View Full Version : The Official 'What's On Your Mind?' Thread!
I just want to make what I need and bounce today. Tomorrow starts another week.
Marina Starr
10-01-2016, 08:57 AM
http://i65.tinypic.com/mkc09y.jpg
And EVERYDAY because I do! #selflove #love #loveyourself #selfacceptance
I need $47. Then I can go have a life for the rest of the day. I have a feeling it's going to be a Longgggggggggggg day. I'm also feeling a great big fuck it coming on.
seashell
10-01-2016, 01:11 PM
I had my first SPH customer yesterday. Thank god I watched some SPH clips or I would've had no freaking clue what to say! lol
I had my first SPH customer yesterday. Thank god I watched some SPH clips or I would've had no freaking clue what to say! lol
Uncontrollable laughter is always appropriate. And pointing. And asking wtf is that?! I love sph. It's so much better than pound your pussy harder.
Glamourmilf
10-01-2016, 05:23 PM
While out for a drive today, I found this lovely church. It was off the beaten path. ( This photo is not the actual church, but one like it).
The grounds were beautiful.
Nobody was around, so I just sat for a while and enjoyed the peace and quiet.:pray:
After a hectic week, it was just what I needed.
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EllieGold
10-01-2016, 10:59 PM
Can't I just make thousands and retire? So over this shit.
Marina Starr
10-02-2016, 09:05 AM
I thought I wanted twitter, instagram and all these social media bullshit. Signed up and hated them all, deleted all. Sometimes what you thought you want is exactly what you don't. Glad I got them out of my system.
anonymous camgirl
10-02-2016, 09:15 AM
I only have twitter and facebook and my facebook is useless other than the fact I play a game on it or else I would delete it.
I thought I wanted twitter, instagram and all these social media bullshit. Signed up and hated them all, deleted all. Sometimes what you thought you want is exactly what you don't. Glad I got them out of my system.
Marina Starr
10-02-2016, 09:18 AM
Are you active on twitter? I deactivated mine. I found no use for it. The more I am on social media, the more I dislike people.
I only have twitter and facebook and my facebook is useless other than the fact I play a game on it or else I would delete it.
Marina Starr
10-02-2016, 09:29 AM
What's truly been on mind is this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPHUZenprKc
I just can't stop just singing it. Someone told me it's about a man dating a Transgender woman. LOOOOL, I call it bullshit.
TheBrownFox
10-02-2016, 10:32 AM
Are you active on twitter? I deactivated mine. I found no use for it. The more I am on social media, the more I dislike people.
Yeah, any money I actually make on ImLive isn't from anyone who follows me on Twitter, and I'm getting sick of posting the same tired "I'm online!" tweet. Lol. Just like all those times I've tweeted about DreamLover, and I never once got any texts on there. The app is just sitting there on my cell phone. On Twitter I just get the occasional message from a former MFC reg saying hi and asking how I'm doing. And I get the occasional weirdo who will 'like' one of my "I'm online!" posts from like several days ago. Haha. I think some people are curious when I'm gonna come back to MFC for the hundredth time, and they don't feel like seeing me on a pay-per-minute site.
anonymous camgirl
10-02-2016, 11:59 AM
Here I have been in a tizzy about August and September being slow as fuck,... woe is me .. my world is ending.. TBH>??? the amount of money I made in August and September is equivalent to the yesteryears of my best month of December!.. I used to think omg December rocks I made that much.. currently I am making that amount in the slowest months now.. wow.. it's all about perception.. I encourage anyone to take a look back at the last few years and if you are making more now on your slow months you are doing much better.. get positive if you can.
GoddessM
10-02-2016, 12:24 PM
I need a schedule!
So, most of my income is from clips (say apr. $3000/month)
I spend about 3 to 4 hours a day filming and editing new content. Uploading a clip daily also takes 30 minutes.
BUT, I want to reach the $4000 goal soon. I think the only way to do that is to spend some time on cam again,
I'm thinking if 2.5 to 3 hours daily would be enough?
anonymous camgirl
10-02-2016, 03:50 PM
Yea I do find twitter to be interesting and it's a great place to find other avenues of income other than SM!.. and to meet other girls but I don't have ongoing convo's with girls on there.
Are you active on twitter? I deactivated mine. I found no use for it. The more I am on social media, the more I dislike people.
Glamourmilf
10-02-2016, 09:40 PM
Yeah, any money I actually make on ImLive isn't from anyone who follows me on Twitter, and I'm getting sick of posting the same tired "I'm online!" tweet. Lol. Just like all those times I've tweeted about DreamLover, and I never once got any texts on there. The app is just sitting there on my cell phone. On Twitter I just get the occasional message from a former MFC reg saying hi and asking how I'm doing. And I get the occasional weirdo who will 'like' one of my "I'm online!" posts from like several days ago. Haha. I think some people are curious when I'm gonna come back to MFC for the hundredth time, and they don't feel like seeing me on a pay-per-minute site.
I agree. And those stupid guys who retweet something I tweeted like 2 or more years ago. So stupid.
Most of the guys who follow are guys I've gotten so annoyed with that I had to block them.
Total waste of time, IMO.
I'm in hormone hell right now, but what's on my mind is guys are in really high positions of power and make more $$ than women overall and I'm just over here like how tf is that???? They can't even read a profile, they think their dick is so important they can't function until someone pays attention to it. Find photos? OMFG - I'm asking too much of them in their weak state.
This isn't even on a professional level. Guys IRL have been showing me the same. I'm like- you are a manager at a company. How can that even be???
seashell
10-03-2016, 12:15 PM
I am sooo tired but I have to mail a guitar and a laptop today, that I sold on ebay. The guitar box is gigantic, and I bought the wrong size box for the laptop so now I have to get a new one. Then wait in line at the post office.
And I need to cam tonight.
Gahhh I just want sleep!!
TheBrownFox
10-03-2016, 04:30 PM
OMG, this 30-minute walk to/from work 5 days a week is tough. I deserve some mothafuckin' fudge brownies!!!
SkoomaQueen
10-03-2016, 05:24 PM
Tonight is good so far on cam but I REALLY just want to make food and finish watching Luke Cage.
Teddy_Bear
10-03-2016, 09:25 PM
Animal cruelty, that has been on my mind all day, I don't know what to do. Anyone who has read some of my other posts knows I live on a mobile home park with awful neighbors on one side well today they outdid themselves big time. They have a regular farm in their caravan including ducklings, a snake and an absolutely gorgeous but HUGE Rottweiler.
Well today they left as they always do and their rottie barked all day in a panicked way because they left no windows open and as we found out no food or water for her for over 12 hours. I called security who has master keys and they 'rescued' her but did not have a word with the owners. I'm fuming.
Is it the right thing to do to report these monsters to the RSPCA (I'm in England) to come and investigate I'm really worried about her and their treatment of all their pets if I'm honest, a caravan isn't the place to have all these animals and six humans as far as I'm concerned.
Very worried and upset to see animals suffering.
pumpkin22
10-04-2016, 12:55 AM
Why are guys so obsessed with girls keeping a set schedule? I get that they want to spend money on their favorite girl but it's like okay, do you plan when you are going to be horny?
I feel like it's just another way for the guys to have ultimate control over us. The guys expect a regular schedule, and the girls are told they need to keep one if they are to be successful. Isn't one of the perks of this job suppposed to be scheduling flexibility?
Every time I go to log off they pressure me into coming up with some sort of answer as to when I'll be back on, then get bent out of shape if I don't log in. I feel smothered, like I'm dating a bunch of guys with zero chill. Can't we just keep it casual?
Marina Starr
10-04-2016, 05:03 AM
I find it makes you feel better then I would report it! I can't imagine beginning locked up for 12 hours. I hate people, l LOL!
Animal cruelty, that has been on my mind all day, I don't know what to do. Anyone who has read some of my other posts knows I live on a mobile home park with awful neighbors on one side well today they outdid themselves big time. They have a regular farm in their caravan including ducklings, a snake and an absolutely gorgeous but HUGE Rottweiler.
Well today they left as they always do and their rottie barked all day in a panicked way because they left no windows open and as we found out no food or water for her for over 12 hours. I called security who has master keys and they 'rescued' her but did not have a word with the owners. I'm fuming.
Is it the right thing to do to report these monsters to the RSPCA (I'm in England) to come and investigate I'm really worried about her and their treatment of all their pets if I'm honest, a caravan isn't the place to have all these animals and six humans as far as I'm concerned.
Very worried and upset to see animals suffering.
TheBrownFox
10-04-2016, 06:16 AM
Why are guys so obsessed with girls keeping a set schedule? I get that they want to spend money on their favorite girl but it's like okay, do you plan when you are going to be horny?
I feel like it's just another way for the guys to have ultimate control over us. The guys expect a regular schedule, and the girls are told they need to keep one if they are to be successful. Isn't one of the perks of this job suppposed to be scheduling flexibility?
Every time I go to log off they pressure me into coming up with some sort of answer as to when I'll be back on, then get bent out of shape if I don't log in. I feel smothered, like I'm dating a bunch of guys with zero chill. Can't we just keep it casual?
I felt the same way when I was on MFC. I think the guys on there are the most clingy, never-satisfied mothafuckas of all. You can suggest they utilize different things (such as adding you to their faves and signing up for e-mail notifications, and following you on Twitter), but they're too lazy to do any of that. Always with the questions..."When will you be back on again?" I swear, each night I logged off feeling drained after only 2-3 hours of broadcasting on that site.
Glamourmilf
10-04-2016, 08:31 AM
I was so tired, that when I ordered a Starbucks coffee, and they asked my name(: to put on my cup), I accidentally said my cam name. Omg! Lol!:rotfl::yawn:
~Carmen~
10-04-2016, 09:15 AM
I was so tired, that when I ordered a Starbucks coffee, and they asked my name(: to put on my cup), I accidentally said my cam name. Omg! Lol!:rotfl::yawn:
:drink:I love it!
Glamourmilf
10-04-2016, 11:30 AM
:drink:I love it!
Thank goodness I don't know anybody there. Omg! Too funny!
anonymous camgirl
10-04-2016, 12:06 PM
It's not easy leading a double life.. that's for sure.
I was so tired, that when I ordered a Starbucks coffee, and they asked my name(: to put on my cup), I accidentally said my cam name. Omg! Lol!:rotfl::yawn:
CandiceS
10-04-2016, 01:10 PM
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Putting this picture on my motivation board and looking at it every single day to remind myself to work my ass off to buy this dream piece of class I've been wanting for sooooooo long!
64 K here in Brazil what means around 19 K USD so hell yeah, I'm gonna have to work my lil butt off! LOL
Thanks to indy camming this is finally a close goal now!
Let's doooo itttttt
anonymous camgirl
10-04-2016, 02:18 PM
wow.. the rolex I want is only 8k.. I will wait til I can actually afford it though without killing myself..
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Putting this picture on my motivation board and looking at it every single day to remind myself to work my ass off to buy this dream piece of class I've been wanting for sooooooo long!
64 K here in Brazil what means around 19 K USD so hell yeah, I'm gonna have to work my lil butt off! LOL
Thanks to indy camming this is finally a close goal now!
Let's doooo itttttt
CandiceS
10-04-2016, 02:57 PM
wow.. the rolex I want is only 8k.. I will wait til I can actually afford it though without killing myself..
Is the daytona one? Usually daytonas are most expensive but maaaaan, what an beautiful addiction right? Hahaha! I am not very much into jewelry and watches but I am dreaming with this one for a looong time! You guys are lucky for them to be way more afordable in the states! :(
anonymous camgirl
10-04-2016, 07:52 PM
I don't remember it was black and had diamonds with an opal face I think? maybe I can find a pic.. ok I couldn't find the one I described but I like this one!.. it's $40000... why can't I have more poor taste!
https://www.worldsbest.com/watches/1450527939/rolex-pearlmaster-34-81339-white-gold-watch-rhodium?outside=true&gclid=CjwKEAjwps2_BRC5jduHor-h8xESJADGT-LtmzvLPWV2IpSAPMh99zslEKHux6S-2sVSSQJgG6e1WhoCVSzw_wcB
Is the daytona one? Usually daytonas are most expensive but maaaaan, what an beautiful addiction right? Hahaha! I am not very much into jewelry and watches but I am dreaming with this one for a looong time! You guys are lucky for them to be way more afordable in the states! :(
CandiceS
10-04-2016, 09:13 PM
I don't remember it was black and had diamonds with an opal face I think? maybe I can find a pic.. ok I couldn't find the one I described but I like this one!.. it's $40000... why can't I have more poor taste!
Oh damnnnnn girl!! Pleaseeeeeeee don't show me those thingssss!!! My wallet cries reminding myself I'm not a millionare! Whyyy Goood, whyyyyy LMAO!
Why can't I have poor taste (2)
I wish I like Swatch! LOL
Glamourmilf
10-04-2016, 10:48 PM
It's not easy leading a double life.. that's for sure.
Try quadruple life. Hard to keep all my personas separate.
But it's fun, at the same time.
CandiceS
10-04-2016, 11:11 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDESlK4GyBw
What's on my mind...This song...All the fucking day.
PS: Yeah Cindy...Hell yeah...it does!! Changes E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!
LMAO
pumpkin22
10-05-2016, 12:25 AM
I felt the same way when I was on MFC. I think the guys on there are the most clingy, never-satisfied mothafuckas of all. You can suggest they utilize different things (such as adding you to their faves and signing up for e-mail notifications, and following you on Twitter), but they're too lazy to do any of that. Always with the questions..."When will you be back on again?" I swear, each night I logged off feeling drained after only 2-3 hours of broadcasting on that site.
Sooooo annoying. I think they think their tips entitle them to a show + personal time. It seems to be truly successful in this biz, girls have to set and stick to a schedule, be active on social media, and sell clips and videos - in other words, be available in one way or another most of the time. This really seems like a lot to ask! Trying to strike a balance beteen giving the customer what they want and setting personal boundaries is tough. I'm going to try out some different things and hopefully I can find some sort of happy medium so I'm not tearing my hair out, but I feel totally smothered ATM.
seashell
10-05-2016, 01:22 PM
I had a customer on SM yesterday who was doing cam 2 cam, and I can't get the visual of him cumming out of my head. It was like... explosive. And he didn't use his hands, he just kind of laid there.
*scarred for life* X_X
hyori
10-05-2016, 07:58 PM
I was going to write some whining, complaining thoughts. But, I am going to fight that urge. Sure, today was kinda shitty, in fact this week hasn't been so great and I'm thinking I'm going to need another job. However, there's this other voice that tells me to hang on, it's not the end of the world and that I will have a great streak of days where it will all make up for the slow ones. That everyday is a miracle because the universe has my back no matter what and that there will always be some way, some whale or whales that I will be lucky enough to attract.
Just keep working and staying strong in positivity that's all we can do. By whining and focusing on the negative or slowness, is just digging a bigger pit. I don't want to quit. There is so much potential. So much opportunity. Quitting, although there is nothing wrong with it, is not an option right now because I haven't tried hard enough yet. Once I really make myself put in some good hours, things will turn around. I hope for those of you feeling like me also get something positive from my words.
anonymous camgirl
10-06-2016, 09:48 AM
Just to add to this great eloquence you have posted. It is important to remember, that even though we are working towards our future goals which may not be cam related. It's important to understand that the time will come to you at the right exact moment that will happen. As long as you continue to work towards it.. work hard , keeping that goal in your mind over and over again. It's the reason you wake up. Do not get discouraged it has not happened yet. It's just not the right time yet.. I have to remind myself of this almost DAILY!
I was going to write some whining, complaining thoughts. But, I am going to fight that urge. Sure, today was kinda shitty, in fact this week hasn't been so great and I'm thinking I'm going to need another job. However, there's this other voice that tells me to hang on, it's not the end of the world and that I will have a great streak of days where it will all make up for the slow ones. That everyday is a miracle because the universe has my back no matter what and that there will always be some way, some whale or whales that I will be lucky enough to attract.
Just keep working and staying strong in positivity that's all we can do. By whining and focusing on the negative or slowness, is just digging a bigger pit. I don't want to quit. There is so much potential. So much opportunity. Quitting, although there is nothing wrong with it, is not an option right now because I haven't tried hard enough yet. Once I really make myself put in some good hours, things will turn around. I hope for those of you feeling like me also get something positive from my words.
hyori
10-06-2016, 02:40 PM
Just to add to this great eloquence you have posted. It is important to remember, that even though we are working towards our future goals which may not be cam related. It's important to understand that the time will come to you at the right exact moment that will happen. As long as you continue to work towards it.. work hard , keeping that goal in your mind over and over again. It's the reason you wake up. Do not get discouraged it has not happened yet. It's just not the right time yet.. I have to remind myself of this almost DAILY!
You said just the right thing at the right time, thank you so much for this, I really needed to read it and you brought tears to my eyes because it's just the sweetest words. I'm so emo. Love you anon! <3 <3<3
heavymetalgirl
10-06-2016, 03:06 PM
What's on my mind - Fuck Hurricane Matthew!! First I had major surgery last month - couldn't cam. Had a death in the family a few weeks ago - Didn't feel like camming. And now this stupid storm - can't cam because I had to evacuate further inland and the internet sucks here. I'm very discouraged. Worried about losing everything right now, home included :( It feels like I have a lot going against me right now. I desperately need to start making money again. Sorry for the vent!
anonymous camgirl
10-06-2016, 03:17 PM
awe thank you! love you 2... love all of you! .. It's just what I repeat to myself all day long when I am stressed and frustrated that things are not going my way..
You said just the right thing at the right time, thank you so much for this, I really needed to read it and you brought tears to my eyes because it's just the sweetest words. I'm so emo. Love you anon! <3 <3<3
anonymous camgirl
10-06-2016, 03:18 PM
first Deep breaths!.. then learn , then plan for later.. what is done is done.. tomorrow is a new day and you will know better then.
What's on my mind - Fuck Hurricane Matthew!! First I had major surgery last month - couldn't cam. Had a death in the family a few weeks ago - Didn't feel like camming. And now this stupid storm - can't cam because I had to evacuate further inland and the internet sucks here. I'm very discouraged. Worried about losing everything right now, home included :( It feels like I have a lot going against me right now. I desperately need to start making money again. Sorry for the vent!
heavymetalgirl
10-06-2016, 03:24 PM
first Deep breaths!.. then learn , then plan for later.. what is done is done.. tomorrow is a new day and you will know better then.
Thanks for that, Anonymous. I have a tendency to panic too much.
Marina Starr
10-06-2016, 03:26 PM
Sending love and prayer your way. Never sorry for venting :)
What's on my mind - Fuck Hurricane Matthew!! First I had major surgery last month - couldn't cam. Had a death in the family a few weeks ago - Didn't feel like camming. And now this stupid storm - can't cam because I had to evacuate further inland and the internet sucks here. I'm very discouraged. Worried about losing everything right now, home included :( It feels like I have a lot going against me right now. I desperately need to start making money again. Sorry for the vent!
heavymetalgirl
10-06-2016, 04:03 PM
Sending love and prayer your way. Never sorry for venting :)
Thank you, Marina. You're very kind.
Genoveve
10-06-2016, 04:59 PM
I was going to write some whining, complaining thoughts. But, I am going to fight that urge. Sure, today was kinda shitty, in fact this week hasn't been so great and I'm thinking I'm going to need another job. However, there's this other voice that tells me to hang on, it's not the end of the world and that I will have a great streak of days where it will all make up for the slow ones. That everyday is a miracle because the universe has my back no matter what and that there will always be some way, some whale or whales that I will be lucky enough to attract.
Just keep working and staying strong in positivity that's all we can do. By whining and focusing on the negative or slowness, is just digging a bigger pit. I don't want to quit. There is so much potential. So much opportunity. Quitting, although there is nothing wrong with it, is not an option right now because I haven't tried hard enough yet. Once I really make myself put in some good hours, things will turn around. I hope for those of you feeling like me also get something positive from my words.
I've been camming since like 2010 and there's been multiple times where for whatever reasons I just was not.making.money. and I was sure that it was the end of the road for me. But it's always picked back up, I think it's just the nature of the business. It ebbs and flows.
LoraDoll
10-07-2016, 12:06 AM
Hyori, I exactly had the same toughts, in the past few weeks. Really. Aint wanna say the reasons ... I wrote a post about negative stuff: what irritating me more and more... I just deleted.
in the end, I got this conclusion too:
"That everyday is a miracle because the universe has my back no matter what and that there will always be some way, some whale or whales that I will be lucky enough to attract."
Tnx for the post.
I have a very strong burnout in these days, but anyway...
https://media.giphy.com/media/D4rYT63c0Enja/giphy.gif
:D
Marina Starr
10-07-2016, 05:18 AM
Woke up this morning with no damage from Mathew. The lights are on and internet is running. God is good! #blessed #thankful
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/giphy-3_zps55b153fb.gif
Marina Starr
10-08-2016, 10:46 AM
I'm in such a fucking foul mood today! Starbucks didn't help, a whole box of delicious fried chicken from Publix didn't help, two piece of cheesecake didn't help. Nothing seems to shake it. Please come soon Jesus and take it from me!
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