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WendiStarr
05-20-2020, 07:23 AM
I have a headache and today has been shitty at work. Our entire work system is fucked.You'd think after 3 hours someone would be able to fix it or at least prevent customers from calling and messaging right now. We can't access customer account info, orders, or anything. This is ridiculous and our supervisor is m.i.a. so nobody knows what's going on. Also, I just realized I posted this in the wrong thread. Oops.

JGB2009
05-20-2020, 03:34 PM
The Balancing act. Cooking, cleaning, laundry, children, animals, work, family, and my social life. Its sooo hard to balance it all.

lynn2009
05-21-2020, 07:15 PM
Uber Eats was supposed to refund me an eighteen dollar order and never did. I have complained repeatedly and they are not doing anything about it. I think this is saving me a lot of money though, because I was using Uber Eats 3 or more times a week for a few weeks in a row and it is really expensive. Now they pissed me off so much I'm satisfied with plain coffee and other boring food at home.

carmen_b
05-21-2020, 11:33 PM
I guess it’s official.
He tagged us as in a relationship on FB.
I think it’s kind of cute. I’m typically very private and leave all that stuff blank but I approved the post.

yaya_cash
05-22-2020, 03:01 AM
It's just so weird that only fans and so many girls doing porn with their faces showing has become normalized. And NOW mainstream magazines publish widely known escorts / other companies are marketing known internet escorts.

It's like people don't care-- do you think people really, care if somebody stripped now?

AChildOfBoredom
05-23-2020, 12:30 AM
There’s always hope for an end

moneybags
05-23-2020, 03:24 AM
It's just so weird that only fans and so many girls doing porn with their faces showing has become normalized. And NOW mainstream magazines publish widely known escorts / other companies are marketing known internet escorts.

It's like people don't care-- do you think people really, care if somebody stripped now?

The patriarchy will say they love whores all the while slut-shaming the women. The white male system has no problem with double standards or hypocrisy.

moneybags
05-23-2020, 03:31 AM
53164. Got you something . Girl I buy myself flowers boys are dumb


When you’re single and all your friends aren’t…

One of my friends was all giddy because her boyfriend bought her a large bouquet of flowers. Which is a bit of a paradox for me. I don’t really need adoration, I don’t really want a relationship, and I don’t really feel like I need anyone but me. But, dammit, I do want flowers. I mean, I want to be given flowers.

I don’t ask for much… share the responsibilities of upkeep, don’t be a lazy ass or parasite, get me flowers on occasion, and have a bulldozer and give me a little free reign to demolish some shit. Why is that so hard to find?

AChildOfBoredom
05-23-2020, 11:03 AM
53164. Got you something . Girl I buy myself flowers boys are dumb

And I absolutely love them!

JGB2009
05-24-2020, 05:47 PM
Its not a good sign when I become quiet and distant. Guess you are ok with that!!!!

WendiStarr
05-24-2020, 06:15 PM
Carrots roasted in the oven in olive oil and dill is awesomely yummy! That is all.

Aurora_Sunset
05-25-2020, 01:52 PM
It's just so weird that only fans and so many girls doing porn with their faces showing has become normalized. And NOW mainstream magazines publish widely known escorts / other companies are marketing known internet escorts.

It's like people don't care-- do you think people really, care if somebody stripped now?

As a general societal thing - I do think people are more "accepting." Like all, "oh yeah, who cares if this famous person used to strip?" But in their personal, private life? Like, "oh yeah, I would totally date a stripper/camgirl"? I think still not so much. People are all about hypothetical acceptance until it's them. Like men who go to strip clubs and "love strippers" but "omg, not MY daughter!"

AChildOfBoredom
05-25-2020, 05:03 PM
As a general societal thing - I do think people are more "accepting." Like all, "oh yeah, who cares if this famous person used to strip?" But in their personal, private life? Like, "oh yeah, I would totally date a stripper/camgirl"? I think still not so much. People are all about hypothetical acceptance until it's them. Like men who go to strip clubs and "love strippers" but "omg, not MY daughter!"

Oh, yeah… parents especially with their, “not MY little angel” syndrome, but the whole NIMBY attitude towards these and other things is nothing new.

carmen_b
05-25-2020, 05:32 PM
I visited my home city yesterday and last Sat.
It is so sad. Things still are not really open even though our state is " open " . Weird.

It seems like the soul of the city is dead. No one is out walking. Places are open for to go which I find even more off than just being closed. I can't wait to visit again later on I guess. ;/

J and I did stay in a nice hotel but the ameneties and bar were down ( boring ! ) . We still had a good time .
We had a nice dinner out and I enjoyed it with him . Trying to get out today though when it was just me was so boring.

WendiStarr
05-25-2020, 06:10 PM
I'm very scared and worried. I know bf and I have had a crazy relationship but he has seemed to want to be with the baby and I. We've been a family again. Earlier this morning he was having chest pain after cutting the grass. I told him to drink some water and lay down, thinking maybe the heat was getting to him. He laid down and said he felt a little better and he slept for a couple hours. We had Outback Steakhouse for dinner. He went to the bathroom and when he came out, I noticed him walking to the bedroom, all bent over. I went in there and asked if he was alright. He said his chest was hurting really bad and he walked to the kitchen. When he laid on the floor saying he was dying, I knew something was seriously wrong. I called 911. He was all sweaty and clammy and he vomited. Classic heart attack symptoms. He kept saying my name and told me bye. I said no, he's not going to die. They rushed him out with siren blaring. I'm still all shook up by this. Despite everything, I love this man and I'm scared. I don't want anything to happen to him.

WendiStarr
05-25-2020, 08:14 PM
He survived the heart attack. He made it! I'm so relieved. I had contacted his family, knowing full well that they wouldn't want to hear from me but I figured despite their dislike of me, they deserved to know he was in the hospital. I guess this is what it took to get his family to not see me as some evil, heartless, younger trash that he knocked up. His daughter actually texted me and was nice to me and so were his other relatives. Now I can at least go to bed with that weight lifted off of me.

SnuffleUffleGrass
05-26-2020, 04:46 AM
...Funny random- I noticed the local LDS church quit housing missionaries in my apartment building. IMO they're saving money by having them room somewhere else.

I kind of miss those guys b/c they seemed nice but they never wanted to hang out b/c their religion prohibits socializing with women they might have sinful sexual contact with.....kind of why I despise organized religion.

Aurora_Sunset
05-26-2020, 12:43 PM
Slowly becoming a morning person. I have never been one, and I still despise having to get up early to be at work. But it's slowly growing on me this time around. There is a special feeling to cranking through your to-do list before noon. There's also this funny little high that comes when you try to go do something after already being up for hours, and realize that stores aren't even open or some people aren't even up for you to call yet. Like, you feel so put together just cuz you're up before the rest of the world. I've tried being more of a morning person before, but it never stuck. Maybe I'll get there this summer.

Speaking of summer, the nicer weather and early sun also help.

AChildOfBoredom
05-26-2020, 03:21 PM
♪ Beagles in the night…
exchanging glances.
Wondering if they might…
chase after rabbits.
They could hump your leg…
before this night is through ♪“

It’s a work in progress.

SnuffleUffleGrass
05-28-2020, 04:35 AM
I had the weirdest dreams last night. I'm so glad I've led such an entertaining life.

moneybags
05-28-2020, 04:40 AM
I had the weirdest dreams last night. I'm so glad I've led such an entertaining life.

I was wondering how you are. I hope you feel better.

JGB2009
05-28-2020, 12:03 PM
This dumb guy who I had a thing with a long time ago blocked me on FB. We didn't talk often and he was always asking me out and I never would yes so I think he was butt hurt. Any who I see he didn't block me on WhatsApp so I contacted him saying GM I see that you blocked me on FB so let me do you a favor and I will block you on here. I also let him know I blocked him on my phone too. I know it was childish of me to do but its all done with now.

lynn2009
05-28-2020, 07:53 PM
Even though my dog is the most annoying creature I could have ever gotten, I still prattle on to him every night like "Your mommy loves you. Do you know how much your mommy loves you? More than anything in the whole world, more than a million dollars. You're the most handsome and precious baby boy ever." And he looks at me so bored and like I'm crazy.

Elektra Luxx
05-28-2020, 08:30 PM
^^^
This made really laugh out loud and made me very happy too.

carmen_b
05-29-2020, 12:22 PM
^ I sometimes confuse J talking to my dog too ( who I often call honey, darling, or honey bear ). Hahaha.

Who doesn't call their dog amazing and tell them they love them ? ! ?

lynn2009
05-29-2020, 12:25 PM
I am moving forward with the house purchase and my mortgage applications. The first bank is issuing my pre qualification letter today. I asked about my credit report and she said I don't have any collections accounts. I didn't think TransUnion was removing it but maybe they are being generous due to coronavirus, who knows. But now I have excellent credit with all 3 bureaus again. My middle credit score is 770.

carmen_b
05-29-2020, 12:34 PM
I am very charmed by little things J does.
Buying my fave coffee creamer, getting me a charger for my side of the bed , getting my fave bread for his house, setting out a new towel by the bath tub for my next soak.

Sometimes it's the " little " things. He is very observant .

lynn2009
05-29-2020, 02:22 PM
Who doesn't call their dog amazing and tell them they love them ? ! ?

Horrible people!! Nothing beats a pet's unconditional love.

miss.a.p1600
05-29-2020, 07:50 PM
Why trump be wearing under eye concealer 3 shades too light? Why he got foundation 3 shades too dark?

lynn2009
05-30-2020, 01:40 PM
I bought a clay pot without drain holes so I went to Home Depot for a cordless drill to do it myself. I can operate a drill fine, but I cannot figure out how to insert the bit. I can't get the area around the bit area to tighten. I checked the users manual and everything.

lilylilylily
05-30-2020, 01:53 PM
I read somewhere that pistachio nuts help you sleep so I ate a bunch last night and it worked, slept so well

lynn2009
05-30-2020, 02:17 PM
I bought a clay pot without drain holes so I went to Home Depot for a cordless drill to do it myself. I can operate a drill fine, but I cannot figure out how to insert the bit. I can't get the area around the bit area to tighten. I checked the users manual and everything.

I got it set up and I'm done now. The pot cracked a little on the inside and I still put down a layer of rocks first because the hole is small. But overall I'm very pleased with myself.

WendiStarr
05-30-2020, 05:37 PM
We went for a walk and we sat outside in the backyard afterwards. A Robin bird kept flying very low above my head, so close that I could feel it's wings. That's not the first time that happened. The Robin birds are pretty bold around here. Yesterday they kept doing that and then were pulling worms out of the ground, two feet away from me. I wonder if it's because I cleaned my hairbrush out outside a couple days ago and threw it on the ground. A Robin flew off with the ball of hair and took it to what must've been it's nest. Maybe they want more for their nest.

DonaDiabla
05-31-2020, 06:12 AM
Trying to decide what type of flowers should I plant? :)

miss.a.p1600
05-31-2020, 02:19 PM
I changed my number.

I realized my ex coworker who I developed feelings for only has that number. I decided that I’m not giving him the new one. His dumb ass should have proceeded when he had the chance over the two years I’ve known him. And the more I realize I don’t want to waste one iota of time with fuckbois presenting as men.

I’ll secretly get joy out of him wondering why his calls n texts won’t go through and why I haven’t (n never will) reach out to him.

I’ll bet he thought I was weak and would keep responding to him.

Goodbye for good!!!!

JGB2009
05-31-2020, 09:51 PM
Ever had a song that you heard that reminds you of someone. The song by Bruno Mars-Grenade reminds me of my daughters dad. Sorry fucker!!!!

AChildOfBoredom
06-01-2020, 03:57 AM
I managed to get maced yesterday. It’s quite unpleasant. If that’s on your bucket list, you might want to rethink it.

And then blindsided while I couldn’t fucking see. True to form, my ‘refugee’ got me away from the fracas, just I could regain my bearing and jump right back in. What could go wrong?

moneybags
06-01-2020, 08:25 AM
Victoria secret has face masks!

miss.a.p1600
06-01-2020, 11:51 AM
I could totally use some weed right now.....and of course the bitch as dude I get it from is not answering his phone because he prefers his coke clients cause he makes more money off them.....

I hate him right now.

So until then, I'm getting a rush off caffeine (and I'd rather be mellow than all keyed up n jittery)

Ill probably just work out hard af later to burn some steam

lynn2009
06-01-2020, 06:39 PM
Deleted.

JGB2009
06-04-2020, 10:22 AM
Feeling so frustrated. Nothing is going my way and I hope this all changes soon.

miss.a.p1600
06-04-2020, 06:03 PM
Finally!!!!

After 2 weeks sober I think I’ll have some weed tomorrow.

Wtf is getting weed hard as hell????

miss.a.p1600
06-04-2020, 06:06 PM
I managed to get maced yesterday. It’s quite unpleasant. If that’s on your bucket list, you might want to rethink it.

And then blindsided while I couldn’t fucking see. True to form, my ‘refugee’ got me away from the fracas, just I could regain my bearing and jump right back in. What could go wrong?

from protesting?

I probably would have been one of those weird mfs with goggles, helmet, football padding, jock strap, mouth guard, mace n my bra, Vaseline on my face

n I probably would have been arrested cause I fit the profile of a antifa rioter

But i would have came out physically unscathed

Elle:)
06-04-2020, 09:08 PM
I just want to trade lifes with somebody.

AChildOfBoredom
06-04-2020, 09:47 PM
from protesting?

I probably would have been one of those weird mfs with goggles, helmet, football padding, jock strap, mouth guard, mace n my bra, Vaseline on my face

n I probably would have been arrested cause I fit the profile of a antifa rioter

But i would have came out physically unscathed

Yep. No, I wasn’t rioting. Kinda wish I had been if that was gonna happen anyhow, though.

WendiStarr
06-05-2020, 10:02 AM
I wish the baby's swim diapers would get here already. They're supposed to be here today. I want to go in the pool and not have to sit her in the stroller by the pool because she can't go in the pool with a regular diaper. It'll fall apart and without any diaper would be too gross if she pooed in the pool.

AChildOfBoredom
06-05-2020, 11:37 PM
Never before in my life has three simple words fucked me up so much. No, not the ones you’re probably thinking.

WendiStarr
06-07-2020, 02:59 PM
I need to stop giving a fuck about people who don't give a fuck about me, just block and move on.

whirlerz
06-07-2020, 03:16 PM
My one roomie blocked me IDK why. He's been gone (traveling).

Landlord's super pissed cause he hasn't paid rent in like a month.

Sooo quiet w/the lady gone from the little house
behind me.

The landlord's supposed to see about getting permit for the pool & she'd she has.

Got a feeling the pools going to have to go, I know there's fence laws we don't have one

carmen_b
06-08-2020, 12:45 PM
Life has changed so much y'all.
As you know I was on the road stripping for what seemed like this never ending adventure haha.
Now I'm here in the desert more settled than I've ever been ...... and ....... dare I say pretty happy ?

I hate to even put that word out ( if I do what if it gets SNAGGED away from me ? ! ? ) . Haha.

So life is very different now. I took J's daughter to piano lessons, and the farmers market, and a park with my dog. I'm not sure how I became this suburban lady but it's not so bad haha.

I went North to work Fri. and then hid at my forest property over the weekend.
J texted me Sat. desperate for an extra set of hands today !
I like being where I am wanted. I seem to be wanted here and I feel very happy. :)