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lynn2009
02-02-2020, 03:37 PM
It's sunny and beautiful here today. Puppy and I went to a new dog park/ regular park and we were there for over two hours. We both ate after getting home and have been conked out cold ever since.

JGB2009
02-02-2020, 06:51 PM
My depression has been so bad lately that all I do is sleep. Once I work through whats bugging me I will be ok.

carmen_b
02-03-2020, 10:06 AM
Putting my room mate ad got the creepy replies I was expecting ! Lol.
One guy wanting me to cam with him , haha. One pretending to be a girl and wanting to lick my pussy.
Hahahaha! Now I know why I just charge men for everything.
There are no freebies here of course so no one got a reply or a scrap of attention !

I got a couple normal replies too. Hopefully I'll find something good.

AChildOfBoredom
02-03-2020, 02:04 PM
You made things awkward and it’s been on my mind all day. And yet I’m not upset with you. I feel like I should be. And it’s not a stretch to say that I want to be. Yet I just don’t seem able to be. I don’t understand.

carmen_b
02-03-2020, 04:07 PM
It's just *hard* sometimes to by fully retired from stripping when my day job goes like this :
invest time in the person
person needs time to decide
wait wait wait wait wait wait follow up wait wait wait
maybe close a sale

^ Sometimes I am just so eager for same day cash. Haha
It just never seems to lose the shine !

AChildOfBoredom
02-04-2020, 05:54 AM
It’s crazy to think that my ‘refugee’ turned 18 last Sunday. I think of how she is now versus when we first crossed paths. She was 15, living in a shelter intended for adults, and terrified at the thought of becoming a ward of CPS. I hope she’s happy. She deserves to be.

I guess I should stop referring to her as a ‘refugee’. She’s an adult now, and I no longer have custody of her.

Elektra Luxx
02-04-2020, 02:32 PM
Bf hasn't given me a plan for Valentine's Day. In fact he's been very quiet about it. I know him and way his little mind works and I know what he's thinking.

I'll be defending my flank.

Aurora_Sunset
02-04-2020, 02:33 PM
Debating if I want to go to this free info session I signed up for tonight. It’s about financial planning and such and will probably be decent. I’m just exhausted. And also have to do my workout yet tonight and don’t want to do it super late when I’m even more tired.

However, going home won’t be much more relaxing cuz the kiddos are there until 9. The 4yo literally can’t handle me saying I need some alone time and locking myself in my bedroom. She beats on it and wails about wanting to be in there with me until hubby drags her away. I’ve tried letting her hangout while I workout and she always just gets in the way after I’ve explicitly made her promise that she won’t. Last week, she jumped off the bed while I was doing a sit-up and clocked me with her knee so badly that my shoulder STILL hurts from it 5 days later. I wish we had a house so I had more space. I suppose I could always go to the gym, but I feel so awkward using free weights in public.

AChildOfBoredom
02-04-2020, 02:39 PM
but I feel so awkward using free weights in public.

In the end, it’s something you’re doing for yourself. Anything which serves to maintain or better yourself, you just have to learn to let go of those inhibitions because they only impede you. Trust me, I know about awkwardness in a public setting.

Aurora_Sunset
02-04-2020, 02:40 PM
I have a bunch of bruises on my arms and legs from running into things at my part time labor job. Made me miss dancing a lot today. Like, if I’m gonna be bruised up, it should be from stage and the pole after making way better money and feeling sexy.

NitaBaby
02-04-2020, 04:09 PM
I can't wait to get this bbl.

I want the remaining meat slurped out of my stomach and a breast lift. Piece me together like Mrs. Potato Head, I really don't care.

Everything was lifted and shaped right before I had kids and I'll be damned if my body continues to cry the war cry of motherhood. Might as well kiss my lil savings goodbye.

carmen_b
02-04-2020, 10:59 PM
Say you are going to the class and then hit a movie by yourself or a tea house. It's an innocent lie. Haha.
Debating if I want to go to this free info session I signed up for tonight. It’s about financial planning and such and will probably be decent. I’m just exhausted. And also have to do my workout yet tonight and don’t want to do it super late when I’m even more tired.

However, going home won’t be much more relaxing cuz the kiddos are there until 9. The 4yo literally can’t handle me saying I need some alone time and locking myself in my bedroom. She beats on it and wails about wanting to be in there with me until hubby drags her away. I’ve tried letting her hangout while I workout and she always just gets in the way after I’ve explicitly made her promise that she won’t. Last week, she jumped off the bed while I was doing a sit-up and clocked me with her knee so badly that my shoulder STILL hurts from it 5 days later. I wish we had a house so I had more space. I suppose I could always go to the gym, but I feel so awkward using free weights in public.

carmen_b
02-05-2020, 09:26 AM
Help me decide on this damn Hawaii trip ! I need to book a ticket and leave in 10-12 days .

;/

My day job is paying about $1,000 for me to be there ( after I book travel ..... not much profit unless there is something more that comes up ).
I am trying to decide if I should just keep it at a $500 ish plane ticket and crash with former sugar daddy , get a hostel for at least 4-5 nights , or just pony up the cash and get a hotel the majority of the nights which will eliminate my profit of going there ). Former SD likes the company but staying something like 6 nights there might be a little much obviously ( he is a gentleman and won't ask for anything sexual ). There isn't really a risk of him being a creep as I've known him like 8.5 years now.

This whole thing didn't seem like the worst idea when I agreed to it but now I am seeing two 10-11 hour travel days on each end , and two work days ( not even considering the prep I've done already ) . If I can make it through those, I get 3-4 days in the sun !

Maybe a hotel a couple nights, hostel a couple, then a couple with him ?

Sorry, this is getting long but I am confusing myself here haha. I would almost want to squeeze more like 9-10 nights out of this trip BUT I had really bad emotional problems there last time ( memories of my ex that I just can't seem to get away from on Oahu ). I thought limiting it to 5-6 nights or so with 2 days being work stuff would leave me not much time to get into a funk and test my capacity to be there.

JessaJade
02-05-2020, 11:26 AM
^I think your idea of a couple nights at each place is a good one - breaks things up nicely.

Aurora_Sunset
02-05-2020, 01:34 PM
My ex just messaged me saying he’s seeing a new therapist and wants to pinpoint his toxic behaviors and work on them. He asked if I wouldn’t mind writing a letter directly to his therapist, explaining the worst parts of our relationship and what it felt like from my side. Ummm... hell yeah I will write that letter! Right now, it’s just kind of a matter of how do I parse it down so I don’t ramble, single-space, for 20 pages... lmao

carmen_b
02-05-2020, 02:57 PM
Oh, what a great letter :

" This evil fucking troll did xyz "

^ Wait those are my letters hahahahah .

carmen_b
02-05-2020, 03:50 PM
I wish I knew in advance how I will react this time to Hawaii ! Ugh. It would sort of make sense to leave SOONER and just spend Feb. 15-28 there. I am just freezing my balls off here and knocking Feb. out with one ticket makes sense v.s. trying to find another location to kill part of this damn month !

carmen_b
02-05-2020, 05:07 PM
I wish you could put on your profile online :
"Still looking for Daddy! Where is my Alpha who can plan a date smoothly? I'm obedient and waiting for instructions and dominance . "
^ It's all completely accurate but I know it will draw the trolls hahaha . I don't want any amateurs messaging me.

xStacey
02-06-2020, 05:57 AM
Did you ever notice that some people you haven’t spoke to in a while but with whom everything was great just randomly deleted you off Facebook or Linkedin for no reasons? It’s also people I have « friends » in common with so it makes me wonder what some people could have said behind my back... Not the first time either. Or is it just because they think we will never talk again so they deleted? Hmmm. But at the same time I have trouble understanding why anybody would take precious hours of their time just to delete for such a reason.

Ifyouseekamy
02-06-2020, 07:18 PM
Wow. I am a stripper. I just have sex toys randomly around my apartment.

The other day they did a maintenance check for my apartment at 3:00pm. Didn’t they know I was sleeping. Ha Ha. I had to quickly collect my sex supplies so they’d be out of view.

JGB2009
02-06-2020, 08:52 PM
Every pic my daughters father girlfriend takes consist of her making duck lips. Its just annoying to see.

seashell
02-07-2020, 01:28 AM
Wow. I am a stripper. I just have sex toys randomly around my apartment.

The other day they did a maintenance check for my apartment at 3:00pm. Didn’t they know I was sleeping. Ha Ha. I had to quickly collect my sex supplies so they’d be out of view.

LOL. Been there!

One of my biggest fears is that I will die unexpectedly, and my poor family will uncover my treasure trove of sex toys, lingerie, and cam content. And also, my browser history. Yikes.

Jucie
02-07-2020, 08:28 AM
LOL. Been there!

One of my biggest fears is that I will die unexpectedly, and my poor family will uncover my treasure trove of sex toys, lingerie, and cam content. And also, my browser history. Yikes.

At least it won’t be your problem..

AChildOfBoredom
02-07-2020, 05:19 PM
Everyone here is taller than me, including two abnormally tall women; the artist formerly known as my ‘refugee’ (who lives here), and the dancer from the Cinco De Mayo festival and who I carpool to the club with (who doesn’t live here, but seems to spend enough time here… why she thinks I’m so interesting to spend time with, I’ll never understand). I don’t know whether that would make for a post in the TIGF thread or the annoyances thread… on the one hand, I’m a little touchy about my own height (or lack thereof). On the other, they both really do seem to be diligent about making sure I don’t have to climb onto countertops and such.

carmen_b
02-09-2020, 11:57 AM
I need $ but I also need a life ! Haha.
I think I am just going to have to split the next 6 days between my dancer town and my city ( carefully scheduling dates to try to move my personal life out of a vacuum ). I feel like I have to be so damn precise with my time. Like ....each day I dance has to not be a waste of time. Each vanilla date is a RISK so I know those 3 days in my home city I am just risking time. ;/

lurkingtitties
02-09-2020, 12:04 PM
I'm leaving town on Tuesday to go to a conference, and I have so much to do to get ready...so of course I have been procrastinating all day!

Elektra Luxx
02-09-2020, 02:39 PM
Anyone remember when SW had a chat feature?

PinkPopcorn
02-09-2020, 03:45 PM
^YES!!!! Chat was the greatest.

JGB2009
02-09-2020, 04:23 PM
Any cam girls here who can give me advice on what to do about a cam site who hasn't paid me? Any recommendation for a lawyer etc? No one is answering me in the camming section. I am so mad and want my money that is owed to me.

WendiStarr
02-10-2020, 09:30 AM
^ I don't have recommendation for a lawyer but I think you can file a small claims lawsuit against the cam site. Sometimes you end up spending more $ suing them than what they owe you and that sucks, but they owe you money then they need to pay up.

SnuffleUffleGrass
02-10-2020, 12:17 PM
Random Pet Event-

My dog had to go to the vet b/c he tried to eat a bamboo food skewer he found near the dumpster and injured his mouth. Terrible experience. The vet was great and I was definitely embarrassed, it was kind of my fault but I didn't see him go grab the skewer with his mouth. So be warned, kids and dog putting random items in their mouth lead to unwanted trips to the doc. AKA the hidden costs of having kids or pets.

lynn2009
02-10-2020, 01:47 PM
I tried to bake last night but my little brown bottle of extract was not vanilla extract. It was lime extract I had forgotten about from when I tried to make pad Thai at home. So. You can imagine that did not go well.

carmen_b
02-10-2020, 04:08 PM
Got the Hawaii ticket ! Leave this weekend !!

I have a plan in place to have my shit together ! NO melt downs . NO crying !!!!

carmen_b
02-12-2020, 05:49 PM
Has anyone ordered from CupShe ?
I want this dress but I don't know if it'll look anything like the picture !!

I want some images with this dress in the jungle OR some darker lava rock when I'm in Hawaii. I have sent the link to former SD which means he will probably order it and then ship it over there 2-3 day haha.

https://www.cupshe.com/collections/dress/products/deep-red-crisscross-back-slip-evening-dress?variant=17173745795162&gclid=CjwKCAiA4Y7yBRB8EiwADV1haXy5TyieW_e059uL9751 KnPVS8hRkG2D1K5EvtFlnN39Ezxhd6no6hoCnqIQAvD_BwE

chanzep
02-12-2020, 08:42 PM
I wish I could get delivered groceries from Trader Joe's. I cant be bothered to go and new vanilla job is 10 to 7 smh .

carmen_b
02-12-2020, 09:28 PM
^ I love trader joes. I'm obsessed with a selection of their products. The tea tree bath gel and shampoo. The soft dried Mangos ( $2 for 8oz , how do they do it ?) , a couple teas, the pot stickers. Plus the coffee sample there and cheap flowers. Love that place. Haha.

carmen_b
02-12-2020, 09:29 PM
Former SD says to leave some time open for dress shopping in Hawaii. :)
Yes, sir.

seashell
02-12-2020, 11:03 PM
^ I love trader joes. I'm obsessed with a selection of their products. The tea tree bath gel and shampoo. The soft dried Mangos ( $2 for 8oz , how do they do it ?) , a couple teas, the pot stickers. Plus the coffee sample there and cheap flowers. Love that place. Haha.

Trader Joe's is the best!!

My random thought is that I would love to take an etiquette class or go to a finishing school. The girls where I live are so polished and confident, and I am like the awkward lower class girl trying desperately to fake it.

Ifyouseekamy
02-13-2020, 12:56 AM
Can you believe we put penises in our mouths? That’s sandwich space.

Elektra Luxx
02-13-2020, 08:06 AM
Can you believe we put penises in our mouths? That’s sandwich space.

I'd love to know your train of thought to get you to this post. Lol!

miss.a.p1600
02-13-2020, 01:28 PM
Can you believe we put penises in our mouths? That’s sandwich space.

Lol!!!

reminds me of that time I saw a woman eating a triple cheeseburger

she opened her mouth so wide I was like ..... cotdamn!!!! I bet she sucks a mean dick!

If if only I had a dick I would have totally propositioned her.

I was in a trance watching

carmen_b
02-13-2020, 04:07 PM
I recommend the Italian sandwich and extra salami before putting the dick in lol. Might as well really go for it.
Can you believe we put penises in our mouths? That’s sandwich space.

lynn2009
02-13-2020, 07:04 PM
.......

whirlerz
02-13-2020, 08:15 PM
Can you believe we put penises in our mouths? That’s sandwich space.

A TRUE Sig quote if ever I saw one:)

So, drunk guy moved out, yay. House still stinks, altho I've sprayed:cold: & opened windows, now's way too cold tho.

This weekend will be interesting, since dude did NOT inform landlord of said move, & he'll be here expecting his rent..going to be a big shock!
Not only that, but his room is beyond disgustingly filthly, of course stinks too. + he won't have had the ad up+he won't have had maintenance guy out to clean up (he'll be mighty pissed too!) & this dude's expecting his deposit back:rotfl:?

We tried to tell him, tho.

whirlerz
02-13-2020, 08:22 PM
Any cam girls here who can give me advice on what to do about a cam site who hasn't paid me? Any recommendation for a lawyer etc? No one is answering me in the camming section. I am so mad and want my money that is owed to me.

I would start out persistantly call/write them, and/or try bbb.org (better business bureau). Have you put this ? on Cam Connect.? Maybe put it in, "Have a ? about camming.."? or search it.
Good luck, that would torque my ass.

Btw, I'm giving it some time to consider, but I'm prob. quitting SM, (see my post Streamate thread). They only owe me like less than 20.00 but FUCK if I.don't.inisist.on.getting.every :twocents:

indiegirl
02-13-2020, 10:24 PM
Customer texted me about sending a video with a vibrator. My eyes widened and then I turned off my phone. "Nothing is for free!" He got the hint. LAWL.

whirlerz
02-13-2020, 11:32 PM
^ I love trader joes. I'm obsessed with a selection of their products. The tea tree bath gel and shampoo. The soft dried Mangos ( $2 for 8oz , how do they do it ?) , a couple teas, the pot stickers. Plus the coffee sample there and cheap flowers. Love that place. Haha.

I know, I gotta get there tomorrow! They have a great natural room spray, 2.00 for 2 Oz. But, when it gets empty you can add water to it, & extend it.

Ifyouseekamy
02-14-2020, 05:06 AM
^^^ wow I need to go to Trader Joe’s

NitaBaby
02-14-2020, 06:21 AM
You're always one decision away from a totally different life.

WendiStarr
02-14-2020, 06:27 AM
I hate Valentine's day.