve different purposes. Too bad I don't believe in mythology because that's damn near how I view it.

For now, I give all credit to the Universe for the good things that happen to me. I feel a greater connection to the trees in the ground, the air in my lungs, and the cosmos surrounding me than I do to a single Santa Claus in the sky. But, I swear, when I'm in the throws of depression and gasping for a lifeline, I wish I believed in God. It sucks that even in a delirious state of mind I can't trick myself into buying into it. I miss being religious sometimes.

carmen_b
10-24-2019, 06:14 PM
I’m so bummed to have this pain in my arm.

Had to leave my dancer town two days sooner than I would have liked.
It just hurt SO bad at 11am ( hotel check out ). I felt like I couldn’t risk it. Now three Advil later it seems ok .
Now my stomachs is a mess so I guess my body will just dick with my $ one way or another haha.
I hit that club with my pre-period pot gut too.
I really wanted that immediate “ give it to me NOW “ hit of cash.

I’ll be back next week. :)

carmen_b
10-24-2019, 06:49 PM
Just minding my own biz chilling with pandora on random ... it kicks on a bunch of she wants revenge and stabbing westward .... now horny AF .
Then some songs I programmed for Mr. NY
You dick Pandora.
:/

carmen_b
10-24-2019, 07:01 PM
I want to fuck aviation B.
Maybe I will just offer and see what he does.
No better not haha. He couldn’t even take me to dinner in early Aug.?
I need remind myself of his stupid day time coffee date dating style.
I saw his photo 5-6 hours ago and was going “ Yessssss “ at a primal level.
:/
Never should have opened Tinder.
M forced me into celibacy ( only offered sex once in Oct. ) and now I need to figure out what to do.

WendiStarr
10-25-2019, 10:58 AM
I got a response back from a work from home job that I applied to with a laundry list of shit to do. Speed test, typing test, skills test, an introduction video, a recorded video of my work space, etc. I had to rearrange my bedroom to look like a home office. I hate how I look today, no matter what I wear and don't want to look like total crap so I put a ton of makeup on. They said they expect everything to be completed and emailed back to them within 24 hours. I better get this damn remote tech support job after all this shit.

carmen_b
10-25-2019, 02:06 PM
I think Aviation B must me kinky AF.
His dad is a pastor and he was homeschooled.
Either that means you are the most boring person ever or a kinky dream to me.
I swear it's the latter. I could smell it on him in early Aug.

Aurora_Sunset
10-25-2019, 06:12 PM
Sometimes I really wish I believed in God.

I was a full-blown christian, raised in church from the moment of birth. I have baby pics of me sitting in my mom's lap in one of the pews, one strand of hair on my head. I used to "witness" to my classmates and remember praying with one of my friends as she got saved. Leaving church always made me feel like I'd just read the greatest love letter; it truly brought me such peace.

My beliefs have drastically changed.

So, correction: I believe God exists.

I also believe other higher powers exist, too. They all serve different purposes. Too bad I don't believe in mythology because that's damn near how I view it.

For now, I give all credit to the Universe for the good things that happen to me. I feel a greater connection to the trees in the ground, the air in my lungs, and the cosmos surrounding me than I do to a single Santa Claus in the sky. But, I swear, when I'm in the throws of depression and gasping for a lifeline, I wish I believed in God. It sucks that even in a delirious state of mind I can't trick myself into buying into it. I miss being religious sometimes.

This is exactly how I feel.

JGB2009
10-26-2019, 11:36 AM
I need motivation that will last......

WendiStarr
10-27-2019, 04:34 AM
Is there something that I can put on my ceiling to act as noise blocker? My upstairs neighbor started her rolling a bowling ball around and phone placed on vibrate on the wood floor above my bedroom routine at 4am and now I am up again because I can hear her loudly snoring. This apartment has such poor insulation. What the heck would work to block some of that out besides moving which I can't do right now because I'm on a lease and 6 months pregnant.

Glamourmilf
10-27-2019, 10:25 AM
Is there something that I can put on my ceiling to act as noise blocker? My upstairs neighbor started her rolling a bowling ball around and phone placed on vibrate on the wood floor above my bedroom routine at 4am and now I am up again because I can hear her loudly snoring. This apartment has such poor insulation. What the heck would work to block some of that out besides moving which I can't do right now because I'm on a lease and 6 months pregnant.

Oh, shit Wendi. Hearing loud neighbors is the bane of my existence.
I definitely feel you on this issue.
Have you checked out the soundproofing thread over in CC?
Or, you can call Lowe's/ Home Depot and they can give you ideas.
If you find something that works, please let me know.
I need to soundproof my common walls that I share with the noise makers of the universe.

carmen_b
10-27-2019, 11:32 AM
I have texted the Aviator.
Told him I thought of him the other week ( booked something for a day job client that would interest him ).

I mentioned I was back in his area and if he was ever up for a casual drink to let me know.

( if I get to casually take a ride on that D I will let you ladies know )

AChildOfBoredom
10-27-2019, 01:17 PM
I agreed to a photo shoot and some promo girl work. An amateur radio group I’m a part of asked me to. They were pretty open and honest in saying that they want me to do it because they think I’ll get younger guys to come to the table, and I can give them the info they need, as I actually am an amateur radio operator. And I can wear something pretty modest for it. I don’t mind doing it, because I share the same goal. My only condition was that they allow me to promote GMRS, as well.

carmen_b
10-27-2019, 01:21 PM
My phone has been strangely quiet.
There was so much back and forth with M + day job clients pulling at me in the earlier part of Oct.

Now ..... so quiet.
It's exactly what I wanted but I am not sure how to proceed !

JGB2009
10-28-2019, 06:37 AM
I barely go on Facebook anymore. Who would have ever imagined.

WendiStarr
10-28-2019, 09:09 AM
I don't like Mondays. I'm having a serious case of Mondayitis. I want to crawl into bed and go back to sleep.

lynn2009
10-28-2019, 01:36 PM
Idk if I will really buy anything within even the next year, but I submitted my first mortgage application today.

I talked to someone on the phone today for 15 minutes, and they are issuing me a pre-qualification letter already.

AChildOfBoredom
10-28-2019, 01:42 PM
The Irish woman got her visa extended. Looks like she’ll be staying longer than she had originally planned. So that’s good. I like having her here.

WendiStarr
10-28-2019, 03:44 PM
I had just signed on to cam when I heard pounding at the door. I've been expecting a package so I thought it must be UPS. I hurried up, put pants on, and went to the door. I looked and about 7 firemen and 2 cops were at the main door of my apartment. I let them in since obviously they must not have had a key to get in the main door and I figured if someone called 911, they must need to get to them asap. It turned out that idiot who lives upstairs called them because she burnt food and said the smell was giving her a headache. All they did was tell her to open her windows to air the place out and go outside and get some fresh air. People sure call ems for dumb reasons. It makes me think of when I did ride alongs and people would call 911 because their leg has been hurting for 2 years or they fell down the stairs a week or more ago and finally want to get checked out. Some people.

Jucie
10-28-2019, 03:57 PM
I had just signed on to cam when I heard pounding at the door. I've been expecting a package so I thought it must be UPS. I hurried up, put pants on, and went to the door. I looked and about 7 firemen and 2 cops were at the main door of my apartment. I let them in since obviously they must not have had a key to get in the main door and I figured if someone called 911, they must need to get to them asap. It turned out that idiot who lives upstairs called them because she burnt food and said the smell was giving her a headache. All they did was tell her to open her windows to air the place out and go outside and get some fresh air. People sure call ems for dumb reasons. It makes me think of when I did ride alongs and people would call 911 because their leg has been hurting for 2 years or they fell down the stairs a week or more ago and finally want to get checked out. Some people.

What's wrong with people? I mean, if you happen to do something like that and you're worried someone else think there is a fire, then you call the fire dept. and tell'em what just happened.. :banghead:

Ifyouseekamy
10-28-2019, 11:45 PM
^^^wow.

I feel like a badass. I’m doing my math problems in pen.

carmen_b
10-29-2019, 09:57 AM
No text back from aviator in 24 hours. I have to accept the loss gracefully. ;(

I am not going to send a text like " Oh, but you'd LIKE me. I'm kinky blah blah blah blah. "
An offer of my time for a drink is all I can do here ( I'm sure he can read between the thin lines ).
If he doesn't pick it up .......... damn ...... a loss.

Lets assume he must be terrible in bed and that this is saving my time. Lol.

WendiStarr
10-29-2019, 11:06 AM
^ If that'll help you move on from someone who doesn't seem interested enough to take initiative, then yes. By all means assume that he has hairy, stinky balls, a tiny pencil dick, terrible tongue skills, bad b.o., bad breathe, is broke, and whatever else would turn you off, lol.

NitaBaby
10-29-2019, 11:14 AM
Currently obsessed with doja cat's new song. Not even a fan of hers but i cannot stop listening.

JGB2009
10-29-2019, 12:55 PM
I love it when I am in a good mood!!!!

miss.a.p1600
10-29-2019, 07:57 PM
I had just signed on to cam when I heard pounding at the door. I've been expecting a package so I thought it must be UPS. I hurried up, put pants on, and went to the door. I looked and about 7 firemen and 2 cops were at the main door of my apartment. I let them in since obviously they must not have had a key to get in the main door and I figured if someone called 911, they must need to get to them asap. It turned out that idiot who lives upstairs called them because she burnt food and said the smell was giving her a headache. All they did was tell her to open her windows to air the place out and go outside and get some fresh air. People sure call ems for dumb reasons. It makes me think of when I did ride alongs and people would call 911 because their leg has been hurting for 2 years or they fell down the stairs a week or more ago and finally want to get checked out. Some people.

Wow. I’d send her ass a hefty invoice in the mail.

Thirsty attention seekers should have to pay for that kind of attention

WendiStarr
10-30-2019, 08:40 AM
Anyone else get an email about a class action settlement against Younique's 3D fiber lashes? I bought those a lot. If you bought them anytime between October 2012 and July 2015 while living in California, Ohio, Florida, Michigan, Minnesota, Missouri, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, Tennessee, Texas, or Washington, check your email or mailbox. You could file a claim too. http://www.fiberlashessettlement.com/ Funny that this is the 2nd class action settlement that I've received a check from this month. People must be getting lawsuit happy lately.

AChildOfBoredom
10-30-2019, 01:30 PM
I have everything I need i this life. I shouldn’t complain. Yet, this was never my endgame. I expected to live life as a sojourner, not to settle in somewhere. No matter how well off I am, I’ve always got that sense of wanderlust in the background that goes unfulfilled. Once my sister and ‘refugee’ are out of here, I’m half tempted to sell the house, sell anything which won’t travel with me, and just do it.

carmen_b
10-30-2019, 03:36 PM
^ Lots of thoughts on this. If your house can somewhat self maintain ( which is seems it could with lots of room mates ) you can definitely GO .
You seem to be the owner / organizer / house alpha though. You might have to get someone responsible or trained into " your " spot to do it.

carmen_b
10-30-2019, 03:39 PM
I'm at the END of a long goal ( to get out from under this damn 1k a month apartment ).
It's at least 50% packed. I minimized. I have help coming Saturday.

I need to buy a ticket soon.
I can't imagine living in the city that I know but without a place .

First I was thinking Hawaii ( my day job will pay $800 of the $950 ish I would need to go there and stay a week ). I had a melt down last night about not wanting to be in the area I shared with my long term ex. I have avoided the island we lived on for a year.

The last time I was there ( Aug. 2018 ) my partner was using my week there to chat with the woman he was leaving me for . Hours after I stepped off the plane he said he leaving me ( and lying that anyone else was a factor ) !

I should go reclaim that land as MINE and go to all my fave places to eat but my mind is just like " I would rather be anywhere else or pay anyone any amount to go instead of me ".

carmen_b
10-30-2019, 03:48 PM
I made a counseling appointment but I didn't want to get into the sex work thing so I just asked for someone " not conservative ".

So off to talk to a stranger Monday about how I pretty much only feel comfy IN sex work situations and I need some assistance on " regular life " stuff.

WendiStarr
10-30-2019, 04:06 PM
Something weird is going on on cc today. I've had an unusual amount of creeps on there and what's annoying is how the mods there don't seem to take care or anything seriously. I wish all the guys on there were required to have a photo, information, and something to verify that they are safe. I was supposed to have a platonic cuddle session with a new guy at 7pm today and all seemed fine until I got a phone call from a blocked number around 5. This guy wanted me to meet him at a very shady motel in Detroit that is known for its odd business practices(the place doesn't allow overnight stays and is only a 1-3 hour room rental kind of place, to give you an idea). We were supposed to meet up at the movie theatre in a safe, upscale area and have our first cuddle session there. I had a bad feeling about that so I cancelled and blocked his profile. Not even 10 minutes later, someone on a newly created profile with no picture, info, or anything made a booking request. The person didn't even send a message introducing themselves or anything. I cancelled that too. Around 6:30, yet another blank, newly created profile did the same thing and again a few minutes ago, a blank, newly created out of state profile tried to book me for a 7 hour cuddle session for 10:45pm. Wth? That site expects us to have our picture and information filled out on our profiles. Why do men not have to follow those same rules?

baer45
10-30-2019, 08:12 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pACXxtbvVA


What a story!

Glamourmilf
10-31-2019, 06:20 AM
I made a counseling appointment but I didn't want to get into the sex work thing so I just asked for someone " not conservative ".

So off to talk to a stranger Monday about how I pretty much only feel comfy IN sex work situations and I need some assistance on " regular life " stuff.

Have you heard of Pineapple Support?
Might want to check them out.

WendiStarr
10-31-2019, 07:47 AM
What is the deal with Twitter? I had over 500 followers on there on my cam persona and they suddenly closed my account down. This is the 2nd time they've done this. I didn't post any nudes or anything threatening. I don't get it.

carmen_b
10-31-2019, 10:24 AM
I put on my Tinder " Just out of a weird sexless situation " .....
Lets see what the men in this city have to say about it. I have a feeling they will be very vocal ! Haha.
It's true .