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IvyRose
02-17-2021, 05:40 AM
I'm gonna have to start setting aside a few minutes before cam start time to fuck around with the Logitech Brio webcam settings in Logi Capture. *Eye roll* Every damn night I'm ready to start broadcasting on the OBS encoder, and there I am looking all washed out on screen. Then I gotta exit the OBS encoder and go into Logi Capture...mess around with that for a minute, and then go back into OBS to start streaming. Geez, I wish it could just save to where I left it! This wasn't an issue for me with the Logitech C920.

Yes, I seriously just whined about this in three different threads. Lol.

That would piss me off so badly!
I am new to having Windows 10 (i know , i am a terrible, terrible camgirl, ill do a walk of shame later on)
And now when I log in at streamate the colors look slightly different than on logi capture.... and on skype it Does look same as logi capture..... aaaargggghhhhhhh!!!!!
So everytime i log out of streamate to do a indy show on skype ill have to reset it!!!! Aaaahhhhhhhhhrgghhhhhhhhhh

I feel the pain TheBrownFox!!!

IvyRose
02-17-2021, 05:48 AM
54112 I bought myself this fancy coffeemachine and I am SO happy!!!! Havent had the chance yet to try it out since I didnt had fresh coffee beans at home yet.... cannot wait to use it!!!!!!
No more instant coffee for me!!!!
Perfect timing too bec I started doing serious nightshifts again!

Arwen25
02-17-2021, 07:50 AM
54112 I bought myself this fancy coffeemachine and I am SO happy!!!! Havent had the chance yet to try it out since I didn't had fresh coffee beans at home yet.... cannot wait to use it!!!!!!
No more instant coffee for me!!!!
Perfect timing too bec I started doing serious nightshifts again!

That looks phenomenal! And what a coincidence; I got myself a Lavazza Desea last week and I am in love. I do need to drop off the pods though, to have them recycled. It's a bit awkward at the moment, but I'd feel too guilty just chucking them in the rubbish. I'm in love with it though; second only to straight from the bean.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
02-17-2021, 07:56 AM
54112 I bought myself this fancy coffeemachine and I am SO happy!!!! Havent had the chance yet to try it out since I didnt had fresh coffee beans at home yet.... cannot wait to use it!!!!!!
No more instant coffee for me!!!!
Perfect timing too bec I started doing serious nightshifts again!

That looks premium. Your droor pulls are making me drool!

MissAdriana
02-17-2021, 10:51 AM
No more instant coffee for me!!!!


That is going to look so classy on the counter ! I hate instant coffee it's never strong enough LOL

IvyRose
02-17-2021, 11:16 AM
That looks phenomenal! And what a coincidence; I got myself a Lavazza Desea last week and I am in love. I do need to drop off the pods though, to have them recycled. It's a bit awkward at the moment, but I'd feel too guilty just chucking them in the rubbish. I'm in love with it though; second only to straight from the bean.

coffee heavennnnnnn, that DEF is a coincidence!!!!!
I had a machine once also using pads, it was good! I wore that machine out, I love coffee!

IvyRose
02-17-2021, 11:18 AM
That looks premium. Your droor pulls are making me drool!

hihihi got them from Zaara home and stuck them on my ikea kitchen ( kitchen in white gloss/white marble tabletop? (no clue how that called in english))
they are really sparkly!

IvyRose
02-17-2021, 11:19 AM
That is going to look so classy on the counter ! I hate instant coffee it's never strong enough LOL

never ever strong enough! esp not on nightshifts! XD

nattyfetish
02-18-2021, 04:32 AM
Am I the only one that considers doing this job untill I am old and wrinkly ? HAHA! That if it's still workin out surely. All this because I like what it offers but also because of my health in general (it is hard to do a 9 to 5 job). Other than that surely I will try to invest/try a business BUT BUT !!! Yeah, that's what was on my mind...

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
02-18-2021, 10:46 AM
Am I the only one that considers doing this job untill I am old and wrinkly ? HAHA! That if it's still workin out surely. All this because I like what it offers but also because of my health in general (it is hard to do a 9 to 5 job). Other than that surely I will try to invest/try a business BUT BUT !!! Yeah, that's what was on my mind...

I'm almost certain that I'll be a pso for the rest of my life. Oof! I just took a few moments to read this sentence "...the rest of my life." I've always felt this way but seeing it written down is wild! :rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

Erika_Xstacy
02-18-2021, 02:32 PM
i think its flattering that guys will change their physical appearances but its not what i wanted. my only gripe is the presentation of himself, his confidence and clean nails.
i like my men ugly, tall and with a big dick. you cant be a ugly mfr w a small dick lol
the first guy got a very realistic glass eye but i was attracted to his patch, i liked his fucked up eye
the second guy got new teeth. i understand but it went with his whole personality. i loved his front missing tooth.
the third guy - hair plugs ... this one was bit much for me
fast forward 2021
cam customer went and fell in love bc i his dick is actually pretty and huge and he strokes like he aint got shit all day to do but stroke so its kind of mesmerizing. i am so sorry I vocalized that.
straight busted mouth
this mfr only been around 2 weeks
this mfr shows up w one of those instant smile things but he had a cute ass smile. some ppl cant help what god gave them and it was cute with his sophisticated glasses and Im guessing Im attracted to that one weakness
im glad its a cam customer bc when i saw those dirty ass nails up close, he would've never had a chance in real life


Funny bc I change my flaws quick but they found me like that lol
probably hollered at me in the beauty supply parking lot lololol when i looked straight busted

moneybags
02-18-2021, 10:13 PM
I was at a sex worker support group and the lead therapist said we all should feel really good about helping give people pleasure during one of the worst times in most people’s life’s. So just know when you log on you’re really making the world a better place. Seriously. You should really feel good about the work you do. People are isolated and you’re giving them human connection. Of course, I’m only doing this for the money! I’m not going to pretend for one second, I would fuck myself with a dildo for free just to make people feel better about their miserable existence. I just wanted to share how we can truly feel proud of ourselves as sex workers/models because we are contributing to others well being during this horrific time.

nattyfetish
02-18-2021, 11:01 PM
I'm almost certain that I'll be a pso for the rest of my life. Oof! I just took a few moments to read this sentence "...the rest of my life." I've always felt this way but seeing it written down is wild! :rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

Amen to that ! It is giving me anxiety when I think about it but i sincerly think camming won't die soon. Like a member said: how cool it would be to have the vr option everywhere? Yeah, I predict Vr will be normal on any cam site in 10 years. Technology is the future :D . Fingers crossed for us all ! And hugs !

Miss_ShaSha
02-19-2021, 12:54 PM
Vegan tacos. I've had a vegan burrito and I swear it tasted like all meat hahahahaaa. I'm gonna have vegan tacos this afternoon and I feel like a kid in a candy store right now. I'm really excited to see how good they are. Will report back.

sexysusie
02-19-2021, 04:28 PM
Vegan tacos. I've had a vegan burrito and I swear it tasted like all meat hahahahaaa. I'm gonna have vegan tacos this afternoon and I feel like a kid in a candy store right now. I'm really excited to see how good they are. Will report back.

Vegan is the future x

Arwen25
02-20-2021, 06:42 AM
Sounds delicious! I'm actually excited to see what they do with lab-grown meat. I am severely intolerant to so many vegan proteins that that could be huge for people like me. There's going to need to be some serious shifts, and fast. And I'm not just talking about meat - air travel, cars. We could be looking at another pandemic before we're over this one, if not. In short, humanity needs to sort its shit out!

Ivy - how are you getting on with your coffee machine?

moneybags
02-21-2021, 10:19 PM
^^^ yep I’m going vegan. Not for animals, well I guess we’re animals so yeah for animals. We aren’t going to have a planet if we don’t figure out a way to live more sustainably. I hope this is my last gasoline car. We can’t keep destroying are planet. I cried today thinking about all the kids that have to deal with this shit! Just really sad there’s so much human suffering. I cried it out and now I feel better. I kinda have to detach from the insanity of it all or wouldn’t be able to function. They didn’t ask to be born! We just used everything up and destroyed the earth. Here you go kids how do you like pandemics, inequality, and extreme weather. To be fair inequality has always been around. Our problems are just undeniably obvious now. Ugh. I can’t save the world. I can do my best to be part of the solution and not the problem though. Sorry for the rant. It’s been an emotional day for me.

Anyways, anyone have to move their LLC I’m thinking of moving to another state. Do I have to dissolve the one in my old state and open a new LLC in my new state? I’m asking my lawyer, but if anyone has any experience I’d be nice to know? I got an LLC for my camming. Totally worth it to look more legit if you ask for me. I don’t really want to open a new LLC. I don’t want to deal with SM and changing my business name. But if I have to I guess I’ll figure this shit out.

AuroraJade
02-22-2021, 11:44 AM
I am posting this here because this thread is well red. This video by Violet Doll is absolutely amazing. Really insightful.


https://youtu.be/jDJJtmUl2vQ

Who would like a thread especially dedicated to discussing kink/fetish/Findom and Femdom? Tricks, tips, insights et cetera. It can be here in Camming Connection or the girls only group. If there is already such a dedicated thread, let me know! <3

Cutie101
02-22-2021, 04:42 PM
I am posting this here because this thread is well red. This video by Violet Doll is absolutely amazing. Really insightful.


https://youtu.be/jDJJtmUl2vQ

Who would like a thread especially dedicated to discussing kink/fetish/Findom and Femdom? Tricks, tips, insights et cetera. It can be here in Camming Connection or the girls only group. If there is already such a dedicated thread, let me know! <3

I would love it. No, there is no thread, I have been searching for it. I will start the thread, as an official one and please be free to post this clip in there!

moneybags
02-22-2021, 08:41 PM
I want a pet and I was thinking of getting a parrot, but then I realized the parrot would have a dirty mouth. Pretty sure a dirty talking parrot would blow my cover...lol. I can imagine my mom visiting and the parrot saying, “Polly is a slut. Fuck me Harder!”

TheBrownFox
02-22-2021, 09:26 PM
I want a pet and I was thinking of getting a parrot, but then I realized the parrot would have a dirty mouth. Pretty sure a dirty talking parrot would blow my cover...lol. I can imagine my mom visiting and the parrot saying, “Polly is a slut. Fuck me Harder!”


LMFAO! Girl, you gonna make me choke on my Snapple Apple drink! :rotfl:

~Carmen~
02-22-2021, 09:38 PM
I want a pet and I was thinking of getting a parrot, but then I realized the parrot would have a dirty mouth. Pretty sure a dirty talking parrot would blow my cover...lol. I can imagine my mom visiting and the parrot saying, “Polly is a slut. Fuck me Harder!”

"Tiny penis tiny penis! hahahaaaa"

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
02-22-2021, 09:45 PM
I worked at a bird aviary once where there were tons of rescues. One of the parrots would randomly scream FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!! We had no clue what his history was. Other than his occasional battle cry he was a very friendly bird.

IvyRose
02-23-2021, 07:07 AM
Ivy - how are you getting on with your coffee machine?

I lovelovelooooooovvvveeeee it!
A very good investment when doing nightshifts.
I was taking instant coffee for a long time, had no machine anymore... using real coffeebeans and having no added sweeteners is giving way better energy without the sugarcrash.

TheBrownFox
02-23-2021, 07:20 AM
I absolutely hate it when I'm trying to pay something online, and it doesn't accept debit card...it HAS to be a fucking credit card. SMH. Um...BGE, Comcast Xfinity, Sprint, the leasing office, etc. accept my debit card payments just fine. This is bullshit. You would think that debit card payments would be preferred, since it's money that's already there.

Miss_ShaSha
02-23-2021, 03:56 PM
I've been playing a lot of female artists during my cam shifts. It started a couple weeks ago with an album of Iconic Women of Soul. Now it's BANKS. This lady is fantastic and I cannot stop playing this song:


https://youtu.be/kQSuG9Uob_8

The beat, the lyrics, the way she sings it...man, the whole thing is an A+

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
02-23-2021, 05:50 PM
I absolutely hate it when I'm trying to pay something online, and it doesn't accept debit card...it HAS to be a fucking credit card. SMH. Um...BGE, Comcast Xfinity, Sprint, the leasing office, etc. accept my debit card payments just fine. This is bullshit. You would think that debit card payments would be preferred, since it's money that's already there.

I ran into that issue with Instacart, it's so weird? Its not that it has to be a credit card but more about the bank. Many of them will not take an ace/metabank debit card but Wells Fargo or Chase debit cards are fine. I can see how that can be a major issue.

As for the vegan talk, have y'all tried Jackfruit? Faux meats dont work for me because they tear my stomach up. I am not wanting to become a vegan for the record but I do realize the difference in my body performance when I dont consume meat every day. But jackfruit is a great substitute for dishes like tacos, bbq, sloppy joes etc. If you can get it fresh even better. Sometimes the prepared stuff looses its texture and gets too mushy.

Miss_ShaSha
02-23-2021, 06:32 PM
Vegan is the future x

It certainly isn't boring at all and it's serving a good purpose. Yeah...agreed.


Sounds delicious! I'm actually excited to see what they do with lab-grown meat. I am severely intolerant to so many vegan proteins that that could be huge for people like me. There's going to need to be some serious shifts, and fast. And I'm not just talking about meat - air travel, cars. We could be looking at another pandemic before we're over this one, if not. In short, humanity needs to sort its shit out!

Ivy - how are you getting on with your coffee machine?

Lab-grown meat? Damn. Has me interested! I hear ya. We gotta get moving on it or it's gonna get even hotter than the hell we are experiencing.


^^^ yep I’m going vegan. Not for animals, well I guess we’re animals so yeah for animals. We aren’t going to have a planet if we don’t figure out a way to live more sustainably. I hope this is my last gasoline car. We can’t keep destroying are planet. I cried today thinking about all the kids that have to deal with this shit! Just really sad there’s so much human suffering. I cried it out and now I feel better. I kinda have to detach from the insanity of it all or wouldn’t be able to function. They didn’t ask to be born! We just used everything up and destroyed the earth. Here you go kids how do you like pandemics, inequality, and extreme weather. To be fair inequality has always been around. Our problems are just undeniably obvious now. Ugh. I can’t save the world. I can do my best to be part of the solution and not the problem though. Sorry for the rant. It’s been an emotional day for me.

Anyways, anyone have to move their LLC I’m thinking of moving to another state. Do I have to dissolve the one in my old state and open a new LLC in my new state? I’m asking my lawyer, but if anyone has any experience I’d be nice to know? I got an LLC for my camming. Totally worth it to look more legit if you ask for me. I don’t really want to open a new LLC. I don’t want to deal with SM and changing my business name. But if I have to I guess I’ll figure this shit out.


I hear that. I will do it for health reasons, but we need to think about the future. Word.



I ran into that issue with Instacart, it's so weird? Its not that it has to be a credit card but more about the bank. Many of them will not take an ace/metabank debit card but Wells Fargo or Chase debit cards are fine. I can see how that can be a major issue.

As for the vegan talk, have y'all tried Jackfruit? Faux meats dont work for me because they tear my stomach up. I am not wanting to become a vegan for the record but I do realize the difference in my body performance when I dont consume meat every day. But jackfruit is a great substitute for dishes like tacos, bbq, sloppy joes etc. If you can get it fresh even better. Sometimes the prepared stuff looses its texture and gets too mushy.

The guy I'm talking to has been vegan & on an alkaline diet for 2 years. The way he talks about jackfruit is crazy. He can't say enough about how great it is!


--So I had a burrito instead of tacos that was al pastor protein. She said it's gonna taste like pork...she didn't fuckin lie. I coulda swore it was pork it was so damn good!!! Then I had a vegan burger a couple days later that was so motherfuckin good...going vegan can't be a bad thing with food that tastes that good. Fuck! Seriously thinkin this is the direction I'm gonna go. I was already doing the lacto-ovo vegetarian thing. My foot has been sitting in the door a while lolollll.

miss.a.p1600
02-23-2021, 06:52 PM
I've been playing a lot of female artists during my cam shifts. It started a couple weeks ago with an album of Iconic Women of Soul. Now it's BANKS. This lady is fantastic and I cannot stop playing this song:


https://youtu.be/kQSuG9Uob_8

The beat, the lyrics, the way she sings it...man, the whole thing is an A+

love her music.

that song Goddess is my fav

Miss_ShaSha
02-24-2021, 04:17 AM
love her music.

that song Goddess is my fav

Yes, that song is great too. She's just so damn talented. Singer, songwriter, and poet...I just can't get enough of her stuff.

nattyfetish
02-24-2021, 07:55 AM
I fuckin love the skyprivate plug in, it automatically declines every call which is not a skyprivate member hahahaha ! Take that annoying entitled fucks ! I usually block them right away if they call but sometimes i am in a private and it bothers me to hear that call sound (untill i got the time to block them )

moneybags
02-24-2021, 07:29 PM
I had this weird feeling someone recognized me from camming, but I’m wearing a mask in public..lol. I’m loud AF too so maybe someone heard me and it’s a small city so who knows... Oh well. IDGAF. It’s a bit unnerving. I turned my geo block off cause I felt like it was messing with my traffic. I hope I make enough money tonight to compensate for this bullshit stigma.

kamiliam
02-24-2021, 09:12 PM
I had this weird feeling someone recognized me from camming, but I’m wearing a mask in public..lol. I’m loud AF too so maybe someone heard me and it’s a small city so who knows... Oh well. IDGAF. It’s a bit unnerving. I turned my geo block off cause I felt like it was messing with my traffic. I hope I make enough money tonight to compensate for this bullshit stigma.


I’ve come to recognize a certain look on their face when they figure out where they know me from. It is straight up little boy getting a cool toy then looking way too self assured for my liking.

I never regret turning geoblock off. Obviously situations vary and there are valid safety issues for some. I just think that in this day and age creeps are gonna creep. Everyone has a vpn. I just try to keep as safety minded as possible without being paranoid. I started lowering my presence on social media way before I got into SW, which helps. I used to be all about it though.

moneybags
02-24-2021, 09:36 PM
I’ve come to recognize a certain look on their face when they figure out where they know me from. It is straight up little boy getting a cool toy then looking way too self assured for my liking.

I never regret turning geoblock off. Obviously situations vary and there are valid safety issues for some. I just think that in this day and age creeps are gonna creep. Everyone has a vpn. I just try to keep as safety minded as possible without being paranoid. I started lowering my presence on social media way before I got into SW, which helps. I used to be all about it though.

lol...yes the look! He was at least polite. Creepers gonna creep. I got a stun gun. I’ll be alight

gbjenna
02-25-2021, 02:56 AM
I've been bracing myself for the day someone recognises me out and about. I'm sure someone could put two and two together if they saw me at an event or something, but I really hope they would be respectful and leave me alone, if so. They would set themselves up for some serious disappointment if not. At the very best, I'd not be very friendly. Work is work and personal life is personal life.

My boyfriend is very chilled out about what I do, probably the least jealous man I've met in all my life. If I was on a night out with him and a man tried to make a move in some way, he'd not get annoyed or feel the need to immediately intervene cause he knows I'd deal with it. But he's made it very clear that he'd have no issue saying something if someone recognised me and approached me about my job whilst I'm in his company. He'd probably be really pissed off, as would I.

DeliveryLadyx
02-25-2021, 04:37 AM
Thinking of adding extra monitor and being on 5 sites simultaneously, mostly without freechat, UK based ones. I have had enough with Streamate and the glicthes and their traffic is fucked up for some models including myself for 2-3 weeks and I just can't be anxious and have super low earnings every day. I'm not good at multitasking and I would rather do my best on SM only, but, I give up officially. Hope I will earn more money this way though and remind myself I am the boss and just kick every demanding Joe (I get plenty of assholes usually because I advertise myself as submissive and easy going).

moneybags
02-26-2021, 12:47 AM
Thinking of adding extra monitor and being on 5 sites simultaneously, mostly without freechat, UK based ones. I have had enough with Streamate and the glicthes and their traffic is fucked up for some models including myself for 2-3 weeks and I just can't be anxious and have super low earnings every day. I'm not good at multitasking and I would rather do my best on SM only, but, I give up officially. Hope I will earn more money this way though and remind myself I am the boss and just kick every demanding Joe (I get plenty of assholes usually because I advertise myself as submissive and easy going).

Thanks for sharing. It’s hard. I feel like I’m ugly or something is wrong with my equipment. I don’t even want to log on anymore. I’m not lazy, but no one wants to do this job for minimum wage. I’m a hard worker, but the only motivation I have to sex work is fast and easy money. Why would I log on if I have to beg for it

DeliveryLadyx
02-26-2021, 03:51 AM
Thanks for sharing. It’s hard. I feel like I’m ugly or something is wrong with my equipment. I don’t even want to log on anymore. I’m not lazy, but no one wants to do this job for minimum wage. I’m a hard worker, but the only motivation I have to sex work is fast and easy money. Why would I log on if I have to beg for it

I think is just a super slow month and I know for sure Streamate has issues with model sorting and that is why some models have felt a hit in earnings. I know they still work on it. I was online on the other sites yesterday and updated pics, profiles, but eerily quiet apart of camcontacs where I earned 40$ for 40 minutes worked (because the guy was coming from affiliate). I realized how much I hate to work for peanuts money and how irritated I was lol and how much I love Streamate and the traffic when that site has no glitches. Everything is super with my tech, is just the site. Need to self care and be kind to ourselves till things pick up because when things pick up we have to be there smiling and sane!

naughtybabe1
02-26-2021, 12:26 PM
DAMN IT! arrrrrgghhh! I just got an email from the apt. manager at a new place i was getting to move into next week and the email said that the apartment was DAMAGED BY WATER FROM CRACKED PIPES DUE TO THE COLD SNAP LAST WEEK!!!!!!!! DAMMMMMMN! It took me 4 weeks to look/find/apply/send all the fuking docs/generate pdfs paperwork etc/ proof of income to get this place and it's all for nothing!!
Now it's back to square 1. I have places I'm looking at but I'm doing this different this time. I'm going to use a paystub generator and input all my income on one paystub. It will show ALL my camming income in one doc. They won't know the damn difference. I'll back it up with my bank statements. Fuck this. It's my show now. Playing by MY RULES BABY!

moneybags
02-26-2021, 01:35 PM
I’m surprised we don’t have more trolls. This place is like a sanctuary to cam models.

TheBrownFox
02-26-2021, 02:45 PM
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Mmmmm, baby!

TheBrownFox
02-26-2021, 10:41 PM
I was looking for something to watch on Hulu, and saw something called 'OnlyFans: Selling Sexy'.

TheBrownFox
03-01-2021, 04:45 PM
Just finished my binge watch of all 9 seasons of Everybody Loves Raymond on Peacock. I loved that show. But every time I watch a scene now with the twin boys, I get a little teary-eyed because of Sawyer Sweeten's suicide.

54227

moneybags
03-01-2021, 04:50 PM
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PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-02-2021, 09:36 AM
I just bought a huge wall mirror from Lowes. Its being delivered and installed tomorrow morning. Can't wait! Before rona I use to avoid all the mirrors at the gym. I mean I loved going to the gym but I wasn't trying to watch myself like that. Now my home workouts are in front of ALL the mirrors! I can't wait to get my selfie game up and poppin. Also men are so weird because they all love my high quality streams but seem to respond to mirror selfies more than anything? I'm trying my hand at being a mainstream twitter/insta thotty. :)

MissAdriana
03-02-2021, 04:35 PM
Also men are so weird because they all love my high quality streams but seem to respond to mirror selfies more than anything? I'm trying my hand at being a mainstream twitter/insta thotty. :)

That sounds hot! I need to get 1 too, I have a narrow shitty back of the door one from walmart it's cheap and lame AF, mirror selfies easy content

naughtybabe1
03-03-2021, 03:27 AM
WTF IS THIS??? I made more on stripchat on my first day than i did on SM??? What wierd universe is this? Ok...fuk IMLIVE....i made more on stripchat in a few hours than i did on imlive all month! I thought token sites were a joke...jokes on me! I love it!

Esixxx
03-03-2021, 06:16 AM
I am officially over this pandemic.

My grandmother was hospitalized last week- she started slipping with her memory- it sounds like she maybe developing Alzheimer's (I really hope it's just an episode.) My aunt called me yesterday to ask if I could go visit her today- I told her I could for a couple hours in the afternoon- unfortunately she can have only one visitor per day because of covid. It sucks. I told her that I can spend the day with her on Friday.
Soon she will be transferred to a short term facility to work with a physical therapist and she can't have any visitors while she is there because of covid. Thankfully this is one of the few places that has not had a covid outbreak, but it sucks that we can't go visit her.

There's a lot going on with my family- regarding health issues. All of this feels like a big chaotic mess.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-03-2021, 06:50 AM
I am officially over this pandemic.

My grandmother was hospitalized last week- she started slipping with her memory- it sounds like she maybe developing Alzheimer's (I really hope it's just an episode.) My aunt called me yesterday to ask if I could go visit her today- I told her I could for a couple hours in the afternoon- unfortunately she can have only one visitor per day because of covid. It sucks. I told her that I can spend the day with her on Friday.
Soon she will be transferred to a short term facility to work with a physical therapist and she can't have any visitors while she is there because of covid. Thankfully this is one of the few places that has not had a covid outbreak, but it sucks that we can't go visit her.

There's a lot going on with my family- regarding health issues. All of this feels like a big chaotic mess.

Girl, I'm right there with you. So many of us are. I'm so sorry to hear about your relatives. As much as I try to keep pushing on, in the back of my mind I feel a little unresolved. Is this our new normal? Soon I may have to say goodbye to another family member. We're all getting older and these things were gonna happen anyways, but damn! Right now I take refuge in my faith and recite the serenity prayer as often as I can. We will get through this. ❤️

Esixxx
03-03-2021, 07:01 AM
Girl, I'm right there with you. So many of us are. I'm so sorry to hear about your relatives. As much as I try to keep pushing on, in the back of my mind I feel a little unresolved. Is this our new normal? Soon I may have to say goodbye to another family member. We're all getting older and these things were gonna happen anyways, but damn! Right now I take refuge in my faith and recite the serenity prayer as often as I can. We will get through this. ❤️

Girl, thank you for that reminder of the serenity prayer. I forget at times we are not immortal and that those around me are not either- and it feels as though it's hitting all at once.

Hugs and prayers to you and yours. I know we all will get through this. I wish I there was a virtual hugging machine to send out hugs to my loved ones.