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Erika_Xstacy
10-28-2021, 09:33 AM
Yay for getting proper health care!
Hopefully it’s not too painful
Every night I panic I’m dying. What really happens when we die?
My biggest fear is dying.
I think it comes from childhood when I had all those near death experiences but now as an adult all I do is think about it and straight up panic I will cry. The thoughts I have are
Being in the dark
Being closed up
Being burned
I have a phobia of death. I don’t know how to handle it.
Yes, I have a psychiatrist and the first one to understand my fear is legit but nothing making it go away
I get so fuckn scared, this is why i fall asleep around 5am, I sleep 3 hours, maybe 4 if I’m tired tired
I do much better when I have someone with me in my home.
Erika_Xstacy
10-28-2021, 11:05 AM
I’ve seriously thought of having a roommate just bc having another human around makes me not think about that
My dog just ate my neighbors pumpkin. I went outside and she’s on the front porch eating their pumpkin. They are gone for the weekend.
I’ll offer marijuana as a gift or I can blame trick or treaters since they will not be here all weekend
Lol I’m sure they won’t mind but if I had uncool neighbors I’d be trying to carve a pumpkin
Marina Starr
10-28-2021, 12:10 PM
I hate when therapist placating me. I didn't pay someone to agree with or repeating what I said. I need someone to call me out on my shit. Had my second appointment with therapist #2 yesterday and I did not like it. I feel I'm too advance for her so that will be it.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-28-2021, 12:38 PM
Girl, buy those people another pumpkin! If you don't they're gonna talk shit about you on the ring app. LMAO I guarantee you someone picked it up on a camera. Or the neighborhood app. It's worse than Twitter gossip in my area.
I’ve seriously thought of having a roommate just bc having another human around makes me not think about that
My dog just ate my neighbors pumpkin. I went outside and she’s on the front porch eating their pumpkin. They are gone for the weekend.
I’ll offer marijuana as a gift or I can blame trick or treaters since they will not be here all weekend
Lol I’m sure they won’t mind but if I had uncool neighbors I’d be trying to carve a pumpkin
Marina Starr
10-28-2021, 01:20 PM
Love Publix deli... sometimes all I wanted is 5 slices of gruyere cheese and quarter pound of boards head oven gold turkey.
roseforarose
10-28-2021, 01:24 PM
Realised this week that I've gotta work on my mental health and/or doing things outside of work. Compared to the past few years I'm actually doing quite well w/my mental health, and tbh I'm juggling the most sw gigs that I've had in about 4 years. Butttt, my self-esteem is in the gutter!
Not for any good reason, I know I'm attractive and nice or w/e but my god one bad cam session and I'm an anxious wreck. I don't let it show on the outside (or at least not to the extent that customers have said anything) but it's definitely effecting my hustle! I never used to be like this so it's very :/ I've gotta get tf over it
Marina Starr
10-28-2021, 01:28 PM
I recommend talking to a therapist. Sometimes it's good to have someone who just listens.
Realised this week that I've gotta work on my mental health and/or doing things outside of work. Compared to the past few years I'm actually doing quite well w/my mental health, and tbh I'm juggling the most sw gigs that I've had in about 4 years. Butttt, my self-esteem is in the gutter!
Not for any good reason, I know I'm attractive and nice or w/e but my god one bad cam session and I'm an anxious wreck. I don't let it show on the outside (or at least not to the extent that customers have said anything) but it's definitely effecting my hustle! I never used to be like this so it's very :/ I've gotta get tf over it
Erika_Xstacy
10-28-2021, 01:58 PM
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lolol Im going to stay away from hair extensions....... until i find a cool tool lol
https://youtu.be/MUtEdAjt9tA lol this video looks so dangerous
Erika_Xstacy
10-28-2021, 02:43 PM
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZOQrYtE8vG7Luk1iffP8-A
halloween makeup
Marina Starr
10-28-2021, 03:51 PM
You always rock so many hairstyles and colors. Are they wigs? If not I'm surprised your hair hasn't fall off.
I want you to teach me how to rock a good weave.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZOQrYtE8vG7Luk1iffP8-A
halloween makeup
Luci Fer
10-28-2021, 07:17 PM
Yay for getting proper health care!
Hopefully it’s not too painful
Every night I panic I’m dying. What really happens when we die?
My biggest fear is dying.
I think it comes from childhood when I had all those near death experiences but now as an adult all I do is think about it and straight up panic I will cry. The thoughts I have are
Being in the dark
Being closed up
Being burned
I have a phobia of death. I don’t know how to handle it.
Yes, I have a psychiatrist and the first one to understand my fear is legit but nothing making it go away
I get so fuckn scared, this is why i fall asleep around 5am, I sleep 3 hours, maybe 4 if I’m tired tired
I do much better when I have someone with me in my home.
Damn, it's hard. I 've always thought near death experience would give some kind of peace of mind instead. Do you sleep in a total darkness? Maybe it might affect, if you do. I never sleep in darkness, because I start to think about all kinds of monstrous creatures and maniacs crawling...everywhere. So fuck it. I'll turn a small light on, and call me a baby lol, I don't care.
Marina Starr
10-29-2021, 08:29 AM
I love cooking but I ain't got time to hoemade bread, tomatoes sauce but I admire those that do. Grandmas would make everything from scratch but I ain't no grandma, lol.
I tried making homemade bread. Looks so easy. I failed at basic bread.
I decided to turn it into cinnamon bread.. butter, sugar, cinnamon and molasses, the molasses was random but it was so good. Caramelized bread all soft and moist inside.
Im claiming the master chef award. :)
Erika_Xstacy
10-29-2021, 09:31 AM
Damn, it's hard. I 've always thought near death experience would give some kind of peace of mind instead. Do you sleep in a total darkness? Maybe it might affect, if you do. I never sleep in darkness, because I start to think about all kinds of monstrous creatures and maniacs crawling...everywhere. So fuck it. I'll turn a small light on, and call me a baby lol, I don't care.
I don’t sleep In the dark but not much light. Little nightlight.
it happens when I’m my calmest. it’s starting to happen earlier in the evening while watching tv, sitting on the front porch before bedtime and when I’m falling asleep I’m interrupted by thoughts.
I’m starting to think it’s the actual cause
ETA: it’s not the causes. Thinking of that just now for a few minutes didn’t trigger me. It’s the actual dying and not knowing before or after.
Erika_Xstacy
10-29-2021, 10:28 AM
Girl, buy those people another pumpkin! If you don't they're gonna talk shit about you on the ring app. LMAO I guarantee you someone picked it up on a camera. Or the neighborhood app. It's worse than Twitter gossip in my area.
Lolol here’s your uncarved pumpkin
my daughter said she’d steal one from the local church lmfao
she and her best friend jack the same church every year since freshman in highschool, they are now grown and if that makes them feel excitement, so be it lol
You always rock so many hairstyles and colors. Are they wigs? If not I'm surprised your hair hasn't fall off.
I want you to teach me how to rock a good weave.
I was going to ask you if that tool was any good.
I want to try halos hair.
I’ve worn weave/braids since I was 11. It’s actually the only time my hair grows.
I love cooking but I ain't got time to hoemade bread, tomatoes sauce but I admire those that do. Grandmas would make everything from scratch but I ain't no grandma, lol.
it’s flour, water, yeast, salt, butter, oil
I thought it would be hard but one night I was feeling bakerish and wanted to try before the holidays. Glad I did lol
my mom use to make the food but now it’s me. I always wondered how family recipes get down the family chain bc we never had recipes. It’s all in the head.
I used YouTube
JGB2009
10-29-2021, 10:44 AM
Yay for getting proper health care!
Hopefully it’s not too painful
Every night I panic I’m dying. What really happens when we die?
My biggest fear is dying.
I think it comes from childhood when I had all those near death experiences but now as an adult all I do is think about it and straight up panic I will cry. The thoughts I have are
Being in the dark
Being closed up
Being burned
I have a phobia of death. I don’t know how to handle it.
Yes, I have a psychiatrist and the first one to understand my fear is legit but nothing making it go away
I get so fuckn scared, this is why i fall asleep around 5am, I sleep 3 hours, maybe 4 if I’m tired tired
I do much better when I have someone with me in my home.
Death scares me too. I think about it often. Honestly it crosses my mind everyday. Kind of off topic but when I was a teenager my parents house was haunted and I would be so scared that I would not fall asleep until 5 am. You mentioning not falling asleep till 5 am made me think of that. Someone mentioned sleeping with a light on. LOL I do that as well. I'm scared of ghost and that's why I sleep with one on.
SamanthaSugar
10-29-2021, 11:14 AM
Death scares me too. I think about it often. Honestly it crosses my mind everyday. Kind of off topic but when I was a teenager my parents house was haunted and I would be so scared that I would not fall asleep until 5 am. You mentioning not falling asleep till 5 am made me think of that. Someone mentioned sleeping with a light on. LOL I do that as well. I'm scared of ghost and that's why I sleep with one on.
Death really doesn’t frighten me, but what does is living too long. I truly hope I die before I have to depend on others to take care off me. If it does come to that, I’m definitely taking myself out, maybe a Heroin overdose.
But, I often wonder about people who live alone, how long would it take for others to realize you were dead? I live alone and it would probably take a good week or so until friends & family would start to question why they haven’t heard from me and that REALLY bothers me, so much that I’m thinking about getting a roommate.
Dying in an airplane cash used to scare me, but now the thought comforts me, because I wouldn’t be dying alone, instead I’ll be holding hands with the person next to me :)
Erika_Xstacy
10-29-2021, 02:24 PM
Death really doesn’t frighten me, but what does is living too long. I truly hope I die before I have to depend on others to take care off me. If it does come to that, I’m definitely taking myself out, maybe a Heroin overdose.
But, I often wonder about people who live alone, how long would it take for others to realize you were dead? I live alone and it would probably take a good week or so until friends & family would start to question why they haven’t heard from me and that REALLY bothers me, so much that I’m thinking about getting a roommate.
Dying in an airplane cash used to scare me, but now the thought comforts me, because I wouldn’t be dying alone, instead I’ll be holding hands with the person next to me :)
same feras and still havent gotten over it
as far as living alone I have found one she was a young single mom w a 1 year old. I kept hearing a baby. sent my boyfriend and heard the baby, he broke in the house and the mom was on her bed in a towel while the baby was in the crib
this was 20 sum years ago, it still freaks me out
recently in my neighborhood a old army vietnam vet that wasnt social was found in his house, he was probably there for two, three months. noone reported him as missing or worried about him :(
Cutie101
10-29-2021, 04:35 PM
Death scares me too. I think about it often. Honestly it crosses my mind everyday. Kind of off topic but when I was a teenager my parents house was haunted and I would be so scared that I would not fall asleep until 5 am. You mentioning not falling asleep till 5 am made me think of that. Someone mentioned sleeping with a light on. LOL I do that as well. I'm scared of ghost and that's why I sleep with one on.
Omg you remind me that ghosts live only in US, because I've never heard about actual ghosts in Europe :))) At least, not in this side of Europe lol.
Speaking of death, I have mixed feelings about it. When I have to overrun a car on a narrow road, I shit in my pants and always hesitate because I always feel like I will have a frontal impact with a car that comes out of nowhere, or I don't have time to get back on my lane, etc. I struggle with that everytime I drive.
I am also afraid of water, I can't swim so I have huge panic when I have to pass a bridge that crosses a huge river. I always feel it's gonna collapse and I will fall into the water and die.
I am afraid of earthquakes. And not because of the earthquake alone, but because of the appartaments building I live in. I am rushing to get myself a house on the ground, because I always feel like there will be an earthquake and the building will collapse over me.
My biggest fear, that won't go ever: I am afraid of having an accident that could have me losing my sight or getting a physical disability. But going blind it's my lifetime fear. When I see blind people, although I know they are doing okay... I couldn't be okay. Only thinking about it makes me burst into tears. Maybe I could deal with living in a wheelchair, or without an arm. But not without being able to see. Not being able to see myself, take care of myself, see the people I love... damn...
People who are born blind are kinda used to it, they don't know the other side of it. But I gotta admit that people who lost their vision and still function and still want to continue their lives, are true heroes and super strong people to me. It takes an extraordinar mental strength to want to keep living and having a normal life.
I am saying this because I started losing my distance vision. I don't wanna depend on glasses and I want an eye surgery since everyone who had it, had amazing results. But this thought of going blind by accident is fucking me big time, even tho, the chances are almost zero, since it's a laser surgery.
Marina Starr
10-29-2021, 05:06 PM
I don't know about that tool because I don't do weave or extensions but I would like a couple wigs when I don't feel like doing my hair.
I also don't go by exact recipes. I add a bit of this, a bit of that, lol.
I was going to ask you if that tool was any good.
I want to try halos hair.
I’ve worn weave/braids since I was 11. It’s actually the only time my hair grows.
it’s flour, water, yeast, salt, butter, oil
I thought it would be hard but one night I was feeling bakerish and wanted to try before the holidays. Glad I did lol
my mom use to make the food but now it’s me. I always wondered how family recipes get down the family chain bc we never had recipes. It’s all in the head.
I used YouTube
Marina Starr
10-29-2021, 05:33 PM
Had a session with my psychiatrist today, she told me I don't look anxious even though two therapists have written her notes that I have majority anxiety and medication would be helpful with therapy. I had to tell her anxiety is not something you can turn on or off. Our bodies and minds don't work like that. Ask people that tell themselves to snap out of it when they're experiencing panic attacks how that works out.
Then she goes on about how I'm seeing a couple therapists and that's not how therapy works. I told her therapy doesn't work until you find a therapist that you can connect with that's why you have to try different one until you find a good fit.
She was unattentive, not much warmth. I feel I deserve and can do better. Speaking to another Psychiatrist next week because she'll have to go in the very near future.
Erika_Xstacy
10-29-2021, 10:49 PM
I had the week I hoped for. Im so friggin happy
tags are building up.
this weekend I hope to get in someones hair chair. i have dead ends :/
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
10-30-2021, 11:01 AM
I hate when therapist placating me. I didn't pay someone to agree with or repeating what I said. I need someone to call me out on my shit. Had my second appointment with therapist #2 yesterday and I did not like it. I feel I'm too advance for her so that will be it.
Pander, Placate and Pacify are synonymous. And those actions all annoy tf out of me, but the older I get the better I am at disguising my annoyance. I'm not currently in therapy but doing the "first date" interviews helped me in the long run back then, because now I just hit people with the church lady nod. It's great that you're being this selective. Some don't have that option because the system is effed up!
Marina Starr
10-30-2021, 02:55 PM
I wish I could turn my poker face on or off but I've never been good at that. If my mouth don't say it, my face will, lol.
I feel very blessed I have insurance that enables me to have a lot of options. Having the right therapist that you can connect with is extremely important or there's no point of going to therapy.
I know I will know when I find the right one.
Pander, Placate and Pacify are synonymous. And those actions all annoy tf out of me, but the older I get the better I am at disguising my annoyance. I'm not currently in therapy but doing the "first date" interviews helped me in the long run back then, because now I just hit people with the church lady nod. It's great that you're being this selective. Some don't have that option because the system is effed up!
Marina Starr
10-30-2021, 03:14 PM
https://i.ibb.co/9rb7WwC/Screenshot-2021-10-30-6-14-01-PM.png (https://ibb.co/nL7Fj35)
Luci Fer
10-30-2021, 09:09 PM
I don't know about that tool because I don't do weave or extensions but I would like a couple wigs when I don't feel like doing my hair.
I also don't go by exact recipes. I add a bit of this, a bit of that, lol.
Marina, wigs are sooo cool! I have 10 lol. Just counted them and woah. It's great to have wigs if you get that sudden insane idea to radically change the hair colour (and damage your hair). When I do, I just put a wig on and enjoy it as long as I feel like. It's awesome! (Okaaay, now I want more wigs ;D )
Luci Fer
10-30-2021, 09:11 PM
Omg you remind me that ghosts live only in US, because I've never heard about actual ghosts in Europe :))) At least, not in this side of Europe lol.
Speaking of death, I have mixed feelings about it. When I have to overrun a car on a narrow road, I shit in my pants and always hesitate because I always feel like I will have a frontal impact with a car that comes out of nowhere, or I don't have time to get back on my lane, etc. I struggle with that everytime I drive.
I am also afraid of water, I can't swim so I have huge panic when I have to pass a bridge that crosses a huge river. I always feel it's gonna collapse and I will fall into the water and die.
I am afraid of earthquakes. And not because of the earthquake alone, but because of the appartaments building I live in. I am rushing to get myself a house on the ground, because I always feel like there will be an earthquake and the building will collapse over me.
My biggest fear, that won't go ever: I am afraid of having an accident that could have me losing my sight or getting a physical disability. But going blind it's my lifetime fear. When I see blind people, although I know they are doing okay... I couldn't be okay. Only thinking about it makes me burst into tears. Maybe I could deal with living in a wheelchair, or without an arm. But not without being able to see. Not being able to see myself, take care of myself, see the people I love... damn...
People who are born blind are kinda used to it, they don't know the other side of it. But I gotta admit that people who lost their vision and still function and still want to continue their lives, are true heroes and super strong people to me. It takes an extraordinar mental strength to want to keep living and having a normal life.
I am saying this because I started losing my distance vision. I don't wanna depend on glasses and I want an eye surgery since everyone who had it, had amazing results. But this thought of going blind by accident is fucking me big time, even tho, the chances are almost zero, since it's a laser surgery.
Cutie, I have totally the same fears about eye surgery! I 've read so many positive reviews, but feeling paranoid nevertheless.
Marina Starr
10-31-2021, 02:26 PM
I laughed my ass off reading one of Starbucks's policies:
"Use our Spaces as Intended. Sleeping, smoking, consuming alcohol, drug use or improper use of restrooms is not permitted."
They're basically telling fuckboys of all ages to not use their restrooms for pornhub and jerking off. They don't pay their Baristas enough to clean and sterilize cum stains.
And Hoes to not use their restrooms to sell pussy.
Being a long time Starbucks Hoe I wholeheartedly support and endorse this policy.
https://i.ibb.co/2c8Sbw9/tiffany-pollard-new-york.gif (https://imgbb.com/)
~Carmen~
10-31-2021, 03:35 PM
I laughed my ass off reading one of Starbucks's policies:
"Use our Spaces as Intended. Sleeping, smoking, consuming alcohol, drug use or improper use of restrooms is not permitted."
They're basically telling fuckboys of all ages to not use their restrooms for pornhub and jerking off. They don't pay their Baristas enough to clean and sterilize cum stains.
And Hoes to not use their restrooms to sell pussy.
Being a long time Starbucks Hoe I wholeheartedly support and endorse this policy.
https://i.ibb.co/2c8Sbw9/tiffany-pollard-new-york.gif (https://imgbb.com/)
;D;D;D
SamanthaSugar
11-01-2021, 01:37 PM
Can’t wait to start vanilla job. It will be so nice to use my camming funds just for savings & fun money.
kortneykay
11-02-2021, 03:25 AM
I revved up my tasks and calendar to bulldoze through the next 4 months. I've had the oddest sleep schedule, but I've been getting plenty, making time for social dates. I have 2 countries to visit. One of which is one if my favorite cities in the world. I'm also having plastic surgery, soon. I'm really excited and it's the only thing on my mind lately. Really proud of my focus these days.
Marina Starr
11-03-2021, 11:45 AM
I'm gonna RANT what's on my mind.
Let the election in Virginia be a wake up call, a warning to Democrats when a first time Republican running for governor complete annihilated an incumbent Democrat governor.
That was a fucking landslide, ass whooping bloodbath.
81+ millions people didn't vote for Joe Biden so y'all can constantly shoving wokeness, this race shit and the constant campaigning on Donald Trump down people's throat. Biden was elected based on the promises for better policies, changes and progress. If y'all don't stop with all this bullshit Republicans are gonna take over the house and senate comes midterms and Joe Biden will be a ONE term president.
What I love when Trump was president and Mitch McConnell as the majority leader is there was barely ever any obstruction from republicans AND democrats because none of them would dare to. They would be skinned alive, endless names calling on twitter, federal fundings will completely stopped and endless death threats. That won't take long for obstructionists to give in.
So Biden, Kamalas Harris, Pelosi and Schumer: y'all need to step your pussy up and take ruthless notes from Trump and McConnell. Stop having endless bipartisanship meetings and get shit done. It's time to deliver for the American people
/rant over.
Erika_Xstacy
11-05-2021, 10:57 AM
I found a check this week from a company for $1800 written last year still sealed in the envelope.
I wrote the finance /accounting department but still have not heard anything back and it’s been two days
The earnings are from 2016 and I was cut a check in 2020. I had no idea I had money there. I put links on websites that I haven’t updated in years
It’s a affiliate program (not cam)
It’s so strange that dead domains I felt didn’t hit on anything get the most hits. Lol how the fuck
TheBrownFox
11-05-2021, 01:01 PM
Snickers ice cream bars are so good! I had one last night at the movie theater. I used to buy these when I was in my 20s, but then I worried about possibly giving my son an allergic reaction (Peanuts), so I'd just stopped buying them for myself altogether. Obviously I don't have to worry about that anymore, since he's grown and knows better, and he's away at college anyway.
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Erika_Xstacy
11-05-2021, 01:29 PM
56148
lmaooo I dated a guy that was swinger and he took me to a party. I'm thinking nothing about it but he didn't prep me for sex everywhere
there was a girl sucking on a beer belly mans cock in the kitchen and my dumbass said out loud "shes sucking that little dick like a party size snickers bar"
lolololol i didnt mean it like it sounded
eta this was almost 20 years ago
TheBrownFox
11-05-2021, 02:11 PM
lmaooo I dated a guy that was swinger and he took me to a party. I'm thinking nothing about it but he didn't prep me for sex everywhere
there was a girl sucking on a beer belly mans cock in the kitchen and my dumbass said out loud "shes sucking that little dick like a party size snickers bar"
lolololol i didnt mean it like it sounded
LOL!!! I've been to a couple adult parties like that in Maryland. Someone took me to a foot party in P.G. County, Maryland, and someone else took me to a lapdance party. I went to both because I needed to make rent money ASAP.
Your post just reminded me of one of those Teenage Mutant N***a Turtles spoof videos where Splinter is like "You braggin' on that dick? That Halloween Snicker dick?" :rotfl::rotfl::rotfl: Those videos are HILARIOUS.
Few days ago i had nice long pvt and during that, i wanted to say few dirty words...But while i focused on how to look sexy, in my mind i wanted to say two sentences. Something about soft skin and nice cock...So i accidentaly said "i love your soft cock..i mean, your hard cock" . Lol! I wanted to laugh so hard..thankfully, he did not take it seriously . And this is not happen often =D
~Carmen~
11-07-2021, 03:00 AM
This blew me away. 32 years later and better than ever.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZWT3IT3svc
Marina Starr
11-07-2021, 09:55 AM
Mac is doing 50% off on selected purchases:
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Baked half a box of pumpkin bread. Feeling the fall spirit!
https://i.ibb.co/cXL3w0p/20211106-191350.jpg (https://ibb.co/M56Sfrj)
Luci Fer
11-07-2021, 11:21 PM
Few days ago i had nice long pvt and during that, i wanted to say few dirty words...But while i focused on how to look sexy, in my mind i wanted to say two sentences. Something about soft skin and nice cock...So i accidentaly said "i love your soft cock..i mean, your hard cock" . Lol! I wanted to laugh so hard..thankfully, he did not take it seriously . And this is not happen often =D
hahahaha! oh god, I probably wouldn't be able to control myself, actually lol'ed now ;D
I also have that stupid loud and mocking laugh, which makes people nervously look around wondering if it's because of them lol
It always force me to laugh too ,because it is such an honest kind of laugh :D
Marina Starr
11-08-2021, 01:57 PM
https://i.ibb.co/NxZt5Q8/Screenshot-2021-11-08-3-54-10-PM.png (https://ibb.co/cJDk0MG)
Cracked me the fuck up, lmfaoooooooooo #bigbird #vaccinatedbigbird
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Erika_Xstacy
11-08-2021, 03:05 PM
I am hot all the time
people are out and bundled up but when I go outside I feel hot wearing sweatshirts and leave the house in a tank top
a neighbor asked if i was going through menopause lol
after she asked me is when I noticed my norm vs the worlds norm. I am hot all the time.
Luci Fer
11-08-2021, 04:28 PM
I am hot all the time
people are out and bundled up but when I go outside I feel hot wearing sweatshirts and leave the house in a tank top
a neighbor asked if i was going through menopause lol
after she asked me is when I noticed my norm vs the worlds norm. I am hot all the time.
November weather is weird! If I put a coat on - it's too much, if I wear a longsleeve - it's too cold. btw, I noticed, if I wear less clothes when the weather is cool, my body adjusts, and I am hot, too. Not sure it's menopause, I prefer to think I got a skill of tibetan monk to control body temperatures ;D
Erika_Xstacy
11-12-2021, 06:20 PM
Black friday deals are happening online so keep yalls eyes peeled for goodies
I bought a shark vacuum from macy's for 90.00 delivered to my front door for 5.00 next day :D
My irobot was wonderful but it ran through cat poop bc my dog loves to do what dogs love and the second time I was done, tossed it after frying the insides from the water hose lol
Erika_Xstacy
11-12-2021, 10:19 PM
spice things up a bit this week
For the giggles going Im to change my twitter location to DC
streamate location to canada
move my bed to the other wall with luggage and play Corazón Salvaje on the tv in the living room
I like to watch the complete meltdown from a handful of ppl obsessed w my location
Marina Starr
11-13-2021, 02:06 PM
So many people are very curious about what surgeries a Trans person that they know or don't know have had. I can understand why people are curious. Curiosity is fine in the right space but tactless is never okay. When the focus is too much on Trans people's bodies, that can be very objectifying and dehumanizing.
Trans people are more than their bodies. Trans people are people too.
My face has never been touched by a surgeon. My body? MAYBE-but that's my business.
CopperColoredLips
11-13-2021, 03:00 PM
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Need a new laptop to stream on I think lol broken keys,, gorilla glue on the mouse pad, cracked screen at the bottom, and broken screen hinge and ports hence the tape plus I just spilled fucking makeup but that's more a me problem than the laptops but now it looks dusty lol thank God Black Friday sales are coming.
This is proof though that you can make decent money without the best equipment camming lmao
Marina Starr
11-14-2021, 11:00 AM
I love cooking. Made Eggplant parmesan, always took a bit of time but so worth it. Prepings is everything. If you're feeling lazy it's not something you wanna make.
Mariana sauce is Hoe-bought. I ain't got time nor patience to make everything from scratch. I ain't grandma.
Hoe-prepped and Hoe-baked with love.
https://i.ibb.co/3y97dGZ/20211114-123638.jpg (https://ibb.co/6R7mwVC)
Marina Starr
11-14-2021, 11:24 AM
Seeing your well loved laptop made me smile. I bet you've got every penny and more out of it
I remembered when I first started with slow internet and shitty computer, looking back that brought me some of my best paychecks.
Theres just something about amateur videos quality that are so sexy and erotic. Everything now is so HD. The feel of 'doing porn at home' feels so foreign. I truly missed that.
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Need a new laptop to stream on I think lol broken keys,, gorilla glue on the mouse pad, cracked screen at the bottom, and broken screen hinge and ports hence the tape plus I just spilled fucking makeup but that's more a me problem than the laptops but now it looks dusty lol thank God Black Friday sales are coming.
This is proof though that you can make decent money without the best equipment camming lmao
Cutie101
11-15-2021, 08:36 PM
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Need a new laptop to stream on I think lol broken keys,, gorilla glue on the mouse pad, cracked screen at the bottom, and broken screen hinge and ports hence the tape plus I just spilled fucking makeup but that's more a me problem than the laptops but now it looks dusty lol thank God Black Friday sales are coming.
This is proof though that you can make decent money without the best equipment camming lmao
Absolutely! Putting the work in is more important! Omg you definitely need a new laptop hahaha!!! Black friday is perfect for it!