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LadyCoco
07-28-2016, 04:59 PM
The free spirit in me wants to go back to token sites. But my introverted side says to stick to private-based sites. Sigh. I'm so conflicted on what to do. I keep going back and forth in my head. Ping pong, ping pong, lol.

LadyCoco
07-28-2016, 05:06 PM
And what sucks is that I don't have the time to try 'em all out again.

avalon_rose
07-28-2016, 05:28 PM
And what sucks is that I don't have the time to try 'em all out again.

Oh, I was just about to "porque no las dos?" Haha.

LadyCoco
07-28-2016, 05:53 PM
Oh, I was just about to "porque no las dos?" Haha.

Haha!

45487

DonaDiabla
07-28-2016, 06:18 PM
My Thoughts about being a indie adult performer.

I decided to become a more indie cam model because I want total control over my adult industry career. Recent events have taught me that I am the type of girl who needs to spearhead her own career. However, I have not report too many major problems with the foreign or speciality companies that I work for. Foreign and fetish sites have a more relax culture that drives my creatively more. I already went the indie route for my pso, texting, and panty career last year :) So, I decided to become a more indie adult entertainer....because I want more control over my image, income, and creativity.

E.S. Camgirl, Ph.D.
07-28-2016, 06:37 PM
On my mind? All the people i help keep safe in this town. I dedicate a lot of my free time to researching violent individuals who rape and rob sex workers in my community. It makes it difficult to think webcam problems are problems at all. Given the relative privilege of webcam performers in general, it's hard sometimes for me to empathize with them because slow traffic or dropped connections are merely frustrating, not life-threatening.

I see so many webcam models practicing whorephobia and enforcing a whorearchy, putting down sex workers who perform in real life, or have drug addictions, or simply not caring when others do it...

Its hard for me, and I try hard to care. I was recently told by a number of webcam models it was okay for me to not support people who don't support me. That makes me feel better about not caring about the problems that face those who would throw me under the bus.

Marina Starr
07-28-2016, 06:46 PM
I find that so sad because we are all the same through the eyes of society. I have not met any webcam models putting down other sex workers because I don't tolerate that bullshit. #allsexworkersmatter

On my mind? All the people i help keep safe in this town. I dedicate a lot of my free time to researching violent individuals who rape and rob sex workers in my community. It makes it difficult to think webcam problems are problems at all. Given the relative privilege of webcam performers in general, it's hard sometimes for me to empathize with them because slow traffic or dropped connections are merely frustrating, not life-threatening.

I see so many webcam models practicing whorephobia and enforcing a whorearchy, putting down sex workers who perform in real life, or have drug addictions, or simply not caring when others do it...

Its hard for me, and I try hard to care. I was recently told by a number of webcam models it was okay for me to not support people who don't support me. That makes me feel better about not caring about the problems that face those who would throw me under the bus.

E.S. Camgirl, Ph.D.
07-28-2016, 07:12 PM
I obviously won't out them on SW, but they're quite likely people you already know and respect.

:-X

TheBrownFox
07-28-2016, 08:57 PM
THANK YOU for creating this thread, Marina, because it gives me the opportunity to post this sizzling hot video of famous choreographer Danielle Polanco. HOLY...CRAP...

Just scroll to the 49 second mark of the video where it's just her dancing by herself. OMG.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mi2dBFnl_JI

Bootsie
07-28-2016, 09:33 PM
It's hot. Damn hot. TOO FUCKING HOT! I am a goddamned Canadian, I grew up in cities where 6 feet of snow was not enough to close schools (or even make anyone blink). Somehow I managed to move to a hot part of Canada. I NEED MORE FANS ALL THE FANS! But seriously, next summer I'll be getting an air conditioner. I thought I could survive without AC and that all my neighbours were little pussies, just like when they all wear ski jackets in the nice mild winters here. Aw hell naw, they're just smarter than me.

Now I am going to take off all my clothes and lie in bed and sweat until I fall asleep. GAHHHHHHHHH. How do people LIVE in places like Florida and Arizona? I think I would actually die there.

nattyfetish
07-29-2016, 01:26 AM
In my experience, some friends become family. The ones that don't just move in and out of your life. It's not a big deal, life is impermanent. To me, friends are like renting a nice apartment. You love the place, you wish you could stay forever, but sometimes the neighborhood changes and it's time to go in another direction. It's nice to have people who you care about, but at the end of the day you don't own them and they don't own you. It's a beautiful thing to meet people you love and share experiences for a while. Hold on to the good, but know when it's time to let go.

Now i can finally say thank you very much- in writing too ! That is really amazing advice right there. Not only for me. I got caught up in camming & did not do any new friends. I kept my few old ones and invested feelings in the relationships. And now i am getting hurt & feel like i am becoming friendless. Girls, never invest your feelings and expectations on one friend only ! Try to be social and have persons out there. Don't do the same mistake as i did.

my toughts: don't invest feelings in just a few persons. take anoncamgirl's advice, it's a really good one !

on a more positive note:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bOV8_yRKsc


this guys are amazing. and so is tricia !

miss.a.p1600
07-29-2016, 06:47 AM
Sex.....I've been deprived of having good healthy sexual relationships and I want to believe it's out there.

Also I want to vomit in my mouth cause I think I heard my neighbor getting f*cked.

Like if I'm not getting action I definitely don't want to hear your a$$

Semyonovna
07-29-2016, 08:25 AM
ooooooo all I see is signs all I see is $ signs, money on my mind money money on my mind
I'm dreaming of buying my own flat, prices are so low right now, I always wanted to have my own home
Thinking about my dream- my hometown, my house, my family, we're all there as the end of the world start's to happen, everyone is crying and saying goodbye, talking about their graves but I kinda like it's the end.
Thinking about quote I saw on instagram "In a place like this no one is innocent"

LadyCoco
07-29-2016, 08:58 AM
I signed up to literotica.com to get some tips about literotica writing. Once I joined, I got messages from three guys who want to chat. Ugh, get the fuck out here! You have to PAY if you want to talk to me! Maybe I should charge them to text me. Hahahaha.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
07-29-2016, 10:02 AM
THANK YOU for creating this thread, Marina, because it gives me the opportunity to post this sizzling hot video of famous choreographer Danielle Polanco. HOLY...CRAP...

Just scroll to the 49 second mark of the video where it's just her dancing by herself. OMG.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mi2dBFnl_JI

Yes yes yes this is one of my favorite Janet songs too. Seriously underrated.

TheBrownFox
07-29-2016, 12:14 PM
Cancer is taking away too many of my family members. I dread these "Visiting her for one last time before she passes away" moments. :( This weekend is going to be tough.

SpaceyLaceyButterfacey
07-29-2016, 01:45 PM
I am moving too! Its stressful but I'm so excited to find a place and get my new cam room setup nice and pretty. It's all I've been thinking about... what color walls... what kind of curtains and decor... I love having good things to worry about for once

emma383
07-29-2016, 01:53 PM
Cancer is taking away too many of my family members. I dread these "Visiting her for one last time before she passes away" moments. :( This weekend is going to be tough.

I'm sorry you are going through this right now. It must be very scary. Cancer is a common illness that many suffer from and the journey is very challenging, and words are never adequate in moments like these b/c its so very personal. Just know, I'm thinking of you.

Susperia
07-29-2016, 02:14 PM
Why in the fuck is my neighbor jackhammering his concrete steps into pieces. What the hell is he planning to do....that shit is annoying and loud.....I wish he'd stop, its right outside the window where I cam.

Cutie101
07-29-2016, 02:31 PM
What's in my mind: Need to make the goal/ need to do my nails/ it's too hot in the room, I hate I can't put an AC because I don't know if I stay long in this apartament or I move soon to buy my own and I won't bother to make mess for 1 month of summer/ Why is so slow/ Why members are retard? are they real people? how they can use a keyboard/ my false lashes glue is over, i need to order a new one, but i need to buy more shit so it worth the shipping/ Damn, I need one more car, I want a Mercedes, but I can only afford a Mazda and anyway I need to pay the house first/ Why do I keep hitting my feet and ankles with my office chair?? IT hurts like shit!!/ What color will my new kitchen will be? I can't even decide what desgin!!!/ How about the bathroom? Should I have it blue? OR all white? Or maybe nude?/ My eyebrows need a re-shape/ I need to order some BHA exfoliant for my butt acne scars/ I am craving for a huge pizza even I just ate/ what color should I do my nails?

That's for now. More running trough my head now, but that's a part :))

Bootsie
07-29-2016, 03:36 PM
I have a fan. Me and the cat are both sprawled on the ground in front of it, panting with the nice awesome coolness of it. Sure, it is just blowing hot air around BUT IT FEELS SO MUCH BETTER I DON'T EVEN CARE. It's pretty quiet too, so I'm going to try using it on cam tomorrow. Praying it is quiet enough to use through a whole shift. And I'll have a breeze at night instead of melting into a puddle of sweat! Awwwww yeaaaaaaaaah. (Don't ask why it took me so long to spend $30 and get a fucking fan. There is no rational answer to why I suffered for 6 weeks. NO RATIONAL ANSWER.)

Cutie101
07-29-2016, 06:11 PM
Can't stop laughting :))))
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JG-xNQ3i47g&index=27&list=PLuBXqtS2jaLOGQynSYvxaqUgvNl7Ovz8x

ImCalypso
07-29-2016, 06:37 PM
I'm thinking i need to be smarter than this, that ive known about stripperweb for years and never utilized the wealth of info to live how i want to live and now i must do or die

CandiceS
07-29-2016, 06:48 PM
I'm thinking how much I absolutely hate trolls and how much they disgust me. Thinking about how miserable someone must be to get in your room and throw shit at you from absolute nowhere. My patient is really really short!!

Teddy_Bear
07-29-2016, 07:52 PM
The only thing on my mind at the moment is the new car I signed the dotted line for yesterday, even with my rubbish credit camming income has helped me secure finance on a brand new Nissan and I am so excited. I've got until September to come up with the deposit required for me to pick it up and it is so doable even over slow summer that I could sing from the rooftops with happiness.

Yay for being self employed and in control of my own financial future.

Sinistress
07-29-2016, 08:54 PM
I guess I'm just to simple.....
but pokemon, and I can't catch them all...shit

nattyfetish
07-30-2016, 02:36 AM
I guess I'm just to simple.....
but pokemon, and I can't catch them all...shit

hahaha i love pokemon ! did lots of cardio since it appeared LOL.

MintCreams
07-30-2016, 07:39 AM
Wedding fever, but I'm not really engaged

Marina Starr
08-01-2016, 04:12 AM
Some loser tagged me 'complete bitch', LOL! This has to come from some loser that I blocked when he tried to ask too many questions and said 'I'll be brb'. Brb means 'ban right back' in my room. Love the tag and will leave it :)

anonymous camgirl
08-01-2016, 07:38 AM
You should take that as a compliment, whenever a man calls a woman a bitch, it only means they can't get away with anything with you.. hehe


Some loser tagged me 'complete bitch', LOL! This has to come from some loser that I blocked when he tried to ask too many questions and said 'I'll be brb'. Brb means 'ban right back' in my room. Love the tag and will leave it :)

Mare
08-01-2016, 09:32 AM
Day 2 of the 40 hours a week goal for me. It's going to be a longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg month.

Marina Starr
08-01-2016, 10:24 AM
I think it's a HUGE compliment. I rather be called a bitch than a doormat all day, everyday!

You should take that as a compliment, whenever a man calls a woman a bitch, it only means they can't get away with anything with you.. hehe

Marina Starr
08-01-2016, 10:24 AM
You go, Mare! August only has 31 days but we almost have 5 weeks. I love it!

Day 2 of the 40 hours a week goal for me. It's going to be a longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg month.

TheBrownFox
08-01-2016, 02:18 PM
When you've fallen in love with the photos of a certain 2-bedroom apartment, you're pleased with the reviews on the apartment complex (after viewing other apartments with not-so-great reviews), but it's not in the high school district that you want for your child. :(

Susperia
08-01-2016, 03:39 PM
My period is 4 days late.....took 2 pregnancy tests and I"m not pregnant......what is going on with my body........

Marina Starr
08-02-2016, 09:42 AM
I am very blessed with great clients but few like to test me. Getting your hair, nails done is a luxury but that doesn't mean you should habitually change your appointments for non-emergency reasons. I am extremely accommodating but I don't appreciate being taken advantage of. A luxury is still a 50/50 relationship which means you are NOT donating or doing any charity work. You are paying for a service that is provided.

The same goes for everything in life, people will remember and judge your future behavior based on your past behavior.

Susperia
08-02-2016, 01:16 PM
I'm in love with my new bed!

anonymous camgirl
08-02-2016, 02:46 PM
I really need to get rid of my attitude I am having these days.. think I drank to much alcohol on my vacation and now I am in a cranky negative headspace.. I gotta shake it!.. it's affecting my camming..

Marina Starr
08-02-2016, 03:09 PM
Break it in... I mean hoe it in!
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/0_92610_a75d4b3d_L_zpsdujgu4sb.gif

I'm in love with my new bed!

anonymous camgirl
08-02-2016, 03:14 PM
This made me LMAO!


Break it in... I mean hoe it in!
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/0_92610_a75d4b3d_L_zpsdujgu4sb.gif

Marina Starr
08-02-2016, 03:16 PM
This is my all of the time mood. I'm such a hoe. It's so good let me post it again!
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/0_92610_a75d4b3d_L_zpsdujgu4sb.gif

This made me LMAO!

anonymous camgirl
08-02-2016, 06:52 PM
Laughed again!.. haha


This is my all of the time mood. I'm such a hoe. It's so good let me post it again!
http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t94/tsmelania/0_92610_a75d4b3d_L_zpsdujgu4sb.gif

TheBrownFox
08-04-2016, 08:53 AM
Couldn't decide whether to put this in the 'Camming Sucks...' thread, the 'Vent' thread', or here. Lol.

I'm not sure why I bothered buying those cute white/lime green raffle tickets from Dollar Tree when I know damn well I ain't doing no more MFC raffles. Lmao. Thinking about it...scheduling an appointment for a Skype show (Plus, I don't do dildo shows anymore) is a pain and it's like Ugh, I gotta do this Skype show... I have no interest in doing custom videos anymore for these picky-ass guys who want you to bend your body into a pretzel while fucking yourself while swinging from a chandelier... And I damn sure ain't sending nobody homemade cookies in the mail. Haha. I've done the "Win a phone call/wake-up call from me" thing, and that's just doing too much. :P

That time that I was able to make $1,500+ on a MFC paycheck (I remember because it helped pay for my Justin Timberlake VIP tickets) was only because I had a couple of amazing regs at the time, and I had a pretty good cam score back then. To get back to that place would take some time and effort with my cam score being so shitty at the moment.

Also, I'm getting sick of having to put on my wig to hop on cam when I just wanna stay the way I am - with a scarf on my head or my black sleep cap. Lmao. Now that I've figured out the reason my iPhone 6S wasn't letting me text photos - and that's been resolved - I can now give texting a shot.

With MFC I am tired of familiar screen names dropping by saying "Hey, you're back on MFC? I've missed you!," and then leaving my chat a minute later without even tipping. Smh. Yeah, you've missed me alright...

I've been applying at several "regular" jobs lately (I love that Indeed site...OMG. Tons of local job listings which you can apply for online), and just as I was wondering why I wasn't getting calls back from interested people (I wonder if it's because I have a...uh..."ethnic"-sounding name...lol), I got a call back just now from a particular place I'd been hoping would call me. :) Got an interview with them tomorrow. Today I have an interview somewhere else.
At this rate, I probably should've just kept my ass at the daycare center job that I had. Smh. Well, too late now...looks like they've hired a bunch of new people.

Mare
08-04-2016, 09:21 AM
I always felt like MFC took hot models and let them get inflated heads by paying them alot then dumped them hard to make them desperate and see how many of the girls would pimp themselves out. I mean they could care less if you have customer contact over there.

Marina Starr
08-04-2016, 10:55 AM
I feel so blessed I live in a time where Oprah can touch my life. Oprah said she would write down five things that she is grateful for everyday and how doing that has really changed her life because when you are thankful for what you have, you'll always be blessed with more. I will start doing that.

I am thankful for:

My health
new home
Starbucks
internet
dicks

anonymous camgirl
08-04-2016, 02:52 PM
I will follow suit,

I am thankful for:

My pretty face
big boobs
2 kids
own a home
new car

Yes all superficial but what else do I have? not much family, friends, relationships or decent neighbors.. it's all I got!


I feel so blessed I live in a time where Oprah can touch my life. Oprah said she would write down five things that she is grateful for everyday and how doing that has really changed her life because when you are thankful for what you have, you'll always be blessed with more. I will start doing that.

I am thankful for:

My health
new home
Starbucks
internet
dicks

AnotherLily
08-04-2016, 05:05 PM
I'm hoping that my cheeky group message about the upcoming contest gets approved by SM.

Natalie Sloan
08-04-2016, 07:00 PM
I need to start doing this again! It has really helped my world and outlook on things.

1) I am grateful that I have a new manager at my FT vanilla job that I do not get along with as it is now my drive to work harder at camming so I can do it FT and can finally leave my vanilla job
2) I am grateful for my boyfriend who is very supportive with my cam career
3) I am grateful for the food in my fridge and roof over my head
4) My health
5) The Internet


I feel so blessed I live in a time where Oprah can touch my life. Oprah said she would write down five things that she is grateful for everyday and how doing that has really changed her life because when you are thankful for what you have, you'll always be blessed with more. I will start doing that.

I am thankful for:

My health
new home
Starbucks
internet
dicks

jculp90
08-04-2016, 07:04 PM
that after 3 years of wanting to break up with my gf i finally had the courage to do it today, she is a great person dont get me wrong but we are just not good in a relationship. here is to new beginnings.

MintCreams
08-04-2016, 07:34 PM
Indulging in some vodka