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Genoveve
04-10-2021, 02:30 PM
The world can't afford to lose anymore bees.
You ain't lying. The funny thing was the night I found the bee(on the side of my house) I was making lavender-infused simple syrup for my friend and that's what I fed it, I read that you shouldn't give them honey.
Speaking of said friend, her birthday is soon and I think I'm going to get her a pair of Uggs. Her cousin gave her her old pair and it's her first time experiencing real Uggs and now she's obsessed with them and understands why I won't throw out my super ratty decade-old pair. The only problem is they're old and hideous; they're the super dated kind that are camel-colored and go up to the knee with the big buttons and the fur sticking out and they have a hole in the back. My friend knows they're ugly and does not give a fuck, but because she actually leaves the house in them and is officially an Ugg lover I think it would ne nice for her to have a brand new and plain black pair(since all she wears is black).
indiegirl
04-10-2021, 06:25 PM
Whatever happened to Millionaire Matchmaker tv show. I miss it.
indiegirl
04-10-2021, 06:57 PM
https://youtu.be/P_ioJTQj5ag?t=1928
I kinda love this woman!! Crazy she needs to have a matchmaker to find a man.
LoveyDovey
04-10-2021, 08:05 PM
Whatever happened to Millionaire Matchmaker tv show. I miss it.
2 girls I knew from the club were on that show. One was a total sweetheart who met a millionaire, moved to Vancouver, and got married/had a baby. She was gorgeous on the inside and out and was my ally at work. The gross girls at work hated her bc she was a sweet, beautiful gal. The 2nd one was a top earner who was a bitch and always scowled at me, God only knows why. She found nobody on the show lol. I miss that show, too.
indiegirl
04-11-2021, 08:32 AM
I'm bummed I missed out on 3000 dollars since I wound up not even working at the hotel because of stomach pain. I just ate sushi, took a warm bath, netflix, and napped. Probably a good idea to take a day or two off.
moneybags
04-11-2021, 09:05 AM
^^^*I hate taking time off work when I’m under the weather. But I feel like with SW you have to be in a good place. You don’t want to go into a situation being tired or not feeling well. Men can pick up than shit. I feel like I always have a bad night when I make myself work.
indiegirl
04-11-2021, 09:44 AM
^^^*I hate taking time off work when I’m under the weather. But I feel like with SW you have to be in a good place. You don’t want to go into a situation being tired or not feeling well. Men can pick up than shit. I feel like I always have a bad night when I make myself work.
Yep so true!
Lol..I feel so bad laughing at this little kid. It reminds me of the time I was playing volleyball as a kid and the other team served the ball straight into my face.
https://youtu.be/ffqOjboQPi0?t=338
Aurora_Sunset
04-11-2021, 01:53 PM
Feeling really listless today. I can't really think of anything I'd like to do with the rest of my day, though I definitely don't want it to be over since that means starting a 60-hour week tomorrow.
After this past week of having a lot planned, nothing else is really coming up in my life any time in the near future. We have another wedding to attend in July, but we aren't super good friends with them. My parents will probably visit in late summer, and hopefully another bigger family trip will happen in the fall, but neither have definitive dates. It feels unmotivating to have nothing to "work toward" or plan for or look forward to.
I dread going to work now too. I got a "written warning" last week for my performance the week before. I won't rant about it, but it really pissed me off, because I learned that their standards for praise or punishment move every week based on different factors. The bottom line is, I didn't do much worse that week than I usually do, but someone has to be written up every week. I go to work to earn a set amount of pay based on set standards, not participate in the fuckin hunger games against my coworkers every week. Plus, the "mistakes" they said I made could very well have not been my fault, but their system for "checking" it is like some hand-done shit from 1990, not the computerized shit that the largest tech company in the world could be doing in 2021. It's like they deliberately are doing it the hard way so that they can blame someone for something. Fuck that place. I'm mad the union didn't go through in Alabama. The only reason I stay is because I need the money of their higher minimum wage and almost-guaranteed overtime. I can't imagine finding another job that would pay me well enough to replace it. I don't know if it's even worth putting the energy into looking for another job?
lurkingtitties
04-11-2021, 02:34 PM
I’ve been eating like a pig and putting on weight for the past month...and I feel great about it. I think it’s necessary after the traumatic life events I went through in Feb and March. It feels so freeing to do what feels good for my body and not care how society thinks I should look.
My clothes are starting to fit different though...that will probably be what gets me to rein it in soon, simply because I don’t want to go out and buy new pants.
Aurora_Sunset
04-11-2021, 03:13 PM
My paycheck is gonna suck on Friday, but it will have been worth it to only be at the hellhole for approximately 8 hours this past week. If only that were sustainable lol
indiegirl
04-11-2021, 04:53 PM
2 girls I knew from the club were on that show. One was a total sweetheart who met a millionaire, moved to Vancouver, and got married/had a baby. She was gorgeous on the inside and out and was my ally at work. The gross girls at work hated her bc she was a sweet, beautiful gal. The 2nd one was a top earner who was a bitch and always scowled at me, God only knows why. She found nobody on the show lol. I miss that show, too.
I looked online and apparently Patti Stangers still running that business but not the tv show. Wowwwww these guys are paying $$,$$$-$$$,$$$ for a yearly membership! I forgot the pricing of what she charged in the past.
LoveyDovey
04-11-2021, 06:21 PM
I am not sure either, but damn she's doing okay!$$$$$$
JGB2009
04-11-2021, 08:44 PM
My biggest flaw is that I get mad really easily. Trying to work on that though.
carmen_b
04-12-2021, 08:19 AM
My free casino staycation last night was an epic fail lol.
There seemed to be no WiFi ( ultra slow near useless ) then my phone hot spot failed too ( my phone had 1-2 bars in my room ).
So saving $50 on a hotel has cost me about 3 work hours.
I give up. New day today omg.
I’ve got to drive around the property and see if my phone will get 4-5 bars first near any hotel rooms.
carmen_b
04-12-2021, 12:23 PM
^ If they don’t follow up call again and ask for the soonest. :)
carmen_b
04-12-2021, 12:24 PM
I wonder if I should lie to J and say I took the real estate exam. :/
In his attempt at support he has been asking.
Admittedly the reason is evenly divided between some action at day job , some fucking off . I don’t think I’ll lie because that starts a weird energy trend.
carmen_b
04-12-2021, 12:39 PM
^ Yeah I’ll just admit I don’t intend it for 2-3 days lol.
carmen_b
04-12-2021, 12:42 PM
On Monday’s I usually arrive at 1:30-1:45 ( his daughter has an activity until 4:30 ) but I’m hiding and not wanting to admit I didn’t take it.
^ Went with the truth ( and in a few days I really will take it ).
WendiStarr
04-12-2021, 02:11 PM
Alright, a meddling relative must be up to some kind of tomfoolery. Today I received a total of 24 friend requests from random men. I'm not on any dating or hookup websites. My picture is the same 'ol boring, plain face picture that I've had there since last summer. I don't know where the thirst buckets are coming from but I'm kicking some ass when I find out who's behind this mess.
AChildOfBoredom
04-12-2021, 05:31 PM
Things with the new girl are going well. She’s really excited to be here. But the million dollar question… will she beat up teenagers with me like how S did?
lynn2009
04-12-2021, 09:40 PM
I saw my first anti-masker today at a convenience store. He seemed to be looking for someone to say something so he could make a scene. Everyone ignored him which seemed like the best course of action. Even the cashier let him pay like normal, I was very surprised.
LoveyDovey
04-12-2021, 10:53 PM
Earlier today, I was feeling cranky and just blah. Sometimes when I get this way, I take time out to meditate, and boy did it work wonders. I found some meditation music that was was soothing and meditated for an hour and woke up feeling super refreshed. It's a great way to recalibrate and refresh. I felt so much better. It's like leaving this world and rising up to a spiritual realm. Whenever I feel blah I feel meditate becausee I swsar to God it makes you look better when you're done. I just visualize a radiant light and ask it to give me energy. I notice when I meditate, I become more intuitive too.
kimbe
04-12-2021, 11:45 PM
I saw my first anti-masker today at a convenience store. He seemed to be looking for someone to say something so he could make a scene. Everyone ignored him which seemed like the best course of action. Even the cashier let him pay like normal, I was very surprised.
Ignorance - a provocateur's worst nightmare!
indiegirl
04-13-2021, 05:39 AM
https://youtu.be/UDbs1PWyLRg?t=110
Mannnn I would've been humiliated if my bra came off modeling in front of a crowd of people with cameras accidentally. She looked shocked.
I wonder why there are so many falls happening? The shoes are pretty much the height of stripper heels. Maybe it's the flooring and long dresses that cause them to fall?
JGB2009
04-13-2021, 07:01 AM
^^^^ I am thinking the flooring.
indiegirl
04-13-2021, 09:59 AM
Fucking woahhhhh! I went on the Victoria Secret website and they're completely trying to rebrand their image by adding plus size models. It's kinda funny thinking back when Kate Upton was rejected by them.
charlie61
04-13-2021, 03:38 PM
Fucking woahhhhh! I went on the Victoria Secret website and they're completely trying to rebrand their image by adding plus size models. It's kinda funny thinking back when Kate Upton was rejected by them.
Good - they have not been keeping up with the times...i believe they've been majorly struggling as a company. Even this might be too little, too late... they've added some body inclusive models, better representation for WOC, too. And it looks like they've stopped photoshopping so heavily?
I wonder what this means for the VS angels... like, are they still getting work from VS?
LoveyDovey
04-13-2021, 07:14 PM
^^ I haven't bought a thing from VS in so long. Was just looking at Fashion Nova today for underwear since I have store credit with them.
charlie61
04-13-2021, 07:38 PM
^right, there are just so many other options now, and i feel like VS branding has really lost its power. I'm sure there are some people out there who are still diehard fans, but i kind of just think of them as a boring brand, expensive, mediocre quality...
indiegirl
04-13-2021, 08:48 PM
Good - they have not been keeping up with the times...i believe they've been majorly struggling as a company. Even this might be too little, too late... they've added some body inclusive models, better representation for WOC, too. And it looks like they've stopped photoshopping so heavily?
I wonder what this means for the VS angels... like, are they still getting work from VS?
They permanently shut down the VS fashion show too after the trans & plus size backlash comments they made. It's hilarious comparing the Fenty x Savage show compared to VS fashion show.....all it took was Rhianna with enough influence to completely change the game compared to VS's male creative director running the same dog & pony show every year. Not everyone is meant to be stick thin. There's no point of parading around the same body type on stage to sell your lingerie?
I will admit, VS's body sprays and perfumes are on point though!
moneybags
04-13-2021, 09:19 PM
Missing my coworkers.
LoveyDovey
04-13-2021, 09:23 PM
I remember wayyy back in the 90s VS had the cutest clothing catalogue. I bought so much stuff from them. Now I agree with Charlie61... It's mediocre quality expensive stuff. I still have/wear my PINK sweats from 10 years ago.
Genoveve
04-13-2021, 09:38 PM
I remember wayyy back in the 90s VS had the cutest clothing catalogue. I bought so much stuff from them. Now I agree with Charlie61... It's mediocre quality expensive stuff. I still have/wear my PINK sweats from 10 years ago.
They had it well into the 2000s too, I loved their actual clothes and still have a bunch of it. They had cute shoes too.
LoveyDovey
04-13-2021, 11:23 PM
^^ Their clothes were cute! I always liked ordering from their catalogue. There were always a million things I wanted to order.
Tonight I watched Talk of Love w Lacey from Rock of Love on Youtube. She had Farrah and Ashley ("The Blondetourage") and it was fun to watch! I loved that show!
AChildOfBoredom
04-14-2021, 12:03 PM
I wrote off VS a while back. If I were maybe 5’7” or so, I’d probably fare better there.
moneybags
04-14-2021, 08:15 PM
I remember wayyy back in the 90s VS had the cutest clothing catalogue. I bought so much stuff from them. Now I agree with Charlie61... It's mediocre quality expensive stuff. I still have/wear my PINK sweats from 10 years ago.
I still wear my old VS stuff...LOL. No shame. At some point they will have to be retired, but I’m getting every last dollar out of them.
indiegirl
04-15-2021, 08:35 AM
Some people are mentally unstable and I find it a miraculous feat they found someone willing to marry them. If his fiancee only knew he sent close to 15 one sided texts to my phone without a response from me, sent me his instagram with her in it, then told me he was cancelling because he wanted to be faithful to his fiancee, then wanted one last fling with me, and texted me today if we were still on..HUNNNNYYY nooooo!!! It's like he's just talking to himself because I haven't responded! YIKES. Why would I invite you into an enclosed room with me?
Also crazy meth man is buying a car and told me he was on no sleep. Gee wonder why? I'm not playing babysitter for unstable people blowing my phone up. I thought he was composed today but that is clearly not the case. I'm thinking of napping this morning out since I already made a good amount.
WendiStarr
04-15-2021, 10:26 AM
I'm waiting on a 60 minute coding workshop to start at 1:30pm at SheCodes. Fingers crossed that they can somehow break stuff down to be more understandable and that baby stays napping.
indiegirl
04-16-2021, 02:51 AM
https://youtu.be/jSszLJjD7tY?t=74
I love how hot and sensual this woman's pole dance was in the pole competition. I've watched this like 3 times.
JGB2009
04-16-2021, 08:54 AM
Just love me like I imagined.............
Winged Dinghy
04-16-2021, 09:19 AM
I stopped smoking weed for a drug test for a vanilla job and...I actually feel like my memory is better and I have more clarity. Damn it! I want to believe marijuana only benefits me! But I think my heavy daily usage might actually make me dumber! Noooooo!
charlie61
04-16-2021, 10:54 AM
I'm right on the edge of stopping drinking completely - i already drink very little (like once every few months), and i hate the taste of alcohol, plus how it makes me feel the next day (I'm getting more intolerant as i age). But i do like having a drink when i socialize (makes it easier for me to relax, increases that feeling of connectivity, etc. ). So i want to get that same great feeling on occasion, yet cut alcohol out completely. I know this sounds super weird, but I'm going to start experimenting with natural supplements (like panax and American ginseng, damiana, gingko, l-theanine, l-arginine + citrullene) to see if i can find a 'cocktail' that gives a similar feeling on the rare social event without any alcohol (again, because I'm a crazy health junkie, and alcohol tastes and feels horrible to me personally). Also note that i don't smoke, so weed isn't an option. Looking for that slight social high feeling that i get on my first glass of wine, but without wine, and using healthy levels of healthy adaptogens / supplements.
I'm sure that sounds super weird, but i felt the need to share! :D
indiegirl
04-16-2021, 11:11 AM
I'm right on the edge of stopping drinking completely - i already drink very little (like once every few months), and i hate the taste of alcohol, plus how it makes me feel the next day (I'm getting more intolerant as i age). But i do like having a drink when i socialize (makes it easier for me to relax, increases that feeling of connectivity, etc. ). So i want to get that same great feeling on occasion, yet cut alcohol out completely. I know this sounds super weird, but I'm going to start experimenting with natural supplements (like panax and American ginseng, damiana, gingko, l-theanine, l-arginine + citrullene) to see if i can find a 'cocktail' that gives a similar feeling on the rare social event without any alcohol (again, because I'm a crazy health junkie, and alcohol tastes and feels horrible to me personally). Also note that i don't smoke, so weed isn't an option. Looking for that slight social high feeling that i get on my first glass of wine, but without wine, and using healthy levels of healthy adaptogens / supplements.
I'm sure that sounds super weird, but i felt the need to share! :D
l-theanine works great in that department. I think I reached a point of taking way too much of l-theanine in the past and it made me nap far too much though. Suntheanine is what I used.
I miss adderall when it came to socializing, school, and motivation. But that crap is not good in the long term. Haven't picked up my prescription in like 2-3 years.
AChildOfBoredom
04-16-2021, 04:20 PM
Not a good day for a trainee today. We decided I’d do a couple runs to Copart then switch over to AAA calls for training value, and one of the cars we picked today had been involved in a fatality accident, so I told him we weren’t entering the car and when he asked why, I pointed out the teeth and what looked like a bit of scalp. Then I saw the markings on the windshield and said to him, “Ope, somebody died in this one”. Poor guy was ready to lose his lunch, and it probably didn’t help that I was as nonchalant about it as I was. I can handle a little gore.
WendiStarr
04-16-2021, 05:51 PM
Baby has figured out how to walk short distances and is very excited about it. I have a feeling that tonight will be a long, late night. Why can't Season 2 of Bridgerton be out already? I finished the first book and I have to say, the Netflix version was much better.
Luci Fer
04-16-2021, 07:46 PM
I wasnt here for a couple of weeks and when got on I found out someone has PMed me here and suggested me to see her tits. ;D
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Luci Fer
04-16-2021, 08:15 PM
https://youtu.be/jSszLJjD7tY?t=74
I love how hot and sensual this woman's pole dance was in the pole competition. I've watched this like 3 times.
Aaaah what did you do! I watched it, then watched another video, then another...This girl is the most impressive to me:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MdLVj1wxgQ
indiegirl
04-17-2021, 10:52 AM
I'm super tired. I had a customer for 3 hours early this morning and he wanted to continue for another hour but I was so done and wanted to sleep so I ended the appointment after the 3rd hour.
Also really random, hearing Jeffree Star flipped his car 3 times just makes me shake my head. Those type of cars he buys are like tin cans if you get in an accident. Sure they're very pretty vehicles but it's not worth it in an accident.
indiegirl
04-17-2021, 11:46 AM
Aaaah what did you do! I watched it, then watched another video, then another...This girl is the most impressive to me:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MdLVj1wxgQ
I fell down the same youtube video pole dancing hole you did haha. They're so talented :)!
LoveyDovey
04-17-2021, 11:50 AM
Watching these videos, I miss pole dancing. Once I get my own place again I may have to get a pole just to play on. It was a talent that I'd like to keep up, even though I've retired from dancing. Great way to stay in shape, and boyfriend enjoys it too!