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carmen_b
09-28-2022, 12:24 PM
I posted a blurb about real estate / being open to help people find a home on FB.

I don’t want to get too “ salesy “ on social media or be one of those cheese balls that shoves cards at people within two seconds of meeting .... but being a fully closeted agent also won’t get me far ha!
Hopefully keeping it to just one post a month will be tasteful .
I only put a post up every 10-14 days anyway.

smeca
09-28-2022, 01:23 PM
I wonder if our pets are just having an amazing life. I lavish this cat with love, I just look at her and think how cute she is, call her a sweet baby, sing to her, give her all the cheek rubs and comfy sleeping spots. Do they absorb all that good energy?

carmen_b
09-28-2022, 01:26 PM
^ I think they do!
You see animals in sad situations and you see it in their faces. You can see in their face when they are happy too!
I can tell my dog is truly happy out walking and chasing things in the desert !
He is also so happy cuddling !

Dreamqueen
09-29-2022, 07:10 AM
I called my cousin who lives in Orlando yesterday to check on him during the hurricane.

He acted like it was no big deal.
Granted, he's been there for 40 years.
But from what I've been seeing online, it looks really bad down there.

We grew up together and are the same age.
He's like my twin, and the last living family that I have.
I couldn't sleep last night because I'm scared of losing him.
:'(

NitaBaby
09-29-2022, 08:42 AM
I'm so freggin sleepy.

I ordered chick-fil-a for lunch yesterday and woke up around 1 in the morning to throw it all up. I hate throwing up because my airways block up and I can't breathe in between gags. I don't know why that happens but it always does. So I was literally in my bathroom, suffocating to death.

I couldn't fall back to sleep until 3ish between all the stomach flips but my kids have to get up at 5:30 for school.

Now I'm on a zoom meeting for my new job that won't end until 2 this afternoon.

I am fucking tired.

SnuffleUffleGrass
09-29-2022, 09:01 AM
I posted a blurb about real estate / being open to help people find a home on FB.

I don’t want to get too “ salesy “ on social media or be one of those cheese balls that shoves cards at people within two seconds of meeting .... but being a fully closeted agent also won’t get me far ha!
Hopefully keeping it to just one post a month will be tasteful .
I only put a post up every 10-14 days anyway.


Do your thing ma.

Random thought- Wal Mart was very Zen today.

indiegirl
09-29-2022, 08:25 PM
I'm about to start working sober starting the 9th because lab class starts sooner than expected. My mother thinks I'm leaving the industry during lab class. FAT CHANCE. I can't get a job that actually pays my bills with inflation costs to save my life and not being eligible to cam without the hospital finding out. (The trash bill was 123 this month and 409 for electric....you would think I was living at a mansion quoting that BS.) Money doesn't grow on trees so I'm just gonna have to lie to her that I left. I'm just doing back massages and blow jobs/hand jobs starting the 9th. I was thinking 300 an hour? I typically get carried away with wine and edibles with full sex work and I need to be present for lab class until I graduate. I'm gonna be considered so un-fun with clients but it is needed to move forward in life. UGH. I hope 300 isn't considered too much. I was told by a client who does run cam models and he said, "anything what everyone is charging, charge 150 more because of your looks." SOOO 300 is doable for that level of service I'm assuming? I'm currently doing 600 for FS and factoring in the no sex part by the 9th so I'm assuming 300 for massage and bj/hj?

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-01-2022, 04:42 AM
Random and awesome- got rid of another un needed social connection. Yeaaaah baybeeee

kimbe
10-01-2022, 08:27 AM
Did almost 9hrs spray tanning yesterday..

AChildOfBoredom
10-01-2022, 11:00 AM
My sister’s car had a bad wheel bearing, so S and the kid are working together to change them all, and they found torn CV boots, so they’re taking care of that also. Which is great, because it spares me from having to deal with it, but once again, I’m having to deal with S’s girlfriend being all mopey because she doesn’t have a role in any of it and once again having to explain to her, “She didn’t get with you because she was looking for a mirror image of herself, and it’s not like you’re some damsel in distress without any life skills she doesn’t have”, etc.

Anyhow, I’ve been craving fajitas, so fuck it, we’re doing Chili’s tonight.

Dreamqueen
10-01-2022, 11:03 AM
Is it too early to put up Halloween decorations?

Because I'm doing it today.
It's still 100 degrees here, but a girl can dream of fall weather, pumpkins, and ghosts can't she?
:scull::black_cat:witch:

AChildOfBoredom
10-01-2022, 11:12 AM
Is it too early to put up Halloween decorations?

Because I'm doing it today.
It's still 100 degrees here, but a girl can dream of fall weather, pumpkins, and ghosts can't she?
:scull::black_cat:witch:

Fuck anyone who says otherwise. If I have to listen to Mariah Carey starting at midnight after Thanksgiving, and if I have to see reminders of Singles Awareness Day at Target immediately after New Years, then I should be able to start putting Halloween decorations up at the very stroke of midnight on October 1st and anyone who objects can eat shit and bark at the moon.

Genoveve
10-01-2022, 11:35 AM
Is it too early to put up Halloween decorations?

Because I'm doing it today.
It's still 100 degrees here, but a girl can dream of fall weather, pumpkins, and ghosts can't she?
:scull::black_cat:witch:

^^Too early?? It's October!


I cannot wait for the trick-or-treaters, since this is the first time in adulthood that I've lived somewhere where I'll actually get some. I'm gonna get the GOOD candy for them too. I kind of want a third costume for passing out candy but I've spent too much on my other 2 costumes so I think I'm going to just settle for throwing my bronze horns on top of a normal outfit.


Fuck anyone who says otherwise. If I have to listen to Mariah Carey starting at midnight after Thanksgiving, and if I have to see reminders of Singles Awareness Day at Target immediately after New Years, then I should be able to start putting Halloween decorations up at the very stroke of midnight on October 1st and anyone who objects can eat shit and bark at the moon.

Speaking of Thanksgiving I actually love the holiday and I plan to replace my Halloween decorations with 'harvest' ones for the month of November.

AChildOfBoredom
10-01-2022, 11:38 AM
^^Too early?? It's October!


I cannot wait for the trick-or-treaters, since this is the first time in adulthood that I've lived somewhere where I'll actually get some. I'm gonna get the GOOD candy for them too. I kind of want a third costume for passing out candy but I've spent too much on my other 2 costumes so I think I'm going to just settle for throwing my bronze horns on top of a normal outfit.



Speaking of Thanksgiving I actually love the holiday and I plan to replace my Halloween decorations with 'harvest' ones for the month of November.

I bought a big inflatable turkey in 2020 because I got annoyed with seeing Christmas decorations immediately after Halloween. At night, I shine a red flood lamp on it, and it makes this thing look sinister and demonic as all hell. I’ll do my damndest to make sure anyone who drives by my house never forgets about Thanksgiving.

Genoveve
10-01-2022, 11:43 AM
^^^THANK YOU. I feel like the only person who doesn't immediately jump from Halloween to Christmas. I'm from the NE though so I think I have extra appreciation for the (entire) Autumn season or something.

AChildOfBoredom
10-01-2022, 11:55 AM
^^^THANK YOU. I feel like the only person who doesn't immediately jump from Halloween to Christmas. I'm from the NE though so I think I have extra appreciation for the (entire) Autumn season or something.

Growing up in a Mennonite home, we didn’t celebrate Thanksgiving, but it’s become my favorite holiday of the year. Both of my sisters are here, after last year, my parents absolutely loved it and are planning on being here for it every year, and we just end up with this wild and bizarre hodgepodge assortment of people… there’s a bunch of people from Anabaptist backgrounds, ex-strippers (namely L, because my parents don’t know I was one), the really jacked woman firefighter I know, a lesbian couple, etc. and we all just work together to make this thing happen or if we don’t have a direct role in it then we find something to get into, e.g., a bunch of us last year worked on a car for the new girl while the others made the food. My sister has pretty much taken charge of it and I found myself more or less kicked out of my own kitchen last year. The night before, we’ll make some stuff and take it to a shelter for abused women. It kinda has that Hallmark movie sappy nature about it, but with a much more diverse and unusual cast, and I absolutely love it.

chanzep
10-01-2022, 02:22 PM
My Halloween stuff been up 2weeks it go too quickly. I love my decor lol.

LoveyD
10-02-2022, 11:45 AM
Day three of no weed and I'm starting to feel a little better. I'm on my period too and that doesn't help with the ragey feelings. I had to take ZzzQuil last night to fall asleep but I figure it's time to save some money and level up and try to find a new job, and if I have to quit weed to do that, so be it. At least quit for now.

indiegirl
10-02-2022, 04:57 PM
A customer said I had a mental illness because I showed up drunk from another customer and me drinking. When I work sober on the 9th he's gonna be so bored of me when he sees me again like he plans to. Like this is gonna be fake, methodical behavior most ladies in the industry portray just to make money. Enjoy it now.

I was also asked "well what if you partied on just 2 days of the week?" by a customer.....NO! I have been risking my health for TOO long for you guys. I'm scared to be even just blow jobs/hj's, and massages because I know it is a financial risk but it is NEEDED. I'm sick of drinking and edibles. I am working towards a new life.

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-03-2022, 05:19 AM
My boyfriend is an idiot. He's lucky God made him attractive. lol

smeca
10-03-2022, 07:26 AM
Idk why that guy is arguing, he got some genuine answers to his thread, but as can be expected on the Internet it has turned into an argument. But now he's resorted to Bragging Online "actually you’ll find I have had sex with dancers!" hahaha.

kimbe
10-03-2022, 10:23 AM
My boyfriend is an idiot. He's lucky God made him attractive. lol

Attractive idiots is close to be a gender on its own... :D

buttonpop
10-03-2022, 10:30 AM
sometimes I have really violent, gory nightmares and I get freaked out by the dark shit my brain comes up with when left to its own devices. when I'm actually conscious I find that stuff repulsive. I can't even watch gory horror movies and even stuff like Game of Thrones is too explicit for me. But apparently at night my brain is like "lets come up with the grossest, bloodiest shit we can imagine".

AChildOfBoredom
10-03-2022, 10:38 AM
Idk why that guy is arguing, he got some genuine answers to his thread, but as can be expected on the Internet it has turned into an argument. But now he's resorted to Bragging Online "actually you’ll find I have had sex with dancers!" hahaha.

Yeah, I need to stop engaging with the blues thinking, “Well, maybe this one won’t have his head so far up his ass that he’ll never see the light of day again”. The one who did the photography seemed alright, but he asked his question, got his answers, and left quietly.


sometimes I have really violent, gory nightmares and I get freaked out by the dark shit my brain comes up with when left to its own devices. when I'm actually conscious I find that stuff repulsive. I can't even watch gory horror movies and even stuff like Game of Thrones is too explicit for me. But apparently at night my brain is like "lets come up with the grossest, bloodiest shit we can imagine".

Someone tried getting me to LSD once. As soon as they said to me, “It unlocks what’s in your mind and makes you visualize it”, I knew I need not ever touch that shit with a ten foot pole, because that would’ve ended up being one hell of a horror show.

carmen_b
10-03-2022, 11:05 AM
I feel like showing up for therapy is REALLY hard sometimes.
I am doing mine today via Zoom.

buttonpop
10-03-2022, 11:22 AM
Someone tried getting me to LSD once. As soon as they said to me, “It unlocks what’s in your mind and makes you visualize it”, I knew I need not ever touch that shit with a ten foot pole, because that would’ve ended up being one hell of a horror show.

YEP. I tried mushrooms 10 years ago and I experienced drug induced psychosis for a short period, it was the single worst experience of my life and I've been through some fucked up shit. never ever ever touching psychedelics again, that shit is NOT for people who are disturbed like me lol

AChildOfBoredom
10-03-2022, 11:36 AM
YEP. I tried mushrooms 10 years ago and I experienced drug induced psychosis for a short period, it was the single worst experience of my life and I've been through some fucked up shit. never ever ever touching psychedelics again, that shit is NOT for people who are disturbed like me lol

That reminds me of this story my old roommate told me about mushrooms, when he was on them and someone farted, so he saw it as this grey fog and then it freaked him out because it kept coming towards him and he was trying to run away from it.

Genoveve
10-03-2022, 12:39 PM
Idk why that guy is arguing, he got some genuine answers to his thread, but as can be expected on the Internet it has turned into an argument. But now he's resorted to Bragging Online "actually you’ll find I have had sex with dancers!" hahaha.

You know I actually felt bad for him initially because he asked a simple--dumb--but simple question and immediately got his head bitten off. But the sympathy dissipated the more he spoke lol. And now that he's brought up the whole 'fucking strippers' thing I believe he's just another person who's come here for attention and to try and live out their fantasies online. Especially because the more people negatively respond to him the more he uses them to keep talking about himself, whereas if a normal person really didn't like the responses or vibe they were getting from a new community they'd just leave.

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-03-2022, 12:51 PM
Attractive idiots is close to be a gender on its own... :D

When I met my boyfriend I thought he looked like a redneck version of the actor Mark Harmon. I only agreed to stay with him after I fucked him. He had to prove his worth. lol Just sharing, he is cute but dumb.

smeca
10-03-2022, 01:21 PM
Bf is having an ultra shit time at work lately, impossible situation. He gets home and just dumps it all, I sit and listen but man, idk how to not get bummed out myself

indiegirl
10-03-2022, 08:50 PM
Genuinely miserable and only have 10 days left of term 1 of school. I'm done on the 13th and Term 2 starts the 24th. Let's get this shit over with. I know my mother is sick of my whining but man they have dragged this fucking program out for too LONG.

Pray for me LOL!

AChildOfBoredom
10-04-2022, 04:12 AM
Talking to the girl who drove me home the night my drink was spiked, she was looking at spending Thanksgiving by herself because her roommate was going to visit relatives and her own family live mostly out west, so I invited her to join us. She was like, “I’m sure your parents will love my appearance”, but they understand I mingle with a pretty diverse and eclectic group of people, and they can’t say shit about it because even Jesus did the same according to Scripture. Modern day fundies, if you described Mary Magdalene to them without mentioning her name (or perhaps even with, since they often very poorly versed in the faith they claim to adhere to) would immediately tail against her. She knows I came from a conservatively religious family, although I haven’t told her my family is Mennonite, but it’s conservative in the fashion which they adhere to the church doctrine, not conservative in the “Republican Jesus” sense. Even then, they’ve turned out to be surprisingly (even to me) open-minded. They were initially a little hostile to the fact that I had a lesbian living with me, especially in that she’s around my sister’s age and they were worried she’d put moves on my sister. And when I told S about it she said to me, “Tell them not to worry. You’re the one I’d hit on”. Very funny, but I did have to remind her not to say that shit when my parents were here because they weren’t going to get the humor. I said they’re open-minded, but there are limits to it still. Anyhow, after meeting and spending time with S, my mother’s disposition towards her did a complete 180, and driving my parents to the airport was me sitting through a tirade of my mother being pissed off that S’s parents could just cast her out the way they did.

So, this girl will be fine. The firefighter isn’t as inked as she is, but still has full sleeves (on top of being totally jacked), and my parents barely even batted an eye about that.

Anyhow, once we got over that, then it was a matter of, “Are you sure I won’t be a burden?”. L was in the room with me and I guess she had enough (she could hear everything because we were on FaceTime), so she grabs the phone and tells her, “She’s not inviting you as a sympathy case, she’s inviting you because she actually wants you to be here”, and that seems to have settled it.

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-04-2022, 07:59 AM
My boyfriend ate all the ice cream bars I bought two weeks ago. I'm not mad, just stunned. He's apparently feeling MAN-strual.

kimbe
10-04-2022, 12:31 PM
When I went shopping clothes the other day, I went to Abercrombie looking for a specific dress. The person that helped me out was actually very nice, but she commented my boobs, and I found that a bit strange.
I wanted to try the medium size, as I was thinking it would fit my chest area better than a small, but she said "are you sure you don't want to try a small, you've got so nice looking breasts, I definitely think they deserves a small"..
That said, I'm not a stranger about talking about my boobs, but I'm used to the initiative originates from me.

SnuffleUffleGrass
10-04-2022, 01:38 PM
When I went shopping clothes the other day, I went to Abercrombie looking for a specific dress. The person that helped me out was actually very nice, but she commented my boobs, and I found that a bit strange.
I wanted to try the medium size, as I was thinking it would fit my chest area better than a small, but she said "are you sure you don't want to try a small, you've got so nice looking breasts, I definitely think they deserves a small"..
That said, I'm not a stranger about talking about my boobs, but I'm used to the initiative originates from me.


Oh this reminded me, for all you super petite SWers who like to dress up cute, Anne Taylor and Jessica Simpson's clothing brands are the nicest for fancy Fall looks. & When I need to figure out the shoulder and chest width of a garment, I just bring a tape measure with me to the store. A bit strange but I hate having to return garments.

neverendingkneebruises
10-04-2022, 08:12 PM
Oh this reminded me, for all you super petite SWers who like to dress up cute, Anne Taylor and Jessica Simpson's clothing brands are the nicest for fancy Fall looks. & When I need to figure out the shoulder and chest width of a garment, I just bring a tape measure with me to the store. A bit strange but I hate having to return garments.

Jessica Simpson's brand is sooo slept on nowadays

AChildOfBoredom
10-05-2022, 11:10 AM
Had a new hire bring his tools in today, and the lead took him around to meet all the techs since we’ll be on the overlap shift together. I was in a death metal sort of mood, so I had Cannibal Corpse playing. They came around the corner and it was obvious I absolutely was not what he was expecting. Poor guy… his jaw damn near hit the floor.

carmen_b
10-05-2022, 01:54 PM
Don't mind me while I go get a steak and ignore my partner / his child this evening lol.

carmen_b
10-05-2022, 03:20 PM
^ Damn it
Fail
I showed up at Texas Roadhouse early ha
After 15-20 min I gave up.

I feel so shitty today ugh.
I can’t seem to figure out what I need.

WendiStarr
10-06-2022, 02:43 PM
It's my oldest's 13th birthday tomorrow and on top of being sick, she got her period. Even though we can't have a big party I'm gonna order purple decorations and purple balloons, get cupcakes, and have pasta from an Italian restaurant delivered to our hotel room. I already have her presents wrapped up.

TheBrownFox
10-06-2022, 04:40 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkQE5wuBFeY

On this day in 1985 my all-time favorite cartoon JEM premiered. 8) I am a 40-year old JEM girl for life. ;D

JGB2009
10-07-2022, 08:48 AM
I love the smell of fall in the air.

LoveyD
10-07-2022, 09:21 AM
It's my oldest's 13th birthday tomorrow and on top of being sick, she got her period. Even though we can't have a big party I'm gonna order purple decorations and purple balloons, get cupcakes, and have pasta from an Italian restaurant delivered to our hotel room. I already have her presents wrapped up.

No matter what may be going on in your lives at the present, one thing is clear: you are an amazing super mom! And that's something nobody can take from you. I hope she has a great birthday! Mine is tomorrow, on the 8th. Libras rule!

carmen_b
10-07-2022, 09:32 AM
^ She will love it !!!

chanzep
10-07-2022, 11:29 AM
I hope she enjoys.

indiegirl
10-07-2022, 02:31 PM
I almost cried in an Uber hearing the accuracy of this psychic my mother went to. Of course I was brought up, people above know I need help lol, but they said I came across as a male energy, extremely insecure, very kind, and doesn’t want anyone to help or trust people based on a father figure in their life and refuses to let anyone in to love them because they don’t want to get hurt. My poor Uber driver lol. It was so beyond accurate what she was saying to my mother as well as myself. She said I’ll get through school but I will struggle for years because I have no idea who I am, what I want, and refuses to let people help. Apparently I've taken on the male role because my father wasn't. She said things are going to be very hard for me for years.... GREAT!! Just what I don't want. -_- Oh well. But so fucking accurate!

I think this male energy is so hilarious. I’m such a tomboy that I exude male energy to a psychic. Crazy they brought up the words highly toxic and narcissist father in the conversation. None of this was relayed to the psychic!! Apparently my mother did something in a past life to my father and he was determined to ruin her next life. My mother doesn't believe in past lives but I so do!

The things she said about my mom were SOO FUCKING TRUE. It's unreal!

Another addition to this: apparently I'm a negative karma to my mother for some reason which is why I have been so hard for her my entire life.

chanzep
10-07-2022, 10:22 PM
Psychic are good for insite. They can see a path but you can always change it.
Years ago a really good one I know told me my plans to come to America wouldn't happen because I was going to take a financial hit. The Financial happened right away but I worked extra hard double what I normally did and got my money back up . Met my ex and got him to pay for my ticket even though he couldn't be in the country at the time.
If you want to do well in your new career you will . You seem focused and hard-working I think you will flourish. It might be a struggle as a student that's it. Just continue to go for it.

kimbe
10-08-2022, 12:10 AM
After a long and improvised day, I dropped into a random restaurant and had the my best meal in a long time! A positive surprise indeed, didn't have too high expectations..

smeca
10-08-2022, 12:50 AM
Showing bf some old photos and he says "am I allowed to fancy you when you were like 19??" Lmao

Dreamqueen
10-08-2022, 09:25 AM
Psychic are good for insite. They can see a path but you can always change it.
Years ago a really good one I know told me my plans to come to America wouldn't happen because I was going to take a financial hit. The Financial happened right away but I worked extra hard double what I normally did and got my money back up . Met my ex and got him to pay for my ticket even though he couldn't be in the country at the time.
If you want to do well in your new career you will . You seem focused and hard-working I think you will flourish. It might be a struggle as a student that's it. Just continue to go for it.


I had a reading with a psychic last year.
I specifically asked about what career to choose, because I was burnt out on sex work.

She told me that I should write a cook book.
What?
I HATE. No DESPISE cooking!