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TheBrownFox
11-13-2016, 07:27 PM
I just wanted to share a short story about what happened to me today. So my landlady forgot to call me and tell me maintenance was coming over to close the windows in the attic today. I had just washed my big black dildo and left it on the counter. I was in my office listening to music when he walks in with my black dildo on the counter. Says nothing about it. Closes the windows in the attic and comes back downstairs with a WTF look on his face and says nothing then leaves. LOL fuck my life that was pretty embarrassing. But somebody here will get a good laugh!

Okay, so I totally read this wrong, and thought you were saying that the dude walked into your place with your dildo. Lmao. I was gonna say WTF is he doing touching your dildo in your home in the first place??? Haha. I misunderstood and had to reread it. :P

TheBrownFox
11-13-2016, 07:47 PM
Some guy my sister had dated messaged me on FB, saying "Hey, beautiful. I couldn't keep my eyes off you when I was with your sister." See, shit like that pisses me the fuck off. I guess he expects me to be all flattered, and wanna get with him or something. NO. Guys like that are so fucking stupid.

MarilynManhoe
11-13-2016, 08:35 PM
I don't like Walking Dead anymore. I have not liked it since they got to Alexandria. It's gotten really boring. Monday is left to really care about. They added too many characters & stopped focusing on the ones we love like Daryl, Carl & Carol. Why are people so mean about resources? If almost everyone became a zombie isn't there enough resources for everyone. Why don't they live in a mansion in Buckhead? That's where I would go. Not some rural area of Virginia. Oh well, back to cam I go. Oh ya, too many commercials.

kortneykay
11-14-2016, 08:45 AM
^Couldn't read all as I haven't started The Walking Dead, yet, lol!

Had to let a whale off my hook today. It was good while it lasted but it stopped being fun for me and more draining than it was worth.

Great client, millionaire who buys in bulk. Thing is, he'did stretch them out over weeks ato a time. Don't get me wrong, a gal loves time off between shows but if I owe you a show 5 weeks back, and I have to read our history, it's been too long, buddy!

Not only does he stretch them, he would pop online randomly, chat with me (free) for ages, yet not want to cash in or "couldn't, too busy right now) but you have time to blow me up? Nah, son.

He got to the point where he'd still have owed shows, but would buy more if I pushed the sale(owed shows stop being fun after 2!). So he'd have like 5 shows and a custom I'd owe him, and he'd come online request a pic or a quick video of me saying hi, and would chat with me but only do shows when he could.

I know he was busy, but that's emotional torture to a hustler. When I see him pop online, I want his money! Sure, conversation is great, but I want daddy to have a gift of cash for me along with that gift of gab. Like if you're not gonna cash in a show, or pay for more, fuck off! No, he wanted to ask me what I thought about the election results. Not today, Satan!

Then after, i ask if hed like a show? Not at this time, said the same last week. Noooo, not gonna do this. Had to break up. He said he understood, and that perhaps he got a bit carried away with the free time, and that he hopes we can still play on a one at a time basis because I've shown him new dimensions. Sure, just bring my money, pal!

I thought I hit the jackpot but there's nothing I hated more than a wealthy man who buys in bulk and takes his time rationing that shit out. I hate fucking up my money but sometimes they gotta go. Thank fuck they're replaceable. Ugh even his sessions were over the top lovey dovey and draining. Be careful what you wish for.

Marina Starr
11-14-2016, 04:23 PM
Happy Transgender Awareness Week to all my trans sistas and brothas! Be who you are and love yourself! #youmatter #transisbeautiful

http://i68.tinypic.com/sbhq3m.jpg

Marina Starr
11-15-2016, 12:25 PM
Free speech doesn't equal racism or bigotry. The price:

http://i66.tinypic.com/15gs075.png

CreativeName
11-15-2016, 08:36 PM
Wow did somebody really call her that?...Have not been following the news lol.

Anyways just wanted to say think I'll give camming another go, I think my head is in the right place again and quite honestly... f*** most real jobs, I ain't got the patience for them and their bullshit! lol :) Also ain't got patience for boys and their bullshit either about "sluts/hoes with no self respect" blah blah blah oh f*** off and grow a pair.

Marina Starr
11-15-2016, 08:49 PM
YES and they got FIRED!

Racism is alive and well. I think people should say it so we get to see who they really are and have them face consequences!


Wow did somebody really call her that?...Have not been following the news lol.

Anyways just wanted to say think I'll give camming another go, I think my head is in the right place again and quite honestly... f*** most real jobs, I ain't got the patience for them and their bullshit! lol :) Also ain't got patience for boys and their bullshit either about "sluts/hoes with no self respect" blah blah blah oh f*** off and grow a pair.

caramelcraze
11-15-2016, 08:59 PM
I absolutely love The Addams Family Values.

SkoomaQueen
11-16-2016, 05:02 PM
I've fallen in love with the work of a photographer in Maryland and I'm planning to book a shoot with them next year when I can afford the flight/decent hotel (I hate grubby motels and I've stayed in too many of them...Otherwise I'd just go next month when I get my xmas cash) It's rare that I pay for shoots, but I will pay these guys whatever the hell they want. TFP is great, but I definitely want some photos I'll be proud of, working with someone who has a similar creative outlook will be so cool. Even if it's not as special as I think, at least I can say....I've been to Maryland? Lol!

miss.a.p1600
11-16-2016, 06:19 PM
YES and they got FIRED!

Racism is alive and well. I think people should say it so we get to see who they really are and have them face consequences!

Yeah I saw that too.

It's one thing for Joe Blow to rant on facebook but when leaders and people in positions of power use social media platforms for negative reasons it's not good.

I wish racism, sexism, colorism, classism, discrimination against sexual orientation, etc did not exist. But this is an infallible world with imperfect humans and the one thing a person can do is not perpetuate the hate.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
11-16-2016, 06:29 PM
Yeah I saw that too.

It's one thing for Joe Blow to rant on facebook but when leaders and people in positions of power use social media platforms for negative reasons it's not good.

I wish racism, sexism, colorism, classism, discrimination against sexual orientation, etc did not exist. But this is an infallible world with imperfect humans and the one thing a person can do is not perpetuate the hate.

I reported a Joe Blow to his job yesterday on Facebook. Thanks for the tip Marina! }:D

miss.a.p1600
11-16-2016, 06:34 PM
^^^Lol! Take that JB!

If he was dumb enough to rant in public AND show his place of employment then ......

Oh. And what's on my mind? I wish I could make a video channel dedicated to food porn.

whirlerz
11-17-2016, 12:13 PM
I feel ignored here, not so much on the stripper part, which I guess I should stick to?
I try & help, I know I don't have the tech knowledge, but Idk.
So, cool, keep doing you I guess

Chellyinparadise
11-17-2016, 12:21 PM
Sorry you feel that way whirlerz, youve always seem kind helpful and an all around great person from what i see. Im sure others feel the same way. It is an awful feeling to feel ignored, hugs to you.

Marina Starr
11-17-2016, 12:26 PM
By who? By people that matter or don't matter?

Being ignored can be quite a blessing. Ya know what I mean? #letmesitinsilence


I feel ignored here, not so much on the stripper part, which I guess I should stick to?
I try & help, I know I don't have the tech knowledge, but Idk.
So, cool, keep doing you I guess

Marina Starr
11-17-2016, 12:27 PM
YES she is. She always is so nice to me.

Sorry you feel that way whirlerz, youve always seem kind helpful and an all around great person from what i see. Im sure others feel the same way. It is an awful feeling to feel ignored, hugs to you.

TheOutlier
11-17-2016, 12:47 PM
I enjoy your posts Whirlerz, sorry it feels like you're being ignored. :/

miss.a.p1600
11-17-2016, 08:28 PM
Sorry to hear you're feeling that way. You can pm me anytime if you want to.

What's on my mind?

Well If you're into BBC (fantasy) *sorry Sarah Slate* Genuwine the singer had his nudes "leaked" and lets just say it's lookin niiiice

Marina Starr
11-18-2016, 08:28 AM
Lots on my mind:

*I got a $75 refund from Comcast today in the mail. Totally unexpected but yay, more money for me :)

*False lashes: I love the way my face look with them but I get tired of wearing them everyday. I feel like I was depending on them. Have stopped wearing for a few days to appreciate my natural beauty. The guys on cam could give zero fucks. I am a built-in fetish after all.

*People that sexualize Transsexual women-FUCK OFF! Why does EVERYTHING has to be about sex?! That's so dehumanizing. NO, I will not meet you in your car. NO, I will not meet you in public bathrooms. NO, you cannot come over for sex. NO, I am not going to start sexual romps.

anonymous camgirl
11-18-2016, 10:34 AM
Feeling Sad as I do Everyday on November 18th.. today is the anniversary of my Grand Ma Ma's death.. November 18th 1999, I am also sad that my brother is visiting my parents and my other Grand Ma Ma and I haven't seen them in 17 yrs.. and I had been planning and hoping I could go last summer but it didn't work out for me.. so I am beside myself.

AnotherLily
11-18-2016, 10:41 AM
I put in too many hours this week for such little pay. Looking forward to the weekend though. I'm going to see what I hope is a very interesting movie. I need a no-bullshit winter coat. Can't wait for my passport to come in.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
11-18-2016, 12:03 PM
What the hell is going on with the SW Servers? I have mind provoking comments that I'd like to make but unfortunately I have the attention span of a gold fish. I keep forgetting what I want to say while waiting for the pages to load.

PhatGirlDynomite!!!
11-18-2016, 12:08 PM
Am I the only one who no longer sees the porn within the porn?

Oh look she has a really nice highlight? I wonder if she's using the Anastasia Glow Kit?
Hmmm that chaise lounge looks nice but I bet its not very comfy.
Yikes razer bumps! Why not just rock a bush to cover that up?
Is that a lacefront wig or a sew in?
Ooooo that backdrop is sooooo pretty

I don't even see the naughty stuff anymore

BambiCutie
11-18-2016, 12:13 PM
Wish people would stop trying to control others that they have no right doing in the first place, what is the point of barging into someone's life? I hate drama makers that feed on reactions and cause problems that were not there to begin with. Also telling me to get a job? How about f*cking off first? :bomb:

TheBrownFox
11-18-2016, 12:32 PM
Oh, comfy bed...we gotta make a date for tonight. I've missed you sooo much, and that feel of your LONG......BIG.....BLACK.....body pillow.

I'm just so happy that I can sleep at night tonight like a normal person. :) I've been working an overnight stock job, a seasonal Santa's Helper job, and part-time at the daycare center.

And I've missed you ladies on here!

Chellyinparadise
11-18-2016, 12:35 PM
Feeling Sad as I do Everyday on November 18th.. today is the anniversary of my Grand Ma Ma's death.. November 18th 1999, I am also sad that my brother is visiting my parents and my other Grand Ma Ma and I haven't seen them in 17 yrs.. and I had been planning and hoping I could go last summer but it didn't work out for me.. so I am beside myself.

So sorry youre feeling that way, hope you feel better soon hugs to you.

Chellyinparadise
11-18-2016, 12:36 PM
Oh, comfy bed...we gotta make a date for tonight. I've missed you sooo much, and that feel of your LONG......BIG.....BLACK.....body pillow.

I'm just so happy that I can sleep at night tonight like a normal person. :) I've been working an overnight stock job, a seasonal Santa's Helper job, and part-time at the daycare center.

And I've missed you ladies on here!

Wow youve been super busy glad youre making money though. Hope you get some great rest and feel awesome when you wake. :)

anonymous camgirl
11-18-2016, 12:52 PM
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Wish people would stop trying to control others that they have no right doing in the first place, what is the point of barging into someone's life? I hate drama makers that feed on reactions and cause problems that were not there to begin with. Also telling me to get a job? How about f*cking off first? :bomb:

Magical_Hoohah
11-18-2016, 08:22 PM
I just realized that Seamless/Grubhub started offering egift cards last month. I'm such a glutton - I'm already wondering how I can encourage guys to buy me dinner. Wondering about GFE Skype dinner date packages. I'm normally very opposed to offering discounts for my time, but if I get sushi out of it, and I was going to spend time making food and eating anyway... :thinking:

CreativeName
11-18-2016, 11:05 PM
You know they always say your parents know best. Whatever. Everytime I try and live my life either how my mom wants me to ie going to college or what my dad wants me to do ie going to college and/or what I am doing now for work.....I am just so god damn fucking miserable. Moral of the story fuck everyone do what you want.

Marina Starr
11-19-2016, 12:28 PM
No they dont, lol! They may mean well but a lot of parents want to define and set limitations on their children. Parents don't realize that your children do not belong to you, you don't own your children. Give them space to grow and be their own person.

What I know for sure is that no one knows what's best for you but YOU and never let anyone defines you.


You know they always say your parents know best. Whatever. Everytime I try and live my life either how my mom wants me to ie going to college or what my dad wants me to do ie going to college and/or what I am doing now for work.....I am just so god damn fucking miserable. Moral of the story fuck everyone do what you want.

CreativeName
11-19-2016, 02:30 PM
Yeah they don't pay any of my bills dunno why they have the nerve of telling me what to do.

Dunno why I am stupid enough to listen either lol!

Marina Starr
11-19-2016, 02:34 PM
Girl, it's about control. I just stay 'yup, you are right' and do whatever the fuck I want, LOL!

Yeah they don't pay any of my bills dunno why they have the nerve of telling me what to do.

Dunno why I am stupid enough to listen either lol!

CreativeName
11-19-2016, 09:58 PM
Girl, it's about control. I just stay 'yup, you are right' and do whatever the fuck I want, LOL!

You're a much wiser lady than I am haha :)

edit: Yeah I am going to start doing more of that with my life. I guess I am not particularly ambitious to my parents. No I'm not. I only have 2 overarching goals in life.
1. live somewhere with nice warm water beaches
2.retire by 40

Other than that fuck it. Go to college? Why? I can make college wages at any good union/manufacturing job or utilities company. or sales and so on. Hell if I get myself super commited to camming college wages are actually quite realistic in this too. Stripping is also good, but I am very on the fence. I have gone in local clubs here and tipped dancers, but I wasn't comfortable with some of the things I saw there and the severe lack of money I was seeing.

Marina Starr
11-20-2016, 07:29 AM
What's on my mind today is phony, wishy washy cunts. That goes for men and women. Online and in real life. People that want to say hi to you when they see you but the moment you walk away, they're cutting you up and down and talk shit about you. Don't bother saying hi because I will not say it back. I don't intend to say anything I don't truly mean it.

People who truly love me, I want them to love me even more. People that hate me, I want them to hate me even more. It's either hot or cold with me. I don't like anything lukewarm.

anonymous camgirl
11-20-2016, 11:57 AM
Men!!.. Why do they choose to make more women unhappy then trying to make them happy?... I already know the answer.. because they are selfish and don't give it a thought to make anyone else unhappy... lmao.. It just sucks.. I hate being an empath because I care way to much about Humanity and don't really understand they hatred towards others.. the only hate I have ever had I learned from the worst people I ever met.. and that sucks.. but I have to take care of myself nonetheless.. but Humanity as a whole needs to be cleansed or something..... people are often a huge disappointment to me.. It's so hard for me to cam .. uggh.. My wittle feelings always get in the way.

Marina Starr
11-20-2016, 12:18 PM
Have you read this book? It's perfect for dealing with men.
http://i66.tinypic.com/2ed6xd5.jpg

On hatred:
http://i64.tinypic.com/2zeb8et.png

so true, the hate is so strong that it drowns out the love!

Men!!.. Why do they choose to make more women unhappy then trying to make them happy?... I already know the answer.. because they are selfish and don't give it a thought to make anyone else unhappy... lmao.. It just sucks.. I hate being an empath because I care way to much about Humanity and don't really understand they hatred towards others.. the only hate I have ever had I learned from the worst people I ever met.. and that sucks.. but I have to take care of myself nonetheless.. but Humanity as a whole needs to be cleansed or something..... people are often a huge disappointment to me.. It's so hard for me to cam .. uggh.. My wittle feelings always get in the way.

anonymous camgirl
11-20-2016, 12:27 PM
Yea I bought the book but haven't finished reading it!.. haven't finished reading the ho tactics book either.. I need to get on it. sometimes I think I should take the day off and read the book instead.. seems i'll get further ahead if I did.


Have you read this book? It's perfect for dealing with men.
http://i66.tinypic.com/2ed6xd5.jpg

On hatred:
http://i64.tinypic.com/2zeb8et.png

so true, the hate is so strong that it drowns out the love!

victoriavein
11-21-2016, 09:28 AM
I need a makeover bad. My hair is so boring. Can't decide if I want to be a redhead or do crazy mermaid unicorn colors.

Marina Starr
11-21-2016, 10:49 AM
Crazy mermaid colors because it's so pretty. You can always color the red over when you're bored with it. If you color your hair red then change your mind, it will be more work and more damaging to your hair going from red to mermaid colors.
http://i63.tinypic.com/2wq5rgh.jpg

I need a makeover bad. My hair is so boring. Can't decide if I want to be a redhead or do crazy mermaid unicorn colors.

victoriavein
11-21-2016, 11:16 AM
^good point! I think I'm going to try light blues and purples soooooooooo pretty <33

seicento
11-21-2016, 12:51 PM
How we complain for the smallest things. Even if we have a cold, our period, miss the money for a bill due today, we cant go to that restaurant today or buy that make up, etc. Most of these things have a solution even if not today.
I saw this man working for security at the store I'm going to buy groceries and he has cancer. He looked sick and I was wondering what's going on, later I saw him bald and I figured. Today I asked why he is still at work. He said because retirement won't be enough for a living. All I could think was "respect".
That man is going to work thru cancer and I and many others find so many reasons to complain. We tend to be so spoiled, it's sad how we forget to appreciate what we have. First of all we have life. The rest will come to us at the right time. And even if the things we want are not coming, we are still alive. I was already appreciating more things than I used to, but now I will work on this even more. I'm grateful for being alive and for having what I have, which is not what I want, but it's more than others have.

Marina Starr
11-21-2016, 01:54 PM
#amen #hallelujah #blessed #thankful

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whirlerz
11-21-2016, 05:00 PM
I ordered a new cam & a new phone. :)

whirlerz
11-21-2016, 10:06 PM
How we complain for the smallest things. Even if we have a cold, our period, miss the money for a bill due today, we cant go to that restaurant today or buy that make up, etc. Most of these things have a solution even if not today.
I saw this man working for security at the store I'm going to buy groceries and he has cancer. He looked sick and I was wondering what's going on, later I saw him bald and I figured. Today I asked why he is still at work. He said because retirement won't be enough for a living. All I could think was "respect".
That man is going to work thru cancer and I and many others find so many reasons to complain. We tend to be so spoiled, it's sad how we forget to appreciate what we have. First of all we have life. The rest will come to us at the right time. And even if the things we want are not coming, we are still alive. I was already appreciating more things than I used to, but now I will work on this even more. I'm grateful for being alive and for having what I have, which is not what I want, but it's more than others have.

You know, you said a lot here^.
I was reading Homeless for the Holidays about people that lost their homes in hurricane Matthew..really sad. A guy kept going in a gas station & the owner banned him out of there, like how shitty can you be?

kortneykay
11-22-2016, 11:06 AM
I can't stop thinking of how imperative it is for me to maintain a sense of financial responsibility while in SW. This is the path I chose. And it wasn't enough to just do it to pay my bills. I have to bring more out of the years I've spent getting men off, lol. I really owe it to myself to use it as a foundation to fund my dreams and my future. When we millennials age, I don't think we'll be getting much of social security. We're our social security.

TheOutlier
11-22-2016, 02:06 PM
Manic Panic is having a site wide sale Friday-Sunday, 40% off everything with the code BLACKFRIDAY40.

Going to try to snag a few of the items I use regularly.

Marina Starr
11-22-2016, 04:35 PM
OMG, my feet hurt so bad from wearing these new thigh highs flat boots. They never hurt this bad with high heels hooker boots. Why do people say that flat are comfortable? #fuckthis

whirlerz
11-22-2016, 04:46 PM
If you're used to high heels, yes flats can be uncomfy, esp if they're just..flat, I buy & use shoe inserts, otherwise it's like standing/walking on a concrete.