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NitaBaby
12-19-2019, 08:37 PM
^classics! I think I saw somewhere that that song finally reached a milestone i cant remember exactly what it was but good for her cause she put out tons of hits

also i love ashanti's christmas hits

Yea, something about it hitting #1 in the charts for 40 million years in a row or something like that.

NitaBaby
12-20-2019, 05:53 AM
Making rent this month is going to be an interesting challenge.

Bananabunny
12-20-2019, 04:47 PM
I had my surgery one week ago and it turned out great! Started camming on monday again without any complications. Was shocked at first as when I had a first glance at it the next day when he changed the bandages I looked like a middle aged Asian man due to the fact I wanted a slightly uplifting nose and the droopy tip removed and my face was swollen like a dog who gut stung by a bee. But some days later my nose started to sink down slightly which is normal according to him and it started to look better and not like a pig's nose anymore.
Now the bandages are off completely and I'm just having a bit of a sticky band on it and its super swollen still on my nose but not the rest of my face anymore luckily as I'm attending a farewell party on sunday and I wanna look at least a bit decent LOL. There's not a massive difference from my old nose cuz its still swollen for now, but I can't wait to see the end results!

I'm just a lil concerned cuz when I tried to slightly remove a crust in my nose that is huge and blocks my airways I saw a white thread attached to it when I lifted the crust up so it was impossible to take off the crust completely and it gave me a lil heart attack. I put the crust back to its place and applied some crust disolving cream and nose spray the doctor gave me. I hope when the crust falls off the thread is still there and hasn't come off completely??? I'm supposed to have this thread inside my nose until it disolves itself after a few months eventually. So its supposed to stay inside of me. Idk if its a bad sign that it came out of my nose a little. But my mom says that this is normal? Idk man I never had a surgery like this before but this sight was scary to say the least.

NitaBaby
12-20-2019, 04:50 PM
^happy for you.

Cutie101
12-20-2019, 06:01 PM
I'm sleeping a LOT lately. Stupid night shift. It brings me so much money but it makes me sleep 12 hours a day. No more workout lately, I gained weight and I overall feel sluggish and lazy. I may make money, but my mood is sinking. Now I got a PS4 console and I am playing a lot on it, as well. At least I replaced that with comfort eating, but instead of feeling happy because I LOVE GAMING, i feel worse because I know I could have worked out or worked more. Cuz lately I only work 5-6 hours per shift wich is. BAD. REALLY BAD.

I can't wait for January, to make a visit to my doctor, do some blood work and other tests and get some fucking vitamins, because I can't stand sleeping so much anymore.
I feel like life is passing by me!!!

xxxGothBarbie
12-20-2019, 09:14 PM
Yay I finally perfected my chocolate chess pie from scratch :) I didn't use to know how to cook a few years back & relied alot on others & fast food/expensive take out. It's a good feeling when you can make your own delicious dinners & desserts anytime you like :)

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-21-2019, 09:08 AM
Anyone here ever use this site? https://www.eshakti.com/ You can custom order dresses and rompers. The reviews on YT are a little inconsistent. I've never heard of them before but it sounds great being able to pick your hemline, sleeves etc without paying extra.

There Instagram https://instagram.com/eshakti?igshid=1qyr10y8dgzpz

izshadow
12-21-2019, 01:28 PM
I just realized if I could somehow get my hands on $800 bucks I literally could get out of camming (at least SM, free crap) and focus on simply being a PSO but that is never going to happen so yah, fuck my life.

Marina Starr
12-21-2019, 06:03 PM
I love Holidays but I can't wait for shit to be over because I'm so fucking TIRED. You know you're tired when you don't even wanna count money. #tired #tiredhoe #overit #overithoe

Marina Starr
12-21-2019, 08:13 PM
This is one bad bitch! 2020 vibes/mood!

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PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-21-2019, 10:23 PM
This is one bad bitch! 2020 vibes/mood!

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THAT..is hilarious! And she made sure it would pop with that yellow.

webcamcutie
12-21-2019, 11:10 PM
I decided tonight that picking up pizza and cheating on my diet for the second day in a row would be a great idea because after camming so many hours the last 2 days, who the fuck wants to dirty the kitchen and dishes and cook? Not I.

Now I'm tired, feel like I'm 7 months pregnant from bloat, and I didnt even eat that much, and I'm uncomfortable and my back hurts.

Anytime I do stuff like this I remind myself, this is why I'm on a diet, this is why I fast, because I dislike this feeling, and its a reminder why NOT to eat this bullshit anymore. I did this to myself, now I get to suffer. lol

webcamcutie
12-22-2019, 01:45 AM
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seicento
12-22-2019, 02:06 AM
I decided tonight that picking up pizza and cheating on my diet for the second day in a row would be a great idea because after camming so many hours the last 2 days, who the fuck wants to dirty the kitchen and dishes and cook? Not I.

Now I'm tired, feel like I'm 7 months pregnant from bloat, and I didnt even eat that much, and I'm uncomfortable and my back hurts.

Anytime I do stuff like this I remind myself, this is why I'm on a diet, this is why I fast, because I dislike this feeling, and its a reminder why NOT to eat this bullshit anymore. I did this to myself, now I get to suffer. lol

Awww. I fast too but eating everything within moderation so I don't avoid pizza and other things I like. I used to get the bloat feeling in the first 6 months and it sure doesn't feel good. Sparkling water or a diet pepsi/coke help me with bloating.

webcamcutie
12-22-2019, 02:30 AM
Awww. I fast too but eating everything within moderation so I don't avoid pizza and other things I like. I used to get the bloat feeling in the first 6 months and it sure doesn't feel good. Sparkling water or a diet pepsi/coke help me with bloating.

I do sometimes when I eat something that isnt good for me but I realized it wasnt the pizza, my stupid ass got a chocolate milkshake from mcdonalds when I got a mcchicken for the baby, lol. no wonder. feeling better now! but it was definitely an uncomfortable time online for a few hrs there. i LOVE omad though its done wonders for me and fits my dedication/schedule/life, etc. Ive lost like 50lbs so far!

webcamcutie
12-22-2019, 02:53 AM
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seicento
12-22-2019, 02:59 AM
I do sometimes when I eat something that isnt good for me but I realized it wasnt the pizza, my stupid ass got a chocolate milkshake from mcdonalds when I got a mcchicken for the baby, lol. no wonder. feeling better now! but it was definitely an uncomfortable time online for a few hrs there. i LOVE omad though its done wonders for me and fits my dedication/schedule/life, etc. Ive lost like 50lbs so far!

Oh, milkshakes and frappe do the same to me.

Congrats on the weight loss and for doing OMAD, I can not do OMAD, too much for me but I've lost 45 lbs in an year with 16:8 and occasional 18:6 and eating whatever I wanted so I'll take it. I never thought it was possible to eat whatever and lose weight haha. Stalling now but I'm in no rush and I made IF my life style so I'll lose the last lbs at some point, not much left to hit normal BMI, only 6 lbs. IF feels so good, isn't it? I'm addicted!

webcamcutie
12-22-2019, 03:04 AM
Oh, milkshakes and frappe do the same to me.

Congrats on the weight loss and for doing OMAD, I can not do OMAD, too much for me but I've lost 45 lbs in an year with 16:8 and occasional 18:6 and eating whatever I wanted so I'll take it. I never thought it was possible to eat whatever and lose weight haha. Stalling now but I'm in no rush and I made IF my life style so I'll lose the last lbs at some point, not much left to hit normal BMI, only 6 lbs. IF feels so good, isn't it? I'm addicted!

OMG yay! Thats awesome!! Congrats. IF IS addicting and its lovely! I have 36lbs left to my goal but also not rushing, the past few months since I got back under 200lbs Ive dabbled with 16:8 and 18:6 a few weeks here (I originally started with 16:8 and moved quickly to 18:6 then 20:4 but I would find myself not wanting to eat at dinner so I switched to OMAD instead) and there but I get my best results from OMAD. When I typically do the other I tend to over eat and snack too much between cam shifts, which results in me MAINTAINING my weight which is excellent, but I'd prefer to lose, if even 1lb per week, etc. Plus it fits well with all my hrs on cam, not having to make food, and I look forward to sitting down and eating dinner (and think about dinner all day, lmao) with the family and enjoying that time also. ;)

seicento
12-22-2019, 03:32 AM
OMG yay! Thats awesome!! Congrats. IF IS addicting and its lovely! I have 36lbs left to my goal but also not rushing, the past few months since I got back under 200lbs Ive dabbled with 16:8 and 18:6 a few weeks here (I originally started with 16:8 and moved quickly to 18:6 then 20:4 but I would find myself not wanting to eat at dinner so I switched to OMAD instead) and there but I get my best results from OMAD. When I typically do the other I tend to over eat and snack too much between cam shifts, which results in me MAINTAINING my weight which is excellent, but I'd prefer to lose, if even 1lb per week, etc. Plus it fits well with all my hrs on cam, not having to make food, and I look forward to sitting down and eating dinner (and think about dinner all day, lmao) with the family and enjoying that time also. ;)

Yeah, at some point it's stalling with 16:8 and 18:6 as I've been maintaining for a while now but as you just said, it's excellent because I was never able to keep the weight off after losing, eventually put back double. Even if I'll stay here and not hit my goal of a normal BMI I'm still pleased and happy. I'd lose what's left if I could do at least 20:4 but that wouldn't be sustainable long term and later getting back to 16:8 I will over eat, I know myself. It's best to do what fits you. Either way IF is the best life style one can get.

nattyfetish
12-22-2019, 09:07 AM
I am beeing a lazy ass. The traffic is amazing but all I wanna do is log off. You know that feeling when you are in school and vacation is almost there ? That's me waiting for my holidays vacation hahahha ! I feel guilty that i do not take advantage of the great traffic but I deserve to cut myself some slack LOL !

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-22-2019, 04:06 PM
Marina there's a romantic comedy on Netflix called Christian Mingle. I haven't watched it...not sure if I ever will, but it made me think of you. ♥️☺️

Marina Starr
12-22-2019, 04:29 PM
That's funny because today I got fuckboys in my room wanting to meet and 'just hook up' and how I would be crazy to say no to them... I tell them to try Christian Mingle.


Marina there's a romantic comedy on Netflix called Christian Mingle. I haven't watched it...not sure if I ever will, but it made me think of you. ♥️☺️

xxxGothBarbie
12-22-2019, 07:14 PM
I am so happy to be playing with my pet rat tonight & last night. He doesn't technically belong to me but I treat him as he is my kid, it's so freakin adorable! <3

A year ago you couldn't pay me to get close to a rat much less think they were cute. Now I'm totally playing with him & petting him ,getting over my irrational fear slowly but surely.

miss.a.p1600
12-22-2019, 09:23 PM
^ i caught a mouse once.

That mf freaked me out at first cause I’ve never seen one live, or even dead for that matter. They are really more scared of humans than the other way around. The poor thing was trembling and shaking thinking i was going to kill it

But I set it free and it was kind of cute

xxxGothBarbie
12-22-2019, 11:33 PM
^ i caught a mouse once.

That mf freaked me out at first cause I’ve never seen one live, or even dead for that matter. They are really more scared of humans than the other way around. The poor thing was trembling and shaking thinking i was going to kill it

But I set it free and it was kind of cute

Awww! Thats awesome you didn't hurt the lil guy. They are really misunderstood animals. This fancy ratty I'm playing mommy to was a rescue a few months ago & I have gotten so close to him even though he's not even mine.

~Carmen~
12-23-2019, 12:30 AM
My daughter bought 2 geckos for her kids for Christmas. I've never see one before but I will in a couple of days. Apparently they eat a lot of crickets so she's going to breed their food. They don't know if they are males or females. We shall see if if they are one of each. haha

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-23-2019, 03:47 AM
My daughter bought 2 geckos for her kids for Christmas. I've never see one before but I will in a couple of days. Apparently they eat a lot of crickets so she's going to breed their food. They don't know if they are males or females. We shall see if if they are one of each. haha

If they're at least five inches long you should be able to see if they have hemi-pens aka Balls! Just tiny little bulges underneath the skin where the tale starts. Crested geckos are my favorite. Any type is a great starter pet. I'm excited for them.

NitaBaby
12-23-2019, 08:44 AM
If my morning shift turns out well I'm going to reward myself by cleaning the whole apartment and taking my kids to the park.

webcamcutie
12-23-2019, 02:04 PM
I am beeing a lazy ass. The traffic is amazing but all I wanna do is log off. You know that feeling when you are in school and vacation is almost there ? That's me waiting for my holidays vacation hahahha ! I feel guilty that i do not take advantage of the great traffic but I deserve to cut myself some slack LOL !

I ALWAYS feel this way esp after working long hours/days/weeks, etc. Like 'cool, I made my high goal already and I know I should want to stay esp when cams been balls!' but youre just so happy to finally have a break and make goal in a reasonable amount of time you just want to fuck off early.

Happens every time!

webcamcutie
12-23-2019, 02:06 PM
Even with taking the day off yesterday to do a ton of xmas related crap, I, of course, did not have time to finish everything. Cam is balls for me this afternoon plus I'm not feeling well and all I want to do is log off and finish the shit I have to do because I feel like I'm wasting my time online. *cries*

The struggle is for sure real.

SoloDesire
12-23-2019, 02:10 PM
^ i caught a mouse once.

That mf freaked me out at first cause I’ve never seen one live, or even dead for that matter. They are really more scared of humans than the other way around. The poor thing was trembling and shaking thinking i was going to kill it

But I set it free and it was kind of cute

We always set them free if we can get to them before our cats do :( We started using Fresh Cab Botanical Rodent Repellent and haven't had any since. It's natural and will keep them away so you don't have to worry about them dying. I love the little babies, but it still freaks me out to see them in my house...and no one wants them peeing and pooping in the home.

Here's the link in case anyone is interested! It works and it smells so good!

https://www.amazon.com/Fresh-Cab-Botanical-Rodent-Repellent/dp/B00L236OMW/ref=asc_df_B00L236OMW/?tag=hyprod-20&linkCode=df0&hvadid=198081460782&hvpos=1o1&hvnetw=g&hvrand=14294519156539841162&hvpone=&hvptwo=&hvqmt=&hvdev=c&hvdvcmdl=&hvlocint=&hvlocphy=9009154&hvtargid=pla-348033173900&psc=1

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-24-2019, 03:51 AM
Thumper and Flower deserve a Disney reboot.

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Esixxx
12-24-2019, 06:22 AM
Why am I awake? Woke up at 5 am this morning.

Went to sleep around 1 am. Guess it's time to rise and grind :D

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-24-2019, 08:21 AM
I'm about to head to Publix for some last minute items. Honestly I just have a craving for fried green tomatoes? I know it's gonna be complete madness at the store.

Marina Starr
12-24-2019, 08:26 AM
You are BRAVE! I can't deal with people when it's so crazy. I just wanna be home.


I'm about to head to Publix for some last minute items. Honestly I just have a craving for fried green tomatoes? I know it's gonna be complete madness at the store.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-24-2019, 10:01 AM
You are BRAVE! I can't deal with people when it's so crazy. I just wanna be home.

I made it back! And it honestly wasn't that bad. I think the crowd must have hit up the mall before last minute grocery stuff. It wasn't until I was leaving that the parking lot was a bit crazy. You couldn't pay me to go to a mall or Walmart/Target right now. Once I make these fried green tomatoes I will have everything I need.

NitaBaby
12-24-2019, 10:21 AM
I just came back from Walmart, twice.

The first time, I had all of my groceries rung up and in my cart - ready to pay - when my card got declined and I couldn't figure out why. The atm at walmart refused to give me my balance info. Had to drive all the way back home and grab my phone off the charger to call cx and see what was going on. Apparently, a bill paid themselves.

So I ended up going back to this same Walmart, refilling my cart, and finally made it home just now. I freggin hate Walmart.

Not only was it congested with people but these same people seemed completely oblivious to the fact that other shoppers may need to pass by them so I spent half of my time cupping my hands over my mouth like a megaphone, saying "EXCUSE MEEEEEE". Literally, person after person would have their cart on one side of the isle but be standing on the opposite side with their arm stretched out to maintain contact with their basket. Just staring off into space, looking at everything but the people trying to pass by, up at the ceiling, at the clouds in the sky, or whatever else was floating in their brains. Or the usual slow-walker who takes one step every 3 seconds like people aren't behind them. I will run you and your baby over.


I had to get groceries. It just had to be done but now I'm mad.

I piled all of our freshly washed clothes onto my bed so that I could sort through them when I got back to the store. I come home to half the clothes on the floor because two of my kids wanted to act like it was a pile of leaves.

I mad.

MissAdriana
12-24-2019, 11:19 AM
WARNING GRINCHY SCROOGE POST


Even with taking the day off yesterday to do a ton of xmas related crap, I, of course, did not have time to finish everything. Cam is balls for me this afternoon plus I'm not feeling well and all I want to do is log off and finish the shit I have to do because I feel like I'm wasting my time online. *cries*

The struggle is for sure real.

Feeling this too. Usually it's not a struggle, especially during dec. December used to be 1 of my best months, people were in the mood to spend spend. Now? What happened? I have to barely spend anything for xmas averaging $9/hour WTF it's unacceptable and I was planning on quitting my vanilla job to cam full time because I thought it would be more $ and less stress. Now it looks like that's never going to happen. :(


Down in the dumps since october tbh. My mental state is not how it normally is. I blame the dark and cold weather. I have accomplished every goal I set except for the $ ones and the ones that depend on making more $. I'm really discouraged. We can only work SO HARD. Eventually you're gonna 'cap off' somewhere like I can only upload 1000 clips a year without hiring other people so ... what more can I even do? I'm split camming more sites than I ever have and working harder than any year before and it hasn't amounted to anything but depressing thoughts. I guess I should just be content with just getting by forever and never accomplishing anything and at least that way I might not be so sad.

TheBrownFox
12-24-2019, 03:31 PM
I love my dad and am grateful for everything he's done/does, but I reeeally hope he won't make these pop-up visits a habit (I moved 2 weeks ago)...because last night I had my fwb over for 2 hours for some much needed pre-holiday dick.

When Dad knocked on my door this afternoon, I was happy to see him, though I was thinking to myself Whew! I'm glad he didn't pop up like this late last night, because I was, uh, pretty busy.....

Marina Starr
12-26-2019, 05:59 PM
Hoeliday wisdom #wisdom

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~Carmen~
12-26-2019, 06:14 PM
More hoe wisdom. If anyone even slightly annoys you...

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~Carmen~
12-26-2019, 06:51 PM
If they're at least five inches long you should be able to see if they have hemi-pens aka Balls! Just tiny little bulges underneath the skin where the tale starts. Crested geckos are my favorite. Any type is a great starter pet. I'm excited for them.


Thanks! They are leopard geckos. I saw them for the first time today. They are cute little things and only about 3 inches long right now. They both have girl names for now but I told them how to check. They have a huge tank so if they are a boy and girl they will separate them with something.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-26-2019, 07:12 PM
Thanks! They are leopard geckos. I saw them for the first time today. They are cute little things and only about 3 inches long right now. They both have girl names for now but I told them how to check. They have a huge tank so if they are a boy and girl they will separate them with something.

I had a feeling they would be leopard geckos. Those are really popular and super cute..those fat little tales. I think geckos are great starter pets and are fairly easy to take care of. We have a few species starting to grow wild here in South Florida. That's not really a good thing tho but I am happy to hear that more people are getting into reptiles.

xxxGothBarbie
12-27-2019, 12:31 AM
What's on my mind is that I can't figure out which data hot spot plan to get for camming. Motel wi-fi sucks ass! :(

webcamcutie
12-27-2019, 01:24 PM
I went off fasting from basically Xmas eve - today and ate like crap over the holidays, I definitely deserved the weight i gained (although Im sure its just water weight) and the INTENSE hunger pains today.
I was sick, I didnt even feel like cooking christmas dinner but I did it anyways between blowing my nose and wiping my eyes every 30 seconds! lol.

Too much pizza, chinese food, wawa subs at 2am, eggnog, christmas crack and confetti cake. Whoops.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-27-2019, 03:53 PM
I went off fasting from basically Xmas eve - today and ate like crap over the holidays, I definitely deserved the weight i gained (although Im sure its just water weight) and the INTENSE hunger pains today.
I was sick, I didnt even feel like cooking christmas dinner but I did it anyways between blowing my nose and wiping my eyes every 30 seconds! lol.

Too much pizza, chinese food, wawa subs at 2am, eggnog, christmas crack and confetti cake. Whoops.

I'm in the same boat. I didn't go that crazy but my meat intake was through the roof. We did lamb for Christmas and we still have an entire glazed ham that people overlooked. I'm going back to a pescatarian routine on Monday.

In the morning I'm gonna hand out ham and cheese sandwiches at the park to get rid of all this meat. I sent people home with leftovers and it's still too much.

PixiieGirl
12-27-2019, 04:46 PM
one week till Im FREE from my awful retail job, anyone who says sex work is demeaning has never done retail

got an interview the week after for a library job, fingers crossed! though part of me is excited to cam full time again to

seicento
12-28-2019, 02:04 AM
I went off fasting from basically Xmas eve - today and ate like crap over the holidays, I definitely deserved the weight i gained (although Im sure its just water weight) and the INTENSE hunger pains today.
I was sick, I didnt even feel like cooking christmas dinner but I did it anyways between blowing my nose and wiping my eyes every 30 seconds! lol.

Too much pizza, chinese food, wawa subs at 2am, eggnog, christmas crack and confetti cake. Whoops.

Haha, I didn't fast properly either, had some popcorn and mulled wine during my fasting window plus I ate more than usual on 25 and 26. I avoided the scale since 24 lmao. Went on it now when I woke up, I'm good, not even water weight. Pfewww. I expected to add some. You'll drop it as soon as u get back to your routine, don't worry.

NitaBaby
12-28-2019, 06:26 AM
I sooooooooo thought today was Sunday.

I'm setting up my cam lights, about to throw on my Baby Bop eyelashes, have my protein shake sitting in the refrigerator and then......I looked at the calendar for some strange reason and I have never been this surprised about getting my days wrong. It's Saturday??

Oh well. I'm still gonna get on cam with my "it's finally Sunday!!" energy.

Marina Starr
12-28-2019, 07:43 AM
The weather has been so shitty these past weeks. I'm not sure what the fuck is going on but I'm deeply disappointed and so over it. It's been raining, windy and grey all day, every day and that greatly affecting my mood. I've become more of a hermit, less social, avoiding my phone because I've not been in the mood.

I'm praying for sunny weather, silence and peace because as you get older there are things money can't buy.