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Esixxx
08-23-2020, 10:18 AM
Ever hear song that you hadn't heard in forever?

This is makes me want to get something started today.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVJ5gsLeCSM

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-23-2020, 11:04 AM
Ever hear song that you hadn't heard in forever?

This is makes me want to get something started today.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVJ5gsLeCSM

I first read this as if you'd never heard it before?? Haha I almost choked. I love that song. You couldn't tell me shit in 2006. I even have a 2006 playlist. Everytime I'm at a light people sing or rap along. I'm gonna go share it on social. ❤️

TheBrownFox
08-24-2020, 12:08 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QS4MOpwEUtQ


I cried watching this trailer.

TheBrownFox
08-24-2020, 04:03 PM
My bra just ripped, and I'm curious to see if one of these guys would be willing to buy it. What do you think I should charge?

MsBooty
08-25-2020, 06:48 AM
I mentioned I was doing customs on onlyfans. A fan messaged me and asked how much for a 10 dildo ride video. I told him the price. He sent it right away before I could even tell him the details of when customs are ready. A few hours later he hits me up saying I forgot to do the custom. I told him he payed before I got a chance to tell him customs are ready within 14 days. I have a family and busy life and just can't make it right away. He then goes to instagram constantly messaging me trying to make small talk asking when he's gonna get his video. I told him he was getting annoying and that he'd have to wait cause he's on my timing. The only good part of this is that he used my cammodels link and took me exclusive lol. He took me pvt 20 min and wanted to to ride a dildo for 20min straight so he could watch it later. My legs were sore after cause I hadn't cammed in almost 2 years and had a busy week on cam. He then wrote me upset cause he said the site doesn't record the sessions so he couldn't watch it later. He screenshot me all the customs and videos he buys of other women. Said he collects them. He then says he has an account on chaturbate and I should sign up cause that's were he does pvt shows. I said no I don't cam on there. He then found my old profile on mfc and said he bought 900 tokens for a pvt. I said umm ok it'll be true pvt. He said can he do regular pvt I said no. He then says they refunded his money for some reason. He then screenshots me a video of one of my old videos on iwantclips and asked if I could send it to him in a paid message because they weren't taking his card. I'm like wtf...it's a dildo riding video. He's so fucking annoying. He screenshots another video from 2 years ago asking if I still had those white lace panties. I said hell no Idon't. Now he comes on streamate and peeps in to say hi and see what I'm doing then leaves. I posted a few pics on my onlyfans and he sent a message asking if he's still getting his videos. Guys like this I hate lol...I blocked him on instagram. He hasn't done anymore pvt shows and is just plain annoying. He feels entitled to my time just cause he spent money on a custom that he'll get on my timing. Hell he's so annoying I just might send him his money back or send him a previously recorded video. Ok I'm done lol

TheBrownFox
08-25-2020, 11:40 AM
I mentioned I was doing customs on onlyfans. A fan messaged me and asked how much for a 10 dildo ride video. I told him the price. He sent it right away before I could even tell him the details of when customs are ready. A few hours later he hits me up saying I forgot to do the custom. I told him he payed before I got a chance to tell him customs are ready within 14 days. I have a family and busy life and just can't make it right away. He then goes to instagram constantly messaging me trying to make small talk asking when he's gonna get his video. I told him he was getting annoying and that he'd have to wait cause he's on my timing. The only good part of this is that he used my cammodels link and took me exclusive lol. He took me pvt 20 min and wanted to to ride a dildo for 20min straight so he could watch it later. My legs were sore after cause I hadn't cammed in almost 2 years and had a busy week on cam. He then wrote me upset cause he said the site doesn't record the sessions so he couldn't watch it later. He screenshot me all the customs and videos he buys of other women. Said he collects them. He then says he has an account on chaturbate and I should sign up cause that's were he does pvt shows. I said no I don't cam on there. He then found my old profile on mfc and said he bought 900 tokens for a pvt. I said umm ok it'll be true pvt. He said can he do regular pvt I said no. He then says they refunded his money for some reason. He then screenshots me a video of one of my old videos on iwantclips and asked if I could send it to him in a paid message because they weren't taking his card. I'm like wtf...it's a dildo riding video. He's so fucking annoying. He screenshots another video from 2 years ago asking if I still had those white lace panties. I said hell no Idon't. Now he comes on streamate and peeps in to say hi and see what I'm doing then leaves. I posted a few pics on my onlyfans and he sent a message asking if he's still getting his videos. Guys like this I hate lol...I blocked him on instagram. He hasn't done anymore pvt shows and is just plain annoying. He feels entitled to my time just cause he spent money on a custom that he'll get on my timing. Hell he's so annoying I just might send him his money back or send him a previously recorded video. Ok I'm done lol


Yeah, that's his dumbass fault that he sent the money without giving you a chance to explain how it works. That's why I don't even advertise customs anymore (Not saying I wouldn't do them)...unless it's an "easy" one like that bicep-bouncing one I did, customs are stressful as fuck, and I don't care for impatient, demanding men.

Re: The 20 minutes of dildo riding...those guys on Streamate will wear your pussy out. Smh.

You could tell these guys the list of all the sites where they can find you, and their stubborn asses will still say "Nah, I don't use _____..can you go on Chaturbate?" or some shit like that. You tell them to follow you on Twitter, and they say "I don't have Twitter." Well make a fucking Twitter account! Lol.


The guy who used to be my #1 spender on MFC years ago (Him leaving me was the main reason things had started to suck for me on there, and I eventually left after a huge camscore drop)...he pissed me off one night when he e-mailed me a video clip he'd recorded of a Streamate model in her public chat. I think he'd sent it to me to make fun of her behind her back. It rubbed me the wrong way, and I told him that. After that, he never visited me on MFC again, and my earnings (and camscore) took a quick nosedive. *Shrugs* Oh well. I don't regret it. I don't kiss anybody's ass, even if you are (were) my #1 spender. He was wrong, and I told him that.

izshadow
08-25-2020, 11:51 AM
Wish I could start my business but its so hard when you have your narc ex in your head. Its been three years since we parted but those voices are still there putting me down. I've failed many other ventures in the past to so now I'm gun shy to move forward sometimes. I doubt myself and thats hard to overcome.

Esixxx
08-25-2020, 12:00 PM
^^^Never know until you try- that's the beauty of life. I've dealt with that- the narc ex past voice. It's good that you recognize as it is his voice and not yours.

I know this sounds crazy- but when I have heard those self defeating thoughts (past voice) I had to recognize and then tell it to go away or sit in a corner.

Just step into those good feelings. You got this and plenty of people are rooting for you here :)

izshadow
08-25-2020, 12:30 PM
Thank you Esixxx. I'll try that exercise with the voices and see if it helps. I'm better then I was but its still a huge hill to overcome. I know deep down I need to try with the subscription box business. Its all I ever thought about for about two years now. Thank you for the encouragement.

Esixxx
08-25-2020, 12:37 PM
Thank you Esixxx. I'll try that exercise with the voices and see if it helps. I'm better then I was but its still a huge hill to overcome. I know deep down I need to try with the subscription box business. Its all I ever thought about for about two years now. Thank you for the encouragement.

Honestly I think your business idea is a great one!

I spend a good chunk of change each month for supplements, and then run out then get stressed out and it is a vicious cycle.

MsBooty
08-25-2020, 03:20 PM
This just happen lol
Someone joined my onlyfans. I have in my bio Sexy stuff twerking blah blah...nowhere does it say you'll see me fucking or using dildos. Of course I sell those as paid messages and post teasers but no need to advertise it right? So this guy joins, sends me a message that says (gonna type exactly what he says)
"When u go turn up frfr ijs (shrugs emoji) love ya (kiss emoji)
"No offense but all dis could be on ig (shrugs emoji) I've been waiting patiently to see dat glorious boo-tay so what we gotta do to get things poppin in here (eyes emoji)

This fuckin idiot. First off who is we? I don't post any thong or booty or twerk stuff on my ig. It's just cute poses from the front and side with jeans and shorts. I know my family and baby daddys friends look at it lol. I don't even have my onlyfans link on there. It's clean cut. What's the point of joining, then complaining because you're not seeing a bunch of dildo fucking or boy/girl stuff right away. My other fans on there love the naked twerking and other sexy stuff and are enjoying my videos via paid messages. If he would've asked me in a different way and maybe said, "Hey do you offer any content with toys or anything?" I would've sent him the videos via paid messages. But it seems like he expected to see a whole bunch of pussy stuff for 10 bucks a month. You still see my pussy but you gotta by the longer version of the videos.

I wrote him back and said "No offense but go ahead and look at instagram then. Would you like me to block you since it's not what you thought?"
Like dude it's 10 dollars. Yeah I could've responded different but I didn't care lol. I had a great week on cam and can't stand when guys are like that.

He hasn't responded while I'm writing this but he already rubs me the wrong way. I've been camming for about 10 yrs and guys like him are still cringe to me.

And this also just happen lol...my baby daddys barber just sent me a message on instagram asking what my onlyfans is cause he told him I had one...again wtf...

TheBrownFox
08-25-2020, 10:22 PM
This just happen lol
Someone joined my onlyfans. I have in my bio Sexy stuff twerking blah blah...nowhere does it say you'll see me fucking or using dildos. Of course I sell those as paid messages and post teasers but no need to advertise it right? So this guy joins, sends me a message that says (gonna type exactly what he says)
"When u go turn up frfr ijs (shrugs emoji) love ya (kiss emoji)
"No offense but all dis could be on ig (shrugs emoji) I've been waiting patiently to see dat glorious boo-tay so what we gotta do to get things poppin in here (eyes emoji)

This fuckin idiot. First off who is we? I don't post any thong or booty or twerk stuff on my ig. It's just cute poses from the front and side with jeans and shorts. I know my family and baby daddys friends look at it lol. I don't even have my onlyfans link on there. It's clean cut. What's the point of joining, then complaining because you're not seeing a bunch of dildo fucking or boy/girl stuff right away. My other fans on there love the naked twerking and other sexy stuff and are enjoying my videos via paid messages. If he would've asked me in a different way and maybe said, "Hey do you offer any content with toys or anything?" I would've sent him the videos via paid messages. But it seems like he expected to see a whole bunch of pussy stuff for 10 bucks a month. You still see my pussy but you gotta by the longer version of the videos.

I wrote him back and said "No offense but go ahead and look at instagram then. Would you like me to block you since it's not what you thought?"
Like dude it's 10 dollars. Yeah I could've responded different but I didn't care lol. I had a great week on cam and can't stand when guys are like that.

He hasn't responded while I'm writing this but he already rubs me the wrong way. I've been camming for about 10 yrs and guys like him are still cringe to me.

And this also just happen lol...my baby daddys barber just sent me a message on instagram asking what my onlyfans is cause he told him I had one...again wtf...


I hate that OnlyFans doesn't let you block certain states.

Some of these OF subscribers are a trip! I did a live stream on there once, and some guy came asking me to twerk (I don't call what I do "twerking"...I call it "booty clapping"). I told him you need to tip for that, or pay to watch my ass-clapping video that's right there on my OF page. I reminded him that I've made my OF page free to subscribe to (and even made the live stream for that night FREE), so coming into my stream asking for freebies without tipping ain't cool.

kortneykay
08-26-2020, 02:07 AM
I'm heading back to the UK soon and I'm going to miss the Balkans. I'm keeping my lease and will only be away a few months but I'm comfortable :/ . I'm excited to see my UK friends and eager for a faster paced life, again. Most of all I'm thinking how friggin nuts is going to be hustling for this move. The next 4 weeks are going to be strict but I'm ready to dip back into the grind. 4 week camathon here we come.

TheBrownFox
08-28-2020, 07:38 PM
OMG, nooooo! R.I.P., man.

https://variety.com/2020/film/news/chadwick-boseman-dead-dies-black-panther-1234753232/

Cutie101
08-28-2020, 07:55 PM
OMG, nooooo! R.I.P., man.

https://variety.com/2020/film/news/chadwick-boseman-dead-dies-black-panther-1234753232/

What's shittier and heartbreaking, is this freaking tweet
https://twitter.com/chadwickboseman/status/1221548953604325378

Damn, if he knew that in only 7 months...

Life sucks. Fucking life. 2020 is shit.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-29-2020, 05:19 AM
I'm just hearing about Chadwick Bozeman right now. I am so sorry to hear this news. Y'all call your families and friends and tell them how much they mean to you.

53372

miss.a.p1600
08-29-2020, 06:21 AM
^thats horrible .... the struggle of a terminal illness.

I can’t imagine

On one hand if I were in the position I would just want to go out so I wouldn’t have to struggle in pain but on the other their is something scary about death, and I’d want to be alive to enjoy living as long as I could.

That says he died in his home, I’d much rather die at home or somewhere comfortable. My grandma wanted to die at home (once she knew she had terminal cancer) but was pushed into a low quality state funded nursing home she hated every second of her last moments there.

anyhow

I’m sure he’s in a much better place now. Although his loved ones will miss him

Esixxx
08-29-2020, 07:35 AM
Just got off the phone with my Dad. Found out my cousin had passed away this week. I saw her last month- she was my age.

My dad said they hadn't heard the cause of death yet. I am really feeling for my aunt right now. Her husband my uncle passed away about 12 years ago and now her daughter.

Life is precious, love every minute of it and as PDG said call your family and friends let them know how much they mean to you.

~Carmen~
08-29-2020, 08:39 AM
Just got off the phone with my Dad. Found out my cousin had passed away this week. I saw her last month- she was my age.

My dad said they hadn't heard the cause of death yet. I am really feeling for my aunt right now. Her husband my uncle passed away about 12 years ago and now her daughter.

Life is precious, love every minute of it and as PDG said call your family and friends let them know how much they mean to you.

I am so sorry Esixxx. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-29-2020, 02:23 PM
Just got off the phone with my Dad. Found out my cousin had passed away this week. I saw her last month- she was my age.

My dad said they hadn't heard the cause of death yet. I am really feeling for my aunt right now. Her husband my uncle passed away about 12 years ago and now her daughter.

Life is precious, love every minute of it and as PDG said call your family and friends let them know how much they mean to you.

I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you get to shower your auntie with lots of love to help her get through this.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
08-29-2020, 02:32 PM
I was thinking about buying a recliner for my camspace..until I saw this warning. WTF? I've never seen this before?

53375

miss.a.p1600
08-29-2020, 04:19 PM
Ever hear song that you hadn't heard in forever?

This is makes me want to get something started today.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zVJ5gsLeCSM

Cassie was a hot artist back in early 2000’s

Her music had a unique sound

Too bad Diddy held her back career-wise and strung her along relationship-wise

Glad she moved on from toxic diddy and now she seems happier

Esixxx
08-29-2020, 04:20 PM
I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you get to shower your auntie with lots of love to help her get through this.


I am so sorry Esixxx. My deepest condolences to you and your family.
Thank you ladies and thank you for your earlier post PDG. I was going to put off my weekly call to my Dad until tomorrow.

Tomorrow is the memorial service, my family and I are going. I wouldn't have known if I hadn't called.

miss.a.p1600
08-29-2020, 04:36 PM
^yes I’ve seen those warnings

I wonder why only California has regulations against those chemicals.

I wouldn’t buy it if you are trying to have kids or have infants/toddlers or if you have cancer/worried about cancer

everythingiscake
08-30-2020, 10:51 AM
I haven't talked to my family much since March as we don't exactly agree on safety when it comes to covid. My sister asked me to visit this week and I said sure, as long as we are outside and you are ok with me wearing a mask. - you'd think I kicked her dog! She is actually offended that i use PPE, as if what I do is directly related to how I feel about her.

I am genetically predisposed to blood clots, already have issues with it and only recently got off BC (which can cause clots). My partner and I each lost someone close to us due to the virus and I am not taking any chances. Not sure if I want to see her :(

When I saw my dad back in March, he refused to wear a mask and tried to force me to take mine off. It was an awful situation. I have denied my dad spending the night and he is offended.

LOL Honestly, I want to wear a mask forever in public! Men don't stare at me any more and I may never catch a cold or flu again if I keep a mask on. In my opinion a mask is a win-win if you hate being harassed by gross men and hate being sick. And as a sex worker it offers anonymity as I do not have geoblock on any of my sites. For all I know, all my neighbors have seen me naked but they have never seen my face in real life.

I am so mad that people take my personal choices as an attack on them. Who am I hurting by protecting myself?

Just venting. i feel so alone and isolated.

Cutie101
08-30-2020, 03:52 PM
I haven't talked to my family much since March as we don't exactly agree on safety when it comes to covid. My sister asked me to visit this week and I said sure, as long as we are outside and you are ok with me wearing a mask. - you'd think I kicked her dog! She is actually offended that i use PPE, as if what I do is directly related to how I feel about her.

I am genetically predisposed to blood clots, already have issues with it and only recently got off BC (which can cause clots). My partner and I each lost someone close to us due to the virus and I am not taking any chances. Not sure if I want to see her :(

When I saw my dad back in March, he refused to wear a mask and tried to force me to take mine off. It was an awful situation. I have denied my dad spending the night and he is offended.

LOL Honestly, I want to wear a mask forever in public! Men don't stare at me any more and I may never catch a cold or flu again if I keep a mask on. In my opinion a mask is a win-win if you hate being harassed by gross men and hate being sick. And as a sex worker it offers anonymity as I do not have geoblock on any of my sites. For all I know, all my neighbors have seen me naked but they have never seen my face in real life.

I am so mad that people take my personal choices as an attack on them. Who am I hurting by protecting myself?

Just venting. i feel so alone and isolated.

What pisses me off the most, is not people not wearing their masks and not believing in the virus, but their intrusive behaviour, of trying to convince/ force you to not wear a mask as well.
I feel I am getting trough same shit as religion. I am an atheist, i don't believe in gods and stuff like that, but everytime, there must be someone who must push their beliefs into my throat, like... stop. I didn't ask yopu to give up on your bliefs, please don't push yours into mine.
It's sooo hard to fucking not step some boundaries?!

I am sorry you get trough that girl, me and my bf distanced ourselves from a lot of our friends because of this. Thankfully, they understand our point so it's a mutual distancing untill things get better. We only see with friends who live in isolation, like we do. Also, I am thankful to have understanding parents and his parents are also pro- mask and they believe in the virus and the rest of the family doesn't. Wich distanced us from them as well.

I am all understanding and shit, untill someone is trying to force my boundaries and do not accept them, family or not, I respect your choices, fucking respect mine.

sexysusie
08-31-2020, 02:53 PM
Wtf is wrong with people seriously? The mask idiocy seems to be mainly in america but there were a couple protests here too and I'm just like wtf? Wtaf??? Just wear a damn mask

TheBrownFox
09-01-2020, 10:19 PM
What a great start to September! Got my hair relaxed (Bye-bye, uncomfortable wig on cam)...won an online contest prize of a bushel (That's a shitload of crabs) of crabs from my favorite crab spot, and they took my picture and everything...recorded a lot of singing audio clips on the Voice Memo app on my phone...got a notification from ManyVids that - for a moment - I had made the Top 100. :)

TheBrownFox
09-01-2020, 10:49 PM
Have y'all seen Black Cop on Hulu? It's about a Black cop who goes around looking for White people (who aren't really doing anything wrong) to fuck with.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-02-2020, 06:30 AM
I Smile by Kirk Franklin. Its a beautifully upliting song. And usually I try to avoid the comment section but this time I gave in. If you're going through a rough patch or just a moment check them out for inspiration.


https://youtu.be/Z8SPwT3nQZ8

sexysusie
09-03-2020, 03:19 AM
When your favourite (very wholesome) Australian vegan influencer and his girlfriend announce they've started an Onlyfans...

:eye-poppi:eye-poppi:eye-poppi:shocking:

TheBrownFox
09-04-2020, 07:29 AM
Can't believe my son and I are having conversations about college/scholarships and grants/living in a dorm. And that we're having our first parent/student Senior Meeting next week on Zoom!

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-06-2020, 09:39 AM
Can't believe my son and I are having conversations about college/scholarships and grants/living in a dorm. And that we're having our first parent/student Senior Meeting next week on Zoom!

I cant believe so many of us are becoming empty nesters all at the same time. Congrats on the new beginnings.

siennasommer
09-06-2020, 04:02 PM
Old webcam model re-entering the industry.

Hi. Just been scrolling through the posts here on SW the last couple of days.. But now I just saw this thread and thought that Im gonna share whats on my mind.

Ive been a cam model for 8 years (From I was 18 to 26 years old).. I stopped because I felt it was time to leave. I was together with my boyfriend at that time and he have a son who just had become a teenager.. So due to that (maybe him and his friends would see me online *that was my boyfriends thoughts.. and due to the fact that our relationship started to have some other issues aswell, I stopped camming.

Im 29 now and long story short. Last year I left the boyfriend after 8 years together and I chose to move to another country to start a completely new life. But lately I keep checking my old webcam site.. The one I was broadcasting from for 8 years.. "Just to see whats going on".. See which girls are new etc. but I feel like I cant fool myself anymore. Its not just "to see" whats going on.. I miss camming. I miss feeling "free" and I miss the money too.

And I am thinking about how cool it is now that Im single.. Free.. And have my own apartment.
I can do what I want now and if I want to start camming again, its totally fine and I dont have to be aware that other people come home at a certain time (like my x boyfriends son when we were together)

So.. Yesterday I signed up on MFC. Only waiting for them to approve me actually. Ive never done a token site before and I feel so NEW (Like I never cammed before even tho Ive been doing it for many years and only had a break for the past 3 years)..

But I think Ill just re-enter the industry again.. Pretend in my mind that Im now.. Start somewhere.. Be open to learn.. Figure it out along the way.. And fail forward..

Just some thoughts from a girl who is nervous, excited and confused at the same time but who cant stop thinking about the "good ol cam days" back in the day and how much fun it was..

Cutie101
09-06-2020, 05:08 PM
Old webcam model re-entering the industry.

Hi. Just been scrolling through the posts here on SW the last couple of days.. But now I just saw this thread and thought that Im gonna share whats on my mind.

Ive been a cam model for 8 years (From I was 18 to 26 years old).. I stopped because I felt it was time to leave. I was together with my boyfriend at that time and he have a son who just had become a teenager.. So due to that (maybe him and his friends would see me online *that was my boyfriends thoughts.. and due to the fact that our relationship started to have some other issues aswell, I stopped camming.

Im 29 now and long story short. Last year I left the boyfriend after 8 years together and I chose to move to another country to start a completely new life. But lately I keep checking my old webcam site.. The one I was broadcasting from for 8 years.. "Just to see whats going on".. See which girls are new etc. but I feel like I cant fool myself anymore. Its not just "to see" whats going on.. I miss camming. I miss feeling "free" and I miss the money too.

And I am thinking about how cool it is now that Im single.. Free.. And have my own apartment.
I can do what I want now and if I want to start camming again, its totally fine and I dont have to be aware that other people come home at a certain time (like my x boyfriends son when we were together)

So.. Yesterday I signed up on MFC. Only waiting for them to approve me actually. Ive never done a token site before and I feel so NEW (Like I never cammed before even tho Ive been doing it for many years and only had a break for the past 3 years)..

But I think Ill just re-enter the industry again.. Pretend in my mind that Im now.. Start somewhere.. Be open to learn.. Figure it out along the way.. And fail forward..

Just some thoughts from a girl who is nervous, excited and confused at the same time but who cant stop thinking about the "good ol cam days" back in the day and how much fun it was..

Welcome back into camming!!!!! I can feel your excitement, haha!! Let the money roooolll girl!!

siennasommer
09-07-2020, 12:35 AM
Yesss thank you! Honestly Im super nervous lol but also excited ofcourse. I feel like Im SO NEW!! ;D;D

MissAdriana
09-08-2020, 08:44 AM
With technology advancing so rapidly these days and the speed and quality of everything online improving I'm feeling so much anxiety. More and more customers expect an answer from me within a trillionth of a second after messaging me and leaving when I physically cannot answer fast enough or do whatever or respond to their tip and leaving. I am feeling more panicked on cam then ever. I don't think I can keep up with the way things are going. I am going to have to move somewhere with better internet. I have the best money can buy in my area and am still left feeling like it's not good enough UGH

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-08-2020, 10:31 AM
With technology advancing so rapidly these days and the speed and quality of everything online improving I'm feeling so much anxiety. More and more customers expect an answer from me within a trillionth of a second after messaging me and leaving when I physically cannot answer fast enough or do whatever or respond to their tip and leaving. I am feeling more panicked on cam then ever. I don't think I can keep up with the way things are going. I am going to have to move somewhere with better internet. I have the best money can buy in my area and am still left feeling like it's not good enough UGH

I might be able to make some suggestions like what extenders are best etc. Dont get yourself worked up over things you cant control.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
09-08-2020, 10:34 AM
53411

I just bought a red apple cinnamin candle and a pupmkin caramel latte. It's official, Spooky Season has arrived!

Esixxx
09-09-2020, 07:08 PM
Trying to adjust to working a night shift schedule and my body/brain is like nope- you like the day time hours.

There has got to be some kind of trick this without the use caffeine or energy drinks...

~Carmen~
09-09-2020, 07:45 PM
Trying to adjust to working a night shift schedule and my body/brain is like nope- you like the day time hours.

There has got to be some kind of trick this without the use caffeine or energy drinks...

It just takes a few weeks to get used to. I have a hard time going back to days after so many years of nights now.

gbjenna
09-10-2020, 01:22 AM
Trying to adjust to working a night shift schedule and my body/brain is like nope- you like the day time hours.

There has got to be some kind of trick this without the use caffeine or energy drinks...

I can work into the early hours no problem, for me it’s staying asleep after. So I’ll work til 3-4am, always wake up early, then have to go back to bed later before starting again. Eventually I just seem to crash and go back to a somewhat normal day time routine. If I do nights, I can never do them for long periods of time. It’s totally unsustainable for me! Even if I drink a coffee I’ll still fall asleep in the afternoon before starting in the evening again.

Esixxx
09-10-2020, 06:54 AM
Thank you ladies!

This part time job I started this last weekend is graveyard shift. That's where I am struggling. In my mind I thought "oh this will be easy and I can fit this into my schedule." Then reality hits :D
It will all work out, I just need to stop thinking about "how" I am going to do it and get outside of my head.

MissAdriana
09-10-2020, 09:22 AM
I just bought a red apple cinnamin candle and a pupmkin caramel latte. It's official, Spooky Season has arrived!

I'm jealous! I need those smells in my house ASAP

~Carmen~
09-10-2020, 12:05 PM
Thank you ladies!

This part time job I started this last weekend is graveyard shift. That's where I am struggling. In my mind I thought "oh this will be easy and I can fit this into my schedule." Then reality hits :D
It will all work out, I just need to stop thinking about "how" I am going to do it and get outside of my head.

One thing that really helps is to try to keep the same sleep schedule. I don't change my sleeping hours on days off. I notice that it really screws me up if I try to.

bigbum
09-10-2020, 04:43 PM
Old webcam model re-entering the industry.

Hi. Just been scrolling through the posts here on SW the last couple of days.. But now I just saw this thread and thought that Im gonna share whats on my mind.

Ive been a cam model for 8 years (From I was 18 to 26 years old).. I stopped because I felt it was time to leave. I was together with my boyfriend at that time and he have a son who just had become a teenager.. So due to that (maybe him and his friends would see me online *that was my boyfriends thoughts.. and due to the fact that our relationship started to have some other issues aswell, I stopped camming.

Im 29 now and long story short. Last year I left the boyfriend after 8 years together and I chose to move to another country to start a completely new life. But lately I keep checking my old webcam site.. The one I was broadcasting from for 8 years.. "Just to see whats going on".. See which girls are new etc. but I feel like I cant fool myself anymore. Its not just "to see" whats going on.. I miss camming. I miss feeling "free" and I miss the money too.

And I am thinking about how cool it is now that Im single.. Free.. And have my own apartment.
I can do what I want now and if I want to start camming again, its totally fine and I dont have to be aware that other people come home at a certain time (like my x boyfriends son when we were together)

So.. Yesterday I signed up on MFC. Only waiting for them to approve me actually. Ive never done a token site before and I feel so NEW (Like I never cammed before even tho Ive been doing it for many years and only had a break for the past 3 years)..

But I think Ill just re-enter the industry again.. Pretend in my mind that Im now.. Start somewhere.. Be open to learn.. Figure it out along the way.. And fail forward..

Just some thoughts from a girl who is nervous, excited and confused at the same time but who cant stop thinking about the "good ol cam days" back in the day and how much fun it was..

DO IT, enjoy your self and dont regret anything :-)

MissAdriana
09-12-2020, 08:05 AM
What was I thinking fasting while working. Oh yea I was so hungry I wasn't thinking AT ALL !! What a horrible experience. DO NOT RECOMMEND. I'm never working on a september 11th ever again for the rest of my life. Now to shake off a day of wasted time

TheBrownFox
09-12-2020, 10:15 AM
What was I thinking fasting while working. Oh yea I was so hungry I wasn't thinking AT ALL !! What a horrible experience. DO NOT RECOMMEND. I'm never working on a september 11th ever again for the rest of my life. Now to shake off a day of wasted time


Aw, man...that had to have been miserable! There's no way I could do the fasting thing, other than when they make you do it the night before getting bloodwork done.

I've never been able to function well at jobs where they just give you one lunch break, and then expect you to do the remaining 5 1/2 - 6 hours of your shift without even nibbling on something. I can't do that shit, because I would be miserable and feeling like I'll pass out. I've gotta be nibbling on something every few hours. Or if I'm starting work at 8 AM, and you tell me no one is relieving me for lunch break until 2 PM, oh, that's NOT gonna be good. When I worked in daycares, I couldn't stand that whole "Well don't let the kids see you eat" rule. If you want me to continue being this energetic, chipper daycare worker who's running around playing, singing, doing Circle Time, teaching, etc., I need my fuel...and I should be able to discreetly nibble on an orange real quick (while standing at the counter AND keeping my eye on the kids) so I don't...ya know...pass out. Also, if I'm the only staff in the room, then that means I only have three kids or less in my care.

TheBrownFox
09-12-2020, 10:20 AM
I just bought a red apple cinnamin candle and a pupmkin caramel latte. It's official, Spooky Season has arrived!


Apple Cinnamon is my favorite fall scent! I have the Air Wick plug-in refills in that scent, limited edition Glade air freshener called "Apple of My Pie," and apple cinnamon hand soap where the container is in the shape of a large apple. Lol. When I used to buy carpet deodorizer to sprinkle prior to vacuuming, I used to always get the one that was Apple Cinnamon.

TheBrownFox
09-13-2020, 02:09 PM
Happy Grandparents Day!!! :grouphug: