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NitaBaby
10-27-2019, 06:03 PM
^^Ah I see what you were saying now. You make a good point. I hadn't thought of any territorial feelings being a portion of the reason for her behavior but the logic is there; it makes sense.

And thank you. Very much. I appreciate the really kind words.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-28-2019, 07:32 AM
Coconut smoothies are life. That's it. That's the post. :)

Miss_ShaSha
10-28-2019, 10:19 AM
I do NOT think I have a big ass, but apparently indoor cycle for 6.5 years made this booty pop cause I have 7 tags on SM for big booty LOL.

I just don't see it. Is my mirror broken? Or do I have some type of body dysmorphia? Dunno. This is funny.

NitaBaby
10-28-2019, 10:39 AM
^lmao

~Carmen~
10-28-2019, 07:37 PM
I think widescreen cams must add extra wideness to ass because I have always been told I have #noassatall. Now it's big? Okay.

Miss_ShaSha
10-28-2019, 11:41 PM
I think widescreen cams must add extra wideness to ass because I have always been told I have #noassatall. Now it's big? Okay.

I've been told it's nice not big LOL. Must be the HD cam :)

Esixxx
10-29-2019, 04:16 PM
I don't know what is going on with me today -blah.

My motivation level was nill earlier- I am going to blame it on the weather. I literally streamed an hour on SM, and it was slow, I got trolled- all of which I am used and think I can handle.
I took a long ass nap- now I finally feel refreshed enough to work.

But first -coffee :)

Miss_ShaSha
10-29-2019, 04:31 PM
It's been Grey with sprinkles last 4 days & I suffer from SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) & my mood has been low. Sunday wretched, yesterday took several breaks, & thank God it's my day off: no energy.

I feel you.

Esixxx
10-29-2019, 06:11 PM
I think this is a good time to really super charge my self care. As far as eating healthier, exercise, etc.

Miss_ShaSha
10-30-2019, 01:12 AM
I think this is a good time to really super charge my self care. As far as eating healthier, exercise, etc.

I agree. It's the only thing that keeps me from really slipping.

NitaBaby
10-30-2019, 07:05 AM
Everyone finally has a costume. Except for me.

My oldest wanted to be the Big Bad Wolf. my middle child is going to be Ghost Face. my 4 year old is going as Jason Voorhees. Not once have they wanted to go as a fairy, cowgirl, princess, or anything remotely female tbh. But this is what you get when you watch scary movies every day... you breed children who want to be Chucky and Slinderman every October.

Miss_ShaSha
10-30-2019, 07:13 AM
Man, dunno what my dream was really about but it included receiving lots of cash in wads of hundreds, spending $600+ at a beauty shop, and major feelings of frustration plus physical altercations.

It was both good and bad. Felt so damn good to have that much money but terrible to have fought people in my dream. I was so frustrated. Even kids in my dream were testing my patience.

But right now I feel incredible. I exceeded a LOA visualization for the month of Oct. FUCK...today is gonna be a good day.

gbjenna
10-30-2019, 01:10 PM
Man, dunno what my dream was really about but it included receiving lots of cash in wads of hundreds, spending $600+ at a beauty shop, and major feelings of frustration plus physical altercations.

It was both good and bad. Felt so damn good to have that much money but terrible to have fought people in my dream. I was so frustrated. Even kids in my dream were testing my patience.

But right now I feel incredible. I exceeded a LOA visualization for the month of Oct. FUCK...today is gonna be a good day.

Do you google your dreams? I always google mine to understand the meaning and I nearly always find the meanings match up to my experiences in real life somehow, or it at least gives me some insight into what's going on in my subconscious

gbjenna
10-30-2019, 01:22 PM
I've had really bright hair for a couple of years now and I've been considering a change back to something more 'normal' and I've only gone ahead and booked myself in to do it next week, a lot sooner than planned!

I'm scared now hahaha. It's like an entire change in my identity and I'm wondering how it'll go down on cam. It's a non stop talking point and soon it'll be gone! I'm wondering if I'll maybe appeal to more people appearance wise but then I know I won't stand out as much at first sight. I hope my regs aren't disappointed ahaha.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-30-2019, 02:48 PM
I've had really bright hair for a couple of years now and I've been considering a change back to something more 'normal' and I've only gone ahead and booked myself in to do it next week, a lot sooner than planned!

I'm scared now hahaha. It's like an entire change in my identity and I'm wondering how it'll go down on cam. It's a non stop talking point and soon it'll be gone! I'm wondering if I'll maybe appeal to more people appearance wise but then I know I won't stand out as much at first sight. I hope my regs aren't disappointed ahaha.

You can buy a wig to switch back and forth. Wax hair color is another option. It washes right out. I got a jar of blue for my rain priestess look tomorrow. I would hate having to commit to just one hair style.

Miss_ShaSha
10-30-2019, 03:23 PM
I've had really bright hair for a couple of years now and I've been considering a change back to something more 'normal' and I've only gone ahead and booked myself in to do it next week, a lot sooner than planned!

I'm scared now hahaha. It's like an entire change in my identity and I'm wondering how it'll go down on cam. It's a non stop talking point and soon it'll be gone! I'm wondering if I'll maybe appeal to more people appearance wise but then I know I won't stand out as much at first sight. I hope my regs aren't disappointed ahaha.

Your regs will be fine & if new hair gives you new energy that will be the selling point.

NitaBaby
10-31-2019, 04:35 AM
So glad I decided to take them to Funplex for Halloween instead of trolling the streets for knock-off brand candy in random neighborhoods. It's going to be in the 40's all day today! Fuck that. The kiddie party sounds like more fun.

ggminx
10-31-2019, 05:03 AM
Divorce papers are signed, notarized, and off to the attorney! Can't wait until the hearing date and the final decree is issued! Been putting it off for over 3 years because of other goals. Gonna start 2020 off right!

Esixxx
10-31-2019, 07:10 AM
I woke up from the craziest dream- I dreamed that my ex from 2 years ago and I were back together.

I caught him with another woman and I lost my shit in public. My pastor was there and I remember looking at him (my pastor) and told him I didn't care what he saw. Then continued to rage out on my ex and then proceeded to tell the woman that he was with what dirt bag he was. The woman looked like she was in her 60's and she listened to every word I said- like she was taking me seriously.

Waking up I was like wtf?

I fell asleep to a sleep meditation to put myself in a good state.

What confuses the daylight out of me is I have no desire to date and haven't thought of this person in quite some time.

Miss_ShaSha
10-31-2019, 08:28 AM
^^I just had a mixed emotions dream as well with lots of happiness and anger. I am NOT a fighter but I totally and brutally fought in my dream.

I've been told that all the main characters in our dreams represent a part of our psyche. Perhaps you're grappling with something emotionally. Perhaps you're trying to come to terms with some behavior you need to relinquish and you're shining light on it but putting things on blast.

Dunno. Maybe. Interesting dream.

Esixxx
10-31-2019, 08:41 AM
^^^I believe you are right.

I knew right off the bat what my pastor represented in my dream- it was dealing with ego and self.

Now that I read this I see what other things- the ex cheating on me represented. Lately what's been on my mind is being true to myself. (Thank you for this)

Miss_ShaSha
10-31-2019, 12:32 PM
Man, if I was cruel and sadistic I coulda just made bank. A Findom guy just came through and I had to tell him I'm a sensual Domme and hardly cruel. Fuck...just said goodbye to a shit load of tips.

UGH!

samuimoon
10-31-2019, 01:28 PM
Man, if I was cruel and sadistic I coulda just made bank. A Findom guy just came through and I had to tell him I'm a sensual Domme and hardly cruel. Fuck...just said goodbye to a shit load of tips.

UGH!

Good for you Miss ShaSha, no amount of money is worth popping your bliss bubble for.

Miss_ShaSha
10-31-2019, 01:44 PM
^^This is true. I don't think it would have felt good or right. I just can't do evil. I feel much better now. Thanks!!!

SaraLaughs
10-31-2019, 01:52 PM
Man, if I was cruel and sadistic I coulda just made bank. A Findom guy just came through and I had to tell him I'm a sensual Domme and hardly cruel. Fuck...just said goodbye to a shit load of tips.

UGH!

Honestly just give it a try. I always said it wasn't for me but I'd give it a shot. Now being a cruel and sadistic mistress is a great outlet and I love it. You get almost total control, get nude/masturbate at your leisure (often not at all), think of fun new ways to torture/humiliate subs and really stretch out the show, it's fucking awesome. No one is great at it the first attempt, but with a bit of practice it could easily become another thing that you can offer.

I had a 45 minute show this morning where I sat there with my tits out, spanking a dildo with my crop and explaining the various way I would exploit and humiliate my sub in public, making my low goal in under an hour. It was great- even refreshing!

WendiStarr
10-31-2019, 06:39 PM
Why do camgirls come to other camgirls rooms? I can see peeping in for a few minutes but this chick has been in my room the entire time that I've been on, hasn't said hi, or anything. I guess I can at least be glad that she isn't advertising her own camroom in my room because I have had that happen before.

euro_princess
10-31-2019, 10:53 PM
Mercury retrograde better be treating me good those 3 weeks. Have mercy and hold tight until Nov 20th. Can't wait to every single fucking planet to shift to Sagittarius, drained after so much Scorpio energy. �� #mentallytired

NitaBaby
11-01-2019, 05:09 AM
I just made my bill/savings break down for the month and it feels hella doable yet hella aggressive. These next two days + the first full week of November could make the rest of the month a straight savings month. Aggressive, but it's been done before. so very doable. I'm excited for this month.

Miss_ShaSha
11-01-2019, 05:24 AM
I just made my bill/savings break down for the month and it feels hella doable yet hella aggressive. These next two days + the first full week of November could make the rest of the month a straight savings month. Aggressive, but it's been done before. so very doable. I'm excited for this month.

This just gave me great energy!

ggminx
11-01-2019, 06:03 AM
why can't all the videos on the mymix on youtube play at the same volume! so irritating to be up and down up and down up and down with the frickin volume while working

Miss_ShaSha
11-01-2019, 06:20 AM
Had another really strange dream that also involved money. My last strange dream involved getting wads of $100 bills but also fighting. The dream last night involved having my money stolen and fighting again. In both dreams I beat the shit out of people.

According to dream analysis receiving money is a good thing: confidence and power plus success. Having money stolen from you is a bad thing: suffering difficulties in life. And fighting means something good: fighting back against problems.

I have felt powerful and successful these last two weeks on cam, but I still have so much trouble with my root chakra and feel good weeks just don't last and this emotional grappling with finances really gets to me.

Dude, I usually have great dreams because I fall asleep to positive affirmations, but these last two dreams have been really weird and emotionally disturbing. The takeaway is I'm definitely working to better myself. I certainly am fighting for stability. This is of some comfort.

Miss_ShaSha
11-01-2019, 06:27 AM
Do you google your dreams? I always google mine to understand the meaning and I nearly always find the meanings match up to my experiences in real life somehow, or it at least gives me some insight into what's going on in my subconscious

Just googled both dreams I had and sure enough, like you said, it all lines up with real life experience. Thanks!

Glamourmilf
11-01-2019, 08:24 AM
Mercury retrograde better be treating me good those 3 weeks. Have mercy and hold tight until Nov 20th. Can't wait to every single fucking planet to shift to Sagittarius, drained after so much Scorpio energy. �� #mentallytired

The retrograde has already fucked with me big time.
My car is having the same issue that I just paid $500 for. The mechanic is gone. Out of business.:-\
The remote on my adjustable bed stopped working. It got stuck in the upright position. Now I have to sleep crossway on the bed.
My check for this week is nowhere to be found. No record of it even on the cam site I work on.
My cellphone was on, in the charger yesterday. All of a sudden, it shut off. When it turned itself on, it asked me for a code to be able to use it. I've never had a code. Or password for that matter.
3 more weeks of this.
Uh,oh.

anonymous camgirl
11-01-2019, 03:14 PM
Mercury retrograde was fucking with me hardcore during the first few weeks before hand.... someone stole my bitesquad account and ordered food.. one of my cam accounts was closed for a misunderstanding but let back on within 24 hours... Part of my butcher box order was missing.. Got charged 2 times at mcdonalds and had to do a credit card dispute.. every week I was going crazy!.. brutal!.. so I have no clue how the next 3 weeks will be.. hopefully not bad to me after all that..


The retrograde has already fucked with me big time.
My car is having the same issue that I just paid $500 for. The mechanic is gone. Out of business.:-\
The remote on my adjustable bed stopped working. It got stuck in the upright position. Now I have to sleep crossway on the bed.
My check for this week is nowhere to be found. No record of it even on the cam site I work on.
My cellphone was on, in the charger yesterday. All of a sudden, it shut off. When it turned itself on, it asked me for a code to be able to use it. I've never had a code. Or password for that matter.
3 more weeks of this.
Uh,oh.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
11-01-2019, 05:25 PM
This is the best thing I've seen on the internet all week. He is 100% That Witch :)

https://twitter.com/mKiK808/status/1189633825401425920?s=19

I think I'm gonna watch The Worst Witch for the millionth time tonight.

nattyfetish
11-02-2019, 02:49 AM
After 2h and a half of refreshing i got the shanexjeffree palette *happy dance* . I love make up and have an allergy to carmine so whenever Jeffree pulls out something new for the eyes I am so excited !


On another note, a girl with a big following on instagram from my country (which did camming for 3 months at one point) was nominated as pop influencer of the year at peoples choice awards (specifically for the country). And this girl I follow on instagram (which i liked) has made like 20 stories about how fucked up we are as society if we nominated a girl which was a cam girl & how pathetic you are if you are a cam girl (made it look like you choose easy money instead of actually working for money). I SWEAR I was fueling with anger. I think I will unfollow this chick evan tough I really liked her (she did little fashion/travelling stories). It is the second chick I unfollow for thsi same reason. And i really liked them both if I would have ignored the fact that they are some judgemental bitches that have no fucking clue what camming is about (and that is actually work and we are actually very talented in many fields in order to make random guys pay for shit).

Intresting day yesterday LOL.

izshadow
11-02-2019, 09:36 AM
Annoys me when guys call and want you to watch porn with them or send you links, etc. Sorry but I'm not about to follow a link from a stranger and I'm not about to go searching porn sites for whatever stupid video you are watching.

queenelayliah
11-02-2019, 10:42 AM
I had a anixety attack while driving and got into a accident. The guy was mid 30-40s white with a beard and he was cursing at me the entire called me a bitch and then going to have the nerve to say to the police “she couldnt even bother to get out the car to check up on me”. Bitch. Why the fuck would i check up on you in the middle of A VERY BUSY STREET and you being hostile & cursing ar me & calling me a bitch. Even after the accident he drove off cursing at me.

Anyway my car is messed up i didnt have full coverage. So i cant get my car fix because it will cause almost the same amount to fix it as i did to pay for it. Sigh yeah. Oh and i got a ticket for about $300.

And i had to out $200 of my monthly expenses on my credit card because traffic been so slow. Sigh.




The retrograde has already fucked with me big time.
My car is having the same issue that I just paid $500 for. The mechanic is gone. Out of business.:-\
The remote on my adjustable bed stopped working. It got stuck in the upright position. Now I have to sleep crossway on the bed.
My check for this week is nowhere to be found. No record of it even on the cam site I work on.
My cellphone was on, in the charger yesterday. All of a sudden, it shut off. When it turned itself on, it asked me for a code to be able to use it. I've never had a code. Or password for that matter.
3 more weeks of this.
Uh,oh.

Marina Starr
11-03-2019, 06:50 AM
I had dreams about working for Blue Chew from home, LOOOOOL. #bluechewnow

Glamourmilf
11-03-2019, 09:10 AM
I had a anixety attack while driving and got into a accident. The guy was mid 30-40s white with a beard and he was cursing at me the entire called me a bitch and then going to have the nerve to say to the police “she couldnt even bother to get out the car to check up on me”. Bitch. Why the fuck would i check up on you in the middle of A VERY BUSY STREET and you being hostile & cursing ar me & calling me a bitch. Even after the accident he drove off cursing at me.

Anyway my car is messed up i didnt have full coverage. So i cant get my car fix because it will cause almost the same amount to fix it as i did to pay for it. Sigh yeah. Oh and i got a ticket for about $300.

And i had to out $200 of my monthly expenses on my credit card because traffic been so slow. Sigh.

That's horrifying. Are you ok?
Physically, I mean. Because I can imagine that emotionally you're not.
When I used to drive in the city, I had major anxiety attacks, and would often have to pull over to regroup.

Marina Starr
11-04-2019, 09:38 AM
I keep seeing girls posting ads on Facebook in the Marketplace section for 'Muscle Relaxation for $100'. LOOOOOL, get your money girl!

NitaBaby
11-04-2019, 10:23 AM
GOD! I am tired of being an adult. This shit blows.

andreaxchanel
11-04-2019, 12:23 PM
I've been thinking soooooo small. I always had a dream of living in a luxury apartment I guess because I've moved basically all of my life until highschool. Moving home and living with family especially after having my own house...I realized wtf am I looking into apartments for. The same amount of money I'd spend there for a 1 bedroom at that would get me a beautiful 3+/2+ house. Updating my scripting and dream board.

Esixxx
11-04-2019, 12:39 PM
Why is it that everybody and their dog is messaging me on SM today.

I will look at your dick, if you PAY me.

Rant over....

anonymous camgirl
11-05-2019, 12:39 PM
I just realized yesterday I am officially retired from full time camming in less than 6 months.. I am still camming though but I won't have to.. praise the lord... it's been a long 17 yrs.

Marina Starr
11-05-2019, 01:16 PM
Congrats, you deserve it. Welcome to the part time hoe club!


I just realized yesterday I am officially retired from full time camming in less than 6 months.. I am still camming though but I won't have to.. praise the lord... it's been a long 17 yrs.

NitaBaby
11-06-2019, 05:47 AM
I'm $100 short of where I wanted to be rn because I chose to watch a movie with bf mid-shift. So I'm gonna grab that $100 this morning and then sleep all day so I can do another night shift

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
11-06-2019, 06:32 PM
Some people may call these ugly and ridiculous but pull out their bank card and buy them anyway. Some people is me. I am some people.
http://www.camhustlers.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/Screenshot_20191106-201904-01.jpeg

Marina Starr
11-07-2019, 07:31 AM
These shoes are acquired taste girl. Not ugly at all. They would look bomb with a pair of black leggings.

Some people may call these ugly and ridiculous but pull out their bank card and buy them anyway. Some people is me. I am some people.
http://www.camhustlers.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/Screenshot_20191106-201904-01.jpeg

anonymous camgirl
11-07-2019, 07:45 AM
They look like something Gucci would design.


Some people may call these ugly and ridiculous but pull out their bank card and buy them anyway. Some people is me. I am some people.
http://www.camhustlers.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/11/Screenshot_20191106-201904-01.jpeg