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carmen_b
07-13-2020, 09:59 AM
^ I have had to learn to wake up early because I've never lived in heat like this ! It's mean to myself and my dog to never spend time outside so I get up early roughly every other day.
carmen_b
07-13-2020, 10:09 AM
Maybe I shouldn't come here and report my drug experiences but here we go.
We did LSD again ( my 4th time ) last Monday.
I often process the happenings of that in the following week.
In the trip I saw my " warrior self " ..... flowing with female energy.
I also saw my last relationship in a new perspective. I have said I could NEVER forgive my 2011 - 2018 ex ( even to the point of maintaining a friendship ) and that " neutral " is the best I can do.
This experience though ..... I definitely saw my own flaws in that last year ( summer 2017 - summer 2018 ) . I had grown so angry with him for not being willing to travel with me that it was actually kind of cruel ( on my part ) to try to stay together. I just didn't realize it at the time . It seemed impossible to let it go over something like that. That year was horrible though. I was sinking into a depressed state I was getting out of shape and feeling listless all the time. I see that by not leaving in summer 2017 I put us through an un-needed phase of " blah " for a whole year. This is the first time I saw it that way . Giving him my " worst self " for a year was hardly a solution that helped anyone.
Carmen Elixer
07-14-2020, 09:34 AM
Sh*t. Was supposed to meet with a SD later today for lunch. However I forgot. He sent me an email last night to ask if we were still on, but my email being very slow sometimes, I didn't get it til this afternoon. I tried to confirm, but he's not answered yet. I would need time to get ready at this point, so I'm hoping he gets back w/ me.
That sucks. I typically have a bulletproof memory. But with everything else going on lately.
I set it up when I was sitting at the car place. I had tons on my mind at the time. Dammit.
whirlerz
07-14-2020, 10:09 AM
CE: Ah, it happens, 'specially when you got a lot goin on..
I'm sure he'll get back to you... :)
So, coming back from Trader Joe's, I'm in a hoity _toity area.. I needed to go a certain way to end up by a post office, to get a money order for car's warranty..
This dumb Bitch is on my tail, I mean on it, we're in a residential/mixed business area (w/cutesy-pie stores everyone stops at) 30mph zone. Chill out cow, another mph isn't making a diff..::) Took out my phone cause I was sure she was gonna hit me!
Sheesh
carmen_b
07-14-2020, 01:04 PM
Ok .... this is super random.
Anyone have experience with hunting cams ( the kind you set up and leave at a location haha ) ?
I am not a hunter but I am obsessed ( and becoming more so ) with what the animals are doing at my forest property. I have one of those cams but it doesn't send the text messages where you can actually SEE the video soon after. It's very old. I have caught moose , deer families, bob cats , a fox , coyotes ect. on it SO FAR !
The damn thing is now freezing and after three weeks up there I went to collect the videos and it didn't capture any more vids ! BUMMER !
I am thinking of getting a nicer one that texts you ( which I'm assuming I then need to buy a phone line for ) ? How does this work lol ?
Off to the hunting store . I am just bringing this up now because I'll be near that area and I want a working camera up on Friday !
carmen_b
07-14-2020, 01:07 PM
Carmen E , maybe push to happy hour if his schedule allows ? :)
moneybags
07-14-2020, 08:19 PM
https://covpn.oracle.com/register/f?p=610000:1:102540290054335:::::
Signed up for the vaccine trial. I live in the middle of no where, so unlikely to get contacted, but it’s worth a shot.
WendiStarr
07-15-2020, 06:04 AM
I'm getting discouraged. I've been trying to open a store on eBay and keep facing obstacle after obstacle. Their customer service sucks. I need to come up with a way to get passive income because it's hard to cam lately. BD is threatening to leave us again, saying that he's going broke. Lately I really miss the fbsm days where I could work only a few days a month, make money, and not worry about it again until next month. I should finish writing that book already. It's been a long time in the making. Maybe I could deliver food with Uber eats, Door Dash, or something, that way I can take the baby with me.
miss.a.p1600
07-15-2020, 07:20 AM
Ok .... this is super random.
Anyone have experience with hunting cams ( the kind you set up and leave at a location haha ) ?
I am not a hunter but I am obsessed ( and becoming more so ) with what the animals are doing at my forest property. I have one of those cams but it doesn't send the text messages where you can actually SEE the video soon after. It's very old. I have caught moose , deer families, bob cats , a fox , coyotes ect. on it SO FAR !
The damn thing is now freezing and after three weeks up there I went to collect the videos and it didn't capture any more vids ! BUMMER !
I am thinking of getting a nicer one that texts you ( which I'm assuming I then need to buy a phone line for ) ? How does this work lol ?
Off to the hunting store . I am just bringing this up now because I'll be near that area and I want a working camera up on Friday !
too bad I don’t talk to the old dude anymore. His ass loved hunting n such so I’m sure he had cams to watch too. I remember him telling me he build one of those tree stands to watch
AChildOfBoredom
07-15-2020, 12:16 PM
S and her girlfriend both took the day off (and it doesn’t take much imagination to figure out what they’ve probably been doing for most of the day), but they stopped by at my work to bring me lunch. Which was thoughtful of them, and we all had lunch together. We don’t take lunch at a fixed time here - you just take some time at any point between 11 and 2. So we had lunch together and it must’ve piqued the curiosity of the other female tech on “our side” of the ship, because she decided that was the right time for her to take lunch as well (although we normally end up taking lunch at the same time, anyhow, so it’s not unusual). And maybe being married to another woman herself gives her some sort of sixth sense about these things or maybe these two were that obvious, but she figured out they weren’t just friends, and she asked how we knew each other. I just tell people she’s my sister, because that’s really how I see her at this point, but before I could say anything, S blurts out, “She’s my prison mom!” (which had been a bit of a running joke ever since the Mother’s Day dinner at Cheesecake Factory), and of course that only makes the other mechanic more curious and so she inquired further, so S told her the whole story about how she was thrown out for coming out, how we ended up meeting, and how I took her into my home, and I couldn’t really signal for her to shit up without it being obvious to the other tech. So, after lunch and after they left, the other tech struck up a conversation with me, and in the course of it she asked me, “And you…”, but I cut her off before she could finish the question and told her she was 15 at the time, she was in an adult shelter not intended for minors and she couldn’t stay there, she was terrified about becoming a ward of the state and they were afraid she’d run away if they called CPS to come for her, and after spending a little time with her, I just had a good feeling about her. That, and I didn’t understand why her being a lesbian made others think that I’m one. Then she tells me, “I wondered that before. You were always kinda ambiguous”. What in the goddam fuck is that supposed to mean, exactly? At that point I told her, “Look, I like you… in a platonic sense, of course. I’d rather it stay that way. We need to end this conversation, because you’re starting to piss me off”. And that was that. I ended up apologizing to her later because I know it wasn’t her intent to do that, and she apologized for maybe being a bit nosey, and so we ended the day on a better note. I just don’t understand why she thinks I’m “ambiguous”.
lynn2009
07-15-2020, 04:45 PM
My dog must have rolled around in grass with pesticide application because he has small bumps/scabs all over his back now. My vet tech friend it's not serious and to give him an oatmeal bath and use Neosporin. Anyway, since it's not serious I keep thinking he feels like a dragon when I pet him.
Carmen Elixer
07-15-2020, 08:03 PM
I'm getting discouraged. I've been trying to open a store on eBay and keep facing obstacle after obstacle. Their customer service sucks. I need to come up with a way to get passive income because it's hard to cam lately.
Yeah Ebay customer service is a nightmare. For years I have been selling gently worn dancer clothes & shoes, reg. clothes & shoes, household items, anything I know will resell, on ebay. However, I also use Poshmark. Have you tried that? It's not so different, really. There are no fees - they just take a percentage of whatever you sell as it's sold. It could be a big percentage, but you can adjust your prices accordingly. The thing about that site is there is no administrative work whatsoever. It's super duper easy to list things...WAY easier than Ebay...you can throw up a listing in less than a minute. You can sell clothes/shoes/babystuff/household items/whatever you can sell on ebay, you can sell there. While it seems like there are a ton of sellers/items on that site - and there are - there is this feature where you can "share" items in your "closet" (it's called your "closet"), whenever you want, with the "poshers" who follow you. It's kind of like twitter? where you "tweet" things? but you "share" things. So it's not like things are just sitting there for weeks, like on ebay...you can constantly "share" listings out to everybody whenever you want, so you keep items in peoples' faces. Then you can put things on "sale" anytime, drop prices, whatever, then you "share" the sale announcements. Hard to explain, but basically you're advertising things to people over and over, and eventually people who like them might buy them. People can "like" your items, and then you can make them an offer, or they can make you an offer. I think I've sold just as much there as I have on ebay. Just something you could try, if you want, simple to set up, and no fees up front. good luck
JGB2009
07-16-2020, 09:23 AM
I am on vacation 3 states away visiting family. I flew here and this was my kids first plane ride. Sunday we will be heading back home.
WendiStarr
07-16-2020, 10:04 AM
^^ I've heard of Poshmark but thought it was only for selling women's clothes and accessories. I have mostly baby clothes, kids clothes, baby gear, maternity, and some women's clothes.
Randomness today. An ex from 13 years ago is odd. He randomly messaged me through fb last August to ask me how I'm doing and try to meet up with me for coffee. At the time I was 3 months pregnant and didn't see any point in meeting up with him so I brushed it off. Then he had heard through the grapevine that I had moved to the same city as him and was looking to enter his field of work so he sent me some resources. Last night he contacted me out of the blue, just to say that he's glad that the road construction in our area is finally finished. I clicked on his profile and it appears he deactivated his profile. I didn't respond. I just don't get what the point of messaging me about that was. We only dated for 2 months, never had sex. If his intentions are to try to get into my panties, sending me random messages about mundane things certainly isn't going to be his ticket in. Guys are strange.
carmen_b
07-19-2020, 09:28 AM
i'm enjoying my trip to the mountains but I miss getting the D.
Lol. I'm giving my family this evening and all day tomorrow and have plans to begin my journey south to hop back on J promptly Tues. in the morning. I'll add a 5th day away from him *maybe* but only if the trip and scenery where we are going blows my mind. Haha.
J is a remote worker ( yes yes yes !! ) BUT he has 50% custody making travel less easy for him.
WendiStarr
07-19-2020, 11:24 AM
Today is such an odd day. Maybe it's because I'm running on little sleep(compliments of teething baby) but I have like zero energy or appetite today and zero motivation to do anything. The sky has been dark and alternating between lightly raining and thunderstorming all day long and I've been up since 6am.
lilylilylily
07-19-2020, 02:01 PM
Have a consultation tomorrow for a botox Lip Flip I'm a little excited about it, also it's a minute away from my old club, it will feel funny being in that part of town again also I really miss the club
AChildOfBoredom
07-19-2020, 08:20 PM
My sister asked what the scar on my neck was. She had asked about it before and I just told her I’d been in a car accident. Now I think she’s not buying it. And she asked it out of the blue and unexpectedly and I was completely unprepared for it, so now I think she knows I’m hiding something. And while I do feel guilt over hiding the truth from her, I still think it’s better that she doesn’t know.
SnuffleUffleGrass
07-20-2020, 08:03 AM
My sister asked what the scar on my neck was. She had asked about it before and I just told her I’d been in a car accident. Now I think she’s not buying it. And she asked it out of the blue and unexpectedly and I was completely unprepared for it, so now I think she knows I’m hiding something. And while I do feel guilt over hiding the truth from her, I still think it’s better that she doesn’t know.
Have you considered getting plastic surgery on the scar? That might help a lot, I know you have a lot of feelings about it.
Random thought- how did I gain 15 lbs that won't budge, this is insane.
WendiStarr
07-20-2020, 09:01 AM
The confidence of overweight middle-aged men never ceases to amaze me. I was out walking with the baby when I came upon two such men, jogging shirtless together. Both had big 'ol beer bellies and neither one seemed self-conscious about their jelly, man boobs and all. In fact they both seemed pretty pleased with themselves as they greeted me. Meanwhile I wear high-waist shorts to try to hide that extra bit of leftover flabby mom belly. I guess I wish that I could have their confidence.
Aurora_Sunset
07-20-2020, 01:08 PM
There are times that I honestly don't think my ex was THAT bad. Like, we're sorta kinda back to being facebook-ish friends. But every time he comes up in conversation, any friend I'm talking to, will absolutely go OFF about how terrible he was. Like, I didn't realize everyone hated him so much when we were dating lol
lynn2009
07-20-2020, 04:17 PM
At the boarding place, I put my dog in day care every day so he would be a happy little guy and distracted. I guess it worked, cause I don't think he missed me at all :(. He was excited to see me in the parking lot but then didn't even sit on my lap in the car, which he always does.
Aurora_Sunset
07-20-2020, 05:05 PM
Spent a couple hours after laundry yesterday visiting a friend that I haven't seen in person in over a year. I've known for months that she and her mom live right across the street from where I do my laundry every week, but they've been hermiting up due to the virus. But she was the one who said something the other night about how much she missed me and wanted to hang out, so I reached out when my machine was almost up. She stilled hemmed and hawed, making vague statements about how if I wanted to "swing by for a second," I could, until I straight-up said it sounded like she didn't want me to come. She said no, that's not it, they just haven't been letting people in the apartment lately. So, we sat on her patio for a little bit. It was kind of awkward, because she kept telling me not to waste money at the laundromat anymore because their building's machine is so much cheaper. That I should just take the extra time to do one load at a time there and spend the time hanging out with her once a week. It's a nice thought, but honestly, I think if I ever tried to follow through on it, she would "suddenly" miss all my calls on Sunday morning. I don't know why she's so flaky.
AChildOfBoredom
07-20-2020, 05:45 PM
Have you considered getting plastic surgery on the scar? That might help a lot, I know you have a lot of feelings about it.
Random thought- how did I gain 15 lbs that won't budge, this is insane.
Never. It’s not huge, but it’s noticeable, as are some smaller ones on my arm and legs. But this scar will always be with me. I would never even think of doing anything to remove it.
carmen_b
07-20-2020, 05:54 PM
Day #4 of no Peen. Alive.
Not thriving but alive . lol
My family has been with me two days out of this trip but I've had some alone time too for balance.
Tomorrow is going to be so rough. It's a 7 hour drive to get back to J. ;/
I knew it would be extremely driving heavy ( 5 to get somewhere Fri. then 5 again Sun , then 7 to loop south back ).
I'm not sure I'll have the energy to pounce either after such a long driving day. I'm trying to figure out a half way mark and possibly stay somewhere half way and do a little " me " vacation. I'm dreading that long driving day !
carmen_b
07-20-2020, 09:52 PM
Any hacks for long drives ? ;/
Maybe I'll stop half way for a pedi or more luxe lunch so I have something to look forward to....
SnuffleUffleGrass
07-21-2020, 03:21 AM
I was going through two decades worth of photos of mine (personal and promo ones for dancing) and had a massive realization- women in Westernized countries are SO appearance obsessed that we let these issues we have about how others view us ruin the other/good things in our lives that we take for granted. Example- hot and cold running water, access to decent food and nice kitchens, being able to find safe housing, etc. Maybe too many years of relying on my appearance and sexuality for work make me think too much about the topic.
I just say this because the women in my family are very attractive as a rule so I was dwelling on the petty shit us ladies in the family have differences over....Keep in mind our mothers and grandmothers NEVER spent time freaking out over makeup or an extra ten pounds of chub. My grandmother made her own soap, did laundry and cleaning for a living, and was super religious- I know for a fact she'd slap me over my emo thoughts about weight and appearance.
Just thinking out loud. I'm super grateful my looks helped me financially but I think it messed up my values system. I'm working on fixing that.
moneybags
07-21-2020, 04:04 AM
I was going through two decades worth of photos of mine (personal and promo ones for dancing) and had a massive realization- women in Westernized countries are SO appearance obsessed that we let these issues we have about how others view us ruin the other/good things in our lives that we take for granted. Example- hot and cold running water, access to decent food and nice kitchens, being able to find safe housing, etc. Maybe too many years of relying on my appearance and sexuality for work make me think too much about the topic.
I just say this because the women in my family are very attractive as a rule so I was dwelling on the petty shit us ladies in the family have differences over....Keep in mind our mothers and grandmothers NEVER spent time freaking out over makeup or an extra ten pounds of chub. My grandmother made her own soap, did laundry and cleaning for a living, and was super religious- I know for a fact she'd slap me over my emo thoughts about weight and appearance.
Just thinking out loud. I'm super grateful my looks helped me financially but I think it messed up my values system. I'm working on fixing that.
Thinking something similar the other day. We are complicit in our own “oppression”. I don’t know if that’s the right word. To survive in a patriarchal, hierarchal, and capitalist system we all have “sold out” in order to survive. In America, looks sadly can get a woman further than any other assets she has. For women beauty is power. We’ve all done things to survive living in a patriarchal system and there’s no shame in that.
SnuffleUffleGrass
07-21-2020, 10:22 AM
Thinking something similar the other day. We are complicit in our own “oppression”. I don’t know if that’s the right word. To survive in a patriarchal, hierarchal, and capitalist system we all have “sold out” in order to survive. In America, looks sadly can get a woman further than any other assets she has. For women beauty is power. We’ve all done things to survive living in a patriarchal system and there’s no shame in that.
I keep thinking about this....especially in the United States, life is a series of "tournament" type competitions and compromises for women to both seek their fate and learn about themselves and others.
One of the main dividing topics between a lot of my cousins and myself is, I feel like I'm entitled to live selfishly to seek my happiness. It's made me a villain to a lot of people, BUT I have the life I want.
Back on topic on the focus of "Looks above all else"- my boyfriend was making fun of airbrush makeup infomericals and I did not have the energy to explain how awesome airbrush is to middle aged women. He's attractive so he's never spent more than 20 minutes in the bathroom getting ready to go anywhere. Ugh. Guys are never gonna understand the epic cost of skincare products, decent makeup and workable fitness plans. (This is also exactly why gay men and hetero women get along so well. Straight men just don't understand how looking presentable/attractive is part of career security for women.
AChildOfBoredom
07-21-2020, 12:02 PM
“You’re not dead”
In ten years, nobody has ever told me that until recently, which to me only reaffirmed what I believed. I’ve always considered the possibility that I might be wrong and so i acted on that notion because what good would it do for my sister to live here with me if I just gave in to my inclinations? I live a very active lifestyle, but it’s extremely deceptive… the reality of it is, I never really feel like doing anything at all. But I’ve long settled into the idea that all of this and everything around me was nothing more than a hallucination of what life might have been, and that I bought it in Afghanistan. I don’t think I was ready to hear that. And it’s really been wreaking havoc on me since that was said to me and it’s all just so fucking confusing now.
SnuffleUffleGrass
07-21-2020, 12:20 PM
“You’re not dead”
In ten years, nobody has ever told me that until recently, which to me only reaffirmed what I believed. I’ve always considered the possibility that I might be wrong and so i acted on that notion because what good would it do for my sister to live here with me if I just gave in to my inclinations? I live a very active lifestyle, but it’s extremely deceptive… the reality of it is, I never really feel like doing anything at all. But I’ve long settled into the idea that all of this and everything around me was nothing more than a hallucination of what life might have been, and that I bought it in Afghanistan. I don’t think I was ready to hear that. And it’s really been wreaking havoc on me since that was said to me and it’s all just so fucking confusing now.
Hugs
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Elektra Luxx
07-21-2020, 03:53 PM
Any hacks for long drives ? ;/
For me, listening to a good audiobook while driving makes the time fly by, even something I've read before. If I'm not driving, I'm asleep in less than thirty minutes, no matter how hard I try to keep my eyes open.
carmen_b
07-21-2020, 04:47 PM
I podcasted !!
Omg sex work stuff by Sia .
I’m sure she’s been mentioned here !
I’ll get the actual name of the podcast !
carmen_b
07-21-2020, 04:47 PM
Stripped by Sia !
lynn2009
07-21-2020, 06:50 PM
I am getting nervous about my driver's license renewal. It originally expired July 1, but all expirations are being extended to July 31 due to covid. I was going to renew it while I was in Pennsylvania but I was able to renew online, so I did that. They aren't requiring new photos, they are supposed to send the final product using your old picture. It's been over two weeks and I haven't received it yet.
AChildOfBoredom
07-22-2020, 04:23 AM
Hugs
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Thanks. I know they meant well in saying it but now they’ve got me mindfucked. You can probably figure out who it was.
moneybags
07-22-2020, 07:54 PM
One of the main dividing topics between a lot of my cousins and myself is, I feel like I'm entitled to live selfishly to seek my happiness. It's made me a villain to a lot of people, BUT I have the life I want.
Back on topic on the focus of "Looks above all else"- my boyfriend was making fun of airbrush makeup infomericals and I did not have the energy to explain how awesome airbrush is to middle aged women. He's attractive so he's never spent more than 20 minutes in the bathroom getting ready to go anywhere. Ugh. Guys are never gonna understand the epic cost of skincare products, decent makeup and workable fitness plans. (This is also exactly why gay men and hetero women get along so well. Straight men just don't understand how looking presentable/attractive is part of career security for women.
There’s nothing wrong with divine selfishness. Women project that programming on to other women. It’s worse when it’s your own family-I know. Even my mom is supposed feminist has a lot of cognitive dissonance. On one level she knows I’m a badass feminist, but part of her wants me to be the socially acceptable good girl. It’s a no win situation “good girls”-social norm followers end up hating their lives and hate other women who aren’t “good girls”. If you’re a “bad girl” that chooses your true self there’s hell to pay from family, friends, and society.
Divine selfishness is the best thing for humanity. How many happy people do you know that cause trouble for other people?
moneybags
07-23-2020, 01:06 AM
Really random thought. Our labias are the biological equivalent of balls. I just can’t wrap my head around me delicate lady parts being the same thing as a guys sweaty ball sack.
JGB2009
07-23-2020, 02:24 AM
I haven't slept all night. Just feeling angry. Maybe I am wrong but don't think this week is gonna end well. I think I am gonna shower and see if I am lucky enough to watch the sun rise.
lynn2009
07-23-2020, 11:54 AM
I am getting nervous about my driver's license renewal. It originally expired July 1, but all expirations are being extended to July 31 due to covid. I was going to renew it while I was in Pennsylvania but I was able to renew online, so I did that. They aren't requiring new photos, they are supposed to send the final product using your old picture. It's been over two weeks and I haven't received it yet.
Per the automated system, my renewal was processed and my license is current until 2024. The phone system said to wait three weeks to receive the final product, so I have a couple of days left. Plus it will be addressed to my parents house first then need to be forwarded.
WendiStarr
07-24-2020, 01:01 PM
I always thought that it was our ovaries that were the equivalent of balls? Our "balls" are internal so no worries about the sweaty balls smell, haha.
JGB2009
07-24-2020, 08:24 PM
My daughters dad needs a hobby. He prank called me tonight then text me asking would I come see him. Hes been trying to sleep with me since she was 9 months old. Hes such a fuckin idiot!!!!
carmen_b
07-25-2020, 08:07 AM
Omg.
What is wrong with me haha? I found these index size gratitude hand written cards ( Js ex ) mostly talking about their daughter . They were in my closet and how do you *not* glance at it ? Anyway ... cute little things about their daughter but then one was a sexy one . Then I felt like I couldn’t look at J like 5-10 min. later ugh .
:/
I really wish he would have been more careful about getting ALL her things out .
They were behind an innocent looking juicer !
It’s my own fault for spying.
Now I feel off and need to shake it off . It was from 5.5 years ago. I should go throw them away.
carmen_b
07-25-2020, 02:37 PM
I’m taking them out when I take my dog to the groomer. I’ll toss them so I don’t spy anymore .
^ Done
WendiStarr
07-25-2020, 04:05 PM
Cornhole is a funny word.
AChildOfBoredom
07-25-2020, 06:27 PM
Omg.
What is wrong with me haha? I found these index size gratitude hand written cards ( Js ex ) mostly talking about their daughter . They were in my closet and how do you *not* glance at it ? Anyway ... cute little things about their daughter but then one was a sexy one . Then I felt like I couldn’t look at J like 5-10 min. later ugh .
:/
I really wish he would have been more careful about getting ALL her things out .
It’s my own fault for spying.
Now I feel off and need to shake it off . It was from 5.5 years ago. I should go throw them away.
Better yet, purge them with fire. If any nosy neighbors ask what you’re doing, you just tell them you’re answering the call of Surtr.
WendiStarr
07-26-2020, 08:21 AM
I've been looking for those pink flamingo yard stakes(tacky, I know) but I want to use them to make a ring toss game in my backyard. Everywhere is sold out.
lynn2009
07-26-2020, 08:28 AM
It's so hot here I'm going to walk the dog in a bikini and I don't care who gawks or how trashy it is.
Elektra Luxx
07-26-2020, 09:28 AM
It's so hot here I'm going to walk the dog in a bikini and I don't care who gawks or how trashy it is.
Yay! I love it! You're going to be very popular! Please follow-up this post.
yaya_cash
07-26-2020, 06:08 PM
What is a good way to deal with a parent with a bipolar disorder and they're meanness and coldness?