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honeybirdette
11-29-2021, 05:44 PM
Why don't you try a Logitech Ptz Pro2? it gets you rid of all the headaches.
i tried this cam and hated it :( i ended up reselling it on ebay and took a big loss $$$$
the colours are washed out on it no matter what, and the angle is just toooooooo wide. the remote is cool, a lot smoother than the bcc950 which is jumpy, but its a really awful unflattering webcam i really wouldn't recommend it for the price. x
Cutie101
11-29-2021, 05:53 PM
i tried this cam and hated it :( i ended up reselling it on ebay and took a big loss $$$$
the colours are washed out on it no matter what, and the angle is just toooooooo wide. the remote is cool, a lot smoother than the bcc950 which is jumpy, but its a really awful unflattering webcam i really wouldn't recommend it for the price. x
Oh I tried it too, i thought it was my lights, but i hated it because i love brio :)))) i see many girls love it tho, that's why I suggested it. I wanna buy the logitech rally because it's exactly brio with remote control. Even better than that, as it doesn't have that exposure fuckery... way better than ptz pro 2. I can't wait to get it haha!! Probably gonna buy it used, tho.
Erika_Xstacy
12-02-2021, 02:26 PM
dementia robbed me of $3,845 today
I had my moms accounts to set to withdraw money since March, in may she went to the bank and removed her home owners dues telling the bank she never paid homeowners dues and is suing the property for all her money back
My mom was on the goddamn HOA committee
There was lien on her home
court paperwork the whole 9 yards that she's had for almost a month.
family wants her to go in a home so bad that they are willing to let her lose her home. I cant afford a nice home for her to go to and that house is my only avenue, I'm holding out til the property value doubles (its a small townhome)
No One else is helping me financially bc they want her to hit rock bottom
why would ppl do this? God dont like ugly and i believe everything comes back 10 fold
Paid the attorney in full. fuckn christ
Im going into court and requesting conservatorship. I have drained my savings on her that didnt need to be drained
earlier this year it was unpaid taxes and 1600 in unpaid dues only bc I talked them out of late fees
I want to cry but I have to make money
the good thing about this job is turning on the face and going into character
DeliveryLadyx
12-02-2021, 02:33 PM
I am so sorry Erika, extremely complicated and difficult situation, but you will make the money back, even more, money comes and go. Your mom is so lucky to have you lookimg after her! Do you what you can to hold onto that house. You will be making the money!
Erika_Xstacy
12-02-2021, 02:45 PM
I am so sorry Erika, extremely complicated and difficult situation, but you will make the money back, even more, money comes and go. Your mom is so lucky to have you lookimg after her! Do you what you can to hold onto that house. You will be making the money!
I just have to let the shock wear off
this tweet today was everything for me
it got me out of the negative space
https://twitter.com/filodxxn/status/1465850060235751425
rtheres a tweet under it and he takes off flying lol
I needed that today
simple shit makes me happy :P
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-02-2021, 02:50 PM
I just have to let the shock wear off
this tweet today was everything for me
it got me out of the negative space
https://twitter.com/filodxxn/status/1465850060235751425
rtheres a tweet under it and he takes off flying lol
I needed that today
simple shit makes me happy :P
I'm gonna go watch Rudolph the red nosed reindeer now.
DeliveryLadyx
12-02-2021, 03:00 PM
:heart throbbing!!!
Cutie101
12-02-2021, 05:12 PM
Erika, you are an amazing daughter and human being. I don't know what else to say, than wishing you big earnings and success in your battle. You are so strong and kind!
~Carmen~
12-06-2021, 12:42 AM
Hi everyone! I sure have missed all of you. I just moved a few weeks ago and I'm finally getting settled in. My new place is wonderful. It's pretty cool to be back where I used to live in the 80's. My apartment has been renovated but there are still things from the past. I love that.
~Carmen~
12-06-2021, 12:43 AM
dementia robbed me of $3,845 today
I had my moms accounts to set to withdraw money since March, in may she went to the bank and removed her home owners dues telling the bank she never paid homeowners dues and is suing the property for all her money back
My mom was on the goddamn HOA committee
There was lien on her home
court paperwork the whole 9 yards that she's had for almost a month.
family wants her to go in a home so bad that they are willing to let her lose her home. I cant afford a nice home for her to go to and that house is my only avenue, I'm holding out til the property value doubles (its a small townhome)
No One else is helping me financially bc they want her to hit rock bottom
why would ppl do this? God dont like ugly and i believe everything comes back 10 fold
Paid the attorney in full. fuckn christ
Im going into court and requesting conservatorship. I have drained my savings on her that didnt need to be drained
earlier this year it was unpaid taxes and 1600 in unpaid dues only bc I talked them out of late fees
I want to cry but I have to make money
the good thing about this job is turning on the face and going into character
Erika, that's rough. I'm so sorry. I have been there, as you know. Feel free to pm me if you ever want to talk.
Cutie101
12-06-2021, 01:00 AM
Hi everyone! I sure have missed all of you. I just moved a few weeks ago and I'm finally getting settled in. My new place is wonderful. It's pretty cool to be back where I used to live in the 80's. My apartment has been renovated but there are still things from the past. I love that.
Enjoy your new place, Carmen! I hope it brings you joy and peace! It must be an awesome feeling, to finally have a place that you truly enjoy!
~Carmen~
12-06-2021, 01:26 AM
Enjoy your new place, Carmen! I hope it brings you joy and peace! It must be an awesome feeling, to finally have a place that you truly enjoy!
It sure is an awesome feeling! It's been a long time coming but totally worth the wait. Thank you so much for your well wishes:).
Erika_Xstacy
12-06-2021, 11:38 PM
Erika, you are an amazing daughter and human being. I don't know what else to say, than wishing you big earnings and success in your battle. You are so strong and kind!
Erika, that's rough. I'm so sorry. I have been there, as you know. Feel free to pm me if you ever want to talk.
I am so sorry Erika, extremely complicated and difficult situation, but you will make the money back, even more, money comes and go. Your mom is so lucky to have you lookimg after her! Do you what you can to hold onto that house. You will be making the money!
Carmen I always think of you. You made it through with grace. This is one hard disease
all yall are so sweet.
Im working on the poa by cutting off all her communication w the people she owes money to (after I paid them)
I have been talking to companies for her with permission after the shit storm hit
when I just need to have everything to make my life easy starting w forwarding all mail to my home
the fuxkn gas company wouldnt let me pay her bill and the fuckn service was cut off. just put this money on the acct associated w this addy but nooooo not even her social security and she was freezing so yeah It has to be done.
im going to pick up a second cam site to squirrel away money and join the new one w the 1k payout for working 40 hours FOR THE MONTH to receive the bonus. (streamate take note, cough cough)
maybe it will turn out to be lucrative, the BONUS for 40 (FOURTY) hrs MONTH is worth it lol if i get approved
Marina Starr
12-07-2021, 11:16 AM
I'll be 41 in less than two weeks. It's truly is a blessing especially if you're Trans because a lot of girls don't live that long. A lot people hate us.
I stopped giving out the date of my birthday long time ago.
I want to keep it as quiet as possible. The younger me wouldn't be okay with that. I needed a lot of 'happy birthday' wishes to feel "validated".
Now it has nothing to do with other people, I just prefer it as quiet as possible.
~Carmen~
12-07-2021, 07:02 PM
What's on my mind is that trying to educate some men about how a woman's body works is futile. "Do you squirt" is not a turn on. Neither is seeing just a cock. They say they want to learn. Ha!!
Erika_Xstacy
12-07-2021, 07:07 PM
What's on my mind is that trying to educate some men about how a woman's body works is futile. "Do you squirt" is not a turn on. Neither is seeing just a cock. They say they want to learn. Ha!!
I was asked the other day to twerk and squirt at the same time :)
a sprinkler ball was my vision
I had to open savings account in bank yesterday,because it is so easy to spend all your earnings - when you have them all on one account! I just crying when i realize, how much i could have, if i would put them aside.
Marina Starr
12-08-2021, 09:26 AM
Debating if I want to pay off my car loan or hold onto the money. A car is a liability not an asset. Whatever spend to maintain it, you can't get that money back or make money out of it like a house.
However, paying it off would be a nice gift for my birthday and Christmas!!!
Erika_Xstacy
12-08-2021, 01:10 PM
Debating if I want to pay off my car loan or hold onto the money. A car is a liability not an asset. Whatever spend to maintain it, you can't get that money back or make money out of it like a house.
However, paying it off would be a nice gift for my birthday and Christmas!!!
i say get rid of the car payment. dooooo iiiiit.
you are still paying interest on the loan, i assume, and that will go away when you pay in full saving you money down the road.
Marina Starr
12-08-2021, 01:44 PM
My younger sister texted me today wanted to know what I want for Christmas because she wanted to get me something.
I thought that was so sweet of her. I thanked her for being so sweet and thoughtful but I truly want nothing.
I find 'what do you want for Christmas?' such a tough question. I feel if you struggle to answer what you really what is probably because you already have everything you needed. What a blessing that is!
#blessedhoe #thankfulhoe
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-09-2021, 04:51 PM
I just put all of my Christmas cards in the mail and on the way home we stopped at Hooters. Man, those new shorts and all those BBL's were going crazy! I hadn't been in a Hooters in a really long time. IDK if it's because of my area but it's different?
Marina Starr
12-09-2021, 05:16 PM
I didn't know hooter girls wear shorts. I thought they've been rocking orange thongs.
Is BBL = brazilian buttlift?
BBL is now the trend. Skinny legs with tiny itty bitty waist, big tits, big ass and wide hips is the new trend of the moment. VERY few girls naturally have that type of body.
A lot of girls that were enhanced are very odd looking. Everything is just so out of proportion. But hey if that's what makes them happy, that's none of my business though.
I just put all of my Christmas cards in the mail and on the way home we stopped at Hooters. Man, those new shorts and all those BBL's were going crazy! I hadn't been in a Hooters in a really long time. IDK if it's because of my area but it's different?
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-09-2021, 05:56 PM
I didn't know hooter girls wear shorts. I thought they've been rocking orange thongs.
Is BBL = brazilian buttlift?
BBL is now the trend. Skinny legs with tiny itty bitty waist, big tits, big ass and wide hips is the new trend of the moment. VERY few girls naturally have that type of body.
A lot of girls that were enhanced are very odd looking. Everything is just so out of proportion. But hey if that's what makes them happy, that's none of my business though.
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Yes thongs! That's what I meant. Recently they made the shorts even smaller so basically it's like they're wearing bikinis. But with all the BBL's those bikinis look like thongs. And you're right not everyone gets the best work done. Usually I can go in and chop it up while I enjoy my wings but this time it was a little more interesting.
Marina Starr
12-10-2021, 08:17 AM
I've overgrown excessive textings and at times I realize it also can be too much for other people. I know they too, feel the same way. It's completely understandable and no offense taken. It can be a lot to text and back forth.
What I take issues with is when people respond with one or two words or take much longer to respond when you know it's because they simply don't want to respond.
A lot of times they have an issue with something but won't come out and address it so giving the cold shoulder is how they communicate. I don't believe you always have to be the bigger person, you just have to surround yourself with people who aren't little.
The fact is, no one is wiping my ass or paying my bills and the same can be said that I'm not doing that for other people so texting is something we do because we enjoy the other person's company. It's an option not a necessity. I don't need anyone's company in anyway to have an appetize for life.
~Carmen~
12-10-2021, 02:32 PM
I've overgrown excessive textings and at times I realize it also can be too much for other people. I know they too, feel the same way. It's completely understandable and no offense taken. It can be a lot to text and back forth.
What I take issues with is when people respond with one or two words or take much longer to respond when you know it's because they simply don't want to respond.
A lot of times they have an issue with something but won't come out and address it so giving the cold shoulder is how they communicate. I don't believe you always have to be the bigger person, you just have to surround yourself with people who aren't little.
The fact is, no one is wiping my ass or paying my bills and the same can be said that I'm not doing that for other people so texting is something we do because we enjoy the other person's company. It's an option not a necessity. I don't need anyone's company in anyway to have an appetize for life.
It can be confusing when you're having 3 convos at the same time and you send to the wrong person. It makes them confused. lol
Sometimes a break is needed, like when I was moving and feeling overwhelmed. I made sure to tell everyone so they didn't think I was ignoring them.
~Carmen~
12-10-2021, 02:52 PM
I can't believe how nice the weather has been. Around 65 every day. We have not had many cold days and it's already mid December. I used to love the cold but not anymore.
Marina Starr
12-10-2021, 02:54 PM
That would be too much. You and I have had a good standing because we're on the same page.
It can be confusing when you're having 3 convos at the same time and you send to the wrong person. It makes them confused. lol
Sometimes a break is needed, like when I was moving and feeling overwhelmed. I made sure to tell everyone so they didn't think I was ignoring them.
JGB2009
12-11-2021, 11:26 AM
I just put all of my Christmas cards in the mail and on the way home we stopped at Hooters. Man, those new shorts and all those BBL's were going crazy! I hadn't been in a Hooters in a really long time. IDK if it's because of my area but it's different?
Wow you do Christmas cards. I used to love Christmas cards. No one really sends them out anymore.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
12-11-2021, 11:50 AM
Wow you do Christmas cards. I used to love Christmas cards. No one really sends them out anymore.
Yes! It's an old tradition that I want to keep going because it seems to be fading. My Grandma used to send out hand written notes for ALL the holidays. This year I even used a wax seal to close the envelope and I put a piece of candy in each one. Here's the seal I used
https://www.etsy.com/listing/885484165/3d-dove-bird-stamp-wax-sealdove-sealing?gpla=1&gao=1&&utm_source=google&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=shopping_us_b-craft_supplies_and_tools-stamps_and_seals-stamps&utm_custom1=_k_CjwKCAiAtdGNBhAmEiwAWxGcUhxLSqazkUM MRhV3ikLiBDndc6fqoSQalk3IM3hry9Ln107LG67ighoCTb8QA vD_BwE_k_&utm_content=go_12569672873_118325047374_5074389172 70_aud-1184785539738:pla-295462060747_m__885484165_130421296&utm_custom2=12569672873&gclid=CjwKCAiAtdGNBhAmEiwAWxGcUhxLSqazkUMMRhV3ikLi BDndc6fqoSQalk3IM3hry9Ln107LG67ighoCTb8QAvD_BwE
JGB2009
12-11-2021, 11:55 AM
^^^^
Nice.....yummmm candy!!!! I hope the tradition don't fade entirely.
Marina Starr
12-11-2021, 12:55 PM
People nowadays, myself included much preferred cash. I've ALWAYS preferred cash.
Wow you do Christmas cards. I used to love Christmas cards. No one really sends them out anymore.
TheBrownFox
12-11-2021, 03:05 PM
No one's answered me yet on ACF, so I'll ask here too:
Are Victoria's Secret cotton panties 100% cotton? For the past couple of years, I've been wearing only 100% cotton panties, and I haven't had a single case of BV ever since making that switch and ditching scented body washes (and only using Dove soap). Getting BV and taking those big-ass, disgusting pills everyday for a week isn't fun.
I'm sticking to cotton panties, and I'm not about to switch back for the purpose of a custom video. This panty fetish guy loved my custom video, and is now saying he wants to send me a VS e-gift card so I can buy some VS panties. I haven't bought panties from there in a very long time, and I'm not seeing anything on their website about their cotton panties being 100% cotton, which tells me they probably aren't.
Marina Starr
12-11-2021, 03:24 PM
Hoebaked digiorno frozen pizza. They're so good. I love that I can bake however many slices I want in the oven toaster so they're always hot and crispy.
No warm up pizza for me.
https://i.ibb.co/rynJdFx/20211211-131559.jpg (https://ibb.co/7y7Fkjn)
https://i.ibb.co/9NgGN9n/20211211-134014.jpg (https://ibb.co/f2FQ2YM)
naomi_doll
12-11-2021, 07:48 PM
No one's answered me yet on ACF, so I'll ask here too:
Are Victoria's Secret cotton panties 100% cotton? For the past couple of years, I've been wearing only 100% cotton panties, and I haven't had a single case of BV ever since making that switch and ditching scented body washes (and only using Dove soap). Getting BV and taking those big-ass, disgusting pills everyday for a week isn't fun.
I'm sticking to cotton panties, and I'm not about to switch back for the purpose of a custom video. This panty fetish guy loved my custom video, and is now saying he wants to send me a VS e-gift card so I can buy some VS panties. I haven't bought panties from there in a very long time, and I'm not seeing anything on their website about their cotton panties being 100% cotton, which tells me they probably aren't.
I used to be a manager there, they are not 100% cotton.
TheBrownFox
12-11-2021, 08:39 PM
I used to be a manager there, they are not 100% cotton.
THANK YOU, Naomi.
I messaged him back earlier explaining that I only use 100% cotton panties (I'm pretty sure I've told him this once before), and he said that's fine. He wants to send me money to buy more from wherever I want. Kinda unnecessary since I have several pairs here in various colors, and I'm probably just gonna end up buying duplicates of the exact same ones I have now...lol. But okay. If I gotta take time out of my day to go out in the cold to take the bus to the store just to buy panties, he's gonna send me money for my bus fare, the cost of the panties + plus tax, and extra for the inconvenience. Or pay for me to just buy them online (The cost + whatever shipping is).
Marina Starr
12-12-2021, 04:15 PM
https://youtu.be/BPw3KTS-nmE
TheBrownFox
12-12-2021, 04:28 PM
I'm almost finished binge-watching Black-ish on Hulu (before their farewell season begins in January), and I'm sad.....lol.
~Carmen~
12-12-2021, 06:43 PM
https://youtu.be/BPw3KTS-nmE
There are no words to express what I feel for all these people who lost their loved ones in the blink of an eye. We never know when our last moment will be. Money and possessions mean nothing. The ones we love are all that matters.
My heart and prayers are going out for all of them.
Erika_Xstacy
12-12-2021, 09:17 PM
hap and leonard on netflix is so good. its sweet and funny
The hateful eight is a good movie if your into weird movies that make no sense until the end. its on netflix as well
~Carmen~
12-12-2021, 10:38 PM
My daughter has covid and she just lost her cat tonight. He went in peace, comfortable in her arms.
She has been feeling pretty miserable but she's getting better. Thankfully, she's fully vaccinated.
Erika_Xstacy
12-12-2021, 11:39 PM
My daughter has covid and she just lost her cat tonight. He went in peace, comfortable in her arms.
She has been feeling pretty miserable but she's getting better. Thankfully, she's fully vaccinated.
I am so sorry for her loss.
so glad to hear she’s feeling better.
I couldn’t imagine the two scenarios
im due for the second shot and dreading it.
~Carmen~
12-12-2021, 11:59 PM
Thank you Erika. I wanted so bad to go be with them but couldn't because of covid.
Good luck with your second shot. Hopefully the side effects will be mild, or you won't have any at all.
Erika_Xstacy
12-13-2021, 09:27 AM
I have the JJ shot it’s not that bad. the feeling of something enter in my body is something I’ve always hated. I can feel the medicine going down my arm and I don’t like it
That Streamate thread really put me in some kind of mood this week. I’m not even in the mood to deal with anybody that wants to complain this week. this is when I wish we had the vent thread so I don’t even have to go near bad vibes. Ignore ignore ignore.
I’m In A mood
A family member suggested that we put my mom in a home three hours away. Now I might not like taking care of her every day but it’s something someone has to get accustomed to. I will be goddamned. These people don’t even do shit, there is no help from them so why they would suggest three hours away? just makes me feel like they would truly lock her up and throw her away.
I hope people do not learn that God does not like ugly but I have a feeling people gonna learn God does not like ugly when I snap.
Erika_Xstacy
12-13-2021, 10:12 AM
I had a call-in from my psychiatrist this morning that I forgot I had scheduled.
He Increase my lamotrogine my to 400 and prescribed two anxiety drugs to take as needed. Try and see which one works.
I haven’t been getting more than four hours of sleep at night and I wake up every 30 minutes during that four hours for no reason.
Don’t mind me being a bitch and high anxiety with a short fuse , it should be fixed and my attitude should be better by the end of the week.
whirlerz
12-13-2021, 11:02 AM
Aw, hugs so much, Erika!
God bless you for helping your Mom, I have been there & back w/shit fam conniving fucks.
Best to you, take care!
Marina Starr
12-13-2021, 11:21 AM
I'm sorry about the loss of M's cat.
I'm glad she was fully vaccinated and getting better. Getting covid and not vaccinated could be detrimental.
My daughter has covid and she just lost her cat tonight. He went in peace, comfortable in her arms.
She has been feeling pretty miserable but she's getting better. Thankfully, she's fully vaccinated.
Marina Starr
12-13-2021, 11:28 AM
I'm glad you got your second shot and it wasn't too bad.
I was dreading it because I have a strong fear with needles.
The biggest effect is the vaccine will give your beauty an extra boost. You'll score very high in the beauty department. There can be no beauty without pain.
I am so sorry for her loss.
so glad to hear she’s feeling better.
I couldn’t imagine the two scenarios
im due for the second shot and dreading it.
~Carmen~
12-13-2021, 11:33 AM
I have the JJ shot it’s not that bad. the feeling of something enter in my body is something I’ve always hated. I can feel the medicine going down my arm and I don’t like it
That Streamate thread really put me in some kind of mood this week. I’m not even in the mood to deal with anybody that wants to complain this week. this is when I wish we had the vent thread so I don’t even have to go near bad vibes. Ignore ignore ignore.
I’m In A mood
A family member suggested that we put my mom in a home three hours away. Now I might not like taking care of her every day but it’s something someone has to get accustomed to. I will be goddamned. These people don’t even do shit, there is no help from them so why they would suggest three hours away? just makes me feel like they would truly lock her up and throw her away.
I hope people do not learn that God does not like ugly but I have a feeling people gonna learn God does not like ugly when I snap.
Family can be so tough at times like these. You know your mom's needs way better than them, being with her 24/7. If you are good with taking care of her, why put her in a home with strangers? It's stressful enough without family drama.
Marina Starr
12-13-2021, 11:36 AM
To help release the bad vibes from Streamate thread, made myself some Eggplant parmesan to help cleanse that.
https://i.ibb.co/28QnjGS/20211213-132946.jpg (https://ibb.co/FsMxBRX)
~Carmen~
12-13-2021, 11:38 AM
I'm sorry about the loss of M's cat.
I'm glad she was fully vaccinated and getting better. Getting covid and not vaccinated could be detrimental.
Thank you sis. The kids are sick too. They got the rapid test so we should know soon.