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Marina Starr
08-22-2019, 09:56 AM
It ain't always easy.

PixiieGirl
08-22-2019, 02:40 PM
pride weekend starts tomorrow, not got as much cash as I'd hoped but this queer is exciteddd

NitaBaby
08-22-2019, 06:21 PM
Summer must have peaked and begun the dying down process because I can finally step outside without flinching in audible pain and breathing out of my mouth like a dog. I'm also not squinting so hard that my eyes are basically closed. Small wins.

It's still hot asf - but not hot as hell.

Marina Starr
08-24-2019, 12:19 PM
The weather is so shitty today... been gray and raining since 6am. I'll create my own rainbow and sunshine.... treating myself to some Chinese food. Feeling #blessed and #spoiled ;D

NitaBaby
08-24-2019, 12:44 PM
The weather is so shitty today... been gray and raining since 6am. I'll create my own rainbow and sunshine.... treating myself to some Chinese food. Feeling #blessed and #spoiled ;D

Damnit. Can you pass that blessed weather over here? My best days are the wet, dreery ones. I could go on and on but you clearly like sunshine lol so PLEASE pass that gloomy shit my way. I love the rain.

Marina Starr
08-24-2019, 01:08 PM
LOL, I love the rain when I'm home but not when out and about.


Damnit. Can you pass that blessed weather over here? My best days are the wet, dreery ones. I could go on and on but you clearly like sunshine lol so PLEASE pass that gloomy shit my way. I love the rain.

NitaBaby
08-24-2019, 02:45 PM
LOL, I love the rain when I'm home but not when out and about.


Okay, you got me there lol.

Marina Starr
08-24-2019, 03:42 PM
I'm loving Walmart... I like to go early... but I always wonder what it would be liking shopping at Walmart at 3, 4am. I may have to call Walmart security to escort me inside and back to my car.

Hazelcam
08-24-2019, 04:28 PM
currently wondering how to get a 2000 emergency loan when no one will lend to me :/ welp think I might be outta luck.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-24-2019, 04:55 PM
I'm loving Walmart... I like to go early... but I always wonder what it would be liking shopping at Walmart at 3, 4am. I may have to call Walmart security to escort me inside and back to my car.

That's what I did two weeks ago when I went at 5am. Or at least I got security to walk me back to my car when I was done. It was still dark when I left. Sometimes I have to make emergency/Iast minute trips for supplies before I head out on the truck. When this happens I lay on my horn really hard before I get out of my car. I imagine any potential muggers hanging out in the parking lot are gonna be like oh HELL NAW! I'm gonna leave her alone. :)

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-24-2019, 05:12 PM
I was at Target two days ago and there was a Taylor Swift fan club there. I haven't seen that many wholesome looking people in one place in a very long time. They were all so adorable and to my surprise I kinda wanted to join the fun? Almost all of them were wearing matching pink sweatshirts and spread out all over the store. They were swapping friendship bracelets and cupcakes...at Target!!! It was all so random to me but they planned the meetup for her new album. I'm not a swiftie but I thought that was pretty cool.

Marina Starr
08-25-2019, 12:53 PM
Sunday Church #gospel #bible

JGB2009
08-25-2019, 07:43 PM
I'm loving Walmart... I like to go early... but I always wonder what it would be liking shopping at Walmart at 3, 4am. I may have to call Walmart security to escort me inside and back to my car.

I shop those hours. Where I go there is only one register open and all the self check out lines are closed.

~Carmen~
08-25-2019, 08:21 PM
I'm loving Walmart... I like to go early... but I always wonder what it would be liking shopping at Walmart at 3, 4am. I may have to call Walmart security to escort me inside and back to my car.

I have been wanting to do this for so long. I think we would fit right in wearing pajamas.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-25-2019, 08:25 PM
I shop those hours. Where I go there is only one register open and all the self check out lines are closed.

My Walmart is the opposite. There are zero human registers open but the self checkout lanes are open with two humans standing nearby. They're basically standing there looking at you like DONT U ASK ME FOR HELP! :)

izshadow
08-26-2019, 12:20 PM
I'm 40 years old and I think this is the first time I've ever decorated a house for me. I mean I've lived alone most my adult life and did buy things I liked but I never did it "for me". I just went with the motions in living.

My ex and I were together five years before he left me. My first real long term relationship that I thought was forever. Fast forward two years of him being gone and I'm finally getting rid of and selling his stuff. Its still hard. I have moments where I'm good and I get to cleaning and selling and then I get sad and stop for awhile. Like last night when I sold his bicycle.

But it dawned on me the other day that I'm actually decorating for me. I'm buying lamps that match my actual style, I took down his taste in wax warmers and put out my taste. The bedroom is almost done. Just have to switch out one more warmer and buy a tapestry for one of the windows. And spray paint a mirror.

I think the hardest is going to be the file cabinet. I know I'm going to find things in there of his from his ex or what not. When he left, he literally up and left me and left everything behind. The living room, kitchen, bathroom and closet are done. The back room is half and half but its more storage and the pets room then anything.

When I get out of this apartment, my dad said he would finally help me transform all my exes brown furniture to black but we need to have a driveway to sand it all down. I know I could buy new but he did leave some really good real wood solid furniture that I would never be able to afford. I'd be more then happy making it my own by changing it to black or even a nice dark grey with purple undertones.

Anyways, I just wanted to put out here about after all this time, all these years, I'm actually designing a house with a style in mind. I'm not a designer, it wont be perfect but compared to my past, it feels really good. Sucks I still miss him but he was a narc so I also am aware I'm missing the fantasy of what was. It was never real.

Marina Starr
08-27-2019, 05:01 PM
Amen, Neo! No one can make you happy or whole until you are all of that by yourself.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-28-2019, 02:57 PM
I just got caught making faces during a camshow! LMAO I forgot I had put a huge mirror in the background. Homeboy told me to turn around so he could see "Dat Ass". Welp he saw dat ass and me rolling my eyes in the mirror. Oopsie! :)

PixiieGirl
08-28-2019, 03:11 PM
I just got caught making faces during a camshow! LMAO I forgot I had put a huge mirror in the background. Homeboy told me to turn around so he could see "Dat Ass". Welp he saw dat ass and me rolling my eyes in the mirror. Oopsie! :)
I often make faces off screen always get scared they’ll see! Lol

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-28-2019, 03:44 PM
I often make faces off screen always get scared they’ll see! Lol

Yup! I dropped the ball this time. I usually make faces above the camera etc. I don't normally put mirrors in the background. But he was such a good sport about it. That made me feel worse.

izshadow
08-28-2019, 04:16 PM
Sigh. I cant win. First it rained so bad earlier this month, I had to deal with my horses and chickens being flooded out at the farm. Now the damn hurricane. GO AWAY!!!!!!

Marina Starr
08-29-2019, 06:07 AM
If I hear one more person talking about the hurricane that is not coming my way I am going to fucking lose it!

That shit started at 6am this morning... one of the baristas at Starbucks was asking pretty much everyone if they got gas, water, food... are they prepare for the hurricane? That shit is too much.

Glamourmilf
08-29-2019, 09:19 AM
If there's a thread on this topic, can someone direct me to it?
I think a couple of friends figured out that I cam.
Does anyone here just say f..It and tell people close to them what they do?
I don't for 3 specific reasons.
1. People love to gossip, and it's a very small town. I'm worried that I'll get kicked out of my apt, and nobody will ever rent to me.
2. Everyone I've ever told is focused on it, and that's all they want to talk about.
3. Everyone wants me to get them into it also.
It is becoming a strain to keep this secret though.
Thanks in advance.

Marina Starr
08-29-2019, 09:54 AM
I used to but not anymore. No one needs to know. Your business is not everyone's business.


If there's a thread on this topic, can someone direct me to it?
I think a couple of friends figured out that I cam.
Does anyone here just say f..It and tell people close to them what they do?
I don't for 3 specific reasons.
1. People love to gossip, and it's a very small town. I'm worried that I'll get kicked out of my apt, and nobody will ever rent to me.
2. Everyone I've ever told is focused on it, and that's all they want to talk about.
3. Everyone wants me to get them into it also.
It is becoming a strain to keep this secret though.
Thanks in advance.

Marina Starr
08-29-2019, 10:22 AM
I love this. May the peace be with you. #peace #nodrama #goodvibesonly

Panthera
08-29-2019, 10:29 AM
Amen, Neo! No one can make you happy or whole until you are all of that by yourself.


I would write that on all dating sites Home Page! lol And on all walls, for that matter. Heck, the world would be a better place if people knew that!

Marina Starr
08-29-2019, 10:43 AM
LOL, yes!




I would write that on all dating sites Home Page! lol And on all walls, for that matter. Heck, the world would be a better place if people knew that!

sweetandnaughty
08-29-2019, 10:59 AM
So I just got my new Laptop!! It's a Acer Predator Triton 500 gaming laptop. Top of the line in all specs. Cost me $2350. But...I hope to now go from page 10 to at least page 1-3 on streamate. I have a Logitech c90 and I did a test run on smconnect and got top green lights everywhere. This better fuking work..lol. I also do a lot of freelance multimedia design so I needed it for that too. Should pay itself off I a few months. Hope everyone has angreat labor day weekend...go get that money ladies!!

MissAliss515xx
08-29-2019, 11:03 AM
If there's a thread on this topic, can someone direct me to it?
I think a couple of friends figured out that I cam.
Does anyone here just say f..It and tell people close to them what they do?
I don't for 3 specific reasons.
1. People love to gossip, and it's a very small town. I'm worried that I'll get kicked out of my apt, and nobody will ever rent to me.
2. Everyone I've ever told is focused on it, and that's all they want to talk about.
3. Everyone wants me to get them into it also.
It is becoming a strain to keep this secret though.
Thanks in advance.

My roomate knows and one of my close friend. I do not wish to tell other people, unless I will date someone and I will tell him after a few good dates what I do as a hustle. The people who knows don't judge me, we laugh at my weird stories and shake our heads at some people's stupidity. It does feel good to have allies in that line of work.

NitaBaby
08-29-2019, 11:36 AM
If there's a thread on this topic, can someone direct me to it?
I think a couple of friends figured out that I cam.
Does anyone here just say f..It and tell people close to them what they do?
I don't for 3 specific reasons.
1. People love to gossip, and it's a very small town. I'm worried that I'll get kicked out of my apt, and nobody will ever rent to me.
2. Everyone I've ever told is focused on it, and that's all they want to talk about.
3. Everyone wants me to get them into it also.
It is becoming a strain to keep this secret though.
Thanks in advance.

F it pretty much sums it up. My moms side of the family knows because I actually fuck with them. Nobody brings it up or asks questions beyond that first conversation when I mentioned what I do. But they're extremely fun to be around and are too busy living their own lives to judge other family members about theirs. so I'm actually glad I have camming as my "wild" addition to everyone else's stories. My job hardly raises eyebrows.

My step-dads side thinks I've been struggling as an Amazon warehouse employee for a little over a year. They're the holier than thou, WWJD, you-deserve-to-struggle-if-you-didn't-go-to-college type of people. Glad we aren't blood related. I play that up by acting busy, frazzled and unable to take days off because, you know me...I barely make enough to afford toilet tissue, right? They're satisfied with knowing that I'm living out the fruits of my bad decisions and trying to make it. I guess it's something that you have to play by ear. The ones who would enjoy smirking at the meer mention of my name...I let them think I'm on food stamps. Everyone else already knows what's up.

Glamourmilf
08-29-2019, 06:51 PM
Thank You ladies for your feedback.
*After I wrote this, I went about my day. I ran into a girl I know while I was at the dollar store.
First thing she tells me is that she got fired. That nobody will hire her.
I kept my mouth shut. Because I felt that she would ask me to turn her on to camming.
Right after that, I ran into one of my grief counselors.
Both of these people know ALL of the same people I do.
Damn small town! Lol!
I'm so not used to this.
Best to keep mouth shut.
And deny, deny, deny.

kortneykay
08-30-2019, 04:02 AM
I have been living with my SD for 2 months minus the (3weeks vacay) and today I secretly booked an airbnb I'm sneaking out while he's at work. I've been going over this plan 5 days now.


ETA: Im FREE!!!

sweetandnaughty
08-30-2019, 07:19 AM
Is everything ok?? Do you have your own apartment?? I'm with you though except I'm leaving the shithole in Texas I had to stay in for 3 months and I'm hitting the road too. I used to have an Airbnb account and for no reason they closed it!! I can't get any reason why. Soo..I'm using vbro flipkey etc but they aren't as good as Airbnb. Anyhoo....I am going to do a West coast tour and dry out from this humidy and then find a month to month rental. Im saving to get an RV and finally do it full-time. Been a dream for years. Since no good rv internet is out there I'll bounce around traveling and go back to the monthly as needed to earn the $$$!! I sure hope everything is okmwith you and kick the SD to the curb!! If I had the money I would make you an offer it then you would have to be RV trash...lol. hope all is well. Xoxo

Marina Starr
08-30-2019, 08:40 AM
Siiiiiiighhhhhh, wheeeeeew I'm so tired.... Lord have Mercy.... oh Lord siiiiiiiiighhhhh

Marina Starr
08-30-2019, 02:25 PM
I'm ready for Hurricane Dorian... I got gas, water, food and KNEE PADS.

Sweet_Sadie
08-30-2019, 03:59 PM
I'm 40 years old and I think this is the first time I've ever decorated a house for me. I mean I've lived alone most my adult life and did buy things I liked but I never did it "for me". I just went with the motions in living.

It's a great feeling, isn't it? I started a major home-decor (well, apartment decor) project a couple of years ago. It literally felt like I was making love to myself, lol. It was so awesome to go sourcing my furniture, my decor accents, picking out my color schemes, making it all work. I loved seeing my creativity and the care for my home being reflected back as I walked through each room.

Sadly, the things I bought were waaaay to large in scale for my apartment, and I ended up little by little giving things away. Now that I'm moving in the next 6-9 months (possibly out of the country), I'm just selling and giving so much stuff away. But it felt really great to attempt the grown-up/self-love decor project for my home.

Maybe I'll have that opportunity again, if I decide to settle somewhere long enough. Right now, probably for the next five years, I want to travel as light as a feather, and I don't want to pay for storage fees. So no new decor projects for me! But congratulations for you, I know it feels good!

PixiieGirl
08-30-2019, 04:34 PM
Thank You ladies for your feedback.
*After I wrote this, I went about my day. I ran into a girl I know while I was at the dollar store.
First thing she tells me is that she got fired. That nobody will hire her.
I kept my mouth shut. Because I felt that she would ask me to turn her on to camming.
Right after that, I ran into one of my grief counselors.
Both of these people know ALL of the same people I do.
Damn small town! Lol!
I'm so not used to this.
Best to keep mouth shut.
And deny, deny, deny.
Im really lucky that my friends are very liberal, young etc etc. Most of my friends know what I do, family dont and I wanna keep it that way.

That being said tho, I still dont talk to them too much beyond "aw I earnt well today!" cause they dont really get it anyway. I think a lot of them see it as easy cash or something lol

sweetandnaughty
08-31-2019, 12:14 AM
Holy cam placement Batman!! I am so much in shock right now I can barely comprehend what happened! I had an old laptop that could work with my logitechc90 and fmle. That was as good as it got. A few years ago I was in pages 1-3 and then smconnect came along and knocked my ass to pages 7-13 and my earnings tanked. So..I bit the bullet and got a high end gaming laptop too of the line specs and now I am on the 5th row of page 2!! I have double the traffic now and earn a lot more like I used too. Im aiming for page 1! It's good to be back so camming rocks right now!!

PixiieGirl
08-31-2019, 04:00 AM
Holy cam placement Batman!! I am so much in shock right now I can barely comprehend what happened! I had an old laptop that could work with my logitechc90 and fmle. That was as good as it got. A few years ago I was in pages 1-3 and then smconnect came along and knocked my ass to pages 7-13 and my earnings tanked. So..I bit the bullet and got a high end gaming laptop too of the line specs and now I am on the 5th row of page 2!! I have double the traffic now and earn a lot more like I used too. Im aiming for page 1! It's good to be back so camming rocks right now!!
get in! Ive a medoicore laptop and absolutely awful internet (my bitrate is ALWAYS red, and my stream resolution tends to be orange) and made it to page 1 for a while so I've no doubt you can to!

Marina Starr
08-31-2019, 10:52 AM
It looks like Florida is spared from Hurricane Dorian but South Carolina and Georgia are now in trouble.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-31-2019, 12:26 PM
It looks like Florida is spared from Hurricane Dorian but South Carolina and Georgia are now in trouble.

Yup, it shifted. We just put our shutters up this morning. We're gonna leave them up until the season is over. Meanwhile I got a case of wine and some sticky icky to polish off. I think I may have gone overboard with my hurricane preparations?

Marina Starr
08-31-2019, 12:40 PM
Girl, I'm so over it but I think it's great to be prepared. Better safe than sorry. I truly hope that because we're getting a hurricane so early this will be the only one this year for a very long time. I can't wait for things to go back to normal. I hope to wake up Tuesday with sunny weather.


Yup, it shifted. We just put our shutters up this morning. We're gonna leave them up until the season is over. Meanwhile I got a case of wine and some sticky icky to polish off. I think I may have gone overboard with my hurricane preparations?

izshadow
08-31-2019, 01:25 PM
Girl, I'm so over it but I think it's great to be prepared. Better safe than sorry. I truly hope that because we're getting a hurricane so early this will be the only one this year for a very long time. I can't wait for things to go back to normal. I hope to wake up Tuesday with sunny weather.

I'd just like to get some gas in my SUV, like a normal person. Like I normally do every week. Not looking for an entire tanker of gas. Just my normal weekly half a tank of gas please.

Marina Starr
08-31-2019, 01:35 PM
LOL, I hope you were able to find some gas. Seems like gas is still available. My gas tank is 85% full so I feel fortunate.


I'd just like to get some gas in my SUV, like a normal person. Like I normally do every week. Not looking for an entire tanker of gas. Just my normal weekly half a tank of gas please.

izshadow
08-31-2019, 01:39 PM
LOL, I hope you were able to find some gas. Seems like gas is still available. My gas tank is 85% full so I feel fortunate.

I havent been able to yet. Stations over here have been sold out since yesterday. And I drove 30 mins to/from the farm that I go to a few times a week. Passed many stations, all sold out. Hoping they got some new tankers in by tomorrow so I can get some when I head out but as of now, yah still a no go haha.

Marina Starr
08-31-2019, 01:46 PM
OMG, do you live in the middle of nowhere? I pray you get gas tomorrow. I heard the hurricane should make landfall by Monday night, Tuesday morning.


I havent been able to yet. Stations over here have been sold out since yesterday. And I drove 30 mins to/from the farm that I go to a few times a week. Passed many stations, all sold out. Hoping they got some new tankers in by tomorrow so I can get some when I head out but as of now, yah still a no go haha.

PixiieGirl
08-31-2019, 02:02 PM
Im getting a new tattoo Monday, got the design today and Im PSYCHED

whirlerz
09-01-2019, 09:03 AM
I would like every lovely lady to please check out a very Important Update, on my rape stats thread, in Ladies Only..

I am sorry to say, that from my perspective, (news articles, many cases, especially the one I cited) rape is actually moving toward becoming LEGAL here in the US..>:(

Take care all, & please be safe always.

Have a great weekend/Labor Day.

PixiieGirl
09-01-2019, 12:45 PM
I would like every lovely lady to please check out a very Important Update, on my rape stats thread, in Ladies Only..

I am sorry to say, that from my perspective, (news articles, many cases, especially the one I cited) rape is actually moving toward becoming LEGAL here in the US..>:(

Take care all, & please be safe always.

Have a great weekend/Labor Day.

I just looked but had to stop, its not just america, recently a footballer here got off (he was originally convicted, but on appeal got it removed) because the girl liked certain phrases and positions

as a person who's submissive and into heavy kink thats TERRIFYING

also like, idk I wasnt gonna talk about it online but fuck it, I was assaulted at the start of the month, when I told people the first thing they said was to call the police

I was drunk, I got in a car willingly, and I work in this work - what good would it do lmao. Ive reported an attempt before, with evidence of him admitting it, and all they did was "note his name"

this stuff is not taken seriously and its so upsetting

sorry ramble aha

edit: jesus christ I read the rest and fuck. considering the above thats hit so hard. what. the. fuck.

Marina Starr
09-01-2019, 12:46 PM
Eating one last big meal before Hurricane Dorian arrives... Thank you Jesus for food, water, gas #blessedhoe #thankfulhoe