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carmen_b
11-08-2021, 10:15 PM
I ended up just being straight about possibly not joining the trippy events of the weekend. It’s very possible it won’t feel right for me ( based on how I feel now ) so I thought more notice might be better.

indiegirl
11-09-2021, 06:01 AM
Ah yes, the lovely drug crowd shift for work. This guys has sent like 10 random messages in a row asking about audio, facetiming, he likes swimming, meeting by poolside, I can't be here (the hell? when you asked me to come over incessantly while I urged him to come to me due to an uber at this hour). 16 random comments later he now wants to come see me at 5am. LORDDD. Make up your mind. He's now talking about how the drive is only 5 hours away when he said he lives in Fullerton which is 30 minutes away while knowing my hotel. Gurllll, pass. For all we know he's on PCP because this is PCP behavior. I blocked his phone now because his texts are out of control and they keep going with no response from me. Yikes.

Anyways, I'm in such a nostalgic mood. I'm about to start Bring It On, the movie. I used to have it on vhs tape lollll.

LoveyD
11-09-2021, 07:45 AM
My thighs hurt from all the squats I did yesterday.

JGB2009
11-09-2021, 09:59 AM
I get all these friend request from guys I went to school with on FB. Hardly ever get a female who sends a friend request. I wish it were the other way around.

AChildOfBoredom
11-09-2021, 06:31 PM
One of my band mates works in the field for the same company I do, and he came over to talk to me about a gig we’re playing Saturday. My sister’s boyfriend (who got the FT1 position by the way, just to add) overheard this and now he wants to go see it for himself. Now, he’s seen some videos of me singing at an Appalachian folk music festival, and I’ve toned down the music I play when he’s around a little bit, so I don’t really think he’s prepared for what’s to come, because this is a grindcore show, and those things get pretty wild. Not to mention it’s a side of me he hasn’t seen and I don’t really think he should, and I especially don’t want him posting TikToks of it for others from the community to see. At the same time, I don’t really feel like it’s my place to tell him not to go, and my sister isn’t going to influence him not to go. “Maybe it’ll be fun for him”. She thinks it’ll be funny, but her only experience with that was being there when we did the livestream event and there wasn’t a live audience there. If he’s intent on going, guess all I can do is try giving him fair warning. Hell with it. He’s a 6’2” corn fed farm boy. He should be able to take care of himself in the pit, if he gets the right mindset.

WendiStarr
11-09-2021, 08:42 PM
My oldest keeps hinting about wanting a dog for Christmas. Honestly I have no interest in adding any more members to our family than what we already have. My youngest is rambunctious enough. I can't imagine adding a dog to the mix and with a newborn baby on the way too. No way Jose! Whatever happened to those Tomogatchi and Nano Pets? I used to have 2 of those.

LoveyD
11-09-2021, 10:14 PM
I found this sick-ass place out in the country where I want to move me and my kid into. Trying to manifest the rest of the security deposit and get my credit score up. There is an open house next week. Please send me good juju so I can secure this place. Move in is in January, which would be a great way to start out the year. I'll have enough time to work up 2 month's rent, plus extra for beds, bedding, towels, kitchen stuff, etc.

I want an I'm Over 45 and Never Married shower.

indiegirl
11-09-2021, 10:32 PM
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Ahhh yes, one of those nights. Like seriously?!?! Are you rolling around town drunk? God damn. I'm not one to judge but after all I've been through I'd never drive drunk again. Had one get pulled over on the way to me being drunk. It's basically a 10 grand drive to your worst nightmare. I dunno how I attract all of these druggies or if it's normal. My god. As long as it's not meth or heroin and they're functioning like a normal person.

Anyways I hilariously pulled a me and I'm staying in the same hotel as my client LOLLLL. He wanted outcall and I didn't. So he gets to hop hotel floors to see me. For all we know he may be next door. Gives me vibes of when this rich asian guy on TER knew my name and booked the room next door to me and could hear me cackling on the phone talking to someone I liked and he'd message me about it cuz I was late. LOLLL.

TheBrownFox
11-09-2021, 10:49 PM
Whatever happened to those Tomogatchi and Nano Pets? I used to have 2 of those.


I remember those! I believe the one I had back in the day was the Giga Pet. :) Also, I was in a Gamestop store a little while ago, and saw that they were selling the Tamagotchi.

miss.a.p1600
11-10-2021, 06:12 AM
I found this sick-ass place out in the country where I want to move me and my kid into. Trying to manifest the rest of the security deposit and get my credit score up. There is an open house next week. Please send me good juju so I can secure this place. Move in is in January, which would be a great way to start out the year. I'll have enough time to work up 2 month's rent, plus extra for beds, bedding, towels, kitchen stuff, etc.

I want an I'm Over 45 and Never Married shower.

You will totally make it happen!

Create a wishlist then Post the link when you get your place. Ya never know, might receive some gifts for the new place

miss.a.p1600
11-10-2021, 06:18 AM
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Ahhh yes, one of those nights. Like seriously?!?! Are you rolling around town drunk? God damn. I'm not one to judge but after all I've been through I'd never drive drunk again. Had one get pulled over on the way to me being drunk. It's basically a 10 grand drive to your worst nightmare. I dunno how I attract all of these druggies or if it's normal. My god. As long as it's not meth or heroin and they're functioning like a normal person.

Anyways I hilariously pulled a me and I'm staying in the same hotel as my client LOLLLL. He wanted outcall and I didn't. So he gets to hop hotel floors to see me. For all we know he may be next door. Gives me vibes of when this rich asian guy on TER knew my name and booked the room next door to me and could hear me cackling on the phone talking to someone I liked and he'd message me about it cuz I was late. LOLLL.


i could see not dealing with a person on meth but a person on heroin seems like they’d just sleep through the whole appointment n when they come to they would forget to remember the best sex they never had lol.

i guess that wouldn’t be good either cause if they fall asleep they’d be useless n probably hard to wake up after the appointment is over.

plus it’s probably more risky dealing with druggies if they accidentally overdose. Ain’t nobody got time to be dealing with that.

miss.a.p1600
11-10-2021, 06:22 AM
Speaking of “normal” clients I need some of those too.

Wtf i keep coming across the broke looky loos and the really sick broke looky loos.

Like if you know you are on a tight budget, you know you are unhealthy, wtf are you asking for my service you cannot afford or qualify for.

Come back n try again when you have some money and you get your health in order.

People can be really dumb sometimes

LoveyD
11-10-2021, 07:32 AM
You will totally make it happen!

Create a wishlist then Post the link when you get your place. Ya never know, might receive some gifts for the new place

I know I can do it! I'm a go getter!

I love this article about Single Lady Showers lol

https://www.bolde.com/8-reasons-throw-yourself-single-shower/

carmen_b
11-10-2021, 12:37 PM
The decision to not dance today has landed “ right “ with me.
Sometimes you just need that extra time to yourself .
I feel more relaxed and less angry.

WendiStarr
11-10-2021, 12:55 PM
Gross men. I posted offering childcare and house cleaning in my area and have received nothing but responses asking about sexual services from men. One of them said he has a daughter for me to babysit but would only consider hiring me if I would be willing to "take care of his needs" wink wink. I'm also annoyed by MFC who suddenly decided that my driver's license is too blurry and won't let me broadcast. I've had that picture uploaded since March. Why bother me now? Every time I take another picture and resend it they say it's not a clear enough image. Everything looks good on my end.

indiegirl
11-10-2021, 01:08 PM
I have a hot asian in my hotel room. Holy cheese crackers with a side of a juicy burger.. I rarely get this type.

TheBrownFox
11-10-2021, 01:34 PM
Gross men. I posted offering childcare and house cleaning in my area and have received nothing but responses asking about sexual services from men. One of them said he has a daughter for me to babysit but would only consider hiring me if I would be willing to "take care of his needs" wink wink.



I once got a Facebook suspension for saying these exact words, but...DUDES ARE FUCKIN' PIGS.....

carmen_b
11-10-2021, 01:36 PM
Omg Wendi ! So crazy and gross.
If the pay is $5000 and his needs are being kicked in the balls maybe you should ! Lol

You could throw the idea out there...

carmen_b
11-10-2021, 01:37 PM
I’m sure you’ll get some non crazy takers!
People need help around the holidays !

LoveyD
11-10-2021, 02:06 PM
Hate men like that. Ugh. And they're raising daughters. Gross.

carmen_b
11-10-2021, 02:21 PM
^ I know !
It makes you want the contact info for CPS.
Creep.

“ Mmmmm what an offer sir. Yes I need the address ( so I can bring cops and cps with me and help flip your world upside down ).”

WendiStarr
11-10-2021, 06:20 PM
Oops, I just realized that I posted this in random thoughts thread instead of the pissy annoyance thread.

SnuffleUffleGrass
11-11-2021, 12:38 PM
Here's some warm thoughts and a cyber hug to the agnostics and atheists who will face static this holiday season for being open and honest about their lack of beliefs. *HUGS*

AChildOfBoredom
11-11-2021, 12:48 PM
Neighbors are already putting up Christmas decorations, but with how big of an event Thanksgiving is for us, I’m fighting the good fight. Not so much about the history of Thanksgiving… I’m really indifferent to it… but it kinda became our day for each other. So I bought this large inflatable turkey, and it looks incredibly tacky, but I love it.

TheBrownFox
11-11-2021, 01:01 PM
My endometrial ablation is scheduled for January 7th! I sooo wish it could be sooner than that, but oh well. It only takes 5-10 minutes, but I can expect to be there for around 4 hours. They're not letting me leave the hospital by myself (I'll be sedated) to get a bus or Lyft home, so I'm gonna try to have a family member pick me up when I'm done.

JGB2009
11-11-2021, 07:21 PM
I wonder if you have noticed how I have stepped back. I have not said a word about anything. If this is the direction you wanna go then so be it. Once I said I wasn't gonna be concerned anymore I meant it!!!!!

Genoveve
11-11-2021, 07:40 PM
Neighbors are already putting up Christmas decorations, but with how big of an event Thanksgiving is for us, I’m fighting the good fight. Not so much about the history of Thanksgiving… I’m really indifferent to it… but it kinda became our day for each other. So I bought this large inflatable turkey, and it looks incredibly tacky, but I love it.

I love Thanksgiving! Now that I have a bigger place next year I intend to do Halloween decorations, then separate Thanksgiving decorations after Halloween and then decorate for Christmas on Thanksgiving night like the tradition used to be(at least that's what I think the tradition was, and Christmas decorations came down on New Year's Day).

Marina Starr
11-12-2021, 07:52 AM
When people say shit like 'you're just so full of yourself' as if that's a bad thing which is only their opinions.


The FACT is I am full of and I think very highly of myself as I should because I'm the most consistent person in my life.

JGB2009
11-12-2021, 08:37 AM
With the time I have to take off I would be fired if I worked a real job outside of the home.

carmen_b
11-12-2021, 12:23 PM
^ My partner is that way ha.

It can be really nice to save time commuting / being home during a slow hour or two ect.!

carmen_b
11-12-2021, 12:52 PM
I must really like J for going through the hell of airport security ha for him for a 1.5 day trip.
I don’t think I’ve ever taken a flight for this short of a travel experience even for my job .
I hope it goes well. :)

I made sure my dining expectations were crystal clear for dinner ( I’m traveling during my biz hours today 9-5 ) so “ picking “ at work instead of focusing. He needs to make it worth it to lure me to a cold city haha.

EDIT : Yeah it’s going well !
Ramen for dinner one of my faves ( we didn’t arrive until late do there was a wait which I hate but oh well haha ).

kamiliam
11-12-2021, 01:42 PM
I’m really happy for Paris Hilton. Just saw pictures of her wedding and she legit looks the happiest I have ever seen her. Her dresses were on point, venue perfect, decor not my taste but very her. She’s had her fill of shit men and well shit in general and to me seems genuine in her desire to mature.

carmen_b
11-12-2021, 01:44 PM
Does anyone have brilliant ideas where to travel Dec. 28-Jan. 2?
Dancing not a factor.
Romance trip haha.
I am very hesitant to go somewhere over priced / crowded so I was thinking of destinations that might have a small chance of being more low key and mellow ( we passed on New York and Hawaii and now have more realistic expectations ha ).

LoveyD
11-12-2021, 02:21 PM
Catalina Island? ^^

Luci Fer
11-12-2021, 04:31 PM
One of my band mates works in the field for the same company I do, and he came over to talk to me about a gig we’re playing Saturday. My sister’s boyfriend (who got the FT1 position by the way, just to add) overheard this and now he wants to go see it for himself. Now, he’s seen some videos of me singing at an Appalachian folk music festival, and I’ve toned down the music I play when he’s around a little bit, so I don’t really think he’s prepared for what’s to come, because this is a grindcore show, and those things get pretty wild. Not to mention it’s a side of me he hasn’t seen and I don’t really think he should, and I especially don’t want him posting TikToks of it for others from the community to see. At the same time, I don’t really feel like it’s my place to tell him not to go, and my sister isn’t going to influence him not to go. “Maybe it’ll be fun for him”. She thinks it’ll be funny, but her only experience with that was being there when we did the livestream event and there wasn’t a live audience there. If he’s intent on going, guess all I can do is try giving him fair warning. Hell with it. He’s a 6’2” corn fed farm boy. He should be able to take care of himself in the pit, if he gets the right mindset.

Do I get it right that you play in a grindcore band? oh if it's so it's a-ma-zing!;D

AChildOfBoredom
11-12-2021, 04:44 PM
I love Thanksgiving! Now that I have a bigger place next year I intend to do Halloween decorations, then separate Thanksgiving decorations after Halloween and then decorate for Christmas on Thanksgiving night like the tradition used to be(at least that's what I think the tradition was, and Christmas decorations came down on New Year's Day).

I found a red flood lamp, so I put it on my turkey. It looks demonic as all hell now. I hope the people putting their Christmas decorations up now see it and are haunted by the image of my inflatable turkey judging them for forgetting whose month it is. “I’ll see you in your dreams, gobble gobble”.

indiegirl
11-12-2021, 05:44 PM
Britney Spears is free from her conservatorship. Good on her if it brings her the happiness she has been wanting :).

I've been watching a beautiful sunset right now :P!

JGB2009
11-12-2021, 05:47 PM
Me talking to you didn't do any good. Seriously I think my words went in one ear and out the other. If you don't change your ways you just might end up in jail or prison and that really really sucks!!!!!

JGB2009
11-13-2021, 03:02 AM
I slept a few hours here and there tonight. Honestly if I went back to sleep I could do so without a problem but so much is on my mind. I think I will just go write in my journal and maybe I will go back to sleep after that.

SnuffleUffleGrass
11-13-2021, 05:09 AM
Does anyone have brilliant ideas where to travel Dec. 28-Jan. 2?
Dancing not a factor.
Romance trip haha.
I am very hesitant to go somewhere over priced / crowded so I was thinking of destinations that might have a small chance of being more low key and mellow ( we passed on New York and Hawaii and now have more realistic expectations ha ).

Monterey California.

indiegirl
11-13-2021, 08:22 AM
Ya know things are getting weird when you're taking glamour photos of underwear you are about to wear for a thong fetish as well as declining a sugar baby in the room to use a dildo watching us. For all I know, I'm gonna be in doggy position and she's going through my stuff to find my wallet behind the scenes.

He told me not to brush my teeth because he wants to taste the cum from my mouth if I'm in the middle of an appointment. The appointment I had this morning was with myself to finish off yesterdays sushi rolls and listening to music. hahaha

Let your imagination run wild though hahaha. I cackled outloud reading it hahahahahaha oh lordy.

carmen_b
11-13-2021, 09:06 AM
^ Omg some people need such as elaborate plan to get a stiffy lol.

carmen_b
11-13-2021, 01:42 PM
Off to get some Seattle chowder.
I’m going to explore. :)

chanzep
11-13-2021, 06:41 PM
So glad and surprised I made it the day at that job. Imagine they have all the newer people doing 6 days smh. One supervisor asked if I was leaving to go back to the UK!!, I was like no I'm just leaving the company lol.

AChildOfBoredom
11-14-2021, 01:16 AM
Do I get it right that you play in a grindcore band? oh if it's so it's a-ma-zing!

I’m not sure where I stand as far as that goes. I have several session/guest appearances to my claim, and a few published recordings, one of which is my own album, though that one isn’t grindcore.

This band is composed of people I’ve worked with in the past. One of the albums I was on all the way through was a crust punk band I played guitar and did vocals on some tracks for, and the other guitarist from that band is the reason I was on this album, but I only do vocals with this band. I was only supposed to appear in a couple tracks, but their vocalist and his girlfriend had a child, and he was too tied up with that to follow through with the album, so I ended up doing vocals on the whole album. But I have commitment issues. I have other obligations that prevent me really from being able to tour with them. That’s going to be a problem. But I can do local shows, even travel a reasonable distance,,and that’s enough for now.

I love grindcore, but I play instruments, too, and I didn’t really have a role as far as that went with this album. I play guitar, I play the violin, I play the flute. I’m trying to learn drums so that I can put together a purely solo project which I can do at my own pace. “My” album was my idea and I wrote the lyrics and had the biggest hand in the overall arrangements, but out of nine tracks, only the intro is purely my own, and none of the other eight tracks have the exact same lineup… also, none of them ever had the complete lineup in a studio together, so that encompassed a lot of Zoom/Skype/Teams meetings, and having to account for time differences, because aside from being composed of people from around the US, some of the instrumental tracks were recorded in Europe. And it ended up being much different than what I had originally envisioned. I thought it would be something similar to SubRosa, but it all went in a very different direction. It really sounds more like a compilation album because none of the tracks sound like they were recorded by the same band, and I have a pretty wide vocal range, so a lot of them don’t even sound like they have the same vocalist. Some people picked up on the fact that it tells a story, and it comes across as disjointed with the variety, but it suits the story that it tells. Some of them try to interpret it in overly sophisticated ways… really, it’s just a story of me trying to cope and the rollercoaster ride which that has been.

And yeah, he really didn’t know what to anticipate for the show. I just hope he didn’t post any of it on TikTok, because I’d really rather the rest of the community be kept in the dark regarding that. We all went to Denny’s afterwards, and you could tell he wasn’t in a very comfortable place, but the others realized this and tried to placate him as best as they could. My sister’s going to be pissed at me though (if she isn’t already). I managed to get him into the pit.

Aurora_Sunset
11-14-2021, 06:18 PM
I currently regret signing up for OT tomorrow, but I'm glad I signed myself up for it days ago when I was in the headspace to do it, because I really do need it. Especially since I got fucking deferred from donating plasma again for wonky protein levels.

carmen_b
11-15-2021, 09:40 AM
COB : You are a rock star lol !
No wonder you have dicks thrown at you left and right ( that you don't want ). Ha !
Musicians are hot AF .

carmen_b
11-15-2021, 09:47 AM
The Seattle trip was nice but in the future ...... I won't trip to trip lets say.
HA.

I didn't partake in the experience of lsd in a new setting / people.
The people turned out to be LOVELY ( 3 gay men and one trans man ) who were all so amazing .
I survived the landscape of more socializing time than I am used to which is a win.

Even though he paid for the trip, I paid for it with the two travel days ( factoring all the driving / flying ) . All we really did as a couple was go to dinner with everyone which was really nice on Friday and then on Saturday he did the trippy adventure while I explored. When I came back and wanted cuddles he made the huge mistake of describing the idea as " boring " ( remember ..... altered state talking ) and managed to not get himself laid.
^ He apologized later of course, ha.

carmen_b
11-15-2021, 06:22 PM
^ I had a better time when we got home honestly.
There are some things I may post about in FF thread haha. :)

whirlerz
11-15-2021, 07:59 PM
So glad and surprised I made it the day at that job. Imagine they have all the newer people doing 6 days smh. One supervisor asked if I was leaving to go back to the UK!!, I was like no I'm just leaving the company lol.

LOL. What is it w/the 6 day shit? ^
Luv ya, Chanz!

I want to punch everyone in the house here..

Altho I swore I wouldn't, I took the 2 over full ::) dumpsters up to the curb (they weren't heavy, TG) early 5 am, (was up early) I thought the 1 guy that usually takes em wasn't home (he was, car's in shop), then, the crush guy texted me @6am asking why didn't I call him to take them? >:(

Didn't know he was home either, since his car was missing, ::), & WTF would I call you @6am, even if I was bold enough (I'm not, +he could be sleeping!) +, the p/u time starts @6am.

Later, I had to cajole them to take the meth idiot's mattress up, (I took the box spring) it'll sit on curb til next p/u, but the mice have already moved into it.::)

Idiot got the paranoid idea cameras were planted in there::), so he cut it open, & threw it out, but of course not bothering to take it to the curb.

Goofballs! *Tears hair out*