View Full Version : The Official 'What's On Your Mind?' Thread!
~Carmen~
09-11-2016, 10:18 AM
I understand men so much better now and I love them despite their flaws. We all have flaws, that's for sure!
CreativeName
09-11-2016, 11:22 AM
I guess my problem is I like profiting off my looks but at the same time I hate being objectified... Weird right
Marina Starr
09-11-2016, 11:31 AM
I think you are feeling objectified because you are defining who you are by what you do. What we do is no difference from the Baristas at Starbucks making coffee. They are not the lattes or fraps that they make.
Being objectified is a good thing in this business or else you wouldn't make money. I don't feel objectified because I put myself in this position, I chose to show off my body for a living.
This is not toward you but whenever I hear women that don't do sex work say 'I hate when men objectified me', I always ask 'then why are you putting yourself in such position with men?!'.
I guess my problem is I like profiting off my looks but at the same time I hate being objectified... Weird right
~Carmen~
09-11-2016, 01:11 PM
Or they'll say 'Let's go!' then leave. I always bring up the block screen so I can ban even after they left. Baiting = blocked for life.
I did this today for the first time. It felt so good too!
kortneykay
09-12-2016, 08:36 AM
Making money, and my upcoming vacation. 4 more weeks...just...four...more...unnghhhhhh.
Glamourmilf
09-13-2016, 08:59 AM
Yesterday was the first day I didn't need to put the air-condition on since February.:)
I was actually able to wear a pair of leggings when I went out to run errands.
Today is cloudy, with a chance of rain.. #GlamIsFeelingHopeful:raincloud
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CreativeName
09-13-2016, 10:22 AM
God you must live far inland or something. I feel bad for you I once lived in the Fresno area and it was awful came running back north haha. What kind of weather do you prefer anyway?
Glamourmilf
09-13-2016, 08:02 PM
God you must live far inland or something. I feel bad for you I once lived in the Fresno area and it was awful came running back north haha. What kind of weather do you prefer anyway?
That picture is just what the clouds looked like. The ground is completely brown everywhere, from lack of rain.
I do live inland, obviously.
But even L.A has been way too hot for over 10 years or so.
It used to be perfect weather. 70 daytime, 60 at night. Slightly cooler in winter. Slightly warmer in summer.
Those are the temps I like. #GlobalWarming
*The heat wave is coming back again by Friday. Over 100 degrees. Ugh!
I'm moving anyway. I NEED to see snow, and be in extremely cold weather. At least for a while, until my body cools down. I love it!
CreativeName
09-14-2016, 04:39 AM
Yeah Fresno area kinda looked like what you described and super smoggy with no hills, quite frankly one of the ugliest places I have ever been in. I've heard LA is hot...If I could afford it without roommates I'd move to San Diego (and not inland). As far as cold I like dry or snowy cold. Over here we have a lot of 40 and rainy weather and I absolutely hate it but some love it. I feel less cold when it's snowing out than the nasty humid cold we have here. I hate (cold) rain personally but I don't want your weather either..been there done that or at least I think Fresno weather is similar to what you tell me haha.
Glamourmilf
09-14-2016, 09:20 AM
Yeah Fresno area kinda looked like what you described and super smoggy with no hills, quite frankly one of the ugliest places I have ever been in. I've heard LA is hot...If I could afford it without roommates I'd move to San Diego (and not inland). As far as cold I like dry or snowy cold. Over here we have a lot of 40 and rainy weather and I absolutely hate it but some love it. I feel less cold when it's snowing out than the nasty humid cold we have here. I hate (cold) rain personally but I don't want your weather either..been there done that or at least I think Fresno weather is similar to what you tell me haha.
I hear ya. Been there done that. I'm looking forward to 4 seasons. It's a shame how the weather has changed in L.A. I remember right before I left. I was sitting in the pool, towards the end of September, and I kid you not , it was 113 degrees! And I lived close to the beach! At that point I knew that I was crazy if I stayed. Because I couldn't justify paying $2000 per month for a tiny apt. With no ac in my bedroom. Screw that!
*Watch , as soon as I leave this arid state, THAT'S when el nino will hit, and it will rain and be cold all winter.
Marina Starr
09-14-2016, 11:44 AM
What's on my mind today is I abso-fucking-lutely LOVE being left alone. Especially from people with ulterior motives. You don't have to be nice nor friendly because your "niceness" feels like harassment when it's not genuine.
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kortneykay
09-14-2016, 12:48 PM
I'm in the middle of a tough journey. One moment I'll be fine, happy, the next, something will happen to throw me off. I used to eat those feelings and allow depression to control me by keeping me inside the bed. The voice inside of me that told me I could- got silenced. The other day my ex really knocked me off my game- but I can't blame him. I let that happen. I gave him permission.
Earlier today my ISP decided to fix some issues with everyone's router that disabled my internet, and indefinitely disabled my ethernet connection, which is what I need to stream the way I need to. I woke up early to hustle but had no internet. I went from 50 down and 10 up, to 12 down, and 10 up. SO FUCKING WHAT? LIFE HAPPENS! You maneuver around it, and you GET YOURS ANYWAY. I'm not going to allow that to stop me from making my money. NEVER. I made cake on 6 down and 3 up when I stayed with my grandparents for 3 months.
I can't help but to think that sometimes in our journeys life kicks us down- it's bound to happen, but the voice and strength inside of me is too damn strong to allow anyone, even myself to stop me from being who I'm destined to be. NOTHING and NO ONE will STOP, ME. PERIOD. My will is too damn strong.
Genoveve
09-14-2016, 03:42 PM
I was wondering if you have to maintain a level of some form of hatred towards men to be able to do well at camming and not be taken advantage.. What do you girls think? I think it's a must.. wonder what your thoughts are...especially you ladies who have significant others.
Not at all, I'm able to not be taken advantage of during work and not hate men and I've been camming since 2010. If I hated men I would NOT be able to be in a business like this where I am completely dependent on them and have to deal with them all day. In my experience too it's really only the non-spenders/trolls who are douches to me on cam, I can literally only think of 2 times where an actual spender was deliberately rude to me. And the thing is trolls are alllllll over the internet and in both sexes, we just mostly get male ones on cam because of the nature of the sites.
CreativeName
09-14-2016, 04:16 PM
I hear ya. Been there done that. I'm looking forward to 4 seasons. It's a shame how the weather has changed in L.A. I remember right before I left. I was sitting in the pool, towards the end of September, and I kid you not , it was 113 degrees! And I lived close to the beach! At that point I knew that I was crazy if I stayed. Because I couldn't justify paying $2000 per month for a tiny apt. With no ac in my bedroom. Screw that!
*Watch , as soon as I leave this arid state, THAT'S when el nino will hit, and it will rain and be cold all winter.
Well sounds like you are making a much needed move! Hope you love your new area :)
Cutie101
09-14-2016, 04:18 PM
I feel so scared right now. After a lazy schedlue and missing my workouts, I am ready to get back into discipline. But how long will this discipline last? Because the definiton of discipline is to do the right things and stick to them, even if you don't feel you want to.
Login at same hours. Stay long hours. Do the workouts 6 times per week. Is easy the first days, then it comes the day when I am like: "uhm, maybe i login tomorow... maybe later.. i don't want now". In that moment, the discipline shows up. And I am afraid I lose it. Again. I am afraid I won't be able to slap myself and move my ass on cam at same hour. Do my workout even my PS3 game looks more appealing.
But succesful people always been disciplined. Because is fucking hard to be performant.
And I don't want to be among the mediocre ones :(((((((
I gotta be among the succesful ones. I want to keep my head up if someone finds pics with me camming. Keep my head up because I make a huge load of money, huge enough to not care when they point out to me. To slap them with the stash of money, right in the face.
What's the point of exposing myself all over the internet for little money?
I gotta work hard. I need to get back to where I was. I was successful a while ago. And I spent all the money on shit. I did buy myself a nice car. It was a nice life tho. I still live good, but I need money for the house now and I must rise back up.
Getting back to this post when I will feel down and don't want to continue.
It's a letter from me to me. Me talking to myself.
I feel better already.
Marina Starr
09-14-2016, 06:47 PM
#thankyou #blessed
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TheBrownFox
09-15-2016, 07:43 AM
Me: "Hey, I'm gaining weight, Mom!" :) :) :)
Mom: "Yeah, I noticed your butt!"
https://m.popkey.co/e16176/Al8pV.gif
And THANK YOU, Duncan Hines brownies!!!
hyori
09-15-2016, 09:28 AM
So excited, just set our deposit down on a new puppy. We are so ready! It's been so empty around here after our little furbaby passed 6 months ago. The breeder we found is fantastic!
SexxiLexxi
09-15-2016, 11:16 AM
So excited, just set our deposit down on a new puppy. We are so ready! It's been so empty around here after our little furbaby passed 6 months ago. The breeder we found is fantastic!
What is that saying? Oh right...Pictures or it never happened...;D I love puppiesssssss even when they go pooh on the floor, I can't be mad because they are just so damn cute!
And I'm very sorry about your babies passing! I cannot imagine losing my dogs:(
avalon_rose
09-15-2016, 01:17 PM
I'm trying to figure out if it's worth it to get internet that's only 3 Mbps right now until I can afford to pay off my way old cable bill and get half decent internet. *sighs*
Anyone have thoughts, experiences, or opinions?
Marina Starr
09-15-2016, 01:39 PM
3mbps should be decent enough!
I'm trying to figure out if it's worth it to get internet that's only 3 Mbps right now until I can afford to pay off my way old cable bill and get half decent internet. *sighs*
Anyone have thoughts, experiences, or opinions?
Glamourmilf
09-15-2016, 02:46 PM
I'm trying to figure out if it's worth it to get internet that's only 3 Mbps right now until I can afford to pay off my way old cable bill and get half decent internet. *sighs*
Anyone have thoughts, experiences, or opinions?
That's plenty of mbps. I cammed for 4 years with under 1. And Used only wifi. On Streamate at that.
SexxiLexxi
09-15-2016, 03:04 PM
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Marina Starr
09-15-2016, 03:24 PM
Or at the very least leave them the fuck alone!
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avalon_rose
09-15-2016, 05:38 PM
Thanks, ladies! You made me feel so much better.
Marina Starr
09-15-2016, 05:50 PM
I love my long hair. #TranssexualThursday #Biotinvitamin #longhair #allnatural #whoremones
http://i64.tinypic.com/33utsmd.jpg
Chellyinparadise
09-15-2016, 11:27 PM
So gorgeous marina! :)
SimoneGray
09-15-2016, 11:50 PM
Marina your hair is GORJ!
On my mind right now is simply, never let a bad day/week/month get you down. Bad times don't last, you just gotta keep your head up and keep hustling.
CreativeName
09-15-2016, 11:53 PM
Damn Marina I love your hair!! My hair can't grow that long even if I didn't continue to fry it blonde LOL
On my mind right now. I never knew snorkel gear was a fetish omg lol I am gonna have fun making that video!
avalon_rose
09-16-2016, 05:14 AM
Damn. Gotta get me some biotin. Lol.
Marina Starr
09-16-2016, 12:49 PM
Thank you, Chelly :)
So gorgeous marina! :)
You can get them anywhere, they're cheap and great for your hair and nails!
Damn. Gotta get me some biotin. Lol.
Thank you! I do agree sometimes your hair can only reach a certain length then it "stops" growing. Take biotin vitamin, it's great for your hair!
Damn Marina I love your hair!! My hair can't grow that long even if I didn't continue to fry it blonde LOL
On my mind right now. I never knew snorkel gear was a fetish omg lol I am gonna have fun making that video!
Marina Starr
09-16-2016, 12:52 PM
Thank you, Simone and HUGS!
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Marina your hair is GORJ!
On my mind right now is simply, never let a bad day/week/month get you down. Bad times don't last, you just gotta keep your head up and keep hustling.
SexxiLexxi
09-16-2016, 12:57 PM
It would be so cool if there was a SW get together party. Meeting all of you lovely ladies who have made this community such a wonderful and informative place would be awesome.
kortneykay
09-16-2016, 01:06 PM
I'm thinking about the amazing night we're all going to have on cam/phone tonight. I'm ready to sweep up some cold hard cash, are you? :D
kortneykay
09-16-2016, 01:07 PM
I love my long hair. #TranssexualThursday #Biotinvitamin #longhair #allnatural #whoremones
http://i64.tinypic.com/33utsmd.jpg
Let me get 22-26" of that in a 1b/2 please, thanks! :D Oh, and perm it and process it so it kinks up and matches my naturallll.
Marina Starr
09-16-2016, 01:12 PM
My legs are now wide open for that #cash!
I'm thinking about the amazing night we're all going to have on cam/phone tonight. I'm ready to sweet up some cold hard cash, are you? :D
Marina Starr
09-16-2016, 01:14 PM
Let me fedex it overnight! Which natural hair are you trying to match though?
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/IgNic6O_zpskdr0lzkb.gif
Let me get 22-26" of that in a 1b/2 please, thanks! :D Oh, and perm it and process it so it kinks up and matches my naturallll.
avalon_rose
09-16-2016, 01:19 PM
Do you notice a difference in the thickness of your hair with the biotin, Marina?
kortneykay
09-16-2016, 01:22 PM
Let me fedex it overnight! Which natural hair are you trying to match though?
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/IgNic6O_zpskdr0lzkb.gif
I'm going for the world's record of vag hair length. 22-26" because we all know that biotin will have you sprouting hair all over and the men are a fan of the bush. I could charge guys $30 for a GS to see me spread for 1 min and get rich!
~Carmen~
09-16-2016, 01:23 PM
I notice that even my eyebrow hair is longer since taking Biotin.
Marina Starr
09-16-2016, 01:24 PM
Absolutely! You need to take it daily for a few weeks and continue to for noticeable difference.
Do you notice a difference in the thickness of your hair with the biotin, Marina?
Marina Starr
09-16-2016, 01:26 PM
Thank God they do! #fullbush #hairyqueen
I'm going for the world's record of vag hair length. 22-26" because we all know that biotin will have you sprouting hair all over and the men are a fan of the bush. I could charge guys $30 for a GS to see me spread for 1 min and get rich!
kortneykay
09-16-2016, 01:28 PM
#hairnotbare #BUSHforpussypresident #ifitdontgrowitsano
avalon_rose
09-16-2016, 02:10 PM
LMFAO. I'm dying y'all. Too funny. And thanks. My hair is long but it's fairly fine, so I hate that part of it. I miss my pregnancy hair ... ugh, glorious. I'ma have to hook my shit up.
Anywho, finally glad to have internet again. Been without for a few weeks and I may have been dying. It's slow, but it's better than nothing. Got to sign up for Dreamlover and am working on my site and all sorts of crap. Lots to do ... try to rake in the dollas.
What's on my mind. What are we going to learn in there that we can't see right here? Whateves.
vaporeon
09-16-2016, 04:19 PM
I had a good day on cam (made goal in less than 2 hours yay!!!) but I am so pooped after a very busy week. I am going to go outside tonight and soak up some of these awesome full moon beams! If I'm going to bleed in sync with the moon every damn month, I'm sure as heck going to try to absorb some of its power, lmfao :)
avalon_rose
09-16-2016, 05:12 PM
Glad it's the full moon. Going to charge my tarot cards. Oh, and also:
I HAVE A WILD BIRD HIDING SOMEWHERE IN MY HOUSE! GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!
Teddy_Bear
09-16-2016, 11:22 PM
Not work for a change and certainly not sex work. Taking the whole weekend off for a family event up north and the boyfriend convinced me NOT to pack the cam gear and to just enjoy the break so god damn it that is what I am going to do.
Although he didn't say I couldn't bring my phone... hmmmmm it has possibilities. Damn girl stop thinking about dollars for two fucking seconds... nope not possible I wish I'd brought my cam gear wah wah wah :'(
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SimoneGray
09-17-2016, 07:13 AM
I'm being so lazy today and I really, really shouldn't be. Just forked out over $500 on electrical repair expenses and I NEED to be working...why am I at my most inactive whenever I really need to be active? Lol
evaeva
09-17-2016, 09:08 AM
This is really petty but I'm a little frustrated that even though I'm the one that puts in 95% of the effort when it comes to camming and all my boyfriend has to do is be engaging on camera, he got some guy that is sending him $400 for 45mins of flexing his chest on skype. Meanwhile I'm the one that got us signed up, did our profile, brainstorms all our shows, bought the equipment and handles all offline interaction with customers (twitter, snapchat, emails etc) and he's the one getting to bank off of it. Maybe I should just be happy for him but it's hard not to feel a little jealous because I have to bust my ass to make that kind of money and I definitely couldn't earn that much in 45mins of doing basically nothing.