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PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-16-2020, 05:10 PM
Until that bidet arrives.

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izshadow
03-16-2020, 08:38 PM
I just had to call my aunt in complete tears to go online and buy horse grain for me to last for three weeks and she tried to order dog food and chicken feed but it wouldnt let her. I wanted to do a camathon tonight but knowing even what she pre-ordered could be sold out from under me by the time I get to the store she has it set to be picked up in. They dont pull from the floor till you arrive so like someone can come in and just buy it and then when I show up. I'm SOL. So I want to be there like right when they open. Then call the dog vet to see if I can get more pills or if they would maybe even just mail them to me. When I saw the barn owner post that feed stores where cleared out a couple hours ago, that there is a threat of lockdown where I wont even be able to go to the farm and they cleared out a bedroom in their home for everyone to start storing their feed in, I had my first ever full on panic anxiety attack. I have high high high anxiety but this was the first time where I am like I think I need to be medicated. I still cant feel my jowl line and my cheeks still are in and out of numbness. I finally collected my thoughts. I'm just alone and scared. I'm not scared of the virus. I'm scared of the people and the economy and I wish I had family in this state. Heck I wish I had a friend that was just right up the road but I dont. Maybe I'll hop on tonight. I dunno. I cant stop hyperventilating. She says I am not allowed to pay her back but come Christmas time, she will be! You cant say no to Christmas gifts valued at what you spent on me tonight.

sexysusie
03-16-2020, 09:14 PM
I have a full house right now and some people seem to think toilet paper rolls grow on trees. I just had to lock it all up in the utility room. I have officially become my parents and I am so disgusted.

:rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

sexysusie
03-16-2020, 09:16 PM
I just had to call my aunt in complete tears to go online and buy horse grain for me to last for three weeks and she tried to order dog food and chicken feed but it wouldnt let her. I wanted to do a camathon tonight but knowing even what she pre-ordered could be sold out from under me by the time I get to the store she has it set to be picked up in. They dont pull from the floor till you arrive so like someone can come in and just buy it and then when I show up. I'm SOL. So I want to be there like right when they open. Then call the dog vet to see if I can get more pills or if they would maybe even just mail them to me. When I saw the barn owner post that feed stores where cleared out a couple hours ago, that there is a threat of lockdown where I wont even be able to go to the farm and they cleared out a bedroom in their home for everyone to start storing their feed in, I had my first ever full on panic anxiety attack. I have high high high anxiety but this was the first time where I am like I think I need to be medicated. I still cant feel my jowl line and my cheeks still are in and out of numbness. I finally collected my thoughts. I'm just alone and scared. I'm not scared of the virus. I'm scared of the people and the economy and I wish I had family in this state. Heck I wish I had a friend that was just right up the road but I dont. Maybe I'll hop on tonight. I dunno. I cant stop hyperventilating. She says I am not allowed to pay her back but come Christmas time, she will be! You cant say no to Christmas gifts valued at what you spent on me tonight.

Would they really stop you going to the Barn??? There's no way I'm not getting to my horse, no matter what, they need to be fed???? Wtf.

~Carmen~
03-16-2020, 11:14 PM
Ladies, a peri bottle works pretty well if you don't have a bidet.

izshadow
03-17-2020, 12:17 AM
Would they really stop you going to the Barn??? There's no way I'm not getting to my horse, no matter what, they need to be fed???? Wtf.

I'm not sure. It would depend on the level of lockdown. Some say you would only be able to go to the grocery store or hospitals. That's it. Or it could be more lax. I have a couple sick chickens to and the thought of having to potentially leave them is killing me. The barn owner lives on property so they would be fed and watered but I make my own meds. I can't make enough or store enough for a lockdown out there or expect them to be on the ball with their treatment during this crisis. I want to think I'm over reacting and I'll still be able to drive over my usual days to care and clean but I dont know anymore. �� I just hold hope we all make it through this. My PSO lines have been dead. My indy lines to. I'm just hoping people are still adjusting and in a day or two will be back in business.

NitaBaby
03-17-2020, 02:46 AM
Aldine ISD seems to be the slowest school district in America to react to change. They finally sent out an email that the original “spring break extension” will no longer end on March 23rd but on April 13th. Meanwhile that was the first out-of-school timeline that I heard other states had immediately given parents.

My electric company sent a friendly “we’re worried about our customers” email yesterday. This was after emailing me to let me know that my debit card had been declined when they tried to take the money out for my bill. So many people are running around making generalized statements about how this or that won’t be considered overdue.......yeah. I’m not about to play with these companies because you think “they” are offering extensions right now. I guess it was just ironic timing, needing to update my debit card info for my electric bill showed me firsthand that, yeah, bills resume as usual. At least I never doubted that.

First day of class resumed amidst all of the widespread panic. Never received so much homework in my life.

Marina Starr
03-17-2020, 10:44 AM
I am so happy and thankful that all the stores in my town are open especially Starbucks because God knows I need Starbucks.

Times like these can be so introspective and reflective... I am so much more mindful!

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BambiCutie
03-17-2020, 11:25 AM
Have high respects for those working through this virus and keeping some of these sources open.

Esixxx
03-17-2020, 11:25 AM
Ladies, a peri bottle works pretty well if you don't have a bidet.

Thank you so much for this!

Bed Bath and Beyond has them in stock in my location:)

sexysusie
03-17-2020, 11:58 AM
Literally saw two comments by people on facebook earlier saying how they're considering becoming cam girls or selling feet pics!!!!:-\ nooo stay away stay awaay!!!

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-17-2020, 01:32 PM
Literally saw two comments by people on facebook earlier saying how they're considering becoming cam girls or selling feet pics!!!!:-\ nooo stay away stay awaay!!!

Let em come. It won't matter. They'll start fading away throughout the entire process. Those who make it passed the sign up stage.. many of them won't know what to do when they go live. Hell, some won't even be able to tell if they're live or not. And just wait until they realize that simply showing up and going live isn't gonna be enough.

Feetzluva2020: Feet bb let me see those toes

FootBB: Uhm okay, here ya go!

Feetzluva2020: Ohhh BB, I just came BB. I wish I could suck my cum off your toes.

FootBB: HAS DISCONNECTED FROM CHAT.

I'm not worried about them. For those that do make it through the gauntlet... BRING IT ON! The competition makes me grind even harder.

Esixxx
03-17-2020, 04:27 PM
Men should not be allowed to write up scripts for custom orders when they are horny (just saying)

I feel like I have 50 million scenes in 15 minute custom. (I am having a moment)

naomi_doll
03-17-2020, 06:54 PM
Let em come. It won't matter. They'll start fading away throughout the entire process. Those who make it passed the sign up stage.. many of them won't know what to do when they go live. Hell, some won't even be able to tell if they're live or not. And just wait until they realize that simply showing up and going live isn't gonna be enough.

Feetzluva2020: Feet bb let me see those toes

FootBB: Uhm okay, here ya go!

Feetzluva2020: Ohhh BB, I just came BB. I wish I could suck my cum off your toes.

FootBB: HAS DISCONNECTED FROM CHAT.

I'm not worried about them. For those that do make it through the gauntlet... BRING IT ON! The competition makes me grind even harder.

Girl, I'm about to stop reading "I'm a new cammodel" type posts. I just don't have the patience.

naomi_doll
03-17-2020, 10:24 PM
Hey you guys want to hear something nice instead? My dog turned 16 this Sunday! He's such a good dude, he went on vacation with me 3 years ago and people were like "Oh my dachshund died at 13" Don't put that on my boy! He's my old man and he is great.

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~Carmen~
03-17-2020, 10:36 PM
Hey you guys want to hear something nice instead? My dog turned 16 this Sunday! He's such a good dude, he went on vacation with me 3 years ago and people were like "Oh my dachshund died at 13" Don't put that on my boy! He's my old man and he is great.

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He is adorable! Senior pets are so special.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-18-2020, 04:24 AM
Hey you guys want to hear something nice instead? My dog turned 16 this Sunday! He's such a good dude, he went on vacation with me 3 years ago and people were like "Oh my dachshund died at 13" Don't put that on my boy! He's my old man and he is great.

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Aww what a beautiful boy. Here's my little ol man right here. I'm so proud of him. It's as if I gave birth to him myself.

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Marina Starr
03-18-2020, 11:16 AM
Today I'm checking on all my elderly clients to see if they need help buying groceries because isolation can lead to depression.

Got a craving for banana and strawberries and thank the Lord Publix has them. Strawberries are 2 for $5!

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Esixxx
03-18-2020, 12:01 PM
Spent over 3 hours trying to get a hold of customer service at Netflix. My account got hacked this morning.

God bless their souls they must be bombarded.

Lesson learned turn on 2 factor authentication and sign out when not using the account.

Now I can start my day :D

~Carmen~
03-18-2020, 01:22 PM
Spent over 3 hours trying to get a hold of customer service at Netflix. My account got hacked this morning.

God bless their souls they must be bombarded.

Lesson learned turn on 2 factor authentication and sign out when not using the account.

Now I can start my day :D

I'm glad it's resolved but what a pain.

minibagel
03-18-2020, 04:16 PM
So nervous to get on cam tonight since I haven't been online since Saturday night. So much has changed since then. I wonder if people will think my rates are too high in times like these (9.99/11.99) :-\

Esixxx
03-18-2020, 05:27 PM
So nervous to get on cam tonight since I haven't been online since Saturday night. So much has changed since then. I wonder if people will think my rates are too high in times like these (9.99/11.99) :-\

Best advice is to do whatever you can to destress (in a healthy manner) to get that energy out of your system. Get online and test it out.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-19-2020, 11:01 AM
cAN aMODeratOR pLEAse bAN THe trOLLS? WTF do you think I've been doing for the past 48 hours????

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izshadow
03-19-2020, 11:28 AM
So if you guys remember I had to shave my head to start over due to health issues. Anyways, I can not stand the color of my hair and I need to go back to black, like bad. My hair is having a hard time holding non permanent color though and before I run out and buy some box dye and destroy my hair all over again........ what can you recommend to darken my hair naturally?

NitaBaby
03-19-2020, 01:00 PM
And just that fast my entire life has turned into 578 homework assignments. It's all I ever have time to do anymore :-\

Marina Starr
03-20-2020, 08:55 AM
During this pandemic fuckboys are still out and about trolling for pussy...

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sexysusie
03-20-2020, 11:31 AM
Ok so this is worrying! My broadband provider is assuring us they will *try* to keep things as normal. To be honest i hadn't considered the internet would NOT be normal at any point! Is anyone else worried? Have you formed a back up plan like dongles etc?

MissAdriana
03-21-2020, 09:37 AM
To be honest i hadn't considered the internet would NOT be normal at any point! Is anyone else worried? Have you formed a back up plan like dongles etc?

Not worried but I have a dongle, do not want to use it at all lol. The infrastructure where I'm at is outdated so even during non busy times I'm not getting the mbps I'm paying for.

We had snow fairly recently, I think more people will be going out as it gets nicer. It's finally starting to feel like spring the past couple days. Put away the winter parka, looking forward to doing without the boots too. Hope that happens soon.

kortneykay
03-21-2020, 09:50 AM
The country I'm currently in started forced quarantines for all. That's fine when they alert everyone of the changes but bo, they think it's a great idea to contain a city of 1 million people to just 4h of freedom and 20h curfew. Oh, and Sunday you're not allowed outside period so I have 1 chicken breast and chlorine filled tap water to last me until Monday because they change the curfew hours 495845858 times a day. I would've planned ahead except even my money is hard to get (wester union closing early,.etc). They have patrol cars and the ARMY outside fining people $10 for being outside ��

moneybags
03-21-2020, 09:57 AM
He is adorable! Senior pets are so special.

How cute!

moneybags
03-21-2020, 10:03 AM
I hope everyone is okay as okay can be right now. There’s tragedy at my doorstep. It’s really helped me to clarify what’s important in this life. Most the things I thought were important just aren’t. The things I complained about weren’t really a big deal. I guess that’s just part of the human condition and I need to nudge the judge. I’m focusing on surrendering and thinking of the outcome I want to manifest (surviving this crisis) and letting go of the outcome-fuck that’s hard! I praying for my friends and family. You all are so near and dear to my heart. I’m sending out love and light to all of you. Prayers to be able to survive this crisis and come out on the other side more in alignment with love and light. Easier said than done. For my friends that’s hit the hardest I know this might be easy for me to say now.

naomi_doll
03-21-2020, 10:15 AM
I think I'm going to stop reading/watching coronavirus news for a bit. I'll definitely still help people however I can, but the news and conspiracies are way too much. I need to focus on what I can control.

moneybags
03-21-2020, 10:44 AM
I think I'm going to stop reading/watching coronavirus news for a bit. I'll definitely still help people however I can, but the news and conspiracies are way too much. I need to focus on what I can control.

Amen. Only watching CDC on Facebook and listening to NPR

Marina Starr
03-21-2020, 12:38 PM
I'm so thankful for Starbucks, Publix and business places that are still open. They help me feel a sense of normalcy that I so needed.
I need to leave the house once a day or not I'm well.

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PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-21-2020, 12:48 PM
I think I'm going to stop reading/watching coronavirus news for a bit. I'll definitely still help people however I can, but the news and conspiracies are way too much. I need to focus on what I can control.

I've stopped reading parts of this forum for the same reason. Way too much fear mongering and misinformation being spread around.

In other news I've set my food truck up in my yard and so far it's been poppin. I'm running low on supplies but the distribution company I use will be open at 7am on Monday. After that I'm gonna set up shop until this all blows over. And I'm still working in the closet/bathroom over night. I don't know how long I can keep this up but I really do enjoy keeping busy. Plus the people in my neighborhood seem to really appreciate the convenience and that feels inspiring.

PixiieGirl
03-21-2020, 01:13 PM
I think I'm going to stop reading/watching coronavirus news for a bit. I'll definitely still help people however I can, but the news and conspiracies are way too much. I need to focus on what I can control.
I should probably do the same but my ocd ass has been quite fixated now >.<

SuperPookie
03-21-2020, 06:38 PM
^^ That's my problem to. It only flares my anxiety issues & I need to stop looking at it constantly but I can't seem to stop.

sexysusie
03-22-2020, 06:30 AM
I can actually go hours/ days without knowing anything about the current situation. I am not reading facebook, i long ago stopped watching or listening to any kind of news shows. Now the only time i might be exposed to it unless i actively go looking, is when i am logging out of hotmail/outlook and stupid MSN news feed comes up - i scream and close the page quick!!!!

Having said that I did just see on twitter that although the towns here in UK are deserted this weekend, people are going in record numbers to places like the brecon beacons (wales) and other national parks.... FFS stay at home you pratts!!!!!

Midwest-Mistress
03-22-2020, 10:11 AM
I've been thinking about how I've been treading along staying low key doing online sex work, it's tricky & dicey like any other form, which is why I've still haven't dove deep into a "brand/Persona" for the last 4 years. From payments, to ToS, I've seen a fair share of sites/apps come & go. End of March will mark me being in the game for 5 years. I'm not concerned with what others think I've always been an outlier, an outcast, black sheep that never fit into a mold whether mainstream or in SW. I've also battled with assimilation vs. authenticity when it comes to building who I truly am as am entertainer. My concern is - I've been thinking the past months since the last time I cammed if I even want to fuck with box site pimps who take 70% of my earnings, I've been so flippant with my emotion towards them, thinking of the pros & cons.

Always thinking about if I solidified my brand/persona into someone else's site(s) how much MORE money I could have if I was just indie ONLY in the first place is something I do not want to feel EVER. All the energy of trying to maintain both... Hence I've stayed low key (a.k.a haven't made a mark/print in the market), stopped streaming, stuck with phone sex, & moving onto clips.... And apparently a major cam site has decided to update ToS with some questionable statements that models are to agree with... The fact of the matter is when you use a site & it's a take it or leave it approach. I'd hate to have some hypothetically foul shit happen & they come up with "welp it's a part of your agreement" And thats the end of it.

Granted it can happen on any site but an incident where you're assed out & they've been taking MAJORITY of your money too? If that isn't a confirmation then I don't know what it is. So during this time with all the "Corona Virus Panic" I'll be transmuting my energy into furthering & solidifying ways to go forward with indie pursuits - especially with camming. I have a low tolerance for subtle coercion/pimping. I'm just so blessed to live in an era with a plethora of choices & resources. I know future me will thank me later.

naomi_doll
03-22-2020, 02:18 PM
Granted it can happen on any site but an incident where you're assed out & they've been taking MAJORITY of your money too? If that isn't a confirmation then I don't know what it is. So during this time with all the "Corona Virus Panic" I'll be transmuting my energy into furthering & solidifying ways to go forward with indie pursuits - especially with camming. I have a low tolerance for subtle coercion/pimping. I'm just so blessed to live in an era with a plethora of choices & resources. I know future me will thank me later.

Thats really a great idea, I always want the ability to take clients wherever I want in case something gets crazy. I think once I make my goal for the day each day I'm going to stream a little on token sites. Getting followers on social media where I can present whatever site I want to them would help a lot and token sites allow social media.

I also decided to take a class from Yale on being happier in daily life. I saw it was free so I figured why not.
https://www.coursera.org/learn/the-science-of-well-being

izshadow
03-22-2020, 07:56 PM
Guess I should have kept the wig on and never tried to be "me" and let my short hair show. Ugh!

Marina Starr
03-23-2020, 06:00 AM
Went to Starbucks then Publix this morning right when they opened and thank God they have lots of toilet papers but they were gone in mins. I feel very blessed I was able to get some. Didn't realize they were 24 rolls til I got home. That's a lot of toilet papers. There were lots of old people in the store and it warms my heart they were able to buy stuff.

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NitaBaby
03-23-2020, 06:14 AM
I've never felt so busy AND unproductive in all my life.

PixiieGirl
03-23-2020, 06:26 AM
I've never felt so busy AND unproductive in all my life.

this, this right here is me lol

nattyfetish
03-23-2020, 06:34 AM
I am very scared for my parents as they still have to work :( . My mom uses the bus to go to work everyday and it makes my heart go right down to my throat. These damn fuckers which don't wanna stay home in order to protect the ones that cannot do it evan if they wanted to ahdfhsfhjsofiujgsoughfhb

IvyRose
03-23-2020, 07:25 AM
Going to cam again after 5 weeks of healing after surgery. Very excited and full of energy! Taking time off made me eager to improve my branding and personal image/campersonality, and thinking up new things instead of staying stuck in routine

Esixxx
03-23-2020, 08:20 AM
Good Lord.. Woke up this morning and decided I was going to go about my day as normal to keep my sanity.

Now I feel a little overwhelmed in a good way :)

My daughter's grandmother messaged me this morning asking me if I still build websites. She has a friend that has a kennel and wants a website built.
Before I could have myself my second cup of coffee- I had an hour long conversation with a 70 year old man that wanted a website.

Wasn't prepared for this- but now I need to be :)
It's alot to think about

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-23-2020, 08:29 AM
This morning was perfect for cuddlebug movie watching. It's gray out and a little rainy. I gathered up my nieces with blankets and pillows, then started Big Trouble In Little China. That movie gave me life when I was a kid. Twenty minutes into the movie my niece says "This is racist!". She's seven years old and she was absolutely correct. I was like "Yup, u right! So y'all wanna go play with the turtles?".

sexysusie
03-23-2020, 10:51 AM
I am very scared for my parents as they still have to work :( . My mom uses the bus to go to work everyday and it makes my heart go right down to my throat. These damn fuckers which don't wanna stay home in order to protect the ones that cannot do it evan if they wanted to ahdfhsfhjsofiujgsoughfhb

Luckily my mom is retired but she is still refusing to go on complete lockdown. They are such a worry aren't they?! Take care and hope all is well with your parents x

Marina Starr
03-23-2020, 11:15 AM
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