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Aurora_Sunset
06-07-2021, 02:11 PM
Don't know why my cats start begging for dinner at 3/4pm every day. I literally NEVER feed them that early. They usually don't get dinner until sometime between 7-8:30 when I get home. The absolute earliest I will feed them if I'm off work is 6pm. But 4pm comes and they will harass the shit out of me like I'm "late" feeding them or something. Jeezus
AChildOfBoredom
06-07-2021, 03:49 PM
Don't know why my cats starting begging for dinner at 3/4pm every day. I literally NEVER feed them that early. They usually don't get dinner until sometime between 7-8:30 when I get home. The absolute earliest I will feed them if I'm off work is 6pm. But 4pm comes and they will harass the shit out of me like I'm "late" feeding them or something. Jeezus
Cats are manipulative little shits.
Genoveve
06-07-2021, 03:53 PM
Like maybe when the body realizes that it isn't pregnant, and hormones shift, your body and brain are like, "hey, maybe we should throw this whole thing out and start fresh?" It kind of makes sense.
I think so, because we are hardwired for reproduction and a period means an egg wasn't fertilized I think the body is like 'Okay you gotta make some changes here because whatever you're doing is not leading to a pregnancy.' I also hate my spouses whenever I have PMS which again I think is the body being like 'He's not fertilizing your eggs he sucks. Time to get a new one.'
charlie61
06-07-2021, 08:02 PM
I think so, because we are hardwired for reproduction and a period means an egg wasn't fertilized I think the body is like 'Okay you gotta make some changes here because whatever you're doing is not leading to a pregnancy.' I also hate my spouses whenever I have PMS which again I think is the body being like 'He's not fertilizing your eggs he sucks. Time to get a new one.'
Lol, yes, exactly!! I need to keep an eye on this tendency now that I'm more aware. You made me laugh, thank you.
LoveyDovey
06-07-2021, 08:41 PM
I'm glad I went for a long walk. I get so antsy sometimes.
Marina Starr
06-08-2021, 09:54 AM
My random thought for today is, ever since I became a Hoe and showed my body online, I now feel more comfortable covering everything up when I'm out and about. Even when it's 90 degree outside, I'm not hot because we have air conditioning everywhere here. I'm totally comfortable. I just feel more at ease not showing much skin or any at all. I know I can't be the only one feeling this way.
And to clarify, this is not about feeling ashamed or any shame at all or trying to hide anything. This is just simply about me feeling comfortable this way.
indiegirl
06-08-2021, 09:59 AM
I have a request to see someone today named Charlie and I've never met a charlie in my life other than seeing the username on stripperweb so I keep thinking I'm showing up for her hahahaha.
Also, I slowed my pace last night and came home at 3am after having sushi. I just had a feeling there was no way I could do a morning date and I'd wind up just sleeping until checkout. I'm heading back out there in 2 hours. lol
JGB2009
06-08-2021, 10:39 AM
I was suppose to take a hour lunch break but in reality my break was a hour and a half. I wish I wouldn't do things like that because I always have to find the time to make up the hours that I missed.
LoveyDovey
06-08-2021, 11:21 AM
I have a request to see someone today named Charlie and I've never met a charlie in my life other than seeing the username on stripperweb so I keep thinking I'm showing up for her hahahaha.
Also, I slowed my pace last night and came home at 3am after having sushi. I just had a feeling there was no way I could do a morning date and I'd wind up just sleeping until checkout. I'm heading back out there in 2 hours. lol
Haha that was my ex's name as well as one of my stage names. I also think of Charlie the Unicorn, which has to be the weirdest thing I've ever watched on Youtube.
indiegirl
06-08-2021, 12:00 PM
It’s hot as fuckballs outside. I’m turning into my mother being a weather snob.
Also I hate when guys don’t bother letting me know if we are confirmed like you would in a vanilla conversation. “See you soon” is not that difficult to say. It’s like treating someone like a robot.
LoveyDovey
06-08-2021, 12:52 PM
I need to go do something, but idk what. I wish I had a bike.
charlie61
06-08-2021, 01:35 PM
I have a request to see someone today named Charlie and I've never met a charlie in my life other than seeing the username on stripperweb so I keep thinking I'm showing up for her hahahaha.
Also, I slowed my pace last night and came home at 3am after having sushi. I just had a feeling there was no way I could do a morning date and I'd wind up just sleeping until checkout. I'm heading back out there in 2 hours. lol
I hope we enjoyed our time together today ;)
indiegirl
06-08-2021, 02:28 PM
I hope we enjoyed our time together today ;)
haha we did Lol!
chanzep
06-08-2021, 04:52 PM
I miss when body business used to be popping and we would be talking about that stuff day n night.
WendiStarr
06-08-2021, 07:05 PM
Anybody else randomly get messaged about ballbusting by a blue called sixover5? Wth
LoveyDovey
06-08-2021, 07:46 PM
I miss when body business used to be popping and we would be talking about that stuff day n night.
I learned so much in BB. Stuff about spray tans and tonalin cla.
AChildOfBoredom
06-08-2021, 08:02 PM
Some of us from a two-way radio group use an app (which can be connected to radio repeaters, although the channel we used wasn’t) for a weekly rag chew (just general discussion). Today, the topic of dreams came up, and at the end of it this guy from Georgia who I’ve met before struck up a conversation by text, wanting to continue the dreams discussion. Surprise, surprise, he starts sharing a bunch of erotic fantasy shit, and you can tell he’s trying to get a reaction out of me because he found ways to jam giving oral into it in as many places as he could, so I was getting ready to hit the block button, but I thought to myself that others are often critical of my lack of interest in sex, even accusing me of being prudish about it, and maybe they aren’t entirely wrong, and maybe it wouldn’t hurt to let myself go a little, do a little back and forth. After all, it’s not like I ever have to see the guy again. So when he asked me to tell him about my dreams, I sent him this:
ha.llu.ci.na.tions: Well, there is this one I keep having. I’ll share it with you.
ha.llu.ci.na.tions: So I’m walking through this field full of chrysanthemums in full bloom. Off in the distance, I see a dark stranger approaching me, wearing a caped cloak. As he nears me, his hands come up to remove the cloak.
ha.llu.ci.na.tions: Once the cloak is removed, he is revealed to be the ghost of Pol Pot, wearing a crown of barbed wire. He holds his hand out to me, offering me shards of broken glass and turtle shell
ha.llu.ci.na.tions: Together, we seek out the wise men who whisper “mutiny” among themselves as they rest. We cut their throats while they sleep.
ha.llu.ci.na.tions: We remove their eyes and we eat them for sight, so that we may see the darkness once we’ve killed the light. The chrysanthemums writhe in agony as day gives way to night, and we watch the stars in the sky wither and die, one by one.
ha.llu.ci.na.tions: Once the stars in the sky have all been snuffed out and the chrysanthemums are all cold and dead, scarabs emerge from the earth and begin to consume my flesh, and I watch this happen, but now it’s through the eyes of Pol Pot’s ghost
He didn’t message me again after that. Must’ve been too hot for him to handle :(
indiegirl
06-08-2021, 08:40 PM
I've reached the point where I gotta start making stories up again about what I've been up to with customers so I sound more exciting for repeat multi-hour appointments. I was thinking of talking about a snowboarding trip but I have no idea where or if it's snowing in California bahaha or I'll bring up stories of things I did when I was like 19. The truth would be: I've been busy sleeping and entertaining all of your asses!"
indiegirl
06-08-2021, 09:46 PM
One of my opinionated female drivers a few days ago said, "I hate going to that bar. It's known for prostitution and bad people." I wanted to laugh. Thanks for driving this ho home!!
I agree though, I've only been to a bar once. I don't like them.
My crazy fun regular is coming back in an hour after my new one.
AChildOfBoredom
06-09-2021, 02:48 PM
On the phone with my mother today, and she’s quite focused on what my sister will need for college, so I asked her where was all of this when I struck it on my own? She says to me (translated), “You kept me in labor for many hours. (My sister) didn’t make a fuss about it.” :irked:
JenniferNorth
06-09-2021, 03:37 PM
It is beyond deathly hot/humid out....so why am I so hungry?? What the hell?? I want to snack on anything and everything and I cannot figure out why!
JGB2009
06-09-2021, 04:38 PM
Its sad when you go on Facebook and see that someone has suddenly died :(
Aurora_Sunset
06-09-2021, 05:42 PM
There's a job posting for a garage door mechanic job around here. The company looks good to work for and the schedule isn't bad for good money. I kinda want to apply for it, but not sure how to tailor my resume. They say no experience required and all training given, but also that they would prefer 2 years of mechanical experience. And if you don't have any, what else have you done that would prepare you for a job like this? I don't know what to say. Should I even bother? I know a big thing women are told nowadays is to just apply for the job, because we have a tendency not to go for it if we don't think we qualify perfectly, whereas men will apply for shit that they're underqualified for and find out that a lot isn't really "required."
AChildOfBoredom
06-09-2021, 05:57 PM
There's a job posting for a garage door mechanic job around here. The company looks good to work for and the schedule isn't bad for good money. I kinda want to apply for it, but not sure how to tailor my resume. They say no experience required and all training given, but also that they would prefer 2 years of mechanical experience. And if you don't have any, what else have you done that would prepare you for a job like this? I don't know what to say. Should I even bother? I know a big thing women are told nowadays is to just apply for the job, because we have a tendency not to go for it if we don't think we qualify perfectly, whereas men will apply for shit that they're underqualified for and find out that a lot isn't really "required."
Work ethic, resource management, ability and willingness to learn, eagerness to work with your hands, the pride you take in the work that you do. Your resumé and how you come across in your interview can often put you ahead of others who don’t make such a fantastic showing there. Also, hiring women is good PR. If they feel you can do the job well, your PR value can give you an edge over another applicant.
Aurora_Sunset
06-09-2021, 06:04 PM
Went into hyper-cleaning mode when I got home. I thought I didn't care how dirty the apartment was, but when I left this morning, my mind just zeroed in on everything. To the point where it kinda invaded my head and gave me anxiety all day. I feel so much better with it clean.
TheBrownFox
06-09-2021, 06:37 PM
Anybody else randomly get messaged about ballbusting by a blue called sixover5? Wth
LOL! He PMed you about wanting to watch you do ballbusting with a male partner? Or he was trying to convince you to meet up and do it with him? HAHA. I once saw a Craigslist ad (years ago) offering a gig like that. The guy wanted to pay a woman for a 2-hour ballbusting shoot with him, and he was gonna have the woman sign a waiver.
LoveyDovey
06-09-2021, 08:57 PM
I swear my boyfriend can pick up on my thoughts and feelings. Today I was feeling fussy because I haven't heard from him in a few days and I was wishing that he would text me just to see if I was okay and if I needed anything. Sure enough, hours later, he texted me to check in to see how I was doing and if I was okay. That really meant a lot to me. We have a great connection. I wonder if he sensed that I was fussy.
WendiStarr
06-10-2021, 05:44 AM
^ He wanted me to meet up with him and do that. As much as I'd enjoy ballbusting, I'm not meeting up with anyone, let alone some random unscreened stranger.
On an unrelated note, suburban farming is proving to be more frustrating than I thought. First I had to deal with the groundhogs eating my veggies and flowers(I planted mint, lavender and garlic to keep him away). Now some type of bug or bugs are damaging everything except the garlic and lavender. My mint plants' leaves are covered in holes.
SnuffleUffleGrass
06-10-2021, 07:35 AM
^ He wanted me to meet up with him and do that. As much as I'd enjoy ballbusting, I'm not meeting up with anyone, let alone some random unscreened stranger.
On an unrelated note, suburban farming is proving to be more frustrating than I thought. First I had to deal with the groundhogs eating my veggies and flowers(I planted mint, lavender and garlic to keep him away). Now some type of bug or bugs are damaging everything except the garlic and lavender. My mint plants' leaves are covered in holes.
I've been planting some extra veggies to keep some of the rabbits in the yard from eating everything we planted. Hopefully that works.
lynn2009
06-10-2021, 09:49 AM
I hate to say this but I feel like I often have a low grade fever ever since getting the covid shots.
Elektra Luxx
06-10-2021, 02:17 PM
I hate to say this but I feel like I often have a low grade fever ever since getting the covid shots.
Are you resisting the urge to storm the capitol? You're probably having a reaction to the government tracking device included with your covid shot.
(Robotic voice) Soon all your pain will subside. All resistance is futile. You must be assimilated.
Whoa!! Where the heck did that come from?!!
JenniferNorth
06-10-2021, 05:10 PM
^ AHAHA OMG that was too funny!!!
AChildOfBoredom
06-11-2021, 02:47 AM
I’ve been having some rather weird dreams about… pastries. Seriously. And I don’t eat pastries. What the hell?
indiegirl
06-11-2021, 06:59 PM
Geeez, I couldn't imagine how embarrassing it would feel to be told you needed to buy a second seat on a flight because you're too big. I'm watching this flight thing on youtube. The obese man suggested he lay on his side in his seat to save himself some money. I remember we got held up at Knotts Berry Farm so they could determine if this larger guy was capable of fitting on the ride and ultimately he was taken off the ride. I would seriously have a hard look at my life if I reached this point in life where I couldn't fit in a seat.
miss.a.p1600
06-11-2021, 08:42 PM
^yeah I remember being pissed this obese dude was busting out into my space/seat.
I was like “nah bruh, what we not gone do is take up my space cause you are too big.”
He should have bought a first class ticket with a larger seat.
I swiftly put the arm rail partition down and he had to squish himself into his own seat
lurkingtitties
06-11-2021, 08:50 PM
I have a friend who is too obese to fly...it makes me so sad whenever I think about him because he’s the sweetest ultra-feminist gay guy and I’m afraid he won’t ever get it together to lost the weight and that he won’t make it past 40. :(
SnuffleUffleGrass
06-12-2021, 07:17 AM
I’ve been having some rather weird dreams about… pastries. Seriously. And I don’t eat pastries. What the hell?
Are you reading up on learning how to bake pastry?
Random Thought- I want a cappuchino
carmen_b
06-12-2021, 12:48 PM
Am I a bad person if I disappear for a couple hours in the afternoon on the first day J's daughter is here ?
He was so generous with his time the last 24 hours ( he did an overnight trip with my family 90 min. away from where we live and we just got back ).
I am feeling super off and don't want my weird vibes around anyone.
I already went to the gym for a LONG workout but I am hoping to find a gentle yoga class or something else to do also.
^ Quality over quantity ?
JGB2009
06-12-2021, 01:46 PM
Am I a bad person if I disappear for a couple hours in the afternoon on the first day J's daughter is here ?
He was so generous with his time the last 24 hours ( he did an overnight trip with my family 90 min. away from where we live and we just got back ).
I am feeling super off and don't want my weird vibes around anyone.
I already went to the gym for a LONG workout but I am hoping to find a gentle yoga class or something else to do also.
^ Quality over quantity ?
I think it would be ok to disappear for a couple of hours. Your visit will go better once you feel like yourself.
miss.a.p1600
06-12-2021, 02:51 PM
L said he wanted me to pay 1st months electric bill then he’d pay the rest.
I said sure NP. I’ll just set up an OnlyFans n knock it right on out.
He went silent and pretended not to hear me n changed the subject
JGB2009
06-12-2021, 03:08 PM
^^^^^^ Hahahaha LMFAO
JenniferNorth
06-12-2021, 03:19 PM
Miss P, you need to start writing a book. For real!
I am so lazy today, and for once I don't care about laying around and not doing much.
AChildOfBoredom
06-12-2021, 04:03 PM
Are you reading up on learning how to bake pastry?
No, I really don’t care for sweets. It just kinda seems to be randomly happening.
Luci Fer
06-12-2021, 05:53 PM
No, I really don’t care for sweets. It just kinda seems to be randomly happening.
SO jealous about it. Wanna not care for sweets too. Two days ago I bought a brioche, ate it, and was so into it that was thinking of it for the rest of that day and night, and even had a dream about it. It's not normal, I almost sexualized that bun lol. Yesterday went to that cafe and bought it again. Hope it will cure...everything.
LoveyDovey
06-12-2021, 06:07 PM
Am I a bad person if I disappear for a couple hours in the afternoon on the first day J's daughter is here ?
He was so generous with his time the last 24 hours ( he did an overnight trip with my family 90 min. away from where we live and we just got back ).
I am feeling super off and don't want my weird vibes around anyone.
I already went to the gym for a LONG workout but I am hoping to find a gentle yoga class or something else to do also.
^ Quality over quantity ?
I think it's okay. Plus it gives J and kiddo time together. Best to be around them when you're emotionally feeling better.
lynn2009
06-12-2021, 07:09 PM
I spent my evening applying for new jobs, one in particular I'm actually really excited about. I hope it works out.
indiegirl
06-12-2021, 11:48 PM
I'd like to learn to be more empathetic. I can be a douche listening to some people's problems and think mine are worse when in reality everyone has their own personal struggles that feel awful. Or how my actions can affect another person unintentionally when I don't see it as a problem. It's one of my struggles still with the vanilla world to this day.
Luci Fer
06-12-2021, 11:58 PM
I'd like to learn to be more empathetic. I can be a douche listening to some people's problems and think mine are worse when in reality everyone has their own personal struggles that feel awful. Or how my actions can affect another person unintentionally when I don't see it as a problem. It's one of my struggles still with the vanilla world to this day.
I can relate!
SnuffleUffleGrass
06-13-2021, 04:49 AM
A dead tree fell over on our property and half way out to the road in front of the house.....Thank Dog there wasn't a bigger mess. Ah the headaches of home ownership, we have to borrow a chainsaw to cut it up and turn it into firewood.
indiegirl
06-13-2021, 09:19 AM
I'm learning to be okay without family members in my life. The phone works both ways. I was recommended an instagram profile and it was mom's random instagram??? and the username was part of my brothers name along with photos of my sister and her kids. Fuck that. All the blame is on me. I remember back when she was dating her now husband and ignoring my calls to her after financially helping her. I get so mad sometimes.
She sent me a card in the mail for my birthday saying she's booking a massage for us knowing I wouldn't show up. I should've showed up for a massage to prove a point but I get sick of her judgmental comments so I didn't. Too many issues with her that always get pointed at me even though I know I'm not perfect. I'm just mad she never points out her mistakes. Only reason my sister is favored is because she will suck any help off of anyone in life to keep herself alive and mom wants to feel involved in retirement. And brother is the golden child so he can do no wrong. It's just me. The problem for her. ROAR. Sorry for venting. I wish I didn't care but we will never see eye to eye. GAH