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Selina M
10-14-2016, 04:03 PM
I keep having this weird recurring dream where we are supposed to go on a cross-country vacation for a week. We drop our dogs off and I'm trying to use them as an excuse that we can't go; then we get to the airport and I'm stalling by going to Starbucks and airport shops, then saying "How about we change the tickets & just pop over to Vegas for the weekend?"
It's been happening when moving into a house comes up. I really want to, but then I think about putting down $1000 in deposits on a new place & having to pack & that this would be going on at Christmas-time when I wanted to go to Europe... and I go "Well let's just stay here/get another apartment" even though it feels disappointing to say that.
lynn2009
10-14-2016, 07:37 PM
I hope this winter is one super long snow storm.
Velveteen.Rabbit
10-15-2016, 11:36 AM
Starting a 3 year goal to get my hair down to my ass
Genoveve
10-15-2016, 10:03 PM
I'm a huge Beyonce fan and I love this song but I really did not like this performance:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmKWlrOtM8o
It was like the Madonna Human Nature video gone wrong, looks really messy to me. Maybe it looked better in person. I love that outfit a million more times than I liked any of the Formation Tour outfits though.
whirlerz
10-15-2016, 10:43 PM
It says no longer avail. :( Really wanted to see the outfit
Genoveve
10-15-2016, 11:07 PM
^^Here it is, I didn't notice her bleeding damn that must have hurt, looks like she broke one of her earrings and they were pretty big: http://www.torontosun.com/2016/10/16/beyonce-bleeding-during-tidal-x-performance
SimoneGray
10-16-2016, 07:30 AM
I finally got waist long hair extensions put in. I thought they would be a nightmare but my hair has never been more cooperative and manageable. Yay.
lynn2009
10-16-2016, 02:22 PM
I really need to spend more energy on graduating and less energy on how much money I'm going to make when I do. omg focus
lynn2009
10-16-2016, 02:36 PM
Also I got gold brown nail polish today with sparkles and it's awesome.
Ok I'm really done now.
Aurora_Sunset
10-16-2016, 06:01 PM
So... there's this really weird dynamic that happens with certain people in my life who aren't super close friends, and I have never directly told them what I do for a living, but I'm pretty sure they know by virtue of someone else who's closer to me telling them. But they never say anything definitive and specific about my job. So because they aren't being super obvious that they know, I don't say anything specific about my job, because even though I'm pretty sure they know... I don't know know.
So any time the subject of work comes up, it's this awkward, vague dance of them not really saying anything about my job and me not really saying anything about my job because I don't know if they know, but they totally probably know and are just not saying anything because they don't know if I know they know, or they don't know if they're supposed to know or say anything about it... And we all know what's being talked about... but nobody says they know...
Ya know?
lol Does this happen to anyone else?
charlie61
10-17-2016, 02:36 PM
So... there's this really weird dynamic that happens with certain people in my life who aren't super close friends, and I have never directly told them what I do for a living, but I'm pretty sure they know by virtue of someone else who's closer to me telling them. But they never say anything definitive and specific about my job. So because they aren't being super obvious that they know, I don't say anything specific about my job, because even though I'm pretty sure they know... I don't know know.
So any time the subject of work comes up, it's this awkward, vague dance of them not really saying anything about my job and me not really saying anything about my job because I don't know if they know, but they totally probably know and are just not saying anything because they don't know if I know they know, or they don't know if they're supposed to know or say anything about it... And we all know what's being talked about... but nobody says they know...
Ya know?
lol Does this happen to anyone else?
The worst is when you meet someone new, and you're acting all normal and stuff, and then you find out during the conversation or afterwards that a mutual friend/acquaintance outed you to that person before you met them. And there you were, thinking you were protected and acting all normal. Hate that feeling.
lilylilylily
10-17-2016, 02:48 PM
So... there's this really weird dynamic that happens with certain people in my life who aren't super close friends, and I have never directly told them what I do for a living, but I'm pretty sure they know by virtue of someone else who's closer to me telling them. But they never say anything definitive and specific about my job. So because they aren't being super obvious that they know, I don't say anything specific about my job, because even though I'm pretty sure they know... I don't know know.
So any time the subject of work comes up, it's this awkward, vague dance of them not really saying anything about my job and me not really saying anything about my job because I don't know if they know, but they totally probably know and are just not saying anything because they don't know if I know they know, or they don't know if they're supposed to know or say anything about it... And we all know what's being talked about... but nobody says they know...
Ya know?
lol Does this happen to anyone else?
I girl that I've recently gotten close friends with again never brings up my job, neither does my close family members. Maybe they've given up cuz I've been vague about it in the past, or they know but don't wanna come out and say they know. I told my mother a long time ago what I do but later told her I changed jobs. I guess in a way its better that my job doesn't get brought up but it bothers me a bit thinking hey might know. Lol
Velveteen.Rabbit
10-17-2016, 10:52 PM
The worst is when you meet someone new, and you're acting all normal and stuff, and then you find out during the conversation or afterwards that a mutual friend/acquaintance outed you to that person before you met them. And there you were, thinking you were protected and acting all normal. Hate that feeling.
That's precisely why it's so much better to be a completely in the closet sexworker. Because even if you tell just one person, they'll tell a handful of people who will also tell a handful of people and it will turn into the plague. And they won't even tell you about it. It happens evvvvvery time and it only took me like 8 years in the industry to figure that out.
Aurora_Sunset
10-18-2016, 06:01 AM
Ever just get really annoyed that it's morning already? Not even because it's early, or you didn't sleep well, or the day is going to be particularly hard. You just aren't quite prepared to get up and live an entire day yet...
baer45
10-18-2016, 08:35 AM
wish I could just get up and go out this way.
https://s17.postimg.org/ckwa9n21b/77n1edjairqx.jpg
BarbieNYC
10-18-2016, 03:34 PM
^^^ goals lol
I love the guitar intro to pour some sugar on me by def leppard. Whenever I hear that shit in the club it makes me wish I was a skinny, tan stripper with fake tits so I could flip my hair around on the pole
Unfortunately im stuck dancing to hip hop when the crowd comes in but when the club is dead i definitely ask the dj to throw me up to this and pretend like im.some hot 80s stripper lol
whirlerz
10-18-2016, 07:58 PM
The 1st song I dance to was Hysteria, & every time I hear it I wanna go bk dancing. It's a $$$ song for me.
So today I went downtown, & had a focus grp. I just.barely.made it on time, & luckily I was cut out as an extra person, (they overbook in case of no shows, cancels).
So I got paid anyways.
This girl that worked there, she had a DEEP low cut top, no bra & small boobs like me..I was like (to myself)wow, you wear that to a vanilla job?:O
Genoveve
10-18-2016, 09:34 PM
The 1st song I dance to was Hysteria, & every time I hear it I wanna go bk dancing. It's a $$$ song for me.
That Muse song Supermassive Black Hole always mentally transports me right back into the stripclub.
Selina M
10-19-2016, 12:38 AM
Ever just get really annoyed that it's morning already? Not even because it's early, or you didn't sleep well, or the day is going to be particularly hard. You just aren't quite prepared to get up and live an entire day yet...
I get annoyed at going to bed.... like "What!? I have to start all over again tomorrow?!"
BambiCutie
10-19-2016, 04:25 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUvDQBzOb8g
baer45
10-19-2016, 08:08 PM
Playboy model Katie May died after chiropractor 'tore open artery while manipulating' neck injury she incurred on photoshoot.
Damn it, should i cancel my appointment?
SimoneGray
10-20-2016, 03:08 AM
^^ that sounds insanely scary wow. I would be terrified also to go.
I wish that I wasn't so squicked out by people I don't know touching me. I really really need a massage, but I can't stomach the thought of it. It's just too weird. But my back is fucked. Le sigh.
DonaDiabla
10-20-2016, 04:48 AM
I will be filming some clown clips this weekend :)
Yes!!!
charlie61
10-20-2016, 03:44 PM
^^ that sounds insanely scary wow. I would be terrified also to go.
I wish that I wasn't so squicked out by people I don't know touching me. I really really need a massage, but I can't stomach the thought of it. It's just too weird. But my back is fucked. Le sigh.
Good massage therapists can administer massage through clothing or through sheets. Not sure if that'd make a difference for you. :hug:
SimoneGray
10-20-2016, 03:53 PM
^^ It actually would :) I didn't even realise that was an option, I must ask around and see who does that. Thank you!
charlie61
10-22-2016, 09:46 PM
^^ It actually would :) I didn't even realise that was an option, I must ask around and see who does that. Thank you!
Through the sheets can be very nice, because you're still undressed (which helps make it feel like more of a treat) but you're protected. I'd look for an independent LMT with great reviews instead of going to a spa or massage corporation.
seashell
10-23-2016, 03:53 AM
Last night, a girl pulled a half-eaten McDonald's double cheeseburger out of her locker and ate it in the dressing room. Now I can't stop thinking about McDonald's! I know I'll feel sick if I eat one of those burgers... always do... but I think it's gonna have to happen.
SimoneGray
10-23-2016, 06:00 AM
I've realised that the only new clothes I buy are panties and tops to cam in. Like all the clothes in my closet are at least 2-3yrs old. I kinda miss the days when I could put on nice clothes and do things.
lynn2009
10-24-2016, 09:57 PM
My little kitten totally smiles when I scratch along his spine :)
JGB2009
10-25-2016, 07:29 PM
I think it is annoying to see guys wearing shades in their profile pictures on dating sites.....like where are ur eyes at............pffftttt
LoveyDovey
10-25-2016, 07:57 PM
I can't stand some of these screenwriters on this online discussion forum I frequent. One small typo and they get on your ass for not using proper English. It's like they have a need to flaunt their intelligence by pointing out flaws in your post.
I just want to tell them to chill the fuck out. It's a discussion forum, not an actual assignment. I don't mind if someone corrects me. It's the condescending attitude that comes with it. Some of them think they are God's gift to the writing world.
Can't wait to win my Oscar so I can tell them to STFU.
Genoveve
10-25-2016, 08:08 PM
^^Eew how annoying. Because God knows that in this digital age no one ever makes a typo or no one ever accidentally trips up and flubs their words while talking......::)
I feel bad for one of my landlady's dogs. Both of her rotties are old and one of them has had a hip replacement that I guess really acts up because she has a lot of trouble moving. I've seen her have a really hard time just standing up from sitting and she shakes while she squats to urinate. I always give the dogs treats and sometimes as excited as this one will get when she sees me come out with one she will just sit still and won't come to me because I think moving happens to be too difficult for her right then(don't worry I walk the treat over to her). The thing that makes me feel really bad though is that there's this huge steep hill on our property that my landlady walks up every day for exercise and she makes the dogs go with her and I've seen her have to really force the dog to go up it. I know she thinks it's healthy for the dogs but with the one having so much hip trouble I can't help but think that that hill walk is detrimental and the dog would rather skip it. Plus my landlady has a bad ankle that she always wraps and she will make herself go up that hill even when it's acting up really bad and wrapped up because she thinks it's good for it but she might be better off skipping that damn hill too.......
seashell
10-26-2016, 12:40 AM
I love watching concert videos on youtube, but the lead singer of my favorite band is always a shitshow. He can still do a mediocre performance, but the drug/alcohol use is clearly causing some problems lol
baer45
10-26-2016, 08:38 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APoCpZOrI4w
I LOVe this video!!
lynn2009
10-27-2016, 01:48 PM
You know how when you are really overwhelmed and stressed out you shut down and do nothing? Yeah, so, that's definitely where I am. I don't think I did very well on my first midterm and I have been REALLY dropping the ball at work lately. I want to go nothing but hide in bed or a closet all day...
LoveyDovey
10-27-2016, 07:33 PM
I live in southern California and work with this girl who flies to Paris and works at a club there. I've never been there and have always wanted to go. This sounds so cool and someday I want to go with her and do this.
Velveteen.Rabbit
10-27-2016, 09:13 PM
^ I thought they only hire girls with French citizenship or visas? That's what I was told by a girl who used to do that.
baer45
10-28-2016, 08:12 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJGvFBC4BZc
AWWWWWWWWWW, poor little darling.
Vyanka
10-28-2016, 08:38 PM
So cute!^ Hate that they get killed to be coats.
JGB2009
10-28-2016, 10:46 PM
How I wishhhhhhh so muchhhhhh I could just cuddle up with you and fall asleep.....the thought sounds sooooooo good!!!!
seashell
10-29-2016, 03:06 AM
Most of my random thoughts are about food. I am OBSESSED with Chik-Fil-A. I avoided them for freaking ever after the whole anti-gay thing, but a couple of my gay friends eat there, so I gave in and tried it for the first time two weeks ago. I've had it like 6 times since then. It's so good!
carmen_b
10-29-2016, 06:55 PM
This is why I was always closeted even though in many ways, it would have been easier to be out.
That's precisely why it's so much better to be a completely in the closet sexworker. Because even if you tell just one person, they'll tell a handful of people who will also tell a handful of people and it will turn into the plague. And they won't even tell you about it. It happens evvvvvery time and it only took me like 8 years in the industry to figure that out.
carmen_b
10-29-2016, 06:56 PM
Me too !
That Muse song Supermassive Black Hole always mentally transports me right back into the stripclub.
carmen_b
10-29-2016, 07:01 PM
I was a background actor for a movie recently ! It was just SO FUN .
The hustle level during filming was high and it was a blast to watch happen ( everything was many takes ).
It was a goal this year for me to be a movie extra and I did it ! :)
JGB2009
10-29-2016, 09:34 PM
So I think my daughters dad called me tonight. He let my phone ring once and then hung up.......can u say idiot!!!!
baer45
10-31-2016, 01:01 PM
Westworld is warming up to me.
46443
seashell
10-31-2016, 04:26 PM
Westworld is warming up to me.
46443
Yes!! I wasn't sure if I would like the show, because they info-dumped so much plot in the first few episodes, but it's gotten really good. :)
BambiCutie
10-31-2016, 04:33 PM
I fell in love with that show, seriously has me excited right after Walking Dead! I really love the style, going back and forth with really detailed scenes, sometimes makes me jolt when character or killed..that and I love Western movies.
xStacey
10-31-2016, 09:41 PM
The days are never ending fuck and we supposedly have it easier than our American counterparts. I don't know how American lawyers do with their 8 am to 4 am work days, 7 days a week holy shit.
Aurora_Sunset
11-01-2016, 02:46 PM
I just broke things off with my FWB because my friend and I decided to start dating. Things were really over with that situation anyway, and I'm obviously excited, but I know it really hurt the guy so I'm a weird mix of relieved and giddy about the future and feeling like a piece of shit