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Dreamqueen
04-06-2022, 11:09 PM
Don't be. At the time a lot of soldiers had no other option. The Nazi regime was all-encompassing for the German culture.

Thank You for that.:-*
Yeah, that's exactly right.
I didn't have a choice.

JGB2009
04-07-2022, 10:48 AM
I would like to take my dog to the dog park today but not sure because it might rain.

Marina Starr
04-07-2022, 10:56 AM
Just a random thought, not really a rant.

So this morning there was a white old man watching stuff on his ipad while he was drinking his coffee at Starbucks with no earphones on. It was very disruptive to everyone around. I ask him help if he's got earphones, he said no. So I told him he should go outside because the sound of his ipad is loud.

There was a girl sitting on the other side with scrubs on, it looks like she's was studying for nursing school and was looking a bit bothered by the sound. Now mind you, vanilla hoes are not good at speaking up. I ask her if she find the noise disruptive as a nice gesture because I was simply looking out for her. She just looked at me with so much indifference and didn't answer my question.

So I told him to turn the sound back up because she didn't want to answer my question. She wasn't happy with what I did and goes 'I said yes!'.
It's too bad because it doesn't have to be like this.

There was no personal insults or name calling on my part which I often do as it's part of my charm but I wasn't gonna be ignored. I am fully aware that she doesn't have to answer my question and that's her prerogative. However it's also my prerogative to handle rudeness as I see fix.

https://i.ibb.co/9pNzQTw/smokedele-mwaheat.gif (https://imgbb.com/)

carmen_b
04-07-2022, 01:44 PM
I kind of want J to take me for this $40ish steak today haha .
Should I hint I have a plan to cook tomorrow or just hint that " something " is on the agenda tonight ? OR just make the reservation lol ?

Genoveve
04-07-2022, 02:45 PM
^^^"Something" like sex? Why don't you just say "I want to eat at X tonight," ?

carmen_b
04-07-2022, 02:51 PM
He suggested it for tomorrow. :)
I was being shy ( for once ).
I just said " oh I was thinking maybe tonight " ?

We are set with the reservation and head that way in an hour.

Side note : I'm super horny today omg.
I have theories that it could just be the spring weather finally arriving.
J came around the corner without a shirt and I almost suggested pushing dinner back an hour.

indiegirl
04-07-2022, 05:16 PM
Me every time a customer is so excited to meet and when I finally confirm...OH I don't have any screening information. And can I call you if I get back in time from the DMV? Then they start getting picky with requests like HELLO "I would be poor if this is how this business worked." Also some guy refuses to give me his work information and he lives in South Gate of all places. Dangerous part of LA. I'M GOOD with not seeing him. Some people refuse to screen. It's so frustrating for us!!! All we care about is OUR safety and if you're police. How hard is that!!!

WendiStarr
04-07-2022, 05:56 PM
I want it to be warm weather so I can have an excuse to go outside with the kids, away from BD. He's anti-gay and lesbian. I wonder if it would work if I pretended to be a lesbian, if he'd be so disgusted that he'd leave us alone. I never leave the house except for Dr appointments and I want to make it believable that I just happened to meet a woman and "fell in love". I guess I could make someone up online.

Genoveve
04-07-2022, 06:35 PM
I ate one of my mom's homemade weed cookies last night and she had me toasted. It was really nice when I took my dog for her nighttime neighborhood walk though; the trees seemed alive, the noise that the wind and the wind moving through the leaves made sounded like music, and at one point when we walked down a really dark street completely covered by trees, the little bit of light that escaped through them onto the ground looked like it was shimmering whenever a breeze came. :trip:

LoveyD
04-07-2022, 07:06 PM
^ That sounds so fun! I love being out in nature stoned. It's the best!

indiegirl
04-07-2022, 07:42 PM
I want it to be warm weather so I can have an excuse to go outside with the kids, away from BD. He's anti-gay and lesbian. I wonder if it would work if I pretended to be a lesbian, if he'd be so disgusted that he'd leave us alone. I never leave the house except for Dr appointments and I want to make it believable that I just happened to meet a woman and "fell in love". I guess I could make someone up online.

You could hire a woman (don't have her legit pretty so he doesn't think of 3-somes) and do a photoshoot with her in different public areas.... You could post photos of you both lovingly together on your phone screensaver, and frame pictures around the house.... Just to see the reaction.. but do it over time and be texting when you are around him like he's not important.. :P. Hell you could go extra, and create a fake instagram for her and post the photos saying like "love you in this life and the next." ..... worth it to get away from BD and his abuse. Hahaha lol.

Marina Starr
04-08-2022, 07:00 AM
I miss watching Judge Judy and how she'd call people stupid on her show, lol!

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-08-2022, 07:12 AM
I miss watching Judge Judy and how she'd call people stupid on her show, lol!

She is a sassy one, that Judy.

Secret Shelly
04-08-2022, 07:53 AM
You could hire a woman (don't have her legit pretty so he doesn't think of 3-somes) and do a photoshoot with her in different public areas.... You could post photos of you both lovingly together on your phone screensaver, and frame pictures around the house.... Just to see the reaction.. but do it over time and be texting when you are around him like he's not important.. :P. Hell you could go extra, and create a fake instagram for her and post the photos saying like "love you in this life and the next." ..... worth it to get away from BD and his abuse. Hahaha lol.

think you gotta be careful with this...if the guy hates gays that much AND is abusive, it could cause for some fireworks

carmen_b
04-08-2022, 09:04 AM
That would be awesome !
I feel like bull dyke types takes such great care of their ladies too.
If you could craft the presence of one he'd know you'd had a lot of social support and might leave you alone !
That is the presence I'd go with if you do it. :)


I want it to be warm weather so I can have an excuse to go outside with the kids, away from BD. He's anti-gay and lesbian. I wonder if it would work if I pretended to be a lesbian, if he'd be so disgusted that he'd leave us alone. I never leave the house except for Dr appointments and I want to make it believable that I just happened to meet a woman and "fell in love". I guess I could make someone up online.

naomi_doll
04-08-2022, 11:23 AM
I miss watching Judge Judy and how she'd call people stupid on her show, lol!

I'm obsessed with Judge Judy! She has a new show on amazon prime, Judy Justice

Smurfette
04-08-2022, 11:54 AM
I have thick skin and I'm fairly confident in myself but it really is a hit to the ego when I get MULTIPLE guys going private, being really nice and talkative, lots of small talk, and then as soon as I start stripping they leave without saying a word. I mean... I can only guess they are disappointed by my body. If they don't like it that's fine, everybody has their own tastes, but it kinda hurts when it happens multiple times back to back! Makes me feel like an ugly freak lmao.

edit: I meant to post this in the camming forum, whoops. oh well

indiegirl
04-08-2022, 01:54 PM
I farted so passionately when I got home. (kudos to ravioli) I made an extra 2000 bucks and went in the jacuzzi at a customers house this morning. I'm tired.

whirlerz
04-08-2022, 02:02 PM
I have thick skin and I'm fairly confident in myself but it really is a hit to the ego when I get MULTIPLE guys going private, being really nice and talkative, lots of small talk, and then as soon as I start stripping they leave without saying a word. I mean... I can only guess they are disappointed by my body. If they don't like it that's fine, everybody has their own tastes, but it kinda hurts when it happens multiple times back to back! Makes me feel like an ugly freak lmao.

edit: I meant to post this in the camming forum, whoops. oh well

It's fine u posted here..

Pls don't take it to heart, could be any number of reasons they bailed.. Someone could walked in, they 'warm up' ::) & got off fast, tech problems, etc!

Marina Starr
04-08-2022, 02:03 PM
I YouTube her. I lmao when hoes think I'm mean, Judge Judy is ruthless. I hang onto her every word.

I'm obsessed with Judge Judy! She has a new show on amazon prime, Judy Justice

SnuffleUffleGrass
04-08-2022, 08:55 PM
I YouTube her. I lmao when hoes think I'm mean, Judge Judy is ruthless. I hang onto her every word.

Judy is a trip for sure.

Smurfette
04-09-2022, 04:46 AM
It's fine u posted here..

Pls don't take it to heart, could be any number of reasons they bailed.. Someone could walked in, they 'warm up' ::) & got off fast, tech problems, etc!

Thanks! Yeah I know you're probably right. I just thought it was weird it happened like 3 times back to back. If it was just one guy, I wouldn't have given it a second thought, but then it happened again, and again lol. I'm not too bothered by it but it does make me feel a bit self conscious!

moneybags
04-09-2022, 12:02 PM
I have thick skin and I'm fairly confident in myself but it really is a hit to the ego when I get MULTIPLE guys going private, being really nice and talkative, lots of small talk, and then as soon as I start stripping they leave without saying a word. I mean... I can only guess they are disappointed by my body. If they don't like it that's fine, everybody has their own tastes, but it kinda hurts when it happens multiple times back to back! Makes me feel like an ugly freak lmao.

edit: I meant to post this in the camming forum, whoops. oh well

It’s just cause they’re cheap. They trying to see your pussy really quick and leave before they get charged. If they leave in 30 seconds or a minute they won’t get charged sometimes in SM. It’s why it’s a good idea to ask them what kind of show they want and don’t show the goodies for at least a minute. You just tease a bit

indiegirl
04-09-2022, 12:04 PM
Thanks! Yeah I know you're probably right. I just thought it was weird it happened like 3 times back to back. If it was just one guy, I wouldn't have given it a second thought, but then it happened again, and again lol. I'm not too bothered by it but it does make me feel a bit self conscious!

I've had that happen like that and thought "what am I doing wrong?" Totally can relate. Hell I've had someone decline me over my outfit and he paid for my transportation. Apparently he decided he wasn't gonna cum over seeing me in that outfit despite me taking it off moments later. It ruined his mood.

Random sidenote, my period started and I felt like a weirdo boiling my new menstrual cup in water (Kudos to me following instructions) and after boiling it I watched how it retained the water afterwards and wanted to quote a line from Harry Potter, "We can expect great things from you." LOLL......This menstrual cup Charlie61 posted seems good!!!! It's not like the previous ones I had at all. Totally updating my report. *squeal* This may be a game changer for me.

charlie61
04-09-2022, 12:20 PM
I've had that happen like that and thought "what am I doing wrong?" Totally can relate. Hell I've had someone decline me over my outfit and he paid for my transportation. Apparently he decided he wasn't gonna cum over seeing me in that outfit despite me taking it off moments later. It ruined his mood.

Random sidenote, my period started and I felt like a weirdo boiling my new menstrual cup in water (Kudos to me following instructions) and after boiling it I watched how it retained the water afterwards and wanted to quote a line from Harry Potter, "We can expect great things from you." LOLL......This menstrual cup Charlie61 posted seems good!!!! It's not like the previous ones I had at all. Totally updating my report. *squeal* This may be a game changer for me.

I never boil mine, i just wash with soap and water! I do think that boiling after every cycle may be good practice, but probably unnecessary to do it like daily.

I'm crossing my fingers for you!! It's the most unique design I've ever seen. It sounds like you've kind of figured it out?? C shape, push it in, wiggle and pull on it a bit to let it unfurl, and you know you've got it right when you can feel a bit of suction (it doesn't pull right out). Set it and forget it!! Keep us updated!!

charlie61
04-09-2022, 12:26 PM
Don't give up if it takes you a few tries! You'll get the feel for it pretty quickly, I think. I'm so excited! Umm okay overly excited, i need to chill, haha. It's just been life changing for me to go from thinking about my period constantly for the first few days to forgetting I'm on my period between showers.

indiegirl
04-09-2022, 12:26 PM
I never boil mine, i just wash with soap and water! I do think that boiling after every cycle may be good practice, but probably unnecessary to do it like daily.

I'm crossing my fingers for you!! It's the most unique design I've ever seen. It sounds like you've kind of figured it out?? C shape, push it in, wiggle and pull on it a bit to let it unfurl, and you know you've got it right when you can feel a bit of suction (it doesn't pull right out). Set it and forget it!! Keep us updated!!

I still have a tampon in (my period kinda started during my nap and I didn't prepare for the cup. I want this cup to work so I read the instructions hahaha). I'm gonna start/try the cup when my tampon needs to be changed. This cup is built so different in a good way!! I'm excited :D.

Smurfette
04-10-2022, 05:01 AM
It’s just cause they’re cheap. They trying to see your pussy really quick and leave before they get charged. If they leave in 30 seconds or a minute they won’t get charged sometimes in SM. It’s why it’s a good idea to ask them what kind of show they want and don’t show the goodies for at least a minute. You just tease a bit

Well that's why it bothered me, they weren't just popping in and then leaving immediately. There was at least a couple minutes of chatting first in private, they were really friendly and it SEEMED like I was gonna get decent length shows out of them but then they all left as soon as I showed my boobs lol. I find it weird they suddenly leave without saying anything when they'd just spent a few minutes getting to know me. Oh well, I'm over it, I've made plenty of money this past week lol.

Marina Starr
04-10-2022, 02:07 PM
Lmao at all these young Fuckboys hitting on me til I tell them I'm old enough to be their mother!

WendiStarr
04-10-2022, 03:54 PM
That would be awesome !
I feel like bull dyke types takes such great care of their ladies too.
If you could craft the presence of one he'd know you'd had a lot of social support and might leave you alone !
That is the presence I'd go with if you do it. :)

Lol! That cracked me up. I immediately pictured a 5'10"+, muscular woman, like one of those weightlifting competition women.

Aurora_Sunset
04-10-2022, 09:11 PM
Just watched a video that boiled down to, "if you know what you need to do to improve your life (eat better, exercise, meditate, etc etc) and you just DON'T do it/can't make yourself do it, that's the major sign of unresolved trauma, because you don't believe you deserve to be better." And I'm like, "ok, me." But WHAT is my unresolved trauma? Would like to know asap, please, so that I may resolve it. For free. Without therapy. Thankyouverymuch

Aurora_Sunset
04-10-2022, 09:17 PM
I have decided to start treating my hair as though it's curly, even though it's not 'curly curly.' I feel as though I have damaged my hair all these years by treating it as though it's basic, 'straight, white woman hair.' But it's not straight. Never has been. But.... in all my years of telling people 'my hair is not straight' (and then having them dismiss me because it's 'not curly either') or having professionals comment on the fact that my hair is SO damaged.... never have I EVER had a single person comment that maybe I'm not treating my hair right, because it's actually NOT FUCKING STRAIGHT. One of my best friends finally made the suggestion a couple weeks ago... and I was like... "ummm yeah, maybe I need to stop brushing it and use different products on it."

It already feels SO much softer and nicer, and looks better. Still some damage I need to grow out, but it's already working. I hate that it has taken me so long to take care of my hair properly.

I've also upped my skincare routine dramatically. I follow this one girl on TikTok that went from cute to GODDAM. And I aspire to that. That's my New Year's Resolution. Gonna look hotter in my 30s than I did in my 20s.

Marina Starr
04-11-2022, 04:13 AM
You can now get on SW using Starbucks wifi. They blocked it for awhile so I'm letting all the Starbucks hoes know.

However, I would not use their wifi+bathrooms to sell pussy in any shape or form. That means no physical or virtual pussy selling. It's not the place.

carmen_b
04-11-2022, 08:32 AM
J does a lot of the changes for my small vanilla website but I tried something myself today.
I was able to make the changes I needed AND put a live chat feature on it ! :)

I'm proud of being able to do it .
I'm still testing the chat though to make sure the messages don't just fly into space and not my email haha if I'm not online.

WendiStarr
04-11-2022, 11:29 AM
I'm playing dang phone tag with the gyno office to get my surgery scheduled. I want it to be scheduled already so I at least know the day. They better not spring it on me the day before, like they did with my labor induction.

indiegirl
04-11-2022, 01:08 PM
Britney Spears is preggo!!!!! Woohoo!

Marina Starr
04-11-2022, 02:21 PM
I never noticed or paid so much attention to what a big difference between how men and women sit at home, public spaces, etc. Women sit with their legs close and men with their legs really spread and open.

I can't picture women sitting like that lmaooooo!

Smurfette
04-11-2022, 02:25 PM
Holy shit Crest whitestrips hurt like hell lol. OUCH!! Ugh this better be worth it.

Dreamqueen
04-11-2022, 09:03 PM
I never noticed or paid so much attention to what a big difference between how men and women sit at home, public spaces, etc. Women sit with their legs close and men with their legs really spread and open.

I can't picture women sitting like that lmaooooo!

I just watched a YouTube video on this very subject.
Men stand with their feet turned outwards, like a V.
Women stand with their feet together.
Guys with big dicks have a certain ( wide) gait, and guys with small dicks have a certain way of walking.
I'm obsessed with watching random videos of people who are standing and/or walking.
When I'm feeling better, I'm going to go to a touristy spot, and people watch.
Strickly for research purposes.:D

JGB2009
04-12-2022, 10:20 AM
I wish I could just work from my laptop on my sofa whenever I wanted. Like own a vanilla business. Affiliate marketing or something.

Marina Starr
04-12-2022, 10:23 AM
I will pay more attention now that you said this when I'm out and about.
I know men consciously or subconsciously like to draw attention to their dick because they think that's the most important part.


I just watched a YouTube video on this very subject.
Men stand with their feet turned outwards, like a V.
Women stand with their feet together.
Guys with big dicks have a certain ( wide) gait, and guys with small dicks have a certain way of walking.
I'm obsessed with watching random videos of people who are standing and/or walking.
When I'm feeling better, I'm going to go to a touristy spot, and people watch.
Strickly for research purposes.:D

Marina Starr
04-12-2022, 10:25 AM
Sushi is on my mind. I need to remember to buy some when I'm at Publix later. I cannot eat raw sushi. Got to be tempura, crab meats etc.

carmen_b
04-12-2022, 11:16 AM
It can also be rudeness . If they take up too much space I won't touch them ( no free thrills ) haha but I will put a bag over or something to hint they shouldn't be absorbing so much space ha !!


I will pay more attention now that you said this when I'm out and about.
I know men consciously or subconsciously like to draw attention to their dick because they think that's the most important part.

carmen_b
04-12-2022, 11:17 AM
Yesterday I went to this place that had a little salad, miso soup, half a sushi roll, and these noodles for like $12. I was impressed ! Ha. I had the craving so bad. It's actually not over I might get a full roll or two today.


Sushi is on my mind. I need to remember to buy some when I'm at Publix later. I cannot eat raw sushi. Got to be tempura, crab meats etc.

whirlerz
04-12-2022, 12:40 PM
Yesterday I went to this place that had a little salad, miso soup, half a sushi roll, and these noodles for like $12. I was impressed ! Ha. I had the craving so bad. It's actually not over I might get a full roll or two today.

Wow, that's Awesome! ^ Great prices!

I go to a local place for rolls/miso..

My fav place is a bit of a drive, it's a large grocery/takeout place, they also have many prepackaged to go's, hot & cold. Along with lots of hit/cold coffees, teas, sodas etc.

They've a Japanese cheesecake that's incredible

whirlerz
04-12-2022, 12:44 PM
Holy shit Crest whitestrips hurt like hell lol. OUCH!! Ugh this better be worth it.

Try these, I'm very sensitive, there's a little discomfort, I liked them. 56997
oral essentials.com

smeca
04-12-2022, 01:29 PM
Had to leave the room and cry bc my bf put on the documentary blackfish and it's upsetting me. My eyes are already puffy. Need to calm down before bed.

Marina Starr
04-12-2022, 01:34 PM
I used Crest 1 hour whiteners.
What helps so much is soak your mouth with warm water and salt for 5 mins afterwards.


Holy shit Crest whitestrips hurt like hell lol. OUCH!! Ugh this better be worth it.

Marina Starr
04-12-2022, 01:38 PM
That sounds so good. The hard part is there are so many places to have sushi in my town so it can get overwhelming to choose!

____________________

How much do y'all pay an accountant to do your taxes?
I feel a lot of them overcharged like $300-400 for an hour of their time!


Yesterday I went to this place that had a little salad, miso soup, half a sushi roll, and these noodles for like $12. I was impressed ! Ha. I had the craving so bad. It's actually not over I might get a full roll or two today.

Smurfette
04-12-2022, 06:34 PM
Try these, I'm very sensitive, there's a little discomfort, I liked them. 56997
oral essentials.com

Thank you! I'll look into these.