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AChildOfBoredom
10-25-2022, 08:06 PM
^ You've got a full on sex worker compound going over there ! Bravo ! haha

It seems that way. L and I were both strippers and L also cammed, the Irish woman had worked as a topless bartender in the UK previously, now S and she gets her girlfriend involved (though she says she never shows her girlfriend’s face). Might move the Amish girl upstairs after the Irish woman leaves… you can always tell when those two are especially riled up, because she can hear them in her room, so she comes upstairs to ask if it’s okay to stay in my room for the night. She’s generally comfortable around them… they go shopping and for lunches together, but she doesn’t like being around them when they’re hot and horny, even though (according to her) they’ve never tried anything with her.

carmen_b
10-25-2022, 09:18 PM
^ One has to ask .... like ..... could you live there without sex work history or is it for fabulous SWers only ? haha

carmen_b
10-25-2022, 09:20 PM
This is gonna cost me but it's been 2-3 years since I bought anything for winter other than this coat I got last year.
I just couldn't justify the expense since I was living somewhere warm for 2.5 years. I'm a TOTALLY different size now . :)

I kind of would just cobble together what I had ( often just putting thin black yoga pants under sweaters to fit haha ).
I feel like this return to my home area needs to have a polished look haha.



In other news I want more GREAT FITTING black clothing.
sleek pants / tight tops
tight boots

Lol
I basically want to look like a domme just walking around in regular life.
^ This will be my winter look.

Dreamqueen
10-25-2022, 11:46 PM
Yes I'm a Scorpio. I miss having 4 seasons. Today is in the 70s so it's nice .

Happy Birthday!
What will you be doing to celebrate?

AChildOfBoredom
10-26-2022, 03:55 AM
^ One has to ask .... like ..... could you live there without sex work history or is it for fabulous SWers only ? haha

Sure… right now, the Amish girl and the new girl, and there’ve been others in the past who never have. It kinda cracks me up, the polar opposites we have here, yet we all manage to work together and coexist. The downside being that maybe we’ve developed a little too much emotional codependency. When the Irish woman leaves, it’s going to hurt for all of us and I expect that’ll be felt for a long time.

LoveyD
10-26-2022, 06:08 AM
Does anyone have any suggestions as far as work from home positions? I have a computer and internet access. I don't want to do only fans or anything like that. Also looking for something that doesn't drug test because I have to take THC for my cptsd. Thank you gals!

WendiStarr
10-26-2022, 07:23 AM
^ Check ratracerebellion.com. There's Working Solutions, Upcall, Liveops, Cambly(not a cam site-its tutoring kids), Telus International. Amazon hires remote also and Victoria's Secret has remote positions too. I would check indeed.com but search remote or work from home. They'll often have remote positions on there.

LoveyD
10-26-2022, 09:27 AM
^^ thank you so much!

Aurora_Sunset
10-26-2022, 10:02 AM
I need to break my habit of snoozing my alarm. I really don't know how. I feel like I've tried everything.

I've tried putting my phone across the room - I'll literally just get up, walk over there, snooze it, and get back in bed lol It doesn't 'wake me up' enough.

I've tried an alarm clock that runs away from you. I've tried an app like makes you play puzzles before you can snooze/turn it off.

Everything works for maybe 3 days, and then I WILL find a loophole to get out of doing what I'm supposed to do. For instance, it took only 3 days for me to get faster at rolling over and snatching my alarm clock off the floor than it could run away.

chanzep
10-26-2022, 02:59 PM
Thanks my birthday is next week. I am having a full on flare up of my stomach issues . I have gives now too. I don't think I will be doing anything.

miss.a.p1600
10-26-2022, 04:02 PM
Happy early bday

NitaBaby
10-27-2022, 07:34 AM
My tip vibe reacts to other cam models' tips.

Sometimes I'll visit a random cam girl's room on Camsoda or Chaturbate if they're obviously busy. It helps me get into the camming, "make that money girl" mindset at the beginning of my shift. It took me a minute to realize why my vibe kept going off for long stretches of time even though no one was tipping me at that moment.

Looks like I won't be doing that anymore. I'll try Youtube or "affirmation videos" for motivation instead.

carmen_b
10-27-2022, 08:22 AM
The rage towards former partner carries on lol !
I couldn't even reply to his " logistics ideas " texts lol .... I just dissappeared.

Staying focused though.
Everyday I write my self care plans in PURPLE on the top of my to do list. I do it because I feel like purple is a powerful color. It catches my eye as I'm scanning the less fun to do's. I think AHEAD with self care ..... planning stuff 3-5 days out and putting my potential ideas on the list.

There is a beauty school near me that does a wash, cut, style for $5. Crazy ! Booked for 2:15 !
I want to make the wash and style at least a weekly thing. There is also a 6:30 yoga class near me that I'm considering.

Dreamqueen
10-27-2022, 09:44 AM
Thanks my birthday is next week. I am having a full on flare up of my stomach issues . I have gives now too. I don't think I will be doing anything.


I hope you feel better in time for your Birthday.

carmen_b
10-27-2022, 09:50 AM
^ Same ! Sending good vibes !!

chanzep
10-27-2022, 11:11 AM
Thanks guys .

carmen_b
10-27-2022, 12:49 PM
Had life changing Noodles yesterday !
Holy Fuck ! omg !!

carmen_b
10-27-2022, 02:45 PM
I feel like it's that 11th hour in my day job.
This month ( even with the breakup stress ) I did " ok " . Much better than " poorly ".

It just seemed it was going to close out at " ok " but yesterday I got a solid inquiry .
They are considering paying a $1350 retainer soon. Then I'd make about $700 in two weeks after that. Some team members for me would make $700-$800 . YES lets do this.

It feels like that 12:30 a.m. range at the club when I'm ready to go home and I'm trying to find that ONE last guy lol. Sometimes my day job and stripping is basically the same. Just ALWAYS hoping that $$ would come in faster .

indiegirl
10-27-2022, 02:47 PM
I'm so tired of being automatically signed up for email to companies just because I bought something once and getting them daily or weekly. So I went through all of my auto-signed up emails and unsubscribed from them all. I feel so much better not having to get these annoying emails and constantly deleting them. Now only important emails go through to my personal account. FREEDOM!!! LOL.

AChildOfBoredom
10-27-2022, 03:55 PM
I don’t get it. One of the jobs I did today was welding some new plate onto the deck of a stake bed pickup, and so I live-streamed it in a couple platforms just for fun and maybe something to break the norm if anyone cared to watch it. By the end of it, when I went to grab my devices and shut down those apps, I saw what I’d received in gifts over the apps during that time, and I was not expecting that. Like, did they just think it was cool or is it some kind of fetish? It was just me - dressed for work, not to be sexy in any way - MiG welding this stuff in with some King Diamond playing in the background (then whatever Spotify picked afterwards). As far as monetary value goes, once I cash in the gifts, the apps take their cut, etc., I’ve made more today streaming a few hours of me working that I actually did from working my job, and I’m pretty well paid at my job.

We’re also playing a show Saturday and it’ll be our last one before the studio. It’s not really my thing to do this, but I have a witch costume I’m going to wear for it which is course is considerably less modest than my normal manner of dress. It’s a costumed event, so to hell with it.

Aurora_Sunset
10-27-2022, 06:05 PM
Wait - are we referring to sex work as "spicy accounting" now on on social media? I feel like I missed a memo.

WendiStarr
10-28-2022, 07:50 AM
^^ I think everything can be fetishized by men these days. A woman could fart and there'd likely be a man somewhere turned on by it. Make bank off of these fools.



I wish there was a fast forward button in life.

chanzep
10-28-2022, 11:46 AM
The spicy accounting is a tiktok thing . I don't think they were allowed to say stripper? They called escorts 304.

trustfundkiller
10-28-2022, 12:14 PM
Wait - are we referring to sex work as "spicy accounting" now on on social media? I feel like I missed a memo.
Yeah, I think it started on TikTok because you're subject to shadow banning if you use the word "stripper". They use "spicy gymnast" a lot too. So funny lol

Aurora_Sunset
10-28-2022, 04:39 PM
The spicy accounting is a tiktok thing . I don't think they were allowed to say stripper? They called escorts 304.

HA! Yeah, I saw it on TikTok. I know there's always weird code for sex work stuff because of TT's "rules," but I usually just hear people say things like "Shrek work" or "Smex work/Shmex work." I had never heard spicy accounting or 304 before.

AChildOfBoredom
10-29-2022, 07:27 AM
The property management company which manages the building where K lives had a Halloween event last night which included a free rent raffle, so K was hoping to win that (she didn’t). So L, the Irish woman, my friend from the community, and I all joined her (the others wanted to go, but it was a 21+ event, so they did their own thing and watch my friend’s kids). I wasn’t going to wear a costume, but K and L were both dolled up, so I wore a pirate costume. Not a good choice. It didn’t happen but this one has a corset which wasn’t the most comfortable for me and I was constantly worried my boobs were going to bust out (fortunately, it didn’t happen). We mostly stuck together in a group because there were plenty of thirsty guys there, but I spotted one guy who was obviously there by himself and you could tell he wasn’t in his happy place, and he wasn’t in a costume but he had the stamp on his hand so you could tell he was there for the property management company’s event. But he looked familiar and I was trying to figure out why, then I noticed he was wearing a Danzig hoodie, so I started talking to him to try figuring out where I may have known him from and when I introduced myself, he said, “I thought it might’ve been you, but I wasn’t sure”, and he’d been to my shows. We chatted for a bit, he has a band which just released a demo, and he had the tracks on his phone so we went outside and listened, and they were pretty good. So I told him I’d give his band a plug on my social media and I’d be right back so I could go see how the others were doing (especially my friend from the community).

And I don’t understand this effect, but after chatting with him for maybe a half hour, the moment I walked away, other women who’d been content to ignore him before suddenly started chatting him up. And he wasn’t a bad looking guy, but nothing I’d expect anyone to think, “I’m a tiger tonight and this is my prey”. And a bit older… he had grey in his beard and sideburns, so probably in his 40s. By the time I came back, two girls who’d just worn Hooters uniforms were talking to him, so I figured I’d let him enjoy the attention and leave him be. A little while later, he found me, told me he was heading out, so I introduced him to K and we all spoke for a minute, and I noticed I was getting dirty looks from some of the ones who’d started chatting him up after I’d been talking to him, so K and I both gave him a hug and where he works is pretty close to where I work, so I told him I’d swing by during the week to pick up a copy of his demo.

lynn2009
10-29-2022, 03:00 PM
Saturday Law and Order reruns are a black hole.

lilylilylily
10-29-2022, 04:47 PM
The strip club I used to work at is now another type of nightclub..they completely renovated the inside from the pics that I saw it now looks beautiful. I would love to go there one night for nostalgia even though it looks different. Wish they would have made those renovations when it was still a stripclub and made it less seedy looking

AChildOfBoredom
10-30-2022, 08:31 AM
Poor kid’s probably a little shellshocked right now. He and my sister came down for the show/party and we were all in costume already when they got to my house. The Amish girl went as… an Amish girl. She was very prepared for that one. My friend from the community went as Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz. The new girl went as a Ghostbuster, my sister went as Belle from Beauty and the Beast, and the kid went as a pirate. Pretty modest costumes, all in all, but the new girl’s was a bit form fitting and you could tell she has big boobs. On the slightly more immodest side was S’s girlfriend with her skeleton costume. On the MUCH more immodest side was K with her bodysuit devil costume, L with her tiger catsuit, S with her nurse costume, the Irish woman with her bunny costume, and me in my witch costume. So every time he talked to us, the kid would look up above us rather than directly at us. Then at the venue, it was even more awkward for him. But everyone had a good time.

And my sister’s becoming a little dictator. She was telling us, “We all need to be in costume when we give candy to the children”, then points at those of us not in modest costumes (including S’s girlfriend) and says to us, “Don’t you dare wear those costumes”, and K said she wasn’t sure if she’d be here and my sister told her, “You’ll be here”. Damn. Was this a monster I created?

carmen_b
10-30-2022, 12:10 PM
I put an online dating profile up.
Not sure if I'll do anything with it but hey, it's out there .

baer45
10-30-2022, 12:17 PM
I put an online dating profile up.
Not sure if I'll do anything with it but hey, it's out there .

You probably won't do anything about it. It gets tired really quickly to read all those messages.

carmen_b
10-30-2022, 12:37 PM
^ Yeah , I will just see what it does in the next few days then might pull it down.

Has anyone tried the luxy app ?
The one for supposedly successful singles haha ?

I'm sure men can just find me out in the wild.
I do plan to find a razor in the next couple days haha and get myself together .

chanzep
10-31-2022, 07:25 PM
Finally off work for 3 days today was exhausting . We had to dress up last hour for Halloween party. Made me realize how sexy most of my actual costumes are . I had to wear a football top and do vampire makeup. Not the corsets and tutus I normally wear.

Jucie
10-31-2022, 11:34 PM
I finally met the shoe guy. I said I wanted a 1000 and he didn’t argue on that. Maybe I should have asked for more?! Probably I will next time.

carmen_b
11-01-2022, 07:42 AM
^ Damn based on what you described a cool 1k seems pretty nice. :)
I mean of course if he's got more to give ..... haha ....

carmen_b
11-01-2022, 10:38 AM
I found the razor lol .

I'll assemble some outfits and my make up very soon. ha

carmen_b
11-01-2022, 10:41 AM
I am lost haha
Like .... I just don't feel ready ( yet ) for my international trip.
It might seem silly but I am kind of wanting to stay to make a $500 boost on this Nov. 19 job ( it's the profit difference if I go in person v.s. sending someone ). It's a good job making about $1500 with someone else going the day of OR making closer to 2k if I go personally the day of.

Plus snow isn't even sticking to the ground yet ( I prefer to be gone during snow season ).

I can stay up North and just kind of sink into city stuff OR go back south tomorrow where the airbnb is open as a freebie for 7-8 days. If I did go south my club is close by so it could be another little $$ boost. I guess there's options ha!

SnuffleUffleGrass
11-01-2022, 03:27 PM
Kind of funny- Kohl's is selling XMas decorations of well painted wine bottles that are supposed to look like arts and craft items done at home...it's super surreal. Like some people could do that at home but don't have the time. Just weird.

indiegirl
11-02-2022, 02:08 AM
It's raining here in California!!

kimbe
11-02-2022, 09:48 AM
Chance of rain showers tonight here as well..

carmen_b
11-02-2022, 01:11 PM
^ You lucky rain ladies.
It's snowing here.

I sort of have a rule to bail on this area when it starts to " stick " ha but I'm just too tired to move for various reasons ha !
Hopefully it won't stick and will melt in 2-3 days ha.

carmen_b
11-02-2022, 01:12 PM
The app I tried was Bumble.
I'm going to move forward to a few convos .
Why not ?

carmen_b
11-02-2022, 01:13 PM
Oddly ..... this college professor I went out with a few times messaged.
He messaged on FB but I suspect he must have seen my " getting out there " efforts.
I don't know but the timing just doesn't seem to make any other sense.

I don't really have a libido other than a weekly-ish vibe experience ( it's still that low ).
I don't know if it just died TOWARDS my former partner or all around and medical stuff needs to be done.

In the name of science ..... change one variable ....... test again....

smeca
11-02-2022, 01:51 PM
Tonight i was once again telling my bf "I used to dance to this song" when one of my songs played on shuffle, and he literally said without prompt "you're like that 'yes grandma let's get you to bed' meme".

I made this like a year ago :rotfl: :ashamed:57756

carmen_b
11-02-2022, 01:52 PM
^ Does he not like hearing about your club days or is he ok with it all ?
Ha.
I find mens reactions can just vary wildly.

smeca
11-02-2022, 01:55 PM
^oh he's fine haha, think he said it bc he feels like the old man at work when he hears himself saying "I used to do that..." :')

AChildOfBoredom
11-02-2022, 02:32 PM
Thought we lost our drummer Saturday night. He wasn’t answering his phone, nobody knew where he was. He texted me Sunday with this…

5775757758

Then he called me a few minutes later saying him and the other guy needed to talk to K and I about something, so I told him she’d be here on Halloween and they could come over and even do dinner here so long as they acquiesced to my sister’s demand that we all be in costume when we handed out candy to the kids. He went one better… he verified that I have a flat top and said he’d take of the main course if we did sides, and ended up doing pork chops… he owns a catering company and moved here from Chicago, so “Chicago style” pork chops are his big thing. And this guy can cook… he has skills. We ate like royalty and it was nothing for him to bring enough for 14 people with some to spare. They wanted to make this more than a one off project and they wanted to know if I was on board and they were hoping K would be, because they know metal isn’t her thing and that she did this more as a favor for me. But she seems to be enjoying it, although I worry she may be trying a little to hard to try shaping herself into the ‘right’ image. She’s been studying other women in the scene and has been adjusting her manner of dress and mannerisms to try being more confirming. At one point she asked if I thought she should dye her hair black, and I told her it was hers to choose, but I wouldn’t recommend it… this has this absolutely gorgeous red hair. I have naturally raven dark hair and I’m mostly okay with it, but sometimes I’d like to have blonde or red hair. On the bright side, I did a Wednesday Addams costume for handing out candy to the kids, and it was a natural fit for me.

Our interns both were hired as Tech 1s, but at the other facility. My favorite Tech 2 to work and jam music promoted to FT3 and transferred there also. So we interviewed new interns today, which included a young woman. I really wanted to recommend her, but I just don’t feel like she ‘has it’ for what we require.

lynn2009
11-02-2022, 04:34 PM
It's supposed to be in the 70s through the weekend here. I am sure most everyone is thrilled but it is November now and I am looking for solidly fall weather in the 50s, 60s max.

chanzep
11-02-2022, 07:29 PM
I wish it was cooler too.

carmen_b
11-03-2022, 06:04 PM
I think I'm going south again.
I have some repairs going at the AirBnB and no one at that house 9-10 days.
It's cold AF up here what was I thinking ? lol
I just have no privacy where I am either and this might let more smoothly procrastinate renting somewhere ha.

I'm glad the area it's in is 30 min. from J ( I hate that immediate neighborhood with too many memories ).

If my dating profile collides with J's dating profile it will not be a good day for me so I should keep it within 5-10 miles I guess ? I'm kind of mentally prepping ..... like .... if you see him selling himself on a dating site don't let it derail anything.

The bonus .... I can bring my dance bag . It's hard to tell what my day job customers will do lately. I have no idea if the upcoming week will be filled with time wasting nonsense. I hope not. An evening alternative $$ option would be nice.