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chanzep
01-14-2020, 10:58 PM
Stripperweb.

Ifyouseekamy
01-15-2020, 12:33 AM
Stripperweb.

I was reading about that in a blog. I still like this more than the Facebook group I was apart of. I know there’s reddit groups, but because it’s so quite here I feel like we get less trolls unlike some forums.

AChildOfBoredom
01-15-2020, 06:02 AM
I avoid Facebook groups. I don’t want that direct link to me on social media.

Elektra Luxx
01-15-2020, 01:52 PM
Lynn2009 sweetie, please free up some room in your mailbox.

Does that sound naughty?

Hey Baby why don't you free up some space in that fine mailbox of yours for your Big Daddy!

I guess not.

lynn2009
01-15-2020, 03:26 PM
Lynn2009 sweetie, please free up some room in your mailbox.

Does that sound naughty?

Hey Baby why don't you free up some space in that fine mailbox of yours for your Big Daddy!

I guess not.

Done!

AChildOfBoredom
01-15-2020, 03:30 PM
I wonder what became of Jalena. I hope she’s doing alright.

yaya_cash
01-15-2020, 06:22 PM
So I have one more semester to finish one of my programs; and I could use a re-charge. It may be best for me to take the semester off elsewhere, to work to be able to pay off debt and save and invest more in to my education. I'm just not making enough here (with a flexible schedule to be able to take classes and to travel a little, while being able to make more) and I have a difficult time being motivated to wake up and being productive with the negative experiences I've been having - just aren't working for me-- And recommendations would be greatly appreciated. Are there any recommendations?

carmen_b
01-15-2020, 09:37 PM
I'm not saying I'm *going to* but remember that beautiful man who has doing handyman work at M's ?

I have wanted to fuck him since I saw him three days ago. I mean ..... I do have a first name ..... and some general info hahahaha .

Since ( at the time ) I was trying to behave I didn't stand close but I would say he is a sturdy 6'4" or so. Damn. I can always use some handy work myself so you just never know .......

Let me paint a pictures for you beyond the height. Tall and nerdy looking but built. Square glasses. Sandy blonde curly hair ( short ). Pretty sure blue eyes.

Ifyouseekamy
01-16-2020, 12:03 AM
So I have one more semester to finish one of my programs; and I could use a re-charge. It may be best for me to take the semester off elsewhere, to work to be able to pay off debt and save and invest more in to my education. I'm just not making enough here (with a flexible schedule to be able to take classes and to travel a little, while being able to make more) and I have a difficult time being motivated to wake up and being productive with the negative experiences I've been having - just aren't working for me-- And recommendations would be greatly appreciated. Are there any recommendations?

Life is a marathon, not a sprint. Just do whatever you feel in alignment with. I personally would try to push through it and know that the quicker I get the program over with the quicker I can enjoy life again. You know what’s best for you. If you need a break then you need a break. You have to consider the opportunity cost of postponement of your education. You can always get back money, but you can’t get back time.

AChildOfBoredom
01-16-2020, 02:50 AM
I fell asleep way too early last night, so I woke up way too early. My ‘refugee’ is a really light sleeper, and she woke up and heard me, so she got up. I had this insatiable craving for pancakes but didn’t feel like making them, so I just figured hell with it, and we went to IHOP in pajamas and sweats. I work a four day week… mostly. This week was Sunday - Wednesday (it’s usually Monday - Thursday), but she’ll end up tired at some point during the day, and since they don’t have anything particularly pressing going on, I suggested they skip school for today and we’ll all go out and do something together.

yaya_cash
01-16-2020, 10:07 AM
Life is a marathon, not a sprint. Just do whatever you feel in alignment with. I personally would try to push through it and know that the quicker I get the program over with the quicker I can enjoy life again. You know what’s best for you. If you need a break then you need a break. You have to consider the opportunity cost of postponement of your education. You can always get back money, but you can’t get back time.

Things don't look so good to "push through" when my ex/SD pays majority of my bills and complains about and doesn't want me to attend school/seem to want better for me/what am accustomed to, while he expected me to just jump up for him/commit my time to him without having a life-- so idk. He just is toxic and needy, sometimes. He's insecure he seems like he wants me to need him/not do better. And he tries to "make-up" when I get on him. It's gets trying playing game-- So I probably need a break from him.

Ifyouseekamy
01-16-2020, 03:21 PM
He doesn’t want you to attend school?!?!? That’s a red flag.You can get student loans. You literally can file for FASFA now and get money in a few weeks. I wouldn’t give up my education for a man.

WendiStarr
01-16-2020, 04:44 PM
My baby shower is next weekend(the 25th). I don't know why I think about the dumbest things sometimes. I wI was thinking about getting lash extensions but I realized that's impossible now because I'm too far along to lay flat on my back for 2 hours. Pregnant ladies can't lay flat on their backs in the 3rd trimester because the weight of the uterus compresses the vena cava. I suck at using the glue-on falsies and was a total idiot at the magnetic lashes too. Which mascara would be best to imitate the false eyelash look?

AChildOfBoredom
01-16-2020, 10:02 PM
My ‘refugee’s’ new girlfriend seems a little annoyed that she didn’t get to skip school and spend the day with us. Well, that notion occurred at 3 in the morning, and I can sign letters excusing my two… I can’t do that for her.

lynn2009
01-16-2020, 10:52 PM
Someone told me yesterday that I need to work on creating a support system. Like oh ok, let me go ahead and just manufacture a supportive family, spouse and friends. Easy.

And also my dog turned his head away from me when I went to pet him tonight and I was very upset for a moment before realizing that I am waaay too oversensitive this week.

Ifyouseekamy
01-17-2020, 12:32 AM
Someone told me yesterday that I need to work on creating a support system. Like oh ok, let me go ahead and just manufacture a supportive family, spouse and friends. Easy.

And also my dog turned his head away from me when I went to pet him tonight and I was very upset for a moment before realizing that I am waaay too oversensitive this week.

Sometimes animals make for a better support than people.

seashell
01-17-2020, 02:09 AM
Someone told me yesterday that I need to work on creating a support system. Like oh ok, let me go ahead and just manufacture a supportive family, spouse and friends. Easy.

And also my dog turned his head away from me when I went to pet him tonight and I was very upset for a moment before realizing that I am waaay too oversensitive this week.
My small dog does this kind of thing often, she's like a cat in a dog's body. LOL. She only wants attention on her terms. I'm sure your doggo didn't mean it. :)

yaya_cash
01-17-2020, 04:36 AM
He doesn’t want you to attend school?!?!? That’s a red flag.You can get student loans. You literally can file for FASFA now and get money in a few weeks. I wouldn’t give up my education for a man.

He just is toxic and needy, sometimes. He's insecure he seems like he wants me to need him/not do better. And he tries to "make-up" when I get on him. It's gets trying playing game-- So I probably need a break from him and other environment that doesn't serve me well.

Thanks.

I'll probably just put my pride aside, feeling like I'm too old to ask for the funds to finish up school from my parents. I guess if I really need to. Ugh--

yaya_cash
01-17-2020, 05:38 AM
rule
#1 never put yourself yourself in such a vulnerable situation when you NEED something.

carmen_b
01-17-2020, 10:26 AM
^ Can you continue to take his allowance and just go to school on the sly ?

whirlerz
01-17-2020, 11:24 AM
My roomie, (the one I give rides to) his Mom passed away, either last night, or early this morn.

So sad, she lives in AR, he went down there over the holidays to see her. She was only 66.

AChildOfBoredom
01-17-2020, 01:13 PM
I want a Traegar.

The Irish woman and I are the only ones home today, and our neighbor invited us to try this turkey he had made. He gave it a garlic herb injection, put it on the smoker for an hour and a half, then finished it off in an electric deep fryer. And I tell you, it was fucking AMAZING. I’ve never had turkey like that before.

yaya_cash
01-17-2020, 02:21 PM
^ Can you continue to take his allowance and just go to school on the sly ?

I wouldn't need one more semester to finish one of programs if I listened to him. I ignore him. Since I know he tries to degrade me in to expecting the less, for me I try to prey on that. and don't mention any that can potentially make me better, since it seems he wants me to struggle/put myself in the worst situation so he can take me for granted.

yaya_cash
01-17-2020, 04:18 PM
It was my first time back in a long while and I had a horrible experience returning because of one guy, who was from LA. Red flag.

I was too relaxed, and tired.

WendiStarr
01-17-2020, 04:25 PM
A snow storm is coming tonight and supposed to continue into tomorrow. I'm hoping it causes horny guys with money to stay at home, drinking and spending on cam shows.

yaya_cash
01-17-2020, 05:04 PM
It was my first time back in a long while and I had a horrible one because of one guy, who was from LA. Red flag.

I was too relaxed, and tired.

I feel like dying.

SnuffleUffleGrass
01-17-2020, 05:34 PM
I want a Traegar.

The Irish woman and I are the only ones home today, and our neighbor invited us to try this turkey he had made. He gave it a garlic herb injection, put it on the smoker for an hour and a half, then finished it off in an electric deep fryer. And I tell you, it was fucking AMAZING. I’ve never had turkey like that before.

Important re Traegars- we have one and the little drainage bucket is cheaply made. You'll probably end up replacing it sooner than later. Other that that those are awesome.

Deep fried turkey is great. I'm slightly jealous.

AChildOfBoredom
01-17-2020, 05:40 PM
Important re Traegars- we have one and the little drainage bucket is cheaply made. You'll probably end up replacing it sooner than later. Other that that those are awesome.

Deep fried turkey is great. I'm slightly jealous.

This one he had is electric. Made by Butterball. Much more convenient than the propane one I have.

yaya_cash
01-17-2020, 11:45 PM
I feel like dying.

I've learned my lesson, with this horrible experience in my memory. Just horrible-- Hopefully I can forgive myself.

JGB2009
01-18-2020, 01:38 AM
Someone I know has just made me mad but I am not gonna let it get to me and I will finish my cam shift!!!!!

WendiStarr
01-18-2020, 09:46 AM
I can't believe I overslept my alarm by 2 hours. I didn't have anywhere to go anyways today and I'm home alone for the weekend but still. This is making me feel all weird because usually I will have eaten breakfast and been up and moving by now. I blame the snowstorm that hit this morning, making the sky dark so I thought it was still early and wacky pregnancy hormones on somehow shutting off my alarm without remembering.

AChildOfBoredom
01-18-2020, 12:43 PM
This dancer’s lucky I have a positive disposition towards her. The one I carpool with. Towards the end of the night, she got really drunk and she passed out during the drive home. And I mean she was just gone. She shares a third floor apart,rent with her sister, and her sister is out of state for an equestrian event, so I just knew there was no fucking way. So I called my ‘refugee’ and fortunately she was awake because her and her girlfriend were up late watching some Netflix series, so I told them I’d need their help bringing her in and dumping her on the couch. Except they had another friend over who was going to be sleeping on the couch, so I said, “hell with it, we’ll put her in my room”.:Now, I’m just shy of 4’11”… this dancer is 5’10”. Fortunately, these two were a bit taller than me, because this girl was just oblivious to everything. If any of our neighbors looked out their window, it probably looked like we were bringing a dead body into the house.

JGB2009
01-18-2020, 02:07 PM
I just wanna be happy and stress free. Is that to much to ask for........seriously!

Elektra Luxx
01-18-2020, 02:21 PM
Bf is doing something on his computer and it's not working out and he's in a really bad mood. I can feel frustrated and angry energy in the air. He's not angry with me thank god, but I did to straddle him to give him a hug, but no reaction. So he's really in bad mood. I'm keeping my distance because I don't want him to explode on me.

He just took a break to get us something to eat, so hopefully he'll be in a better mood.

queenelayliah
01-18-2020, 10:32 PM
This dancer’s lucky I have a positive disposition towards her. The one I carpool with. Towards the end of the night, she got really drunk and she passed out during the drive home. And I mean she was just gone. She shares a third floor apart,rent with her sister, and her sister is out of state for an equestrian event, so I just knew there was no fucking way. So I called my ‘refugee’ and fortunately she was awake because her and her girlfriend were up late watching some Netflix series, so I told them I’d need their help bringing her in and dumping her on the couch. Except they had another friend over who was going to be sleeping on the couch, so I said, “hell with it, we’ll put her in my room”.:Now, I’m just shy of 4’11”… this dancer is 5’10”. Fortunately, these two were a bit taller than me, because this girl was just oblivious to everything. If any of our neighbors looked out their window, it probably looked like we were bringing a dead body into the house.

Your 4’11” SW wifey, I didn’t know you was that short. How have you been?

AChildOfBoredom
01-19-2020, 12:31 AM
Your 4’11” SW wifey, I didn’t know you was that short. How have you been?

Today I didn’t even have to use my AK. I have to say it was a good day.

Although tonight’s shift started with a dancer freaked out about having a pimple on her back and trying to get someone to squeeze it for her. That was a hard pass from me.

How about you? How’ve you been?

I will always be cognizant of my height. Everyone makes sure I don’t forget.

carmen_b
01-19-2020, 12:01 PM
I hate that I have to recalibrate what to do now !
I thought I had my happiness recipe ( frequent sex lol ) ! BUT ..... with M turning into a crazy person ..... I do not have my little ski town fantasy life anymore . I am thinking of packing up and taking myself and the dog to the desert . We have a really affordable place to stay a week or so and it's SOUTH out of this snow.
There really isn't a plan beyond that. No friends joining.
It's in the 50's during the day instead of 30's though so seems like a step in a good direction. ;/

If I had a lover joining me for example packing would be a breeze but I am on a man free plan again ( not sure yet if short term or long term ).

Is this a good plan ? At least it's our own little house . It might be possible to even get it 2-3 weeks.

WendiStarr
01-19-2020, 10:19 PM
Sometimes I wonder if my upstairs neighbor can hear me while I'm camming. Earlier I was doing a paid Skype show with a cuckold and was telling him how pathetically tiny his dick was and that he might as well have a pussy. As soon as I said that I heard upstairs neighbor shrieking with laughter. I wondered if she could hear me or if she just happened to be watching a movie or something funny happened at that same time. If this wasn't a rental I would totally put soundproofing material on the ceiling.

carmen_b
01-19-2020, 10:53 PM
^ Oh, that would strike me with paranoia. It doesn't guarantee you cam though ( from hearing it ). You could just be saying it to someone you know .

WendiStarr
01-20-2020, 12:40 PM
Weird. I just got a missed call from the local jail. Who the heck would be calling me from there? I don't know anyone in jail, unless BD did something stupid.

AChildOfBoredom
01-20-2020, 05:45 PM
I was asked to be a bridesmaid today. Never really expected the person who asked me would feel close enough to me to ask me to do that. I’m not an easy person to get to know, after all, and I always just saw us acquaintances. But it’s difficult to bring myself to say no to that sort of thing, so I said I would. I really don’t like these things, though, and dealing with horny groomsmen and other guests who think it’s open season on the bridesmaids. Especially when you’re at a point where the rest of the bridesmaids are married already, so they zero in on you. Yet some of the others think I’m lucky for that somehow?

SnuffleUffleGrass
01-20-2020, 05:54 PM
I was asked to be a bridesmaid today. Never really expected the person who asked me would feel close enough to me to ask me to do that. I’m not an easy person to get to know, after all, and I always just saw us acquaintances. But it’s difficult to bring myself to say no to that sort of thing, so I said I would. I really don’t like these things, though, and dealing with horny groomsmen and other guests who think it’s open season on the bridesmaids. Especially when you’re at a point where the rest of the bridesmaids are married already, so they zero in on you. Yet some of the others think I’m lucky for that somehow?

Is this a fellow dancer who asked?

Have a good time if you do it. I have only done it once for a BFF, it was fun.


my random for all of 2020...…….I have a terrible feeling that the "musician" Ted Nugent commented on something I wrote on You Tube. Yuck. I dislike the guy and most of his music, and hilariously he toured with some of my all time fave musicians back in the day. BTW I'm "anon" on YT (I made my profile look like a man.) So I'm actually way skeeved of the idea of Ted Nugent knowing he's dissing a small ethnic female on YT. Not that he would care. Ugh. (Ted tries to attach himself to political things but is mostly a gross gross person. He makes Kid Rock look reasonable by comparison.)

AChildOfBoredom
01-20-2020, 08:26 PM
Is this a fellow dancer who asked?

Have a good time if you do it. I have only done it once for a BFF, it was fun.

No, not a dancer. We’ve known each other a long time. My first job when I moved to North Carolina was Kohl’s, and we worked together there. We’ve also been bridesmaids together at a wedding before, which is probably why she said to me, “Just please don’t terrify my guests”.

At that one, I was hounded all night long at the reception by this guy who thought he was winning me over, and failed to realize he was only irritating the living shit out of me. Then he asked me what was on my mind, so I smiled and said to him,

“Taking you back to my hotel room…

tying you to the bed…

stripping you naked…

then throwing a towel across your face and waterboarding the shit out of you until you tell me the name of every top level Al-Qaeda operative”

He went from being like when a dog humps nothing but air to zero real quick after that.

yaya_cash
01-20-2020, 10:21 PM
Some girls, are just dumb. Like why would you decide to make nothing sitting in the corner, jumping to a table that's not interested in spending money after being told there is a guy spending money on your type and you ignore (that)? Just, stupid.

carmen_b
01-20-2020, 10:51 PM
We hit the road !

YES ...... crossed into NO SNOW an hour ago.

queenelayliah
01-21-2020, 12:39 AM
How about you? How’ve you been?

I will always be cognizant of my height. Everyone makes sure I don’t forget.

My dear sw wifey, life is literally the same since we last spoke actually things have gotten a little worse. But im still holding on, i been thinking about weight lost surgery. But im super scared.

Anyway i know how you feel about be reminded of your height. I’m a 6ft tall female, i know your probably sick of hearing this. But i really do wish i was your height.

AChildOfBoredom
01-21-2020, 03:19 AM
Anyway i know how you feel about be reminded of your height. I’m a 6ft tall female, i know your probably sick of hearing this. But i really do wish i was your height.

I know a moderate number of women between 5’10” and 6’3”. Between their gripes about their height and my gripes about mine, I’m convinced happiness is somewhere in the 5’5” to 5’7” range.

queenelayliah
01-21-2020, 04:13 AM
So you know those men that keep multiple women. He would have the wife kept in a big house, a favorite mistress that he keeps well paid & taken care of & maybe a little college fucktoy he fucks from time to time on the side.

Then theres the $5 dollar hooker from the corner, the girl you fuck in a dirty motel, pump & dump and never see her again because your fucking ashamed you fucked her.

I just came to the conclusion that I’m the equivalent of the $5 hooker of the phone sex world.

Im serious..

There are fucking pso p’s that have customers paying their bills, sending them gifts, calling them every week & for years, i mean YEARS. Shit i know of two pso’s where their beloved caller gives them money to start a fucking business.

Me on the other hand, it has been 2 years as a pso, not more than 2 customers has brought me a gift card for my amazon list.
I have never had a customer tip more $100, never had a customer consistently call me for long conversations. Never had a customer fall in love with me, which i dont really want. But still, its the fact the caller likes them so fucking much,

But my point is, I’m starting to wonder, do i lack a fucking personality?

I want to be the well kept mistress type of pso, big large tips on nf, long calls, gifts off my amazon list & etc.

Signed: The crying $5 cheap disposable whore.

queenelayliah
01-21-2020, 04:15 AM
I know a moderate number of women between 5’10” and 6’3”. Between their gripes about their height and my gripes about mine, I’m convinced happiness is somewhere in the 5’5” to 5’7” range.

I want to be 5’3 i want to feel tiny & dainty for once in my life.

JGB2009
01-21-2020, 11:22 AM
After my mini rant with you last night, so far no word from you today!!! Fuck you!!!!