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chanzep
10-08-2022, 02:19 PM
Lol some of them are off
AChildOfBoredom
10-08-2022, 03:39 PM
Played a show last night and things got kinda weird. Then we went to an 80s themed chili cook off today and blasted Weird Al Polkas on the way back. I had to look up 80s fashion because I wasn’t around for it, so K, L, the Irish woman and I all dressed up for it, but the Amish girl, new girl, and S’s girlfriend just went as they were.
WendiStarr
10-08-2022, 05:06 PM
Do people actually hook up in elevators? How would anyone be able to in such short amount of time? I had to go down to the front desk of hotel to pick up food. There was a used condom stuck to the back wall of the elevator. My oldest noticed it and asked me what it was. I told her it was a circus balloon.
kimbe
10-08-2022, 10:42 PM
This day has been one of the days you realize how much you can accomplish in a day, breakfast on the run, 5 hr work, lunch, 5 hr drive, a 1hr workout session, a tanning session, a bj, dinner and then sex again...
kimbe
10-09-2022, 09:40 AM
Damn that wine yesterday, I'm not sure if I'd been heading out for a 2hr bike ride now if we hadn't made the decision last night..
On the positive side, I'll spend the entire afternoon relaxing outside in the nice weather 8)
lynn2009
10-09-2022, 02:31 PM
My dog and I are working with a new trainer for about a month and so far it's going really well. One of our homework for this week is for doggy to learn to breathe on command for calmness. So I sit with him and look for his cute little nose twitches like a bunny and treat him and say breathe so he makes the association that deep breaths are good and he learns to do it like any other trick.
chanzep
10-09-2022, 03:25 PM
I normally work Sundays but because I'm leaving my job in using my pto. I forgot how much I love staying in and cleaning up and watching football and relaxing . I got offered to go out today but just wanted to stay in alone. I need days like this last week I was too busy and it left me stressed.
kimbe
10-09-2022, 11:26 PM
Yesterday T mentioned the idea of buying a property, a cabin or something, in the mountains.. I'm like, I don't know, it would be his money so of course he can do what he wants, but I'm more towards sun, sea and a nice hotel LoL.
I mean, it's nice to go there on trips to escape the worst of the heat, bring the bikes etc etc, but I'm not sure if it would be my first choice to buy. I think it's easy to just rent something.
Aurora_Sunset
10-10-2022, 06:21 AM
Yesterday at work was really hard. They've set absolutely impossible expectations, especially on weekends when we simply don't have the number of people to make things happen.
All day, I felt like I was putting in so much effort and doing everything I could, and still walking away feeling like a "failure," because I couldn't meet the demands everyone was asking of me. Even got bitched at, because I couldn't be in 2 fucking places at once, so I had to make an executive decision instead of being able to magically clone myself.... Anyway...
I was thinking about all this at break and started tearing up, then I told myself - "No. It's just a fucking job. Fuck them. What I do or don't do here today has no bearing on the rest of my life. I'm not going to take down Amazon because I didn't have 15 arms to meet their dumbass demands. It's not worth getting upset about." And I stopped. Felt calm. And went back to work, and stopped fucking worrying about it. I'm proud of myself for stopping it from ruining my day.
Jucie
10-10-2022, 08:19 AM
Had to stay home from work today and look after my daughter which is sick. It’s nothing serious but she’s got fever and sleeps a lot.
buttonpop
10-10-2022, 10:22 AM
Yesterday at work was really hard. They've set absolutely impossible expectations, especially on weekends when we simply don't have the number of people to make things happen.
good for you, I'm sure they're not paying you extra for taking on the extra work of being understaffed, so fuck em. Plus if you do work extra hard, they're going to see you're capable of that and demand you perform at that level every single time. Not just you personally, but as a whole workforce. If upper management sees "oh wow they still got all the work done with 1/2 the normal staff" they have no incentive to make sure they're fully staffed.
SnuffleUffleGrass
10-10-2022, 10:26 AM
I almost cried in an Uber hearing the accuracy of this psychic my mother went to. Of course I was brought up, people above know I need help lol, but they said I came across as a male energy, extremely insecure, very kind, and doesn’t want anyone to help or trust people based on a father figure in their life and refuses to let anyone in to love them because they don’t want to get hurt. My poor Uber driver lol. It was so beyond accurate what she was saying to my mother as well as myself. She said I’ll get through school but I will struggle for years because I have no idea who I am, what I want, and refuses to let people help. Apparently I've taken on the male role because my father wasn't. She said things are going to be very hard for me for years.... GREAT!! Just what I don't want. -_- Oh well. But so fucking accurate!
I think this male energy is so hilarious. I’m such a tomboy that I exude male energy to a psychic. Crazy they brought up the words highly toxic and narcissist father in the conversation. None of this was relayed to the psychic!! Apparently my mother did something in a past life to my father and he was determined to ruin her next life. My mother doesn't believe in past lives but I so do!
The things she said about my mom were SOO FUCKING TRUE. It's unreal!
Another addition to this: apparently I'm a negative karma to my mother for some reason which is why I have been so hard for her my entire life.
This isn't odd to me. My first long Tarot card reading was utterly brutal. It was 100% accurate but not kind.
Random Thought- is it weird I'm getting a promotion because of someone's looming cardiac arrest? I guess that is how most workplaces actually function. One worker goes missing so the next one replaces him or her.
chanzep
10-10-2022, 02:23 PM
Aurora you have done so well to stay at that job. They are known for being terrible plus I remember some of your posts. So what's best for you. They are not worth your health.
I work for a huge company too with decent pay and benefits but they are horrible. I had enough after they have changed my schedule.
Genoveve
10-10-2022, 03:12 PM
Yesterday at work was really hard. They've set absolutely impossible expectations, especially on weekends when we simply don't have the number of people to make things happen.
All day, I felt like I was putting in so much effort and doing everything I could, and still walking away feeling like a "failure," because I couldn't meet the demands everyone was asking of me. Even got bitched at, because I couldn't be in 2 fucking places at once, so I had to make an executive decision instead of being able to magically clone myself.... Anyway...
I was thinking about all this at break and started tearing up, then I told myself - "No. It's just a fucking job. Fuck them. What I do or don't do here today has no bearing on the rest of my life. I'm not going to take down Amazon because I didn't have 15 arms to meet their dumbass demands. It's not worth getting upset about." And I stopped. Felt calm. And went back to work, and stopped fucking worrying about it. I'm proud of myself for stopping it from ruining my day.
Reminds me of the recent 'quiet quitting movement' where people are deciding to basically just never go above and beyond for work again.
chanzep
10-10-2022, 04:09 PM
I understand this movement life is way too short now and these companies are heartless and greedy.I'm trying to tailor my work to my life now. Even if it means a few lower paid jobs while I retrain. I'm not living unhappy for any company .
smeca
10-10-2022, 11:55 PM
People get mad at the strangest things. For some reason i remembered this girl who used to work at my company, she was telling us about an expo she attended for work and she used the bathroom at the same time as some girls working as promo models. She seemed almost annoyed that they sounded to her like typical bimbos, aka didn't sound smart and were calling each other 'babe' (she imitated the voice lol).
I remember trying to calmly chill her out... like for one don't look down on people,it doesn't mean anything about their character, two, I dumbed down how i sounded a lot while dancing exactly bc people expect that from you and it was easier lol. She was far too uptight and anxious. Nice but, damn, civ girls be hung up on stereotypes haha
carmen_b
10-11-2022, 07:43 AM
^ She probably didn't get they were " playing their part " hahahaha.
So out on a gig like that ( taking pics with customers and such ) I guess they should discuss economic policy or something ?
Civilians ..... bleh.
Jucie
10-11-2022, 08:47 AM
By pure coincidence I ran into a guy who I used to meet before Corona, since I’ve changed my phone number I haven’t had any contact with him since before Corona. We talked and he asked if he could meet me again.
The thing is that he has a shoe/heels fetichism, and basically the only thing he wants me to do is dance for him for a while before he’d eventually would cum on my shoes. No physical contact and he pays very good, and usually more than agreed to.
I got his number and said I needed a day to think it over.
WendiStarr
10-11-2022, 10:45 AM
Once I get the court document notarized and emailed back to the court, BD is going to be shocked and knocked off his power trip on to his pathetic, abusive ass. The motherfucker doesn't know that he's about to be in contempt of court and will face jail time if he refuses to bring my kids back. I already have all his addresses, the address of the one relative out of state who talks to him, and his 1st wife's address. I will not hesitate to call all police departments on him once the order is in effect. LE will be able to arrest him then. His psychological torture of me will finally be coming to an end.
SnuffleUffleGrass
10-11-2022, 10:55 AM
Once I get the court document notarized and emailed back to the court, BD is going to be shocked and knocked off his power trip on to his pathetic, abusive ass. The motherfucker doesn't know that he's about to be in contempt of court and will face jail time if he refuses to bring my kids back. I already have all his addresses, the address of the one relative out of state who talks to him, and his 1st wife's address. I will not hesitate to call all police departments on him once the order is in effect. LE will be able to arrest him then. His psychological torture of me will finally be coming to an end.
You're in my thoughts hon.
AChildOfBoredom
10-11-2022, 01:00 PM
The Irish woman goes back to Ireland in December, and she won’t be coming back this time. I really hate to see her go, and we’re all sad about it, but she has commitments back home that got placed on her because of a death in the family, and I suppose being 35 and not really having settled has been something she hasn’t been content with. So of course I understand it. Just really not looking forward to that trip to the airport.
lurkingtitties
10-11-2022, 02:08 PM
The Irish woman goes back to Ireland in December, and she won’t be coming back this time. I really hate to see her go, and we’re all sad about it, but she has commitments back home that got placed on her because of a death in the family, and I suppose being 35 and not really having settled has been something she hasn’t been content with. So of course I understand it. Just really not looking forward to that trip to the airport.
Silver lining, now you all get to plan a house-family trip to Ireland!
Aurora_Sunset
10-11-2022, 02:23 PM
I think I just ate a bite of bread that was starting to go bad but not showing signs of mold yet. I spit out half of it, but still swallowed some. I hope I don't get sick off it.
AChildOfBoredom
10-11-2022, 02:28 PM
Silver lining, now you all get to plan a house-family trip to Ireland!
There is that. The Amish girl and “new” girl in particular could really benefit from getting out and seeing some of the world. Amish girl has only ever been to three states; new girl has only been to two. Probably do me some good also… Canada, Korea, and Afghanistan are the only places outside the US I’ve been to, and dying in the last one certainly made it less than a fun fantastic happy travel experience.
LoveyD
10-11-2022, 04:26 PM
Once I get the court document notarized and emailed back to the court, BD is going to be shocked and knocked off his power trip on to his pathetic, abusive ass. The motherfucker doesn't know that he's about to be in contempt of court and will face jail time if he refuses to bring my kids back. I already have all his addresses, the address of the one relative out of state who talks to him, and his 1st wife's address. I will not hesitate to call all police departments on him once the order is in effect. LE will be able to arrest him then. His psychological torture of me will finally be coming to an end.
Fuck yeah! Hold that motherfucker accountable. Been praying for you and the girls. I'd love to watch him get his ass kicked in jail. You know he will.
chanzep
10-11-2022, 06:27 PM
Wendi I hope you get your girls back asap and then that bastard leaves you alone. Hopefully you get housed too. Maybe the housing people take your case more seriously now.
Genoveve
10-11-2022, 07:03 PM
I think I just ate a bite of bread that was starting to go bad but not showing signs of mold yet. I spit out half of it, but still swallowed some. I hope I don't get sick off it.
I've cut the molded parts off of moldy bread and ate it and never had a problem. I'm sure you'll be fine LOL.
I'm gross.
charlie61
10-11-2022, 07:50 PM
I've cut the molded parts off of moldy bread and ate it and never had a problem. I'm sure you'll be fine LOL.
I'm gross.
Same. A little bit of old bread is no match for hydrochloric acid.
LoveyD
10-12-2022, 08:22 AM
Ooh, someone's been reading my book.. I can't help but smile. I know it would make my abusers so pissed if they knew I was profiting from the evil they inflicted on me and my kid. I also love the fact that people from all over the world are reading it. People everywhere know. This is the best fucking Revenge ever!
Why spend thousands of dollars on guns, ammo, airfares, attorney fees, and do jail time for murdering people one by one when I can make money by sharing my story worldwide and hold them accountable all in one fell swoop?
Seems like a no-brainer to me.
whirlerz
10-12-2022, 10:19 AM
Once I get the court document notarized and emailed back to the court, BD is going to be shocked and knocked off his power trip on to his pathetic, abusive ass. The motherfucker doesn't know that he's about to be in contempt of court and will face jail time if he refuses to bring my kids back. I already have all his addresses, the address of the one relative out of state who talks to him, and his 1st wife's address. I will not hesitate to call all police departments on him once the order is in effect. LE will be able to arrest him then. His psychological torture of me will finally be coming to an end.
OMG, Wendi!
I didn't know this POS had your girls, hope you can get them back very soon, & him on the road to paying!
Genoveve
10-12-2022, 11:40 AM
Same. A little bit of old bread is no match for hydrochloric acid.
What is that? Stomach acid?
charlie61
10-12-2022, 11:54 AM
What is that? Stomach acid?
Yes! Stomach acid contains hydrochloric acid.
SnuffleUffleGrass
10-13-2022, 09:47 AM
Random but funny- I got caught up on some family news to remind myself not to get goopy and stupid this holiday season.
My family has been trying for years to "welcome me back into the fold" but I really can't forgive them for a lot of things.
I'd rather die alone than lift a finger for people who gleefully kicked me when I was down.
smeca
10-13-2022, 10:38 AM
Why has my ass not figured out where I can cam yet, let alone get a light and headset. I keep getting more shit to pay for and I've done nothing cam related lol
LoveyD
10-13-2022, 06:29 PM
Really sore from leg day 2 days ago. Did upper body today. I hurt.
JGB2009
10-13-2022, 08:08 PM
I used dipping powder on my nails tonight. I did better with it than I do if I use real nail polish. Hopefully in time I will get better but over all I am happy with what I did.
SnuffleUffleGrass
10-13-2022, 09:29 PM
Today at work was perfect and changed my poor mood.
To use the American saying "Life turned on a dime" today.
AChildOfBoredom
10-14-2022, 02:51 AM
L’s sister gets married this weekend, S and her girlfriend got engaged, and I know the kid is about to pop the question to my sister. Now I have to brace myself for more of this blabbering bullshit about, “When’s your number coming up?”. I cannot fall in love and I cannot be loved and that’s all there fucking is to it.
SnuffleUffleGrass
10-14-2022, 10:08 AM
Ooh, someone's been reading my book.. I can't help but smile. I know it would make my abusers so pissed if they knew I was profiting from the evil they inflicted on me and my kid. I also love the fact that people from all over the world are reading it. People everywhere know. This is the best fucking Revenge ever!
Why spend thousands of dollars on guns, ammo, airfares, attorney fees, and do jail time for murdering people one by one when I can make money by sharing my story worldwide and hold them accountable all in one fell swoop?
Seems like a no-brainer to me.
Truly the best revenge is living well.
AChildOfBoredom
10-14-2022, 02:40 PM
Talking to K today and she seemed to be dropping hints about moving in after the Irish woman moves out. It’s just too soon. I’m still feeling pretty down about it and I don’t expect it to get better as the date gets closer.
That’s probably be too many fucking gingers anyhow… I already have 1.5… the Amish girl and S’s girlfriend is more of a strawberry blonde.
LoveyD
10-14-2022, 09:08 PM
Truly the best revenge is living well.
That's right ;-)
Dreamqueen
10-15-2022, 10:29 AM
My weakness (one of them) is Israeli men.
They're so intense and I love their accent.
Last week I found an old phone of mine that had a photo of an Israeli guy who a 'married' Israeli friend of mine set me up with.
He just happens to be a car dealer, and with my current car situation I need help with selling/buying.
I texted my friend the photo and asked him to pass it on to his buddy.
Added my request to speak with him for car advice.
It's been a week, and I haven't heard from him.
Hmmm.
My intuition tells me that he never got the message, because my buddy has always talked about fucking me, even though I told him that I don't fuck married men.
Update: He just called last night.
Said he never got the photo.
Hmmm.
Then how did he get my current number?
Anyhoo. We had a nice conversation and caught up.
He wants to come see me, and asked for the photo of us, and a current one ( guess he wants to see if I'm still fuckable). Lol
He sent one as well.
Ok. Gotta go I tell him.
Chat soon.
He proceeds to text saying he wonders what it would be like to have a photo with the both of us.
Slow down there cowboy.
I suddenly remembered why I never went out with him. He's too needy and pushy.
During our chat, he wanted to know why I'm not with someone. Why I'm not married.
Oh, this old conversation again.::)
Why isn't HE?
We're both in the second half of our lives.
He doesn't know I'm a sex worker, although our mutual friend does.
I'm not interested in catering to a man's needs at this stage of my life.
Too bad, because I absolutely love talking with him.
He's smart, and gets me ( my humor and outlook on lots of things).
We shall see.
kimbe
10-15-2022, 12:30 PM
By pure coincidence I ran into a guy who I used to meet before Corona, since I’ve changed my phone number I haven’t had any contact with him since before Corona. We talked and he asked if he could meet me again.
The thing is that he has a shoe/heels fetichism, and basically the only thing he wants me to do is dance for him for a while before he’d eventually would cum on my shoes. No physical contact and he pays very good, and usually more than agreed to.
I got his number and said I needed a day to think it over.
I'm I little curious how this turned out.. fetichism can be so weird /:O
lurkingtitties
10-15-2022, 01:39 PM
Dreamqueen - my friend lived in Israel for a few years and she told me she wouldn’t date Israeli men because they’re all pushy and needy like that!
Actually I went there years ago on a Birthright trip and one of the soldier escorts for our trip tried to put the moves on me…he was super pushy and needy too when I didn’t want to hook up with him.
lurkingtitties
10-15-2022, 01:40 PM
I got a tattoo today that’s on my stomach and chest between my breasts. The artist was a younger guy. He totally got nervous at first when I took my top off! LOL bless his heart.
Jucie
10-15-2022, 01:56 PM
SD messaged me early today and asked to meet me tonight. It’s not a dedicated SD weekend, but it fits in because my daughter has planned an overnight visit at her best friends place.
Luckily I had my nails done yesterday, and I treated myself an extra tanning session.
AChildOfBoredom
10-15-2022, 09:07 PM
Alcohol and smart phones are a bad combination. If you read what was posted here before, forget what you read.
Dreamqueen
10-15-2022, 11:28 PM
Dreamqueen - my friend lived in Israel for a few years and she told me she wouldn’t date Israeli men because they’re all pushy and needy like that!
Actually I went there years ago on a Birthright trip and one of the soldier escorts for our trip tried to put the moves on me…he was super pushy and needy too when I didn’t want to hook up with him.
Thanks for confirming what my intuition tells me about him.
I've dated a couple of Israeli men, and it never lasted long due to them being so pushy/needy.
It's such a turn off.
They always pushed for sex, which is not my scene when I first meet someone.
I'm going to be very unavailable and cut this dude off now.
Luckily he's never been to my town, and he didn't even really know anything about it.
I got the impression that he wanted to stay here with me.
Wrongo, buddy boy.
JGB2009
10-16-2022, 09:38 AM
I went to see Halloween last night with my kids. I got home after 1 am.
SnuffleUffleGrass
10-16-2022, 10:00 AM
I just dodged yet another attempted manipulation by some of my relatives due to being at work all the time.
I should send my boss flowers for Christmas, he's saving me from my idiot blood relatives just by giving me extra work lol....