Log in

View Full Version : The Random Thoughts Thread...



Pages : 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 186 187 188 189 190 191 192 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200 201 202 203 204 205 206 207 208 209 210 211 212 213 214 215 216 217 218 219 220 221 222 223 224 225 226 227 228 229 230 231 232 233 234 235 236 237 238 239 240 241 242 243 244 245 246 247 248 249 250 251 252 253 254 255 256 257 258 259 260 261 262 263 264 265 266 267 268 269 270 271 272 273 274 [275] 276 277 278 279 280 281 282 283 284 285 286 287 288 289 290 291 292 293 294 295 296 297 298 299 300 301 302 303 304 305 306 307 308 309 310 311 312

carmen_b
03-17-2022, 07:49 AM
Find your team of folks you can trust to look after the home responsibilities. :)
You can even pay a property manager for that if needed ( but the folks who live with you seem solid ) .
Do your adventures. :)

I have done adventuring and home ownership together. It takes a little extra work for sure but is worth it.


I hate having adult responsibilities. Sometimes I wish I’d continued renting, I wish I’d have never taken on commitments I couldn’t have walked away from, wish I’d never planned for the future. Then there’s be no conflict - I could simply do what I want to do right now, what I wanted to do in 2016, etc. I avoided drugs, alcohol, all of that shit. But I became a junkie, nonetheless.

carmen_b
03-17-2022, 08:08 AM
I can't wait for my next Vegas trip.
It's been too long.
Last time I was there was Feb. 27/28 but I didn't work at any clubs since mid Feb. I think.
My next trip might be a few days mostly to relax / get away with just a single night of working ( at attempt to pay for the trip itself ).
Ha.

carmen_b
03-18-2022, 08:11 AM
We checked into that local to us spa resort.
OMG I love it !!!

Marina Starr
03-18-2022, 11:03 AM
As a Trans woman, I find it so hilarious that when I'm out and about, cunts like to say 'that's a man!' but they're so masculine and look like men. It's something that I always tell them and they'll shut the fuck up, lmaooooo.

https://i.ibb.co/TkmG35H/laughing-haha.gif (https://imgbb.com/)

AChildOfBoredom
03-18-2022, 05:17 PM
Find your team of folks you can trust to look after the home responsibilities. :)
You can even pay a property manager for that if needed ( but the folks who live with you seem solid ) .
Do your adventures. :)

I have done adventuring and home ownership together. It takes a little extra work for sure but is worth it.

There’s a little more to it than that, and it’s not just financial responsibilities… I have obligations to people also, none of whom I’d expect to approve of me doing what I’m getting the mind to do.

Found some cool food places in Buffalo and Syracuse. These are both cities I’ve never been to… I’ve been to NYC, but there’s so much there that you’ll never run out of new things to try. Playing grindcore and doing some food tourism. Still not looking forward for the drive back to NC from NYC tomorrow night, though.

WendiStarr
03-18-2022, 07:35 PM
There's a 4 month sterile technician training in May. It's 2 days a week for 2 hours an evening. I'm seriously considering doing it. There appear to be a lot of those jobs out there and the starting pay is decent. As much as I'd love to go back to fbsm full-time money wise, I've got 2 more kids than I did back then and the stakes are higher. I need something stable and "normal" while I can still use OF, pso, and camming as my part time income.

moneybags
03-19-2022, 04:48 AM
How many orgasms have you faked?


https://www.facebook.com/reel/2181107868715722?fs=e&s=cl

carmen_b
03-19-2022, 08:07 AM
^ None. Hahaha.
If a guy can't get the job done I find someone else who can. :)

whirlerz
03-19-2022, 09:41 AM
Most guys don't know how to fuck.. ^

Anyway, I bought a blk rubber mini skirt from ebay, I'm so excited to get it!

I previously had one, I only wore it out once, at concert, had like 5 guys following me lol

Marina Starr
03-19-2022, 10:59 AM
Been cooking for the past days so I think I'll get Chick Fil A for dinner.

whirlerz
03-19-2022, 11:05 AM
Been cooking for the past days so I think I'll get Chick Fil A for dinner.

Never been!

We have a chain place called Canes, they're supposed to have outstanding chicken strips, never been there either

Marina Starr
03-19-2022, 11:12 AM
Do you even have one close by? Try it, you may love it and eat everyday, lol!


Never been!

We have a chain place called Canes, they're supposed to have outstanding chicken strips, never been there either

AChildOfBoredom
03-20-2022, 07:58 PM
Kinda been feeling like a zombie all day after wrapping up the show at 2 a.m. and driving back from NYC for almost nine hours. Totally worth it, though. But I’ve been keeping myself awake because I didn’t want to sleep all day and throw myself off for tomorrow.

BabyWillow
03-20-2022, 10:21 PM
I just had a random desire to start dancing again. This forum shaped me into a great stripper. I started in 2015 and I felt so prepared and had a good sense of what to expect… love y’all here for real �� lol.

Aurora_Sunset
03-21-2022, 08:08 AM
My best friend's mom passed away on Thursday. I didn't even know she was sick until last Monday. My friend finally called to update me. They hadn't been telling anyone yet, because the doctors were still giving her 10 months - 2 years to live, then suddenly, it was 2 days - 2 weeks. I worked a half day on Thursday, immediately went to hospice to say my goodbyes, and I got the call that she passed about 40 minutes after I left. I'm glad I got there in time, but am sad I didn't get a chance to visit her in the hospital a few days earlier when she was at least still conscious. I was out of town until Wednesday evening.

Sometimes, I'm really sad about it, because I do remember good moments with her back when I practically lived with them over the summers back in our college town. But I also remember a lot of shit she did, to both me and my friend. She was a drunk, and not a nice one. Still sad though.

I'm mostly worried about my friend. She hasn't worked in years, just been living with her mom. She's trying to find a job within walking distance because she doesn't have a car. It would be rough for her to move out of the current apartment, because I can't think of anywhere cheaper she would find right now that would have so many available jobs within walking distance. But she has about 5 months to figure it out before the lease is up and her family stops helping with the remainder of it.

Marina Starr
03-21-2022, 11:26 AM
Wore a strapless yellow top today that looks WHOREGEOUS against my lightly baked tan skin with jeans. The only things showing were my shoulders, collar bones and a tiny bit of cleavage. I know that was very minimum skin showing but I felt so uncomfortable and couldn't wait to get home and covered everything up. It's hilarious because I have no problems taking my clothes off on cam.

It's a complete 180 of how I used to be because before I started selling pussy, I love wearing skin tight shit to show off my figure and skin on display but now I completely hate it. I know it can get really hot here in Florida and people probably be looking at me and think 'why the fuck is this bitch all covered up in the summer?' but I honestly and truly don't give a flying fuck. I will wear what I want and however the fuck I want.

whirlerz
03-21-2022, 11:49 AM
That top sounds pretty.

Marina Starr
03-21-2022, 01:33 PM
It sure was but I felt insecure wearing it even though I didn't show it. Now I'm running errands all covered up and my God, I feel so much better.

#allcovereduphoe
#shownoskinhoe



That top sounds pretty.

carmen_b
03-21-2022, 01:40 PM
^ There are a lot of light / flowy dresses that show very little haha.
I have a few.

lynn2009
03-21-2022, 04:43 PM
This may end up being a phase but I'm really enjoying gardening. I transplanted some store bought prim roses on Saturday and one already has little baby new buds on it. I'm so proud. And some sweet pepper seedlings I started sprouted some time this morning when I was about to give up on them.

TheBrownFox
03-22-2022, 05:17 AM
I would never take advice (about looks) from some chick looking like Pennywise the clown with that bright red lipstick. Sometimes LESS is more. :)

Nina_
03-22-2022, 07:22 AM
I just moved to a different state and have to do all my real estate qualifications all over again and start from scratch, so I don't expect to be making any real money with that for another 6+ months so I decided to keep dancing in the meantime. However, I'm getting tired of dancing and recently decided to start looking into being a bottle service girl, most likely at one of the high end strip clubs around here. I'm excited! I'm probably going to start applying at places next month. I haven't waitressed in yearrrs (since I was 19/20) and I've never done bottle service, but I catch on quickly. I've looked at some of social media for the clubs near me and the outfits the bottle girls wear are so cute lol.

Marina Starr
03-22-2022, 11:20 AM
They say you can work on your body if you got a pretty face. I don't have a pretty face or body.

https://i.ibb.co/7RKCj8G/monique-precious.gif (https://imgbb.com/)

carmen_b
03-22-2022, 12:54 PM
I have had Montana on my mind recently and have some family traveling up in August.

I'm not sure what to do . I have a day job gig that can put me *close* to the destination they will be at but that is Montana close lol .... like 5 hours south.
I'm just not feeling *great* about it due to how far the job is from my actual destination.
I'm kind of thinking of *passing* on the job ( I'd make $1300 but most of it might get sunk into traveling directly to that town ).

I feel like I'm having an identity crisis like the old me would have been like " who cares it's an adventure " but the new me is nit picking it and trying to see if it's worth it . :/

Genoveve
03-22-2022, 04:38 PM
I would never take advice (about looks) from some chick looking like Pennywise the clown with that bright red lipstick. Sometimes LESS is more. :)

Idk if this applies to whoever you're talking about but I have an unpopular opinion about red lipstick: I can't stand traditional fire engine red lipstick on really pale women. The look of that super red mouth against their white skin just makes me think of Ronald McDonald.

LoveyD
03-22-2022, 05:12 PM
^^ or Mr. Bill! :rotfl:

indiegirl
03-22-2022, 09:30 PM
Do any of you believe in seeing certain numbers as a sign from "above"?? I've been seeing the numbers 911 all the time for the past few months and of course in my head I think "Oh fun, sounds like I'm gonna wind up in the ER"....but I read online that seeing 911 means something about me about to start a new chapter in my life (I'm thinking it's school related) and it means a few other positive things.

If my guides from above are listening, these hints could be sent via email in a thought out letter instead of freaking me out seeing 911 all the time Hahaha.

Dreamqueen
03-22-2022, 09:39 PM
I got really sick last week (I'm still sick). Don't know what happened.
Was feeling kind of tired. Then on Wednesday night I noticed that I had a fever (over 101).
I passed out and woke up 2 days later.
Couldn't stand up. Felt disoriented.
I'm never sick, and haven't even had the flu in over 12 years.

No appetite, and just lethargic.
Hmm.
My fever broke 2 nights ago, and luckily I've been able to eat a little bit.
Whatever this is, it took me down.
It got me thinking that I don't have health insurance, and no plan for IF I become really ill.
I hate to think about it, but in life, anything can happen.
I usually keep myself healthy with herbs, vitamins, etc.
But I have to come to the realization that one day that might not be enough.

I am taking colloidial silver, and hopefully that will help to build up my immune system.
I know that most of you are younger than me, but have any of you taken steps to avoid the inevitable?
Long term Care insurance (Which I heard can be a fraud)?
Any special' type of insurance that I am not aware of?
Anyway, thanks for listening.
I am truly freaked out.
I work pay check to paycheck and don't have any savings. Note to self to change this. I don't have the luxury to take time off.

Marina Starr
03-23-2022, 07:10 AM
My neighbor across from me just got a new bike. He complimented how beautiful I looked today and wanted to know if he could take me for a ride sometimes... Lol. I said no thanks!

LoveyD
03-23-2022, 09:01 AM
^^^ ugh, so he is trying to reel you in with a bike? Just give me the bike & leave me alone lol!

@indie I get angel numbers all the time. 1111, 808, 8888, 555 & the all have meanings.

Aurora_Sunset
03-23-2022, 09:22 AM
Every show I've fallen in love with recently have all been older shows that I know got cancelled before completion. I'm still watching them, but it's sad knowing that the end is coming without closure.

carmen_b
03-23-2022, 09:36 AM
I think I will offer the client the service only if they can do the same area my family is in.
I don't want to dread racking up travel costs and being committed to a 6 hour drive.
Last time I was up there for a client the trip was covered but I made nothing haha !
It's SO expensive in summer.

EDIT : I think they are going for it ! :)
It'll be a $500 flight but a $1200 profit job so I'll have a little left over.
I found a flight right into where my family will be.


I have had Montana on my mind recently and have some family traveling up in August.

I'm not sure what to do . I have a day job gig that can put me *close* to the destination they will be at but that is Montana close lol .... like 5 hours south. I was trying SO hard to not have to get a rental car ( they are really overpriced in the summer ).
I have wondered if I should book the job or not .
I probably don't have the energy to drive this.

I'm just not feeling *great* about it due to how far the job is from my actual destination.
I'm kind of thinking of *passing* on the job ( I'd make $1300 but most of it might get sunk into traveling directly to that town ).

I feel like I'm having an identity crisis like the old me would have been like " who cares it's an adventure " but the new me is nit picking it and trying to see if it's worth it . :/

LoveyD
03-23-2022, 10:00 AM
There are these two men at Starbucks rn. One looks like Bradley Cooper, the other looks like Anderson Cooper. Must be Cooper day at Starbucks lol.

Omg, not shitting you...one of the barista's names is Cooper! Omg!

carmen_b
03-23-2022, 10:34 AM
Omg Id swoon over a Bradley Cooper look alike.

Marina Starr
03-23-2022, 10:37 AM
He has no idea it'll take more than just dick and bike to reel me in, lmao!


^^^ ugh, so he is trying to reel you in with a bike? Just give me the bike & leave me alone lol!

@indie I get angel numbers all the time. 1111, 808, 8888, 555 & the all have meanings.

Genoveve
03-23-2022, 12:15 PM
^^ or Mr. Bill! :rotfl:

LMAO. I had to google that one.

LoveyD
03-23-2022, 01:16 PM
I love Mr. Bill! He's so cute!

LoveyD
03-23-2022, 01:18 PM
Omg Id swoon over a Bradley Cooper look alike.

He was so sexy in the Hangover!

Marina Starr
03-23-2022, 01:28 PM
Lmaooooo @ when I tell vanilla hoes about fuckboys and all their tricks/stunts they'd go 'REALLY?", There's no use in telling them because they just don't get it. I'll stay in my lane and keep letting fuckboys use them and take them for a fool. It's something only true hoes would get.

LoveyD
03-23-2022, 03:47 PM
I miss the good ole days when I followed the Grateful Dead around the country. I was in my early 20s. My girlfriends and I would meet at our friend Chloe's vw bus in the Dead show parking lot every day at 4:20 for our "sister smokedown." We'd all smoke weed and oogle all the shirtless men in the parking lot. God that was fun.

In other news...
I'm back at Starbucks having a tea at the counter overlooking the patio. Two guys are sitting at a table right in front of me. I just saw one of them slip a few 100$ into his wallet. You have no badly how my stripper instincts are guiding me to go outside and sit on his lap with my boobs in his face. Give me your money, darling!

Marina Starr
03-23-2022, 04:36 PM
LMAO! I've always felt strongly that Starbucks need to put a pole in the store. That would be perfect. I'm sure you and I aren't the only Hoes that love Starbucks!

I will talk like I'm on SW and suggest it to the store manager.


I miss the good ole days when I followed the Grateful Dead around the country. I was in my early 20s. My girlfriends and I would meet at our friend Chloe's vw bus in the Dead show parking lot every day at 4:20 for our "sister smokedown." We'd all smoke weed and oogle all the shirtless men in the parking lot. God that was fun.

In other news...
I'm back at Starbucks having a tea at the counter overlooking the patio. Two guys are sitting at a table right in front of me. I just saw one of them slip a few 100$ into his wallet. You have no badly how my stripper instincts are guiding me to go outside and sit on his lap with my boobs in his face. Give me your money, darling!

WendiStarr
03-23-2022, 06:58 PM
Is it too late to drink coffee? Both my 2 year old and 1 month old are still wide awake and it's almost 10pm. Usually rocking each one with their head against my chest so they can hear my heartbeat works but not tonight.

AChildOfBoredom
03-24-2022, 02:04 PM
Watching an equipment operator in her late 40s singing and dancing to New Kids On the Block was rather… different. We’re doing seasonal, and she was tasked to help with that. She wasn’t really feeling it with my music selection, so I let her play some of her music, and she reminisced about her heartthrobs from her teen years.

On that note, I say it again… the 80s must’ve been a rather interesting time. Weird seeing Donnie Wahlnerg in his… late teens? Early 20s?


https://youtu.be/JTo3N73hpPg

I told her she shouldn’t be expecting me to do this every day. I mean, it’s not as bad as, say, Honkytonk Badonkadonk, but it’s still pretty cheesy and campy.

whirlerz
03-24-2022, 02:45 PM
I have had Montana on my mind recently and have some family traveling up in August.


. :/

Crushie's from there :)

carmen_b
03-24-2022, 02:46 PM
^ Aw ! Now I am picturing him as a burly type.
I LOVE " mountain men " body types haha.

I think that job is a GO ! I actually *think* they will come North where my family is so the $500 flight will be covered and I'll make around $600-$700 on the job. I hope anyway ! They haven't paid the retainer but once they do it's a go. Once I commit to the job I need to be there 100% so if flights spike or I have to drive my ass up there I'm on the hook for it. It would be a really lucky break. I want to make that trip a go with my family anyway.

I love that area. I feel like it's totally worth road tripping too if you can pull it off but a flight sounds ideal to me this time ( to do it as a 5-6 day trip )! I've done it by road 4-5 times already.

whirlerz
03-24-2022, 05:53 PM
^ Aw ! Now I am picturing him as a burly type.
I LOVE " mountain men " body types haha.

I think that job is a GO ! I actually *think* they will come North where my family is so the $500 flight will be covered and I'll make around $600-$700 on the job. I hope anyway ! They haven't paid the retainer but once they do it's a go. Once I commit to the job I need to be there 100% so if flights spike or I have to drive my ass up there I'm on the hook for it. It would be a really lucky break. I want to make that trip a go with my family anyway.

I love that area. I feel like it's totally worth road tripping too if you can pull it off but a flight sounds ideal to me this time ( to do it as a 5-6 day trip )! I've done it by road 4-5 times already.

No, he's slender, tall, very muscular, great chest, arms, & ass!

whirlerz
03-25-2022, 02:23 PM
Dammit, I want my blk rubber skirt I ordered from ebay, barely any tracking info!

It was supposed to be delivered today! >:(

I got all excited, thinking I got yesterday, but it was just my free covid tests:(

Just sent an inquiry to seller, it came from CT it says passed a post office in MA

LoveyD
03-25-2022, 04:36 PM
Dear safe parking lady,

I don't mind saying a friendly hello to you at Starbucks but please, I don't need you trying to corral/rope me into your life.

Say a friendly hello and keep it movin'.

SnuffleUffleGrass
03-25-2022, 09:02 PM
I'm so pissed Taylor Hawkins died. I'm dreading the day Danny Carey dies. That'll be a rough one. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Dreamqueen
03-25-2022, 10:19 PM
Dammit, I want my blk rubber skirt I ordered from ebay, barely any tracking info!

It was supposed to be delivered today! >:(

I got all excited, thinking I got yesterday, but it was just my free covid tests:(

Just sent an inquiry to seller, it came from CT it says passed a post office in MA

I got excited to receive my air fryer today from Amazon.
Got a notice that they couldn't deliver it?? Huh?? The note said it was left it at the post office.
Weird, because I got all of my other packages this week.

I also ordered the free covid tests.
Is it pee on a stick, saliva, or??