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JGB2009
06-03-2017, 06:25 AM
I'm going to the beach with family this weekend for some sun and fun. Last week I went to the lake for a family birthday party. Me and my sister were trying to keep up the alcohol consumption with my cousin who's in the Army. She about 5 foot and 98 pound drank us under the table. I had to be carried to my room.

Haha two drinks is always the max for me. Then again I don't drink often. Takes me forever to sober up.

SimoneGray
06-03-2017, 12:16 PM
I looooove VS online...their coupon codes and discount offers and daily clearance sales mean that I've just gotten about $500 worth of stuff for about $175. This is awesome.

baer45
06-04-2017, 05:35 PM
Time passes so fast, I just took a shower after seeing a client at 4pm, and now it's 8:30pm.

lilylilylily
06-04-2017, 08:18 PM
I had tuna tacos for the first time yesterday and they were soooo good. The best thing I've had in a long time actually. I'm back to obsessing about food since my fuck bud with a huge dick turned out to be a dick

lilylilylily
06-04-2017, 08:46 PM
I find the appetizers are sometimes the best thing on a restaurants menu

baer45
06-04-2017, 09:28 PM
I had tuna tacos for the first time yesterday and they were soooo good. The best thing I've had in a long time actually. I'm back to obsessing about food since my fuck bud with a huge dick turned out to be a dick

aha :) This was from couple of days ago. Spicy Tuna Taco

https://s30.postimg.org/xfbwjanbl/20170602_203447223_i_OS.jpg

seashell
06-05-2017, 12:22 AM
I'm planning to work more on my vanilla online businesses, and it's pretty exciting! I've been wanting to do this for ages but haven't had the time... I've been solely focused on stripping/camming. It recently occurred to me that I can hire a virtual assistant on UpWork... or just have my bf to help out. I need to invest time into it for it to grow, and my sex work money can more than fund some extra help.

LoveyDovey
06-05-2017, 09:30 AM
So my ex boyfriend of 9 years decided to email me out of the blue after not talking since I left him 3+ years ago. He wants to see me at the club. Gues he wants to rekindle things. He must be trolling for pussy. No no no no no that man and his cray family drove me insane no no no lol! They alllllways come back, don't they...

lilylilylily
06-05-2017, 10:49 AM
aha :) This was from couple of days ago. Spicy Tuna Taco

https://s30.postimg.org/xfbwjanbl/20170602_203447223_i_OS.jpg

Omg that looks amazing. Did you make them?

baer45
06-05-2017, 10:51 AM
Omg that looks amazing. Did you make them?

No, but I might give it a try when I am in the mood. Won't expect as good as the restaurant though.

WendiStarr
06-05-2017, 12:24 PM
I'm back from vacation and I gotta get back to making that dough. I'm feeling demotivated today but since fuck buddy just stopped by and I went through the trouble of making myself look beautiful I might as well cam later and turn my phone lines back on. I have a bunch of booking requests from when I was gone and it seems to be full of a bunch of bullshitters using ridiculous pseudo names or giving smart ass answers. Vacation went by too fast. Time to get my ass back in work mode.

SnuffleUffleGrass
06-05-2017, 05:29 PM
I got a lot of sun today & the HUGE sun spot on my upper lip is very dark. I have to get this thing lazered. ughhhhh

baer45
06-05-2017, 08:09 PM
The Most Stressful Life Events

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JGB2009
06-06-2017, 11:43 AM
I have so much listed on my to do list...........seems like when I mark something off.....something else needs to be added..............uhgggg

BarbieNYC
06-07-2017, 11:12 AM
The upcoming full moon is hitting the patients at my vanilla job pretty bad. It's been some nightmare shifts the past few days.

Also my mom keeps getting on my ass about working so much and how working 12 hour shifts until 3 am isn't healthy for me and I just roll my eyes like if she only knew what i used to do. Lolol

I think im gonna dance this week. My job makes it hard for me to get to the club in time to be worth it because i usually get out at 11 and live an hour away. But i feel like just popping in at the last minute and making whatever i make. I miss dancing and chances are i will still make more than i do in my 12 hr shift lol

Elektra Luxx
06-07-2017, 01:08 PM
I've been in Performance Management training this week with my boss/ex-bf. I'm training to be an assistant manager of my department. Lol. He's been really nice and took me out to eat for lunch. I'm not getting the feeling that he's playing me. Next week we are traveling together. Separate rooms, Let's see how that goes.

Aurora_Sunset
06-07-2017, 03:48 PM
I signed a lease on a new place! I'm officially getting out of this town and moving to a bigger city! Woo!

I'm a little mad at myself because I booked a tour of the nicest and most expensive place first - and of course fell in love with it. I was hoping to move someplace cheaper this year and try to save a little money. I am, technically - a whole $7 cheaper than my current rent! LOL! But this place, while slightly smaller bedrooms and living room than my current place, has 2 bedrooms, so I can separate stuff and turn one into a craft/working room, a nice open kitchen, way more bathroom space, and I even have an extra vanity and sink right in the master bedroom! I can actually sit and do my hair/makeup in my room! So cool! I'll be losing my fireplace, which is a bummer, but I'll still have a balcony. Management is super on top of things too, which is a big checkmark for me when looking for a place.

I can't wait to set up my rooms and start cooking in my big, awesome kitchen! I'm also excited to start moving stuff asap because I hit the point about 2 months ago where I normally would have done a thorough spring-cleaning of my apartment, but knowing that I was moving soon, I just let it slide. My place is really bad right now lol

WendiStarr
06-08-2017, 07:59 AM
Since I know 100% that I'm not pregnant I've returned to waist training. I switched to my steel boned one. I like steel boned better because the plastic boned ones I have seem to bend or break easy or get those weird wrinkles that won't go away, even the $70 Amia one. Vain, I know but I'm hoping to get my waist down to 24".

LoveyDovey
06-08-2017, 08:02 AM
I've discovered that Apple cider vinegar is much easier to drink when you combine it with diet arizona green tea. It actually tastes good!! I'll never mix it with water again.

Aurora_Sunset
06-08-2017, 04:51 PM
I officially decided I'm putting off school for a year. I'm gonna continue escorting, go back to dancing at least once a week once I have more options when I move, and try to find another part-time EMS gig to feel more confident moving forward with training next year (plus all of this to save money so I won't have to worry when I'm busy with school and can't work as much.

I really really want to start going out more again. I know I don't need to, in any way. But I really miss going out to clubs and parties and getting into the atmosphere. I need to make friends again and start going out on weekends like a normal person. I'll be living very close to the big nightlife part of the city when I move, so I think I'll probably take advantage.

ScarletKitten
06-08-2017, 06:11 PM
^Sounds like a good plan!

I'm going to wait until next year to enroll in college too. There is too much going on in my life right now.

seashell
06-09-2017, 09:16 AM
I'm redecorating my boyfriend's room to look better on camera. So far, I've switched out his bedspread and convinced him to let me hang up Christmas lights. I found some cool ideas on Pinterest for hanging up curtains as a sort of headboard for your bed. Getting all excited now lol

BarbieNYC
06-09-2017, 11:13 AM
My friend's wedding theme is lavender. It is so hard finding a lavender dress that doesn't make you look like part of the bridal party. And any that look cute are crazy expensive for a dress I'm only gonna wear once

Finally gave up and went to the thrift store and boom! Found a brand new silk dress in my size and a perfect fit

Lol if i ever need to go to an event and need a one time only outfit, I'll for sure check the thrift store first

WendiStarr
06-09-2017, 11:31 AM
^ I love thrift stores for that reason. I once had a gay male friend ask me an unusual favor. His family back in China had been pressuring him to settle down and get married(they had no idea that he was gay). He asked me if I would take pictures with him in a wedding dress so that he could send it to them. I was not about to spend big money on a wedding dress for fake wedding pictures so I hit up a couple thrift stores and ended up finding one for like $5, lol. Thrift stores rock!

Aurora_Sunset
06-10-2017, 09:22 AM
I am really enjoying just hanging out in my parents' house with nothing to do other than this wedding. Nobody's even home. It's so nice. When I just sit around in my own apartment, I always feel like I'm wasting the time I have where I could be doing something. Or going on vacation, obviously is nice, but there's still the expectation of getting out and doing certain things. Normally when I'm back home, I'm running around either spending time with my family or visiting friends. Not that that's not nice, but it's still going going going the entire time. I had dinner with my dad last night and we'll hang out more tomorrow evening, but in the meantime, no people around - I didn't even tell anyone else I was coming into town, so I don't have to worry about anyone or anything.

Just need to make an appearance at this wedding for a few hours later, and by the time I'm home, my dad will already be in bed since he works super early, so I'll just have the living room to myself to binge watch OITNB. Just doing nothing with no guilt and no people pressing on my attention for anything is so damn nice.

Ginnyyy
06-10-2017, 09:52 AM
Took vacation in May and first half of June. Damn, time flu so fast. Anyway, I started to miss being online. Meanwhile, I still read on twitter about #smglitch...no words.

Elektra Luxx
06-10-2017, 02:04 PM
I'm with my dad at the Toyota dealer shopping for another car. I brought my dad because I was afraid they would walk all over me.

carmen_b
06-10-2017, 02:22 PM
^ So awful, but smart to bring a man ( true even in this day and age ).

carmen_b
06-10-2017, 02:24 PM
I'm in such a HUNGRY phase with cash in the vanilla business.
I closed a big sale a few days ago and I think it spurred a " why stop there " kind of vibe.

A high hustle week is : phone on for 10-12 hours a day, Live Chat On on the website with a " Ding " going if there is a customer , and MANY touching base emails / texts / calls to anyone pending.

I have the time this week so why not ? It's good for me to alternate weeks like this with my weeks of heavy personal plans ( less time to hustle ).

Universe .... send me another customer like last week ( first call to buying decision took 3 days ).

diehardcamgirl
06-10-2017, 08:42 PM
I'm lonely.

whirlerz
06-10-2017, 09:13 PM
I'm lonely.

YES^! :(

lilylilylily
06-10-2017, 09:28 PM
Same here... Wishing my FB would care enough to call me, or even text. I'd be so happy

LoveyDovey
06-11-2017, 08:15 AM
My friends out here made me realize how lucky I am that I've been able to support myself and my son on my own for 12 years now. Especially since I live in a place that isn't cheap.They don't know about how I've been stripping all these years. I'm now afraid my female friends won't take it well at all. The one I'm staying with has been acting a bit "off" and was actually being kinda rude my first day here. Outing myself isn't going to go as well as I thought. Guess I'll just stay in the closet...

LoveyDovey
06-11-2017, 10:48 AM
While at the Dead shows in Boulder this weekend, I met this really cool woman named Wendy. She had a beautiful energy about her. Turns out this woman climbed Mt. Everest! It was so cool to talk with her about it. She said she trained really hard, but she did it! She proved to me that we can do anything if we work hard and believe in ourselves. Made me think of my own goals and how much I want to reach them. She was really inspirational!

WendiStarr
06-12-2017, 03:51 PM
I was grocery shopping at Trader Joe's and found candied ginger. I'd been meaning to try it but when I seen it at the local Kroger it was $6.99 for a little bitty bag of it. I seen it for $1.99 at Trader Joe's and had to get me some. At first I wasn't sure I liked it because of the heat and spiciness but it seems to be helping.

BarbieNYC
06-12-2017, 04:36 PM
I bought crocs for work and they were so comfortable that i slipped them on and wore them out in public today at the grocery store. Lol they're so horrid looking but it's like walking on clouds.. I plan on wearing my scrubs to class just so i can wear my crocs and no one will judge me at school cuz they'll just assume im going to work right after. It's that serious lol

I swear scrubs are like getting away with wearing comfy pajamas everywhere without being judged.

lilylilylily
06-12-2017, 04:53 PM
Bought a pack of 3 pairs of cotton undies at the dollar store today. They're cute and seem to be pretty good quality. Impressed again by the dollar store

Elektra Luxx
06-12-2017, 05:19 PM
So my sister is in my apartment studying for school nudeski. (I told her that it worked for me to get more relaxed, anywhoo) She hears a fighting across the breezeway from my apartment. It's my jailbird neighbor and his girlfriend having a knockdown drag out. She's peeking out the peep hole, the girlfriend comes flying out of her apartment across the breezeway and starts banging on my apartment door yelling for help. My sister freaking out because she's naked and the jailbird and his trashy piece of ass are fighting outside my door. My sister calls the cops and puts clothes on, but by that time the girlfriend has locked herself inside their apartment and the jailbird is trying to kick the door down. It takes about 30 minutes for the cops to show and it's all over and they're probably having make up sex in their apartment. Sheeesh!!! My sister was all freaked out. It's time to move.

baer45
06-12-2017, 06:33 PM
30 minutes... move to somewhere closer to the police station or get a gun.

Elektra Luxx
06-12-2017, 06:37 PM
30 minutes... move to somewhere closer to the police station or get a gun.

That's the thing, there are police substations all over. I bet they are not more than 10 minute from anywhere in the city. Plus, guns make me nervous.

baer45
06-12-2017, 06:50 PM
That's the thing, there are police substations all over. I bet they are not more than 10 minute from anywhere in the city. Plus, guns make me nervous.

It's your right to own a gun, but it's not always right to get a gun. If it makes you nervous, don't get one. But still 30 minutes, little worrisome, move closer to a donut shop/pizza place/ihop, fat cops stay there all the time.

WendiStarr
06-13-2017, 05:41 AM
Today I have a new sexy house cleaning client who is a doctor. I've never had a doctor as a client before for anything or one as old as him. When I googled his address, it looks like he's in a nice, upscale neighborhood 45 minutes away from me. Because my anxiety always makes me think the worst about everything, what if he changes his mind last minute but doesn't tell me until once I've showed up? The only time I ever almost had a doctor as a client was for body rubs and that guy had cancelled on me twice and then no show. What if he can't handle seeing a young lady in lingerie, cleaning? He's in his 70's so that is a legit concern. Then again, one of my grandpa's is the same age as him, survived two heart attacks, and is still a horny old bastard, chasing younger tail. I'm certified in cpr but still. Damn anxiety making me overthink shit.

ScarletKitten
06-13-2017, 09:34 PM
Lately all I've been wanting to listen to is Hip hop with a loud badass beat or R&B songs about heartbreak. I swear it's my only fuel to live right now. This boy got me twisted. I hardly talk to him anymore now. I only sent him one message that said "hey" after going 3 days of saying absolutely nothing to him. I just can't talk to him. I need to stop looking at his pictures or reading his old texts/ messages to me.

Why is being in love such fucking torture?? Why can't it be simple? I need to forget about him. It would make my life easier.

Aurora_Sunset
06-14-2017, 08:21 AM
My escort client - really handsome, big dick, that I've talked about in the Fuckfest thread - has been texting me today, giving me more info on himself (he's a surgeon, I knew it was something medically related but he never wanted to tell me exactly what), and asking if I'd be interested in being a travel companion when he goes to medical conferences. Offering to pay expenses, plus my rates, and spa and shopping excursions while he's in his lectures.

Fuuuuck, I hope he's not playing! I've had too many clients say they'd like discuss the possibility of me traveling with them and then shortly afterward, disappearing. I don't want to get too excited in case this doesn't pan out, but omg, that would be so great!

WendiStarr
06-14-2017, 06:44 PM
I was checking my email, trying to skim through all the junk when I misread an email and thought it said, "Chocolate doctor". I stopped and looked at it. It was just my eyes and mind playing tricks on me. I've been eating healthy foods lately but I was thinking chocolate doctor? Where do I apply for that job?!

baer45
06-14-2017, 07:21 PM
My escort client - really handsome, big dick, that I've talked about in the Fuckfest thread - has been texting me today, giving me more info on himself (he's a surgeon, I knew it was something medically related but he never wanted to tell me exactly what), and asking if I'd be interested in being a travel companion when he goes to medical conferences. Offering to pay expenses, plus my rates, and spa and shopping excursions while he's in his lectures.

Fuuuuck, I hope he's not playing! I've had too many clients say they'd like discuss the possibility of me traveling with them and then shortly afterward, disappearing. I don't want to get too excited in case this doesn't pan out, but omg, that would be so great!

https://kopickopass.files.wordpress.com/2015/01/241.jpg

~*SwanPrincess*~
06-14-2017, 07:44 PM
My older, super handsome, professional (ex) customer I was so wary about seeing outside of work, has become so important to me. I feel so lucky to have him in my life now. It sounds corny but it feels like he is "everything I never knew I needed." Im taking things slowly, of course. But I just feel so happy how this is going so far!

WendiStarr
06-15-2017, 10:09 AM
It looks like I lost one of my best body rub clients. I hadn't heard from him all week and I always see him once a week. I decided to contact him and he told me that he got fired from his job on Monday. On a positive note that old doctor dude whose house that I cleaned on Tuesday made another cleaning appointment for Tuesday of next week. I hope this doctor becomes a regular. Lose one, gain one.

JGB2009
06-15-2017, 12:17 PM
I had a appointment at 1:30 to get my AC in my house repaired. They are late. Its been almost 2 hours. SMH!!!!!

baer45
06-15-2017, 09:04 PM
Who's watching Orange is the new black right now?