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carmen_b
01-04-2020, 10:21 AM
We hit the road to strip ( the dog and I ! ).
I didn't want to be in the area and tempted to go back .
10-11 messages from him yesterday . ?
He certainly has the eccentric wealthy guy thing down. WHY couldn't he have just been more generous ? Maybe he tested me with the " will she pitch in and work thing " ? I did pitch in ! It just turned into a spot where I was becoming uncomfy. Basically .... in order to help him at the level he seemed to expect, I needed to CUT my own work hours or work 10-12 hours a day factoring 8 for my work and 2-4 to help him! It wasn't sustainable !!
I woke up sore today from last night dancing and I'm like " Oh , I blew it , damn it " . Need coffee + freedom to not be harassed and pestered ! Got to keep going!
He was getting *very* difficult to deal with . Otherwise I wouldn't have left and I have to remind myself of that .
Honestly .... I'll probably never live in a place like his and that is OK ..... freedom is better. He can't afford to live there either really which is why he is doing AirBnB.
carmen_b
01-04-2020, 01:59 PM
Now that he has given me the intro to his neighboorhood I definitely know where to sugar hunt further if I should choose.
The area is pure magic. Lots of weathly lonely ( but weird ) dudes living high in elevation and high in ego. Hahahaha.
For the real pro's out there , there is sssuugggaarrrr if you can keep a straight face at everyones heads stuck so far up their own ass.
Extra trip related sidenote : Does anyone have any Casper WY info ? I will trade you via PM for other club info (other sections in WY )!
WendiStarr
01-04-2020, 04:34 PM
I took a nice hour and a half nap. I'm camming 6pm-11pm tonight. I have 2 cam sites open, split camming and my NF pso line on. Fingers crossed that I make some good $ tonight.
JGB2009
01-05-2020, 09:37 PM
What will 2020 bring for me and you? I hope it will be good. I really do!!!! Fingers crossed!!!!
WendiStarr
01-06-2020, 08:47 AM
We were sitting there eating breakfast when we heard something at the window. We looked and there was a squirrel hanging on to the screen of the window in front of the kitchen table, looking at us and watching us eat. He must've jumped up there because there's no ledge under that window. I've never seen a squirrel do that before. It was kind of funny. He tore up the screen a bit though.
JGB2009
01-06-2020, 09:50 PM
LOL my diary shows how fast my mood changes.......if someone were to read it I think they would be mixed up.
Elektra Luxx
01-06-2020, 11:55 PM
Note to Bf:
After showering...if I layout like a starfish on the bed to air dry, this is not an open invitation for you to "hop on board"!
Okay...this time it was...but that might not be case all of the time. Most of the time...maybe, but not all.
carmen_b
01-07-2020, 11:32 AM
Damn panty thieves.
I mean not really stealing because I sell them but I have found myself down to TWO thongs. Off to buy like a dozen....
One of my regs get one every time and I forget to offset him always taking one with new purchases.
ravenskyy
01-07-2020, 09:56 PM
This bitch blocked me on Facebook. Lmfao. I think it's funny when someone blocks you for no reason. Or maybe it's because I disagreed with the judgemental bs she was posting. Idk. Whatever. Her loss because I'm a fucking amazing friend! :moon:
SnuffleUffleGrass
01-08-2020, 07:36 AM
This bitch blocked me on Facebook. Lmfao. I think it's funny when someone blocks you for no reason. Or maybe it's because I disagreed with the judgemental bs she was posting. Idk. Whatever. Her loss because I'm a fucking amazing friend! :moon:
I've been blocked a bunch of times due to my overtly anti-Trump posts on FB. I'm actually cool with it now.
Random- I wish I could afford ground from fresh beans coffee all the time. Makes it hard to go back to canned pre-ground coffee.
WendiStarr
01-08-2020, 09:13 AM
Must stop thinking about the chocolate that bf has sitting out in the open in the kitchen. I want it so bad but..gestational diabetes. As my push present I want a Hershey bar with almonds.
carmen_b
01-08-2020, 11:01 AM
I wish I would have gone to Texas or New Orleans for Jan.
I guess there is still time . I hate the idea of not having my dog with me so I am thinking of skipping Mexico and need to figure out what to do.
I tried to gave a good winter attitude ( got the right clothes , the full spectrum light therapy going ect. ) but it is still so " meh ".
kimbe
01-08-2020, 11:36 AM
^
I so agree carmen_b! We’re following up with two weeks in Mexico later this month after last years success 8) :cheers:
carmen_b
01-08-2020, 02:36 PM
Yeeeesssss . Where are you thinking ? I was thinking Cancun, Playa, Tulum , ( moving in a south direction ).
carmen_b
01-08-2020, 02:38 PM
I had plan to sell massages in afternoon before the club opens but then people text to book and I'm like " well I'm not talking to anyone ! " .
Maybe I will pull it together and sell one or maybe I will sit for two hours and sip coffee until the club opens hahahah .
It the neeeddddyyyyy bullshit that gets to me. I think there were 6 in there that texted but not ONE was fast like " Hi, I'm Bob, and would love to see you at 3 or 4 , where do I go ? "
It was questions .......... barf. ;(
Maybe no one will get one then I'll just send a copy / paste template to everyone with my club and dancer name and a " I hope to see you. I don't have my phone when I dance but I do hope you'll visit and ask for me ".
Elektra Luxx
01-08-2020, 02:44 PM
TMI Warning:
This just started happening, I have have 5 cats, one boy cat and 4 girl cats. The boy cat is jamming his face in the girl cats butts (I mean he's in there smelling and licking. Gross!!) and the girls cats hate it and let him know it, but he's still in there. He gets angry and starts growling because he wants in there and the girls get angry and start growling because they don't want them in there. So they're running all over and causing havoc.
They've all been fixed so I don't know what's going on down there that's so interesting. It's just like that someone you know that without any regard for where you've been or what you've done that day, they just want in.
AChildOfBoredom
01-08-2020, 07:09 PM
TIL that I’ve picked up a nickname at work I wasn’t aware of. “Little Miss Brutality”. Funny, although I don’t really think I’ve done anything all that horrible. Yet.
queenelayliah
01-08-2020, 08:09 PM
I discovered this youtube channel while doing my research on traveling in China. This lady is exceptionally talented at everything; Crafting, sewing, cooking, etc. and her videos are filmed beautifully. Some even say that she has 42 million followers worldwide. A strong, independent woman. So inspiring. I love how all the animals follow her around. she's hardworking and grows all her vegetables in her garden. Simple lifestyle, very relaxing. I recommend it if you somehow feel depressed. Her videos are addictive :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYbJnAyYIFY
Oooh i love her videos they are so calming, makes me want to move into the forest & live a similar lifestyle but i know i will die. Your taking a trip to china.
lynn2009
01-09-2020, 10:25 AM
I put my old winter coat on the floor in a corner thinking my dog would like to use it as a dog bed cause it smells like mommy and he usually is laying on it when I check the camera. :blush: :)
Elektra Luxx
01-09-2020, 11:17 AM
I put my old winter coat on the floor in a corner thinking my dog would like to use it as a dog bed cause it smells like mommy and he usually is laying on it when I check the camera. :blush: :)
Aww! He loves his mommy. That's so sweet.
Elektra Luxx
01-09-2020, 10:53 PM
Tomorrow is my birthday and bf is taking me out eat. Then the family is taking me out for brunch on Sunday. I told them I want to have my birthday at Chuck E. Cheese. I chose it because it's my 3 year old niece's favorite. We're going to fight to see who gets all the attention. I suspect she's going to win.
JGB2009
01-10-2020, 01:06 AM
Tomorrow is my birthday and bf is taking me out eat. Then the family is taking me out for brunch on Sunday. I told them I want to have my birthday at Chuck E. Cheese. I chose it because it's my 3 year old niece's favorite. We're going to fight to see who gets all the attention. I suspect she's going to win.
Happy Birthday.......hope u have a awesome day!!!!!
Ifyouseekamy
01-10-2020, 01:17 AM
Tomorrow is my birthday and bf is taking me out eat. Then the family is taking me out for brunch on Sunday. I told them I want to have my birthday at Chuck E. Cheese. I chose it because it's my 3 year old niece's favorite. We're going to fight to see who gets all the attention. I suspect she's going to win.
Happy birthday!!! It’s also my birthday too! Sounds like fun.
JGB2009
01-10-2020, 01:50 AM
Happy birthday!!! It’s also my birthday too! Sounds like fun.
Wow Happy Birthday to you as well!!!! Enjoy ur day!!!
Elektra Luxx
01-10-2020, 04:14 AM
Happy birthday!!! It’s also my birthday too! Sounds like fun.
Wow!! What a coincidence!! Happy Birthday to you too!!! Here's hoping you have the best birthday ever!!!
AChildOfBoredom
01-10-2020, 12:08 PM
Happy birthdays all around!
My ‘refugee’ has a date tonight with another girl, and I’m not really sure what I’m supposed to do here. Am I supposed to greet her with a gun in my hand and make subtle hints about a violent end? My one former roommate used to set me up on blind dates, and the other took it upon it upon himself to have a little chat with them when they showed up… he (certainly coincidentally) felt it was a good time to take all of his guns out for cleaning and apparently knives as well, and he’d have the video of Nick Berg’s beheading playing on a loop on his laptop while having this chat with them. Am I supposed to do that here? I mean, I’m not actually her parent and it’s not like she’s going to get knocked up, but I’m still a bit protective of her and all. Am I supposed to interrogate her about her plans? I’ve already met her, and between the two of them in any sort of physical altercation, my money hands down would be on my refugee, so I’m not really worried in that regard. I came home from stripping one night, and she was crashed out on my bed. Her and my refugee went into my room to watch Netflix, this girl fell asleep, and my refugee couldn’t wake her. She was freaked out because she was supposed to be home that night, but it was almost 4 in the morning so I told her she might as well stay and I’d try to get it sorted out with her parents in the morning. Had no idea that she was also…
Maybe I shouldn’t worry about it, but I can’t help myself. My refugee turns 18 next month and graduates this year. I certainly don’t look at her as a child and this other girl isn’t setting off any alarm bells.
carmen_b
01-10-2020, 02:58 PM
Nah. Let them sort it out. ^ ;)
It's cute she has a date. She is young right ?
carmen_b
01-10-2020, 03:00 PM
I'm so excited to be back in " my " city. I don't have a home here anymore haha but this hood is still mine.
I will do my usual duo of goodness today probably. I have a massage booked and then I'll go to dinner somewhere or a movie.
This is how I like to celebrate my arrival back from a dancer trip. Even though this one wasn't a wild success I still feel like I have the budget for my reward day so will treat myself. ;)
WendiStarr
01-10-2020, 03:34 PM
Why do men get so excited when you wear their clothes? I put on bf's shirt since I have no clean shirts right now. He noticed when we were in the car, right before we went into the store. He put his hand on my boob and said he likes how his shirt looks with boobs in it. A nosy old lady happened to be parked next to us and saw him do that. We went into the store and I didn't think anything else about it until we were in line. That same old lady happened to be in front of us in line. She kept turning around, staring at us for like 15 minutes and eyeing my belly. After she had already paid for stuff, instead of leaving she stood there still staring this time, except this time she was staring at me like she was trying to bore a hole or something with her eyes. I don't know what was up with that. It was odd.
chanzep
01-10-2020, 04:10 PM
Happy birthday to Electra Luxx and IfyouseekAmy.
Aurora_Sunset
01-10-2020, 09:16 PM
My favorite, go-to meal for the last month has been beef and broccoli covered in mayo. It's low-carb and was so damn good. I mean, I LOVED it. To the point where, if it was socially acceptable, I would have eaten it for every single meal. I could not get enough of it.
So I made a ton of it to eat for this week and next, and now... I don't want it. It's just sitting in containers in the fridge and I haven't touched it all week. It just suddenly doesn't sound appealing. I don't know if it's because I'm sick...? Or maybe I craved it so bad because my body needed some sort of nutrient that was in it and now I don't need it anymore? So strange though.
AChildOfBoredom
01-11-2020, 12:02 PM
Nah. Let them sort it out. ^ ;)
It's cute she has a date. She is young right ?
She turns 18 next month. The other girl, I’m not sure, but they have to be pretty close in age.
WendiStarr
01-11-2020, 12:04 PM
I love Aldi's black cherry and strawberry flavored sparkling water. They have just enough sweetness in them to make me feel like I'm being bad, cheating on my diet even though there's no sugar in them.
baer45
01-11-2020, 01:59 PM
Happy birthday you two!
seashell
01-12-2020, 12:33 AM
I have not seen the Cats movie, but the reviews by youtubers are hilarious.
carmen_b
01-12-2020, 12:22 PM
Damn, I still like stripping but hate working in the evening. I guess I anticipate less stripping in next 2-3 week due to this. ;/
There are no afternoon type clubs anywhere near me.
AChildOfBoredom
01-12-2020, 12:40 PM
The Irish woman and I both have accents… her of course from being from Ireland, and mine from English not being my first language. Whenever we go anywhere together, people always assume we’re tourists.
carmen_b
01-12-2020, 05:35 PM
M had a really beautiful man over today working on the house. I made sure not to engage. Haha .
Offered him a coffee and didn't talk to him at all hahaha.
Aurora_Sunset
01-13-2020, 08:32 AM
I've been having some bizarre dreams the last few nights that make it hard to wake up in the morning. They all seem to be about memory or questioning my memory. The other night I had one where I dreamed about remembering getting involved with some guy super quickly on a trip with friends one summer, and I had these pictures of him and us lying around. I had to convince myself for almost 30 minutes after waking up that that was not a real memory I was dreaming about. Last night, I dreamed that I suddenly woke up and it was 2 years later. Not like I time-traveled, but I had entered some fugue state and just suddenly couldn't remember the last 2 years of my life, so my last memory was from so long ago as though it were yesterday. But it wasn't even my current life - I was back in college.... idk just weird shit. I went to bed early last night and theoretically could have gotten up at 5 this morning along with hubby, but decided not to and then lulled myself back into weird dreamland, making it harder to wake up later.
Aurora_Sunset
01-13-2020, 08:33 AM
Also, completely unrelated: I started watching The Witcher last night because it's blowing up in popularity. After 2 episodes, I'm not sure I'm in love with it. I feel like it might be like GoT - everyone went insane for it, but I'm getting to the point where fantasy lands filled with war, rape, gory murder, and betrayal is just played out and not my thing. I'll probably finish this first season since it's short, but something more interesting needs to happen.
However, I have finally been watching The Mandalorian, and I'm enjoying it a lot despite not being a huge Star Wars fan.
WendiStarr
01-13-2020, 09:00 AM
I have a million things to do but don't feel like doing anything. Dishes don't sound appealing. Cooking has lost its appeal. It's 28 degrees outside and windy and I don't feel like taking out the trash. I just want to sit in front of the cam and make money.
carmen_b
01-13-2020, 01:04 PM
( moved )
JGB2009
01-13-2020, 04:22 PM
Feeling disappointed.
Ifyouseekamy
01-14-2020, 04:31 AM
I put my clothes in the washer and someone has been finishing them for me. I’m not complaining, I’m just curious who the mystery maid is?
chanzep
01-14-2020, 11:24 AM
This site is so quiet nowadays.
AChildOfBoredom
01-14-2020, 12:42 PM
I think my ‘refugee’ and the girl she went on a date with are an item now. It’s strange to me and I really don’t understand it. They are ridiculously cute, though.
carmen_b
01-14-2020, 02:12 PM
" What's a lesbian 2nd date ? "
" Calling the moving trucks ! "
miss.a.p1600
01-14-2020, 02:33 PM
This site is so quiet nowadays.
Ikr
i miss the days of being drunk, logging in, then ranting against the trolls
AChildOfBoredom
01-14-2020, 03:13 PM
" What's a lesbian 2nd date ? "
" Calling the moving trucks ! "
They’re both still in high school, so they might make it to three or four before that point.
Ifyouseekamy
01-14-2020, 07:39 PM
This site is so quiet nowadays.
Stripperweb or a camming site?