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Genoveve
03-17-2022, 06:32 PM
anyone take adderal? (Side question…. Lol does it help weight?)
IME any appetite suppressant, including prescription drugs that have appetite loss as a side effect, only suppress it for a while(like a few weeks). Your appetite vanishes and you do lose a bunch of weight, but it eventually returns as does the weight.
Erika_Xstacy
03-18-2022, 11:40 AM
IME any appetite suppressant, including prescription drugs that have appetite loss as a side effect, only suppress it for a while(like a few weeks). Your appetite vanishes and you do lose a bunch of weight, but it eventually returns as does the weight.
I don't eat properly. i dont eat and if i do eat its always 4am.
the meds force me to eat morning noon and night and gives me appetite. i eat more and eat better onj the meds without waking up at 4am. i think i try to starve myself with the belief i will not gain weight. mind thing.
Psych bumped me up a little this week with vyvanse. ive been on different doses of Vyvanse since 2013 by my request.
I'm scared to change drugs but i think that's anyone with bipolar/adhd that find working drugs. I do wish there was miracle drug make me loose 10lbs weekly for 3 weeks.
i was at a happy weight and was steady losing before the struggle with pain and being handicap, taking pics, proud of myself. . . past 3 years a lot of my weight gain bc of not being active. the pain was unbearable. id scream moving my leg.
that did turn into eating whatever ppl brought me or ordering out and with that comes sodas and that takes no time to pack on. it was happening so fast. bbw guys coming back saying how much they love me fat. (omg go to hell). belly shows helped pay the bills my legs couldn't pay. im anemic eating like that made me feel sick all the time. I was a disaster.
I am losing again but taking forever. it would be great to have a pill burn all fat. this time around my belly is having a hard time getting smaller and maybe its bc im 45 or maybe im still not moving as fast.
it super hard this time around
Teddy_Bear
03-19-2022, 02:25 PM
My amazing discipline and work ethic went out the window this week because my stepdad passed away unexpectedly when we didn't even know he was ill. I'm numb but bills won't wait so I have to get back online next week.
Does anyone have any tips for streaming when you just want to burst into tears every 30 seconds?
bigbum
03-19-2022, 02:32 PM
My amazing discipline and work ethic went out the window this week because my stepdad passed away unexpectedly when he we didn't even know his was ill. I'm numb but bills won't wait so I have to get back online next week.
Does anyone have any tips for streaming when you just want to burst into tears every 30 seconds?
pretend you are an actress pick a storyline make up some crap and go with it . get lost in a role while working . give your alter ego a name and pretend you are her. that’s what i do. this week i just started “spring break “ in “college “
the more time you spend making up crap to clients the less you will think of your rea life. view getting on cam an escape from your problems and a way to make money
Marina Starr
03-19-2022, 02:49 PM
I'm sorry to hear about your stepdad, Teddy. I can't imagine what you must feel right now.
I would say don't deny yourself of what you're going through right now. Allow yourself to feel exactly as you do.
I feel if you allow yourself to cry a good cry, that may help not feeling like you have to cry every 30 seconds but it's okay if you do. I remember you said you don't show face in free chat so that's another good thing.
Personally for me, I cannot pretend I'm feeling okay when I'm not. We're humans, we can't just shut down like that.
What works for me is acknowledge whatever it is I'm feeling in that moment no matter how hard and uncomfortable that may be
Sending you lots of love and hugs as you grief. I'm glad you shared and reached out.
My amazing discipline and work ethic went out the window this week because my stepdad passed away unexpectedly when he we didn't even know his was ill. I'm numb but bills won't wait so I have to get back online next week.
Does anyone have any tips for streaming when you just want to burst into tears every 30 seconds?
~Carmen~
03-19-2022, 08:16 PM
I'm very sorry to hear that Teddy. Marina has some good advice. Don't forget to be gentle with yourself and not push yourself too hard.
Esixxx
03-20-2022, 11:02 AM
My amazing discipline and work ethic went out the window this week because my stepdad passed away unexpectedly when we didn't even know he was ill. I'm numb but bills won't wait so I have to get back online next week.
Does anyone have any tips for streaming when you just want to burst into tears every 30 seconds?
Sorry for your loss.
What Marina said is helpful and what bigbum mentioned is also helpful. Last year when the deaths in my family happened- I learned to ride the wave. Shock hit first- I worked as I normally did- took off for funerals and family gatherings, etc. I was on cam when the real tears hit- fortunately a regular was in the room and was understanding. I took time off as I needed to.
This is going to sound weird- but I had a hard to really getting a good cry out, although I could feel it building up my chest.
I wrote a letter to my grandmother and then watched a sappy movie to just get out all the tears. Tears would still creep up sometimes.
Camming when it's decent traffic wise helped me focus on something else- it was a bit of an escape.
Hugs and be gentle with yourself.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-20-2022, 01:28 PM
My amazing discipline and work ethic went out the window this week because my stepdad passed away unexpectedly when we didn't even know he was ill. I'm numb but bills won't wait so I have to get back online next week.
Does anyone have any tips for streaming when you just want to burst into tears every 30 seconds?
I'm so sorry you're going through this. My advice to you is don't log in. I understand that bills need to be paid but is there anyway you can reach out to custies for custom clips? Hit up your regulars for donations but don't mention the actual reason. Live streaming while mourning is fucking brutal. Most of these guys do not care even the ones you may think are cool. I realized after my dad passed it would have been far better if I had just pretended to be a damsel in distress who couldn't pay her rent rather than saying my pops died. Some of my best customers avoided me for a year after that.
Give yourself time to heal and communicate with your landlord, power company etc. They may be willing to work out deferred payments for grievances. Or finesse that shit, tell them you had covid.
Erika_Xstacy
03-21-2022, 05:35 PM
taking a week off will help. Cry your eyes out. i took 4 days off for my dad but when the funeral was over i was ready to get back to life.
jump on when you feel like it but don't beat yourself up when you burst into sudden tears and have to log off. it happens.
when my dad died that happened a lot w me and id log off and cry, wiped my tears and went back on w tits in the camera or shaking my ass
i am so sorry for loss
naughtybabe1
03-25-2022, 02:17 PM
OHHH OHHHH OHHH...IT'S HEEEEERRRRRREEEEEEEEEE!
BRIGERTON SEASON 22222222!! OMG i'm so excited. I have my wine, pizza, cat dog and knitting. Then on Sunday it's the Oscars! I'm a film and video and tv student and I work in the biz so it's my only award show I ever watch or give a fuk about. So....don't bother me, don't call me and don't text me! I"m busyyyyyyyyy!!!
Let the show begin! oh..and diners, drive ins and dives is also on tonight with a new show. can't miss that....
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-25-2022, 02:26 PM
Why tf did Popeye's stop serving Dirty Rice?
Teddy_Bear
03-25-2022, 02:34 PM
Thank you everyone who offered their advice. I took the week off in the end and came back today, it was a tough start but then a few regs went exclusive and I got back into the groove.
I just wanted to quickly say thank you to everyone who reached out both here and on Twitter, all your words were such a help.
Erika_Xstacy
03-28-2022, 08:28 PM
^^^ (((hugs)))
I went to the mountains this weekend totally by accident. I'm not a height girl at all.
on the way up the mountain on the highway a truck carrying a small trailer started fishtailing he was next to a 18 wheeler... omg my soul left me. This was the part that has the side road w a sandbar to crash truck when brakes go bad.
Im driving through this highway that goes through the bottom of mountain so all i see is trees and rocks, trees growing out rocks. constant heart drops. telling myself ppl don't just die driving while fanning my face and crying
on the way down the mountains tire lights came on. I stg that was the mountain saying gtfo off me you aint made for this. i went to a corner store off the highway and check my pressure. no issue. and the light went off.
I like to think i conquered a fear, kinda:) I was 50 miles from the NC/Tennessee border by the time i got to her house.
i did cry but i never stopped going up and got what i was going for. a pedicure spa deal to good to be true. I just had to drive hell for it
next time someone say 4.5 hours Ill ask is that the mountains? lol I thought I was going to the zoo in a different direction.
Genoveve
03-29-2022, 12:16 AM
^^^I cannot do mountain driving. I’m too scared of heights it freaks me the fuck out, plus I know what it’s like to have your power steering go and that’s all I can think about when I’m on some road winding around the face of a mountain. :no:
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-29-2022, 10:29 AM
That convo is gonna get deleted.
Marina Starr
03-29-2022, 11:23 AM
Yes, girl :)
That convo is gonna get deleted.
Erika_Xstacy
03-29-2022, 11:27 AM
^^^ lol Im going to assume its not about mountains
Mountains are scary but looking up the mountains and ppl have homes on the edge like its normal is scarier. who does that?
I get nausea walking on high bridges, my knees buckle
Elevators are hell. 6th floors and up going up skyscrapers is hell.
dear god help me with underground tunnel. i hate the chesapeake bay bridge.
Marina Starr
03-29-2022, 11:49 AM
It's not you, it's me and another "girl" on here kept going at it. I have no problems with Phat deleting all that mess but thank you for letting me play.
^^^ lol Im going to assume its not about mountains
Mountains are scary but looking up the mountains and ppl have homes on the edge like its normal is scarier. who does that?
I get nausea walking on high bridges, my knees buckle
Elevators are hell. 6th floors and up going up skyscrapers is hell.
dear god help me with underground tunnel. i hate the chesapeake bay bridge.
Erika_Xstacy
03-29-2022, 12:17 PM
It's not you, it's me and another "girl" on here kept going at it. I have no problems with Phat deleting all that mess but thank you for letting me play.
i think i caught the butt end of it
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-30-2022, 06:39 AM
30 lbs away from my original weight loss goal. I'm not gonna stop there however, I'm gonna keep going. I still remember over a year ago a doctor told me that based on my age and height I should weigh 145 lbs. I fell out laughing ☺️
Erika_Xstacy
03-30-2022, 12:14 PM
Good for you! Congratulations! It’s work for sure.
I haven’t seen 145 since June 1997
When I weighed 170 the dr told me I was morbidly obese and wouldn’t make it to my 40s
I’m here with extra lbs packed on
I enjoy watching 600, 1000 lbs shows bc it’s a true struggle.
My favorite right now is 1000lbs best friends. I wasn’t digging it to much in the beginning but ended up loving and im rooting for the blonde best friend.
We need more cheerleaders. It’s a struggle
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-30-2022, 01:02 PM
Good for you! Congratulations! It’s work for sure.
I haven’t seen 145 since June 1997
When I weighed 170 the dr told me I was morbidly obese and wouldn’t make it to my 40s
I’m here with extra lbs packed on
I enjoy watching 600, 1000 lbs shows bc it’s a true struggle.
My favorite right now is 1000lbs best friends. I wasn’t digging it to much in the beginning but ended up loving and im rooting for the blonde best friend.
We need more cheerleaders. It’s a struggle
Thank you! But just to be clear I'm not 30lbs away from 145. My goal is to be under 200lbs and stay there! It's been at least 20 years since that's been the case and I'm so so close. I don't want to be a skinny Minnie. All these years I've enjoyed being a big thick juicy b*tch and going forward I just wanna make sure that both my back and my knees can hold up.
Marina Starr
03-30-2022, 04:13 PM
I wonder how many women would feel protected if her man would come to her defense the way Will did for Jada?
I would definitely feel loved and protected that he cares enough to come to my defense. People said that was violent but I disagree.
Probably because I'm a violent Hoe so I have no problem with violence.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-31-2022, 08:05 AM
I wonder how many women would feel protected if her man would come to her defense the way Will did for Jada?
I would definitely feel loved and protected that he cares enough to come to my defense. People said that was violent but I disagree.
Probably because I'm a violent Hoe so I have no problem with violence.
We've had some close calls over the years but because we are regular folk and people are always reaching for guns...I shut it down with a quickness.
Although I can recall an incident where I was about to risk it all because someone made my friend cry. She's suffered from acne all her life and I know first hand how painful it has been for her. I was ready to go to jail and or the hospital but she begged me to back down. If I had kept going that may have added to her trauma. I was about to fight a grown man. It's a lot of them out here that really hate seeing us shine. I asked a similar question in my group chat with my cousins and to my surprise two of them fall into that category.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
03-31-2022, 08:07 AM
We've had some close calls over the years but because we are regular folk and people are always reaching for guns...I shut it down with a quickness.
Although I can recall an incident where I was about to risk it all because someone made my friend cry. She's suffered from acne all her life and I know first hand how painful it has been for her. I was ready to go to jail and or the hospital but she begged me to back down. If I had kept going that may have added to her trauma. I was about to fight a grown man. It's a lot of them out here that really hate seeing us shine. I asked a similar question in my group chat with my cousins and to my surprise two of them fall into that category.
Actually, I'm not that surprised.
Genoveve
03-31-2022, 12:58 PM
When I weighed 170 the dr told me I was morbidly obese and wouldn’t make it to my 40s
I’m here with extra lbs packed on
LMAO. I guess we shouldn't be able to find any 40-year-olds with a BMI over 40% then? The 'science' behind the BMI is extremely flawed, hence why we see so many exceptions to it.
~Carmen~
03-31-2022, 09:08 PM
^Heck, I should have kicked the bucket 20 years ago then.
~Carmen~
03-31-2022, 11:54 PM
I love this rug. It really brightens up my apartment.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B077Y9YKBK/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_i_9RF1YECX2HFZ9JJ69S0B
Genoveve
04-01-2022, 05:12 PM
I have this weird psychic link thing that happens with my customers where whenever one that I haven't seen in a long time randomly pops into my head they will always show up and spend the next time I'm streaming.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
04-02-2022, 02:24 PM
I hate paying bills. I mean, I'm grateful to be able to pay them but sometimes I get soooo offended! They're so unnecessary and rude.
TheBrownFox
04-04-2022, 06:14 AM
One of my Reborn dolls just started giggling out of nowhere, and I am several feet away and have not squeezed their chest or anything. What the fuck...
Erika_Xstacy
04-04-2022, 10:33 AM
I was going to do a diamond painting but they are so tedious. The one I got is candy land and gave it to my mom. She loves it. Hours of it.
There is a last supper diamond painting and ofc my mom wants it. She says “I want to do Jesus” lol then says not like that. Lolol no one was thinking “like that”
She does think about sex all the time since dementia. She is always thinking her liking Something has to do w sex.
The funniest was When I gave my Mom the diamond painting I accidentally put the directions for a sex doll in there. I thought it was the key for the diamonds and numbers. I didn’t look at it. I totally blamed china. This sex doll is made of 100%….. I snatched that so quick. Not guilty at all.
Diamond paintings are cool. I sat there for a cpl hours helping her w the tedious project and only got a one inch tall/wide section done
This will make her feel so good
I’m going to go find Jesus now. ;)
I’ll find him and she can do him. I let her do him alone
So kinky lol ;)
Erika_Xstacy
04-04-2022, 10:41 AM
One of my Reborn dolls just started giggling out of nowhere, and I am several feet away and have not squeezed their chest or anything. What the fuck...
Dolls scare me.
My brother had pointed out their eyes follow me. I was alone one day and took all those dolls in the woods and beat them headless w a baseball bat.
we were renting a little trailer that had furnishings and a cabinet of porcelain dolls was there.
it has been a joke don’t look at me wrong or I’ll beat your head In lol
Talking is a whole other level. I’d probably never go back in that house again. Lol set that bitch on fire
Genoveve
04-05-2022, 03:15 PM
^^^My sister scared me when I was little by telling me that black magic was what troll dolls' eye pupils were made of. Creativity on point lol.
ETA your post reminded me of a meme and I found it:
56974
Erika_Xstacy
04-05-2022, 03:30 PM
^^^^^ nope lol hell no no no no
TheBrownFox
04-05-2022, 07:04 PM
I'm gonna have to open up the dolls (I've never done that before) to find where their giggle box's battery is, and take it out and replace it. I'm glad that they're at least not giggling in the middle of the night while I'm sleeping or something. LOL.
Back in the 80s my grandmom had something called a three-faced doll (Yes, the face actually moved and changed to a different face), and it was terrifying. When I used to act up, she'd be like "You want me to go get the three-faced doll???" Lol.
izshadow
04-06-2022, 10:49 AM
Hey guys, maybe I'm missing the thread but I cant find anything for "mortgage". I'm filling out an application as we speak and going to put "sales/customer service/online marketing".
Whe asked, what type of sales though.... what do you guys say? He will be calling me to go over the application and I just dont want to fall over my words.
I am putting that I have been self employeed in that area for 20 years and will be using bank statements to verify income. I'm just stuck on "what do you do for a living" that has my anxiety flowing.
I do webcam and phone sex. That is all I do.
Esixxx
04-06-2022, 02:32 PM
Hey guys, maybe I'm missing the thread but I cant find anything for "mortgage". I'm filling out an application as we speak and going to put "sales/customer service/online marketing".
Whe asked, what type of sales though.... what do you guys say? He will be calling me to go over the application and I just dont want to fall over my words.
I am putting that I have been self employeed in that area for 20 years and will be using bank statements to verify income. I'm just stuck on "what do you do for a living" that has my anxiety flowing.
I do webcam and phone sex. That is all I do.
Is this the thread you were looking for
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/showthread.php?228073-Getting-A-Mortgage-When-Your-A-Sex-Worker&highlight=home+buying
izshadow
04-06-2022, 06:24 PM
Is this the thread you were looking for
https://www.stripperweb.com/forum/showthread.php?228073-Getting-A-Mortgage-When-Your-A-Sex-Worker&highlight=home+buying
OMG yes thank you!!!!! Ugh I must have been using the search feature wrong. I apprecaite it! Heading there now!
MissCamgirl
04-06-2022, 10:44 PM
Hello everyone! I wanted to reintroduce myself and update everyone! So I spent 5 years building my cam career, I was in a comfortable space relying only on cam income. Then I went to the BBW Awards in Vegas 2019 (I was nominated but didn't win lol) and met a man who made me feel like Cinderella. He convinced me to quit drinking, move to Fresno with him and ultimately talked me into retiring from camming. I read all the horror stories but I was in LOVE! So I did the dumb. I went against everything I knew and closed all my accounts. He even convinced me to close my Instagram account with 75,000 followers! I wanted to give my followers a chance to migrate to my personal non adult account but he just wasn't having it. Jealous much? So 2 weeks after I burned all my camming bridges, my white knight turned into Mr. Hyde and kicked me out of his house with $8 to my name. I moved to the pacific northwest as it was the only place I had a support system left. (Family outcast due to previous adult work and some gross men in my family who don't understand boundaries!) I got my old vanilla job back which is now a work from home job due to the pandemic, and after moving 4 times in one year I finally rebuilt. I live in a 1 bedroom duplex with a yard and laundry room and 1 car garage. I have a pug now named Frank and we are in search of finding him an english bulldog rescue sister. I made enough money to reinvest in all the toys (podcast equipment, Gopro, new Asus Zenbook, Galaxy S22 ultra). None of these were purchased with camming in mind really, I am the queen of side hustles and I have a lot of other creative ideas I want to pursue as well. Also when I moved here, I actually met with a longtime client who'd found me on social media and we've been together over 2 years now. Polyamorous relationship, wonderful man, healthiest relationship of my life, completely supportive of my autonomy and whatever I want to do in life. The last few years has been a long healing journey. I love myself now. I also miss camming! I miss how much fun I used to have, I miss the attention! So here I am! Setting up the things, rebuilding my bridges, and excited to cam again more for the fun of it than the paycheck (but the extra $$$ is nice too don't get me wrong!). The hardest part for me before was NEEDING the money - but I have a day job now that covers me. I have health insurance. I'm excited to see what it's like jumping back in with 5 years experience but a fresh start! I have been poking around the forums a bit, lurking on the old sites a bit, getting a feel for how the industry has shifted. I still have 2 of my old logitech c920's and I have no idea if that's still the standard or not. I had it in my head I would use the new gopro but apparently it's not friends with Windows 11 yet. Anyways, I love this community and it was such a huge part of any success I had back in the day and I'm excited to be part of it again! Any thoughts, advice, I-told-you-so's, or anecdotes are appreciated!
Esixxx
04-07-2022, 06:17 AM
Hello everyone! I wanted to reintroduce myself and update everyone! So I spent 5 years building my cam career, I was in a comfortable space relying only on cam income. Then I went to the BBW Awards in Vegas 2019 (I was nominated but didn't win lol) and met a man who made me feel like Cinderella. He convinced me to quit drinking, move to Fresno with him and ultimately talked me into retiring from camming. I read all the horror stories but I was in LOVE! So I did the dumb. I went against everything I knew and closed all my accounts. He even convinced me to close my Instagram account with 75,000 followers! I wanted to give my followers a chance to migrate to my personal non adult account but he just wasn't having it. Jealous much? So 2 weeks after I burned all my camming bridges, my white knight turned into Mr. Hyde and kicked me out of his house with $8 to my name. I moved to the pacific northwest as it was the only place I had a support system left. (Family outcast due to previous adult work and some gross men in my family who don't understand boundaries!) I got my old vanilla job back which is now a work from home job due to the pandemic, and after moving 4 times in one year I finally rebuilt. I live in a 1 bedroom duplex with a yard and laundry room and 1 car garage. I have a pug now named Frank and we are in search of finding him an english bulldog rescue sister. I made enough money to reinvest in all the toys (podcast equipment, Gopro, new Asus Zenbook, Galaxy S22 ultra). None of these were purchased with camming in mind really, I am the queen of side hustles and I have a lot of other creative ideas I want to pursue as well. Also when I moved here, I actually met with a longtime client who'd found me on social media and we've been together over 2 years now. Polyamorous relationship, wonderful man, healthiest relationship of my life, completely supportive of my autonomy and whatever I want to do in life. The last few years has been a long healing journey. I love myself now. I also miss camming! I miss how much fun I used to have, I miss the attention! So here I am! Setting up the things, rebuilding my bridges, and excited to cam again more for the fun of it than the paycheck (but the extra $$$ is nice too don't get me wrong!). The hardest part for me before was NEEDING the money - but I have a day job now that covers me. I have health insurance. I'm excited to see what it's like jumping back in with 5 years experience but a fresh start! I have been poking around the forums a bit, lurking on the old sites a bit, getting a feel for how the industry has shifted. I still have 2 of my old logitech c920's and I have no idea if that's still the standard or not. I had it in my head I would use the new gopro but apparently it's not friends with Windows 11 yet. Anyways, I love this community and it was such a huge part of any success I had back in the day and I'm excited to be part of it again! Any thoughts, advice, I-told-you-so's, or anecdotes are appreciated!
Welcome back!
C920's will still do if they are in good working condition. Give it a go and see what happens!
As far as webcams c922 has a great lighting sensor. I use the logitech brio- I love it for the most part but I had to really fine tune the settings- turning out auto exposure. I still use the c922 to stream on another site.
Can you rollback on Windows 11? It might help- that way you could use your GoPro.
Marina Starr
04-07-2022, 04:08 PM
Introducing JUSTICE Ketanji Brown Jackson... the First Black Woman to ever serve on the Supreme Court. I'm so happy she was confirmed today.
What a powerful picture of her daughter looking at her!
https://i.ibb.co/vcRpPsy/24-KBJ-DAUGHTER-1-medium-Square-At3-X.jpg (https://ibb.co/x2dWjm9)
Dreamqueen
04-07-2022, 07:51 PM
Dolls scare me.
My brother had pointed out their eyes follow me. I was alone one day and took all those dolls in the woods and beat them headless w a baseball bat.
we were renting a little trailer that had furnishings and a cabinet of porcelain dolls was there.
it has been a joke don’t look at me wrong or I’ll beat your head In lol
Talking is a whole other level. I’d probably never go back in that house again. Lol set that bitch on fire
Yeah, dolls are too freaky to have around.
I won 4 tickets to see "Annabelle Comes Home."
Only 1 of my friends wanted to attend ( she likes anything crime related).
The others were too creeped out.
I tried giving the 2 other tickets away at the theater to people that were coming out of other movies.
Nobody wanted to see it, because they were scared. Okay.
When my Mom had advanced stages of Alzheimer's, someone gave her a life sized doll, and told her it was me because I lived far away. She would talk to it, and sleep with it. I guess if that's what made her happy, then so be it.
I wouldn't like it, but then again, I don't have Alzheimer's. Not yet anyway.
God rest her soul.
~Carmen~
04-07-2022, 09:41 PM
Yeah, dolls are too freaky to have around.
I won 4 tickets to see "Annabelle Comes Home."
Only 1 of my friends wanted to attend ( she likes anything crime related).
The others were too creeped out.
I tried giving the 2 other tickets away at the theater to people that were coming out of other movies.
Nobody wanted to see it, because they were scared. Okay.
When my Mom had advanced stages of Alzheimer's, someone gave her a life sized doll, and told her it was me because I lived far away. She would talk to it, and sleep with it. I guess if that's what made her happy, then so be it.
I wouldn't like it, but then again, I don't have Alzheimer's. Not yet anyway.
God rest her soul.
That's wonderful about your mom's doll making her happy.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I also gave my mom a doll when she had Alzheimer's. She loved it like it was her real baby.
PhatGirlDynomite!!!
04-08-2022, 10:56 AM
So I'm in the kitchen cutting up a whole chicken with my niece sitting on the counter. She's very interested in becoming a cook therefore she's my resident sous-chef and I asked her to hand me a knife. This girl handed me a butter knife and I was like "No baby, that's a butter knife and I can't do nothing with that!". As she's handing me a sharper knife she goes "Auntie, what are butter knives even for?"
Y'all I was dumbfounded! I could not give her an immediate response because I was STUCK! But then her little sister goes "uhmmmmm, it's for butterrrrr?", and leaves the kitchen giving us all the side eye. She is 7 years old and I'm about to call the state to come collect her little butt.
Dreamqueen
04-08-2022, 10:43 PM
That's wonderful about your mom's doll making her happy.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I also gave my mom a doll when she had Alzheimer's. She loved it like it was her real baby.
Thank You. That's so kind of you.:-*
Your Mom likes the doll too?
I guess there's something about it that is comforting in some way.
My Dad had Alzheimer's too, but he had the kind that made him comotose.
It's definitely one of the worst ways to see your parents die, that's for sure.
My Dad died on my birthday, which is coming up the first week of May.
Double wammie.
I would give anything to have them both here again ( in perfect health, of course).
~Carmen~
04-09-2022, 04:23 AM
Thank You. That's so kind of you.:-*
Your Mom likes the doll too?
I guess there's something about it that is comforting in some way.
My Dad had Alzheimer's too, but he had the kind that made him comotose.
It's definitely one of the worst ways to see your parents die, that's for sure.
My Dad died on my birthday, which is coming up the first week of May.
Double wammie.
I would give anything to have them both here again ( in perfect health, of course).
Alzheimer's is one of the hardest things in life, both for our loved ones and us. We never get over their loss. I still talk to my mom and dad every day. I feel like they are listening, but even if they're not it's still a comfort.
Going through that twice must have taken a huge toll on you.
I'm sure your dad would want you to be happy on your birthday and celebrate the precious memories you have of him.
My dad didn't have Alzheimer's. He had other issues that took his life. He was the most gentle, easy going man you would ever meet. Everyone loved him.
My mom loved her doll and she also loved watching birds with me. It made her face light up. Another sweet memory is when I went with her to a senior party. They started playing old fashioned marching songs. "When the Saints start marching in". She got up and pulled me up and said "Let's March!"
Marina Starr
04-09-2022, 02:37 PM
A client at my high paying job tipped me really well today
I have so much and incredibly blessed so I feel a lot of times I should be more gracious, less defensive and reactive. I can get condescendingly mean. So point is, I should really be less of a cunt. This won't happen overnight because I'm so accustomed to being this way but do I really wanted to change though? Lmao
euro_princess
04-10-2022, 03:36 PM
I’m so pissed right now! Tired of shitty websites that strip everything from models and continue to abuse their power and everybody acts like that’s super cool and in their right. Ignore me!
Marina Starr
04-10-2022, 04:49 PM
Vent away, girl! You are seen, heard and validated!
I’m so pissed right now! Tired of shitty websites that strip everything from models and continue to abuse their power and everybody acts like that’s super cool and in their right. Ignore me!