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AChildOfBoredom
09-22-2020, 10:04 AM
They have bug repellant, rodent repellant..why can't they make people repellant? I'd totally spray that shit to keep undesirables away.

They must make something? I find myself being repulsed by people all the time.

miss.a.p1600
09-22-2020, 10:12 AM
Exactly!

I always cringe, hold my breath, and refuse to touch ANYTHING if I’m ever forced to use men’s bathroom.

They be the main ones pissing with no aim, shitting with no aim, and not washing their filthy hands because “oh my dick skin is clean” ....... nasty jokers!

lurkingtitties
09-22-2020, 12:01 PM
I had 2 Zoom interviews this week...it's emotionally exhausting to have an interview over Zoom. I genuinely can't tell if I made a good impression or not.

whirlerz
09-22-2020, 01:10 PM
They have bug repellant, rodent repellant..why can't they make people repellant? I'd totally spray that shit to keep undesirables away.


I guess try the personal siren, there's pics in the Lounge thread, Android panic button

AChildOfBoredom
09-23-2020, 03:12 AM
Today is Grizz’s retirement party. I’m happy for him, but I’m not happy.

carmen_b
09-23-2020, 12:56 PM
I can't express my joy that my dog and I woke up in the SAME city we will sleep in tonight. To be out of the car is wonderful.
Don't drive 15 - 17 hours each way to Montana by yourself or be better prepared than me.
There was no signal for 80% of the drive. This took me FOUR days in the car ( two days each way ). ;/
On the driving days I was only able to reach clients like 1-2 hours a day ( when I'd pop into wifi or phone coverage in towns ).

Oh well. A learning experience for next time.
I knew I'd be in remote locations and set up auto replies those times for the day job but it was the unexpected times of traveling through the area and not getting a signal that made me feel like I lost more $ than I gained by pocketing the air fare / rental car quote instead. Also my partner being an ass and causing me to start the trip exhausted ( instead of camping out the nights I stopped mid way I got hotels due to being miserable overall and not in the mind frame to set up anything even though all I do it puff an air mat for the SUV ) .

carmen_b
09-23-2020, 02:41 PM
Ok .... that is enough bitching from me !
That said ..... the lake county area of the state is INCREDIBLE . Glacier National Park is INCREDIBLE . This is an area worth visiting if you haven't !
I also stopped by SageBrush Sams in Butte . It's a club I have ALWAYS wanted to work at because I have passed it and not had time to work FOUR times now . Lol. I took a picture which I may post in pictures thread. It looks like a house. I think it was before it became a club . :)

I also stopped for a soak in a natural hot spring in Idaho . Omg. LOVED it.

JGB2009
09-23-2020, 02:45 PM
I don't like guessing and I wanna know what really is going on.

lilylilylily
09-23-2020, 08:35 PM
I decided to gift myself some lip fillers yesterday. The place is literally a minute away from my old club so on my way there I pretended I was going to work lol

carmen_b
09-23-2020, 09:22 PM
^ Nice !
Do you like it ?

lilylilylily
09-23-2020, 09:41 PM
The size they are now is perfect, but she said its gonna go down by maybe 20% after the swelling goes down :( She said I could come back in a couple of weeks for a half syringe but I'm hoping I'll like the results still after the swelling goes away

carmen_b
09-24-2020, 08:12 PM
What a weird last 8-10 days.

I just feel like everyone is clawing at me .
I tried to break away for self care but one yoga class was all I could come up with and now I'm just hammered and miserable. ;/
It was my own fault too trapping myself in a car for 4 days to save $500 ish ( mistake !! ) .
Lol. I used to be such a road warrior almost making a game of it. I guess my tolerances and patience level has just changed.

I do plan to go sit somewhere beautiful by myself tomorrow with my dog and I booked a massage at a spa on Monday but even THAT was weird. The girl on the phone was like " oh , only 10 people get the jacuzzi and pool access at a time " and I'm kind of like " ok ...... well .... my booking requires that access so let me know on Sunday ..... lol " . Akward AF.

lynn2009
09-24-2020, 10:03 PM
I left my dog in the car by himself for 90 seconds while I picked up a mobile order from Starbucks yesterday and when I came out this woman was about to call the cops on me and I'm still mad about it. Single parenting is hard ok!! Give me a break!! Anyway I had my latte and I got him a puppucino so it was fine and we were both happy in the end.

JGB2009
09-25-2020, 04:53 AM
My friends on FB are stuck up and are noninteractive. Why do I bother.

lurkingtitties
09-25-2020, 07:11 AM
I left my dog in the car by himself for 90 seconds while I picked up a mobile order from Starbucks yesterday and when I came out this woman was about to call the cops on me and I'm still mad about it. Single parenting is hard ok!! Give me a break!! Anyway I had my latte and I got him a puppucino so it was fine and we were both happy in the end.

Ugh I would get so aggro if someone were to ever do that to me. I miss living in Maine where the climate and culture made it safe for me to leave my dog in the car while I went grocery shopping. He gets separation anxiety and prefers to come with!

random stripper
09-25-2020, 07:59 PM
I feel like 99% of these people who want women to feel bad for stripping, camming, etc are also the same people who think it is ok for women to be slutty at parties and fuck dudes for free no strings attached every chance we get. I don't really want stripping to be normal/ok/trendy, but I am also having trouble with understanding how stripping is worse than fucking dudes left and right for free/no investment on the guy's part.

carmen_b
09-25-2020, 08:29 PM
^ Exactly !
At least we are making money !!

How men / women interact often just makes me sad sometimes. Maybe it was always this sketchy but more discreet decades ago. :/

Casual sex is emotionally damaging to women. I have talked to so many about this !

AChildOfBoredom
09-26-2020, 04:49 AM
Back to the adage of people masturbating with one hand while condemning with the other. Why do I prefer staying single? There’s one more reason out of so many I can’t keep count.

Had to tow a car to the BMW dealership yesterday. The same one where the mother of the girl I did the photo shoot with works. So I’m unloading this car, and I hear my name. Turn around, and her (the mother) is there, looking a bit baffled. So she says to me, “You just can’t drive anything normal, can you?”. She had a lot of questions, but I didn’t have a lot of time, and she seemed to understand this. I don’t think she’ll forget to ask them, but I don’t really understand why… I really can’t think of anything about me which she’d have a reason to think was all that interesting.

WendiStarr
09-26-2020, 08:15 AM
Is there a female version of a white knight? Not from a financial stance but in a caregiving/parental type of way I seem to have a habit of trying to rescue people who are fucked up beyond any help that I can offer them.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-26-2020, 08:20 AM
I heard carpeted bathrooms used to be a thing. Is this true? How in the hell?


That was trendy in the 1970s. I blame Elvis Presley.

Random- sneezing. Not Covid 19 tho, no worries.

lynn2009
09-26-2020, 08:51 AM
My dog caught squirrel #2 this morning. He chased it up a tree and it fell.

LoveyDovey
09-26-2020, 09:02 AM
I can't wait to see my hot boyfriend again BC I am horny AF.

lilylilylily
09-26-2020, 01:35 PM
I keep thinking about the Indian take out I had the other day, was so delish. First time I did take out since covid started too. I'm so picky with restaurants but I will definitely come back to this one

whirlerz
09-26-2020, 03:21 PM
Our 2 outdoor trash dumpsters are fucking GONE!!! Where TF can they be???


Weird b*tch lady's out , she wouldn't take them in her fancy van, if she comes back she'd scream at me for asking..

Guess I'll text maintenance guy, I don't see him taking them either!/:O

moneybags
09-26-2020, 04:08 PM
I feel like 99% of these people who want women to feel bad for stripping, camming, etc are also the same people who think it is ok for women to be slutty at parties and fuck dudes for free no strings attached every chance we get. I don't really want stripping to be normal/ok/trendy, but I am also having trouble with understanding how stripping is worse than fucking dudes left and right for free/no investment on the guy's part.

I think there’s a word....ummm...ummmm....double standard

Elektra Luxx
09-26-2020, 09:12 PM
My dog caught squirrel #2 this morning. He chased it up a tree and it fell.

Aww, I bet he was so proud when he presented that bloody, mangled, lifeless body to you. You should tack it to your refrigerator.

moneybags
09-26-2020, 09:18 PM
Instead of saying bless you when people sneeze I’m saying it when they cough.

AChildOfBoredom
09-27-2020, 03:53 AM
Why do I allow things to make me feel conflicted? After all, if I’m right about this and I really am dead, why would it matter what I do?

That aside, I’ve been thinking about dying my hair, simply because it’s something I’d never done before. I’ve always had raven dark hair, amd sometimes to me it just seems dreary. In contrast, I spend a lot of time with someone who has the rainbow hair thing going on, and I do like the look. At the same time, it’s just not me. She has a personality type that would correspond with that hairstyle. I really don’t, and perhaps the dreariness fits me well.

moneybags
09-27-2020, 09:24 AM
^^^i think it’s super cool when people have wild crazy hair styles. I’ve always made money being a more vanilla girl, so my hairstyle has been whatever made me money plus fits my personality. I got a nice sexy brown wig and had a great Melania look. Wigs are definitely worth looking into. Allows you to try out new styles without committing

AChildOfBoredom
09-27-2020, 11:34 AM
Between the length of my hair and the heat and humidity here, I just don’t really see wigs as a viable option.

JGB2009
09-28-2020, 07:56 PM
I guess you don't like my honesty....oh well...

carmen_b
09-28-2020, 11:08 PM
I have a shoot tomorrow. Me in front of camera. I’m unprepared but .., stripper skills ya know.
They will save me even last minute. I hope.
:)

WendiStarr
09-29-2020, 05:20 AM
Who's hoarding all the unicorn birthday decorations? I was going to do pick up in store from Party City and none are in stock within a 100 mile radius. I'm not really wanting to cross the state line and go to Ohio just for birthday decorations.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-29-2020, 05:27 AM
Is there a female version of a white knight? Not from a financial stance but in a caregiving/parental type of way I seem to have a habit of trying to rescue people who are fucked up beyond any help that I can offer them.

Women with those sorts of personalities are often called "Earth mamas." ...They put off a very maternal vibe.

Random Thought- need to clean today......Also yay, green tea.

lurkingtitties
09-29-2020, 06:31 AM
Ok so you know how when guys in the club-or guys you meet outside the club who find out you're a stripper-expect you to do a bunch of sexy shit for free? And we always complain to each other that "They wouldn't ask a waitress to wait on them on her night off/ask a lawyer for free legal advice" etc...

Well, turns out that's not true. Some people will ask you for free advice no matter what walk of life you come from. I'm a PT now and last night I was chatting with some dude in a dating app. Woke up to find that he had asked me for advice on getting knee extension back after an ACL repair! I get reeeeaaallllll annoyed when people ask me PT questions outside of work because I don't actually enjoy the profession/find it draining. Also, there's no way I could give appropriate and safe advice without evaluating it in person. I kept it classy though and told him "Sure, if you take me out to dinner first!"

moneybags
09-29-2020, 07:17 AM
Ok so you know how when guys in the club-or guys you meet outside the club who find out you're a stripper-expect you to do a bunch of sexy shit for free? And we always complain to each other that "They wouldn't ask a waitress to wait on them on her night off/ask a lawyer for free legal advice" etc...

Well, turns out that's not true. Some people will ask you for free advice no matter what walk of life you come from. I'm a PT now and last night I was chatting with some dude in a dating app. Woke up to find that he had asked me for advice on getting knee extension back after an ACL repair! I get reeeeaaallllll annoyed when people ask me PT questions outside of work because I don't actually enjoy the profession/find it draining. Also, there's no way I could give appropriate and safe advice without evaluating it in person. I kept it classy though and told him "Sure, if you take me out to dinner first!"

same. I’m a personal trainer too. I assume you are a physical therapist. I have some close friends that I’ll give free advice to because they literally accept me as a sex worker and have supported me through hell and high water. They would do the same for me too. So it’s an equal energy exchange.

Anyways, some random person in class asked for advice. I don’t train men anyways, but just found it annoying people want advice for free. I need to come up with business Venmo and just reply with payment info.

It can be tricky to set boundaries when you are in the service Industry

carmen_b
09-29-2020, 08:29 AM
^ Good response Lurk.
It’s totally ok too ask if they want assistance at your job ( if so send a rough sketch of rates if you are comfy with them ) OR a date.

carmen_b
09-29-2020, 09:29 AM
Running on time for this shoot. My skillz are off though lol.

I put a fake lash on all jacked up and threw it in the sink !!!
Fuck it, I'll just add layers of mascara.
But the rest of me is stripper face / shoot ready !

AChildOfBoredom
09-29-2020, 06:48 PM
I maintain an extremely high level of self discipline, to the point that I have various punishments I’ll deal to myself whenever that fails. And I absolutely cannot accept failure on my part. They keep saying “to err is human”, but it only makes me wonder why anyone would want to be human. But there was a time when accepting failure in my mind was a certain path to reverting to a way of life which I felt with every fiber of my being that I was not meant for. Now I’m past that point and others have been telling me I’m too hard on myself, and maybe they’re right. Maybe it’s okay to just go with the flow sometimes? Maybe I can just learn from my failures without having to punish myself as a reminder never to do it again? Maybe it’s okay to let go of my inhibitions once in a while? I want to try, but it’s so hard to break old habits.

indiegirl
09-29-2020, 07:01 PM
Can't wait to complete my obligations this week so I can begin working. My electric bill was 296 this month...not including other expenses.

moneybags
09-29-2020, 09:00 PM
Can't wait to complete my obligations this week so I can begin working. My electric bill was 296 this month...not including other expenses.

same girl. I need to work, but my schedule is too busy to cam. I’ll have the next 7 months to cam full time, so I might as well be grateful to have time off.

JGB2009
09-30-2020, 01:31 PM
Cleaned my house today and after I was done I left to take my daughter skating. Once I arrived at the skating rink I was informed that I needed to sign a waiver online. If I had known that I would have done that before I left the house. That was a wasted trip.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-30-2020, 02:48 PM
My face is so bloated from water retention. ugh

lurkingtitties
09-30-2020, 03:48 PM
My face is so bloated from water retention. ugh

That’s such an uncomfortable feeling!

whirlerz
09-30-2020, 04:16 PM
I got a Jesus plaque today.53483

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-01-2020, 02:22 AM
I'm thinking kind thoughts for Chrissy Teigen. She miscarried her pregnancy. How traumatic.

JGB2009
10-01-2020, 04:13 AM
I'm thinking kind thoughts for Chrissy Teigen. She miscarried her pregnancy. How traumatic.

Nooooo......thats so sad.

AChildOfBoredom
10-01-2020, 11:26 AM
I wish people on Nextdoor would stop being so fucking flaky when you’re selling something. Either you want the fucking coffee table or you don’t. And of you don’t, don’t waste my fucking time pretending like you do. Shit.

whirlerz
10-01-2020, 11:48 AM
I wish people on Nextdoor would stop being so fucking flaky when you’re selling something. Either you want the fucking coffee table or you don’t. And of you don’t, don’t waste my fucking time pretending like you do. Shit.

OMG.^
I just got back, from dropping off some stuff..
Totally.BFE., out in the sticks!
I also feel like an a/hole cause I didn't take the 1st person who responded:-[:'(
Yesterday, I picked up a Jesus plaque, really beautiful, (see above post) but hell to find the place, the one today was waaay worse..

Note: google maps don't work, when the fucking street s randomly change names!>:(


Beautiful area, gorgeous, horses (found a stable to rent for riding) but damn!

WendiStarr
10-01-2020, 12:15 PM
I'm thinking kind thoughts for Chrissy Teigen. She miscarried her pregnancy. How traumatic.

I follow her on Instagram on my vanilla account. I feel sad for her because I know all too well what that's like. I hope she is able to have a rainbow baby in the future if that's what she wants (for those of you who don't know what a rainbow baby is, it's a healthy baby that's born after a woman has experienced a previous miscarriage or stillborn).